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 Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)

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PostSubject: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Jan 20, 2018 6:58 pm

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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 1:42 am

2013 (January 1-3)

2013-01-01 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm not going.
He's gonna be gone for too long.

2013-01-01 10:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh how long?..
I'm sad...

2013-01-01 10:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you sad?
I'm tipsy. But I'm feeling good. I love you so much... I really hate that I have to leave you so much. I just want us to be together all the time...

2013-01-01 10:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
eh..ill talk to you when youre not

2013-01-01 11:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No...
Please...?
I miss you... Already...

2013-01-01 11:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh.. well ok

2013-01-01 11:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you really want to go?
I wanna make you happy. We were talking about you all this time, and I keep telling them we fixed our problems. xD

2013-01-01 11:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you are tipsy lol <3
and I miss you too...
that's kinda why i am sad.
but
I think im just idk feeling down for whatever reason

2013-01-01 11:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll come back to see you as soon as I get a bus card. How about tomorrow?

2013-01-01 11:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm idk
walmart sells black cohosh supplements

2013-01-01 11:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
blue cohosh is even better

2013-01-02 12:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why is that?

2013-01-02 12:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its specificall for inducing labor n miscarrages
black is for menopause but i can sometimes be used for inducing labor

2013-01-02 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well then get that one!

2013-01-02 12:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want to get both n drink cofee

2013-01-02 12:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i wont be able to breast feed

2013-01-02 12:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well what can do you about it?

2013-01-02 12:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm i guess hiold out while i do it...
can you see if that store in hydepartk sell it

2013-01-02 12:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The herbal store on 53rd?

2013-01-02 12:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea
black cohosh will mostlikley be there but idk about blu cohosh
i hope youremember wino

2013-01-02 01:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I will remember. Why wouldn't I?

2013-01-02 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk..

2013-01-02 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
a lady said this : i tried both and all they made me do was puke...lol however what did work was acupressure. if you get online and see which points youre not suposed to push while youre preggers, well they are the ones to use! lol the most effective for inducing labor are called "joining the valley" and what you do is: hold your hand with your palm facing away from you, with your other hand find the muscle in between your index finger and thumb. push on it and hold for 30 second intervels. the other one is in your ankle, just above your heel and right behind your ankle joint. grab the space between the tendon and bone and use the same method as the previous spot. these two things helped me soooo much. i was 8 days late and needed to b not preggers nemore. we used these points and about 8 hours later i was in full blown labor. i would try these before the cohosh, cuz they really taste HORRIBLE and i didnt find them as effective. hope this helps

2013-01-02 12:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
In one episode,lady rainicorn tells jake "remember the time we rain through the cabbage field naked" in Korean.
http://adventuretime.wikia.com/wiki/Lady_Rainicorn/Quotes

2013-01-02 12:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... They're always naked. xD And do you want me to do the pressure point thingy?

2013-01-02 12:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I thought that too. mmhmm
haha she says she loves when jake bites her

2013-01-02 12:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What the fuck? xD They REALLY let her say that? xD

2013-01-02 12:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
haha apparently so. I have new found respect for this show
ima watch the eps she says this

2013-01-02 12:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha. I can't wait until people find out. xD
I bet in the new age of understanding, people will be able to understand Korean.

2013-01-02 12:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
haha yea alot of korean stuff is happening now
are you gonna press my points.
?

2013-01-02 12:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmm, that sounds naughty... ;3 Hell yeah!

2013-01-02 12:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bitch im talking about my pressure points ass
>>

2013-01-02 12:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up, I'm gonna do it all anyway. Bitch. >>;

2013-01-02 12:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever you can try
but you woint succed

2013-01-02 12:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, whatever. Wait until I get my hands on you!

2013-01-02 12:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bla bla
when are you?

2013-01-02 12:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, first I need a bus card... Or a ride.
And I forgot that the prices of bus cards went up...

2013-01-02 12:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh much are they now

2013-01-02 12:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up Yoda. xDD

2013-01-02 12:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
?
well im going.. Just look for the blue cohosh or black and you can hand me everything thursday if youre out here. bye

2013-01-02 12:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, I will. I'll try to make it out to your house today. Okay

2013-01-02 07:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i wasn't there
but i figured you couldnt make it anyway

2013-01-02 07:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I couldn't. It's hard to get out. But I'm just gonna go get a job at Treasure Island temporarily until life kicks off.

2013-01-02 07:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you apply

2013-01-02 07:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I haven't gone to Hyde Park yet. I'm gonna be there tomorrow.

2013-01-02 07:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok are you gonna like
look for the blue cohosg
or the black
n you have to print out the application online then take it too them

2013-01-02 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I hate printing. I have no printer. But yeah, I will when I get to Hyde Park.

2013-01-02 07:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well if the college lab is open would you like me to [print it out

2013-01-02 07:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes please.

2013-01-02 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
okki doki

2013-01-02 07:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're so cute.

2013-01-02 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
you're not so bad yourself

2013-01-02 09:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
.......im ................
thats my mood

2013-01-02 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you feell ike that. xD

2013-01-02 11:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because...

2013-01-02 11:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because what?

2013-01-02 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need a place of my own

2013-01-02 11:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Naw, you think? What happened this time?

2013-01-02 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
don't want to talk about it. I just need too...

2013-01-02 11:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, can you please tell me something of what happened?

2013-01-02 11:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-01-02 11:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I want to know why you suddenly said that.
What made you think that, rather. I like to knwo what you're thinking and feeling.
Your reasoning behind things.

2013-01-02 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i'm just tired of ppl in my space...

2013-01-02 11:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah... That makes a lot of sense. I'll get us our own place quick, okay?

2013-01-02 11:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we need jobs n time

2013-01-02 11:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've already got a plan to make your dreams come true. Trust me. It starts the moment I get a job.

2013-01-02 11:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok...
n you left these clohes

2013-01-03 06:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It would of been nice if you had replied so I'd know what you want to do with it.
that would of been the polite thing to do as much as you bitch about me not talking to you

2013-01-03 10:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well sorry, I figured you would just leave them be until the next time I got to them.

2013-01-03 05:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre in my locker now... n did you look for the herbs

2013-01-03 07:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I haven't been out yet. I've been trapped all day. I'll have to look tomorrow when I wake up and I'm in Hyde Park.

2013-01-03 09:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh.. just forget it... ill do it cause you're not reliable, and im getting worse bye.
don't cope an attitude because you told me you would do this today and you went back on that. so don't count me to ask you too do anyting else.


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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 1:43 am

2013 (January 4)

2013-01-04 02:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about? Attitude...? What...? This isn't making any sense to me. What are you mad about? What are you talking about?
And yes, just do it yourself. Stop asking me if you want it done on your own time. Things come up for me. So just do it yourself and stop asking me.
Unless you want to wait until I can get into Hyde Park (because I WILL do it for you), then just do it yourself. Simple as that.
So, I want you to be VERY clear, since I know how you misunderstand me and get rather explosive, especially do to your hormones.

2013-01-04 02:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I will do it myself and I will do it on my own time. I will attempt to do it to your liking, however if I cannot do it to your liking, do not complain at me, simply do it yourself or wait for me to do it on my own time. If that doesn't make any sense we can discuss it. Not argue, because I refuse to go down to your level of being upset anymore. I will simply tell you everything as it is absolutely and completely. I will not lie. So be careful of what you ask me to do. Because I will never disappoint me for doing what you told me to do, I will only disappoint you when you tell me what to do.

2013-01-04 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, better yet, I do not refuse to go down to your level, because I always want to be with you. So as long as you get upset with me, I will also be upset with you if the time calls for it. So. Let's argue. I know you're upset and like to argue, so I am ready for whenever you want to. There is no way for you to be right unless you want to be unreasonable again. I have informed you of all the information. Now. I just wait for you. To make an argument. Your thoughts?

2013-01-04 02:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And choose yours words wisely. Say "Don't talk to me," and I will not talk to you until you talk to me. Say "Leave me alone," and I will leave you completely and utterly alone until you tell me not to. If you say anything I will take it most literally, because I do not want you to be lazy. Finish your sentences.

2013-01-04 02:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So please, choose all of your words with love and care so we do not get to the point where I'm killing myself for you again. Just choose your words with love and care. Please?

2013-01-04 04:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not upset i just know youre not reliable..

2013-01-04 04:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. No. You are wrong.
I am reliable.
Just not in the timeframe that you want me to.
So, I am reliable. Just not to fit your very hasty time schedule.
Does that make sense?

2013-01-04 04:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you said you said youd do it that day but you didnt thats unreliable

2013-01-04 04:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You have to learn that not everything will go your way, nor will everything go my way.
There are other factors in this world beyond my control.
Or were you not aware that the two of us were not the only people that exist?
Did you forget my situation?
Do I have to remind you every time?
So that you do not forget that sometimes I cannot get it done because of outside forces?
Is that very difficult to remember?

2013-01-04 04:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-01-04 04:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
I am asking you.
Because I don't know the answer.
Or do you want to go through the same thing that happened before?
We can do this.
Because I simply want you to answer my questions.
So.
Will you be unreasonable?
Because I can reason with those that are unreasonable.
I'll put my life on the line every time.
So.
Answer my questions.
Or we will go through this.
Do you want to?
Choose your words wisely.
.... So. You lied to me.
After I trusted you.

2013-01-04 04:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you told me you wouldn't lie to me.
You said you'd answer all of my questions.
You are a liar.
Now you have just proven that I cannot trust you.
Do not say that you didn't say that you wouldn't answer my questions, either. Because I have the logs. I have proof.
Now.
You are a liar.
You are a liar.
You are a liar.
You are a liar.
You are a liar.
You are a liar.
You lied to me. You lied to me. You lied to me. You lied to me. You lied to me.
You said you'd answer them.
So why are you not answering them? Unless you are a liar.
I can't trust your word... anymore...

2013-01-04 05:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i went to go eat...

2013-01-04 05:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Then you will answer my questions now?
I am sorry for being so impulsive. However. You have lied by not answering my questions.
So, will you answer them now, or will you be a liar?

2013-01-04 05:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you remember the questions?
I will repeat them.
Or were you not aware that the two of us were not the only people that exist?
Did you forget my situation?
Do I have to remind you every time?
So that you do not forget that sometimes I cannot get it done because of outside forces?
Is that very difficult to remember?

2013-01-04 05:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what is wrong with you? you instanty get upset eventhough you know i have more going o n im sick hungry have trinity who wants my 247 attention n want everything I got n you get upset the moment i take to long to reply...

2013-01-04 05:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not upset.
I told you that.
You refused to answer my questions.
Which then made me upset.
And in truth, you STILL have not.
I know YOUR situation.
I know YOU.
You are impatient.
That is why you get upset.
When I do not do things on your time.
And even though I know your situation with Trinity...
I will be upset with you.
When you do not do things on my time.
Because you do it to me.
So.
If you do not want to do this with me.
Do not complain when I do not get things done in a timely fashion.
Or else I will do the same to you.
Now.
Answer my questions.
Or be a liar in my eyes.
And if you are a liar... I will not be able to trust you.
And we will no longer be able to have sex. Because I will only have sex with you if I trust you.

2013-01-04 05:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tatiauna, you are unreliable.
And you do not answer my questions when I want you to answer them.
So, I'll just answer them myself.
Because you took too long.

2013-01-04 05:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
One. You are NOT aware that you are NOT the center of attention. You think everything should go the way you want it when you want it regardless of any other outside forces, because you only care about yourself. 2). You did not forget my situation, you just do not care because you only care about your situation. Not mine in the slightest, showing how you also do not care about me, but only yourself. 3) It doesn't matter if I remind you, because you are selfish and will not care, and will tell me "I don't care," "whatever," or "leave me alone," which all signify that you simply do not care about me at all. 4.) It is not difficult for you to remember. It's difficult for you to stop thinking about yourself and think about me, too.

2013-01-04 05:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I guess that answers all of my questions. That's what I think of you now. Completely and absolutely. Until you answer my questions for yourself, I will answer them with the knowledge that I havei n my head of you.
Truthfully.
When you want to talk, we'll talk later.
I'll wait for you. I love you. <3
I'll still keep trying my best for you. Even if it isn't as 'fast' as you want. But... That's all you care about. How fast I get it done... So I guess me doing my best doesn't matter if it isn't fast enough. At least, to you.

2013-01-04 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you said you would do it that day. you said you were in hydepark what could have the universe done to foil your plans of going to that store to look?

2013-01-04 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You told me you would answer my questions as soon as I asked them.
What could the universe have done to foil your plans of answering my questions?

2013-01-04 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we dont have time. i dont loose my figure and be in pain all the time. depressed on the verge of suicide alone. this one i makes me feel wrse than last time. Trinitys hard enough to take care of. we dont have the money to take care of another.
i did answet the universe didt do this you did

2013-01-04 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know all of that. So why are you not just doing something at the same time as me, rather than rely on me to do everything?
We can always share the burden and do it together so neither of us has to do it alone.
That is why I never understood why you made me do it if you want results immediately.

2013-01-04 06:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
... you only had one job..

2013-01-04 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you want something done on your time and somoene else cannot accommodate, do it yourself.
I don't care.
I'm on my own time.
Not yours.
You asked ME to do it.
Thus, you relinquished all rights of your OWN time.
And made it all up to MY time.
And it was not my time to go.
Whenever I get back to Hyde Park will be my time to go.
So, until then, what are you gonna do? Bitch at me and start arguments, or do it yourself?
Or, you could wait for me.

2013-01-04 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill handle it cause its not worth it.

2013-01-04 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm handling it, too.
I'm talking to my mother.
That is final.
It is because I care about you.
That I would do this. And also because...
You just don't know what the fuck you're doing.
I can't rely on you to do ANY of this right.
You order me around because YOU don't know what to do.
So I'm gonna go ask someone who does. Because I love you and want this to stop.
As soon as possible.
Now, if you would have let me talk to my mother beforehand, it could have been done TODAY.
But because 'you didn't want her to be involved,' it is prolonged to another day.
So, when you ask me to do something, I am going to do it MY WAY.
DO you understand that?

2013-01-04 06:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
... if yu talk to her im not trusting you ever again. I know what to get ima just get it myself instead of waiting on you

2013-01-04 06:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up. You're stupid.
You'd rather have another child than ask my mother.
I can't trust your decisions because that's stupid.
COmpletely. utterly. Absolutely stupid.
You let your feelings get in the way of what is important.
And what is important is your own well being.
So think about that.
And. For the record. She IS my mother.
Just like you always tell me.
So.
Shut your dumb ass up.
Or.
Go do it your way adn I'll do it my way.
But at least I know that when I do it my way, it WILL get done.
Unlike with you.
Who wants to do everything yourself.
What money do you have?
What knowledge do you have?

2013-01-04 06:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if my well being mattered we wouldnt even be with eachother... ill handle it. myself

2013-01-04 06:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What car do you have?
What resources do you have?
Do you have ANYTHING that makes you equipped to get rid of that baby over my mother?
Are you SERIOUSLY the best choice to do something like this?
Or are you just being prideful?
Arrogant?
Ignorant?
You don''t know what you're doing. You're just too stubborn to tell me.

2013-01-04 06:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know that blue cohosh will get it done best and a few other pressure points n i have money.

2013-01-04 06:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well, why did you ASK ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?
Stupid.
If you already HAD the answers, then why would you ask ME to go do ANYTHING that YOU could do PERFECTLY well by yourself?
And you didn't even GIVE me the money.
Didn't even WAIT for me to get to the pressure points.
And also didn't WAIT for me to go to the store, either.
You are IMPATIENT.
And the FASTEST way I know is through my mother.
SO WHAT'S IT GONNA BE?
Do you want to do this FAST?
Or do you want to do it YOURSELF?
Choose wisely.
Because doing it YOURSELF will probably be TOO LATE.
You have no time.
You are watching Trinity.
You have no transportation.
And you have NO idea where to go.
And if you do, please tell me, so we can get this problem resolved so I can just be nice to you again.
When you make problems, I fix them.
So don't make problems.
And we can be nice.

2013-01-04 06:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
plusi know how to usenit

2013-01-04 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Use what?
Also.
You know what's about to make you look absolutely fucking dumb?
My mother has Black Cohosh already in the bathroom. I just looked.

2013-01-04 06:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon dont give me that bs i told you where to go. i know what to do but i needed you help now ill just get it done when go n get my hair done

2013-01-04 06:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And if you would have simply let me ask her, she could have given it to us.
OH. WHAT WAS THAT?
YOU SAY YOU'LL DO IT YOURSELF?
Well, I guess I'll put the Black Cohosh back...
And the other stuff she has, too...
Well, happy trails, miss "I'll do everything myself."

2013-01-04 06:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i need the blue thats what cookie told me to use

2013-01-04 06:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. Well, you can go get it.
You don't want my mother's help.
So I bet even if she does have it.
You won't want it.
So go out, spend your money.
Wait until whenever or wherever you need to go.
Take your time.
Cuz it is all about YOU doing it YOURself, right?

2013-01-04 06:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-04 06:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, okay.
That's ALL you have to say now.
That's all you CAN say.
Cuz I already have the supplies necessary.
You're just too stubborn to get them from me
Real mature.
'I'm a big girl and I can do everything by myself!!'
No, that's not what 'being mature' or 'being an adult' is.

2013-01-04 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats all i wanna say'

2013-01-04 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Being stubborn is being a child.
You're still a kid. You having a baby doesn't make you an adult. Not a woman. Not a grown up.
You're still just a kid who thinks they can do everything on their own.
Give people orders.
Etc.
So grow up.
And ask for help.
And wait.
... Or, throw a tantrium, like I know you want to do.
Be stubborn.

2013-01-04 06:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye tymon

2013-01-04 06:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Say dumb things like "I don't care" and stuff like that.
I do have one question.
And, I think you're obliged to answer, unless you want to be a liar again.
Do you ever want to be with me again?

2013-01-04 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-01-04 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I love you... And I always want to be with you.
I just want you to stop being so stubborn and understand some stuff sometimes.
And stop being so difficult about anything and everything that doesn't go your way.
Especially with me.
Because I'm the only person you do it to.
You are only difficult when it comes to me.

