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 Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History

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PostSubject: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Thu Jan 11, 2018 3:58 am

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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 3:31 pm

2012 (Novermber 27, 28, 29, 30)

2012-11-27 12:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well it doesnt feel right... i got glass in my feet so ima go get it...

2012-11-27 12:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Of course it doesn't feel right to you, you don't understand it.
But that doesn't matter.
What matters is, what do you want to do?

2012-11-27 12:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon how dont i understand cause im hurt?

2012-11-27 12:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you being hurt is for a reason that doesn't even make sense. You want me to be with you and only you, but I will be with you and only you. And to love only you doesn't exactly do anything. Because if I hate everyone else, isn't that making myself and other people miserable?

2012-11-27 12:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Can you endure all of the love I have for everything on you.
?
And only you?
You could barely even handle the love I have for you.

2012-11-27 12:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can understand spmething i dont like

2012-11-27 12:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As can I.
And I don't like that you don't like this. But that doesn't matter, does it?

2012-11-27 12:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon you only say that because im not as expressive about my love as you so assumr its me not handling it when it the confusion thats on my nerves

2012-11-27 12:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I didn't know you loved me.

2012-11-27 12:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive been given stronger love than yours. and love and love is different

2012-11-27 12:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How have you?

2012-11-27 12:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not as expressive with my love unless i feel

2012-11-27 12:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, why would I be expressing my love when I think about you bitching?
You have to try too, you know.
Everything either of us does is part of what both you and I have to try to accomplish. It's neither one nor the other.

2012-11-27 12:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you love me?

2012-11-27 12:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i do try.but you cant just be quick to asume i wanna control your life. im not your mom.
you know i love you

2012-11-27 12:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
I just wish you would be more truthful about your emotions to me.
Do you feel any better?

2012-11-27 12:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well what do you want to do im not lovey unless i feel comfortable and loved like when we first went out...

2012-11-27 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why i said we should start over.
I haven't been your friend in a long time. Smile

2012-11-27 12:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you know that wasnt my fault... i tried being friends with you i just was never the one you wanted.. not saying it was your fault you just wasnt emotionally there..

2012-11-27 12:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I learned.
To control my emotions.
To do that.
Now.
Don't you think I am?

2012-11-27 12:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea..
yea..
for the most part

2012-11-27 01:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well now you know why I check out... and so i guess we should just be friends...for now at least...

2012-11-27 03:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know it'll turn out just fine. <3 I love you.

2012-11-27 06:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you too...

2012-11-27 06:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i d0nt think we might turn out well. Im having a are time getting over youre in love with justice. you know.. im trying but i cant see past it. mostly cause i feel like for you against something and someone. Espeacially when werehaving problems youre off someone . Its like you say i run away but im always dedicated to you nomadder how bad or mad i got even when i didnt say it. and it hurts alot whn I think about you. and i dont express pain without you getting offended. so well just argue and ill be done with it. but ill try not too..

2012-11-27 08:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would we argue? I'm not upset. I just want us to talk about it. I know you're gonna be hurt for a little while, but that's why I'm here to nurture you.

2012-11-27 04:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you cant..but I need you to watch her friday.

2012-11-27 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey. I realize that I'm not supposed to exist here.

2012-11-27 09:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because, there is no way for me to have what I want and what everyone else wants. I am completely and utterly alone. There is no way I can work with anyone. No way anyone can love me. I am going insane. Literally, insane. I cannot have sex for fun because there is something more important. I cannot love without repercussion. I cannot express myself without making others feel bad. I cannot do anything that does not make someone else sad, including myself. So, if I am only around to make people sad... Then why am I here? I telling you what I think... And I think I either need to die, or be completely and utterly alone. What do you think...? I do not want to make any decisive thoughts without you. I was just telling you my thoughts... Don't be mad at me for thinking.

2012-11-27 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not mad at you..


2012-11-27 09:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
then... What do you think about what I am saying?

2012-11-27 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
stop worrying about how I feel. We only make each other sad. When I feel like this I just think of Trinity and how she needs me. How I want to be there with her when she grows. But if you feel no purpose in staying then dont. If not having sex makes you depressed than do it. all the other stuff too.

2012-11-27 09:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't get it yet, do you?
It's because of you.

2012-11-27 09:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what do you mean?


2012-11-27 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.
The way I work...
... I want to do so much.
Yet.
All I can ever do.
Is what's best for you and Trinity.
I am technically 'doing what I want' but the cause for it is you two.
It isn't even fully for myself.
If I was doing everything I wanted, I would have just had sex with people all over the place.
But I can't.
something stops me.
And the only thing that stops me is...
... well. You know.
Something more important.

2012-11-27 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon then do it.
if i didnt have Trinity you'd do it so doit

2012-11-27 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No I wouldn't...
Why would I do that?
That's silly.

2012-11-27 09:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im tired of this. if its so important that it makes you depressed than do it

cause thats who you are you got the same waywith justus now youre doing it with me

2012-11-27 09:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was because of you back then, too.
Don't you see?

2012-11-27 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just go do what you want. because its always something new everytime... the truth is you want the bachelor life,but because we have a child you feel obligated to be with me. So instead I hear complaints and regrets all the time.

2012-11-27 09:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're blinded so much about what you think I SHOULD do...
And not even seeing what I'm TELLING you I AM doing.
You're too emotional.
And that fucks up everything we talk about.
Every time.

2012-11-27 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon you were never this bad you said you wanted me and only me. I was the girl you wanted to spend your life wiith. when all your friends talked about the girls they wanted you said you only wanted me remember? but i guess that was a lie too
im not emotional. I just dont think I deserve this.

2012-11-27 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do still want that.
When didn't I?

2012-11-27 09:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
obviously im not the only girl you want

2012-11-27 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
yeah, but the only one I'll be with.
so what's the problem?
You want to feel special by being the 'only person I want?'

2012-11-27 10:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know

2012-11-27 10:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But, you should already know you're special to me.
And me 'wanting' other things shoouldn't ever change that.
If you were comfortable with how special you were to me, that is.
Hence why, at the end of the day, I'm always coming back to you. Right?
Or did you just never notice because you were too caught up in things that don't matter?
Don't you want things that you don't have?
Or want something one day and then, don't want it later?
Want is a trivial thing.
It doesn't matter.

2012-11-27 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
here we go turn it back on me as usual

2012-11-27 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Unless you make it matter.
It doesn't matter who it i.
In fact, hell, I'll take the blame.
Just because I just don't fucking care. Cuz it doesn't matter.
Blaming people is so trivial and dumb.
so, it's my fault. Happy?
Now, next order of business.
I want things.
But, what does it matter?
If wanting things is trivial?
All that matters is what I DO.
Not what I WANT.
So, I can want all I want. But until i DO something, it's just me wanting.
Do you understand that much?

2012-11-27 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon noone said it was your fault but acting like its trivial for me to be upset is wrong when you said it makes you depressed not being with other woman. and you better off dead? how is that suposed to make me feel...

2012-11-27 10:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why does that make you feel anything?
It was about me.
I'm over it now.
And I know why I felt like that.
It was, of course, because of you, again.
All of my problems are because of you.
You should feel proud that I care about you so much.
To where there isn't a signle thing right in my life.
Only because you aren't in it.
Where I have to lose my mind only because you're doing something that stresses me out.
No one else does that.
Do you feel special now?
Knowing that you are the only person who does this to me?
Do you need to feel more special?
Do you know what else you do to me that no one else does?
I bet you don't.
I bet you never even had the thought.
That only ONLY you can do such things.

2012-11-27 10:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
can you watch her friday

2012-11-27 10:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, of course.
Do you understand what I'm saying, though?
Or are you still on this dumb bullshit?
I'll just keep waiting for you.
I have nothing better to do.
I have an eternity to wait for you.
When you die, we're gonna just do the same thing in our next lifetime.
We are BOUND to each other for a reason.
Everything we do in this life, we've already done before.
You just FUCKED UP last lifetime.
Probably doing the EXACT same thing.
Or, I probably fucked up.
And didn't wait for you.
Either way, one of us fucked up in our last lifetime.
And apparently, you want YOU to fuck up again.
So, I'll wait.
So, I'm not gonna feel bad because of you anymore.
I'm just gonna wait for you to straighten up.
I'll see you Friday.
Love you, buhbye.
<3

2012-11-27 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how can you call it bullshit when i just told you how i felt in response to how you felt.its not even like i got mad at want tob you. now you saying i want to fuck up for hAVING EMO6

2012-11-27 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And kiss the baby for me.

2012-11-27 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
DO YOU LISTEN TO YOURSELF

2012-11-27 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
No, I said it was bullshit what you were DOING.
Not what you were FEELING.
You really need to start reading before you just make blatant assumptions.

2012-11-27 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what did i do

2012-11-27 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz then we have to backtrack.
And then it's just annoying. So read it right the first time and stop being so reactive.
But, what you did was, you got so fucking emotional over something I was just telling you was MY emotions.
You started to make assumptions.
And it was... Well. Annoying.

2012-11-27 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wasnt emotional that what i thought and i felt

2012-11-27 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You could have just asked me.
You were TELLING me what I wanted to do.
Rather than ASKING me.
And then, you don't trust me.

2012-11-27 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
those were questions and speculation

2012-11-27 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you can ONLY say what you THINK.
Rather than what IS. Because you don't TRUST what IS, and only TRUST what you THINK.
So, in the end, you're doing it to yourself.
Again.
And I'm just trying to help.
Again.

2012-11-27 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you said you wanted to die and its because of me and trinity since you cant do what you want

2012-11-27 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, I felt that a while ago.
I got over it once I understood it.
Cuz when I understand what I'm feeling...
It's like, why am I feeling bad anymore?
So then I get better.

2012-11-27 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... I cant do this with you

2012-11-27 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly.
So I'll wait.

2012-11-27 10:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i feeding trinity you are really testing me....

2012-11-27 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, yeah, pointless anger, blah blah.
I'm just gonna wait for you.
I'll watch the baby, live my life.
Wait for you.
Nothing else I've gotta do. xD
I love you enough to wait forever.
So um. Get ready.

2012-11-27 10:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not mad i feel like i dont deserve this so im confused because im trying to be patient with you

2012-11-27 10:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I doubt you'll get this anytime soon.

2012-11-27 10:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and you coming up with new stuff to pick at me

2012-11-27 10:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
this isn't new.
This is old.
Already said and done.
I've been saying this for a while.
You're gonna take FOREVER to realize what I realize.
So, I just have to wait for you.
Why would I ever leave you?
I just have to wait for you.

2012-11-27 10:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why are you being like that

2012-11-27 10:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like what?

2012-11-27 10:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
arrogant like youre all knowing and im just some ignorant fool

2012-11-27 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Uh, well... Not to be mean, but...
That definitely is the case.
You're talking to me about trivial emotions like anger and such that you don't even understand.
I've already moved FAR past this.
My sadness came from loving you too much.
Not from anything dumb you did.
I'm far past you doing dumb shit.
So now I can love you and just... Love you!
But now I have to wait for you to realize the same thing.
But.
You are also arrogant. And don't want to ask me any questions.
You don't want to talk to me.

2012-11-27 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok tymon you can be rude if want too,so ill just go. its not worth taking verbal abuse from you

2012-11-27 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just want to lecture me.
On things that I already know.
Tatiauna, what did I do for 2 years? xD
Take verbal abuse.
You have NO spine. xD
You can dish out all the shit.
and can't even take some.

2012-11-27 10:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was never like this too you and you were the same way with me.

2012-11-27 10:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Maybe it's different because what I'm saying is true.
But my intentions are so pure.
I just want you to get better.
That's all i want.

2012-11-27 10:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh so when i said you were keeping me distant cause i never said anything like this

2012-11-27 10:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but The difference is, you never changed.
I did everything you wanted me to.
Down to the very last thing.
And what have you done for me?

2012-11-27 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was never condecending to you unless we were joking
Tymon dont have to prove anything to you i know I'm changing
I learned to be more accepting trusting forgiving of people. I've seen myself doing more stuff than I ever thought I would.
I do get upset but so do you

2012-11-27 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What does that matter?

2012-11-27 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do feel bad.

2012-11-27 10:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
About what?

2012-11-27 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but im ok with that cause I know now emotion isnt a weakness.
so go ahead and tear me down if you want but I do know I've be coming stronger in many ways.I know wh I am so nothing you can say can break that,

2012-11-27 10:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's what I wanted in the first place.
I wasn't trying to break you down.
It just gets like that when you don't fucking listen.
The more shit you build up, the more I have to tear that shit down.
See?
We're having a nice convo now.

2012-11-27 10:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Haha ok tymon whatever.I'm going to take care my daughter cause she actually appreciated and shes

2012-11-27 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it always gets nice and smooth whenever you're real with me.
I don't understand why you aren't happy.

2012-11-27 10:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I am Happy.

2012-11-27 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, let me rephrase. xD
I don't understand why I haven't made you happy yet.
What is the problem?
We somehow keep forgetting to address what that is. Every single time.

2012-11-27 10:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well you know I dont know... maybe youre just not on eof those people

2012-11-27 10:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not one of what people?
I'm confused.

2012-11-27 10:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the people who make me happy
or want to be happy sin

2012-11-27 10:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now can you tell me why that is?

2012-11-27 10:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ce i make myself happy
well for starters I was
kinda thrown off by this whole thing today

2012-11-27 10:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?
I keep trying to tell you how I feel.

2012-11-27 10:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i was perfectly fine i thought we were fine and then out of nowhere

2012-11-27 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
.. I thought we were fine too...
So what happened?

2012-11-27 10:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you kinda went right

2012-11-27 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When?
Or how?

2012-11-27 10:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did that yesterday too sunday i thought we resolved everything then moday you came out of nowhere saying noone can handler my powerful love im destined to be alone
it blindsided me

2012-11-27 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
OOOH.
Oh no, no, no!
That has nothing to do with you.
It has everything to do with me.
I'm just telling you how I'm feeling at the moment and I want you to make me feel better by talking to me.
Cuz I like talking to people when I feel bad.

2012-11-27 10:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so you doing that again

2012-11-27 10:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It helps me get better much faster, actually.
Yeah, I kinda had to do it again.
It comes with learning a lot of new stuff. Ya know?
You understand everything so much that you start understanding dark things like love. xDD
So, just to be clear, are we fine? Do you want to be with me?

2012-11-27 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i think its just in your nature except its worse now

2012-11-27 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
It got bigger.

2012-11-27 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youve always done this

2012-11-27 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
It just got bigger this time because I understand more.
I call them melancholies.

2012-11-27 10:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
really i call it gthe way of the fish

2012-11-27 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up, call them melancholies!
Anyway.

2012-11-27 10:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No!

2012-11-27 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ugh, alright, fine.
Well yeah, I get the melancholies sometimes and I get really sad and lonely when my love meter runs low.
So all I need is some love and then I will feel better. But I have been so low on the love meter recently that it has been doing it a lot.

2012-11-27 10:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I used to get like thatr

2012-11-27 10:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I need you to love me.
Cuz no one else is going to.
and I'll get the melancholies. And they will get worse!

2012-11-27 10:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea then you turn into bipolar rude person

2012-11-27 10:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not bipolar. Bleh.

2012-11-27 10:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not but actions reflect it.

2012-11-27 10:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I was legitimately rude because that is how I feel when you get mad at me. So I just copy you.

2012-11-27 10:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But i havent been mad at all today
and you still
did it

2012-11-27 10:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you started talking to me.
I thought you said something trying to offend me.
Better yet, I was just extremely READY to fight you.

2012-11-27 10:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats the problem

2012-11-27 10:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I figured that everything you say is something that is to fight what I say, so I was just trying not to get caughgt off guard this time.
... Well yeah. You keep on fighting everything I say.
So now when I decide to fight back.
It's like. You weren't ready.

2012-11-27 11:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
more like not willing

2012-11-27 11:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If it weren't such a habit for you.
It would have just been a normal conversation.

2012-11-27 11:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
done blame me cause you poped off at the wrong time and ended up doing it by yourswelf

2012-11-27 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
That's just because you always do it to me.
And I got tired of it.
So I snapped on you!

2012-11-27 11:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok well how did it feel?

2012-11-27 11:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Feels like... Normal...?

2012-11-27 11:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see

2012-11-27 11:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. Well, um...
Is there anything else...?
Cuz I really want us to be fine with each other.

2012-11-27 11:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Im perfect

2012-11-27 11:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't lie, now.
If you were perfectly fine with me, there would have been no problem in the first place.

2012-11-27 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you see i realize now that I was at that stage where I wanted nothing but to feel love
like you are now
beecause I understood it and you didnt. So i was rushing thinfgs and it made me act out of hurt when when we were in the same place so
when you finially got here
I was defensive
because I thought you wouldnt chane
however now I realize
instead of depending on others love I should just love myself and let others love add to it
to create an even greater love

2012-11-27 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES!
That's exactly what it is!
You finally get it now! :3
I was hoping you would. Wait, do you also understand why I love other people?
Or have you not gotten there yet?

2012-11-27 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon Iv always understood it
i just dont like it

2012-11-27 11:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
So what?

2012-11-27 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it doesnt make me feel good

2012-11-27 11:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, why not?
It's not like it means anything other than I'm going to just go help other people.
And be super nice to some other people to help make the world a better place.

2012-11-27 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not that
love

2012-11-27 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that's supposed to make people uncomfortable?
That is love.

2012-11-27 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love other people that
way

2012-11-27 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just making other people happy.
Because you want to.

2012-11-27 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i raised to believe its enough love for everyone
the intimate love is what i dont like

2012-11-27 11:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
What intimate love?

2012-11-27 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the one you had for justice

2012-11-27 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I haven't done anything with her since Junior year...

2012-11-27 11:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no not just sex you said you were in love with her

2012-11-27 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
And?
All that means is I want to do something with her.
But I won't.

2012-11-27 11:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exactly
i dont like it

2012-11-27 11:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Only because you don't want me to.
and I want to do what makes you happy.
... So, you just don't like the fact that you know?
I thought you WANTED to know everything...?
And wanted me not to lie...?

2012-11-27 11:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont like it period
thats why i dont want to you know

2012-11-27 11:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But why is that?

2012-11-27 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want you to be in love with her I want you to be honest

2012-11-27 11:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am honest. >>;
I haven't told you a single lie.
Figured out that lying was dumb as hell.

2012-11-27 11:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noo you dont say

2012-11-27 11:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was like, the absolute dumbest thing in the world to do.
I felt absolutely stupid to lie.
Shut up, asshole.
So, if I'm honest, what's the problem?
Wouldn't I just tell you I didn't want to be with you and then not be with you?
Everything literally became useless after I said I want to be with you.
Because it cancels out all the other options.
Cuz I chose one path.
Get it?

2012-11-27 11:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon understand but i dont like it it wont change.

2012-11-27 11:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?
Give me a valid reason why not.
Prove your point.
Logically.

2012-11-27 11:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why ? its not like im saying its bad i just dont like it.

2012-11-27 11:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
That's why I was asking you to tell me why.
Because I want to understand how you think too.
Otherwise, I wouldn't ask.
... Do you have a reason why?

2012-11-27 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok well its simple no person want to know that the person they love havedeep feelings for someone else. even if you choose me. itll still be that strong thought/feeling in your heart. so i dont truly have you. youre bjust loyal cause youre with me. you. that would like me being with you but thinking about lettrell or chris

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
eventhough im with you only have of my

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would I be thinking of them, if I have you?

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
heart os yours

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wouldn't that mean I would just go to them?

2012-11-27 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the other to them

2012-11-27 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You want it all? What are you even gonna do with it?
I haven't seen you handle my love correctly at all.

2012-11-27 11:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not if you love both
Tymon you only say that because you want bme
lovey
and those walss you put up and i kept up had to broen


2012-11-27 11:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly.

2012-11-27 11:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you arent exactly prince charming in my eyes either when it comes to handling my love

2012-11-27 11:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you didn't wanna break down the final walls.
I know that.
But at least I did something about it, ya know?
When it came down to the last straw, and it's like "will you make this change and break this last wall?" I said "Hell yeah!"
And you didn't even do that for me.

2012-11-27 11:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i did
tymon
i was the first to try but i felt so abandoned emotionally
i was like
why should i bother
and thats my

2012-11-27 11:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you EVER feel abandoned?
If you KNEW I was coming back?

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fault i know
I didnt know

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why didn't you?

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were coming back
because you went to everyone but me you would talk to me about how you felt when we did talk

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why in the hell would I NOT come back?

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you just got sad

2012-11-27 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That doesn't make ANY sense at all!
And yeah, I know.
I talked to other people to get knowledge.
About how to talk to you.
And when I see it didn't work.
Then I get sad.
Cuz I didn't impress you.
And you still don't act like you love me.
It's just that simple.

2012-11-27 11:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how dont I? I just started breaking the walls down
im a tough cookie

2012-11-27 11:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, but you didn't do it back then.

2012-11-27 11:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you knew that when you fell for me

2012-11-27 11:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. That's why I'm still here.
If I had given up on you, I would have been long gone by now.
Soooo.
Are we fine now?

2012-11-27 11:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea and so would I have. Knowing me if i didnt love you would I be here? I just didnt know what to do with you. because you were the first person i instantly trusted then when i open to you comepletely you turned cold. then i felt like all that thought was real. My love meter was empty and you were sulking in your pity party.

2012-11-27 11:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, my love meter was already so low that I wasn't even loving me.
So how can you ask for love from someone that has none to spare?
... In any case.
I wanted to forget all of that.
... In any case.
I wanted to forget all of that.
And just start over.

2012-11-27 11:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
thats what were doing but i hate the term starting over

2012-11-27 11:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, we'r doing it right this time.
Do you want to?

2012-11-27 11:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its like were redoing everything. but we needed to go through all that to grow.. so were just moving forward.
yea

2012-11-27 11:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, it's the theory of Gurren Lagann.
You must be broken down to be built back up better.
I also figured out that I'm a spider that constantly does that.

2012-11-27 11:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok batman>>

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm serious!

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am too

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh.. tymon its true

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shutu p.

2012-11-27 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you had to face your fear to become stronger

2012-11-27 11:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Anyway.
I knowww...
Just like you had to do all of this with me to get stronger!
And then we'll just keep getting stronger togetherrrr.

2012-11-27 11:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well yea the part about love. but i have been on this path for 2 years now. and it was alot of inner turmoil that i had to face. to get here and the finial block was you and the realease was trinity

2012-11-28 12:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I said the same thing about you.
So if we were our own obstacles all along...
Then why are we fighting if we're at the same place?

2012-11-28 12:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
w'ere not fighting we were fighting. thats our comunication problems and the distance we kept eaachother

2012-11-28 12:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well there's no reason for that, right?

2012-11-28 12:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
correct

2012-11-28 12:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So then, let's just love each other, m'kay? xD

2012-11-28 12:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok but you cant expect me to be
lovey so quickly i have to get comfortable with it compltely

2012-11-28 12:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, that's perfectly fine.
I don't mind at all.

2012-11-28 12:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay

2012-11-28 12:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright then, now that everything's all worked out, I'll see you Friday. Will you text me now?

2012-11-28 12:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when i can

2012-11-28 12:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's all I wanted.
Hooray! We can be a good couple now!

2012-11-28 12:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok then

2012-11-28 12:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you.

2012-11-28 12:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you too

2012-11-28 12:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Give Trinity kisses for daddy.

2012-11-28 12:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
shes eating

2012-11-28 12:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up, do it later!

2012-11-28 12:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea yea..im tired

2012-11-28 12:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
Go to sleep love.
After she's done eating.

2012-11-28 12:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going too do it while shes eating

2012-11-28 12:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I hope you didn't make my baby fat.

2012-11-28 12:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i made MY BABY even out in her weight. youve been gone almost a month so shes a little thinner i think from the last time you saw her
but more beautiful

2012-11-28 12:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She's always more beautiful every day.

2012-11-28 12:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
she looks like you and me now

2012-11-28 12:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My mission in life was to make the most beautiful girl.
I can't wait to see you two.

2012-11-28 12:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when she sleeps it you and when she watcghes tv its you when she mad crying and playful its me

2012-11-28 12:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aw.
Well, soon she'll be walking and talking.
Give her another month. xD

2012-11-28 12:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea shes dancing more. she knows how to talk just not english

2012-11-28 12:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, then we're fine. She can talk to me now.
Finally.
I needed her to be able to talk to me. xDD
I'm gonna give her all the kisses!!

2012-11-28 12:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its just screaming and bable but thats why i said talk to her she was talking at that time you had her last
and im teaching her sign language

2012-11-28 12:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well good. I'm glad everything is going so well.

2012-11-28 12:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need to get a book because i only know the basic ones

2012-11-28 12:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She's got all the time in the world to learn sign language.
Chill out. Take your time.
It's not like she'll be doing anything else but using her time the way she wants to use it.

2012-11-28 12:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon im teaching her for a reason

2012-11-28 12:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, did I ever say you were NOT?

2012-11-28 12:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you dont know why

2012-11-28 12:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do you?

2012-11-28 08:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How could I if you didn't tell me?

2012-11-28 05:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well then dont say I have all the time in the world to teach her cause she grows fast. i need her to learn now, so i can comunicate with her till she jnows english. I nee to know what she wants.
well then dont say I have all the time in the world to teach her cause she grows fast. i need her to learn now, so i can comunicate with her till she jnows english. I nee to know what she wants.

2012-11-28 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. She'll be able to tell us, just don't worry. xD

2012-11-29 12:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not shes smart. but i do need to get the books still to teach her

2012-11-29 09:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have a lot of books. I'll give her all of my old ones, okay?

2012-11-29 07:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok
http://babystrology.com/baby-learning/baby-sign-language/
learn this so you can help teach her to remember you have to talk and sign at the same time so she can speak English too

2012-11-30 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 3:58 pm

2012 (December 2-17)

2012-12-02 08:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need you to get the following books from the library the sign of qin and Sassafrass, Cypress and Indigo

2012-12-02 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You mean Harold Washington Library right? And also, you never answered my question!

2012-12-02 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tatiauna!

2012-12-09 09:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm afraid of spirits;When I was younger the spirits tried to show themselves to me. However, because I was scared, they started to come to me in dreams and symbols.

2012-12-09 09:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, are you still afraid of them?

2012-12-09 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know.

2012-12-09 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Im soo depressed today,and I don't know why...

2012-12-11 12:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is it cuz you miss me? I miss you too! I was thinking about you all day...

2012-12-11 05:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how come?...

2012-12-11 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I never stop thinking about you. Ever. You're always on my mind, even when I don't know it. Because when I'm apart from you, I always feel like I'm missing something and someone... So even if I am not directly thinking of you, I am always thinking of you and Trinity. Always.

2012-12-12 12:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..

2012-12-12 12:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't know?

2012-12-12 12:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-12 12:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I thought I told you countless times...

2012-12-12 12:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i guess

2012-12-12 12:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, not well enough, huh?
Well now you know that I always think about you.
That's why I get upset when you don't want to see me.

2012-12-12 12:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh kay

2012-12-12 12:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm mhm. I'm glad you know now, though.
So you don't have to wonder if I think about you. Cuz every time you wonder, you'll already know "he's thinking about me." And I'll know, too. Smile

2012-12-12 12:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea thats good

2012-12-12 12:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't seem enthused. You just tired? Or is it your period?

2012-12-12 01:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im depressed

2012-12-12 01:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awww... Why?

2012-12-12 01:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know...

2012-12-12 01:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tell you what. On Thursday, it'll be a you and me and Trinity day.
That sound good?

2012-12-12 01:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i guess

2012-12-12 01:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright, then tell me what YOU wanna do.

2012-12-12 06:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk..

2012-12-12 10:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, figure it out and get back to me. I already told you what I wanna do. Now I'm just waiting on you.

2012-12-13 12:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im mad at you

2012-12-13 10:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why? What happened?

2012-12-13 05:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i needed you to watch her but you didnt text back

2012-12-13 05:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I thought I told you that my phone bill hasn't been paid and I don't have a U-pass...
I have no way to get up there or back. And I have no form of communication besides Facebook. My laptop had been dead, too, because I couldn't find my charger.

2012-12-13 05:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
...you didnt tell me
i was bring her out there with me

2012-12-13 05:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, there was no way to tell you... And I can't get around. So, what do you think I should do?

2012-12-13 05:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk

2012-12-13 05:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh... If I had a car, this would be no problem...
I don't even have any money for a one day. I mean, I could probably ask, but... I need to register for classes and stuff, too.

2012-12-13 05:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why do you need to register for class? you dontt go

2012-12-13 05:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but I still need the money so I can take care of you guys.
So I'll just do online classes.

2012-12-13 05:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how are you gonna get money?

2012-12-13 05:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno... Ask my mother...?

2012-12-13 05:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you need to get a job

2012-12-13 05:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but how am I gonna do that with no bus card?

2012-12-13 05:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
online

2012-12-13 05:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How will I get to the jobs if I get them?

2012-12-13 05:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then you borrow money till your first paycheck

2012-12-13 05:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine, but I don't even know where to apply online.

2012-12-13 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do you think you could possibly try to get a ride out here. My mom is sreally sick and she can't watch trinity

2012-12-14 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who is gonna give me a ride?
Who is going to take me home?
Talk to your grandfather. There is no possible way that I will be able to make it out there and stay unless I'm just staying a night.

2012-12-14 12:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already told you, my mother has to work, TiTi Ron goes to work too early, I have no bus card... I mean, I could maybe ask my mother for money for a one day... But even then, she'll run out of money quick, if she even has any. She usually doesn't have cash to spare. She already has to pay my phone bill and buy groceries.

2012-12-14 12:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Worse come to worst... I can just walk...

2012-12-14 06:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have to watch her. She's feeling a better

2012-12-14 08:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you sure? I have the money now, my mother woke me up and I asked her for 5 dollars.

2012-12-14 03:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sorry, I had to have a long, tiresome talk with my grandmother... I can come today if you want me to, but I'd prefer to come tomorrow so I can spend the entire day with you and her. What do you want to do?

2012-12-14 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Going so long without you kills me inside. I miss you so much...

2012-12-14 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i miss you too

2012-12-14 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wonder how long it's gonna be before we can just be together, ya know?

2012-12-14 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2012-12-14 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey, have you ever cheated on me before?

2012-12-14 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
why?

2012-12-14 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was just asking. Cuz I was thinking about the story of Adam and Eve.
Apparently, Eve fucked up and had sex with the Serpent, which was why everything happened the way it did.

2012-12-14 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
adamn did too

2012-12-14 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Adam was supposed to. xD
For what reason, I have no clue.
Wait, no, I know. he was supposed to plant his seed in everything to make things grow.

2012-12-14 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats only theory
the reason

2012-12-14 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But he was supposed to only have feelings for Eve.

2012-12-14 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
being gay in the bible is
bad is cause of adamn

2012-12-14 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OH YEAH. Cuz he was dumb.
So he just blindly followed Eve.
And did what she did. Because he loved her so much.

2012-12-14 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no he slept with
the serpant

2012-12-14 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
Because Eve did it first.
He thoughti t was right.
Cuz he was dumb as hell. xD
Eve was the smart one. She ate the fruit of knowledge first.
Adam just did dumb shit, following behind Eve.

2012-12-14 06:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
as long as you know its not eves fault itrs adamn too

2012-12-14 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, shut up. xD I know the story. They were both to blame. Women had the original sin, but that was because the Serpent influenced her.
So, it was the Serpent's fault in the first place.
For even TELLING Eve anything.

2012-12-14 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea yea whatever the books always wanna curse the woman

2012-12-14 06:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, because the Woman wasn't supposed to listen to the Serpent. xD But if it weren't for her, we'd still be stupid.
So, was it her fault that everyone's smart now, or not?

2012-12-14 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it is but they hate her for it

2012-12-14 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz if it weren't for her, everything and everyone would be stupid, just like Adam was.
Well, that's the wrong thing to do.
She just has to accept what she did wrong, which she did. Who cares about everyone else?

2012-12-14 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well men do anyway

2012-12-14 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Adam and Eve still love each other.
So screw everyone else.
Man, they're just jealous they didn't do it first.
Men are dumb, remember? That's the reason why. hahaha!

2012-12-14 06:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
anyway
why
did you ask

2012-12-14 06:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you. Cuz I was thinking about the story, and I wondered if it was just a woman's destiny to cheat.
So I just asked you.
Clearly you didn't, so I was wrong.

2012-12-14 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
obviously
you only think that

2012-12-14 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up, asshole.

2012-12-14 06:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because the bad things woman are highlighted moire than the good cause

2012-12-14 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only thought that because I forgot that everything is subject to change.

2012-12-14 06:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
woman throughout history are seen ass evil
beings who should be controlled

2012-12-14 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's because they make crucial mistakes. That doesn't make them evil.
What?
Where did THAT come from?
Maybe because the men got pissed that Eve controlled Adam. xD
So they were like "MAN, FUCK THAT, I AIN'T LETTIN NO BITCH CONTROL ME!"
Then they went and fucked up the world.
Cuz they were doing dumb men shit.
Instead of listening to the women.
Then the women got tired of it.
So they started doing dumb shit too.

2012-12-14 06:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its in almost all the old books we read

2012-12-14 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then the MEN got tired of it. Now they can both work together.
Pfff, those are written by men.
You can't believe those for a second. xDD

2012-12-14 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
woman who do good arent mention or cared about. their story is not told

2012-12-14 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.

2012-12-14 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
woman who do bad

2012-12-14 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because a MAN is telling the story. xDDD
Now, if a man AND women told the story TOGETHER.
I bet history would be more clear.

2012-12-14 06:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
is onlything mentioned even today

2012-12-14 06:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awww.
I think you do good. Smile
In fact...
You're the only woman I feel like has ever done everything right in my life.
Except when you were doing everything wrong. But that was only because I was doing it.
And we had to work out our problems together.
And you did the one thing no woman ever has the power enough to do. And that's stick by her man through anything.
Whilst still keeping up her own thoughts, and not letting the man control her.
So you're the only woman who did it right. Because you're the best woman. ;3
And that's another one of the reasons why I love you soooooo much! <3

2012-12-14 06:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thank you. i love you too.

2012-12-14 06:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awwww. I almost can't wait to see you tomorrow. I just wanna give you all the kisses!

2012-12-14 06:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2012-12-14 06:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't 'yea' me, you know you don't like my kisses. xD

2012-12-14 06:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do except when you make me mad

2012-12-14 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I guess I haven't been doing that recently, hmmm?

2012-12-14 06:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-14 06:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do good, then? <3

2012-12-14 06:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm

2012-12-14 06:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hooray!

2012-12-14 06:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you here the news

2012-12-14 06:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
About the shooting? Yeah, yeah, of course I have.

2012-12-14 06:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i heard in school. my teacher was like "wow you don't seemed to be bothered by this out all. when i was your age i would been like. oh my god I cant this hapened"

2012-12-14 06:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, my grandma was surprised that I didn't care about it as much as her.

2012-12-14 06:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats cause were used to violence

2012-12-14 06:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. But I also know how souls work.

2012-12-14 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?

2012-12-14 06:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Souls never die.
They just inhabit new bodies until they fulfil their purpose on this world.

2012-12-14 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but still

2012-12-14 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, if someone dies, they'll just come back as a new person until they fulfill the purpose that their soul has on this planet.
The body is just a toy.
A play thing.

2012-12-14 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
is still sacred

2012-12-14 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, it is.
That is why when you mess up your toys...
You get new ones.
Until you learn how to use them right.
That's why we have pain.
To remind us that this are OUR sacred toys.

2012-12-14 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not

2012-12-14 06:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And we shouldn't mess them up.
So treat them with care.

2012-12-14 06:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not toys

2012-12-14 06:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what would you call this piece of flesh?
One that only exists to harbor a soul?
What is a body without a soul?

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but we need them for the sake of the trinity

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know that.

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its more thsan a mere toy
its our vessles

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I never said that they weren't IMPORTANT.

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
better than a toy

2012-12-14 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Okay baby. I understand that.

2012-12-14 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea
..

2012-12-14 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What?

2012-12-14 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing

2012-12-14 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't think I'd believe you so easily?

2012-12-14 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
not that
just
nothing

2012-12-14 06:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Feeling of unease, then?

2012-12-14 06:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-14 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So it was really nothing?

2012-12-14 06:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2012-12-14 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright. Well, why do you put those ellipses at the end of stuff like that, as if there is more to it? That's what ellipses signify, you know.

2012-12-14 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not always

2012-12-14 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Gimme an example.

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dramtic pause

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What the fuck? xD

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
or endings

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're a dramatic ass.

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre one to talk

2012-12-14 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shhhh.

2012-12-14 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exactly

2012-12-14 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You get it from me.

2012-12-14 06:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i don't its in my nature to be this way.I'm a gemini

2012-12-14 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'm a pisces.
So fuck you.

2012-12-14 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever pussy just means you cry alot

2012-12-14 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Bitch, don't get it twisted!
I'll beat yo ass in a heartbeat!

2012-12-14 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cry baby cry
look into you eye

2012-12-14 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're gonna cry when I get my hands on you...
And it's gonna sound soooo sweet...

2012-12-14 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you put you hand on your hip
nun un

2012-12-14 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wanna bet...?

2012-12-14 06:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose

yep

2012-12-14 06:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what's your wager, eh...?

2012-12-14 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm idk

2012-12-14 06:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. That's what I thought.

2012-12-14 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
i want

2012-12-14 06:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already beat you before I even had to get my hands on you..

2012-12-14 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
love making

2012-12-14 06:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, you do?

2012-12-14 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm

2012-12-14 06:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmm... I think... I will be able to help you with that... If the mood is right.
Hmhmhm...

2012-12-14 06:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever
youre always in the mood with me

2012-12-14 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno... I could just so happen to not be...
You might have to do a little work this time. Wink

2012-12-14 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thatll be pourposlet
i wont
i gotta go

2012-12-14 07:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Heehee... See you later, my sweet~!
We'll finish this tomorrow. Wink I love you~!

2012-12-14 07:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye
i love you too

2012-12-15 08:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I should be over there by around 10 or 10:30, okay?

2012-12-15 08:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok i got you mini cupcakes from the play yesterday

2012-12-15 08:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yay!
Thank you so much! *smoochiesmoochiesmoo*

2012-12-15 08:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you welcome

2012-12-15 08:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, I'm about to go hop in the shower now.

2012-12-15 08:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay

2012-12-16 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want my black underwear back. -_-

2012-12-17 11:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, why, you miss them? They've gotta be washed.

2012-12-17 04:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i just dont want you to have them and ill wash them.

2012-12-17 04:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why don't you want me to have them?

2012-12-17 04:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because theyre mines and not yours>>

2012-12-17 04:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I kept them so I'd have something of you. ;; i'm keeping the pink ones.

2012-12-17 04:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't care i dont want those.

2012-12-17 04:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, why not?
Oh wai.
Are those the black ones I bought for you before?

2012-12-17 04:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2012-12-17 04:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AWWWW.
You're so cute!
I give you all the kisses!! <3

2012-12-17 04:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not keeping them caus you
bought
them
im keeping them beecause i like them

2012-12-17 04:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. Okay, whatever you say~!
I love youuuu~!

2012-12-17 04:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im serious i still dont like you pervert

2012-12-17 04:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
M'kay. xD
I still love you.

2012-12-17 05:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2012-12-17 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What are you up to?

2012-12-17 05:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
non of your business Smile

2012-12-17 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhmmm asshole!

2012-12-17 05:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever. you umm grounded

2012-12-17 05:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gotta tell you a secret

2012-12-17 05:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What is it? I was eating.

2012-12-17 05:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nvm Trinity ate cheese puff its messsy

2012-12-17 06:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That was the secret?

2012-12-17 06:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-17 06:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What was the secret? Tell meeee.

2012-12-17 06:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
naahhh

2012-12-17 06:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Please?
I'll tell you a secret!

2012-12-17 06:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have a secret

2012-12-17 06:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhmm.
It's a juicy one.
Actually, you're not gonna like it.
So nevermind.

2012-12-17 06:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what is it?

2012-12-17 06:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Nuh uh. You gotta tell me yours first.
Mine is too big.

2012-12-17 06:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you first
mine ios biggest

2012-12-17 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, I'll give you a hint. It involves a bed.

2012-12-17 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-17 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now tell me your secret.

2012-12-17 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt tell me yours you just told me a hint i wanna know the whole thing

2012-12-17 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, fine. I slept with DJ last night.

2012-12-17 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not a secret


2012-12-17 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How did you know?

2012-12-17 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm i didnt know but its just sleeping in a bed
so not a secret

2012-12-17 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't know so it was a secret.
Now tell me yours.

2012-12-17 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not fair

2012-12-17 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It is fair.

2012-12-17 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill tell you a secret

2012-12-17 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And because you had a predetermined secret, you've gotta tell me what the real one is.
Noooo.
I wanna know the one you were talking about earlier.

2012-12-17 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-17 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. So what was it?
And don't be a liar.
Plants for hire.

2012-12-17 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
pants for hire

2012-12-17 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Plants!

2012-12-17 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
pants!

2012-12-17 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFioiVQP3dg
PLANTS!

2012-12-17 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idc its pants
i cant tell
you secret over fb

2012-12-17 06:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tell me!

2012-12-17 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant tell you over fb!

2012-12-17 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?

2012-12-17 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becauseyour friends are nosy

2012-12-17 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not around them.

2012-12-17 06:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
where are you then

2012-12-17 06:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm at DJ's.
But he's the only one here. And he's aaaall the way over on the couch.

2012-12-17 06:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-12-17 06:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
why?
Is it your period?
I bet it is.

2012-12-17 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i havent got it yet...

2012-12-17 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Was that the secret?

2012-12-17 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
my secretes crazy big

2012-12-17 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No it isn't. xD

2012-12-17 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm you gonna be like REALLY?!?

2012-12-17 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine, then just tell me what it is!

2012-12-17 06:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok so today in school i was with Velisha righ

2012-12-17 06:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
Go on.

2012-12-17 06:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and we talking about the study of bitchology

2012-12-17 06:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Right...

2012-12-17 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because she need to learn to be a bitych to people especially zaria and that girl she dont like who dated her ex and always try to make her mad on poupose
and it reminded me of justus cause she fat and ugly just like the girl her ex dated and we talking about how she just need to be agressive like me be like fuck youy and walk away

2012-12-17 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright? xD

2012-12-17 06:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i told her about you and your undwewear and she was you should kill him

2012-12-17 06:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff. Why?

2012-12-17 06:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz you suck ball and you know what i said?

2012-12-17 06:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What? And you suck balls.

2012-12-17 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im dont have anything of my ex's >>..
I said i love him too much to kill him

2012-12-17 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awww. You're so cute, I love you.
I'm going to throw them away though.
I wanted to ask Justus first if she wanted them back, and I did.
She said destroy them. xD

2012-12-17 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk why you would give them back
and its to late
and i diddnt finish

2012-12-17 06:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I would because there were some Jack Skellington ones that looked really nice.
And I didn't wanna just be reckless, since I like Jack Skellington.

2012-12-17 06:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever thats why i dont mess with you

2012-12-17 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?

2012-12-17 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz youre trash
if it was the otherway around and i had something i really liked of elricks youd throw a fit if i gave them to him

2012-12-17 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Nah. As long as you gave it back.
In fact.
I think I'm fine with all of this.
Even that you're upset, because I understand why you're upset.
So I guess this just means I suffer the consequences, huh? Hahaha. xD

2012-12-17 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but rthats besides the poinnt the girl v doesnt like is in our lunch period
you wont suffer anything but knowing krpt those
hurt my feelings

2012-12-17 06:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Aw... I know, I'm sorry.
I didn't remember that I kept them before we got together.
So they've been sitting there for years without me knowing.

2012-12-17 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm whatev er i remeber those from when we were together and i told you to throw them out
bye

2012-12-17 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't.
But alright, bye.
I'll talk to you whenever you aren't mad, alright? I know you're unreasonable and need time to yourself. xD
Besides. I wouldn't want to bother you and then get pissed off for something stupid like this, anyway. I'd look like a fool!

2012-12-17 11:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you are a fool, and I left because I was done with my work. I don't plan wasting my emotions on something like this.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:06 pm

2012 (December 18, 19, 20)

2012-12-18 12:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wonderful. I'm glad we're on the same page. Smile
Alriht so what are you up to?

2012-12-18 12:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
stuff

2012-12-18 12:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like what, love?

2012-12-18 12:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wallflower
if i can find it

2012-12-18 12:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aww. I want to watch that with you.

2012-12-18 12:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whhy

2012-12-18 12:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I've always wanted to watch an anime with you, and you don't like any of mine... So I figured I'd just watch one of yours that you like.

2012-12-18 12:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not that i dont like them. I just seen them already.

2012-12-18 01:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, but I want something I can watch with you....

2012-12-18 04:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh
ok well

2012-12-18 05:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you know anything?

2012-12-18 05:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just ther ones im starting now

2012-12-18 05:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Which are?

2012-12-18 05:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wallflower, athello and two other but I wont know
yhe names until i
get them from my friend

2012-12-18 05:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. You want to watch them with me?

2012-12-18 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you want too

2012-12-18 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You know I do.

2012-12-18 05:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok
but i never see you

2012-12-18 05:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll make a way.

2012-12-18 05:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok

2012-12-18 05:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But that way might also include you coming out of that house, you know?
That's only if I can't make it myself.
Cuz times are getting hard, and I can't make it all the time with no ride...
So sometimes I need you to ride out for me, the same way I make a way for you. Will you do that?

2012-12-18 05:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant get a ride all the time unless its for like projects. my grandads always going somewhere

2012-12-18 05:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
I'll make that way for you.
Sometimes, that's just all I can do.

2012-12-18 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm

2012-12-18 05:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you.
Nana and I talked today. I figured out some things.
I'm gonna be more patient with you and endure your pain.
As long as you go through pain, so will I. Only because I love you, and someone's got to do it with you.
So whenever you're going through somethin... Know that if you can't or don't come to me, I'm going through it too. Exactly the same as you. Just because if I can't fix it for you, I'll experience it myself.
Only so I can figure it out for myself and know how to react toward you with the utmost love and understanding.
Alright?

2012-12-18 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what did you talk to her about?
hm?
and im mad

2012-12-18 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just wanted to get to know her.

2012-12-18 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and how did i get into the subject

2012-12-18 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And why are you mad?

2012-12-18 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why you bothering my friends?
because! you

2012-12-18 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She said I wasn't a bother.
What did I do?
Whatever I did wrong, I apologize. Will you tell me what it is?

2012-12-18 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how did come into the subject though
how did I

2012-12-18 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Just because I love you and talk about you all the time.
Why do you think it's uncommon for me to talk about you?

2012-12-18 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk

2012-12-18 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I talk about my friends just as frequently. I probably talk about you even more than I talk about them.

2012-12-18 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok
youre annoying me an im sick soo...

2012-12-18 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay baby.
Get better. I'll come visit you soon.
I hope we can talk more, alright?
I love you.

2012-12-18 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not going yet
im just saying I don't feel good and im depressed

2012-12-18 06:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you depressed? What's wrong?

2012-12-18 06:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't know I just am.

2012-12-18 06:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe im just tired of everything

2012-12-18 06:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Everything? Like... What? What's been going on?

2012-12-18 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you ben can sing
did you know ben could sing?

2012-12-18 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not at all.
... but what does that have to do with you...?

2012-12-18 06:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea he has a nice voice he sung a song in asain studies with me

2012-12-18 06:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, what song was it?

2012-12-18 06:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant think of the name
right now

2012-12-18 06:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, okay.
Well, what happened?

2012-12-18 06:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing we just talked about the song

2012-12-18 06:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah, I see. Well, I want to sing with you.

2012-12-18 06:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
really? how come?

2012-12-18 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I love you and we don't do anything you like together...
And that makes me really sad...
Because a lot of the stuff you like to do... Is stuff I like to do, too...
And I've always wanted to do them with you... But you never wanted to do them with me.
Ever.
So I stopped wanting to.
Only because you just never wanted to do anything with me.
And I never understood why.
So I got distant, because I thought you were fine independently on your own...
You always did say you were really independent... So I was letting you do just that. But I guess I did that wrong, too, huh...?

2012-12-18 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never asked to do those things

2012-12-18 06:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i sing with my friends cause they bring songs up and start lyrics. it keeps me spirited some even talk about karaoke. i do fun stuff with my friends because they make feel special comfortable
and loved so its natural

2012-12-18 06:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Ah.
So it was my fault.
I'll be more natural around you.
I'm not afraid of messing up anymore.
Now I can just do things for you. <3

2012-12-18 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats good

2012-12-18 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad.
If I have to worry about myself...
Then that means I'm not worrying about you.
So I see where my mistake was.
I've never made you happy the right way.
That being said, I'm going to get in the shower and be on my way.
I love you, Tatiauna. Tell Trinity I love her, too. And give her kisses from daddy.

2012-12-18 07:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
shes pooting but we love you too

2012-12-18 07:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay... Get better for me, okay?
If for no one else, not even for yourself... Get better for me.

2012-12-18 07:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im fine im just exhasted and upset about my period not being here yet

2012-12-18 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You are?
... Do you think you might be pregnant again, then?

2012-12-18 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
hell no!

2012-12-18 07:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If it does come to that, then you won't bear the burden of both children.

2012-12-18 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what do you mean

2012-12-18 07:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To ensure that you're happy, I'll stop everything I'm doing any and everywhere just to be back with you. I won't make the same mistake twice... My mistake was leaving you in the struggle the first time.
So, I'll dedicate my life to you.
Because my life as it is, it's over. I have no purpose in being here except for you.
And my children.
So if that turns out to be what it is... Then so be it.
That is my final decision. To give up everything just to be with you.
I don't want to make this mistake again...

2012-12-18 07:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats all i wanted

2012-12-18 07:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know.
I just thought... You would accept what I like and want to do, too...
But I don't care if you do or don't anymore...

2012-12-18 07:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do

2012-12-18 07:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well if you do, then why don't you want me to enjoy myself with my friends?

2012-12-18 07:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont coplain
complain about it

2012-12-18 07:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It doesn't matter.
I know you don't like it.
You don't enjoy me enjoying myself with my friends. For whatever reason.
So, I'm going to just be around you all the time.
Besides.
I'm happy in both ways.
So, I should be able to give up either or at will, right?
So, now I give up them for you. So I can be with you forever.
I'll tell them this Friday.
That I'm leaving them all forever.

2012-12-18 07:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care if you hang out with your friends

2012-12-18 07:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you do.
You always have.
So, I'm fixin it this time.

2012-12-18 07:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who told you that

2012-12-18 07:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did.
Not with your words.
But with your actions and emotions.
You showed me so much disdain for being away from you for them...
That I've just decided to cut them out completely to be with you.
Since I've put you through that much pain.
I'll do the same thing to all of them.
Just for you. <3
Because I know deep down... You don't want me to, no matter what your words say.
Because actions speak louder than words.
And I can see your actions quite clearly.
I'm sorry I hurt you so much...
I should have just left them to begin with and not ever started this journey of enlightenment...
I'll stay in the dark. Right beside you.
Because... I love you.

2012-12-18 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon all I want is you to be there more. Help me with the baby. Get a job. Stop making everything seem hard cause Im doing alot more on a regular basis. I still try for you my feeling are on the table. I'm tired of you going above and beyond for everyone else but me and Trinity. You can go everywhere but when t came to helping me you didnt. but i got tired of begging you to do something you dont want to do.So I depended on people who would no complaints. like ALvarez and nana and velisha and the rest of my family. You'll be unhappy anyway so do what you want.

2012-12-18 08:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because your friends are you family too nomatter what I feel...
eventhough someb if not majority rub me the wrong way

2012-12-18 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im just confused what made you say this. what ddo you want

2012-12-18 09:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want you to be happy. I only took this journey so I could learn, know and do everything.
Now that I know I can, I will. There is no more reason to hang out with them except for fun on my end. And I've had enough.
I need no more fun.
I want no more fun.
I just want to make you happy.
Even if it means making myself unhappy in the process.
However, if I do not want to do anything but be with you...
Then that is all I want.