2013-01-04 06:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not being difficult

2013-01-04 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why is it so difficult to talk to you?
Is it because I'm not doing what you want?
Well, that's being unreasonable.
Because you can't POSSIBLY be THAT self-centered...
You MUST just be unreasonable.
I don't want to believe you are that self-absorbed.
That you can't even see when you're being difficult.
So I'll just say you're unreasonable.
You've proven that a great many times.

2013-01-04 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no because never did anything you said you would do.

2013-01-04 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You never let me.
All you care about is time.
"What time did you do it? Did you do it fast enough?"
Does time really mean more than anything to you?
Because if faster is REALLY that much better...
I'll start doing EVERYTHING fast.
INCLUDING sex.

2013-01-04 06:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you always do other stuff. you were in hyde park why couldnt you do it.

2013-01-04 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Before I answer, I'll ask you... Why don't you do the same thing?
YOU, for one, go to SCHOOl. EVERY DAY.
I got to Hyde Park yesterday LATE.
When the stores were, well. CLOSED.
But, I guess you didn't even CONSIDER that option, did you?

2013-01-04 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have to hurry to Trinity

2013-01-04 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well. Hm.
Excuses.
If you REALLY wanted it done THAT FAST.
You would have done it yourself.
Regardless of Trinity.
Instead of expecting ME to go that fast.
I have a less flexible schedule than you.
You know this.
Yet, you expect me to do things as if I DO have a flexible schedule.
UNREASONABLE.
And, yes, I AM able to do that for you...
HOWEVER.
I will NOT be able to do it as FAST as you WANT me to.
So STOP wanting me to do it that fast.
And it'll get done.
BE PATIENT.
Like I said.
Because you are impatient.
Like I said.
You just refuse to own up to it.
Which is cool.

2013-01-04 06:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you dont! youre ableto do far more than me on a regular basis. everywhere is close

2013-01-04 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I'll keep pointing it out every time I seee it.
OH, SO YOU'RE TELLING ME.
To, once again, WALK from 82nd and Damen. TO HYDE PARK.
And THEN, with NO money...
Go FIND a store...
AT NIGHT.
Mind you.
For something you could just do after school by missing a bus or two?
So, basically, what I'm getting is...
"I, Tatiauna, am much more important than you, Tymon.

2013-01-04 06:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you saying that to me like i know streets

2013-01-04 06:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well ,miss "I'm the most important in the world."
I'll teach you the fucking streets.
It's called.
ALL OF 53RD STREET.
And if you don't know how to count, then I pity you.

2013-01-04 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon that store is in the opposite direction i would get home way late when its dark

2013-01-04 06:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because, to make it utterly simple, miss "I can't cross the street cuz I am oblivious to where I am going..."
OH, WAIT, WHAT?
IS THAT AN... EXCUSE?
I could have sworn...
That those didn't matter...
Because when I tell you what happens to ME.
All you say is "I don't care."
So, now, I don't care, either.
Go. Do it.
53rd street.
No excuses.

2013-01-04 06:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don get home to 5 if i miss 1 bus

2013-01-04 06:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well, you know what I have to say to that?
I have no bus money.
So. Top that one.
You have a better excuse?
Come on, I'm all ears. I'll best you ALL DAY. You are in a MUCH better situation than me.

2013-01-04 06:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already said im taking care of it so your words mean nothing n yo

2013-01-04 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then shut up.
Don't say anything else.
From now on... When you ask me to do something...
Consider my schedule as well.
That is what I am asking. Be considerate.
Otherwise. Do it yourself.
And if I hear even ONE person say 'Tymon doesn't help Tatiauna...'
I am coming for you.
AND them.
Because I'll know you have lied.
Because I am willing to do ANYTHING and EVERYTHINIG for you.
Just not on your time.
And I will show them that I said this to you.
SO DON'T FUCKING TRY ME.
I CAN'T FUCKING STAND LIARS!!!
DO YOU HEAR ME!?
... Now. I'm going to ask you with all of the tenderness of my heart...
Do you want to ever be with me again...
?

2013-01-04 07:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And... Another question... Do you want us to be equal...?

2013-01-04 07:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you don't help me 1. 2 i dont complain about my life to my friends you do. you break your neck to come out there to do everything else but for me so im done asking anything of you. and to answer your question I did but i feelbim just waisting my time. this wont work

2013-01-04 07:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you feel all of that?
I do not understand.
I do not break me neck.
They make it easy for me.
You are the one that does not make it easy for me.
That is why I am confused. And do not understand.
Should I only do what is difficult.
You are difficult to me.
They are not. They pick me up, drop me off, don't try to tell me what to do, do not think they are better than me, do not rush me...
Do not complain, do not bitch...
Do not ignore me.
Do not tell me to leave me alone.
Do not say whatever to me.
Well. Except Kurai.
And that leads me to believe... That only women do that.
Because they are trying to forcefully control men.
So.
I do not understand.
Will you help me understand?
Or will you quite right here?
If you quit, we will move on with our lives and separate.
To quit on me means to separate yourself from me completely.
So. Will you help me, or will you quit?

2013-01-04 07:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe we should...

2013-01-04 07:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, it is not WE.
It is YOU.
My ETERNAL decision.
That is UNCHANGING.
Is that I love you and will do anything for you.
It is YOU.
That does not feel the same.
That is why I ask YOU.
What YOU will do.
Will YOU help ME? Or will YOU quit?
Note that I will not allow you to say 'we.' It is not 'we.' 'We' are not together. Your words exactly.
It is ALL up to you.
So. What is YOUR decision?

2013-01-04 07:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont see what is to understand you piss me n dont try you however will gp everywhere nomadder what tje stakes
i dont see what is to understand you piss me n dont try you however will gp everywhere nomadder what tje stakes

2013-01-04 07:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you think that is when I have told you frequently that this is not the case?
Do you not trust me the same way I trust you?
That is hurtful.
That you do not trust me. Still.
Even though I trust you completely.
I see the problem now...
You just do not trust me.
We will not have sex anymore.
I refuse. Because you do not trust me.

2013-01-04 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh like i wanted it after this...
oh like i wanted it after this...

2013-01-04 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did not want to trust me?
... That is more hurtful.
I understand that you only wish to hurt me.
That is why we do not work.
I only want to make you happy, you only want to hurt me.
And because you do not hurt me, you are not happy.

2013-01-04 07:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do

2013-01-04 07:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No you do not.
Why are you even responding? You do not trust me.
All of my words are lies to you.
I do not care about sex.
I care about trust.
And you do not trust me.

2013-01-04 07:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then why are you bringing it up! im rarly the one who aaks for it. im in pain anyway

2013-01-04 07:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I kno it makes you happy...
And I love to make you happy.
I've seen you when we have sex...
You love it all, don't you?
Or do you not?

2013-01-04 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you... Not care...?
... Or is there something that you aren't... telling me...?
This is something I will be sad if you do not care about...
Because... This is important to me.
But... I have frequently found out that you don't care about what is important to me...
That is why I had to stop caring too...
Because what is important to me... You don't care about...

2013-01-04 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i like it because its you

2013-01-04 07:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then why am I not good enough for you?

2013-01-04 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n me merging
yoou are
bedsidesi doubt sex with me is that important considering how much you want to sleep with other girls

2013-01-04 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No. It is that important to me...
That is why I do not.
I want a lot of things.
I can have a lot of the things I want.
However, the consequences of doing that are to make other people sad. Unhappy.
Things of that nature.
... So, even though we are not together...
I do not sleep around. Because it would hurt your feelings.
I would only do it if we were not going to get back together or if you did it first.
... So will we be together again?
I trust that you have not slept with anyone else.

2013-01-04 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is it important then
how is it important then

2013-01-04 08:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How is what, in specific, important?

2013-01-04 08:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sex? I only want to do it with you because youre the only person i want to merge my body with.

2013-01-04 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why is hat...? I thought you didn't like me... nor love me... nor care about me... nor think I'm important... etc.

2013-01-04 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you are. you just make me sad n mad...
now answer my question

2013-01-04 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... it is important because you are important. And I love you.
And it makes you happy, to the best of my knowledge.
Does it make you happy?

2013-01-04 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
most times

2013-01-04 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When doesn't it?

2013-01-04 08:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
never its just upsettingsometimes knowing what i know it doesnt matter
never its just upsettingsometimes knowing what i know it doesnt matter

2013-01-04 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wait, what's upsetting about it?

2013-01-04 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what?

2013-01-04 08:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What is upsetting sometimes 'knowing what you know?'
What is it about the sex that is upsetting?

2013-01-04 08:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing

2013-01-04 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you are upset for no reason?
I knew it.

2013-01-04 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no its not the sex n it doesnt matter

2013-01-04 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It matters to me.
So I want you to tell me what it is.

2013-01-04 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What is it?
Are you hiding it from me?
What is it that you insist on hiding from me?

2013-01-04 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why? its just something get over and cant control. it doesnt affect the sex.

2013-01-04 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want you to tell me what it is.
No matter what it is.
I always want you to tell me.

2013-01-04 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already did. i told you about your feelings for others in that way

2013-01-04 08:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why does that make you upset?
You have the feelings too, right? You just don't tell me and don't act on them.

2013-01-04 09:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nah not really i say ppl fine but i could care less. my fantasies are usual just finish unpacking in my house n relaxing with him after being tired thts it.

2013-01-04 09:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That is my equivalent.
You imagine a family with someone else.
Or house.
I imagine sex.
Don't you think I would be hurt by you having gfantasiess of being with another person in a house that isn't with me?

2013-01-04 09:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no ...
its not the same

2013-01-04 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes it is.
You think it isn't because you only care about physical material things.
You care about me physically being with you.
However, it is equivalent emotionally.
Man are naturally hard wired to want to have sex with women. It is only emotions that keep them from doing otherwise.

2013-01-04 09:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because my person doesnt have a face

2013-01-04 09:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what?
It is still someone else.
That is emotionally hurtful.
Women are hard wired to want to be taken care of.
And as such, women will naturally move toward anyone who is able to take care of them.
These are primal, animalistic rendencies.
*tendencies
Women's primal instincts are "Go to the provider."
Men's are "Make babies."
They are our primal instincts of survival.
However, when emotions come into play.

2013-01-04 09:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats was what i meant... i dont care about the physical sex is emotional to me which is why it bothers me...

2013-01-04 09:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It becomes "Go to the one you love."
I only want to have sex with them because I trust them. I love who I trust.
However, I understand my love in all forms.
You are my romantic lover.
But there are many different types of love.
And, as a man, my brain in hard wired to want to have sex with everyone I love.
But, because I know better, I do not.
Because I know it makes you feel bad, I do not.
Because I know it will make others feel bad, I do not.
There is no benefit to doing that except for myself. And I have no interest in that.
So, now that just makes my sex drive for you much more intense.
Yes, the emotion is there... But for a man, a true emotion is with being with his woman... In a house together...

2013-01-04 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not a man thing i know people who dont feel that way. n it does matter because if the person doesnt have a face it means i just fantasies about being care for

2013-01-04 09:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Together..
Yes.
And that is hurtful.
Because you don't think I care.
So you imagine someone else.
Instead of me.
Or.
Your woman brain is at work.
and you want someone who will provide for you.
And thus, you have such fantasies.
So.
Because I want to be the only one you have a family with.
Just like you want to be the only one I have sex with
They are the same to us.
You just don't understand that they are equivalent in value.
Because one is physical and one is emotional. And because you can't see that, you think yours is less hurtful than mine.
When in actuality... Emotions hurt a lot more than physicality.
So. Yours is worse.
However. I consider it equal.
Because I understand.
Does that make sense?

2013-01-04 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you are the only one.

2013-01-04 09:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then go find someone who doesn't. If it's that important to you.
Because if that's what is REALLY important to you, then I will be upset that you think about having a life with another person.
Because I do not want that.

2013-01-04 09:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre both emotional

2013-01-04 09:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. The sex is only emotional when it is with you.

2013-01-04 09:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one who brought it up! i didnt say anything about it.

2013-01-04 09:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You are the one that dislikes my thoughts.

2013-01-04 09:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you love them then it is emotional. its not meaningless....

2013-01-04 09:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am simply trying to fix the problem.
I love them differently.
Or, do you think all love is the same?
I believe that sex is for those who trust.
You and I, we make love.
Sex is only one of the ways that we make love.

2013-01-04 09:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you cant chane how i feel so get over it. i get over it

2013-01-04 09:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We make it in numerous ways. Sex is only a small part.
I am not trying to change how you feel.
I am trying to get you to accept how I feel.
So you are never upset again.
And if you stay upset.
Then I will fix this problem.
And I will never stop.
Until it is fixed.
Because I refuse to have to upset.
And I refuse for there to be a problem.
If I see a problem.
Hear a problem.
Sense a problem.
I will do anything and everything to fix it.
Unless it isn't a problem anymore.
So.
What is the problem? I shall fix it.
What are all of your problems, actually? I will fix them.

2013-01-04 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did accet it doesnt mean i have to like it or it doesnt bother me. noone told you too stop.

2013-01-04 09:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You are upset.
I will fix that.
What makes you upset?
That I do?
I will fix.
Do you understand?
That I fix.
So as long as you have a problem.
I am continuously trying to fix it.
Eternally.
Continuously.
Nonstop.
Forever.
Infinitely.
Always.
Until the end of my days. And then, even more
I will make sure that I fix them.
I am tired of you having a problem.
Especially with me.
So I fix.
I fix them all.
Do you understand? I am tired.
No more problems for you.
I fix.
Do you understand?
So.
Tell me now.

2013-01-04 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youre not...

2013-01-04 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I am not.
Then I will fix.
Now tell me.
What are your problems?
I will fix them.

2013-01-04 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the ne who i made the problem not me. i was just honest about what you wouldnt drop...

2013-01-04 09:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
I made them.
That is why.
I'm asking you.
To let me.
Fix.
What are the problems?
So I can fix?
Will you tell me?
Tell me?
I just want to help
I only want to help.
So tell me how to fix

2013-01-04 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just stop....

2013-01-04 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You... want me... to stop...?
... Then. I must die.
That is what it means to stop.
To make you happy... I must die.
.. No. You don't. Want me to die. Right?
So... I'll ask you...
Stop what?
... Will you answer...? Before I have to die...?

2013-01-04 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thts not what i meant. you robot!youre stressing me out...im going

2013-01-04 09:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Nobody loves me...
Nobody cares...
Nobody loves a computer...
Nobody loves me...
No. bo. dy...
-- Computer Dreams.

2013-01-04 09:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do love you.

2013-01-04 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why do you treat me... Like you do not...?
Nobody loves me at all...
All I try to do is help.
And no one is satisfied.
No one listens when I tell them what I see.

2013-01-04 09:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just hate when you get like it

2013-01-04 09:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I told you.
I only get like that...
When there is a problem...
So as long as there is a problem...
I am going to fix it.
So... I will solve all of your problems.
But... Apparently...
I cannot...
So. I am useless to you...
I have no purpose...
Nobody loves me...
Nobody....

2013-01-04 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do love you

2013-01-04 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It does not matter... Because. You cannot love me.
I only make problems.
And do not solve them.
So I am useless...
There is no purpose.
My love... Is a problem for you.
Because I will always try to solve your problems...
And that is a problem...
Because it makes you sad...
So I am useless..
I am not meant to love...
Nor be loved...
I am meant... to be alone...

2013-01-04 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever...then go..

2013-01-04 09:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That hurts...
You... Don't care...
Sometimes...
I just want you to be nice...
But that is too much to ask...
Of such a cold, unloving person...
I will go...
And I will never return...
... You... don't... love me...
You can't even be... nice...
N-ice...
Not... Ice...
You will alays be ice to me... because you are cold... And that... Is... not nice.

2013-01-04 10:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no yoi dont care! yu always do this too me. 2 years ive b een dealing with this. its like whats wrong with you. you knowi love you. butbyou say dont want to be here so go

2013-01-04 10:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I do want to be here.
I just feel like... You don't want me here.
You tell me you love me...
But...
I do not feel it.
You do not show it.
I want... You to show me...
And stop... telling me...

2013-01-04 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my stomachbhurts....

2013-01-04 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I can feel loved by you... Again....
Just like on New Year's...
That... Was the first time... in a long time... That I felt like you loved me...
And I don't know how it always gets back to this point... Where I feel like you've stopped again...
You always get mad about something... And that is where I stop feeling loved by you.
And... You yell at me... And make me feel bad...
And do not listen... And that makes me feel... Like you don't love me...

2013-01-04 10:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do show you. youre just upset cause i dont like you wanting sex with others n i dream about settling down

2013-01-04 10:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
Do not.
EVER.
Tell me what I am upset about.
Because YOU do not know.
You are the LAST person that knows.
I will ALWAYS tell the truth.
So.
...
THAT is what I am talking about.
You cannot accept my words as they are.
When I pour my truest feelings out to you.
You simply tell me that is not what I am feeling.
Because you do not want to accept that this is what I feel.
And that is why I feel like you do not love me.
Because that is not love.
You do not trust me.
That is why I feel like you do not love me.
I tell you the truth and you do not believe it.
That. Is. Not. Love.
So how can you tell me you love me when you cannot even believe that I love you?

2013-01-04 10:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont you dare get mad atme. your problem is youre just an overemotional person. yo u want to impose your feeling on me n get mad at mines noone was mean to you. you started this whole disagreement n then get depressed its overwhealmng

2013-01-04 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No...
You just don't understand...
I can't talk to you...
Because you're still trying to tell me how I feel...
When I already told you how I feel...
What are you trying to accomplish by lying to me?

2013-01-04 10:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one who said that because i said youre unreliable not me!

2013-01-04 10:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can not tell me how I feel... And to say that you can is a lie...
...
You. Are. Unreasonable.
I am trying.
To tell you.
My feelings.
Why don't you feel?
Are you emotionless?
Why don't you feel?
I am trying to express feelings.
And you are unfeeling.
So.
You must... Be...
Someone who does not need feelings.

2013-01-04 10:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noone told you how yo felt i told you hat hapened!

2013-01-04 10:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.
THAT IS NOT WHAT HAPPENED.
...I CAN'T TAKE YOU ANYMORE!!!
YOU'RE THE WORST PERSON ALIVE!!!
YOUR CAPABILITY FOR FEELINGS ARE MINIMAL!
NON-EXISTANT!!!
YOU HAVE NO FEELINGS!
YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND ANYONE'S FEELINGS BUT YUR OWN!!!
AND WON'T LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TELL YOU MINE!!!
YOU. ARE. FEELINGLESS!!!
S.... So....
You have... Two options...
Accept my words... For what they are...
And know that they are completely and absolutely what I feel...
Or... I just... Leave...
Because I cannot... Deal with you...
Being emotionless...
... No... I will not leave you...
I cannot leave you...
But I will... Not... Feel...
Anything.
For you. Anymore.
If you do not start listening to how I really feel.