2012-12-18 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did something happen to make you not want to be with them?

2012-12-18 09:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.
I learned all I needed to know.
I told you, I was only learning everything for you.
So now that I'm done, my mission's complete.
You just didn't trust nor believe me.
Which hurts.
But it was part of the growing process.

2012-12-18 09:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see

2012-12-18 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In fact.
Give me until the end of this year, please/
?
I want to at least finish this last year with my friends... Before I leave them forever.

2012-12-18 09:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noone asked you to

2012-12-18 09:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
Because it's what I want to do.
I was just asking you.
To be polite.

2012-12-18 09:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why do you want too?

2012-12-18 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you want me to be there.
And I should have realized this before...
But that's all that matters.
I want to do something for you simply because you want me to and because I want me to.
So we're in agreement.

2012-12-18 09:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that doesnt mean you have to give them up

2012-12-18 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes it does.
Because as long as I want to go see them, I won't make you happy.
Because you want me to be with you.
And I can't do that as frequently as I can be with my friends.
And that's because of your position.
So.
Because of that.

2012-12-18 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that doesnt make sense

2012-12-18 09:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll just stop seeing them and stay at home, waiting for the moments where I can see you.
Yes it does.
Alright.
You want me to see you more.
If I don't see them AT ALL, I'm ALWAYS seeing you more.
So, I stay at home and wait for you to call.
Then you're happy.

2012-12-18 09:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon whatever you could of saw me before your card went out anythime you wanted but you didnt that doesnt mean you couldnt of saw your friends

2012-12-18 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
So now I'm just fixing the problem.
Not seeing them.
Giving them up.

2012-12-18 09:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
besides im leaving chicago anyway

2012-12-18 09:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I can see you.
I'm going with you.
See? Problem solved.

2012-12-18 09:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i feel sick...

2012-12-18 09:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'll protect you.

2012-12-18 09:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why do you think you being unhappy would make me feel good
from what?

2012-12-18 09:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not unhappy.
Nor will I be.
That's the point.
I'm going to NOT be unhappy.
And leave them.
And be happy with you.
Friends are for fun.
And you don't want me to have fun anymore.
So, I'm happy being either serious or fun.

2012-12-18 09:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon you can be both! Thats what being an adult is. Balance.

2012-12-18 09:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
But you're the one that wants me to see you more.
So that isn't balance.
I can function either way.
I've been trying to find my own balance.
Whilst still trying to accommodate what you feel.
So, because you want me to see you more...
I can only have balance if I see them less. And less. Until I don't see them at all.

2012-12-18 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont even know what ii feel

2012-12-18 09:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know what you tell me.
And what you show me.
And what you always have.
If you want me to know any different... Please, portray it.
Rather than just feel it and keep it in.
Otherwise, I'll get the wrong idea.
And simply do this.
You are making things complicated.
So I simply make them simple.
So that I can function.
So, either stop making things complicated. Or I'll stop being simple.
Or, I'll just do all of the complicated things you want.
And go through every single thing you go through.

2012-12-18 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not complicated

2012-12-18 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then show me.
Tell me.
Explain it to me.
If it isn't complicated... You should be able to put it into words.
As I am able to.
And if it is complicated...
You will not be able to put your feelings into words.
Understand?
So I'll just have to do what you want until you can get things less complicated.
And I don't care what you want me to do. As long as you end up being happy.

2012-12-18 10:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im so tired I dont feel like doing this,but you seeing has youre you. I will always go through this... Sigh.. Tymon all I asked was to see me more and help me with her. You went over your friends house damn near everyday and lived with them but never came to help me with her. it wasnt hard to come over ever weekened or once or twicce during the week. You made it difficult with your exscuses because YOU are difficult

2012-12-18 10:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have to stop seing your friends just help
noone cares about you seeinng your damn friends
noone trying to take away your fubn
or make you a stictler
but because you have a childlike mentality
you saw it like a child would

2012-12-18 10:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know I do.

2012-12-18 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Im responsible and take
car of my business all the time
but I still have fun with my friends
because I know how to make the most of things

2012-12-18 10:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you did... You'd be fine with waiting for me.

2012-12-18 10:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even when its killing me doing EVERYthin bymyself. lukily I have my family to help or id be s

2012-12-18 10:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you fighting me so hard on something you wanted me to do?
That doesn't make any sense.
I will do what you want me to do.
If you want to be mad at someone, be mad at me.
But know that you were the one that told me to do it.

2012-12-18 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because youre gonna be unhappy and thats not what I want

2012-12-18 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I KNOW.

2012-12-18 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont understand you never understand

2012-12-18 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I WON'T be unhappy.
I just told you that I won't.
I will cut off my unhappiness ALONG WITH them.
So I can never be unhappy again.
Because I'd be with you.
Isn't that what you wanted?
I've done everything I wanted.
So why want anything else anymore?
I will only want what you want.
Because that's the only way I've figured out how to make you happy. I can't seem to do it any other way, not even this ne.
And you won't just tell me.
So it's left up to my own interpretation.

2012-12-18 10:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre doing the same thing kurais doing if you do that

2012-12-18 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.
I know.
So just tell me what you want me to do.
Instead of expecting me to know.
Tell me everything.
Unless...
You're the one that needs it.
Kurai already knew.
One side has to be subservient to the other.
Because in the end, one is always gonna want something and never be happy.
And the other is going to always try to make them happy.
And that's the endless loop.
I guess I really did get caught.

2012-12-18 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
can you leave me alone..

2012-12-18 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I fell for it.
And it's all because I love you that much... And now I know you don't love me that much. But I'll wait until you get there.
I love you.
Talk to you later.

2012-12-18 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
LOVE IS NOT OBEDIENCE! Its about working together to compromise. SOmething you were never truly willing to do. Thats why you
rather give up your freedom than just be there for your family and them'
im tired of you

2012-12-18 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'd give up my freedom BECAUSE I want to be there for my family.
You're the one that doesn't see.

2012-12-18 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
always coming

2012-12-18 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That I'd do anything for you all.

2012-12-18 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
with something new

2012-12-18 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that's why you're always in the dark.

2012-12-18 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im not in the dark
because I know
love is more than this
I've seen it

2012-12-18 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you have.
I had to see it too.
That's why I simply go through the motions.
So I can figure it all out.
So I can properly be together with you.
Do you think I talk without knowing what I'm saying?
I speak from my emotions at the time.
Not from my knowledge.

2012-12-18 10:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
obviously

2012-12-18 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, so if you knew this, you simply went through the motions with me.
So I could figure it out too.
So I could be with you properly.
That's why we go through all this, and why I put you through it all.

2012-12-18 10:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
...youre just trying to make things harder on me. SO ill die

2012-12-18 10:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No.
That's the last thing I want.
I'll die first.
I'll kill myself if it's for you to not do it.
I don't want it to have to come to that.
But know that I WILL.
Just because you understand something, doesn't mean that I do.
And that's why we have a problem.
You expect me to just understand. And not realize... It's a process.
Everyone's process is different.
This is mine.
You can't endure for me, fine.
I'll just kill myself so you don't have t endure me any longer.
Since it just pains you so much.

2012-12-18 10:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever Tymon youre drama
tic

2012-12-18 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.

2012-12-18 10:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and im exhausted

2012-12-18 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you can't handle me...
So...
At the end of this year...
I'll die...
Just to make sure you can keep on living...

2012-12-18 10:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you wont youre just gonna get over
ot
i dont know why you cant just tryh
to make thing easier
but you have to be difficult process
everytime
and i deal with it
everytime

2012-12-18 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you.

2012-12-18 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i tell you i dont feel good good

2012-12-18 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm leaving you alone, like you asked.
Talk to you later.

2012-12-18 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and you still
say something you dont mean
instead of just talking
about somethiing cool or normal
to make me feel better
and you run away because acting mature for once is not in you nature

2012-12-19 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you wanted me to talk to you.
Just say it.
And I learned how to run away from you.
Always remember that; if you want me to do something, just tell me. And stop hiding your true emotions as if I know exactly how you feel and should be feeling all the time.
Whenever you want to talk, we can talk. I'm sorry I haven't been saying nice things to you, however, I'm very confused about you, and I'm trying to find the right solution. You continue to tell me things that don't make sense while I'm trying to make sense of it all.
I just need you to stop thinking with your emotions and think rationally a little bit. Until you can, I just can't and won't talk to you.
I love you, I love you with all my heart, I love you to death, I love you more than anything, but that doesn't mean I'll just let anything go.
This is the end of the line.
I love you. We'll talk when you can talk to me civilly.

2012-12-19 01:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, I realized the balance that I wasn't maintaining. I can just see you in the day time and be with my friends at night. xD It was a simple solution.

2012-12-19 06:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
don't bother
im done trying to get you to be with there for me and with me... you can do what you want. im not asking you to do anything. i dont want anything from you. so you can avoid the "hardships" of coming to my house.. be with them. cause youre not gonna give me what I want.
I rather just be alone then want to be with someone I can never truly have a family with. I got into one of my collages so if I dont get into my top college ill at least be stuck here with you

2012-12-19 06:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and for the record I waited over year to get you it together. Nomadder how crappy it made me feel, so you should think about that next time you go around saying that I was the problem in our relationship for a year.

2012-12-20 09:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I understand that you're very hurt by what I said. That's how I feel when you talk to me like that. You know I don't mean any of that. I just had to say it because I go through the motions of what I don't understand when no one tells me how to do something or what to do. It wasn't anything personal, I love you. Why would I ever want to hurt you? It killed me to see you look so upset... It made me cry on the inside. But, to prove my point to you about how much I want you to let me get my point across, I just had to do it. Stop bullying me. Now, I kept the turtle and the ring, and I'm gonna wear them and never take them off until we are together again... Because I can't live without you. So I'm taking you with me wherever I go... Until the next time we meet again. I love you, Tatiauna. Even when both our feelings are hurt and we're split apart, I still love you. And no matter how mean I am to you so I can understand something you haven't explained to me, at the end of the day, I'm always going to love you, want you to be safe, and want you to feel better. Please, either let me do my process the way I process things, or just tell me exactly what it is you want. I'm tired of being confused because of you. So, I'm just gonna TELL you what's gonna happen. Weekends, Saturday and Sunday, I'm going over there. For sure. Don't tell me what you want me to do, cuz I'm just gonna not listen and tell you what I'm GONNA do. You clearly are too emotional to think rationally, so I'll do it for you. Two days a week, maybe more when your mother needs me to or when you have a project to do, or even if you're tired. I will see you during the day and go see my friends at night, since they sleep all day and stay up all night. My mother will drop me off on the weekends, but I will need you all to take me back, unless I'm just gonna spend the night, and I'll talk to your grandfather about that, because you beating around the bush with him doesn't make any sense. He is a MAN. He understands MAN problems, even if you and your mother think he won't. Trust me. So, that is what is going to happen, since you cannot make up your mind. Do you object?

2012-12-20 09:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, bad mouth me all you want. I deserve it. Besides, I don't mind how much you talk badly about me, either. Cuz I know who I am, I know what the truth is, even if you don't believe me. And, truthfully, that's all that really matters. And I want you to get it all out.

2012-12-20 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you. Have a great day. <3

2012-12-20 05:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they didnt kiss.. and the girl from his past came back like I knew she would... sigh why do I always predict these things right.... She's just like me...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:12 pm

2012 (December 21, 22, 23, 24)

2012-12-21 02:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How am I gonna go over to your house tomorrow?

2012-12-21 02:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wait, I mean, where are you gonna drop off the baby?

2012-12-21 06:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you should just read it

2012-12-21 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay baby I'll just read it. :3 What chapter are you on?

2012-12-21 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
83

2012-12-21 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm not reading that far, you know. xD

2012-12-21 08:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre gonna read the whole thing

2012-12-21 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
.... ugh. Fiiiiiine.
I'm doing it on my own time though, you ass.

2012-12-22 07:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
okay Smile you should tell kurai to read it she might like it!

2012-12-22 11:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what I thought too. Now, I must ask, why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden?

2012-12-22 08:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im always nice to you why?

2012-12-23 12:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I never thought so...

2012-12-23 06:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well why are you asking?

2012-12-23 08:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I like it when you're nice to me... It makes me happy... And i thought I wasn't supposed to be happy.

2012-12-23 09:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok they never made the rest of the enlgish version of parfait, so i read a spoiler. She ends up with Daiya.

2012-12-23 09:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Huh?
What are you talking about?

2012-12-23 09:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the story i was telling you.

2012-12-23 09:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
Okay, well.
How does that make you feel? You seemed pretty upset about it before.

2012-12-23 09:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well?

2012-12-23 09:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well,i kinda knew it was gonna happen, so I wasn't that upset. However, it made me realize that I'm not her, and I would choose Ichi.

2012-12-23 09:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you choose him?

2012-12-23 09:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you consider the Daiya character to be like me and Ichi like Steven Gale? And if that is the case, do you prefer Steven over me?

2012-12-23 09:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because he's the one I could see myself spending the rest of my life with. Even though he's annoying and rude, he's also kind and fun to hang out with. He's smart and reliable. If he took control of his company we'd be a powerhouse because I'd make up for what he lacks. Plus I could picture myself moving with him, we're packing stuff. He says something to make me upset. I yell back, then we just laugh about. I feel like i couldlean on him and just relax knowing he'll always be there for me.

2012-12-23 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it's the type of guy I always wanted. Even when I was younger and I used to watch anime and manga. I was in love with that chracter.
No Tymon, I don't even know Steven like that.

2012-12-23 09:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
amI that type of guy then?

2012-12-23 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not exactly

2012-12-23 10:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then I'm not right for you because of that...? I'll try to be more like that then ...

2012-12-23 10:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not fair to compare you to anim character. I don't think that type of guy exist.

2012-12-23 10:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not...? And why do you want him then .. ?

2012-12-23 10:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who?

2012-12-23 10:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ichi.

2012-12-23 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no...I want you. Ichi is not real.Plus his type of character I like that type of character. I just forgot because peach girl and hunger games was the excetion to this rule.
its not him but his character. I meant.

2012-12-23 10:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not like that, so does that make me not right for you ...?

2012-12-23 10:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no that's not what I meant.

2012-12-23 05:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what did you mean...?

2012-12-23 06:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I meant that youre not him

2012-12-23 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh...
But don't you want him?

2012-12-23 07:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
he's not real.
he's not real.

2012-12-23 07:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well didn't you want someone like him? That isn't me, right?

2012-12-23 07:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i used too..

2012-12-23 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You said it just yesterday that you wanted a guy like that!

2012-12-23 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why are you getting upset? I didnt talk to you yesterday.

2012-12-23 07:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Day before that, then. And I'm not upset... I'm hurt. Cuz I thought you wanted me, but you said clearly that the guy like that was the guy you liked...

2012-12-23 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
clearly I want you.

2012-12-23 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know... But you don't like me as much... As that guy.
I always like you best...
So I get sad when it isn't returned...
Every person I compare you too, she's always my favorite character in everything.
meaning at the end of the day, you don't even like me best...
I was just... what you settled for...

2012-12-23 07:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright, let me explain...
I understand that it's fiction. However, it's the thought that counts. I'm happy that you told me who and what you like, however I am upset that I am not what you like the most. Does that make sense?

2012-12-23 07:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i still love you most. I'm just saying you were exactly my ideal guy.

2012-12-23 07:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then why do you like that type of guy better?
I mean, I admit that I like other archetypes of girls in anime that aren't you, but generally, I like your archetype best... Because there is no other...

2012-12-23 07:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you alredy

2012-12-23 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You told me why you like hiim best, then?
What was the reason?

2012-12-23 07:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im confused

2012-12-23 07:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why do you like his character better than me?

2012-12-23 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you why I tend to like the Ichi characters more than daiyas or your.

2012-12-23 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but that means that you want them more.
Right?
Otherwise, you wouldn't like them better, right?

2012-12-23 08:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
not exactly

2012-12-23 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then explain it to me...
I mean, I don't mind, it's just...
I'm hurt by it.
Because I feel like at any given time, if someone who fit said description came along, you'd instantly go to that person and be happier.
Because you're just using me as a placeholder for your perfect person.
So, at the end of the day, we're both just waiting until you find someone better and leave...
You understand?

2012-12-23 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not gonna leave you.

2012-12-23 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, how do I know if you like and want someone better?
I want you to explain it to me absolutely clearly how and why you would not leave me for someone better, if that's what you really want in a guy.

2012-12-23 08:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because I only want you.

2012-12-23 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why did you say that type of guy was what you wanted more?
I'm not mad at you, it just doesn't make sense to me, and I'm trying to make sense of this.

2012-12-23 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz i character better than the other. but i love you

2012-12-23 08:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But you said I was like that other character and you were like the girl character...
And the one that the girl character liked was Ichi...
So I figured, that was what you wanted, because my type of character doesn't appeal to you in the slightest.

2012-12-23 08:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i like him just not as much as ichi.plus i said I wasnt her and she choose daiya

2012-12-23 08:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes... That means you personally do not like that character, even though she does.
So, you prefer the Ichi character over me in real life.
Therefore, that was how I came to the conclusion that...
In a moment, at any given time, if someone who acted like Ichi came to you, you would pick them over me.
Because you personally prefer Ichi, even though the character likes Daiya.
That was why I was hurt.
Do you understand now?

2012-12-23 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i also told you its exceptions

2012-12-23 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No. Why would there be an exception to what you like and want, unless it was just to make me happy? And knowing that does not make me happy. It makes me hurt.

2012-12-23 08:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
peach girl and hunger games i want my character to end with the daiya character

2012-12-23 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What kind of exception would there be? For what reason would you ever have an exception like that? That doesn't make any sense. Why would you do something to make me happy when you can just make yourself even happier by doing what you want to do, especially if it was right for you emotionally?

2012-12-23 08:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you ever try to appease me simply because I don't like something that you do?
You've never done it before... And I would not expect you to do it ever. I expect you to always go after what you want when you want it, regardless of whatever I feel or think or say.
So, I have come to accept that.
And feel that when you see a guy you like better, who fits your perfect description... You will leave me. Without a second thought.

2012-12-23 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im saying even if thats what I prefer thats not always what i want. I choose you over gale and we have a child now, so why does it matter?

2012-12-23 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because it isn't about the choices you made. It's about the feelings behind them.
In this particular matter, it doesn't matter that we are together nor that we have a child.
What matters is what you want, and that isn't me.
... This being said... I am unsure whether I want you to stay with me, since I know there is someone better for you out there.
Quite possibly, Gale himself.
This is because I know that your preference will not change, and as such, neither will your want.
And you will always want Steven Gale.
So, why am I stopping you?
... Now, it is up to you...
Who will make you happiest?

2012-12-23 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... this is why I dont share my feelings with you. You bloweverything out of paportion! Me choosing you shows my feelings god! everythings always difficult

2012-12-23 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's because... I just don't understand...
Why are you choosing me...?
I like that you share your feelings with me...
Now I just want to know the reasoning behind your feelings...
And you never tell me...
It feels like you just say what I want to hear...
And I'd rather you just tell me everything... Because it hurts to wonder things like this...
So... Why are you choosing me? I don't understand...
You always bad mouth me and say that there are people who are better... So, I don't understand. Why?

2012-12-23 09:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever i never do any of those things. I didnt even tell you about my preference till recently. Youre just being emotional. you dont have to be in love with your ideal guy if i wanted gale I could of had him, bt i choose you that should be enough

2012-12-23 09:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That makes sense.
But. Why do you want me...?
And I would prefer you tell me about your preferences more often...
Maybe then I'll see what I'm doing wrong more easily...
I'm not being emotional, as my emotions have nothing to do with this.
I was hurt, yes, but emotional, none of the sort.
When dealing with you about a problem I have that I would be emotional about, I have decided not to be, and simply be logical about it, since my emotions always cause us trouble. So, that if I am not mad, you can't get mad either.
So, I am simply trying to figure out what the reason is behind what you feel and think... So, why do you choose me?

2012-12-23 09:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you were the one I wanted and loved

2012-12-23 09:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I understand that much.
But why?
Why do you want me instead of the other person? Why do you love me and not the other?

2012-12-23 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know that was two years ago. I just developed feeling for you. you were a good friend. reliable warm and similar to myself. i thought youd always be there and we would be this somewhat subtle romantic lovecouple. at that tim i wasnt really thinking about future like i was when i first fell for the ichi character.

2012-12-23 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So, you don't know why you love me?

2012-12-23 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't... So why do you...?

2012-12-24 05:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre anoyying me! im tired and dontfeel good...
youre anoyying me! im tired and dontfeel good...

2012-12-24 08:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why are you even acting like this? I shouldn't have to keep explaining myself to you. Who cares if you weren't the man of my dream; you were the one I chose to love and cherish. People rarely marry the person they dream. Love doesnt always work that way. Ms. sales is like one of the few people who fell in love with her dreams.

2012-12-24 08:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well I guess that makes sense, I fell in love with you and you don't look like my dream girl, but you have most of her traits.
Well, that's all that you had to tell me.
So, where are you today/
?

2012-12-24 08:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that's all I've been sayin. my grandads house...

2012-12-24 08:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, I just didn't understand you, okay? Sometimes it takes me a little longer to understand something that doesn't make sense in my head.
Especially if it has no logical reasoning behind it.

2012-12-24 08:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh..ok...

2012-12-24 08:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
`I know it's frustrating, but you have to get over it if you want to solve problems with me.
It's just how I work. You can either avoid it and let our problems build up because you don't want to talk to me, or you can just talk to me and try your hardest to help me figure out what you're trying to say.

2012-12-24 08:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe you should just try to get over your ignorance and listen.

2012-12-24 08:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't know why it would be difficult for you to want to do that, anyway, or why you would even be upset about doing it.
... No, it doesn't work like that.
I listen, but I listen and make sense of it my own way.
Don't you make sense of things in your own special way in your head?
Do I tell you how to make sense of things in your head?

2012-12-24 08:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever...

2012-12-24 08:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I just try to work with how you operate to help you understand something.
Okay, well, since we have this established, do you still not feel well?

2012-12-24 08:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I listen to you. If it was the otherway around it wouldn't of took this long.

2012-12-24 08:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but it did.
Because that's how I work.

2012-12-24 08:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-24 08:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that a problem?
Then why are you reiterating it like it is?

2012-12-24 08:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2012-12-24 08:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If there is no problem and the problem is solved, there is no reason why you should still talk about it or bring it up.
Unless you just want to make a larger problem.
Why did you say yes?

2012-12-24 08:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes was me saying it is a problem no was too something brfore that

2012-12-24 08:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.
What is problematic about it?
Would you prefer that I just think like you do all the time?

2012-12-24 08:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its anoying
to have to about everything.

2012-12-24 08:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, let me explain this to you.

2012-12-24 08:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no id prefer if you tried truly listening anf understanfing

2012-12-24 08:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't give a single fuck if it's annoying, deal with it. I deal with you and every last one of your annoying habits, from you hitting me to you calling me names to you not paying mind to what I have to say.
And I just realize that you havve to do that to function.
So I shouldn't get mad at you if that's how you process the way you think.
And I was trying to understand the best way I knew how.
And since it was only the way I know how, that's what I did. Tried to understand it my way. And that is trying to understand it your way by asking questions.
You get annoyed by people asking you too many questions, but questions are what get problems solved for me, when they're answered.
So, you have two choices; let me ask questions and answer them with no sass, or let me just experience whatever it is I think if you aren't gonna explain it to me.

2012-12-24 08:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you dont like it then tell me to stop and i would. youre just one of those ppl I cant play with. plus you call me names before i do. i dont even call you names like that.

2012-12-24 08:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now, you know how I experience things. I go out and go through all of the motions until I understand it.
... I don't mind us playing.
I just mind when I'm trying to tell you something important.
I love to play with you, I think it's fun and sexy sometimes.
But I need you to know when I need you to listen to me, and when I'm being serious. You have a tendancy to want to continue to play when I have important things to say, and that's REALLY annoying.

2012-12-24 08:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont have to do anything,and its anoying to say it over andover

2012-12-24 08:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, if you don't have to do anything, why are you insisting that I do?
And yes, it is annoying to say it over and over.
But so what?
What does that matter?
We both do annoying things to each other. So why are we even having this conversation about you being annoyed when, one, you're annoying, and two, I annoy you?
All you're doing is complaining about traits about the both of us that you don't even want to stop because you say 'you don't have to do anything.'
So, do you need me to change my annoying habits first before you change yours? Is it a 'monkey see, monkey do' sort of deal, like with all of our problems with each other?
If I just have to do everything first, tell me, so I can end this annoying cycle and force myself to stop so I can make you stop, too.
... Actually, I just don't care. I'll deal with you as is.
Now that this has been solved, are you going to be at your granddad's all day?

2012-12-24 08:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when have i done that? now youre just making up stuff. I knw for a fact im mallable, and when someone has something important to say i know when stop. especially since i rarely play with you

2012-12-24 08:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Whatever you say.
Now, are you going to be at your granddad's all day?

2012-12-24 09:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not for uto come

2012-12-24 09:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?

2012-12-24 09:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz i have no desire to see you

2012-12-24 09:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Does that even matter?
I have no desire to go out there.
But I am going to do it anyway.
So, in essence, it doesn't matter.

2012-12-24 09:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2012-12-24 09:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How does it matter?

2012-12-24 09:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becauseyou do illpoision you

2012-12-24 09:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And please, think about the entire situation before you answer... Not just about yourself, lest you be considered selfish in thought.
Good, poison me, I've been waiting to get off this damn planet. I'm so tired of it.
Though, I don't think our baby would enjoy her father being poisoned on Christmas Eve... Especially since this is her first Christmas.
I wonder if you even considered it a factor as to why I wanted to come visit, hm?

2012-12-24 09:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no, im thinking rationally. i hate you right now!

2012-12-24 09:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what?
The fact that you hate me only reiterates how much you love me, due to the fact that love and hate are tied together, and if you hate me, you also love me.
And tell me the rationality behind your thoughts.
I thought you wanted our baby's first experiences to be as a family.

2012-12-24 09:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so leave me alone

2012-12-24 09:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Would you rather let something ignorant get in the way of that just because you get a little upset at me for making you a little bit annoyed, so you'd mess up everything just to make me sad-- Wait.
You do that.
You mess up everything on purpose just to make me sad.
Well that's pretty cruel of you.
Normally, I'd care.
But, then I'd just be playing this game with you.
And I'm just gonna let you win this game, to strongly emphasize how I am done playing this game with you.
If you are going to say, do and act petty with me, I will not care because acting that way is for children who wish to play children's games.

2012-12-24 09:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As I stated before, you can't tell when I'm serious. So I'm just going to tell you, I am serious and I'm done playing games with you. We can be not serious later, however, I'm trying to get something done for the sentimentality of our little family and because I love you both.. If you still wish to play around and act childish, then so be it. I'm just listening to everything you say, so there is no way for me to be incorrect about any decision I make thereafter.

2012-12-24 09:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, when I get bombarded with all the 'Why weren't you here with Trinity for Christmas' things, I'll tell everyone, plain and simple 'Tatiauna said leave her alone. So I did.'
Then they'll all go to you. 'Why did you tell that boy to leave his child on Christmas? This is her first Christmas and blah blah blah...'
So. To make this the very least bit complicated, let's revisit the point.
Do you want me to spend time with you two on Christmas, or is this going to be a fatherless Christmas?

2012-12-24 09:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wont be here on christmas and youve already said you dont like being with my family.

2012-12-24 09:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, that doesn't matter.
What matters is, do you want me to come today to spend Christmas time with you guys, or not?

2012-12-24 09:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
todays not christmas.. plus its not like you care. you just care what ppl will say.

2012-12-24 09:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I wanted to come on Christmas day, but you said you won't be there.
And yes, I do care. I don't care about what other people say.
I was just logically explaining a point to you that will happen if you take the course of action of telling me to 'leave you alone' again.
My personal wants and values pale in comparison to yours, I've figured out that you believe.

2012-12-24 09:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i ont want to see you today. im not playing a game im serious I dont want to se you. its nothing chilxish about it. Im just tired of you

2012-12-24 09:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, when it comes to dealing with you, I just throw away all of my wants and wishes and let you decide everything.
Will it make you happy not to see me today?
Either way, it's only because I know you have no regard nor care about what I think, say or feel, so I just decided to get rid of those things.

2012-12-24 09:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've been through this too many times not to understand what I've been doing wrong. And now I know, what I've been doing wrong was trying to want something at the same time as you, when you want the opposite of what I want. And I want to make you happy, so why don't I just listen to what you say, knowing full and well that you don't give a single fuck about what I want, nor about how I feel, nor about what I say, especially the very moment you have decided something that you deem higher than everything else that comes after it.

2012-12-24 09:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, since you're so high and mighty above me, I'll treat you like it. Makes no difference to me if I'm treated like a dog or a slave by you.

2012-12-24 09:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't care Tymon you can say whatever you want. I know what I care about and dont hold in reg. you dont give a damn if you did youd try to fix it. instead adding things i dot even do to my character. thats why im annoyed youre so quick put everything on me and expectme to accept distress. I wont not anymore not from anyone

2012-12-24 09:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about?
None of that made any sense in relation to what I was sayin-- Ooooh.
I get it.
You only express your deepest emotions when I make you upset.
Because you refuse to do it when you're on a normal level.

2012-12-24 09:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so be a drama queen if youwant.

2012-12-24 09:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I unintentionally make you upset so I can understand what the problem is with you since I know for a fact you aren't just gonna tell me right off the bat.
But I don't want to do that.
I want to just get to the problem and fix it when it arises.
So why don't you?

2012-12-24 09:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you even... know why?

2012-12-24 09:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did tell you! infinite time! you dont listen! you never listen i know because yo said"why didnt you just say that" thats annoying and it stresses me out
cause you do for everythhig

2012-12-24 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, what's the problem with telling me something a few times if I just don't get it?

2012-12-24 09:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it took a dAY

2012-12-24 09:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, Rome wasn't built in a day.
Why don't you just be patient with me, hm?
And don't say 'I am patient!' because I wait longer than a day for you to just stop being mad at me so we can talk.
And I argue with you for days because I'm waiting for the issue to be resolved. So a single day isn't really all that impressive.
So, how about this then... I want you to be more patient with me figuring out what you're talking about.
Can you please do that for me, so that we don't have to go through this again?

2012-12-24 09:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
sometimes, even in my own head, I go through things two or three times just to get it down within myself. So I'm just asking that you have some patience and repeat yourself sometimes. If not for anything else, just for me to get it.

2012-12-24 09:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no >> and arguing witj doesnt count as waiting when youre the problem too

2012-12-24 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, we have established that.
...
Do you repeat things to try to get it in my head?
Because that was common knowledge between the both of us that didn't even need to be said.
So, why did you say it?
Did you think that I wasn't aware of it?
Or do you just like me to say that I'm the problem too, even if I already know it?
I understand, I'm sorry, I'll start to do that more. I just figured if it was common knowledge, it didn't need to be said out loud...

2012-12-24 09:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dot evem listen to yourself youbrought it up as youbeing -atient

2012-12-24 09:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yes, I am indeed patient. However, my version of patience and yours are different.
Did you ever think about that?

2012-12-24 09:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever just leave me aline

2012-12-24 09:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That doesn't make sense.
... Are you just upset because you cannot think of any way to argue with me about that point?
So you just reject me and it altogether?
You seem to do that frequently...
Either way, it doesn't matter. I think I know exactly what I have to do.
I think I'm just gonna have to be more patient and just let you talk.
What do you think?

2012-12-24 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im tired always doing that. you cant make points without contradiction. it makes not want to talk to you so im not bye

2012-12-24 10:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You just don't want me to contradict you?
... So you just want me to agree with everything you say, even if I don't agree with you?

2012-12-24 10:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youre contradicting yoursel

2012-12-24 10:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well how? Give me an example. I clearly cannot see where I did it and I need help.
... Sigh.
Maybe it's just me trying to ask you stuff.

2012-12-24 10:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
seriously you just did it. you brought up us arguing as you being patient. i say that count because we deal with eachother and you say why would bring that up its irrelevant n i call you out ad here you well thats different between us. because i deal with you just as mch if not more than you deal with me but you just always try to put everything on me. i can never relax with you sometimes i just wish i was gone but im glad im not so she wont have to deal with you alone

2012-12-24 10:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't try to put everything on you.
You just feel that way when you're the center of my focus.
Because I focus so hard on one point that you do, it seems like everything is being put on you.

2012-12-24 10:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe thats why i like the ichi character more. eventhough hes a jerk not the easiest. there are times i can relax

2012-12-24 10:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If that's really the case, then I'll just lighten up and stop focusing on what I don't understand so hard, so I can lessen the stress on you.
I wasn't aware that my intense focus was what made you so upset.

2012-12-24 10:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no its always like this even with my feelings and life
no its always like this even with my feelings and life

2012-12-24 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You should have just told me from the beginning that you felt like I was putting too much on you at once. Why didn't you?
... Oh. Any particular reason why?
What is it that I do?

2012-12-24 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon ive been telling you this youre just so egotystical you think youre just amazing and selfish you think anyone trying to get ypu do anythin is a problem and trying to put yo down.

2012-12-24 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What? No, I don't think that at all.
I just feel like you don't try to meet up on my end.
So I have to go understand why for myself simply because you won't tell me why.
I don't care about doing things for people. Why would I? I care about the understanding behind it. If I don't understand something, wouldn't I just try to figure it out?

2012-12-24 10:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have a fever...

2012-12-24 10:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't want to talk anymore?

2012-12-24 10:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no....

2012-12-24 10:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
M'kay baby. We can talk when I get there. I'm gonna come see you and give you love and make you geel aaall better. Okay?

2012-12-24 10:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
-__- your love is what got me into this situation...

2012-12-24 10:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, how so? xD

2012-12-24 10:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye Tymon...

2012-12-24 10:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, I'll be over there around 1:30.
I love you, bye.

2012-12-24 10:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this stalking

2012-12-24 10:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why do you want me to stay away from you so badly, when all I want to do is be happy with you?
... Nevermind. I'll leave you be at home. Just know that I love you and I'l be here to talk to you all day whenever you want to.

2012-12-24 10:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you want to see trinity you can

2012-12-24 10:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want to see the both of you. You know this by now.

2012-12-24 10:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but its her first christmas

2012-12-24 10:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's what I was saying earlier...
Why did you change your mind so suddenly?

2012-12-24 10:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i had time to think

2012-12-24 10:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So that was why you told me to leave yyou alone?

2012-12-24 10:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes cause you cloud my thoughts

2012-12-24 10:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, why didn't you just say that?
I would have understood that and this entire thing wouldn't have gotten started.
or at least have given me a time for how long you wanted me to leave you alone.
Or, am I the one that should ask that sort of thing?

2012-12-24 10:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gotta tell you something

2012-12-24 10:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah? What is it?

2012-12-24 10:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i rather tell you in peron

2012-12-24 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, okay. Is it bad?

2012-12-24 10:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe
maybe

2012-12-24 10:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah, so it's either one of three things; you're leaving me or you're cheating on me or you've not been visited by your llittle 'friend' yet. Am I close?

2012-12-24 10:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk
this not a fb conversation

2012-12-24 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, fine. I think it's number 3 though.
We'll talk when I get there.
I love you.

2012-12-24 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay...
i love you too

2012-12-24 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You give me kis when I get there? I really really miss you...

2012-12-24 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2012-12-24 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad. <3

2012-12-24 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What are you doing tomorrow? Nana wants to see you and the baby, but I don't know what you're doing so i can't give her an answer.

2012-12-24 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my aunts house in jistice

2012-12-24 11:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ooooh. Do you want to go there?

2012-12-24 11:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
where?

2012-12-24 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To your aunt's. I wanted to know if you wanted to go to Nana's, or if you wanted to go to your aunt's.

2012-12-24 11:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you know

2012-12-24 11:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I guess that means you want to go to your aunt's, huh?

2012-12-24 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea cause i already said yes. plus you said you didn't want to spend them. homie holiday remember?what about new years,

2012-12-24 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, I made a plan that would make everyone happy, because I waned to include everyone in my efforts of Christmas, since everyone is equally important to me.
It was going to work but then both you AND the homies were busy, so I had to change the plan.
However, new years is perfect. <3

2012-12-24 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..

2012-12-24 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'd much rather go into a new year with you and our baby together abnd make nice resolutions with you. <3
Yeah, my plan was to spend the night at Eliot's tonight into the morning, have him take me to your house in the morning and spend time with you all, then have TiTi Ron get me and bring me to Nana's, but now it just looks like I'm just going to Nana's, which is fine either way.

2012-12-24 11:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sick...

2012-12-24 11:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?

2012-12-24 11:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk illttyl

2012-12-24 11:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. I love you, bye bye. Feel ebtter...

2012-12-24 12:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay..
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:16 pm

2012 (December 25, 26, 27)

2012-12-25 08:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Merry Christmas!!

2012-12-25 12:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm a woman. I thought about it, and it's not fair for you to classify me as something im not. Women are amazing. we're mallable, so we can assume the responsibilities of both men and woman. which is why i can do house duties, take care of trinity, and take leadership of a battle. Im programed to think and do. Because thats what women have to do. When a man can't handle certain responsibilities we take over for them. It's hard work being a woman.

2012-12-25 12:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Merry Christmas

2012-12-25 12:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's the same in vice versa.
That's all I was telling you.

2012-12-25 12:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no cause you suck.>.> its not the same. A woman can be a man, but a man could never be a woman. im speaking spirtually so dont call me a man. I hate men, and its offensive.

2012-12-25 12:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that's where your logic is flawed.
A woman can be a man AND a man can be a woman.
They are both opposites, and thereby the same.
Just like Light can be Dark and Dark can be Light.
It just has to choose to switch sides. it's all a choice. Since both male and female DNA is within all humans, it is truly up to the person's own choice.
Why else would a man have Estrogen in his system, if he weren't supposed to be a woman sometimes?
Everyone and everything have balance. If a man was ust a man all the time, he would not be balanced.

2012-12-25 12:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can't call my view flawed. Youd be contradicting your beliefs. 2. its true neither can ever fully be other because their them. like iam me and you I could never be you and you can't be me. you can only assume the roles of me. thats why a kid needs both parents. so we cant truly be men either

2012-12-25 12:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know that.
So why are you getting so caught up on the words I said rather than the message they bring?

2012-12-25 12:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because I dont want to be classified as a man!

2012-12-25 12:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well, you aren't. You should know that. You're clearly a woman.

2012-12-25 12:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
good cause being a man sucks...

2012-12-25 12:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up! being a woman sucks!

2012-12-25 12:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
trinity said whateva daddy
she likes her turtle

2012-12-25 12:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad. I wanted to give her the turtle first. She knows daddy gave it to her with love!
She playing with it?

2012-12-25 01:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhm

2012-12-25 02:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aww. You should see what Nana and mommy got for her. It's so cute!
And she got a little pillow pet.

2012-12-25 04:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey, what are you doing tomorrow?

2012-12-25 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk why?

2012-12-25 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well Trinity has presents.

2012-12-25 08:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-25 08:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanna come on Thursday. Tomorrow I'm going to Sophie's. I'll buy a 30 day bus pass.
What do you want to do for new year's?

2012-12-25 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk and how are you just gonna invite yourself you dont know what i have to do

2012-12-25 08:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz apparently, I don't come around enough, so I thought ANY day was good for you, miss missy.

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont complain about it. i havent in two months

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Blah blah blah.
Anyway.
Do you want me to come Thursday?

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Friday?

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-25 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Then you don't want me to come, I see.
Fine, I'll see you New year's.

2012-12-25 08:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
haha no im mean

2012-12-25 08:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Anyway.
What do you wanna do for New Year's?

2012-12-25 08:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
non of your business

2012-12-25 08:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'll talk to you when you're less... Like this.
I'm in the car.
So this is not the best time to do this.

2012-12-25 08:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im not im mad at you

2012-12-25 08:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I do not have time for this.
I'm in a bad mood.
I can never just get a straight answer from you.

2012-12-25 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok i dont care bye

2012-12-25 08:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
look i dont want to spend new years you have trinity but. ima gonna just fix up the house.m I mioght go see my friends too

2012-12-25 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
also i said no so i dont understand how that wasn't a strait answer. I dont see why its a problem considering you could just hang out with your friends.

2012-12-26 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because truthfully, I just don't think you understand my emotions too well.
You get mad at me for no reason because I want to spend a nice New Year's with you.
In all honesty, I think you just hurt my feelings on purpose.
You KNOW how much it means to me to be with you and her for New Year's, yet no matter HOW strongly I feel about something, you just say 'no, I'm mad at you' when there's nothing to be mad about.

2012-12-26 09:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can do everything in the world nice to you, yet at the split drop of a hat, you'll be inexplicably mean to me for NO reason at all, then try to justify it when I get mad at you by saying I made you upset when you were the one being mean in the first place with no reasoning behind it EXCEPT to make me mad so you can DELIBERATELY ruin our nice romantic time together.

2012-12-26 09:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it's hurtful that you would EVER even think about doing something like that.

2012-12-26 09:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't see how you can just blatantly be so insensitive. It's like you just don't understand emotions in the slightest. How? How can someone be THAT emotionally unaware? I just don't get it. Unless you hurt me ON PURPOSE which I have been led to believe that you have done for the entirety of our relationship.

2012-12-26 09:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Though, at the end of the day, you've always done this, so I'll just get over it. You always greet me with a slap, cuz that's how you say you love me. By hurting me.
So... I love you too. Smile I'll see you on New Year's!

2012-12-26 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no..i have stuff to do.

2012-12-26 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You made plans over our own plans?
That's a big slap in the face.
It hurts that you would do something like that.
But that only means that I should be by myself on New Year's, anyway.
So, I'll go into the new year alone.
... I guess that's really symbolic of how not together we really are, huh...?

2012-12-26 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you. But I'll be starting this new year off alone... Hahaha. 18 years in a row, and counting!

2012-12-26 11:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i m gonna be with you

2012-12-26 11:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You just said that you had plans.
Besides. I'd prefer to be alone on that day.
I want you to be happy.
And that means that I have to be alone.
Because you can't be happy with me.
You've made it very clear.

2012-12-26 11:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i wanna spend it with you
no i wanna spend it with you

2012-12-26 11:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why the sudden change of heart?
I thought you enjoyed making me sad and hurt and wanting me to be alone.
So I just figured it was who you were.

2012-12-26 11:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was really mad at you but it was my fault because i didnt tell you what bothered me in firt place because it sounds stupid so it made feelings worse im sorry...

2012-12-26 11:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't care if it sounds stupid.
I care that it gets fixed.
Didn't you know that? It's alright to tell me anything. My only priority is to make you feel better when you're upset. It always has been.
... Didn't you know that?

2012-12-26 11:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What was wrong, anyway?

2012-12-26 01:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It doesn't matter. I'm over it...

2012-12-26 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You may be over it, but do you feel better is the question?
Rather "Do you feel better" is the question?

2012-12-26 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh and my has this job offer, and if she takes it you're gonna have to watch her everyday.

2012-12-26 02:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'd have to stay with you all then when you move. That's the only guarantee that I'd be able to do it.

2012-12-26 02:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
..im sick

2012-12-26 04:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sick like how?

2012-12-26 05:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my tummy...

2012-12-26 05:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Don't worry about that.
Just know that I will make it all work out.

2012-12-26 05:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?...

2012-12-26 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll figure out a way.

2012-12-26 05:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want to go trough all this again. Ill die..

2012-12-26 05:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, you won't.
Because there's no way I'm going to let you do that again.

2012-12-26 05:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
....
you always say stuff like that

2012-12-26 05:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, but I didn't know how much it hurt you before.
.... Look, I'll ask my mother to do it this time, okay?

2012-12-26 05:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
and do what?

2012-12-26 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... If you really do have a 'rumbly in your tumbly,' I'll have my mother deal with it...

2012-12-26 05:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what the hell what would she do?

2012-12-26 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... A favor... To help clear the problem...

2012-12-26 05:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont want her black magic on me. you know how I feel about that.

2012-12-26 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, fool, not black magic.
She can give you herbs.
Natural ones.
That do that process naturally.
She told yo the first time, remember?

2012-12-26 05:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
stop dissapearing. you have to give me clear answers. dont just say stuf like favor.
well i dont want her to know!
sigh...just forget it..

2012-12-26 06:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why not?
I just want to make you feel better...

2012-12-26 06:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know its fine...

2012-12-26 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You sure? What do you want to do then?

2012-12-26 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fall down some stairs..
hahaha thatshorrible...

2012-12-26 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Please... Don't hurt yourself anymore...

2012-12-26 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you gonna do?

2012-12-26 07:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know....
i just want trinity shes my one and only

2012-12-26 07:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You said you wanted another one...
But I guess you did say you didn't want one with me, though...

2012-12-26 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do you?

2012-12-26 07:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You do. That's the only reason.

2012-12-26 07:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im asking you
your answer didnt make sense\

2012-12-26 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Me? Of course I want another child. I don't right now.
But I do want one.

2012-12-26 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well we'll get to that we come to it

2012-12-26 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright. Well, what do we do about now...?

2012-12-26 07:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you know how i feel

2012-12-26 07:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't want it now?
Then try the herbs. Will you?

2012-12-26 07:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i9 dont want her to know and the only one i remember is black liquirish exstract

2012-12-26 07:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well then I'll look it up.

2012-12-26 07:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay

2012-12-26 07:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you.

2012-12-26 07:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymy..5
does it bother you?

2012-12-26 07:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What does that mean?

2012-12-26 07:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tie-mee

2012-12-26 07:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tie you 5?
What does THAT mean?

2012-12-26 07:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the 5 is accident just answer if it bothers you
that
i dont want a kid by you

2012-12-26 07:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What? No, why would it?
Well, first tell me why you don't.
And do you want a kid by someone else?

2012-12-26 07:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i just want trinityand
maybe idk
nvm
i just want trinity shes all i need

2012-12-26 07:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Maybe what? You want a kid by another person?

2012-12-26 07:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no...

2012-12-26 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You do.
Who?
Someone I know?

2012-12-26 07:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noone

2012-12-26 07:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're sure? You don't have to lie to me, I'll be fine with it.

2012-12-26 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you wont
why would you

2012-12-26 07:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because. It's what you want to do.
Besides. That just means I can have kids with other girls, too.
In fact, it just becomes a win-win situation after that.
So is that what you wanna do?

2012-12-26 07:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont
and you can do whatever you want
go have kids with other ppl if you want

2012-12-26 07:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, no. I don't WANT to.
It would be nice if I COULD.
However I only WOULD if YOU wanted to have them with someone else.

2012-12-26 07:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever youre full of shit
im not with you anyway were just dating you could do whatever you wabnt
that means you could

2012-12-26 07:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I am doing what I want. ._.;
What are you talking about.
I WANT to be together with you.

2012-12-26 07:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
lleave mealone

2012-12-26 07:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn other girls, I don't care about them.
Alright. xD You're so silly.
We'll talk when you feel better, alright?
I love you. I'm gonna go play the Wii U again. It's fun, I'll try to get us one. You'll love it!

2012-12-26 07:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want anything with you...i just wish you go... do whatever you can with whateve girl.....since thats what you want

2012-12-26 07:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I just told you that's not what I want.
You aren't listening to me.
You're the one that said you wanted to have a kid with someone else.
I said "go ahead, if that's what you want. But if you do it, I'll go do it too."
I don't want to, but it would just be fun.
I don't have to, but it'd be fun.

2012-12-26 07:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt i dont want another kid period

2012-12-26 07:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
Then why did you make it seem like you wanted one with another guy?
See? Miscommunication. Now we have no problem!

2012-12-26 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no it is a problem

2012-12-26 07:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well what's the problem, then?
The fact that I said it?
It was a hypothetical.
Considering that we are both equal, whatever you do, I will also do whenever I feel as though I want to do it.
And vice versa.
So I see no problem.
Other than the fact that I simply said it. So I'm sorry if I hurt you by saying it.
I only want you.
OH! And my friends pointed out the PERFECT Apple Juice for you! It's expensive, but it's SOOOOO GOOOD!
I'm gonna get it for you cuz it's just so damn good.

2012-12-26 07:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want it

2012-12-26 07:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well I'll wait until you do.
Actually, I forgot, you told me to leave you alone.
Talk to you later.
I love you. Bye bye.

2012-12-26 08:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i really dont want anything from you
bye
dont tell me you love me

2012-12-26 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why not? It's true.
Have you finally just figured out that I always do?
So you don't want me to sayi t anymore?

2012-12-26 08:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i dont want to hear it from you!

2012-12-26 08:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why not? It's true.
Is it upsetting to hear from me now?

2012-12-26 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it makes me feel better
it is

2012-12-26 08:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why is that? That doesn't make any sense. Nothing changed at all. Except that you got upset about something.

2012-12-26 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because it bothers me

2012-12-26 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why does it bother you now? Nothing has changed. Except that you got upset about something.

2012-12-26 08:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you wont understand

2012-12-26 08:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You know when I don't understand something? When you don't tell me what it is because you don't TRY to help me understand. That's the part where we get into fights and arguments, remember? When you don't tell me what's wrong?

2012-12-26 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What's wrong?

2012-12-26 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not gonna tell me?

2012-12-26 08:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its nothing
i was outing bandages on my toes

2012-12-26 08:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you're bothered by something...

2012-12-26 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and cleaning the blood

2012-12-26 08:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why did you have bandages on your toes?

2012-12-26 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was bleeding

2012-12-26 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Bleeding? From what?

2012-12-26 09:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hurt my foot
im accidently cut my toes on the bed

2012-12-26 09:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How did you do that?

2012-12-26 09:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im clumsy

2012-12-26 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Strange... I feel hurt by that.

2012-12-26 09:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?
i didnt have the baby

2012-12-26 09:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, because you hurt yourself...
I feel hurt because you are hurt...

2012-12-26 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh im fine...

2012-12-26 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No... It's different...
I feel sad because you're hurt.

2012-12-26 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok...

2012-12-26 10:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you.

2012-12-26 10:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you don't...

2012-12-27 10:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you say that?

2012-12-27 12:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no reason

2012-12-27 12:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There is always a reason behind everything everyone says, unless it is a lie.
Also, Travonne is so funny. He wants to pokemon battle me! I'm gonna teach him a lot!

2012-12-27 01:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i told him to ask you since you bith act the same

2012-12-27 05:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
omg Tymon everything I needed I got today! My grandads friend daughter gave me her daughters stuff. she just turned one, so she gave me the stuff she didnt need. It was everything I thought about too. I was thinking about new clothes and onsies she has a tone of them that goes up to a year. I wanted her to get a baby walker she gaves us one. She needed head bands we got them. new toys got them. And the baby carier we was talking about getting so she could see everything. She gave us one too, and the good kind too. one that'll hold her up strong.

2012-12-27 05:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
she even gave trinity a supported sitter chair

2012-12-27 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you... I'd make a way for you.
I love you.
Trust me. I'll find a way. Even if I'm not the one that does it.

2012-12-27 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh stop taking credit for everything.. I hate when you do that.. just say its good or i knew everything would work out for us.

2012-12-27 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Okay.
... I forgot. You don't like knowing that I do good things for you.
So... You want me to lie to you...

2012-12-27 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... I swear youre just impossible. im done talking to you. bye

2012-12-27 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I didn't do anything.
... You just can't deal with me being nice to you..
Because you want me to be mean to you...
Alright. If you really want me to be mean to you, I'll do it for you.

2012-12-27 06:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im tired of you always takung credit for everything. youre so egotystical and its anoyying just be humble. foronce! god! sigh..is that so impossible. I know what having faith could do i had faith and she got those things. i dont care if you do good things but you didn't do this.

2012-12-27 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only want to take credit...
So you know that I do it for you.
I want to be the one that does everything for you.
If the winds move, I want to be the one that did it just for you.

2012-12-27 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry.. i know you just want to care for me..but i really just need you there for me. humbleness is attractive. but im sorry i got as mad as i did. ive been agitated lately

2012-12-27 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you have. If you want me to be humble, I will express how I feel in poetry.
I will make heaven, earth and hell bend to my will for you and go against my belief just to make you happy.
Because I don't believe that I don't have a hand in this. But as long as it's for you... Then it's going toward my goal.
To make you happy.