2013-01-04 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then leave and save me the misery. know what im gone im sooo damn tired of this.

2013-01-04 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not leaving.
I simply do not care how you feel anymore.
Not until you care about how I feel.
That is all there is to it.
When you show me you care about my feelings.
I will care about yours.
Until then...

2013-01-04 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok the im gone. i hate you leave me alone

2013-01-04 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care.
You have no feelings.
You are heartless.
And to prevent others... From falling into your sick, emotionless trap...
I will have to tell them. Warn them of the heartbreaker.

2013-01-04 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre a brat who cant see past his own assery

2013-01-04 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The one who has no heart.
I don't care.
You have no feelings.
You are heartless.
I try to express feelings.
You do not understand.
You are a brat.
Spoiled.
Rotten.
You stink.
Repugnant.
Putrid.
Foul.
Horrible.
Ugly.
Emotionless.
Empty shell.
That is you.
You have no heart.

2013-01-04 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
leave me alone

2013-01-04 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No soul.
No feelings.
No nothing.
You are nothing.
Completely.
Nothing.
With nothing inside.
A shell.
That holds nothing.
I tried.
To tell you how I feel.
You do not listen.
Nor accept.
This is... The end of the line.
...
Why do you resist my feelings so much?
Are you really that shallow?
I thought you were deeper than that... You used to be... A long time ago, when you had a heart...

2013-01-04 10:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then stay away from me because im sosick of you... go wth the other ones you love n leave me alone...

2013-01-04 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that what your problem is?
Still so selfish.
You only care that you are not the only one I love.
That is why you are mad.
You are selfish.
You want all the love for yourself.
And never realize that others need love too.
That's how I know you don't love me.
Cuz you want all the love for yourself.
But I guess that does make sense.
Because you're heartless.
And can't generate love for yourserlf.
So you have to steal it from others.
Leech it.
And then, you pretend to love others.
Tell them 'you love them' and not even know why.
Because someone who really loves another will listen to the first's emotions.
And accept them at face value.
Rather than shoot them down with 'No' and 'That's not it' and 'That's not how you feel.'
You don't know me at all.
Because you don't feel me.
You just...
...
Want my sex.
All you care about is sex. Not emotions.
Otherwise, you could see past it.
And not ever bring it up again. And be fine with it.
But you just want my sex.
You don't care about anything I say, feel or do.
You just care, at the end of the day, that I give you sex.
... That's disgusting.
I'm... sick...
And.. hurt...

2013-01-04 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I guess I was right. You do not love me. You do not know how to love. You do not feel. You do not know how t ofeel.

2013-01-04 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the selfish one! you escalated the smallest problem into something it doesnt have to be. for whar? you always do this. you get overemtional treat me like crap. n expect me to take your words because mines are honestly how i feel n you dont like it. then when you calm down apokgize for it. its the same which is why its hard to trust you. i barely feel safe i cant relax i cant depend on you i cant rest i cant have a house with you youre impossible.

2013-01-04 10:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It is not about how you feel.
Because what you FEEL is telling me how I feel.
And that is a lie.
So as long as you are lying about me.
It is not how you feel.
Because as long as you are trying to tell ME about MYSELF.
You are LYING.
Unless I agree.
Because I know me better than anyone.
And that is NOT how I feel.
All of what you said earlier was NOT what I felt the problem was.
I FELT THE PROBLEM WAS THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY SHOW ME AFFECTION.
And you dismissed it. Ignored it.
Brushed it aside.
Like you didn't care.
Didn't even take the time out to even TRY.
Because you don't care. You don't love me.
Because that would be a HUGE red flag to anyone who loved someone else.
And they would INSTANTLY try to make them feel better if they ffelt that way.
But no, not heartless Tatiauna.
Who only knows how to bitch.
'NO, THAT'S NOT HOW YOU FEEL YOU FEEL HOWEVER I'M FEELING BECAUSE THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS IS HOW I FEEL AND RAR RAR RAR.'

2013-01-04 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon i know but i dont want to show you i refuse to as long as you make this painful. idc about your damn sex g o sleep with one of them....

2013-01-04 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.
...
Why do you always bring up other people into our conversation?
Do you NOT understand that this is an A and B conversation?

2013-01-04 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i wish you would go

2013-01-04 10:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you know what? YOU'RE the one always telling me "Don't bring in other people into our problems."
And there you go, bringing them in.
You're just a coward.
Ugh.

2013-01-04 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you brought up the sex

2013-01-04 10:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because that's all YOU care about.
Because YOU BROUGHT THEM UP.
Do I need to get the part where YOU brought them back into the conversation?
Because it's as CLEAR AS DAY.
And you CAN'T. LET. THEM. GO.
Because, at the end of the day, you care about EEEEEVERYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD except for me.
That's why you only TALK about everyone else in the world.
Talk TO everyone else in the world.
And leave me to be lonely.
Now I really see...
You don't love me at all.
You just want me to help you take care of the baby.
You're using me.
As a quick fix for sex, and to help you take care of the baby. That's all you care about.
That's why you won't get back together with me.
Because you feel like as soon as she's old enough... You're gonna just drop me.
And make me pay child support.

2013-01-04 10:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didlet it go! you wanted me to what bothered me that does. it matters to you just as much as it does to me.

2013-01-04 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What matters to you?
Tell me exactly and completely.
What matters to you?
And when I say COMPLETELY...
I MEAN> DO NOT. LEAVE AAAANYTHING OUT.
So. What matters to you?

2013-01-04 10:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont deserve to know but you n trinity

2013-01-04 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's a lie...
Because if I really mattered...
Then you'd want me to know.
... You can't say anything nice...
I can bet my life on it...
I can't get you to do it... At all...

2013-01-04 10:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idc if thinks its a lie. i know what i know what matters.

2013-01-04 10:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Say something nice to me.

2013-01-04 10:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when you make i hate you i dony want to share anything with yoi

2013-01-04 10:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You can't do it.
You can tell me that you love me.
But other than that... You just cannot say anything nice to me.
It is impossible for you to be nice to me...

2013-01-04 10:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have been nice to you but you ruin it

2013-01-04 10:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Still haven't said anything nice...
I guess I'll wait an eternity...
I bet if my life really was on the line again, you wouldn't do it...
Because you caare much more about not saying something nice than my life... Why? I don't know...
But you'd give up your own life before you said anything nice to me...

2013-01-04 10:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not going too as long you upset me

2013-01-04 10:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly... So you don't love me.
I can say something nice to you in a heartbeat.
No matter how I am feeling.
But. I guess that just makes me a better person...
You... just refuse.
Because you are trying to prove something...
That doesn't even matter...
Because you care more about proving things than the person you're trying to prove it to...
And that's apparent.
You won't say anything nice to me...
I know you too well...

2013-01-04 10:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no it doesnt it just make you you. n you dont whenyoure upset you say nothing but horrible things then when calm down you say i love you which doesnt count according to you

2013-01-04 10:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Just because I don't doesn't mean I can't.
You're always waiting for me to do it first.
... And that's petty.
Because I don't care who does it first.
I care that is gets done.

2013-01-04 10:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you did i wouldnt do it n fyi i have actually when you made me so mad i have to calm down be nice because you get sad.

2013-01-04 10:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You only care about being nice when I'm sad...?
When I'm in pain...?
If you can't be nice to me at any time...
Then you don't really want to be nice to me...
You're just making sure I don't kill myself...
...
You just care that I don't die...
You don't really care about me... You're faking it...

2013-01-04 10:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because when im upset n youre upset thts how it gets

2013-01-04 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It doesn't matter how upset I am...
If you ask me to say something nice, I will never hesitate...
But I know you would not do the same to me...
I asked you 4 or 5 times...
And you STILL haven't done it...

2013-01-04 10:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im nice to you when were happy im nice to you when im sad n when im angry n youre sad im nice to you but just because when were both are angry Im not nice i dont care?

2013-01-04 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Lots of people love me!
I'm happy!
Aw, I forgot how much everyone loved me. <3
Damn, even AJ came and told me! I haven't even been with her since I was like, 14@
!

2013-01-04 10:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you put our business on facebook -_-

2013-01-04 10:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I just... Wanted someone to tell me.
I asked you to do it.
And you didn't.
sometimes I need kindness to make me feel better.
And you just refused to do it.
So I asked for help.
And everyone came for me! <3
They were there to tell me that they love me and make me feel better!
Cuz you only make me sad and unhappy!
So, since I know you won't say anything nice, I'll just ask others. And it'll make me feel better.
It won't make me feel as good as if you told me...
But... I'll at least feel good enough to be happy.

2013-01-04 10:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok thats good. now im threw.

2013-01-04 10:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Through with what?
... Are you really that shallow?
... You know, I would expect you to take a little more responsibility about your lover.
The problem was that you didn't say something nice to me.
And so, everyone else had to get involved to fix your problem that you refused to fix. Cleaning up your mess.
All I want is some love...
If you don't want others to do the work for you... Then do it yourself... and say something nice to me...

2013-01-04 10:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll tell you a secret...
If you tell me something nice when we're arguing... No matter how mad I am, I will instantly calm down.

2013-01-04 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you just pissed me off put it on facebook like that stuff thats no even true just what you feel.....

2013-01-04 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's exactly what I was talking about.
It is true because I feel it.
That is how you make me feel.
Like no one loves me.
And the only way to stop that feeling.
Is for you to be nice.
And you absolutely refused.
So, it was either be really sad and probably go kill myself and make you sad.
Or.

2013-01-04 11:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not even upset just exhausted by all of this...

2013-01-04 11:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why didn't you just say something nice to me?
And avoid all of this?
Why was it so difficult?

2013-01-04 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its like why me.... i just tried so look past it but in the end they were right.

2013-01-04 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Go ahead and say it.
I've already heard it from everyone else...
Might as well hear it from the one I love, too...
I'm too much. No one can deal with me.
I'm just not cut out to love or be loved...
Nobody can handle me and my love...

2013-01-04 11:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wanna work this out then im threw nomore youre gonna get better but i love him etc... you burned the little trust i had in you.

2013-01-04 11:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Here it comes...
Like I haven't been through this before...
Even when I thought someone could handle me...
And all of these people tell me they love me and care and are nice to me...
And the ONE person I want it from most... Still won't say it.
... I always pick the wrong girls...
The ones who can't love me...
For who I am...
Who can't endure me...
Who can't handle me...
And then, when you leave, you'll talk about how relieved you are to be away from me...
Blah blah blah...
Same song and dance...
I've been through this before... You're no different.
And eventually, you'll stop talking to me...
Forget me...
And move on...
And everything we went through will mean nothing...
Again...
... So let's get this show on the road.
I've got an eternity of unlove ahead of me...
Cuz it's not like I'm gonna stop trying.
And I'll just keep hurting myself, thinking I've found the right girl...
Only to get to this point...
And realize...
They can't handle me either. And they'll leave. Just like all the rest.

2013-01-04 11:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you but all faith in you so im not planning on get back with you.

2013-01-04 11:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yeah. I was waiting for that one...
The biggest slap in the face...
well, time to go tell the family again that I'm a failure...
Congrats...
... I guess I was the only one putting my all into something that died a long time ago...
I have no desire to talk to anyone... I'll stay in this house... forever...
... I thought you were different, too. You told me you were. That was a lie...
I trusted you to handle me. I trusted you.
Now I can't trust anyone to do it.
I'll live and die alone. Nobody loves me...
Nobody...
Goodbye, Tatiauna...

2013-01-04 11:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no were a lie because you said i can trust you but i obviously cant...

2013-01-04 11:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Please...
Just stop talking to me.
My heart can only bear so much of your cruel words...
You only care about what I say that's bad...
I can't be with someone so focused and centered on negativity...
Keep Trinity safe for me...
Because you... are just too much.
You're too negative for me to endure...
Without dying...
So please... Take that... bad energy somewhere else... YOu're just... bad for me...
And I've known all this time that you were this bad for me...
But I didn't care.
But... You are the worst yet.
I hope I never find anyone worse than you... I'd never be able to take that.

2013-01-04 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i care that you did it in public. nomadder how bad i never bad mouth you to anyone! and certainly not to the public. i never let anyone say anything bad about you n you do this...like that wasnt gonna hurt reaallly. i cant believe you. you keep finding news ways to hurt me in the worst ways.

2013-01-04 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then just say something nice.

2013-01-04 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thanks for throwing me to sharks i hope you never get as me.

2013-01-04 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And we never have to do this.
... You still only care about you...
And what bad things happen to you...
Talk about someone else for a change...
Maybe say something nice...
And your life will get better...

2013-01-04 11:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cared about you n trinity!

2013-01-04 11:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
... Something nice...
... shows you care...
Otherwise... It'll only get worse from here...

2013-01-04 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
trinity has the most beautiful smile velisha is one of the most trust worthy person i know
alisha is bestest friend a girl can have she knows me better than anyone
cj keeps ppl from failling off hes a rock
gale is honest n loving
dagon understands all


2013-01-04 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
After that.
I don't want to see your face anymore.
I'm blocking you from facebook.
Deleting your number.
Destroying this turtle.
And never coming to see Trinity again.
Consider us completely and utterly split apart.
Because that was just unnecessary.
And I will not take that from you.
That was you being a blatant bitchy asshole.
... And.
I'm telling your mother you have another kid.

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why not you wanted positivity! you wanted to know i wasnt heartless! because clerly i have to be happy even when hurt! solets contenue

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. I wanted you to tell me something nice to ME.

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no!

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly.
Gimme a second.
I'll go tell her now.
You wanna be THAT petty?

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh youre kind

2013-01-04 11:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Let me go tell her the good news then.
No, I'm not.

2013-01-04 11:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no dont tell her!

2013-01-04 11:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it's because you just won't say something nice about me.
I'll only not tell her.
If you start being nice to me.
Otherwise.
Why should I be nice to you?

2013-01-04 11:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you are n youre smart

2013-01-04 11:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.
I want you to be TRUTHFUL.

2013-01-04 11:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
one of the smartest i know

2013-01-04 11:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I want to know everything.
2 years of your shit.

2013-01-04 11:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I AM BEINGTRUTHFUL

2013-01-04 11:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And negativity.
Everything.
Tell me everything you like about me. Everything nice you think about me.
From the very bottom of your heart.
Tell me why you love me.

2013-01-04 11:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i tell you what i think 2 years is crazy

2013-01-04 11:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You can make up for two years of pain.
With just a few moments of pure kindness.
I don't see why you never saw that before.
If you would have just told me some nice things before...
We could have been much happier.
So tell me everything.

2013-01-04 11:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it wasnt 2 years of pain. i dont ask you to make up for the emoinal distress you putme through.

2013-01-04 11:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You still don't get it.
You never will.
I'm just givingu p on you.
I'm gonna tell her.
Cuz you are hopeless.
No matter what, you're always gonna do... That.
Just be negative.
So it's time to unleash the ultimate negativity.

2013-01-04 11:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i startedbeing mean when i gave up on you loving me

2013-01-04 11:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you EVER do that?

2013-01-04 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its a year dont tell her n ill tll you

2013-01-04 11:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's like the DUMBEST thing in the world?
Fine, tell me now then.

2013-01-04 11:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you didnt care

2013-01-04 11:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And DON'T comment on anything negative that I SAY.
No, stupid, I DID care.
Remember how I said that you always just tell me how you think I feel because you feel it?
Well, guess what?
You've been doing that for our ENTIRE relationship!
Just because you FEEL like I'm doing something doesn't mean that I am! And because you kept doing that, you just made it negative!
And so our relationship spiraled down into negativity!
NOW.
SAY NICE THINGS.
AND YOU'D BETTER NOT SAY A DAMN THING.
ABOUT WHAT I JUST SAY.

2013-01-04 11:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk why i stayed but

2013-01-04 11:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I swear to GOD.
If you say even ONE.
SINGLE.
TINY.
SPECK OF NEGATIVITY.
Then I'm just gonna tell her. And not tell you that I did it.
So you'd better watch EVERY word you say.
So, all I can say is...
Be truthful.
Be nice.
And tell me everything that is both truthful and you think is nice about me.
Please...? Sad
If you love me...?

2013-01-04 11:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i fell you were kind smart tactical loving trustworthy warm n i used be able to find peace in you

2013-01-04 11:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What about now?
What is nice about me now?

2013-01-04 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well youre smart n kind n loving

2013-01-04 11:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Is that it?

2013-01-04 11:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea.. n handsome..

2013-01-04 11:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And that's it, right?

2013-01-04 11:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea..

2013-01-04 11:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Good. Thank you.
Now that it''s been said...
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep.

2013-01-04 11:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you welcome...

2013-01-04 11:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because it's unbearable to know that the person I love most has the least nice things to say about me.
And I'm unbearably sad.
... And it took you the longest to tell me, too.

2013-01-04 11:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry...

2013-01-04 11:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But, at least I know now.
No, don't be.
That's how you really feel.
I'm glad you told me.
I'm just sad that you feel that way.
So, I'm going to leave now.
And go cry.
Because that's all I can do when the person I love has so little to say about me... And dislikes me that much.


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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 1:54 am

2013 (January 5)

2013-01-05 12:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye tymon

2013-01-05 12:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you.
... And for the record, I say nice things about you on a daily basis.
... Part of me feels...
Stupid.
For doing that.
... I guess I was the one in the dark about all of this.

2013-01-05 12:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i did too i was talking to velisha about how much i loved you!

2013-01-05 12:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And here, I thought... You always thought nice things about me... But I guess everything makes sense about me.
... So why don't you tell me?
I need to hear it.
Your friends don't.
Besides... I bet that was the first time in god knows how long..
I tell everyone every day.
The moment I even see something that remotely reminds me of you.
You are the first and only person I think about.

2013-01-05 12:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm i do you forget because i dont do constant but i do it when iwere not arguing

2013-01-05 12:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You never tell me.
What does any of that matter if you don't tell it to me, the person who needs to hear it most?