2012-12-27 06:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
...just forget it

2012-12-27 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I won't do it anymore.
I love you.

2012-12-27 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know..

2012-12-27 07:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you too. I don't want you to alter your thougths for me..

2012-12-27 07:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I like it.
I love it, actually!
I like being this cosmic, and it can only come from me expressing my feelings!
And you want me to not do that...
So... I let you...

2012-12-27 07:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
let me what?

2012-12-27 07:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Let you not let me express my emotions like that.
So you can be happy.

2012-12-27 07:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noones telling you not to express yourself

2012-12-27 07:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you don't like the way I do it...
By saying everything good that happens, I had a hand in, no matter how outlandish it is.

2012-12-27 07:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do what you want...

2012-12-27 07:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Really? Will you be mad at me?

2012-12-27 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how can i be mad if thats who you are...

2012-12-27 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
.. Because you've been doing it ever since the beginning of our relationship...

2012-12-27 08:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didn't want to be but ill have to accept youre the father of my children. I dont want to force you to change.

2012-12-27 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why do you think I have to change in the first place if you love me...?
Unless I'm doing something wrong...

2012-12-27 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it doesnt matter

2012-12-27 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're sure? You're alright, then...?

2012-12-27 08:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the opposite everything I want in a man. well besides your looks and your sex and your smarts. so its natural for me to not like things about you.
so yea im sure

2012-12-27 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm the opposite of everything...?
Hahaha.
That's because I have the soul of a girl.
I told you that already.
So now I've gotta do the opposite if I wanna make you happy.
And I will when I get the understanding of how to do it.
So can you bear with me until that is?
Please?

2012-12-27 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not because youre a girl. its because youre a daiya character. and i ike the ichi character. but my character always falls for you in the end.

2012-12-27 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you end up realizing that you can wait for me to figure it out. Cuz it'll be much more special to you when I finally just do it right.
But you have to let me believe whatever I want to believe I have to do to get to that point.
Alright?

2012-12-27 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no -_- they just always accept you for who you are...

2012-12-27 08:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know.
Will you?

2012-12-27 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know...i kinda dont hve a choice....
i dont know...i kinda dont hve a choice....

2012-12-27 11:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you do.
If you don't want to accept me for who I am. Just leave me.
There's no reason to stay if you don't like who I am.
You like dark people. I am a very dark person, but I'm not showing you because I have to be happy.
Actually. Better yet, I can just be dark around you and be light somewhere else.
Cuz you only like my dark side!
So I just have to learn how to switch sides.
I'll go back to being the Tymon you used to know. Now I understand why I was that way toward you.

2012-12-27 11:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i dont want you to be anytthing

2012-12-27 11:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I want to make you happy.
And that's hard when you keep trying to tell me what you want and then not telling me how to do what you want me to do.

2012-12-27 11:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i tell you. you just never get it,and you never do it. I let it go,so why are you still talking abut it.
i tell you. you just never get it,and you never do it. I let it go,so why are you still talking abut it.

2012-12-27 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because.
I want to get it.
Why do you think I'm trying so hard?
Whatever I don't get, I forget.
So I'm gonna get it this time.
And do everything necessary so that I can.
And the only way I can get it is if someone shows me how to do it first.
And no one wants to show me how to do it. So I just do it myself until I get it right. No matter how many times I mess up.
Because I'm GOING to get it right.
Get it?

2012-12-27 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im upset

2012-12-27 11:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
About what?

2012-12-27 11:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sick n imcrampy n trinity teething
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:25 pm

2012 (December 28)

2012-12-28 12:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well... I ran out of money before I had a chance to get the one day, and I'm still in the hole 34 dollars. I've got to wait until after New Years for everything to be fine again.

2012-12-28 01:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why did you come out of no where and say that

2012-12-28 02:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
are you canceling new years?

2012-12-28 03:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre always misguided because we have different views. I dont care whether youre light or dark they both have flaws. I didnt like old Tymon because he was dark. I liked old Tymon because I could hang out with him. You were always emotional. I hated your distrust and uncertainty, but I knew you had eyes for only me. I loved you , so you were kind of amazing in my eyes. you were kind and silly. but spoiled and annoying. so you had flaws too. i guess. which iswhy we always argued. but back then I felt like my heart would crash into cosmos and i'd die without you. Now its like i love but i dont know...and it makes me so mad because i dont know... you fix some of things i didnt but now i just traded in brat for egotystical. I got mad at you earlier because i want you to be humble. Im got these things done. IM ALWAYS GETTING THINGS DONE.and never do get any recognition or good parenting. but thats perfectly fine because i dont need it im a mom its wat i do. I also thank the cosmos for helping get these things done and you say you did it anoys me because you didnt do italone. even if thats how you love its annoying. I feel if you do something for someone you have to say it. you should just feel good doing it and you ALWAYS DO IT. im ok with saying it sometimes but not all the time. if you love making me happy then just do it you dont need to talk about it. children need constant recognition adults should take the joy in doing for others

2012-12-28 03:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats was what Imeant. and its anoying that everytime i say something you dont like you call it staying in the dark. being in the dark is not bad its on the same level as the light. im not even on a side. im in the midde the battle for balance. and just because I choose not to sit in a circle with you your cookie cutter friends doesnt mean im not on a path to enlighntment. it just means im on my own path. and for you to constantly downplay that discourages me. and dont say you dont because you do everytime calling being me boring seriousdark saying you shouldnt went on a path of enlighntment so you can stay stuck with me. if thats how you feel about me you shouldnt be with me. because i dont want to be me someone who makes being with me sound horrible. you go with other who"understand you". or whatever and on the same path as you.

2012-12-28 03:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok and the third thing i dont like is you always refer to enlightment for everything seriously. I get it already. I know ppl are awakening and te animal know etc bla bla bla I KNOW. it repetitive. if you think i dnt knw say but if i know shut up. i dont want to hear it i just want to live life and enjoy the satire.nakurinaisa live for today look forward to tomorrow. you know. i want to chill without always hearing same stuff just grow and rest... i dont do much of that

2012-12-28 03:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well last but not least your friends. stop thinking because i wanted more time from you that im trying keep you from them. i hated that you were closer to them so you could spend more time with them yet... you never seized the opprotunity to be me when you could, and nothing you could change the hurt I felt when you did. i hated fighting you for time. i hate when you start to make plans with me and change them as soon as one of them ask to see you like you did on christmas. you started to ask to be with me and then skip it goin to see sophie. but i guess thats cause theyll always need you more than me and ill just want you there. rarely do i need you. i guess im ok with that because i dont plan on being with you forever...i know that the world will always need you. I never will.. so ill enjoy the little time we have.

2012-12-28 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tatiauna, I always give you recognition as a mother. I tell everyone all the time that you're the best mother in the world! I only say and do things like a child because I'm a free spirit; a kid at heart. Yes, I know when to change from being a child to an adult, but I don't like being an adult as frequently as you do, even if I know how to do it. I don't downplay your path until you start trying to tell me mine is wrong. You've always told me I was wrong for not doing it your way and that always makes me sad and mad at you for not accepting the way I do things, and thinking that the only way to be a good parent is to do it the way you see fit, and I don't believe that. So I'm trying to be me while still making you happy while still trying to prove that I'm a good parent to you only because you just won't say it. Adults have this thing that they do where they don't recognize the efforts of others because they're too busy trying to be humble, but some people need to have words of encouragement, even if it seems silly. I don't need them anymore, however, I've grown accustomed to the thought since I used to never give myself compliments and neither did anyone else. I like to be complimented. So I just don't get why you don't like to do it. It makes me sad when you don't recognize what I do is right. You're trying to humble me, but what you don't realize is that I've ALWAYS been in the mindset of a humble person, I just never acted the part because I'm tired of being treated like I have to be humble about everything. No one likes to give me credit for anything I do, so I make myself do EVERYTHING so someone can give me some kind words... a word of love. I told my mother this same thing, and she realized that she focused on everything negative I did and rarely what I did that was positive because she was trying to do the same thing you're doing now. Stop treating me like I'm a child just because I like to have fun like one. I've already DONE this before. Now that I know what to do, I just want to experience my childhood. I never got to have one. So why are you trying to take that from me...? Adults live in a world where they have to make their own self-esteem, but when they get low, who builds them up? No one, because everyone is trying to humble them. So, I said NO. I'm not gonna let anyone make others feel bad just because they think everyone should be humble. DAMN THAT. I'm gonna go be NICE. I'm going to give people COMPLIMENTS. PRAISE. Only because I know that NO ONE ELSE IN THE WORLD WILL. And now I see I have to take up for even your slack, as well. And I have to make myself feel good in your stead. That's why I never listen to you when you're mean to me, because at the end of the day, I understand that you're TRYING to be positive, but just refuse to say it out flat. So, I'm gonna say it for you in my head, since you just REFUSE to say something nice to me. Just like every other adult I know. My friends are the only ones who don't believe that, because they know a kind word goes a long way. They say 'fuck being humble, dude, you did a GOOD FUCKING JOB' or, they say 'Fuck being humble, dude, you did a TERRIBLE FUCKING JOB." And I'm okay with either... Because no matter what, they recognize that if I do something right, it is good, and if I do something wrong, it is bad, however if I accept that I did it wrong, they will be there to comfort me. Literally NO ONE HAS EVER DONE THAT TO ME IN MY ENTIRE LIFETIME. Not even ANY of my lovers. Including you. So my friends are where I get the kind words from, only because I know no one else will ever do it. Not even you. So now I can bear your harsh words and thoughts of trying to make me humble and be okay without hearing a single OUNCE of a word of kindness from you... Only because me and my friends are picking up your slack. Do you understand what my pain is now?

2012-12-28 09:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just want people to be nice to me and stop trying to humble me. I've already been through that. You don't need to tell me or show me again. I'll do it when I get ready. I already know how to. Just... Let me have my fun while it lasts... Stop trying to make me grow up when I already know how, when and where, I just don't want to yet. I'll know the right time. It's my new year's resolution. Yes, New Year's is still on. Why would it be off?

2012-12-28 09:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And finally, I only didn't want to be around you so damn frequently because you were ALWAYS serious, ALWAYS grim, ALWAYS working, and NEVER wanted to have fun or be nice. Being with you was a job because all you wanted to do was work and sleep. You're trying to be an adult when your boyfriend is trying to make the best of his last years as a child. I get it, you're ready to grow up, but I'm not done having fun yet, so let me continue to have fun until I'm ready to NOT have fun anymore. Then I'll come back to you. You're always mean to me, and I hate being around people who are mean to me. I just fell in love with one, so I accept that you are mean to me and adjusted my life accordingly. "Tatiauna is mean frequently, so as much as she is mean to me is as much positive energy I need from my friends to make up for it." That's how I think, and when I'm finally over how mean you are to me, I come back, and you're mean again. So it starts over.

2012-12-28 09:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In short, with your actions, you deliberately PUSH ME AWAY. You just never KEEP me away. And because I keep coming back instead of just leaving you, you're sad that I don't just stay. I'll stay when I figure out how to completely not care about how serious you are and how mean you are to me. When I figure out how I can do that and NOT feel bad EVERY SINGLE TIME I'm around you, THEN I can be around you and be happy. But right now, I'm still figuring it out, cuz you won't stop being mean to me, because you say it's to 'humble' me, even though I've already done it. I just want you to stop. Just. Be. Nice.

2012-12-28 09:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In all honesty, I don't understand why you can't give me words of kindness. Everyone does it to me ALL the time and we're all cool and just fine. Maybe it's because you've gotten too accustomed to your maternal instincts. You don't want to be my friend anymore. Or, you've forgotten how to be my friend, and now you just know how to treat me like a child. Cuz we've grown apart. You wanted to keep going at the speed you were going on the maturity scale... But I want to take my time. Stop rushing me! Just wait for me! I've been telling you that all relationship long! And you tell me "I have been waiting for you," but you've been waiting for me to catch up WHILE YOU'RE STILL GOING. Which makes me NEVER catch up unless I just make a huge leap and a bound, and then I don't understand why I did that, so then when I'm asked why I did it, I don't have a clue what the fuck I'm doing because I'm trying to please you. So now I'm telling you why I want you to wait for me. Because if you don't, you'll just grow more distant from me. I can wait for you, but you just can't wait for me. THIS is what I was talking about with women. Women mature faster than guys and expect the guys to do it, too, then when they don't, they try to make their guys do it instead of just waiting. That's what fucks up the relationship. Guy tries to take his time. Girls try to rush. Stop rushing us. Rush yourselves, since you like it so much. In fact, just speak for yourself. Go back to fundamental elementary school thinking... "When someone does something good, you tell them they did good. When they do something bad, you tell them they did bad." You can't be humble if you tell me what I do bad when you don't even RECOGNIZE what is done correctly. All actions are equal in the eyes of the lord, right? So TREAT every action equally. If you're gonna get on my case about how much I do wrong, then you'd DAMN sure better have a paragraph ready about how I've done something right. THAT is being humble. THAT is balance. That is fair. And if it isn't equal, then don't say shit at all. KEEP YOUR MOUTH CLOOOOOSSEEEED. If you don't have something nice to say, don't say it at all. This means. If you have something negative to say without something positive to back it up, then why the FUCK are you saying it? To make someone feel bad? That just seems demonic to me. And I'll never let that happen again. My mother did it to me, Zeik and Kurai are doing it to Nagase, and my family did it to their children for generations trying to do the EXACT same thing you're trying to do to me. That's why I'll always have something nice to say in your stead. Because you just never will.

2012-12-28 09:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you asked ME to give credit where credit was due, but you don't even DO that for me. AT ALL. You just want me to do it for other people to make sure everyone EXCEPT me gets any credit. But FUCK THAT. I'm gonna put myself in EVERYTHING until someone starts telling me I did a fucking good job. Even if it's just me. So. Fuck you, Tatiauna, I don't give a shit what you say. I did a GOOD. JOB. I'm proud of myself. Stop trying to bring me down. Even if you don't realize that you are. Just LET ME BE. That doesn't mean LET ME GO, because I will BE together with you. It just means. Let me be who I am. If you CAN'T ACCEPT IT, THEN HIT THE FUCKING ROAD. BE GONE. SHOO. VAMOOSE. SKEEDADDLE. However, if you think that you have the patience, temperance and kindness to stay with me, then by all means... It would make my life complete. <3 Because I love you, and I just want you to show me that you love me. But, you're a great big bear. And, I've come to understand that "Bears say I love you with a slap." So you'll continue to slap me in the face to tell me that you love me. And, I think I can deal with that. It'll make me look like a pushover to my friends and family, but fuck them. It's the only way to deal with you and be perfectly happy. Change the fucking negative into a positive and live with it.

2012-12-28 09:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So there. Continue to be mean. I've figured out my solution. If it pisses you off, then leave me. Again, it's your choice. My life can include you or not include you, but that's all YOUR choice. My choice has been made clear, and I'll say it as many times as I need to so you don't turn it against me, forget, or say ANYTHING otherwise. Mark this down, and never forget it. I'll even space it out so you can SEE it better, and I can SEE it for reference when you do forget a couple weeks from now, like you always do.

"I want to be with you, no matter how you act. However, I have to figure out my own way to adjust myself to however you want to act, since I know you can't and won't change your ways. So it is up to me. However, I need time to do that, or else I won't understand why I'm changing. So, I will be with you, I will stay with you forever, but I need you to wait, no matter how long it takes. Because waiting for someone is the purest form of love. Sacrificing your own life for them. I do nothing but try to make myself better just so I can go back home and deal with you trying to make me feel worse. You're turning into a nagging housewife at only 17, and I need to adjust to being the flexible husband to accommodate. So just let me. And stop nagging. I'll be there soon. You can either leave me behind, or wait for me to catch up. Your choice. I'm always gonna be where I am. You know what they say, Slow and Steady wins the race. You're the Bunny. I'm the Turtle. You wanna go fast. I want to take my time. Who wins the race in the end? Remember that next time you try to rush me. And decide, do you want to be with me and wait, or do you want to leave me and find someone more mature? Someone older, like you used to do? Like ALL girls ALWAYS do? Never wait for the guys. Then the guys have to go date younger girls, because younger girls want older guys because they're maturing fast as well. You see how the cycle goes. Do you want to perpetuate it?"

2012-12-28 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noones turning into a nagging housewife. I don't ask you to help me with Trinity or anything. the only time i EVER ask anything of you was when i got overwhealmed . but i got over that long ago. so if that makes megrim youre just a brat. a selfish one i only ask you to be humble! i dont need fucking recognition. because i know i do my job. im not mean to you to humble you. i always accetedyour annoyngness but now im done.youcoud never do the ittle stuff for me nomadder how much i tried for you. i dont care what you think of 'me anymore cause i hate you so much.... im threw with you... im not waiting anymore

2012-12-28 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's perfectly fine.
All I asked you to do was be nice.
And now I see that it's too much for you.
If I change every bad thing you do to me into something nice, you hate it.
You hate nice people.
I do, too.
But I know that people need it. No matter how much I want to be mean... Many people NEED me to be nice.
It's not about what I want.
It's about what the people I care about need. And, in return, they give me kindness just because they want to. And it makes me happy.
I know that you can't do that for me.

2012-12-28 11:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont hate nice people im surrounded by nice people! i hate jerks like you!
i dont hate nice people im surrounded by nice people! i hate jerks like you!

2012-12-28 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you're too busy trying to FORCE me to be humble, just because you were forced.
... I'm a jerk? How so?
I don't understand what I did.
Do you need me to feel bad before you can feel good?
I can do that, too.
It seems to work all the other times. I get sad and then you start feeling better.
That's why I get so much positive energy.
So I can come back and give it to you... Because I know you have only negative stuff to say to me. So I'll just give you positivity, even if you don't accept that I'm the one that does it.
And I do it every time. That's why I get tired and sad around you. I give you so much and get nothing back emotionwise.
But now I've learned how to exist with nothing. Because I'd give everything I've built up within me to you in a split second.
And become cold. Every single time.
Just so you won't be cold anymore.

2012-12-28 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont ever do anything for ive been nice to you but the moment ask anything of you im considered bad because you dont want to do those things

2012-12-28 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're right.
I apologize.
Do you accept?

2012-12-28 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what the hell ever tymon i know im filled with positive energy. i dont need you to classify me

2012-12-28 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you don't.
I just express to you how I feel.
You don't need to know how I feel ever.
I just want you to so that you get a better understanding of it.
I guess I just shouldn't tell you anymore, huh?

2012-12-28 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So this is what it feels like to talk to me when I'm you...
Except, without the hostility I normally have.
Now I get what you were telling me before, about not being able to express yourself to me.
That's one problem solved. I wish you would have just told me so i didn't have to experience it on my own.

2012-12-28 11:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im filled with both positive and negative engery . Which is why everyone knows im nice but im equally as evil. you dont even know me when i was nice to you, you still didnt want to listen to what hurts me now i know that you dont care about anything involving me. i was nice to yoi and you still did the same thing now i just know

2012-12-28 11:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im filled with both positive and negative engery . Which is why everyone knows im nice but im equally as evil. you dont even know me when i was nice to you, you still didnt want to listen to what hurts me now i know that you dont care about anything involving me. i was nice to yoi and you still did the same thing now i just know

2012-12-28 11:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You didn't ever let me figure it out for myself.
You just kept on going ahead and leaving me.
Remember, I was never the one that said 'leave me alone' or 'I'm leaving you.'
Those were always your words first.
And you always made sure to stay true to them... By never waiting for me.
But I'm waiting for you. Because I know that there is no rush.
Because we'll be connected for our entire lives. So why rush ourselves to our end?
Men have shorter lives than women, because women rush the men to their deaths. Only because women live longer.
It's a scientific fact.
However, if the woman waits... They can both die at the same time.
And neither of them has to be alone at the end...
So I don't see why women want to be left alone in every single instance. Because eventually, the women will get what they want and take over the world...
And there will not be a single man to share it with.
Because when every man lets every woman win, every man will rush to their deaths.
And all the women will be left alone. Just like all of them always said that they wanted...
Sigh... It gets me really sad to know that this is TRULY what women want... To just be left alone, without their significant other... At every turn, it's always a woman saying 'leave me alone...' when we just want to love you...

2012-12-28 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've seen it in every situation I've been to. That's because women think that they don't need anyone but themselves...
And they're right.
So, why should a man even bother, right...?
All we've been doing is what the women say they can do.
"I don't need you, I can do everything by myself! I don't need a man! Leave me alone!"
ANd then, we do...
And then, later, it's "You never do this, you never do that, why don't you come do this, blah blah blah, you're bad!"
When all the man ever did... Was listen to what the woman was saying and simply just do what they wanted.
And we never stop to say...
"That woman is wrong. Don't do it."
Because when we do, we argue. Because a woman will never give up to be wrong to a man.
So, to be the bigger man, one must be a man. Because no woman will ever do it.
Women only belittle men.
So a man HAS to be the bigger man so that he and the woman can be on the same level.
And meet eye to eye.
So that is why men always decide to willingly let the women lose every time. And marriages last so long.
Because the women want to be right about everything, and the man lets them.
And now, I finally understand marriage.
... Let's get married.
On New Year's.
I love you.

2012-12-28 11:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The reason why I didn't want to get married was something I wasn't aware of before, but now I know, and I accept it, so we can get married and it'll work out. I didn't want to accept that I'd have to let you be right about everything, even if you were wrong.
However... Now that I see the EXACT reason why that must happen, I can finally get married and be utterly happy. <3

2012-12-28 11:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
...i dont want to marry you. also never once did i say i didn't need a man. Men help me all the time. whether its my family or friends. theyre all there because theyre realiable.

2012-12-28 12:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't think you need anyone.
Rather.
You don't think you need anyone but yourself. And you're right.
But if you believe that... Why are you with me?
Wouldn't you be happier being left alone, since you can do everything on your own...?
And want to do it all your own?
I don't mind what the outcome of our talk is anymore.
I only care that you know how I feel and I know how you feel.
In truth, that's all I've cared about. Just trying to make you happy.

2012-12-28 12:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats where youre wrong I know I need others. Without help id loose my mind taking care of trnity. I would have to quit school to wrk and she wouldnt of had all these amazing things.I always need someone to talk too, help with trinity, and just be there..... I just dont need you anymore.

2012-12-28 12:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
Because you've drifted so far away from me.
You've gone too far ahead.
And that's fine.
I'll be back when I catch up.
Because those who move too fast always find themselves without something to do at some point in time.
And then they stop.
And they are forced to wait for the others.
So eventually, I'll catch up to you.
And then we can be together. But until then, it looks like you don't need me, and also don't even want to be with me.
Because I see that it has never been about what I wanted.
It was 'waiting for Tatiauna to cut the ties between us forever.'
And I've been waiting for you to do it. Only because I knew you'd do every single last thing you've been doing.
I've just been waiting painfully for this day, doing everything I can.
Yet, it always means nothing to you.
So, that's when I have to realize... I have to let you go.
"When you walk away you don't hear me say 'Please, oh baby, don't go...' Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight... It's hard to let it go."
I finally get that song.
And I think about it every time I think of you.
Now, I can finally play Kingdom Hearts.
Because I know what love is.
Love is... Being able to let go of something for others. For the greater good. To be the bigger man.
I am acting as a man to you. Knowing what to do and when to do it, whilst also letting you be right, too.
So. You're right. You don't need me.
And you'll probably leave. And I'm fine with that.
In fact... I'm kind of happy. Just because I know that I'm giving you exactly what you want. In fact, EVERYTHING you want.

2012-12-28 12:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've grown up, know when to grow up and when to be a kid, am not sad, can let you go and be your own person and live your own life, and will still help with the baby whilst trying to understand love and make you happy.
Every single thing you've wanted from me, I'm doing for you. It just takes a little time.
I'll be done soon.
So I'll see you then...
When I catch up.

2012-12-28 12:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tell me now, do you want to be with me, or do you want to split apart?

2012-12-28 12:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon.. don't give that. I'm not moving at a fast pace. I'm moving at a its been the same thing for almost 2 years type of pace. all i did was ask you to be humble, dont compare being with me to horribleness, and just tell me things I dont know. I even went to saying I accept your friends even it hurts when you choose them over me. YOU just coped an attitude and said im not doing it so just accept it. so dont tell me im moving too fast when its soo small things and youre not planning on trying. thats why im nt planning on waiting

2012-12-28 12:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you know any of what I just said were my true feelings?
Did I explain everything that you didn't understand to the best of my ability until you came to an understanding of it?
If not, please, tell me now.
You always want to win, and now I'm letting you.
Because I'm tired of playing games with you. If you want to win the race, fine.
But I want to understand why I'm racing in the first place.
And why you're just not waiting nor helping me.

2012-12-28 12:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understood everything you said, and i know you meant Everything you promised not to lie...

2012-12-28 12:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Only telling me what to do.

2012-12-28 12:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understood everything you said, and i know you meant Everything you promised not to lie...

2012-12-28 12:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what is the problem?

2012-12-28 12:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you mean that now but what you feel will go back to earlier and your actions will show it.

2012-12-28 12:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not unless I change.
The moment I change is the moment my beliefs are altered as well.
Though, I would only change if there was a flaw in my beliefs, or if I wanted to better them even more.
It just takes me time to change.
Time that you don't have.
I've come to understand.
You think you know me so well...
But you're only saying your interpretation of the old me, or of everyone else.
You haven't even tried to get to really know me... Just assume that I'm like everyone else, or someone or something you don't like.
But that's how you cope, I guess...
Relating me to something you don't like... Finding a flaw only to make sure that you never have something that's perfect...
Cuz you know if I become perfect, then I'm going to have to die.
Just like the first one...
But you keep pushing me to be perfect.
So, you're going against yourself at every turn.
Either accept me for who I am, leave me, or make me perfect.
Either way... It always ends with you being unhappy.
And that's something I've been trying to figure out how to fix... And just can't seem to do it.
Because I can't make you happy. Only other people can.
It's my curse of my love...
I can't ever make my lovers happy until we're broken up...
Because I'm always trying to make them happy...
And always failing.
Until it's just too late.