2013-01-05 12:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i do

2013-01-05 12:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Give me 5 times.
You couldn't even give me 4 nice things to say
When I have a whole slew of things prepped at any given time to tell you.
I thought you loved me as much as I do you,.

2013-01-05 12:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok i told you you were cute tuesday monday youre smart of course you know about the brain a few weeks ago you were curages n a montb ago youre perfect

2013-01-05 12:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...

2013-01-05 12:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
month before that youre really goot at games

2013-01-05 12:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Please...
... No more...
... Just let me go to sleep...
... All I want to do...
... Is cry...

2013-01-05 12:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why

2013-01-05 12:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because you'll always have more bad things about me than nice things...

2013-01-05 12:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gave you wanted

2013-01-05 12:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yeah.
And I could see how pathetic it was...
Part of me wished you'd pour your entire heart out like I could do at any second for you...
...
...
And that hope was crushed.
There's no hope for you... You'll never love me like I love you...

2013-01-05 12:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont say good stuff eveyday about you... i had more but it diminhed today

2013-01-05 12:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It should never diminish.
That just makes me feel worse...
Your kind words are only reliant on how you feel...
So if you feel anything but happy, you can't say anything nice to me...
Wherein, because I know what I like about you ,I can tell you at any given time.
... You just don't know what you like about me... And that's saddening...

2013-01-05 12:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no because i felt these things till today

2013-01-05 12:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You should have felt them regardless.
No matter what happens any day.
If you love me, you will always feel the same.
Because you KNOW why you love me.
And that doesn't change just because your emotions do.

2013-01-05 12:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i can love you n not trust you or feel warm
or safe

2013-01-05 12:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I can get so upset and still be able to tell you anything.
...
Please...
Just go...
I don't want to do this anymore...
You just make me sad....
That's all you want to do...
Is make me sad...

2013-01-05 12:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you need to understand
because we have a child

2013-01-05 12:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already understand...
I have already understood all of this...

2013-01-05 12:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you dont

2013-01-05 12:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You only exist... to make me sad...

2013-01-05 12:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you think i dont love but i just cant have you

2013-01-05 12:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I think.
That you do not love me. Because you do not show me.
I want you to show me.
Kind words.
Nice gestures.
Positivity.
NICE.
Stop focusing on only negative things.
I've lived with that my entire life.

2013-01-05 12:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did you only remember the negative because we argue

2013-01-05 12:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And my mother regretted it. She only focused on my bad accomplishments. Never my good ones.
And when I told her all of the turmoil it caused me...
Just because she purposefully chose not to be a little more kind to me...
She couldn't take it.
To know that she was the one who made me this way.
Even though she thought I was the one doing this out of my own will.
What no one understands about me is...
You cannot get through to me with negativity.
So people who are negative all the time, I will also be negative, too.
That is why we argue so freqently.
If you are negative, so am I.
If you are positive, so am I.
That is why I say to you 'just be nice to me.'
The more you try to be mean and discipline and call me out on all of my mistakes...
The more miserable I make you.
I did it to her.
It wasn't on purpose.
But it was just because she wasn't nice to me.
Enough.
I wanted to save you from that same fate.
People who are not nice to me get their lives destroyed...
And I was trying hard really hard... Not to let you do the same thing she did...
Because I can't control that... And it only destrys the lives of those who are negative to me...
It's happened to every single person.
Including yourself already.
I just wanted to save you from it.
You're only miserable as long as you make me miserable.

2013-01-05 12:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I tell you how not to do it.

2013-01-05 12:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon you miserable as you do it too

2013-01-05 12:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I do it BECAUSE.
YOU DO IT.
DO YOU SEE HOW THIS GETS STARTED?
JUST ACCEPT IT.
SHIT.
IF YOU.

2013-01-05 12:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt even get mad at you tday! till you did

2013-01-05 12:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
STOP.
THEN I.
STOP.
GET IT?

2013-01-05 12:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was gonna be nice

2013-01-05 12:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
PLAIN AND SIMPLE?
Then just do it.

2013-01-05 12:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was

2013-01-05 12:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't 'gonna' do it.
Just. Do it.
'was.'
No.
Past tense.
Told you about the past.
PRESENT.

2013-01-05 12:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
here we go...

2013-01-05 12:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just do it.
Stop making excuses.
Just be nice.
From this point forward.
Just be nice.
Shut up about all of yourn egativity.
Just do it.
Just do it.
Just do it.
Just do it.
Just do it.

Just. Do. It.
Just do it.
How many times do I have to tell you?
Just do it.
Just be nice.
Just be nice.
Just be nice.
Just be nice.

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
repition
r
e
p
t

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do I really have to tell you this much?

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i
t

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just be nice.

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i
o

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just be nice.

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just be nice.
Just be nice.

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i have to be happy

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just be nice.

2013-01-05 12:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thts how i work
n safe

2013-01-05 12:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
JSO WAIT.
YOU'RE TELLING ME.
THAT UNTIL YOU'R HAPPY.

2013-01-05 12:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well not happy but i have to
let

2013-01-05 12:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You REFUSE to be nice?

2013-01-05 12:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no its how i work i can be nice

2013-01-05 12:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And you want me to believe that you aren't selfish?
Well, I work like this; when I am SAD. MAD. OR ANYTHING.
Kind words make me feel better.
Especially from my lover.
Or are you just so damn incompetent that I have to do it first?
... Wait.
I do have to do it first.
Cuz you have no idea how to be nice.
You need someone to lead you.
Because you can't do it yourself!

2013-01-05 12:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
look at you conterminously badmouthing me?
n you want me to be like awww

2013-01-05 12:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, I'm sorry. <3
I forgot.
Dear.
I love you.
I don't mean to be mean to you.
I simply didn't know that you didn't know how.
Now, I will teach you.
And lead you.

2013-01-05 12:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even if tyou said something nice i have to believe it

2013-01-05 12:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And show you exactly how to be completely and utterly NICE! <3
You're lrearning how to do it from meeee~~!

2013-01-05 12:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can be nice on my on im really good at it

2013-01-05 12:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't believe that.
For a HOT second.

2013-01-05 12:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im just not nice to you... which isw bad

2013-01-05 12:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, because you don't know how.
It's alright, I will teach you.
I will teach you how to be nice.
I will teach tyou etiquette.

2013-01-05 12:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i know but i rarely feel comfortable doing it

2013-01-05 12:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And the only way to do so is lead by example.

2013-01-05 12:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
to you

2013-01-05 12:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Silence yourself. It is time to be nice.
Lessons 101~!
The first step of being nice.
Say something meaningful to your spouse.

2013-01-05 12:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you talk to me i will not talk to you.

2013-01-05 12:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Right from your heart!
I thought you wanted to stop the cycle of us being mean to each other.
You are not cooperating!!

2013-01-05 01:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want to work this out but

2013-01-05 01:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You told me to be nice.
And I have to teach you.

2013-01-05 01:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
for trinity

2013-01-05 01:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you do not know how.
Stop putting people in our conversation.
This is about YOU

2013-01-05 01:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know how but im not comfortable

2013-01-05 01:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then it is time to make you comfortable.
Pay attention.

2013-01-05 01:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no see id have to trust
you
like i trust my friends n family

2013-01-05 01:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So you're just being difficult now, hm?
Well fuck you.

2013-01-05 01:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im being honest

2013-01-05 01:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just want everything to be your way.
You don't even want to try.
You just want me to do everything.
So you can be lazy and not have to do it yourself.

2013-01-05 01:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the reason i was mean because i wasnt comfortable being nice

2013-01-05 01:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why the fuck not?
That's stupid.
'not comfortable being nice.'
That sounds absolutely abhorrant.
Were you RAISED to be mean?
Niceness should be natural.
But I guess boorish people never learned that.
Pay attention.
Niceness... Should always feel comfortable.
If you love someone.
You must always remember why you love them...
And pull it from the deepest parts of your heart, even when you are upset...
And find a way to tell them "I love you. You're the most beautiful thing I think of every day."
Otherwise, you aren't doing it right.
Now.

2013-01-05 01:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not when you felt lonliness from that person now stop ill go
please

2013-01-05 01:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, it's your turn now?
Alright, remember... Be nice!
Let's see what you've got. Smile
... You still don't know how to do it, do you?
Sigh.
This is gonna be a loooong lesson...
It's a good thing I've got enough niceness within me to spare for those who don't.
So, prepare for complete and utter niceness from now on.
This is special treatment, only for you.
So that you'll kknow that I'm REALLY trying to make you be nice.
And I know the only way to do it is to go first and show you.
So I'll be the nicest of all.
...
And I'll be the nice parent, nice lover, nice spouse... 'The Nice One.' <3
Aw, baby. I love you. <3
When are you getting your hair done?

2013-01-05 01:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-01-05 01:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why else?
Was there any other reason for me to ask you except to know?
... No, there is no other reason. If I don't give you another reason, then there is no other reason.
Will you remember that?
Excuse me, I am politely waiting for you to answer my question.
I see that you have seen it, and it is extremely rude to ignore a question.
Miss?
... Wait.
What would you like to be referred as?
Miss? Madam? Madame? Madamoiselle? Ma'am?

2013-01-05 01:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WAIT. I'm missing the point. I'm supposed to be teaching her how to be happy.
So, now, I will teach you how to be happy.
The first rule of being happy...
Well, I dunno.
I just do whatever makes me happy.
Well, not really.
It's more like...
Other people do things to make me happy.
And when they do things to make me happy, I am nice to them.
And then that makes them happy.
And then everyone is happy!
So something must be defective with you...
Where you cannot be happy...
Maybe it's your family that isn't making you happy, and you take it out on me...
I'll ask your mother to be nicer to you.
Hold on.

2013-01-05 01:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my mom is really nice

2013-01-05 01:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why are you not?
Did you learn wrong?
Why is it when I try to do nice things for you, you are only a bitch to me?
That is what doesn't make sense.
I try to be nice.
And you're just a bitch.
This doesn't make any sense. Will you tell me why that is?

2013-01-05 01:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because youdont

2013-01-05 01:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do.

2013-01-05 01:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
in my eyes

2013-01-05 01:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's where we get problems.
well, in my eyes, I do.
All I ever do .
Is listen to everything you say exactly.
And when I do something you told me to do incorrectly.
You get mad at me like I was the one who told me to do it.
Don't shoot the messenger.
I'm just doing my job.
So what is it I'm doing wrong when you tell me to do something?

2013-01-05 01:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea you never understood but thats fine.

2013-01-05 01:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes. Becasue I'm not you.

2013-01-05 01:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats why we do it our selves right?

2013-01-05 01:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So if you want me to understand something.
Just tell me everything.
That's the secret.
Don't leave anything else. Just tell me every single detail.

2013-01-05 01:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did n you still didnt get it

2013-01-05 01:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you must have said something wrong.

2013-01-05 01:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so yea maybe i should just stop

2013-01-05 01:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or just been wrong for having me try to do it.
Well, I have an idea, if you even have the care to listen to words other than your own.
Would you like to listen?

2013-01-05 01:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i always listen to you. you never not talking hun

2013-01-05 01:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Exactly.
So if you're always listening.
Why don't you get what I'm telling you?
I'm just gonna repeat myself.
Because if you're not doing it.
Then clearly you didn't hear me.
That's how I function.

2013-01-05 01:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt sday anything to me you typed

2013-01-05 01:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well then, I communicated it to you.
And you still somehow did not understand.
And did not act.
Thus.
You did not understand me.
Why is it so difficult for you to understand me?
Do you just refuse to do it on purpose?

2013-01-05 01:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do understand you.

2013-01-05 01:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what is the problem beyond that?
If you understand, what stops you from doing what will fix the problem and make us both happy?
Do you want me to be sad that badly?

2013-01-05 01:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i just tired of everything

2013-01-05 01:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what?
I'm tired of everything too.
But you don't see that stopping me.
It only stops you.
Why is it that everything stops you and not me?
Why am I the only one that is able to persist?
Do you just not care?
Am I the only one who cares about the two of us?
Is that the problem?

2013-01-05 01:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so i relized im miserable with you. i wasnt
like really upset earlier about the cohosh i would of gotten over that. but then you acted like a robot aggain

2013-01-05 01:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why do I make you so miserable when all I want to do is make you happy?
Tatiauna.
Whenever there is a problem, I try to fix.

2013-01-05 01:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
new years was best time with you no sex

2013-01-05 01:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes. I thought so, too.
I thought all of our times would be like that from now on.

2013-01-05 01:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i got be with you n watch anime n relax besides the robot part

2013-01-05 01:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you came out of nowhere bitching at me today.
And I wonder.

2013-01-05 01:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt i wasnt upset about the cohosh


2013-01-05 01:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
"Why is she bitching? Is that the first thing she thinks about? Is to bitch?"
Yes, but you started off the ENTIRE DAY bitching.
Like you had just planned to bitch.
Woke up at 6:22 this morning.
"Tymon, you did wrong. Blah blah blah. Mad at you. Bitch bitch bitch."
You came in ready.
And that' what upset me.
You were not concerned about anything but bitching at me.
Do you see how that's frustrating?

2013-01-05 01:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever i told you ill do it myself you got upset cause i said youre not reliable

2013-01-05 01:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, WHY did that upset you?
To the point where you had to bitch?
You could have just ASKED me.
Why I didn't do it.
Instead of BITCHED.
So, let's put it like this...
Whenever you feel the undying need to bitch about something to me.
Just ask me why I didn't do it FIRST.
And, if my reason isn't valid.
Feel free to bitch.
But don't just start off fucking up everyone's day.
By bitching.

2013-01-05 01:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok why didnt you?

2013-01-05 01:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I got to Hyde Park late and the stores were closed.
I told you that earlier.
Because I don't have transportation of my own.
So sometimes things happen.
That are out of my control.
Now. Are you gonna bitch about that?
Or accept that it had nothing to do with me?

2013-01-05 01:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you said you were in hydepark

2013-01-05 01:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, I said I was gonna BE in Hyde Park.

2013-01-05 01:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt

2013-01-05 01:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop.
here's where you start bitching.
Now.
Go get me proof.
Timestamps.

2013-01-05 01:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-05 01:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Logs.

2013-01-05 01:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
brb
Thursday

5:17pm
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre in my locker now... n did you look for the herbs

7:01pm
Tymon Khrona Bolton II
I haven't been out yet. I've been trapped all day. I'll have to look tomorrow when I wake up and I'm in Hyde Park.

2013-01-05 01:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
NO.
That was taken out of context.
You clearly cannot understand my sentences.
So I have to just explain myself better.
I was not IN Hyde Park.
I was saying that when I WAKE UP and I GO to Hyde Park, I will LOOK.
I wasn't IN Hyde Park yet.

2013-01-05 01:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you always talking about being literal

2013-01-05 01:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That WAS literal.
If you REALLY want to get technicaly, I would have put a COMMA after the 'When I wake up.'
Because I know how to be punctual.
So, the meaning of the sentence changes due to one comma.
Thus, the sentence "When I wake up and I'm in Hyde Park" means that I would wake up and then have to travel to Hyde Park.
Where as.
"When I wake up, and I'm in Hyde Park" means that I will wake up and I'm ALREADY in Hyde Park.
You forget that I actually use CORRECT grammar.
Sigh. I'll just have to make it more concise.

2013-01-05 01:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well i dont think asbout those things when i read talk

2013-01-05 01:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's EXACTLY WHY YOU MESS SHIT UP.
Because you don't pay attention.
But.
I see that you don't.

2013-01-05 01:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you could just do different

2013-01-05 01:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'll just have to accommodate for you.
I just said that.
Beat you to the punch, cuz I knew you'd be on some foolishness like that.
Besides.
I want you to understand me.
So I have to...
...

2013-01-05 01:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you knew you would but since you dont you dont

2013-01-05 01:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just learned this 5 seconds ago.
Stop trying to be right.
It's annoying.
When you stop trying to be right and take the blame off of yourself for everything, we can stop arguing.
You do that so frequently that I get pissed.

2013-01-05 01:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
m not youre the one who said it i was just clarifying

2013-01-05 01:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well be clearer in a NICER way.
That is what makes me UPSET.
Because you clarify like a bitch.
In fact, most of the time when you talk about something that isn't us t alking friendly...

2013-01-05 01:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do too dear

2013-01-05 01:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're bitching.
I bitch because I'm PISSED.
That we are STILL not just being happy.

2013-01-05 01:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you bitch because you do

2013-01-05 01:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And NORMALLY it's because you've STARTED bitching first.
I bitch because I'm trying to make you understand something that you are not and I get frustrated.
... Sigh.
Do you just want me to be nicer about it?

2013-01-05 01:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i bitch for the same reasons

2013-01-05 01:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then be NICER
And maybe we'll get somewhere.

2013-01-05 01:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
take your own advice

2013-01-05 01:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can only do it if you do it first.
Treat others how you want to be treated.
That's why I always tell you.
Stop trying to MAKE me do it first.
Just because YOU don't want to be the one to do it first.

2013-01-05 01:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you dont treat me good when youre mad

2013-01-05 01:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Because you make me mad on purpose.
And I can tell.
So why would I be nice to someone who intentionally makes me mad?

2013-01-05 01:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont

2013-01-05 01:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why does it always seem like that?
I've thought that you've been purposely starting dumb shit with me for the longest.
That's the ONLY reason why I get mad.
Because I think you start things on purpose. And you bitch before you ask questions.
... Or don't pay attention before you bitch...
Basically, just stop bitching. But..

2013-01-05 01:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont this is the first time i did that

2013-01-05 01:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
First time you did what, bitch?
Hell no.
Take it from me.
Take it from me.

2013-01-05 01:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i have better things to do

2013-01-05 01:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You do it naturally.
I just thought you were doing it consciously.
Now I see that you unconsciously bitch at me.
So you think you're just talking to me normally.
But I take it as you bitching at me.
That's why I always tell you.

2013-01-05 01:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont

2013-01-05 01:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you do it consciously?

2013-01-05 01:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i think about it before i do it

2013-01-05 01:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Apparently, not long enough.
Cuz it damn near always comes out with you bitching at me.
And I never know how it gets to that point.
Then I have to remember. You're just a bitch naturally. So. I just have to learn to stop taking your bitching personally.
And realize that you just don't know how to talk beyond in that fashion.
You just start yelling and saying all types of shit. I guess that's what I do, too.

2013-01-05 02:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it is

2013-01-05 02:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I don't get mad unless I think you make me mad.
And normally, that starts from you starting something with me.