2012-12-28 12:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, again. The choice is yours.
What do you want to do?
And remember; do what makes you happy.

2012-12-28 12:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And by the by, I've been waiting for you to make this decision forever.
Because I can wait for you.
As long as you need me to.
Because I know for a fact that you can't decide on what decision to make unless you see what decision I want first.
It's what all women do.
Wait for the man... So they can do the opposite. So they can make him sad and get their way.

2012-12-28 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is it that I dont know you. I been through you over again for 2 years ill fix it im gonna chamge ive change then when dont i shouldnt have too you make me miserable i rather be with my frinds than you. you just dont understand then again ill change the it happens over and over again then yoi tell me forget the past you understand everythng now, so it did. yet its the same thing. you cant say i havent give you a chance and i wasnt nice because i was trying you even said it but still you do the same thngs that bother me. i try to tell you calmly you get an attitude andsay the worst things like always which one momet you mean and the other you dont. I dont know what to think. i dont want to brek up but i dont want to feel like secondplace crap evenmore. noone expected you to be pefect. i never asked that of you. just be there for me and you were NVER able to dothat. from begenning of or actual relationship so no it over...

2012-12-28 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's only because when I change, you only remember who you used to know.
And never try to get to know the new me.
That's why I say don't think about the past.
Because I change all the time.
And if you're busy thinking about who I used to be all the time...
Then you're living in the dark.
The shadow of the man that I am now, because it is who I used to be.
Don't forget about the past, but try to get to know the present.
So the future can be happy.
Stop dwelling on who I used to be.
And if you don't like who I am now... Then just go.

2012-12-28 01:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no I don't! i only comented on what did when you did it enough times and it really buged everything i told you about are things you did recently since you change.

2012-12-28 01:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Dwelling on the past.
No matter how many times I do it.
If I get it the last time, then what do all the other times matter?
And then I tell you I get it.
And you still THINK I don't. Even if I'm showing you actively.
Because you're too stuck on 'He's gonna do it again, he hasn't changed.'

2012-12-28 01:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you will never understand that im focused on now i dont even care about the past its dead.

2012-12-28 01:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do understand that.
That's why I said...
Leave.
If you want to leave.

2012-12-28 01:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye tymon I don't even know why try talking to you...

2012-12-28 01:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I won't let you win.
Until all has been said and done.
And you know that.
For a fact.
That's why you aren't happy.
Because you can't win.

2012-12-28 01:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I DONT CARE ABOUT WINNING IM NOT PLAYING A FUCKING GAME! YOURE THE ONLY ONE PLAYING WITHYOURSELF TO YOURSELF. IM DONE WITH YOU ITS OVER. BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO AT LEAST TRY. SO THATS IT.
my emotionz are out

2012-12-28 01:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have been trying.
You just refuse to recognize.
Because you want me to say I'm not.
So, I will.
I haven't been trying.
To do anything right.
I apologize.

2012-12-28 01:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I love you.
Goodbye. <3
Actually. Tell me, is this REALLY what you want to do?
Cuz I want to be with you...
But I want you to be happy.
So make sure that this is the true decision you want to make, okay? Please? For me..?

2012-12-28 10:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have alot to deal with right now...

2012-12-28 10:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So the verdict is... We're done...?

2012-12-28 10:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk...but i guess

2012-12-28 10:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're sure? Absolutely?

2012-12-28 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theres no reason to stay

2012-12-28 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You really think that...?

2012-12-28 11:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well theres love, but loves not enough.If i got only one thing out of her class that would be it... I mean you dont want to be near me. you downplay me whenever I tell you something I dont like. even when you ask. and i have your 2nd. which i need too take care of.and its just so on when i need to be reverse

2012-12-28 11:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we're on different paths im not happy youre not happy we cant be happy together

2012-12-28 11:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I was happy with you. You were the one that wasn't happy.
So I wanted you to go be happy.

2012-12-28 11:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea when acted a certain way i was fine everyother time. and dont lie because you said it
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:26 pm

2012 (December 29)

2012-12-29 12:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So. Is this the end?

2012-12-29 12:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea...
i dont feel good,so im going...

2012-12-29 09:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we need to talk...

2012-12-29 09:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What about?

2012-12-29 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so i am

2012-12-29 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what do you want to do about it?

2012-12-29 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't know

2012-12-29 10:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, kill it. You said you didn't want any babies by me.

2012-12-29 10:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know.. that's easier said than done...im not expecting anything from.. I just felt you should know.

2012-12-29 10:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already did know.
I already know that all of this is because of me messing up.
It's the only reason we're split up, because of this baby.
Your hormones go wild every single time.
And I just never learn to stop. I'm not gonna be like my father.
So. You need to do something. Tell your mother to buy you the natural herbal pills.
Or. Drink and smoke, like normal people do.
Or. Scrounge up some money for the operation.
Or. Hurt yourself.
Oh yeah, also, you got your wish. I'm sad again.
I won't stop being sad until I take off this damn turtle and these dolphins. But I'll never take them off. So I'll always be sad.
I know that's some good news for you. You've been wanting me to be sad forever.

2012-12-29 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not the reason. you are... i don't know why you gotta act like an asshole.

2012-12-29 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I feel like shit. <3
Specifically for you.
Whoopie. I've got an eternity of dark sadness awaiting me. How exciting...
Let me put it to you simply; you act a certain way and get all uncontrollable with your emotions when you get pregnant, and I get sad every time. But now, I'm gonna stay sad and not try to make us happy.
Cuz we'll just get sad again. So damn happiness.
It was a waste of my time, anyway.
Trying to be 'happy.'
Trying to make others 'happy.'
Nothing but a waste. You've made that very clear.

2012-12-29 10:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its your fault

2012-12-29 10:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yep. So I'm gonna pay for it.
I'm just gonna go walk off a building.
I'm so tired.

2012-12-29 10:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt expect you to be sad...

2012-12-29 10:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, well, you don't expect anything from me, remember?
I'm tired of you.
You make me literally only want to die.
When I think about you, i think "How can I escape her? There's only one way away from this girl."
So, I'll just die like the other two.
Make it an even 3.

2012-12-29 10:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of you! you didnt act like an ass i wouldnt want to die while im with you.

2012-12-29 10:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you, I act like what you treat me ass.
You make me feel like shit constantly.
So I'll act like an asshole.
It doesn't matter, cuz all I want to do is die, anyway.
So why should I care about anything I do?
I've given up.
Because of you, I've given up on everything.
And now...
I'm gonna try my damnedest to get rid of myself.
As a gift to you.
For New Year's. Cuz I know one of your resolutions is not to be with me anymore.
So, wish granted.
Mission accomplished. You always said you wanted to kill me and wanted me to die, too.
So, I guess this was exactly what you wanted in the first place. You got your wish. You win. YOu're right. I know you wanted all of that desperately.
So all of that is your Christmas and New Year's presents. To be right, to win, and to get me to kill myself.

2012-12-29 10:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you make feel like shit just as much.

2012-12-29 10:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I know all of those things are all you cared about. To even the extent of not caring about what happens to me.
Well, all I ever did was try to make you happy, and it made you feel like shit.
Don't you think that's reason ENOUGH to just give up? I can't make you happy even when I'm trying.
So, I'm just done.

2012-12-29 10:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not killing yourself

2012-12-29 10:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try me.
Still, to this very moment, I just wanted to make you happy.
I've done everything else in the world.
So now, it's just time for me to do the last thing you ever wanted me to do to make you happy.
Kill myself.
Because you hate me that much for trying to make you feel better.

2012-12-29 10:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want that

2012-12-29 10:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well you don't want any fucking thing else.
You are impossible to please, even when I'm trying to please you.
So I have given up.
My time limit is until the new year.
And my resolution is to die.
So I'm gonna attempt to enjoy this world while I have the time, as apathetic as I am.
I only have 3 days left.

2012-12-29 10:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever tymon i made what i wanted youre just too much of brat to give it to me. you proved right here how weak and selfish you are. you don't even think of your child,but i guess thats not much of a shocker

2012-12-29 10:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't even want my children, don't pull that with me.
You don't want anything to do with me.
So, I'm ridding myself from your life. Forever.
And I'm taking all of my love for you with me.
So you'll never have to feel pain about me again.
And then, you'll truly be happy.
We both can't exist here together, I've come to see.
So one of us has to go.
And, it's gotta be me.
Because you're the one that has to be happy.
I'm selfish and spoiled, yes, but I tried to fix that, and you didn't care.
So, why should I keep trying?
You got what you wanted.
Manifest destiny, you know.

2012-12-29 10:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wonder why i dont want your children. it doesnt change the fact that we have one together and she may actually want you in herife

2012-12-29 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The more you say I am something, the more I become it. That's why I said stop being negative.
But now, I am what I am.
No she doesn't.
You'll teach her that quite well.

2012-12-29 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt try!

2012-12-29 10:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I did. You just believed that I didn't hard enough to make me believe it, too.
You wanted it so badly.
And now you have it.
Manifested it by not shutting the fuck up about all the negative shit.
This is why I told you to stay positive with me.
Because I'm suicidal when no one makes me happy.
I went through this with my mother when she tried to 'humble' me.
And tried to kill myself several times.
So, I need to ask you something.
Do you want me to live or to die?

2012-12-29 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i guess i want you to live

2012-12-29 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why...? Why would you perpetuate my sadness...?
... Why do you want me to live in this world... where my destiny is to make everyone happy at the expense of my own happiness...?
What is it that you want from me...?

2012-12-29 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever noone trie to humble you i just said stop trying to take credit for ecery damn thing

2012-12-29 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You said you tried to humble me.
I wanted to take credit for my own personal reasons.
Why couldn't you accept that?
Why did it have to be a problem?
It's like you only want confrontation.
And eventually, I get tired of being mad.
So i get sad.
And then, I get tired of being sad.
And I die.
... Sigh.
... I still can't do it.
... Maybe... I can be happy and sad at the same time, so I can be here with you two...?
... I really don't want to go. I'm just... tired...

2012-12-29 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then go...

2012-12-29 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You just told me that you didn't want me to do it.
You just want to say the opposite of everything I do.

2012-12-29 11:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well tymon it doesnt matter what i want. it never does.

2012-12-29 11:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, you dumbass.
I always try to give you what you want.
You just reject it.
Cuz I'm not supposed to listen to you.
Fucking duh.
I'm supposed to do the opposite of what you say cuz you're just trying to kill and upset me.
... I think we need to split up for a while.
But will you make one New Year's resolution with me...?

2012-12-29 11:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care anymore... im tired of wanting you to get it together. or constantly pulling you off the edge because you dont want to change anything. little things. so do what you want thats all that matters. wanna die go ahead be with your everysingle moment of your life thats fine they can be number 1 in your life too. ill hold your slack with her.

2012-12-29 11:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If it's what I want, then do what I want. Make this resolution with me.
That we will be back together.

2012-12-29 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I dont want to make anything with you. I dont believe in new years resolutions. just leave me alone...

2012-12-29 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then stop telling me to do what I want.
You just don't fucking get it, do you?
You wanna be sweet and kind when I'm sad.
And then when I'm positive, you wanna be a bitch.
You do this on purpose to prevent me from being happy.
So we're splitting up for a while.
When I come back...
We'll work this out.

2012-12-29 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon ive only been honest i dont want to get back with you...

2012-12-29 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I've only been honest, and you still think I'm lying.
No wonder all your important people die.
Cuz you just kill them off when you don't get your way.
And you don't know what you want.

2012-12-29 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont even go there

2012-12-29 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up.
I just wanted to make you happy.
And all you did was say everything the opposite.
So fuck you.
I'll be sad because of you.
But I won't be enslaved by you. You're an asshole, childish, baby brat.
I don't care what you want any fucking more.
Because you told me to care about what I want.
And what I want is to make your life better and make you happy.
And if that means doing everything to make myself miserable, then SO. FUCKING. BE IT.
DO YOU KNOW WHY?!
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO TO ME, I ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
I ALWAYS WANT YOU TO SMILE. I ALWAYS WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
AND YOU JUST REFUSE.
Do I need to set you up with another guy first?
Do I need to find your right match?
Do I need to leave?
Do I need to die?
I don't know with you.
Cuz all you ever do is change your fucking mind all the goddamn time.
And I forgot that this was your main fucking problem.
So shut up and let me do this MY way from now on.
I'll be back when you move.
And I'm gonna arrange all of this with your mom.
And there's nothing you can do about it.
Because all you ever do is make life harder for EVERYONE around you.
So it's time for me to make it easy for you.
And I don't care what you do, what you say, what you feel, what the fuck EVER.
Because I JUST. WANT. TO MAKE. YOUR SELFISH ASS. HAPPY.
Now that this has been established...
I love you.
Your duties are relieved.
You no longer have any reins on the matter.
I'm making all of the important decisions. As it should have been in the FIRST fucking place.
Now go to bed and forget everything bad I said about you.

2012-12-29 11:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no the hell you didnt! so you shut the hell up! all i wanted was too relax with my family. be first in the one i loved life. be his only. have be humble! so you dont get to say that! youre the only person who i have this problem with. everyone else i just wasnt meant to be with we didnt have these problems. where im alone doing everything and you take credit like you do anything for me! go to hell. i swear the only good thing you ever ave me was her. thats the only credit ill give you.

2012-12-29 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aw, you're so sweet. <3 I love you, too.

2012-12-29 11:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant believe how BLIND i was when I choose you. I forgotten what I wanted and i fell for you.

2012-12-29 11:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I got blindsided, too.
But it was for the better. I'm very glad, actually.
Because I got to be with you!
... I'm sorry that I haven't been nice.
I forgot to be nice to the ones I love...
I'm so foolish. I'll be nice.

2012-12-29 11:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you. Goodbye. These are my last words to you for a long time...
I love you. I will always love you. I will always be here waiting for you. This turtle is to remember that.

2012-12-29 11:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
..ok...
so are you gonna kill yourself...or what you have to be a parent to her which involves you talkin to me

2012-12-29 11:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if thats the case where youre just going. then im not matter the reason you could just be with your friends. because im tired of you walking out leaving me alone. I need stability she needs stability and if youre not willing to give us that I have to find someone who will. shes needs a man thatll be there for her and so do i

2012-12-29 12:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i want you know that I do love you too with all my heart if that is your plan...

2012-12-29 01:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I thought about this a lot.
And I've decided to cut myself off... From my friends.
And I'm gonna do it in the worst way possible...

2012-12-29 01:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why

2012-12-29 01:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because nothing else is worth it...
If I'm gonna be sad, I might as well be sad with you and the baby.
So... I'm grounded.
No more friends for me...

2012-12-29 01:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that doesnt make sense

2012-12-29 01:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It makes perfect sense. How doesn't it?

2012-12-29 01:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if it makes you sad why do it

2012-12-29 01:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because there are more important things than me being happy.
Didn't I make this clear when I was talking to you before? I don't care if I'm happy... I want to make others happy.
And I realize that the only way to do this is to be sad... So no one else has to.
I realize that because of you and a great many others, I cannot be happy whilst they are happy as well.
So someone has to give it up.
And I sacrifice my happiness to bring smiles to everyone else around me... Just so I can smile, too.
Not everyone can be happy. Someone just had to decide to be the one that wasn't gonna be. And no one wants to be unhappy... Except for me.

2012-12-29 01:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want you to be sad

2012-12-29 02:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I want you to be happy that badly.
Please... I don't understand why it's so hard for you to be happy... I tried everything...

2012-12-29 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you dont understand

2012-12-29 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
I just said that.
I've been trying to understand for the entire time!
It's just something I can't understand, at all!
Why aren't you happy yet!?
I just don't get it! I try to tell you many, many times! I just don't understand!

2012-12-29 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what i want

2012-12-29 02:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
None of it!
What is it you want? What are you trying to accomplish?!
What is the purpose?
Why is this happening?
What did I do?
What didn't I do?
What am I doing wrong?
Why?
Just... Why?!
And when these thoughts have gone on in your head thousands of times day after day after day...
It just gets to the point where I'm pissed off at you!
I go insane every single day of my life that you aren't happy!
And I always have been doing this!
Why won't she just tell me?
Every single day!!

2012-12-29 02:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you understand yet?
What do you think of all of this?
This is the result of ALL of the questions you just refused to answer to me!
Just answer the questions! This is what they do to me!!
Didn't you know this already?

2012-12-29 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you

2012-12-29 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's just question! Questions that nobody will answer!! And when I do answer them, by trying to fix them myself...
I end up doing something wrong!
So stop letting me try to answer them by myself!!
Just help me! Help me answer these questions!!
I only try to fix your problems, right!?
So if I don't know I'm not fixing it, just answer my questons then! Every single last one!!
Even if you get tired, you just won't wait for me!!
I told you that already!! You don't know how to wait for me to understand something!
I ask and I ask and I ask and I ask and you always just... Ignore them after you get tired of listening to it!!
But why?! Why would you do that!?
I get tired of asking you! I get tired, but it's the only way to get it done without messing it up! Cuz I just don't get it! You've told me this many, many times! And now, you don't get that I don't get it and need someone to tell or show me!

2012-12-29 02:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
This just doesn't make ANY SENSE!!
OH.
... You're driving me crazy. I get it now. Hahaha.
Because when I let you drive... Then I'm going crazy. That's funny. That's because we've got to drive together.

2012-12-29 02:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon you are crazy
you make it difficult

2012-12-29 02:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i only ask for 3 things

2012-12-29 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
So make it simple for me.
Don't complicate it more for me.
I just want you to answer my questions when I ask.
Is that so much to ask?

2012-12-29 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do

2012-12-29 03:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do I understand yet?
If I don't understand yet, there are questions you DON'T ANSWER.
So until I ask you EVERY QUESTIOn and you answer it EVERY TIME, I'm just gonna not get it.
So, until i get it, you haven't answered all of my questions.
Will you answer all of my questions, then?

2012-12-29 03:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok then ask them and listen

2012-12-29 03:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I also need you to answer my questions again if I don't understand them the first time, too.
And I'm not trying to ask them all today...
Just... Answer them when they come up. Can you do that?

2012-12-29 03:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... ok...
sigh... ok...

2012-12-29 03:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank you.
I also need you to answer each questions completely and fully, so I can understand it exactly like you understand it, so I don't accidentally leave anything out.

2012-12-29 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you welcome...
ill try...

2012-12-29 03:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'll stop whenever you need me to. As long as I'm assured that you'll answer my question. Will you do that?

2012-12-29 04:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-29 04:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank you.

2012-12-29 04:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
welcome

2012-12-29 04:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How do you feel?

2012-12-29 04:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bloated and unsure

2012-12-29 04:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Unsure of what?

2012-12-29 04:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
us

2012-12-29 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why is that?

2012-12-29 04:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk...
youre not exactly mr.settle down

2012-12-29 05:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm going to be.
I'm killing myself be trying to please too many people.

2012-12-29 05:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've gotta focus on what's important.

2012-12-29 05:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok

2012-12-29 06:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well do what you think is best

2012-12-29 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i dont know whats important to you.

2012-12-29 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What is most important is that everyone is happy.
But if it's at the cost of me being happy, then so be it.
I just want everyone to be happy and be happy together.

2012-12-29 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
smh -__-

2012-12-29 06:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't like everyne being happy...?

2012-12-29 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everyone not happy if youre not hppy

2012-12-29 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It's alright.
Because I'm the only person who can figure out how to be happy whilst making other people happy.
Eventually, my sadness will go away, because I'll understand why I'm sad about making others happy.
And eventually, it'll just become second nature to make everyone happy. Willfully. So then I'll be happy, too.
But it'll just take a long time of being sad, first.
But I'm ready to endure it.

2012-12-29 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just forget what i want..
help everyone else out..

2012-12-29 07:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why? Why do you want me to do that?
After you fought so hard to get me to do that, why would you say that now?

2012-12-29 07:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you want to make them happy and making me happy males you sad so go...

2012-12-29 07:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont want to settle down and I don't want to be with someone who I have to make settle down. that would make me sad,and im already sad. so itll make me miserable. ... im a mom i cant be depressed. I have be to strong. so you can go do what you want.ill be fine..
i also figured out that you're not the daiya character. eventhough youre similiar hes different in his prioities

2012-12-29 07:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so were not the same
and well I guess that's it...

2012-12-29 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of fighting with you. I can use the energy with my daughter and people who truly want to be with me. i wont try to get you do something youre not anymore... Im sorry I wanted a family with you, and expected you to handle it... bye...

2012-12-29 08:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Making you happy doesn't make me sad.
I just don't know how to do it.
And I wanted you to tell me everything.
But you only give me bits and pieces.
So I just want a full explanation of what will make you happy.
I also do want to settle down.
I'm tired.
I just want to go home and be with you and Trinity and be on Vescrutia.
I can handle it, I just needed you to wait for me.
I'm glad that you did, even through all of these turbulent emotions.
But now, I'm almost ready.
By the end of this year, I'll be ready. I don't want to be girlfriend/boyfriend. I just want to be. Not to own you, and not for you to own me. But to mutually be together and work together. In a relationship. Not in a slavery.
Where we work together about what we want to get done, not argue because we can't get what each other wants to.
I just want to work together for once.

2012-12-29 08:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you.

2012-12-29 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not when youre complaining about how sad it makes you. I need stability. you are everywhere. which is why you never understand what I want. i do explain to you. yu just lie and say you understand or frget cause youre trying to fix everyone elses problems whe arent fixed.
your arent fixed

2012-12-29 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wasn't complaining.
I was stating a fact. Just because I'm stating facts doesn't mean I'm complaining.
I'm expressing my feelings in a factual manner to you. Is that a complaint or an expression of my emotions? Complaining would be saying how much I don't want to do it and trying to get out of doing it.
And I don't lie.
I won't talk to you if you just tell me I'm gonna lie.
Because if I'm lying, why am I talking to you in the first place? That's fucking stupid.

2012-12-29 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wasnt trying to control you. when i say youre mines and im yours thats because thats what we were. didnt mean were slaves. it meant we owned eachothers hearts because we gave it willingly like a gift. All I want is a guy to love me, help me take care of trinity put our family first. not be an errogant asshole. i want somone I can trust with my heart and relax with.

2012-12-29 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can.
You just don't.
Because you think you can't.
Which thereby makes you unable to.
And, I am arrogant. Who cares?
If you don't like it, why did you get with me in the first place?
Rather, why did you stay with me?

2012-12-29 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can't relax with you because I have to take care of everything, and youre not around.

2012-12-29 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you feel like you have to take care of everything?
Why not just ask everyone else for help?
It's exactly what I'm gonna do, and exactly what I do.
Because I don't think that any responsibility belongs to just one person, and that everyone is involved if they are involved.
There is no "Well I don't want to bother her" cuz damn that.

2012-12-29 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i ask ppl what they can do but im alone most of the time because everyone has stuff to do

2012-12-29 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, fuck that.
They want to see the baby, let them put in equal work. That is damn sure what I'm gonna do.
"Ooo, I wanna see miss Trinity~!"
Then take her ass to your house for an entire day. Don't come looking for her if you're not gonna take care of her.
Help ME out and take her off MY hands.
Just wait.
It's gonna be an entirely different story.
Cuz you just refuse to do things like that cuz you don't want to hurt your family's feelings.
But damn their feelings if they aren't gonna consider anyone but themselves.
"I wanna see the baby! I wanna see the baby!"
But when it comes to 'Who's gonna take care of the baby?" it's all "Oh, I'm too busy. Yadda yadda bullshit."
I'm not having it.

2012-12-29 08:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont do that. and they actually doing stuff like work n junk they have lives n need breaks too plus its nt like she goes to anyone

2012-12-29 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. That's exactly why.
They get breaks too.
And when they want to see the baby.
They can do it on their OWN time.

2012-12-29 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they help when they can
they help when they can

2012-12-29 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not gonna let people continue to walk all over you.
"When they can."
But when they need to, it's a different story."
I don't care who it is.
I'm going to make people start being more considerate. By showing it right to them in their faces.
Don't ask to see our child if you aren't gonna help take care of her in any way I need you to.
Because they're alway gonna be 'too busy.'
So, they'll have to make some time.
Or just shut up about it.
Either way, that's neither here nor there.
It'll happen when it happens.

2012-12-29 09:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon the only person who does nothing is you. When I needed you always went off somewhere. They hekped when i needed them. when I was sick you went to the movies. when i needed you to watch her cause noone else could you didnt because you didnt want to upset your mom. you flaked out on me thousands of times. So if they cant wath her everytime i need them at least theyre there. compared to your 0 life of highs

2012-12-29 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, so what?
Do you or do you not take your family into consideration all the time?

2012-12-29 09:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
spent with the friends you lived with! and theyre there even when we have problems because their love is true and they still help when theyre mad

2012-12-29 09:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. So do I.
You just don't understand me.
And that's fine.
Because your understanding of me is 'deadbeat.'
And I don't care, cuz I know your logic is skewed only for modern day life.
"If a father isn't around his child, he's not helping. Damn his emotions, he's not doing anything. He's a deadbeat."
And you know what? People who think like you are almost who made me hate my father.

2012-12-29 09:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i take everyone i care about into consideration when theyre not on bs

2012-12-29 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you know what else? My sisters mother, who also thinks like you, made my sister hate my father.
I've already been through this.
With several other mothers.
Who all say the same thing.
"Damn his emotions, damn his intentions. Is he physically present?"
That's all women care about is physicality.
They treat mn like pieces of meat.

2012-12-29 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever tymon i dont care youwerent there at least yiur dad tried. you just sat there while everyhing was put on me. even when i asked for help you had to help your friends more.
here you go with your men woman logic youwerent even here mentally you out spending time with other girls flirting with them and thats what made it worse
you tried so hard to be with other girls and old but not with your family not me. i guess i wasnt important. also you would turn it aroud when its on you when it was my family physically there mattered but you it doesnt

2012-12-29 09:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
He tried with material things. I tried with spiritual.
Or does spirituality not matter to you?
Is it not as important as material, right?
You're materialistic.

2012-12-29 09:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i said first sentence ncoectly i mean when i needed your help you needed to help your friens more. so you chose them

2012-12-29 09:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I'm not there with you, then I'm not there at all. You think I have no soul and no mind of my own.
No.
Spirituality.
Get it straight.
You think this is just about 'having fun' but your mind is narrow just because these people are my friends.
If you don't want me to have a soul, just say so. And I'll be your piece fo meat again. Without a brain and without a soul.
Now, Sandy has to get on Facebook. We'll talk later. I love you. I'm glad we're making progress. <3
I'm happy!

2012-12-29 09:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt try spirutally. thats the onlyway he new bt he wantedto be there for his family even though he couldnt. you just want to be with your friends so you made every exscuse in book which changed constantly

2012-12-29 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the more I talk to you the i dont want to be with you. You don't get it... mentally and phsyicaly are equally important. when you were here you just slept so you werent mentally here either. you just left me alone. and you always complain about being alone but you never alone. im always alone. when i ask you for help youre never there in any shape or form. and that makes me sad. but you treat it like a joke and dont try to see it from my view. how if left you alone take care of trinity. barely played with her went to sleep everytime i was there. flirtng with other boys everytime. it makes m sad and you dont seem to care. im tired of feeling like second to the world.

2012-12-29 09:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
here exhibateA I hope this is not your comp because id like to think this is more important than sandy gettingon fb

2012-12-29 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn, you are just selfish.
Listen to me for once.
And know that if I say I tried, I tried. Damn what you say. I couldn't give a rat's ass if you say I didn't. Your opinion on THIS specific matter DOES NOT MATTER TO ME.
That is because I do not lie to you. I accept that you think I did not try, but I don't believe it. So don't tell me it again. Do you understand me?
I want to make myself perfectly clear about this. And I want you to understand that I GOT IT.
I KNOW you think I didn't try. But so what? Tell me why that's important if I think I did try. It's a 'red car, blue car' sort of thing. So it just doesn't fucking matter. Stop bringing up shit that doesn't matter.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:32 pm

2012 (December 30)

2012-12-30 12:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it does matter! it all matters just not to you... im threw
i dont want to be with you anymore . you even choose your friends over fixing our relationship.i deserve better than this.bye

2012-12-30 12:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im miserable and you make me wanna cut my heart out then put it in a box away from the world... however sense i cant do that, I would like to prentend youre not in my life...at least the part that doesnt involves trinity. i would like to not know you unless involves me talking about trinity. you know my number so you dont need to message me anymore.

2012-12-30 12:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you have to honor this because you dont want me to be unhappy,and talking to you makes me want to die a slow and very painfuldeath

2012-12-30 02:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about?
Where did you get me choosing my friends over you?
In fact, honor my rule and answer my question.
I never know how it gets to that. So will you please tell me how it always come down to me choosing my friends over you, cuz I just do not see it at ALL!

2012-12-30 06:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont have to honor damn thing. you walked out on me one too many timess.Therefore anything you say won't or don't matter to me unless used against in the court of law. since were not in a courtroom I think those rules don't apply.

2012-12-30 07:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
However, since I'm feeling generous, I guess play this game with you one more time. choosing your friends is not just choosing your friends it's choosing your bullshit. So im not always talking about your friends im referering to your bullshit. for instance you cut off our conversation so sandy can get on fb=bullshit. it was an important conversation and yet just went and did dumb shit. just because its about what did wrong and continue do wrong. so choose your friends over us fixing our relationship. would you like me to further you started to ask me to see you wednesday as soon as sophia wants you there you. the only time i could see you was break and you did it again. i had already had thurs n friday filled. but itsnot like this is the first time youve done this you do it all the time. for instance i was sicki hada fever over 100 you said you would help with trinty then you wanted to go the movies with ziek so say nvm ill come sunday Smile does that sound like bullshit or what and your friends were there too. I had noone people were gone mom left before i woke up she could of gotten sick i didnt get rest but at least you got see cloud atlas i heard its a good movie. would like to hear the bullshit of you lieing to about smoking when you PROMISED you wouldnt lie to me or smoke actually. orrr would you like to hear about the time i had to call cj when i went into labor.... i have long list of your bs. because i cant seem to escape that same feeling I feel everytime someone chooses their bullshit over me. because when I choose someone i care about they choose evrything else but me. my mom did it, my dad lived the opposite of me and im tired of feeling alone and feeling miserable waiting on people who will NEVER choose me. so there you have it thats why I detest you so much. i can't get these feeling for you to but ima let you go. so i be sane enough to choose trinity till she too wont needto choose me anymore...

2012-12-30 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well, when you put it that way, yeah, I see it now. Well, I apologize for that. I guess I just never noticed how much it actually happened. And, us being upset with each other every day didn't help, either. Also, I didn't know Wednesday was the only day you could see me, you didn't tell me that. Besides that, I turned down everyone so we could do New Year's, because that day was more important to me than anything... Only so I could bring in the New Year with you and Trinity and do it right, making the resolution not to do this entire thing anymore. I really want to do this right. But now that I see what I did wrong, I really can do it right. Though, I don't think you really care nowadays... Usually when you get mad, you stop caring about everything, sad to say...

2012-12-30 10:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And... Even if I don't feel the same way about some of the stuff you say, it doesn't matter because that's how you feel about the situation, and that's all that matters. How you feel about it. So even if I was doing everything right and you felt like I was doing something wrong, then that was my fault on my part. I apologize for that, too.

2012-12-30 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-30 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Part of me wishes that we could have just gotten that out of the way before, instead of going through all that we went through... But also, I think it was necessary for us to endure that.
Do you think I''m a bad person? I've always wondered that.

2012-12-30 12:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No there are no bad people.
but I do think your good outweighs the bad

2012-12-30 12:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You think so? Well if that's the case, why do you treat me like I'm so bad? I don't understand.

2012-12-30 03:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becauase the way you treat me isnt good. just because youre badbto one person doesnt make you bad. you treat everyone else pretty well.
is thatall you wanted?

2012-12-30 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I never knew you thought I treated you badly...
... I guess I've just been doing it all wrong this whole time...
I've been wasting my time, haven't I...?

2012-12-30 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill let you answer that question bye Tymon..

2012-12-30 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You didn't even try...
And you wonder why I do everything wrong...
Why do you not love me after I've tried so hard...? Why...? This doesn't make any sense...

2012-12-30 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not really wondering anything...

2012-12-30 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Are you... Heartless...?
I thought you said you would try... I thought you said you would wait... You wouldn't even last one more day...

2012-12-30 06:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only needed just one more day... And the one person who I trusted to wait forever finally gives up... You've lost your willpower... And now, a piece of me is broken off forever... There is no return...

2012-12-30 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok... well what do you want me to do about it
I told you i was threw with this game. you said youd try you just walked off again so I have no reason to honor anything with you.

2012-12-30 07:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tatiauna. First of all, you did the same thing our entire relationship, and you want to get mad at me for doing it the first time only because I did it once? And not even that, you got mad like I used to about this entire thing.
So, you've done me 3 services. Made me eternally sad, made me lose my will to live, and made me kill myself. If there's anything I can say about this situation, it's that I love you to death. And I've lost me will to keep going now. I have no future now.

2012-12-30 07:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon i only said i waas gonna leave Never did I once check out as much as I wanted too. You did it with out even saying anything for almost 2 years.

2012-12-30 07:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. That is a blatant lie and I will not stand for you lying to me anymore. They say that the third time is the charm. Maybe after a third dead boyfriend, you'll get it this time. Stop lying.

2012-12-30 07:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
This is the first time im honoring leaving you.

2012-12-30 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And this is the first time that I'm actually going to do it. I don't want to bring in another year like this. So I'm not going into the new year at all.

2012-12-30 07:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
haha thats funny

2012-12-30 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not funny. It's serious. You drive people insane purposefully so that they can kill themselves when you get bored, you sick psychopath. I'm tired of you trying to win. So you win. Finally. Hope you're happy.

2012-12-30 07:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
This isn't a joke. This isn't a game. I'm serious this time. And without you here, there's nothing stopping me from going. I still will say I love you. But let those be the last words you remember me by. Because I want to go out on a good note, thinking of you only positively. That I love you. And everything about you. So I brought this on myself... By being with you. it was my destiny to die from staying with you too long. This, I believe.

2012-12-30 07:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not a lie Tymon I always repliedand argued with you when I said I was gonna leave then we get back together but my heart was still in it.

2012-12-30 07:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So. I love you. I will miss you unbelivably... But I can't do this with you again. Not one more time... I love you. Goodbye...
I leave my heart with you... And keep waiting for you as I wear this necklac...

2012-12-30 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon whatever youre the only suicidy one wasnt my boyfriend he died cause he was high and upset about you. the other died wasnt my fault. youre the only one I truly loved so it doesnt count
thats fine because im done too if youre weak enough ill tell one of your friends to save you but dont blame me because i refuse to be hurt by you
and I dont want your heart..

2012-12-30 07:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you already destroyed mines so what would i do with it?

2012-12-30 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... The fact that I destroyed it is why I don't want to live in this world anymore...
... I'm going to tell you a couple things. I'm never gonna stop asking these questions you refuse to answer. And I'll keep coming to you. To prevent me from doing that, I just have to die.
I'm tired of hurting you. And apparently, the only way to finish this job right is to get out of your life forever, like you said.
And the only way to get out forever is... To die.

2012-12-30 07:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but trinity loves you

2012-12-30 07:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not about being weak. It's about sacrificing myself for your own well-being. Happiness. For my love.
... She loves me, and will understand. Just tell her that her father loved her to death as well... I don't want her to grow up with a father driven insane by her mother... I would never want that.
So, it's not even about me being here anymore. It's for the safety of the future of the both of you. A future that I simply can't exist in...
And you can clearly see why. So, I have a couple of last requests. I want to see you two one last time for New Year's, and I want to die in front of you.
Also, I want you to tell my story. Ask someone to finish Vescrutia for me.
... I'm not going to tell my friends because they'll try to stop me. You're the only person I am guaranteed that will not try to stop me from doing this. So I can tell you wholeheartedly...
Tomorrow, I'm done.

2012-12-30 07:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh whatever. youre doing anything for me. i honestly dont give a fuck i just want you in her life

2012-12-30 07:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. But I can't be.
It's too late for me.
What you want doesn't matter anymore... Cuz I've given up.

2012-12-30 07:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
by the by i already told zeik n cj to stop
by the by i already told zeik n cj to stop

2012-12-30 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then why are you killing yourself for me? youre just like de marco

2012-12-30 07:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because unlike Demarco, I know when to stop.
I'd rather die than turn out like him.
... Why did you tell them...? Now it's just gonna be harder for me to escape...

2012-12-30 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and ill tell trinity the truth I'll say "well daughter you mommy equally as good as she is evil, so eventhough i am sweet and kind but once i had enough i am HELL. and your daddy was weak sauce because he killed himself for STEPPING ON MY HEART TILL IT TURNED TO ASH! he couldnt handle it.

2012-12-30 08:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha. At least you finally told the truth...
Will you also tell her that I loved you both to death?

2012-12-30 08:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive been doing nothing but telling you the truth unlike you.

2012-12-30 08:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And still, to this day, you don't believe me...
I think you're the only person who could continue to hurt a dead man... just because you're hurt by his death.

2012-12-30 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill tell heryou loved her but you will tell her

2012-12-30 08:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I want to teach you something.
If I say something is right and you say something is right, and both are right, however you tell me I am lying, does it then make what I said a lie?

2012-12-30 08:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-30 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... In this scenario, it's the same. No matter how much you tell me I am lying or what you believe to be true is the ONLY truth of the matter... My truth is still valid.
And because of that, I'm not lying to you. I haven't lied to you. You're the one who tried to make it seem that way. You were lying to yourself.
And now... It's gotten us here.
I just wanted to show you that it's perfectly fine for two people to be right about something that they disagree on. It doesn't have to be that someone is lying.
So... Stop calling me a liar. Stop lying to me about me lying. And stop lying to you about me lying. Stop believing your lies before they become your truth.
That's all I wanted to tell you before I go...
... Whether or not it makes sense to you now, or whether you accept it now doesn't matter.

2012-12-30 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how? by your logic is also right you could be lying to yourself and think itstrue.

2012-12-30 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I'm the only party that swore not to lie to you anymore. You never said you would stop lying to yourself.
And you always told me that you believed your own lies.
So.
That's all you will have left of me...
The lie that drove me insane. And straight to my deathbed.
And it doesn't matter if you don't accept it.
Because it's all you're gonna have left of me. That and Trinity.
So don't believe it if you want. Fight it if you want. It doesn't matter to a dead man.
At the end of the day, you're fighting for a lost cause... Just to be right.
And you already were. but didn't realize that I was too.

2012-12-30 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont lie to myself or you. I dont call you a liar i said you hav lied. ive been nothing but honest with you and myself. i said I cant trust you it would be a lie if i said i could

2012-12-30 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you weren't fighting for you to be right... You were fighting for me to be wrong.
It doesn't matter.
You haven't accepted it.
And now, my days are numbered.
There is no stopping my truth.
No stopping my belief.
I do not lie.
Whether you believe me or not doesn't matter. Because I believe me.
All of your words after this... are nothing but lies to me.
I don't believe in you anymore.
You've killed my will... And now I'm in love with a liar.

2012-12-30 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care whose right or wrong. im fighting for my sanity. so i wont be so miserable so i cn be a mom to trinity. to me your actions towards me contradicted your words and makes me sad leave it at that

2012-12-30 08:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It doesn't matter if actions are contradictory.
I can say "I am making a magic circle" by walking around in circles all day, and never do it in your eyes...
But in mine, it's what I'm doing.
It doesn't matter if it's a contradiction.
How else can you love and hate me at the exact same time?
Why else would you hit me even though you said you'd never hurt me?
Why else would you say 'leave me alone' when you said you'd never leave me?
This world is made of contradictions that are harmonious together. And until you see that... I'm gonna have to die. Because I can't explain it to you. You just don't get it.
So, if this is the only way to show you... So be it.
Why would I ever hurt myself if I love myself?
Because I love someone else more than I love myself.
A contradiction.

2012-12-30 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok so its ok for you hurt me?

2012-12-30 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why would I ever hurt you intentionally?
Did you ever think of that?

2012-12-30 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i dont think you did you it intentially most times but you do it and i cant just stand there and keep getting hit. i cant keep waiting for you. so i know theres alot of contradiction but loving somone promising to protect thm and be there shouldntbe contradicted so many times

2012-12-30 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It only was because I had contradicting answers.
All I asked was that you answer my questions and watch what you say to me...
And now, I've been broken.
Listening to you all this time...
You broke me...
And now, I'm gonna go show the world just what you've done to me...

2012-12-30 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre like the only person who finds these things hard
do you think I care Tymon.

2012-12-30 08:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No.
Truthfully, I do not think you care.
You have told me "I don't care" so many times, I believed it.
Next question.

2012-12-30 08:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you broke your own heart beause ive told you nothing but the same things and now that im done youre killing yourself

2012-12-30 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And you prove me right again.
You just don't know when to stop.
Stop not caring.
You are a liar.
You do not care.
You never did.

2012-12-30 08:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why should I?

2012-12-30 08:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
From the very moment you said "I don't care." the first time.
Because you love me.
It's why I care for you.
But you and I are different.
I can care about someone even if they hurt me.
You can't.
And it's al because...
I can wait.
You can't.

2012-12-30 08:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i stayed soo long and put up with you if didnt care i wouldnt. hey im like you my actions dont match my wordsisaid i hated i didnt care but i stayed with you. dealt with you

2012-12-30 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
That does not mean anything.
These are your words.
No matter how much I stay and cared, you said I didn't.
Therefore.
The same applies to you.
You do not care.
You do not love.
You did not stay.
I waited.
I waited and waited and waited.
And no matter what, I still had the willpower to stay and wait for you.
I am not ever tired of waiting for you.
Because someone who really loves someone else... will NEVER get tired of waiting for them.
That is how I know you do not love me.
because I know that my love is true love.
And your love is the love of playing the game.
You only think of me as a game.
And now, I am done playing with you. Because no one wants to be considered just a game to win.
I am sick of being treated unfairly.
Like a piece of meat.
Like less than a person.
Like a chess game.
I try and try and still, there is no avail with you. Not unless I am wrong and you are right.

2012-12-30 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You did not!you moved to other girls. I stayed dedicated to you. I always made effor to see you. You did not you spent more time trying to ppl you rarely talk to thn me. so dont give me that bullshit. cuz i remember you trying mess with raven and be with justice. ive turned down guys left and right for even when i just hted you i cold die so i dont care if you what you say i know i cared tht was the holding me bak now... i dont... i ust care about her being with you...

2012-12-30 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You said 'leave me alone.'
And i left you alone.

2012-12-30 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
NOONES BEEN PLAYING BUT YOU.

2012-12-30 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I waited for you. by talking to other people.
And yet you never ever changed.

2012-12-30 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt leave me alone when i was mad! you did it when we were fine

2012-12-30 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was playing with them.
... Because when we are mad, that is when we resolve the issue with words.
When we are content, that is when we resolve the issue with action.
That is how I think.
You tell me "I need space sometimes, i can't be around you all the time."
I give you space.
You complain about it.
There is no pleasing you.
I am done trying to please you.

2012-12-30 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know why im time... it just makes me unstable....

2012-12-30 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How do you think I feel trying to please you?

2012-12-30 08:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye....

2012-12-30 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yet. I still did it.
...
You're so weak.
I hope you can learn to be strong... For Trinity's sake.

2012-12-30 08:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im just tired of you.I am strong for her but... im waisting my time... arguing for people who want to betogether i dont want to be with you. therefor its not worth fighting for

2012-12-30 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not arguing.
That is how I know you are trying to win.
This is not an argument.
This is me trying to come to an understanding.

2012-12-30 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh ok...whateves...

2012-12-30 08:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you do not understand that SOMEONE WHO HAS A DIFFERENT OPINION THAN YOU THAT DOESN'T AGREE DOES NOT MEAN THAT THEY ARE ARGUING.
IT MEANS THAT THEY ARE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE SITUATION.
BY COMING TO AN UNDERSTANDING.
So stop being so fucking stupid.
And understand that already.
We are not fighting to be together.
I am not fighting to be with you.
I am not concerned with that.
I am concerned about you UNDERSTANDING ME.
And if, and only if we have come to a COMPLETE, FULL UNDERSTANDING...
Then I will be fine.
And I won't be crazy anymore.
And I can be happy.
You make my unhappy by not understanding me.
I can do everything you want. See Trinity.
Live.
I cannot live without you understanding me.
So if you really want me to be here for our daughter...
Then try to fucking understand me first.

2012-12-30 09:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i dont want too...

2012-12-30 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EXACTLY.
SO SHUT UP AND LET ME DIE ALREADY!!!
I WANT TO DIE!
YOU MAKE ME WANT TO DIE!
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!
WHY?!
BECAUSE YOU'RE A BITCH WHO CARES ONLY ABOUT HERSELF!
"I DON'T WANT TO."
WHINY ASSHOLE BRAT.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE.
I DON'T WANT TO DIE.
BUT I'M GONNA DO IT ANYWAY.
AND IT'S TO PICK UP FOR YOUR SORRY ASS.
AND YOUR SLACK.
YOUR SELFISH.
PIG HEADED.
UGLY.
DISGUSTING.
SELFISH.
BITCHY WAYS.
I'D DIE FOR YOU TO STAY A BITCH.
DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT!?
You think about yourself. And then try to blame it on me.
And it is in the proof of "I don't want to."
Because you think that a relationship is built off of what "YOU" personally want to do.
When it isn't.
That's fucking selfish.
Stop trying to get what you want and grow up, MOM.
And you'll have the REST of your life here to figure that out.
Because I am through trying.
You are literally IMPOSSIBLE to live with.
IMPOSSIBLE to love.
IMPOSSIBLE to be together with.
Because no matter HOW many people sacrifice for you...
you STILL only think about you.
And you'll never change.

2012-12-30 09:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2012-12-30 09:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I know you can't.
You don't have the fucking willpower.
You weak, selfish piece of shit.
I hate you.
But I love you.
So I'll still kill myself.
To prove my love is undying.
Even when I am dead.
To prove to you that I care.
To prove to you that I will give up everything for you.
To prove to you that I am not a liar.

2012-12-30 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Smile really cause last timd I checked youre the one killing yourself

2012-12-30 09:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't get it.
... You're just stupid.
Absolutely fucking stupid.
You just refuse to be smart.
It's not that you can't be. You refuse.
And I'm gonna kill myself to get away from your dumb girl shit.
Yes...
To be finally rid of you...
... I love you. To the point where I can't even be around you, I see so deeply into your disgusting soul.
How did I fall in love with such a selfish piece fo shit!?
And why do I CONTINUE to love someone like that!?
Why do I continue to wait for her!?
Why do I continue to fight her!?
Why do I continue to do ANYTHING for her!?
Do I just like to be sad!?
Do I LIKE to be miserable!?
Or am I just fucking stupid too?

2012-12-30 09:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont love you. I despise you... I understand you. you know I doo.youre just upset tbat i refuse to accptit

2012-12-30 09:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stupid is as stupid does! STUPID ONLY KNOWS STUPIIIIID!
... Exactly.
And because you refuse to accept it...
You're still playing a game.
That you want to win.
And I'm letting you.
By not playing with you.
Why do I care whether you accept it or not?
I'm gonna die anyway!
So to hell with you!
And your 'will not to accept anything'
... Damn, that sounds fucking stupid. xD
'I'm not gonna accept it just to spite you.'
Asshole.
That's the stupidest thing I ever heard.
And yet, i can still accept that you're like this...
And love you all the same.
And still be able to say...

2012-12-30 09:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not true because im done with this game i dont care if you chane just that you leave me alons ulessits about her

2012-12-30 09:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I apologize for what I just said...
No.
... You really won't get it until I do it, will you?
... Do you really want me to die that badly?
... Then... If you really want me to go that badly... What are your last words to me...?

2012-12-30 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't want you too die,but i dont see why i have to be with you...

2012-12-30 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's not what I was asking you to do.
I was asking you to understand. Sort things out with me.
Not try to argue at every chance you get.
If you disagree with something I say, that doesn't mean I'm a liar.
It also doesn't mean that what you say is higher in status than what I say.
it also doesn't mean that you are completely and absolutely right.
It only means that you have an opinion and you disagree with mine.
Nothing more, nothing less.
And you just don't get that.
So I can't talk to yu about it anymore.
You are impossible to talk to.
So, just tell me your last words.
My life rests in your hands. Rather, your words.
You can choose to push me further toward the grave, or work toward an understanding.
Understanding doesn't mean being with me. It just means understanding what I say fully. Even if you don't agree, you still accept that it is what it is.

2012-12-30 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i undersrand you tymon. I dont have to accept it... acepting it would like me acceptng you back into my heart. im not forcing you to accept what i do or think.

2012-12-30 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you aren't forcing me. You shouldn't ever have to. I always accepted you for yo.
Just because I don't like the things you do doesn't mean I don't accept it.
I just tell you that I don't like and hope that you change.
And if you don't know how or what to do, then ask me.
But you'd rather not do that.
You think that acceptance means accepting me in your heart.
It isn't about that.
This has nothing to do with love.
This has only to do with two people trying to come to an understanding.
Leave your fucking heart out of this.
I destroyed our hearts for the sole purpose of us coming to an understanding.
Because I just can't take it.
So. Again.
Will you drive me to the grave, or drive us to understanding?

2012-12-30 09:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not
im not

2012-12-30 09:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then you have sentenced me to death.
The first is the day I die.
I'm giving everyone one day to get in their final goodbyes.
Those who miss their chance, miss it forever.

2012-12-30 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you sentencedyourself to death... you shouldnt forcevsomeone to accept something they dont want too...

2012-12-30 09:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not.
That's why I gave you a choice.
Either try to understand, or let me die.
You said 'let me die.'
and I am.
That's all there is to it.

2012-12-30 09:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt! ou just act like a fucking brat and try to kill yourself. because i cant accept how you were with me
its annoying now everyone gonna be in our damn business.

2012-12-30 09:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
It doesn't matter. I wanted them to get their final goodbyes.
It's only fair.
And I'm a man of fairness. And love.
I love these people... So I want them to say anything and everything they want to me.

2012-12-30 09:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have o kill yourself

2012-12-30 09:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't see why it's so hard for me to love people...
Yes I do.
I've already told you why.
Stop telling me I don't have to. The only options I am giving myself at this point in time are to try to make you understand, and if you don't, then die.
So it is either understanding adn acceptance, or death.
It has come down to this for me.
I have decided my own choices. You were just the one who shared the verdict.

2012-12-30 09:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this is what im talking about making me miserable. youre an emotional terrorist

2012-12-30 09:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Now imagine how I feel when you do it to me... On top of me doing it to me.
If I'm an emotional terrorist to you... I must be an emotional destruction god to me.

2012-12-30 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont do it to you i just accept you doing what i dont like being done to me

2012-12-30 09:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. That isn't what I want.
You are just saying words.
I want us to go through the entire conversation.
And come to a complete understanding.
So that this NEVER happens again.
I am NOT doing this again with you.

2012-12-30 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we already went through it! you know what bothered me you said you understood because i dont want to be with you you go crazy.

2012-12-30 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I refuse to have this conversation with you AGAIN.
I HATE repetition.
NO. I'M GOING CRAZY BECAUSE YOU KEEP LEAVING AND NEVER ANSWER MY QUESTIONS!!
SO TO GET THESE QUESTIONS GONE...
And to keep me from doing crazy things to you here...
On earth...
I have to go.

2012-12-30 09:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your questions are answered!

2012-12-30 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's the ultimate sacrifice for the ones I love.
... Then will you have a conversation with me?

2012-12-30 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fine but only one

2012-12-30 09:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No. We must talk as many times as we need to.
Because if I am to stay here.
I am NOT.
Doing this again.
I'm just gonna slash my throat and be done with it the very MOMENT you give me anymore bullshit.
We won't HAVE a conversation.
So we're getting it ALL out of the way.
Or else, we just won't do it at all.

2012-12-30 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nope one you have to get everything cleared up in that one i am tired im sick and i have to take care of her. i can only do this once. and you to delete your status so my family wont ask
pleas if youwould not youre not a silent suicidy. youre the needy type like thais. i wish you were silent suicidy

2012-12-30 09:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You still don't get it.
This isn't being needy.
It's being considerate.
Being nice.
To let my friends say all they wanted to say to me...
And never have to say "I never got to say goodbye!"
To let them live on with the regret... THAT'S selfish.
I don't care who sees.
Stop trying to hide.
This involves everyone. Because my life depends on it.
It depends on a man and a woman sorting things out.