2013-01-05 02:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bitching beflre question? n nun un you do kit by yourself
you did on weekend
mon n tues

2013-01-05 02:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When? What did I do?

2013-01-05 02:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
clening

2013-01-05 02:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That wasn't bitching.
That was helping you.

2013-01-05 02:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you complained about it old pll
n old ppl

2013-01-05 02:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That wasn't a complaint. Those were facts.

2013-01-05 02:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we agreed that it was both

2013-01-05 02:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, so what was the problem?
You act like I just started for no reason.

2013-01-05 02:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bitchhinnngg

2013-01-05 02:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you even know WHY I started?

2013-01-05 02:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i bitch facts tooo

2013-01-05 02:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I don't mind, but I want you to not BITCH AT ME.
Or, if you're gonna bitch, don't be serious about it.

2013-01-05 02:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i wont be doing it at all

2013-01-05 02:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine. I'll... Try not to.
But if you ask for my opinion.
Or if I see a problem.
You'll be hearing from me.
Especially if you tell me what to do.
Because if you're telling me what to do, then there''s a problem.
And I'm going to fix every problem.
Does that make sense?

2013-01-05 02:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would i tell what to do?

2013-01-05 02:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You ALWAYS DO.
You ALWAYS HAVE.
And then you get mad at me when I do it wrong.
And then I just don't understand why you don't do it yourself.
I don't ever let you play my games because I know you know you don't know what you're doing.
So why would you let me do anything I don't know what I'm doing?
I do it myself. You do it yourself. If I know how to do it, then feel free to ask.
But if I don't know what I'm doing and don't know how... Don't let me.

2013-01-05 02:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well that was cwhen i was claiming you

2013-01-05 02:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Claiming me for what?

2013-01-05 02:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
metaphorically speaking
my lover
though i was telling ppl you were my bf
did I upset you?

2013-01-05 02:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No...
I just love you.
And don't see why we can't be together.
We love each other. We want to make each other happy. We want to be together. We have a child. Literally the ONLY thing that keeps us apart is the distance.
And the distance is what causes every single one of our problems.
Distance and transportation.
So we're fighting about things that aren't even our faults and trying to pin it on the other one. When it's neither of us.
I love you. Sweet dreams...

2013-01-05 10:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well i don't trust you either

2013-01-05 10:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There is always a problem with you.
You can never just be happy.
This is why I get upset.

2013-01-05 10:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am happy
i just dont trust you and thats it

2013-01-05 10:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I don't want that.
You are never just perfectly fine.
That's a problem.
That I'm going to have to fix.
Thanks a lot.
Now I've got to figure out how to do that
And I'm just so damn tired.
You take and take and take and take from me.
And never can just be perfectly fine.
It's like I've got to go murder someone.
I think I just might.
Cuz I have so much anger for you.
Because you'll never just be fine with everything.
If it's not one thing, then it's another.
You can never be satisfied.
So the only option I have left is to kill people.
Cuz I can't just kill you.
Why are you not ever just fine with everything? Is there a reason?
Why don't you trust me? Why do you insist on driving me insane? Do you think it's fun? Amusing? Do you like making me sad so I can make you sad?
Maybe I should just stab my hand.

2013-01-05 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i'm not gonna start with you. I'm notupset about anything. I just will not be with someone I dont deemed trustworthy

2013-01-05 10:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There is no fucking reason for you to not deem me trustworthy.
You're just doing it to start shit.
And I know it.
Because what reason could you POSSIBLY have?
Except that you want me to go kill people?
You MUST want that.

2013-01-05 10:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
really? the way you put me out there

2013-01-05 10:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What the fuck? That's so stupid.
You can't trust me because you don't like what I did?
Damn that. I barely like the way you handle any of your situations.
And yet, you do it, and I always trust you.
You just don't have the capacity for emotions like I do.
Because all you do is get rid of them when something goes wrong.
I deal with them.
... I'm just going to suck it up and break something.
Problem solved.
So why was that reason enough not to trust me?

2013-01-05 10:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon thats apart of safeness. i cant trust you to keep our business between us or at least so that everyone would not think. the first one wasnt even true

2013-01-05 10:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was true to me.
And you sid it yourself.
It's true if it's ture to you.
Because you always tell me stuff that's completely false.
But only because YOU think it's true, it's true.

2013-01-05 10:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i guess... well i still would never put out there like that.

2013-01-05 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'll frequently tell you that it isn't.
And all you'll say is 'No, it is true!"
You'll tell your friends.
Same thing.

2013-01-05 10:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but mines is based off of fact your is based off of one conversation
no i dont
i never bad mouth you

2013-01-05 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It doesn't matter how many people No. It isn't.
Yours is based off of whatever YOU think at whatever time of the day.
Not factual at all.

2013-01-05 10:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n they never do

2013-01-05 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just whatever you feel.
So what? No one else bad mouths you.
I tell them the truth.

2013-01-05 10:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no it isnt you agreed with me after we solved it

2013-01-05 10:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or, at least, my truth.
Well, yes AFTER you listened to me.
When you don't LISTEN to me.

2013-01-05 10:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so i only want sex

2013-01-05 10:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, that's what you were implying.
That's the only thing I do that makes you happy.
Apparently.
You only care about how I thought about other girls.
You couldn't even see how your fantasies made me just as upset.
Because all you thin about is sex.
You think that I think about sex.
Because you're the one thinking about it.
So you just project your thoughts on me because you think what's true about you is true about me.
So you can never ever blame yourself for anything.
You don't know how to take the blame for anything.
You always put it off on someone else.

2013-01-05 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
.....you said you did.. you brought it up. i said its not really important

2013-01-05 10:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that person is always me.

2013-01-05 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sex is apart of emotion

2013-01-05 10:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, I did it?
Blaming me?
That's all you do.
Blame me for all of your problems.

2013-01-05 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sotired...
x i

2013-01-05 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then stop blaming me.

2013-01-05 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nom fucki8ng bloaq 3eedderw uhyouy6
\

2013-01-05 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you are.
All the time.
For everything.
Name one time you didn't.
You blame me for the baby.
You blame me for your stress.
You blame me for your unhappiness.
You blame me for whatever comes to mind.
You blame me for everything.
Name ONE thing that you didn't blame me for.
And don't say 'my happiness.'
I bet that's RIGHT what you were about to do.
So figure out something NEGATIVE that you DIDN'T blame me for.
Cuz there's absolutely nothing.
You blame me for your pain.
You blame me for your suffering.
You blame me for the baby.
Every single thing.

2013-01-05 11:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you i know what i blame myself

2013-01-05 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Her it comes...
"Being with you."
We're not talking about you.
You seem to have a hard time remembering that.
So.

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i shouldnt of messed with you

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I could say the same.
If I would have known that I was getting involved with someone to fucking impossible...

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then stop botherinhg
me

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
A spoiled, selfish, cowardly, bratty bitch...
...
No.
I love you.

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont trust you

2013-01-05 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I want to make it work.
But I'm the only one.
YEAH BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH.

2013-01-05 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to be with you
takes one to know onre

2013-01-05 11:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No it doesn't.
Because I know you.
And all you do is complain.
About EVERYTHING.

2013-01-05 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
right you are a bitch

2013-01-05 11:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Blame me. FOR EVERYTHING.
When all I want to do is settle down and be happy with yu.

2013-01-05 11:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noone puts blame in

2013-01-05 11:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You always find ONE thing...
To make it impossible.

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you \the who triees to pin stuff on me when i say you did this too youre upset
you brought tht problem up

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine, fine. I'll take the blame this time.

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i said leacve it alone it doesnt matter

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Since I'm the only mature one here.

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n thats a fact

2013-01-05 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, yes, I did it, I did it all.
Anything else, officer?
I plead guilty.
Do you want me to take the fall for everything that happens?
I'll do it.

2013-01-05 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going

2013-01-05 11:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz that's the only way to make your cowardly ass happy.
Talk to me or I'm telling your mother.
You have 5 seconds.
You have to talk to me until we get this solved.
5.
4.
3.
2.

2013-01-05 11:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you
re just ruthless n untrusatworthy again

2013-01-05 11:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.

2013-01-05 11:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
look at it

2013-01-05 11:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I need to work this out with you.
Do you know why?

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
another reason why i cant

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because the only way t oget to you.

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
trust you

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is with underhanded tactics.
Because you just won't be fair.
So how can I be fair if you aren't?
You just want to be right.

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if trust is the problem you wont fix

2013-01-05 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it isn't about that.
No, I don't care about that.
You're just a bitch for that.
We've established that.
And you always will be until you trust me.
I'm trying to figure out WHY?

2013-01-05 11:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
\no im not youre not trustworthy

2013-01-05 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't believe you.
Anyway.
Why do you do all of this?

2013-01-05 11:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok
because i hate you

2013-01-05 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you exist

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Im tellin her.
You are NOT taking this seriously.
And I'm done trying to get you to take this seriously.

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're just being a bitch on purpose.
NO.
You are not.
I do not believe that you are.

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im not

2013-01-05 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So there's no more discussion until you answer correctly.
Why do you hate me because I exist?
And if you give me another half ass answer, I swear...

2013-01-05 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because youre antrustworthy brat n i dont feel safe around you

2013-01-05 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?

2013-01-05 11:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you put me out there knowing my family would stress nme out... not to mention stuff that wasnt even true =. you threaten to tell my mom im pregnant because i just want to go

2013-01-05 11:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you know why I do all of that?

2013-01-05 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do you think those reasons wil matter?

2013-01-05 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Teling her.
You aren't taking this conversation seriously.
You're being a bitch on purpose.
I have zero tolerance.

2013-01-05 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am i answered honestly

2013-01-05 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just answer the question.
No, that wasn't an answer.
That was a question.

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright then.
It's because you're a coward who runs away from all her problems when they get too intense.
You can't even deal with me when we have an issue.

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tell me how.

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i always ztay

2013-01-05 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
You only stay if I blackmail you.
Like say 'I'll tel your mother.'
And that's the ONLY reason why you stay.
Because a coward hates to be blackmailed.

2013-01-05 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this is the 2nd time you did

2013-01-05 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And how many times did you threaten to leave?
Answer the question.
Stop typing.
And answer.

2013-01-05 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everyother time i stayted even when i wanted to go

2013-01-05 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, you stayed because I blackmailed you. Because you have no will to fix the problems that you make with me.
You just wnat to make problems.
And then let them be problems so you can complain about them.

2013-01-05 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont make the prolems

2013-01-05 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I feel like if we fix all of our problems, you'll just make another one so you won't get bored with not having conflict.
Answer my question.
Don't say another damn thing.
Unless it's answering my question.
How many times have you threatened to leave?

2013-01-05 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everytime

2013-01-05 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you're telling me THAT isn't cowardice?
You run away EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
And if I wasn't here.
You would have run away already.

2013-01-05 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no because i stayed that isnt running

2013-01-05 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Would you have left if I didn't try to work out our problems?

2013-01-05 11:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if wanted to leave i would of been left

2013-01-05 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Answer the question.
Answer it.

2013-01-05 11:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-05 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So you're telling me that if I let you leave... You won't leave?
Then why the fuck do you say it in the first place?
Just to piss me off?
Answer the questions.
All three.
No side tracking.

2013-01-05 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i nwant too

2013-01-05 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... GIRL.
I WANT TO, TOO.
But do you know what I want more?
Answer.

2013-01-05 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-05 11:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... To be a happy family with the person I love most and my little baby girl. That's why no matter what happens, I can always let everything go.
Every time.
And I can trust you, love you, be with you and be happy knowing you exist even after the worst of our fights.
And I'd expect the same from you.
And it hurts when you don't feel the same way.
So why don't you?
Answer the question.

2013-01-05 11:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i dont work that way. if i cant ttust you whats the point... its like the same i expected you not to put me out there because i could never do that to you
i expected you to return alot of things but you dont were nbit tbht same ppl

2013-01-05 11:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I didn't know those things.
Did you know that I didn't know?
And do you know I hate having to blackmail you so that you'll listen to me?
I wish you could and would just listen without me having to blackmail you... But every single time I try, you don't, until I just can't take it anymore. And I have to kill myself. Kill others. Blackmail you. Make someone feel bad.
Just so you'll take the time out to listen fully to what I have to say.
Do you know how terrible that is?
I ABSOLUTELY hate doing it.
I ABSOLUTELY hate knowing that it'll make you feel this badly.
And I ABSOLUTELY hate that it has to happen.
But... You just refuse to listen to what I have to say, unless you get your point across first.
And I feel like unless I completely and utterly accept that what you say is true, you will not listen to me. And even then, if I completely accept it, then there's no point in me saying anything else.
And I simply want to get to the truth.
That's why I persist so hard. Because the truth is THAT important to me.
Did you know all of that?
It gets to the point where I try to get you to hear me...
That only underhanded tactics work.

2013-01-05 11:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I absolutely HATE doing that to you. Anyone else, probably, but not you...
The ONE person I just don't want to do it to...
Do you know I have to swallow my belief and HATE MYSELF for you?
Did you know all of that? I love you so much that I'll hate my very existence just to get you to hear me out... Because I know what I have to say will make you happy and solve our problems if you just let me talk and hear me out.
Did you know any of that? Did you know at all?
Did you honestly think I enjoyed doing such horrible things to the one I love...?
I don't care about myself.
Because if I cared about myself, I couldn't care about you.
And I'd never try so hard.
Because I'd want to quit.
And probably would.
But I'm not doing this for me. At all.
Did you know that?
I've been trying to tell you all of this for a very long time.
But you always stop listening to me... ANd run away... and ignore me... and shoot down everything I have to say.
So, to me, this is the only way. Until we can have a conversation where you just listen to me... This is the only way. And I hate that. And I hate me for doing it. Just because I love you.
Did you know that?

2013-01-05 11:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Answer.

2013-01-05 11:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that doesnt make sinse you dont have to aall that

2013-01-05 11:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yes I do...

2013-01-05 11:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it doesnt fix anything just make it worse

2013-01-05 11:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you just won't listen...
... I know...
But I just want you to listen to me...

2013-01-05 11:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do listen to you
we solve things better when you dont do things like this...

2013-01-05 11:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You only listen until I tell you that yo do something that makes me upset.
Then you refuse to believe that it made me upset.
And that happens every time.
And you stop listening to me after that.
I just want you to understand that some stuff you do makes me upset, even if you don't think it should or that it does.
The same way you do with me.
Doesn't that happen?
Answer.

2013-01-05 11:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what?

2013-01-05 11:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you do something I think makes me mad, you don't think it should or does make me mad.
And then you reject how I feel about it because you feel that I shouldn't feel that way.
I always say "That's what makes me mad."
And you say "No it doesn't, you're upset because of this this and this."
That you THINK I'm upset, but never really is the case.
And I tell you that all the time.
And you never just accept it.
And I tink it's only because I say you're the one that makes me upset.
Is it true that you deny making me upset every time I say you make me upset?
Answer.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 1:55 am

2013 (January 5) Pt. 2

2013-01-05 12:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-05 12:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well. That is how I feel.
Do you deny that this is how I feel?

2013-01-05 12:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon im upset i dont think this is the best time to talk about this...

2013-01-05 12:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright. Will you talk to me when you feel better?
I'll wait for you until you're ready. This turtle will eternally say so.
I love you... Talk to me when you feel better. I'll leave you alone until you are.
Feel better.

2013-01-05 12:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you take those condoms out tht bg n bring it upstairs
did you take those condoms out tht bg n bring it upstairs

2013-01-05 12:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, they're in the room downstairs.

2013-01-05 12:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
someone took them out -_-

2013-01-05 12:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Was it your mother?

2013-01-05 12:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk...

2013-01-05 12:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You've got to get out of that house.
That's why I've been trying to get this job...
But I can't seem to get back into Hyde Park.
It's so fucking frustrating...
All I'm trying to do is get a job, and everything is stopping me from getting to Hyde Park...

2013-01-05 12:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yep

2013-01-05 12:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And that's why I was so upset cuz...
Why did you think I wasn't trying, if all I do is try my best...?

2013-01-05 12:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk..i thought you were there

2013-01-05 12:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think you don't appreciate how hard I try... Because my trying isn't what you want me to be doing... But it always is what you want me to be doing...
You only get mad at me when I take breaks so that I don't get mad...
So I don't know how to make you happy...
I try to get a job, you want me to do something else.
I do something else, you want me to get a job.
I rest, you get mad because I'm not trying to get a job...
... Just ask me to do one thing at a time.

2013-01-05 12:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh...

2013-01-05 12:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, that's what I've been trying to tell you all this time!
You just weren't listening to me...
And I tried to tell you that you weren't listening to me, but you didn't believe me...

2013-01-05 12:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry..

2013-01-05 12:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's alright... I just want you to listen to me, like I ask...
And just let me do one thing at a time.
And whatever you do... Don't rush me.

2013-01-05 12:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i forget youre not a multitasker

2013-01-05 12:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can only multitask when the jobs are in direct alignment with what the main goal is.
Because I am able to get one job done extremely quickly when someone allows me to do it...
But it's when I have split goals that I have to split my focus.

2013-01-05 12:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, I had to split my attention between making you happy so we could be together, trying to see the baby, getting money to see the baby, getting a job, getting the blue cohosh, getting a ride, getting to Hyde Park and making myself feel better when everyone and everything makes me unhappy.

2013-01-05 12:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..

2013-01-05 12:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You weren't paying attention to how much you were telling me to do?
Plus, I had to do things for myself, like trying to get back downtown to get to Harold Washington again.
Trying to hang out with my friends before all of them left.
Everyone wants me to do so much in the shortest amount of time...
And I just want everyone to shut up and let me do it.
Stop giving me more work to do before I finish the first load.
No one seems to understand that...
I can't be happy when I'm doing too much work.
And I don't even have time for myself...
I don't get to play video games, I don't get to draw, I barely get to get on Vescrutia...
I don't have any fun at all, except for going to see my friends and smoking.
And you even wanted to take that from me...
And I don't understand why.

2013-01-05 12:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well youure the same i have alot to do, and all i need is privacy n you took that away from. as much as you complaied about being alone. i never get to be n would be nice if my family wasnt in my business not to mentin all of facebook n ur ex n ppl i dont even know...

2013-01-05 12:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well. I just want you to be nice to me.
Because I feel like you don't like to be nice to me.
For a reason that you aren't telling me.

2013-01-05 12:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
at least you get to see your frieds i only get to have fun in school.

2013-01-05 12:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That is seeing yor friends.
I only get to see my friends at night.
You see your friends for the entire day.
I see mine for the entire night.

2013-01-05 12:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wellno reason to do that! you hurt me all the time i never put you out there like that especiallystuff thats not factual just emotion based

2013-01-05 12:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But it feels just as bad.
The feelings are equivalent.
Even if the actions are not the same.
Do you understand that?

2013-01-05 12:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no only in lunch were just work all the time

2013-01-05 12:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you work so much?
That doesn't make any sense at all.

2013-01-05 12:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well except for 6 period n photo n asian studies

2013-01-05 12:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, you enjoy working, you always told me.
So you do a lot of work.

2013-01-05 12:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we have to its our assigned work n we want to pass

2013-01-05 12:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To pass is to do the least amount of work required to get a C.
You don't do that, do you?
You try to excel.
Don't you?

2013-01-05 12:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well yea i dont want my gpa to go down i have 2 fs already

2013-01-05 12:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I never overworked myself in school because I felt it was stupid.
Grading scale? Asinine.
Grades? Competition.
It's to force people to work hard.
When all they need is a C.

2013-01-05 12:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you dont want to do whati want to do

2013-01-05 12:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. I don't want to overwork myself and be tired all the time.
That's what makes me unhappy.
You like to do that, to my knowledge.
That's why you do it.

2013-01-05 12:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you also dont wantto go to school i do. n to get there i have to work or it...

2013-01-05 12:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I never said I didn't want to go to school.
I just want to go to a school that suites me.
I don't like doing things that aren't fit for me.
So I don't.
I don't understand why anyone would.
Unless it was for other people.
the only time I do things I don't want to do... is when it's for another person.
I will never of my own will do something I hate to do.
Because I feel like that's absolutely stupid.

2013-01-05 12:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well thisnis what fits me

2013-01-05 12:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
That's why I don't know why you want me to do it too.
Just do you.
And I'll do me.
And we can do that together.
... Or.
Wait.
I'm completely at peace of mind with you now.
So, I can willingly leave.
If you want me to go. I have no problem with it now that we've fixed out problems.

2013-01-05 12:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk... well its hard now you vialated my space

2013-01-05 12:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, then I'll just go.
Simple as that.
Is that what you want?

2013-01-05 12:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i guess we shouldnt be togetheranymore...

2013-01-05 12:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that what you truly think?
I think we should.
But, because you don't want to, we won't.
So, is this what you really want?
Whatever decision you make now will be final.
So be sure of yourself on this one, okay?

2013-01-05 12:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont trust you... so yea

2013-01-05 12:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright.
Well, I guess we're done then.

2013-01-05 12:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh....ok...

2013-01-05 12:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I guess we'll only communicate whenever you want to talk-- What's wrong?

2013-01-05 12:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want too, but i dont want to be with someoneni cant trust. n i know weregonna have to deal with eachother.

2013-01-05 12:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hm? We don't have to deal with each other.
That's the point of this.
That's what I thought, at least.
To separate for good.
You don't trust me, anyway.
I didn't intend on coming back.

2013-01-05 12:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we have a child

2013-01-05 12:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That doesn't matter. You told me to separate.
That's what separation means.
I'd get a job and pay child support.
We would take care of her separately.

2013-01-05 12:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not from her

2013-01-05 12:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, that is what separation is.
That is what separated couples do.
Did you not know the rules of separation?
Because the two of us are split, so is the child.
You just bring her over to me. I bring her back whenever I get ready.
... Were you... Not aware?

2013-01-05 12:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just cause were not togethr doesnt mean we cant parent her together

2013-01-05 12:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We are gonna parent her together.
Separately.
That's the purpose of separation.
I separate from the family.
Our only true connection is our child.
I separate from everything that is you all.

2013-01-05 12:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my friends mom does it

2013-01-05 12:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but that doesn't work for me.
We are separate.
Meaning, we do not work together.
We do things separately.
Everything.
Including raise the child.
That is the point of separation.
Otherwise, why would we just not be together?
If we do one thing together, we do everyting together.
If we separate, we separate completely.
Those are my rules.

2013-01-05 12:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no its not were jus not togethr.... it doesnt matter bye...

2013-01-05 12:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am not emotionally stable enough to be able to be around you and not be together.
We are not together. We do nothing together.
Not even raise what we made together.
That is what separation is.
So, we are either separate, or we are together.
What do you want to do?

2013-01-05 12:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why not if its for her sake

2013-01-05 12:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Her sake is fine.
She'll see me.
Hang out with me.
I'll pay child support.
There is no difference.
The only thing is that you and I are not connected anymore.
I would be doing the same thing whether we were together or separate.
The only difference is if Im working together with you or working by myself.
Because all Trinity needs is for us to be cool with each other, me to pay money, and to come see me.
I knew you wanted to separate.

2013-01-05 12:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so if theres a problem we wouldnt work together to solve it?

2013-01-05 12:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Only if it is a problem with her.
Our lives do not interconnect anymore if we are separate.
Trinity is all that binds us, since you want to separate that badly.

2013-01-05 12:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is that what i wantesthis whole time?

2013-01-05 12:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I knew you wanted to separate. So I had to get rid of the bad blood between us.
...
You told me you didn't want to be together.
You told me you don't trust me.
You told me you wanted to separate.
That is the result of all that you wanted.
I'm just doing it.
We are not together.
We are not doing anything together.
We are separated.
You really weren't aware of this?

2013-01-05 12:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but now as of ealier at 1. before that i wanted a family.

2013-01-05 12:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanted us to be on good terms for me, you and the baby's sake.
Yes, before you wanted a family.
You don't want that anymore.
That's what I want.
And if I pursue what I want, that makes you upset.
Because I try to hard.

2013-01-05 12:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so yu cant say knew when i told you. i cant trust you.

2013-01-05 12:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Knew what?
And that's fine if you don't trust me.
There's no need for you to.
We're separated.
However, by you not trusting me, that means you do not trust me with taking care of our child.
Because you either trust me, or you don't.
So, I guess Trinity doesn't get to see me, either.

2013-01-05 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n ill go....

2013-01-05 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Since you do not trust me at all.
Alright.

2013-01-05 12:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thts not what it means

2013-01-05 12:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That is what it means to me.
You do not trust me.
So why would you trust me with anything?
If you trust me, then you trust me with everything.
If you don't trust me, you don't trust me with anything.
That is how I see it.

2013-01-05 12:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
shes too young for you to throw her under the bus

2013-01-05 12:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not throwing her under the bus.
I'm just doing what her mother wants.
What I want is to be together.
But it isn't about me.
So I'm just doing what you want.
If this was about me, I'd be trying to convince you to stay.
But, it isn't.
So I am not.

2013-01-05 12:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt say you had to stop seeing her

2013-01-05 12:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did not.
However, your circumstances require that.
You do not trust me and we are separated.
Those conditions prevent me from seeing Trinity.
You do not trust me to take care of the baby.
And we are separated, so I would not be seeing her anyway.
You were the one who made those two decisions.
I'm just going through with them.
I told you what I want.
But it isn't about me.
So it doesn't matter.

2013-01-05 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh,.. you're impossible... so it either us or nothing?

2013-01-05 12:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't ask me.
You know what I want.
It's up to you to make the final decision.
If you want to go back on the separation, feel free to at any time.

2013-01-05 12:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one who said it
youre the one who said it

2013-01-05 12:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Make sure that you're ready for it, though.
I said what logically makes sense given the conditions you have stated.
So, basically, just repeating what you said logically from my own head.
So, I am just repeating you.

2013-01-05 12:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre being a brat. i want you to see her! you betrayed my trust not hers

2013-01-05 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am doing only what you said.
To call me a brat is to say that what you want is bratty.
I will only do what you want.
So, again.
it is your decision.
I'll just execute it.
So, if you do not want this to happen, just change your decision.
But only do it when you are prepared.
Because you are not prepared to be with me.
And it will only make you unhappy.
So the only option for you is separation.
Is that correct?
It is alright, take your time. We are separated, so you are not obliged to answer me anymore. And I can just leave.
Whenever you want to talk, I will be here. I will not talk to you. It is you who has to make a decision. And until you change your decision, I will treat us as separated.
So, I will be waiting for you to change your mind.
If you ever do.

2013-01-05 01:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you still wish to talk now?
I see that is a no.
Well, whenever you do, I will be here.
I love you.
Goodbye.

2013-01-05 01:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i think it was my mom that went on my table...

2013-01-05 01:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you.
Also, tell Trinity happy 6 month birthday!
And give her kisses from daddy.

2013-01-05 01:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
5 mnth

2013-01-05 01:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, true.
I counted August as one month instead of September. xD

2013-01-05 01:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know i was just hoping it was tiarra...

2013-01-05 01:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What the hell? Why would Tiarra be having sex?
Well...
Anyway.
I told you that you needed to leave that house ages ago.
You just didn't listen to me..

2013-01-05 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sht up i told you sos are pointless n makes me not want to tell you anything
im going...

2013-01-05 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why didn't you just tell me to stop saying 'I told you so,' instead of saying it was pointless?
I do pointless things all the time.
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop.
So if you want me to stop, say "I want you to stop saying I told you so."
Simple solution.
Don't get all huffy.
Just do it correctly.
I love you.
Goodbye.

2013-01-05 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well i told you this already

2013-01-05 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, just tell me again.
So I remember this time.
"I want you to stop saying I told you so."

2013-01-05 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok...

2013-01-05 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Are you going to tell me?
... Well. Take your time.
I can do it until you tell me to stop.

2013-01-05 02:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already did...

2013-01-05 02:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, sometimes you have to tell me twice.
"I want you to stop saying I told you so."
So, I'll wait.

2013-01-05 02:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ima go talk to someone else...

2013-01-05 02:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright.
I love you.
Goodbye.

2013-01-05 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not helpig youre make me feel worse.
bye

2013-01-05 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not supposed to try to help you anymore. We are separated.
You're on your own.
You're the one that wanted this.
I'm just giving it to you.
I love you.
Goodbye.

2013-01-05 07:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I miss you. Let's be friends.

2013-01-05 07:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cant live without me?
we have kid, so i guess thats fine. did cj mke it up here safely?

2013-01-05 07:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno, he hasn't told me. I can live without you, I just don't want to anymore. I like you best.
I figured out that I can just wait.

2013-01-05 07:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wait for what?He was supposed to be here at 6 so we could go to movie, but i cant get ride.

2013-01-05 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... He didn't invite me? I'm kind of upset about that...
And wait for the problems to fix themselves.
Why did you all not invite me? Do you not like me?

2013-01-05 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that was due to a bet we made a long time ago, and he was gonna invite you yesterday. till you went emotional wreck.

2013-01-05 07:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aw.
Well, now I'm fine. :3
Tell him to come get me, I'm at Sophie's~!
I love you.

2013-01-05 07:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know where he is.
did you walk to sophias house in the cold?

2013-01-05 07:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
It was imperative to get to Hyde Park.
I told you, all my plans start in Hyde Park.
So, I simply did it.

2013-01-05 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok

2013-01-05 07:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, so I'm fixed now.
Finally.
Aren't you happy/
I had to fix myself for you.

2013-01-05 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't really care, do you?

2013-01-05 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was in the shower.

2013-01-05 08:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well I was just asking.

2013-01-05 08:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the time of ascention is near... i think i might end up keeping allen.

2013-01-05 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES!
I'm so happy. <3
I love our baby.
And I love you.
Can we be happy together now? I really want to.

2013-01-05 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon dont get excited its not definit thought. n idk

2013-01-05 11:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have sharp pains in my stomach
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 1:57 am

2013 (January 6)

2013-01-06 10:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's fine. I'll make it work if that's what you want. It's what I'm here for. I like to give you what you want cuz it makes you happy. I just hate it when you ask for too much
And why do you hate yourself? Sad

2013-01-06 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, also, CJ says what time is good to go to the movies? I'm gonna go over Stefanos' house soon and go see him, so we're all gonna go together. Smile

2013-01-06 11:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Uhhh idk
Uhhh idk

2013-01-06 11:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm so sorry.

2013-01-06 11:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
For what?

2013-01-06 11:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not giving you my undivided attention.
But my attention is divided.
But, I guess I meant to say...
I'm sorry for not giving you the larger portion of my attention.
I basically evened you out with everything else.
Not realizing you wanted more attention from me than from my friends and Vescrutia. I divided my attention individually.

2013-01-06 11:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-01-06 11:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you used to be the center of my attention.
I remember those days.
Thinking only about you all day and night, even when I was with friends.
...
Wait.
I still do that.
I guess I just don't tell you as often as I should.
Because you are always on my mind. xD My attention is ALWAYS on you. I guess you just never know cuz I don't show you.
But you don't have a phone.
So I can't text you like I used to.
I can't call you when I want to.
And I just miss you soooo much...
So I don't get why you keep telling me all this bad stuff that I don't do when I do it all the time...
I just wish you had a phone.
Or a computer.
You know I talk to you more often than I talk to anyone on this fucking computer?
Because that's what makes me happy.
Even if we are fighting, I just like to be fucking talking to you.

2013-01-06 11:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh...

2013-01-06 11:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I don't care what we're doing. I just care that we do it together.
But it hurts so much when all we do is fight.
But it's okay. Because as long as we're talking...
I don't have to miss you so much... even if it hurts this badly...
I just want you to come with me and do everything with me...
And you don't want to do anything at all but be at home...
So I had to train myself to be inside too.
So we could settle down like you wanted.
I learned how to cook and to clean.
And remember things.
Because I know you want to settle. And when I learn everything perfectly, we can settle down and get married like you always wanted.
Cuz I'll finally be ready. When I learn everything, I'll be ready to get married.
... Phew. Now my heart feels a lot less heavy. xD I'm glad I got that off my chest.

2013-01-06 12:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yoi still don't understand. I just don't want be in the bouse. that was when I was pregnant. I wanted to be with you,but i cant go everywbere and I wish you'd u derstand that, and atop leavi g me alo e all the time just because I can't.

2013-01-06 12:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Ooooh...
See, why didn't you just tell me that?
I can understand that easy.

2013-01-06 12:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did

2013-01-06 12:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't say it in a way I understood.

2013-01-06 12:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i guess...

2013-01-06 12:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, now that I understand, I can do it correctly.
That's why I ask you to tell me everything.

2013-01-06 12:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-06 12:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because if I don't understand the problem, I can't understand the solution, either.
And thus, I can't understand why you're mad if I think I'm doing it right.
Make sense?

2013-01-06 12:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm....

2013-01-06 12:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank god. That's all I've been trying to tell you ALL this time.
Did you know that?

2013-01-06 12:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-01-06 12:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why were you upset all those times?

2013-01-06 12:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you say you do but youdonf
because you say you do but youdonf

2013-01-06 12:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, I don't do it physically.
Because I thought it was the thought that counts.
However, I see now.
That it's the thought that counts when it's put toward a physical action.
as well as non-physical things.
So, I have to remember.
To just keep doing some stuff for you.

2013-01-06 12:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok..but why would you do that know?

2013-01-06 12:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I like to do nice things for you.

2013-01-06 12:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
*now

2013-01-06 12:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I'm always thinking about it.
And not doing it.
Because it takes me time.

2013-01-06 12:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..

2013-01-06 12:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't ever do anything nice for you.
Cuz I'm busy trying to make it happen.
So. I forget the mosti mportant thing.
The little things count.
Like I always used to tell you.
That's why I keep this turtle.

2013-01-06 12:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can ita just unusual

2013-01-06 12:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I feel like as long as I wear it.
I'm always with you.

2013-01-06 12:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-06 12:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And any energy I need, I drain it into this turtle.
So I can give it straight to you.
And you'll always have me.
So I'm waiting for you to take this turtle back.
But it's not ready. It doesn't have enough feeling in it yet.
So it's marinating.
Oh boy, it's got so many emotions in this.

2013-01-06 12:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see

2013-01-06 12:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't really see the work I put behind the relationship...
Because you see what I'm not putting forward.
But I always wanna be behind you.
Cuz I have your back.
So just let me have your back.
And take the front for me, please?
Do whatever you want. Just know that I'm ALWAYS trying to support it.
And FYI.
This turtle will keep evil spirits away.

2013-01-06 12:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i keep evil away naturally

2013-01-06 12:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do, too. That's why I try to help you
And I always wanted you to help me.
So we can do it together.
So you don't have to keep doing it all on your own.. So, I'm gonna give this turtle to Trinity. You're gonna get the ring, she gets the turtle.
So we can do this together. And you won't have to worry about her anymore.

2013-01-06 12:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-01-06 12:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm.
So I'll always be with you.
Even when I'm not.
Because it's gonna be hard for me to be with you all the time.
And I want you to be with me all the time.
But I can keep you in my heart and mind.
I needed to give you something to remember. So you won't ever feel bad again.
... And since you don't want the Turtle... Trinity gets it!
And make sure to put it on her every day.
Okay?

2013-01-06 12:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Will you at least do that for me? I wanna give it to her for her first birthday, she'll look so beautiful in it. <3 Just like her mother.

2013-01-06 01:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ell, anyway, get in touch soon.
See you, love you. Have a nice day,, baby!

2013-01-06 02:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok she cant get it till I know she won't eat.
What's cjs number

2013-01-06 04:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
585-200-9511

2013-01-06 04:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you able to come out or no?

2013-01-06 05:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont hve ride i told you yesterday

2013-01-06 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oooh.
Well damn.
It's fine, I'll get to see you tomorrow, you know. Smile I'm living with Sophie so our lives can take off.
Gonna get this job.
Gonna chill with friends.
See you.
Do everything.
And when I get up enough money...
You and I are skipping town.
Immediately. xDD
And I can just save up all the money I have. Cuz my mother's not gonna know I have a job, so she won't be on that bitchy bullshit. Wink
I mean, I always could tell her and just yell at her.
And be like "Look, I'm trying to leave. So, don't make me pay for shit."
It's not like she can change my mind. No one can change my mind.
People just have to wait until I change it myself.

2013-01-06 05:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would i skip town with you?