2012-12-30 09:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok if you say so. the dead can hear all so they can say their goodbyes anywhere

2012-12-30 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Not everyone on this world can hear or understand.
You should know that PERFECTLY well.
So I might as well let them understand it perfectly.

2012-12-30 09:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you dont delete it i wont try

2012-12-30 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care.
This isn't about you.
I'm the one that's dying.
You cannot convince me otherwise.
It is either.
Talk.
Or I walk.
Because the only way I'm leaving you.
Is if I leave this world first.
I'm just trying to save your life...
I'm just trying to show you everything you said I don't do...

2012-12-30 09:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
delete it ill push it to 3 conversations otherwise walk and nothing will be solved so you can reincarnate n do it again

2012-12-30 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why don't you believe it yet?
I will NOT reincarnate.
I will WIPE MYSELF CLEAN of this existence.
And NEVER come back again.
I'll kill myself over and over and over just to make sure my soul never comes back to you.
Because I don't want to be with you if I have to do this again and you REFUSE to talk to me.
I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS REPETITION, THAT I'M GONNA DIE ETERNALLY!!!
I'LL GO TO HELL!

2012-12-30 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre finshed so it will happened and you wont remember till it does.

2012-12-30 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. I will bear a grudge.
It will be so great that I will die no matter what life I achieve.

2012-12-30 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not finished

2012-12-30 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it will be a grudge of love.
Because I love you so greatly.

2012-12-30 09:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok so you dont want to solve anything you just want attention

2012-12-30 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No. I want you to stop giving limitations because you're selfish.
"I'm only giving you 3 times."
DAMN THAT.
If it doesn't get solved again after 3 times, THEN WHAT?
I DO THIS ALL OVER AGAIN.
Are you stupid or did you not think that far ahead?
We have to do this my way.

2012-12-30 09:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not if you dont delete it. youre just stubbon i compromised twice you cant even do it once you dont want to fix it

2012-12-30 09:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not about compromise anymore.
The conversation itself is the compromise.
So we have to have it as many times as necessary.
No limited numbers.

2012-12-30 09:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon it will take one to understand it. the 2 extra is just clean up

2012-12-30 09:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do not believe you.
So I take extra precautions.
Because we are FINALLY on MY terms now.
SO AS MANY TIMES AS NECESSARY. OR NONE AT ALL.

2012-12-30 09:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh whatever... if you dont delete it i wont give you any
what do you mean ! nver thats we ever been on all i do is compromise the stuff you do that i hate

2012-12-30 09:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
There's... no talking to you...
You only think about yourself...
"Don't let MY family see... cuz I don't want to be bothered..."
well.
Be bothered.
Because it's not about you anymore.

2012-12-30 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we get into this long argument then i have nochoice but to accept it because you cant give anything up.

2012-12-30 09:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already gave up my own life.
There is nothing else left to offer.

2012-12-30 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you the one that doesnt care! i said ill talk if you delete you cant even do that if ppl are making things more stressful for me then just kill yourself cuz ittll be the same plus that makes you a liebecause if youre not gonna kill yourself why have it up? hmmm

2012-12-30 10:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What? That didn't even make sense.
Either way, I am giving them one entire day.
Everyone has one day.
I was making sure that they knew.
I do care.
I care so much, I can drive myself to death.
It is the extent of how much I care. How much I love.
To die for love...

2012-12-30 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
.... then go ahead...

2012-12-30 10:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As you wish.
I can see that you value your pride over my life...
... I really wish I fell in love with someone who would love me just the same...
But. There is no one who can love as intensely as I can. I already said this before.
I'm too much for anyone to handle. So I must die.

2012-12-30 10:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one that value your pride i said ill try if you delete it.

2012-12-30 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. There is no 'if' from your side.

2012-12-30 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your love is nothing to me if you truly loved intensly it wouldnt be a problem

2012-12-30 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
yes it would.
You do not understand love.
Love is.
Being able to give yourself up.
For the happiness of another.
No matter what.
No. Matter. What.
Nothing else matters.
Except me making you happy.
For the rest of your days.
And you've thoroughly explained it to me.
The only way to make you happy is if I'm gone.

2012-12-30 10:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes it is! i dont want to hear ppl mouth. if you truly want to fix our problem why does it matter?

2012-12-30 10:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'll never be gone.
So I'll make myself gone.
It matters because you are a liar and you are conniving.
I do not trust your words nor your terms.
I only trust mine.
Until we sort this entire thing out.
You cannot be trusted.
You are the enemy.
Yet, I love you so much.

2012-12-30 10:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if thats what you think then just go! im threw trying to do this with you.

2012-12-30 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You are still so selfish...
You wouldn't even give up pride for me...
Because of your pride, you are unreasonable.
I will continue to try to reason.
Even long after you do not want me to.
it will make you miserable.

2012-12-30 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont love me love isnt ruining someones life always putting them in misry i just wish i just never lived at all

2012-12-30 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So to erase that, I will die.
Do you understand?
Or do you see still only with eyes for yourself?
... Why are you ignoring me?
I'm also tired of being ignored.
I cannot get anything without someone telling me they want something, as well.
Not even you, miss "I won't do it unless the status is taken down."
No one ever wants to give without receiving... Except me.
Maybe I should just die without compromise.
To show the extent of my love.
I'll give my life away without question.

2012-12-30 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon you dont even care about trinity. i have to be at peace. you make me wanna die. now you want to add more stress you contenue to add stress to me.

2012-12-30 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I am stressed trying to talk to you.
Trying to get you to just say "I will do it" with no strings attached.
You always want something.
And now, I can see I need to just give.

2012-12-30 10:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i have to care for her...

2012-12-30 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I cannot ask for anything in return.
It isn't about you.
I just need to give you my life without asking anything in return.
And that means.
We can't have this conversation.
...
...
Now there is nothing stopping me.
I'm giving you my life of my own free will.
No strings attached.
I'm killing myself just to give my life to you.
Isn't that beautiful?
Isn't that loving...?

2012-12-30 10:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i dont want it. all i wanted was my family and you left me alone.
its not loving
not beautiful

2012-12-30 10:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not your family.
You told me this.
So I do not deserve life.
I am not loving.
So I do not deserve life.
You told me this.
I am not beautiful.
So I do not deserve life.
You told me this.

2012-12-30 10:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not but you made that decision so dont act like it was mines you choose everything over us

2012-12-30 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I listen to everything you say and do it.
Yes, I am everything.
I am choosing to give you everything.
By killing myself.
For you.
And you wanted this.
So I am giving it to you.
And now you can be happy.
Unless you are unreasonable.
And you will never be happy.
No matter how much I give to you.
Your words matter to me.
So I do as you say.
You are unreasonable.
I try to reason with you.

2012-12-30 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and when iset you free you act like this... you cant let me be happy wth you youwont let me be happy without you just want me to be miserable

2012-12-30 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you do not reason.
You are unreasonable.
I try to reason with you.
And you do not reason.
So I am unreasonable as well.
And being unreasonable is to not change your mind.
No matter what.
So when two things unreasonable meet.
One must die.
To reason with the other.
So I must die.
I must give up.
So you can win.
Because I am tired of trying to reason.
I am tired of you being unreasonable.
I am tired of me being unreasonable.
So there is no more room to reason.
The only thing left to do.
Is to give myself up unreasonably.
Unconditionally.

2012-12-30 10:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want you to die. i just want to be happy n feel loved i havent been in 2 years...

2012-12-30 10:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That was your fault.
You never tried.
I always trie.
You are unreasonable.
You are unreasonable.
You are unreasonable.
I tried to reason.
for 2 years.
But it did not work.
So I tried harder.
To reason.
And you are unreasonable.
So I stopped.
And to sotp.
Is to die.
I must die.
To reason with you.
It is the only way.
To make you truly happy.
To end this.
To let you know that this is how much I love you...
I'd stop all of your suffering in a moment.
By killing myself.
Just because I'm tired of you being unreasonable. And I'm tired of reasoning.

2012-12-30 10:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youbdidnt tymon... you choose be this way i tried remember you shut me out you said i got over youll fix it right? you choose cj when he wasnt even there then you did again again again and again with drugs friends n movies n i cgoose not to be happy with because i can have one good day with you then be thrown back into reality lonliness.

2012-12-30 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You are unreasonable.
You bring up things that are irrelevant.
You are unreasonable.
Stop bringing up irrelevant emotional situations.
They do not matter.
Let them go.
But you wil not.
You are unreasonable.
You are unreasonable.

2012-12-30 10:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you think kiling yourself solves anything it solves nothing just hate you more
if you think kiling yourself solves anything it solves nothing just hate you more

2012-12-30 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You are unreasonable.
You hate me.
You are unreasonable.
You do not try to understand.
You are unreasonable.
You are selfish.
You are unreasonable.
You think of only your own emotions.
You are unreasonable.
You only think about you and how you can benefit and how you are tired and how you are hurt.
You. Are. Unreasonable.
Think about someone other than you. Think about me.
Because you are unreasonable.
I do not believe you because you lie.
You are a liar.
And thereby even more unreasonable.
There is only one reasoning that you must take.
And I will not allow any other.
Because you cannot be trusted with anything.
Because you are unreasonable.
So my terms are the only reasonable ones.
Because why would I trust the terms of one that is unreasonable?
That is unreasonable.
You are unreasonable.
So now we must do my terms, which are reasonable.
Because you cannot be trusted.
You rely on your pride.

2012-12-30 10:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
those thins mattered to me! because thats why i shut you out n when you promised you wouldnt do it again you changed you did again. im tired of cring over you i make my sick n its stupid...

2012-12-30 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you are unreasonable.
Stop.
They do not matter.
You are unreasonable for thinking that they matter.
In a matter where the reason is "I want to have a conversation."
All other things are irrelevant.
All other emotions are irrelevant.
You bring up things that do not matter because you are emotionally tied to them.
And wish for me to hurt as you do.
However, you are unreasnable.
So they do not matter. They do not hurt
So your plans have failed.
You cannot hurt me anymore.
With your unreasonable emotions.
Reason.
Or do not reason.
And leave it as life or death.

2012-12-30 10:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even now... i cant stop and i try so hard to get rid of these feelings n if you die they wont change

2012-12-30 10:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
That is why I do not want to die.
But it isn't about what I want.
It is about reason.
And you are unreasonable.
So we cannot come to an understanding.
So I must die.
To stop trying.
Because I will never stop.
So I must die.

2012-12-30 10:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh i dont want you to hurt i want you to stop. you dont understand me at all

2012-12-30 10:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know what you want.
it isn't about what you want.
If it was, I would have done it.
It is about how I don't understand you.
And how you don't understand me.
So I wanted to talk about it.
And you refused.
So you are unreasonable.
You will not do what you want, you will not do what I want, you will not do what is necessary.
Unreasonable.

2012-12-30 10:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understand you! youre the one that understand me..

2012-12-30 10:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. I told you that.
And when I did, you would not allow me to.
You hid from me.
that is unreasonable.
To ask me to understand you, then not allow me to understand you.
That is the game of women.
"Figure it out for yourself."
"And I'm not telling you anything."
"And all answers are wrong."
Unreasonable.
So I do not reason.
I simply die.
because I hate the way you play games

2012-12-30 10:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how did i?

2012-12-30 10:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You let your emotions get in the way of reason.
"I am mad, so I will do this."
That is unreasonable.
"I am sad, so I won't tell this."
Unreasonable.
You are unreasonable.

2012-12-30 10:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh and you dont?

2012-12-30 10:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not anymore. I try not to.
However, I mirror whomever I am speaking to.
When you are unreasonable, so am I.
So, when your emotions get the best of you, so do mine.
I copy you unintentionally.
Everything I do is nothing but what you do done in my own way.
It was subconscious, so I never knew that I did it.
You are unreasonable.
So I am also unreasonable.
Because I try to reason with what is unreasonable.
Until I must die.
because I will always try to reason no matter what.
Until I die.
there is no other reason.
Besides I love you and want you to understand.
I am tired of trying to reason with you.
So I must die to stop.
Because I will never stop.

2012-12-30 10:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
please you get unreasonable on yournown because of your emotions you admited that! unless thats a lie...

2012-12-30 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My emotions are triggered by your own.
It is difficult for me to control my emotions when yours are also explosive.
It is a chain reactions due to the chemicals of our love.
We are so closely and deeply in love that even our chemicals react at the same time within.
And because of that.
We are unreasonable.
When you are unreasonable, I try to reason, and I also become unreasonable.

2012-12-30 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its the same inversly

2012-12-30 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.

2012-12-30 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok i knew that

2012-12-30 10:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... This occurs with every situation we have.
because we are truly true lovers.
We are mirrors.
And whatever one does, the other also does.
Inversely.
Because we are also opposites.
True lovers.
However. One of us had to go insane first.
And I chose to do it so you wouldn't have to.
Because you have to much on your plate. And it's time for us to reason...
So stop being unreasonable.

2012-12-30 10:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well yea'

2012-12-30 10:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you... get it now...? How much I love you...?
I don't want you to endure what I have endured... Just because I drive you crazy...
I always wanted us to work together...
You just always wanted me to do something unreasonable... And I reasoned. Every time.
Until I could just not do it any more.
... The Mirror Theory.

2012-12-30 10:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont think put your family first fr is unreasonable thats all i ask for.

2012-12-30 10:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wish to be right for unselfish reasons, you wish to be right for selfish ones. That is because you wish to see yourself, and I wish to reflect you. Subconsciously.
My friends are my family.
So I was never being unreasonable.
My love is large enough to include others not of blood in my familial line.
That is how you became part of my family, right?
So to not include others that I love is unreasonable.
Don't you think?

2012-12-30 11:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im talking abut you me and trinity not blood, and never choose me you just leave me bymyself. i always choose you choose you and trinity. nomatter what because if i had noone i needed you two. i accept that it hurts but ill get over it.

2012-12-30 11:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mirror theory.
It was done to me.
I remember.
subconsciously.
So, subconsciously.
It was done to you.
That is how I reason.
I only do what others do.
Because I love them that much.
... I am the mirror...

2012-12-30 11:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like i have my family then i have my family. which me and trinity

2012-12-30 11:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That is... irrelevant. I told you I would be back when I was done.
Why did you not wait?

2012-12-30 11:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when i dont want to feel this pain anymore.

2012-12-30 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you will never be here because its sad by you so frequlent. you never here 2 years worth of lonliness and misery.you either had to help your friends they were leaving you depressed you workig on it you helping elationships its always something new n im always just waiting for it to stop espeacially now when i needed you most and it wont stop n you wont let me go... and i cant die because i have to take care trinity... so im just here dreaming

2012-12-30 11:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
said

2012-12-30 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You didn't wait for me.
I told myself that this year would be different.
All I ask of you is to wait for me, no matter what, like I will wait for you.
It's the one thing that the person in frnont of the mirror will never do... Wait for the reflection.

2012-12-30 11:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant even count how many times you asked me wait n you promised to be here then you werent in the nd because something new poped up

2012-12-30 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only needed until the 1st. That was my cut off date.
And now, it really is my cut off date.
It does not matter how many times something happens.
As long as in the end, it gets done.
Because when it gets done.
Then it's done.
I just needed to go through some procedures of my own first.
things that you couldn't wait for...
And thus, tried to leave me.

2012-12-30 11:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i was right here the hole time. you only had to wait the begenning of our relationship

2012-12-30 11:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
So why did you stop...?
It doesn't make any sense...
Why would you tell me you'd be here forever...
And then stop being here for me...?
I was never gonna stop being there for you... I just needed some time...
You insisted on leaving forever...
And that is what doesn't make sense...

2012-12-30 11:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i was alone...

2012-12-30 11:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So was I.
I missed you every moment I was gone.
But it didn't change the reason why I did what I did.
Sometimes, even if I want to see you, I can't see you all the time. The same goes for Trinity. I have to be prepared in my own way, first.

2012-12-30 11:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you say the worst thing was to be alone you were either mentaly checked out or physially cecked out sometimes both

2012-12-30 11:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I apologize.
I never meant for you to feel like you were alone...
I only meant for you to know that I was coming back.

2012-12-30 11:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you had ppl

2012-12-30 11:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I wouldn't make you wait too long.
No amount of people measure up to me being with you.

2012-12-30 11:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
2 years isnt short>.>

2012-12-30 11:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Compared to the eternity I want...
Yes it is.
I just wanted you to be patient.
And wait for me, no matter how long. Cuz I'd do it for you.
And I figured that whatever I'd do for you, you'd also do for me...
But I see that wasn't the case...

2012-12-30 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well thats not easy when youre goofing off getting high with your friends while i sit alone waiting or being with you while youre depressed about not being with them.

2012-12-30 11:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you that it was not simply about goofing off.
You were the one that chose to make that statement a lie in your own head.

2012-12-30 11:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i would leave you alone for nomatter what i would tough it out for my family...

2012-12-30 11:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Regardless of what I said, you were the one who wished that hard for it to be true. And it was. Only to you.
And though we are the same, we are also different.

2012-12-30 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
at some point it was when i was pregnant it was because you couldnt handle responsibility.

2012-12-30 11:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I went out and tried to learn.
And then that was also when our thoughts got split.
You said I needed to learn hands on, physically.
I said I needed to learn spiritually.
Naturally, I would know myself better than you.
So why were you upset when I told you that I do not learn the same way that you said I should? I was going to come back and learn the hands on part after I got my spirit in order. It had to be absolutely perfect for my daughter.

2012-12-30 11:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yousay that now

2012-12-30 11:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now is different from then.
With clearer eyes comes more wisdom than I had back then. A father is wise.

2012-12-30 11:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never said physically

2012-12-30 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You said 'be there physically.'
As if my spirit does not matter.
I had to hone my spirit and my mind.
So my body would always know what to do.

2012-12-30 11:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok..

2012-12-30 11:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you accept that my method of parenting?

2012-12-30 11:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not really because youre not parentng. youre just yea..

2012-12-30 11:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not parenting?
You are unreasonable.
That is to say that your method is the correct way.
And no other way is parenting.
Because you say so.
So you are being unreasonable.

2012-12-30 11:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its kinda like if she gets to the point where you cant handle her metaphorically speaking youll leave.

2012-12-30 11:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because a method is purely based off of one's own thoughts and ideals.
And to say that I am not parenting means that you do not accept my own beliefs and Ideals.
No, I will not leave.
You do not understand me.
You think you do.
However, you do not.
I left ONE TIME.
BEFORE she could remember anything.
For the SOLE PURPOSE of not having to leave again.
When she does remember me.
However you did not see that.
I learned all i needed to up to the point I needed to so I would be prepared when she remembered me.

2012-12-30 11:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just see how its parent when she doesnt instictly consider you a parent she considers my an mi to be parents

2012-12-30 11:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what?
That is irrelevant.
I am the father that will be there the entire life.
You are too busy thinking about the present.
Not the future.
You are narrow-minded.
To think that only the here and now matters.

2012-12-30 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oooh ok that makes more since

2012-12-30 11:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I have been telling you this the ENTIRE TIME.
You just NEVER LISTENED TO ME.

2012-12-30 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i thought you meant from a distance

2012-12-30 11:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you were too busy listening to your own big inflated ego.
No. I NEVER said I would be distant.
That was only for this short period of time.
So I would never have to do it again.
I told you this!
I remember telling you this twice!
But you were so mad that you just didn't listen to me!
Because you were trying to get one over on me and be right! I told you that it was NOT what you should do!

2012-12-30 11:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because if you just would have listened before... I would have told you from the beginning that I never intended to be a father from a distance. I only meant to be distant to learn and hang out for a while, get my last few kicks in, gain enlightenment and have fun for the remainder of this year.

2012-12-30 11:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
naah i was just tired of you spending time with others kid not you own and you putting everything on me

2012-12-30 11:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know that.
That was why I said stop lying and stop being selfish.
Especially after I told you that it wasn't about other people's kids nor was it about leaving everything on you. It was just situational.

2012-12-30 11:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not selfish i was so stressed i entered dillutions n she almost fell from a high place

2012-12-30 11:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Either way. I am going to be with you from now on.
Arrange something for New Year's. Ask your grandfather if I can spend the night.

2012-12-30 11:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were selfish because i felt like you could of at least been there a little .

2012-12-30 11:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I was not selfish, I was selfless.
Too selfless, in fact, that I would do everything for everyone.
Except for you ,becasue you were selfish.
And wished to do everything yourself.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History   Sat Jan 20, 2018 4:33 pm

2012 (December 31)

2012-12-31 12:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt tymon! i begged you for help be ause my family could not.i had to give doing stuff i thought was important because i had no help.
so i dont think its fair calling me selfish when i gave up everything. dont even get me time anymore not even alone shower time

2012-12-31 12:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i love trinity but too never have to think or read, or have time to just take care of myself i cant even zone out because babies need 247 attention

2012-12-31 04:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
.... Well from now on, I'll be there. Will you be there for me...?

2012-12-31 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant breath...

2012-12-31 10:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... We have to kill it.

2012-12-31 10:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i think i almost acended

2012-12-31 10:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Your body can't take nourishing two people and yourself.
... You did...? How? What happened? Did your heart start hurting and feel like it was gonna explode? Mine almost did that...

2012-12-31 10:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was in this dream where it was disney show'and then we met this lady andher daughter was really amazing and fearless and this couple started talking about acending and the lady finially somone who knew n i thought they said follow us n we followed this coulple to the beach n the ocen pplwere turning to fish so i followed them into it so we kept swiming we kept swiming endlssly i think i was a mermaid n the sharks were everywhere n eels but theyre werent biting or attacking the realised omg im about go with theseppl i cant do this now im scared my family... n i went back n i woke up in a lagoon in the dream n i wok up foreal breathless with water in my throat

2012-12-31 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh it was this man singing with these woman his voice was so soothing.. i more the deeper i went..
it was the way i wanted too. i always talked about just sleeping in water forever while the cool air blows on me. i was so relaxed

2012-12-31 10:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. That was me and Nagase.
Nagase told me that everyone's going to turn into sea creatures.
That's the ascension.
Mermaids and mythical beings and stuff.
We're getting our imagination back.
And becoming whatever we want.
My soul is that of a woman, because I am queen of the seas. Believe it or not.

2012-12-31 10:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like i truly met peace n tranquility
like i truly met peace n tranquility

2012-12-31 10:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know. That's all I ever wanted...
But I had to calm myself first... So you could be one with the water...
Because I want you to leave me behind...
Cuz I'm not going with you...
Because I want you to be happy...
And free...

2012-12-31 10:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh.. know it was a different man he acended with his lover n the girl did too with her mother theyre white. n the sea n the wind together has always been my peaceful place. ive told you this we first met. plus id never leave trinity behind
the couple was black n beautiful

2012-12-31 10:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So... You and me and Trinity all went together...?
That's all I ever wanted...
I am the sea... you are the wind...

2012-12-31 10:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no Tymon these strangers just acended. I almost acended with them. I didnt have my family, so i chose' not to acend I went back.
no Tymon these strangers just acended. I almost acended with them. I didnt have my family, so i chose' not to acend I went back.

2012-12-31 10:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh...
... Do you want to go without me...?

2012-12-31 10:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... no

2012-12-31 10:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah... That is what I was waiting for...
Now I can finally give you this turtle and these dolphins...
Because now I know that you want us to go together...
I've been waiting so long... It was starting to hurt...

2012-12-31 10:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well im leaving till trinitys ready

2012-12-31 10:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hey. Ask your grandfather if I can stay the night...
Tell him I'll leave right after 12...

2012-12-31 10:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not staying the night

2012-12-31 10:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I figured... You didn't want me to be there longer than necessary... Because you hate me...
All I wanted was to bring in the new year with you two...
... Did you know that the pokemon that's in my profile is a water type and one of my favorites...? I got one on my pokemon game and named her 'Beauty' because she is the most beautiful pokemon... And she reminds me of you.

2012-12-31 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
can yo help me clean

2012-12-31 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Of course. Why would I not help you clean?

2012-12-31 10:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you told me that<3

2012-12-31 10:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're cute. I love you.

2012-12-31 10:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok cuz i need a strong man

2012-12-31 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Heehee. <3
Well I've got enough strength for the both of us, you know. Wink
Suddenly, I feel a little better.

2012-12-31 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
good

2012-12-31 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How do you feel?

2012-12-31 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what do you mean

2012-12-31 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, do you feel good, too? I don't like feeling good if you don't.

2012-12-31 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well my stomach hurts n my hearts on 1o but im happy

2012-12-31 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad. <3 I only wanted you to be happy.
So does this mean we have to kill our other child?

2012-12-31 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk...

2012-12-31 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, here is how I see it.
We have no money, no place, no job, no way to provide, and you are sick trying to provide for two children at once, slowly killing yourself.
Not only that, it stresses you out, you have school, you are trying to work toward your career, and you need no more stress.
So, with those said, what do you want to do?

2012-12-31 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kill it
kill it

2012-12-31 11:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I understand. Are you sad?

2012-12-31 11:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-31 11:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad. We can always try again next time. And we'll have the same child when we're more prepared.
I'll talk to my mother.

2012-12-31 11:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-31 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No? Then what do you want to do about this?

2012-12-31 11:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill handle it i dont want to deal with your mom

2012-12-31 11:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She'll be fine. Trust me.
She knows what to do and how to do it and she won't be mad. Not as long as I tell the truth.
There was never anything to worry about.

2012-12-31 11:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2012-12-31 11:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what do you want to do?

2012-12-31 11:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill handle it

2012-12-31 11:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're sure? I trust you.

2012-12-31 11:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im talk to this herbalist

2012-12-31 11:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah. I was gonna suggest an herbalist.

2012-12-31 12:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i feel so sick..

2012-12-31 12:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll be there for you soon... Tonight.

2012-12-31 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what time im cleaning early

2012-12-31 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Around 4 or 5.

2012-12-31 12:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok...

2012-12-31 12:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
itll be kinda dark

2012-12-31 01:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll be fine.
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