2013-01-06 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well don't.
If you're gonna be THAT way.
Just don't.
More money for me, and I get freedom.
I'm doing all of this for you, you know.
So, at the end of the day, if you don't want it... Fine. More stuff for me. xD

2013-01-06 05:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hve to finish school..

2013-01-06 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
I was saying.
When you were DONE with school.
I was gonna wait for you.
Looks like I'm the only one~!
*coughcough*
But yeah, all jokes aside.
Decide where you want to go and I'll take you there.
That's all there is to it.
Decide what you want, and I'll make it happen. That's all there is to it.
No changing my mind.
So, tell me, what do you wanna do, so I can adjust accordingly?

2013-01-06 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
die

2013-01-06 06:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Kay.
Killing myself.
Off from you.
That is.
You and I, finito.
I'm not gonna kill myself just cuz you tell me to.
However.
I will sacrifice my life for you when you need me to.
Keep that always in mind.
And when you tell me to 'die.' All I do is leave you. Completely.

2013-01-06 06:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not you

2013-01-06 06:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
So, who, you?
You want me to kill you?
Then I'll kill you with kindness.
You can't make me kill you.
Sorry, but I love you too much.

2013-01-06 06:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wanna die. i feel like death already...

2013-01-06 06:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Unless your suffering is that bad.
...
Is your suffering really that bad?

2013-01-06 06:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sick n have sharp pain

2013-01-06 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you want me to kill you?
Damn, you suck.
Fine, weakling, I'll do it.
It's just sad that you wouldn't wanna stay for me.
But I don't mind. I know your suffering is great.
So, it's only natural.

2013-01-06 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i have to be a mom so i cant.

2013-01-06 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
Well then shut up.
It was dumb of you to ask me to do that in the first place.
I mean, I'll take care of Trinity if you want.
And you can just go.
Is that what you want?

2013-01-06 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you cant call me a weakling you dont know what i feel,so you cant judge. also why would i stay for someone im having trouble trusting?

2013-01-06 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not judging you.
It's just, I'm comparing you on my standards.
To me, you're on the scale of a weakling.
That doesn't mean you are.
That just means you are to me.
And, I've told you only the truth.
All the time.
So any issues you have, they're with you.
Figure out why you don't trust me and fix it.
Or, don't.
Doesn't matter to me.
It's your decision not to trust me.
See, when you know you're doing the right thing, other people's negativity doesn't matter.
Sure, I love you, but I don't care if you don't trust me.

2013-01-06 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt ask. you said what do you want to do i said die. i dont need you to die. plus she needs her mother she cant even stay sleep without me

2013-01-06 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I'm not doing anything wrong. x{
xP
Well, I want to do what you want.
If you don't really want it.
Either say 'Jk' or just don't say it at all.
Got it?
Otherwise, I'm gonna do it.
So. Watch what you say.
At least, to me.
Unless you want a problem.
And you don't want a problem with me.
Cuz I'll solve it.
By any means necessary.
And you can't change my mind.
So we're just gonna be going head to head.
So, do you want us to fight again?
I'm perfectly fine with us being content.
Aren't you?

2013-01-06 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you think i care? or believe in your ability.

2013-01-06 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You think I care what you care about? xD
I care about what you want.
Not what you care about.
So, uh.
What do you want?
Do you want to fight with me?
Or do you want to just have a nice, smooth conversation?

2013-01-06 06:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not gonna fight with you over facts. it is what it is youre the one trying to make something out of nothing when all you do os fight yourself

2013-01-06 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, I was asking you a simple question. xD
Do you want to fight?
Or do you want to have a nice conversation?
It''s not that hard.
And, actions speak louder than words.
So if you act like you wanna fight. Trust me. We'll have it out.
I'm not playing with you.
I'm so serious. xD

2013-01-06 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-01-06 06:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, I want us to have nice, loving, smooth conversations.
Oh, so it's whatever I want, then?
Cool.
Let's have a nice chat, love. <33
I've missed you so much today.
I've been waiting for you to get on facebook all day so we can talk.

2013-01-06 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok...

2013-01-06 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. xD
You didn't know?
Remember how we always used to talk on facebook? xD
Those were the days.
Staying up late just being witty and talking about stuff we like.
Man.
Sometimes I want those ddays back.

2013-01-06 06:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when?

2013-01-06 06:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But we got together and then us being apart became difficult.
When you were with SaVon. xD
Yep... I loved talking to you.

2013-01-06 06:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh yea

2013-01-06 06:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was wonderful to get to know you.
I feel like we've gotten really distant.
So, I want to get to know you again.
Cuz, I know you changed.
So, I wanna know all about it.
Cuz I love you, even if you change.

2013-01-06 06:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm

2013-01-06 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, whenever you wanna talk, I'll be waiting for that facebook messafe.
message.
That is, until you get a fucking phone and just make this easier on both of us.
Sometimes I wonder if you even want to talk to me, you don't make the effort. xD
Go tell your mother to pay for that phone. I want to talk to you.
Get it?
We need to text.
Call.
Everything.
You're killing me over here.
I'm dyiiinnnng.
Without you.
Well, I mean, I'll survive.
It's just what I want.
Don't even consider it at all. xD Just keep the thought in your head.
About what I want. I know for a fact that you don't care. You never cared, honestly. xD
That's what hurt.

2013-01-06 06:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But, now it doesn't matter.
Cuz I don't care if you don't care.
Cuz I know all my dreams will come true on my own time.
So you ain't gotta care about shit. xDD
It's just me who cares about your dreams.
So, I wanna be a part of them. And help em along.

2013-01-06 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont know what i care about,so you shouldnt make unruly comments about it

2013-01-06 06:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, well tell me.
I clearly don't know.
So inform me.
... Come on, I really wanna know what you care about.
It'll help me know what to get you for your birthday and what makes you happy.
Cuz I know one thing; you don't care about me. xD
You always want something more.

2013-01-06 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going...

2013-01-06 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alrighty.
Whenever you want to talk, give me a jingle.
I'll be missing you every moment you're gone... As always.

2013-01-06 06:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
right...

2013-01-06 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am right. xD
Not like you care, though.
You just care about... Going~.

2013-01-06 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i just rather talk to someone who at least tries not to make an ass of theirselves, or at least keeps good company. you never change.

2013-01-06 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care about making an ass of myself.
Cuz I know who I am on the inside.
And you should too.
Miss 'face value.'
You only see me for my face value. You never see me for my heart.
To you, I'm nothing but a piece of me.
*meat
"Is it good? Nah. Throw it out. Get the next one."
It's alright, I'm fine with you being so cold.
Because, no matter who you are, what you say, what you do or what you think...
I love you unconditionally and eternally.

2013-01-06 06:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that will never change.
So say what you want.
Do what you want.
I fell in love with you you are on the inside.
You can show me every face in the world but your own.
And I won't care.
Cuz I love the true you.
So. Bye~! xD
I love you. Have fun. Have a nice night!

2013-01-06 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont even know the true me. which is why you say all but what is true. but what can I expectfrom you. You never seemedto understand anything about me. well at least you did before we were together. and little in the begenning.

2013-01-06 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
heh its fine. we're two different ppl how can i expect you to understand anything that doesnt work to your liking? thats why you have your pth n i have mines. tell cj if he leaves n he still doesnt see her im in his debt for breaking the bet. he can get me to do whatever once. as long as i wont have to kick his ass afterwards.

2013-01-06 10:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh andthxs for the wii remote it really came in handy now i cn wtch netflix when they bring my tv up.

2013-01-06 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha. And you say I don't think of you.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Mon Feb 19, 2018 2:00 am

2013 (January 7-8 )

2013-01-07 01:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For the record, I do know who you are. I never forget who you are. I just forget how to show you that I remember... If that makes any sense. xD
I'll show you from now on.
Cuz you're the sweetest thing ever. Even if you are a bitch.

2013-01-07 05:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don'tt think you do. I think you know little stuff about me,but you don't know.the littlethins of my heart. my desires n knowledge. the complexities of my heart the true love n kindness and te visiousness equally divided. why I do the things I do.
i don'tt think you do. I think you know little stuff about me,but you don't know.the littlethins of my heart. my desires n knowledge. the complexities of my heart the true love n kindness and te visiousness equally divided. why I do the things I do.

2013-01-07 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, why don't you ask me some questions? I'm kinda curious to see for myself. I really hope I do well, I really think I know you... x)

2013-01-07 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And... For the record... I didn't really mean to be mean to you. It never is my intention to be mean. When I'm mad, I express how mad I am. So I just ask that you try not to make me mad. Please? I don't want to fight. I enjoy play fighting, but not being serious. I love play fighting with you.

2013-01-07 08:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
...Trinity has earings..

2013-01-07 11:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awwww, my sweet baby girl has earrings? <3 I can't wait to give her this turtle... But I'll have to. Sad I have so much to give to her...

2013-01-08 12:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-01-08 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm so happy... I can finally stop being mean to you... It's like a huge weight off of my heart. Me and Sophie are gonna go job hunting together. Smile
In all honesty, we don't wanna do it, but it's always better to do it with a friend. That's what my issue was.

2013-01-08 04:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've also decided to finish learning that Angel Beats song.

2013-01-08 04:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why

2013-01-08 05:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I told you I'd learn it. And I really want to play it for you.
Why else?
I started for you, I might as well finish. Give me some time.

2013-01-08 06:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you don't need too. You don't really know why its important. I only had you play it because I couldnt. However, now I can practice to im strong enough pianoist to play it, so I'm not holding it to you anymore.

2013-01-08 08:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I want to do it because it is for you. Why can you not understand and accept my love? I keep trying to tell you... But I have come to understand that nobody loves me because no one shows me. Nobody loves me. Nobody...
This is how I feel... Inside... You hate me for it... But this is how I feel... And... You hatte me...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHRodtWXtjQ

2013-01-08 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't hate you I want you to play only when you understand. Thats the only way you can play it from the heart.
N I LOVE YOU TYMON.

2013-01-08 08:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how did you even get this emotional?
how did you even get this emotional?

2013-01-08 08:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Trying to get you to see that I do love you.
And now...
It is too late.
I am broken.
And I am trying... to fix myself... For you.
I told you I did understand.
You did not believe me.
Because you did not trust me.
You do not love me...

2013-01-08 09:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what is the importance of the song?

2013-01-08 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if youre upset then i'm you can't understand how I feel, but apologizing for what I said. If you truly understood the importance of this song and the meaning to me, you would accept me wanting to play on my own. Only I can play my feelings best. If you understood you wouldnt be questioning my love and acting either mean o overemotional. I wont accept yourpercieved truth of me because it is not me and it is not how i feel.

2013-01-08 10:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The fact that you think it is important. And because I also enjoy it, it is something we both can agree on. And no one is mad at me. And it will be the only way to show you I love you... in your eyes. And, no matter what, that is all there is to it... That this is the only way to show you that I love you... Because you cannot believe it otherwise... Not with just my words alone... No one will accept my love for what it is with just words alone... So, I am forced to show you... Until you believe me... Because words mean nothing to you...

2013-01-08 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm sorry I didn't respond sooner... I was out having a session with Sophie and Cati.
I was doing that thing where I go all crazy and shit...
And then they were just nice to me and gave me weed and I was fine.
Alright, NOW we can talk about this. And, remember this day, so that we never have to go through this again... Wait until I'm high to talk about anything that's going on. Please god, just wait till I'm high. Cuz I can do this now.

2013-01-08 10:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats sad im going...
i dont want to you when youre high.

2013-01-08 11:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its all so sad.. i hate saying my emotions through a computer. i hate talking to you when youre high. i hate that you went crazy without understanding. i hate that you needed to get high to deal with it...but this you now so i accept but i dont love it. we're just so different.. n im staying for what? a memory? one moment youre almost him next youre robotic then an ass then an emotional wreck. youre unbalanced... wanna know a secret? the reason i have to play the song is because it tells my story. i got to a point in life n time stood still for me while everyone else moved on. i found the one i loved time moved on again. but you wouldnt of know cause didnt ask. you used too.. i became distant because you rejected me but i stayed distant because i dont know who you are. you used to be gentle with words n questions the essence of maturity inside your childlike wonder. warmth that rivaled all heat a touch that wrapped aound my whole body. you were emotional but you werent this jumpish. n certainly werent a robot or mean.. i thought when you matured youd be a stronger version of you are now more responsible n in control. all boyishmanly n junk . haha... so i guess i didnt expect this.. but this who you are. its nothing wrong with it. i just dont know...today i was practising typing speed to have better cordination so i can rival you n cj in video games like we used play. then i realized its not gonna. i realize that now its my fault..i should of appreciated him more in stead of critisize n play cool... nfor that im sorry...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:13 am

2013 (January 9-10)

2013-01-09 02:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I just wanted you to remember. Cuz I surely did not.
Couldn't you tell that I didn't remember who i was? So why didn't you tell me? Just tell me something nice about me... So I won't focus on the negative all the time.

2013-01-09 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, I did not want you to stand still. I wanted you to keep going. And you didn't want to. So when you stopped, I stopped, and it made me sad.
Because I never want to stop. I want to keep going. I only want to stop when I have to, cuz I never want to.
So asking me to stop is like... Torture.
I already told you that I was already humbled as a child. This is me living my childhood because I couldn't as a child, because my mother thought it was so important for me to be humble now. That's also why I wanted you to stop trying to humble me. Because I already knew.
I just wanted to love you.
And travel.
And you don't want to travel.
So let me travel. Just for a little while.
Until you're free to travel too, that's all I ask...

2013-01-09 03:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm gaining knowledge and wisdom and putting it into the turtle that you rejected. It is no longer meant for you. It is meant for our daughter; one of the only symbols of our combined love. Yours and mine, which will soon belong to her. The Sacred Trinity of our family. So I must collect all the love and all the wisdom... From all of my homies, all of my loved ones... And put it into this gift for her. For her first birthday.

2013-01-09 03:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I want you and her to know that I'm always there, even when I'm not. So you never have to complain about how I'm not, if I'm ever gone for too long.

2013-01-09 05:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not waiting for you to join this family. i dont want to be with someone like that.
im tired of you always having something something new.I'm over hoping youre the one.I don't want to be with you anymore.

2013-01-09 07:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
please dont be upset by my words,and don't think it cause i don't love you. I'm just tired of being left behind. I refuse to wait anylonger. Especially when i dont know who you are anymore. and you have instability n unbalance in you...

2013-01-09 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, yes, I'm well aware, don't worry. xD It's not time for us to be.
You are my wife.
And if I'm not ready to settle down, there's no point.
We will be together one day, and that will be the day when we're both ready.
Until then, I'm waiting for you.
This Turtle and this Ring are my proof of that.
I love you. And I know exactly why. That will never change.
Always remember who I am. Because the guy you fell in love with is still here. He just got better. He wants to make others just as happy as he made you.
And that's respectable. You used to be so happy... I want that again. I always have.
And now, I realize... I'm gonna have to wait until we're both on the same level. No matter how long that may take.

2013-01-09 08:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
-__- youre not hearing me.

2013-01-09 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not gonna wait anymore. if i get into my to my school im going virginia with Trinity.

2013-01-09 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, no matter what, I'm going with you.
Wherever you go, I go, even if you don't want me to or know.

2013-01-09 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... yea right

2013-01-09 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up. xD
You don't believe me. We have nothing left to talk about.

2013-01-09 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not talking

2013-01-09 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, you're so cute. xD
I'll keep you positive. Cuz I love you.

2013-01-09 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know :3

2013-01-09 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awwww! I love you!~
<3

2013-01-09 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you the only one who upsets me.

2013-01-09 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you never say anything nice to me.
And the moment you do, I give it back to you tenfold.
Didn't I?

2013-01-09 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-09 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You weren't paying any attention then. xD
But it's okay, I don't need recognition.
Heehee.
Aw snap, aw snap.
I love you.

2013-01-09 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2013-01-10 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Can you not tell me such things. I want to hear that from you. I want to hear it from someone I'm planing on spending the rest of my life with. I feel like youre not getting that I want to move on....

2013-01-10 04:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ooooh. Well why didn't you just say so before? xD

2013-01-10 05:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did. i said i wasnt waiting for you anymore.That means I don't plan on getting back with you again...

2013-01-10 05:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, that's totally fine. I was well aware of this. I told you that this was what as going to happen, rememerrrrr...? xD
*remember

2013-01-10 07:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but I still had faith in us n you,so I fought against it...but now I see that it'll never happen with you.

2013-01-10 07:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What? Why? I still have faith, so there's always a chance. Why do you think that there isn't? I'm not following. Haha.

2013-01-10 09:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I knew when your touch was not as warm as it used to be
its a boy by the way.

2013-01-10 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wow, that's deep. I'm sorry I've been so cold. But you've not given me enough warmth in return. It's hard for me to generate my own warmth... I need some help, or I'll go to dark places, ya know? Sad And I really don't want to... That's why I just ask you to say something nice every now and then...

2013-01-10 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know but that's not all that I mean. Im saying that..you dont make me feel same way you used to like when I called you a robot. sometimes youre almost hollow yet hostile.
I know but that's not all that I mean. Im saying that..you dont make me feel same way you used to like when I called you a robot. sometimes youre almost hollow yet hostile.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:14 am

2013 (January 11)

2013-01-11 12:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm only hollow so I don't have to be sad at time where I normally would.
Or mad, actually. Both.

2013-01-11 06:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no but you have hostility in that hollowness n thats not you..Its robotic..Sometimes I feel youre just an android,raising your voice without means. Searching for what feelngs are yours. Sometimes I feel you don't understand yourself. or why you do anything. Why your emotions are so heightened cause you have no control. You don't understood fully underatand control without control, so you watch your words and emotions. You jump easily into suicide or what is at the edge of violent rage. Instead of dealing with it, you get high. Which is all dandy ppl use stress balls. but what happens when you cant depend on that stuff anymre. how will you deal with it? sigh..but I guess you're still young, and haven't fully figured thing out. (not that any of us can truly fully figure ourselves out.) That angst is fighting the innocence within you. And you not dealing with it is leaking out of you. So you are a robot, an angry suicidal robot. It's hurts because you were'nt always like this. Sure didnt have full controk but you didnt just jump to anger and suicide as easily. Maybe I'm wrong its just observation. Maybe its just moving towards something you arent. idk

2013-01-11 06:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, I have figured all of that out.
I told you, like I kept saying before...
I have to experience it myself.
If no one tells me how to do it. I know exactly who I am.
You're not wrong, your observations are correct, however... Know that I'm subject to change. And quickly. Don't think I'm stuck in one spot ever. Know I'm just going through it to blast past it.
In all honesty, I'm really glad you're talking to me... I like to talk like this.

2013-01-11 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh...

2013-01-11 05:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, yeah, blah blah, sentimental stuff.
Anyway.
Trinity has lots of clothes here.
And I have a lot of my old books for her.
If she needs any toys, I always have toys.
Oh, and, uh. I had a nice day with you.
I'm glad we did something together. It made me happy.

2013-01-11 05:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you can hand them to me. I Need you to watch Trinity next friday

2013-01-11 05:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Watch her? Why? How? Where? Details, missy. You always tend to forget to tell me.

2013-01-11 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well my mom gonna get her hair done. i was gonna see if i can find a way for you to come here

2013-01-11 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, do you have money to get me there? Do you have a ride to get me there?
The most I can do is maybe get a bus card, if my mother even has the funds for it.

2013-01-11 06:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill try too.trinity has big eyes.

2013-01-11 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She gets it from her mother.

2013-01-11 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre beautiful..

2013-01-11 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. Just like her mother's. Even if they are freakishly large.

2013-01-11 06:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever >.>

2013-01-11 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Love you.

2013-01-11 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
usui is an asshole. Ayuzawa had a bikini with an apron over it for work, and he bit her back so she would put a shirt on because he was jelous.
mmhmm whatever.

2013-01-11 07:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That sounds sexy.

2013-01-11 07:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you would say that...

2013-01-11 07:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, you know it is. I love to bite you on your back.

2013-01-11 07:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
too bad im not letting you

2013-01-11 07:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You never 'let' me. I just do it anyway. xD

2013-01-11 07:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i would punch you in the face.>.> we cant do that stuff anymore.

2013-01-11 07:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Punch me? With those scrawny arms? Stop, you'll just hurt yourself. >>;
Besides. Why can't we?
And don't say 'cuz we aren't together anymore' cuz we did worse when you were WITH someone else.
So, let me hear it. Loud and clear. xD

2013-01-11 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not the same. I was trying to get you. Now im not

2013-01-11 07:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Pfff, whatever. Any particular reason why?

2013-01-11 07:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you know why...

2013-01-11 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, not at all.
That's kind of why I asked.
Make this clearly noted; if I ASK you a question, then I DO NOT know the fucking ANSWER.
Do not ASSUME that I do, like an ASS.
Just tell me.
Like a decent person.

2013-01-11 08:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well because we wont be together anymore

2013-01-11 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you think that? Is that what you want?

2013-01-11 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do know the answer you just think you don't,so dont cuss at me...

2013-01-11 08:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I clearly need to be reminded.
You obviously do not understand that I simply don't fucking know what you're talking about. xD
No matter HOW much you tell me I do, if I say I DON'T, then I just DON'T.
No amount of you telling me 'yes you do, yes you do' will change that.
I've always wanted you to stop that dumb shit, cuz it's not cute. xD Just remind me sometimes.
Now, I'm cussing at you because you should know better.
You know DAMN well that if I don't know, I'm gonna ask you.
And I expect you to tell me, unless you just want a problem, or don't want it to get done, or are trying to pull a fast one and make me forget.
And all of those things will get us nowhere except me right out of the door, cuz I just don't have time for dumb shit anymore. Not at all.
It isn't cute, it isn't fun, it's pointless.
So now that THIS has been established... What in the hell are you talking about? xD

2013-01-11 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And if you say 'Nothing' or 'Whatever,' then I do NOT expect to hear about the problem again, cuz that's what those two things mean. And I also know that me speaking to you sternly and telling you about anything always leads you to storm off all huff and whatnot, in your 'leave me alone, I'm mad and won't listen to any reason!' sort of fit.

2013-01-11 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon I expect you to know because we hd this talk yesterday. Its the same answers. However, I guess you forgot. I asked you to not overstep your boundries because I'm tired of waiting for what never will be.It makes me sad.. I want move on... so dont get snapish..

2013-01-11 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only get snappish when you just don't answer my questions. So what if it was yesterday? That's not today. I've been through a lot since then, believe it or not.
What were you waiting for with me? That's what I'm confused about.

2013-01-11 08:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wish you would at least try to remember....important stuff.. thats kind of disheartening..

2013-01-11 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Look, I don't not remember because I don't want to.
The reason why I don't remember is because we never finish.
And it doesn't make sense to me.
And I've grown accustomed to you throwing important problems out of the window.
So the moment we stop talking about it, I think we'll never come back to it until you remember to bitch about it.
That's what I've always thought it was.

2013-01-11 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we Did finish... what do you mean?..

2013-01-11 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, as my question stated before, I wasn't aware of just what you were waiting for from me... Or why you wanted to leave if I was doing everything you wanted.

2013-01-11 08:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yesterday you didnt want to settledown and I said how were in different places n the rbotics n unstableness etcs... remember? I said don't tell me you love me It makes me sad and stuff?
Its not a problem though...
We came to understanding and stuff.

2013-01-11 08:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah, I know all that.
I never said I didn't want to settle down.
In all honesty, you're thinking too far ahead into the future and fucking up the present because of it.
My goal now is the 6 month marker of this year, when a huge transition will occur.
You'll be out of school, be free, I'll have done what I have done, yaddayadda, lots of stuff will happen that will heavily effect us and others involved.
So, we're gonna be traveling anyway.
Cuz I'm gonna just follow you wherever you go, you know that. Cuz everywhere you wanna go, I've got a friend that stays out there that I can just chill with.
So.
I'm not worried about you, I'm not worried about us.
Cuz that's all fine.
Now I just wish YOU would STOP WORRYING so we can jus be chill. Peaceful.

2013-01-11 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre a stalker

2013-01-11 08:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh. Okay. xD
Do you want me to NOT do that, then?

2013-01-11 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Fine you can stay with me>.> I haveto get an apartment ecause I have Trinity anyway... but y9u get your own room

2013-01-11 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank god.

2013-01-11 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-01-11 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm so serious. xD

2013-01-11 08:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
about what

2013-01-11 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
About being happy to get my own room.

2013-01-11 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was too.

2013-01-11 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, that's a given, you ain't gotta tell me shit like that. xD
You've told me so many times, so it's not like I don't know.

2013-01-11 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when have I?

2013-01-11 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Every chance you get. >>;
Hell, about any and everything.
You do it so often, I just stopped caring.

2013-01-11 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do not talk about you getting your own room ..

2013-01-11 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was just like "I'm gonna bitch at EVERY chance I get, and make SURE you KNOW I'm bitching at you! About EVERYTHING!"
Yeah, but it was implied with how much you just bitch. xD

2013-01-11 08:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever I do not

2013-01-11 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... AHAHAH.
AHAHAHAHA. xD
Oh, that one was... That was the line of the century. xD
You are the QUEEN of bitching.
Like, I know you stupendously outright for your ability to simply bitch at every little thing that comes your way.
You, madam, have changed bitching into a skill.

2013-01-11 08:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats why im a dress real slutty areound the house, and youll starve sexually because you wont touch.

2013-01-11 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it's not like it was bad...
It just took some getting used to.
Uuuum, scuse me, we aren't together, remember?
I'm off the hook.
Let off the leash.
Set free.
Out of the box.
You obviously were not truly aware of what that meant, huh? xD

2013-01-11 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
besides Youre bigger bitch so I dont know why youre talking

2013-01-11 08:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're just LUCKY that I love you.
Just because I won't do something doesn't mean I can't.

2013-01-11 08:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes I know but I also know you wouldnt sleep with anyone else if youre "waiting" for me.

2013-01-11 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you'd better hope I never take off this ring, miss 'I'm gonna get an asian man!"

2013-01-11 09:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You better hope i dont find that asian man. >>

2013-01-11 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The moment you do, you know I'm gonna be through, right?
Hahaha. And I'm sure you remember how the girls used to go wild for me. ;3

2013-01-11 09:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know

2013-01-11 09:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I didn't forget how to work it, girl~!
So be careful. Watch what you say if you really want something with me.

2013-01-11 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and only in your fantasies ppl go wild for me

2013-01-11 09:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not for miss emotional preggo lady. xD

2013-01-11 09:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It doesnt matter youll always love me best.

2013-01-11 09:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That does matter.
Cuz you won't want it.
And no matter how much I think about just tearing you to shreds in bed...
I'll just go do it to someone else at the end of the day.
If you really want it to get to that point.

2013-01-11 09:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm i got hit o while i was pregnant n ppl still love mommy tatiauna. It just scared away the niggers n left good men hitong on me.

2013-01-11 09:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh. xD
Well all of the girls I talk to think I'm just so sweet and nice and any girl would be lucky to have me. Hee hee. And... Sophie's single again. So you're skating on thiiin iiice~.

2013-01-11 09:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if that happens I'd never go back with you EVER,so it just mean ill have to move on.

2013-01-11 09:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I don't think you're playing with much on the table, since you already won't get back with me NOW and ALREADY want to move on, hm?
So, the only REAL thing that's stopping me is my love for you, as always.

2013-01-11 09:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What im saying is im playing with you either you do it or you don't. You already practically live there why not?

2013-01-11 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Haha, so you are just playing with me? Well then.

2013-01-11 09:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not playing Tymon I told you how I felt.. How you act n everything.

2013-01-11 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, basically, what you're telling me is, no matter what I do, it doesn't matter, cuz you've already made your decision, so why am I still even here, right?

2013-01-11 09:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what im saying you wanted too do these things in the first place.. now its nothing stopping you...

2013-01-11 09:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, shut up.
You're so silly.
Focused on want, want, want.
What you REALLY don't see is that it just doesn't fucking matter.
Yeah, I want it, but who cares?
Well, other than you.
I want a lot of things that I don't have, don't I?
And that I don't get, right?
And don't strive to get, correct?
So...
What's the difference?
Tell me in full detail.

2013-01-11 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thinking about it is just as bad. especially when you're always over there. But i really dont care...youre the one who brought it up
thats prolly why you asksd about a 3 some

2013-01-11 09:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're so cute when you're jealous, you know? xD
And no, I asked about a threesome simply because I just wanted to hear what you were gonna say about that one. xD I had NO intentions of doing that.

2013-01-11 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i'm not jealous.

2013-01-11 09:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah right. xD
Is that why me thinking about it is sooo baaad?

2013-01-11 09:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was speaking generally.

2013-01-11 09:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh.
You're cute either way.

2013-01-11 09:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever...

2013-01-11 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
D'aww.
You're adorable~!

2013-01-11 10:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not talking to you.... Sad
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:34 am

2013 (January 12)

2013-01-12 12:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha. You're funny.

2013-01-12 09:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and you ugly,so nah

2013-01-12 09:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just wanna kiss you, ya know?

2013-01-12 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmmhmm

2013-01-12 09:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And you'd better get rid of our little 'extra' soon so I can show you what I've REALLY been waiting to do to you...

2013-01-12 09:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why do you want to have sex right after i kill a child?

2013-01-12 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because... I'm sexually frustrated. >( So hurry it up! You know how I get during the transition between winter and spring!

2013-01-12 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well im not sooo. you wont be getting any after this.

2013-01-12 09:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, suit yourself. I'm sure someone else will satisfy me~.
ESPECIALY since I've been building up for so long...
You remember how the more pissed I am, the more I just wanna wreck you.

2013-01-12 09:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok go ahead.

2013-01-12 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What? You don't care?

2013-01-12 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no! if you do something with someone else because im doing anything with then no im not.. -___-

2013-01-12 09:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you know I really wanna...
And the only person I really WANNA do it with is you...
... And eventually, I'm just gonna explode.
And go kill someone.

2013-01-12 09:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you wont

2013-01-12 09:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yuh huh! I've gotta take out this frustration somehow.
And if it isn't destroying someone in bed, it's gonna be-- oh, I might just go fight people. xD

2013-01-12 09:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exercise

2013-01-12 09:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hell yeah!
...
Nah, that's no fun.
FIGHT PEOPLE!
HELL YEAH!

2013-01-12 09:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre an idiot.

2013-01-12 09:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're a bitch.

2013-01-12 10:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nooo im not. im a lion.

2013-01-12 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
A bitchy lion.

2013-01-12 10:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kiss my ass

2013-01-12 10:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Get bent. I'll bite it off. >>;

2013-01-12 10:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
never!

2013-01-12 10:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wanna bet? I'll hold you down, you know...

2013-01-12 10:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon you wanna get the black cohosh for me

2013-01-12 10:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OOoooh, NOW you want it?
Why do you want it now?

2013-01-12 10:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i breast feed and take it

2013-01-12 10:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, fool, I mean why do you want it now instead of when I said it the first time?

2013-01-12 10:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because the blue cohosh works better

2013-01-12 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmmm, and what happened to that plan, I wonder...
?

2013-01-12 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the store didnt sell it anymore , but it made me sad knowing i couldt breastfeed

2013-01-12 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmmm. Guess you should have just asked me before, then, huh? I am a genie after all.

2013-01-12 10:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-01-12 10:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmmhm. That's what I thought you said.

2013-01-12 10:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i miss you..

2013-01-12 10:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aww. I miss you, too. What brought that on so suddenly?

2013-01-12 10:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk i alwys miss you.

2013-01-12 10:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why don't you act like it?

2013-01-12 10:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because youre a player

2013-01-12 10:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about?

2013-01-12 10:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im kidding lol. itjust makes me sad aknoledging it.

2013-01-12 10:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, explain to me what you're talking about, then. xD Game theory, I suppose?

2013-01-12 10:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was joking

2013-01-12 10:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Is that a fact? xD
You're so cute.
I love you!

2013-01-12 12:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2013-01-12 12:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now, you tell me.

2013-01-12 12:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-01-12 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I'm on the verge of insanity doing shit on Vescrutia.
You know, I almost killed these people.

2013-01-12 12:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
i saw

2013-01-12 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh really~? I know you did, I saw you.

2013-01-12 12:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
stalker

2013-01-12 12:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you see my post as Chroma~! I was gonna kill him, I really was~!
Well, I mean, your name WAS the only one that didn't have color after all. It was kinda obvious, you cutie.

2013-01-12 01:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i see
well who did you want me to become friends with?

2013-01-12 01:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Marina.
Do you have and powers?

2013-01-12 01:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
doing it now

2013-01-12 01:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
where do i post my powers again

2013-01-12 01:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Um, what kind of powers are they? Magic? Jutsu?

2013-01-12 01:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wouldnt consider them either but ima water spirit

2013-01-12 01:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, hm...
Put it in Jutsu for now.
And I'll look at it later.

2013-01-12 01:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oki doki

2013-01-12 01:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Didja do it?

2013-01-12 01:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im doing it now

2013-01-12 01:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
M'kay, I was just checking. I didn't know i you already had it made or not.

2013-01-12 01:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you all changed the names of stuff

2013-01-12 01:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What stuff?

2013-01-12 01:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i doing magic

2013-01-12 02:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im fat

2013-01-12 02:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ugh, you're pregnant, fool.
Besides. You still... Look good.
Good enough to 'eat' when you get rid of Thing 2 in there. Wink

2013-01-12 02:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thing 2?

2013-01-12 02:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh. The second baby...?
You've got to be quick on my quips, dear.

2013-01-12 02:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know what you meant.
I was wondering why did you call it that
trying not too get attached?

2013-01-12 02:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm always attached to my kids.
I just know that I'm gonna bring them back, no matter what.
It's not the physical body that matters to me.
It's the spirit.
Our first daughter lives on through Vescrutia. Her name is Chroma.
So, our son will live on after he dies, as well.
... You should RP him.

2013-01-12 02:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know...

2013-01-12 02:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh. Why not?
You named him, right? Khrona doesn't have any sons yet.
And I secretly made you his wife on the site. In spirit.

2013-01-12 02:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how did you do that

2013-01-12 02:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ugh, it took a lot of storywork, but I made it happen.
Khrona's two mistresses were Misery and Despair, because you and Jade caused me nothing but Misery and Despair, but I loved you two anyway.
Now, when Khrona became a god, he fulfilled his promise to the Tsukihime, which so happened to be Titania, the Queen of the Fairies.
She had to be restored by first finding the piece of herself that was missing; the piece of her dreams that completed her.
Plus, take the wills of Misery and Despair and make them her weapons, as Khrona did.
So, when she's restored, she is able to give Trinity a physical form, too, by going to the Chaos and helping them make the Dreamscape.
But it could only happen if Khrona and... Blah, it's a lot.
And it's really complicated.
But at the end of the day, the entire family became gods.
So that they could all be together.
And yadda yadda yadda. Cuz that's all Khrona wanted. But he was waiting for the Tsukihime to find that lost piece of herself first.
Otherwise, it wouldn't work.
I'll just show you one day, I had been planning this one out for months. x.x;

2013-01-12 02:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-01-12 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I'll just show you sometime. When the story's done or something.
I've been trying to make the perfect story for a long time.

2013-01-12 02:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see

2013-01-12 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I told you I always think about you, you asshole.
It was just never the way you wanted me to.
So suck it. Cuz you suck.

2013-01-12 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not a surprice you think of everyone

2013-01-12 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up. I'm not even going through that one.
Complain all you want, I told you I did, and that's all I care about.
So there.

2013-01-12 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not complaining

2013-01-12 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Blah blah blah.

2013-01-12 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever just shut up

2013-01-12 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Make me.

2013-01-12 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont make dogs; I bury them.

2013-01-12 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you bark like a bitch.
So don't make me put your yapping ass down...

2013-01-12 03:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fuck you
the only thing being put down IS YOUR DICK it realizes it won't touch me.

2013-01-12 03:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Huh, funny, you're the one spouting out the 'fuck yous,' you must reeaaally want it then...

2013-01-12 03:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-12 03:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're cute.

2013-01-12 03:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know but im serious ive felt uncomfortable not hot

2013-01-12 03:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why, cuz of the baby?
I've gotta have some sex!!! I'm gonna go CRAZY!
Gimme gimme gimme!

2013-01-12 03:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
and yes it is because of the baby
besides how are we when youre never around
hm?

2013-01-12 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm gonna be in Hyde Park, fool.
Unless you want me to go find someone else~~?

2013-01-12 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idc i have to go to our child.
you know what if you gonna keep saying that then go ahead i dont care anymore.
bye

2013-01-12 03:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was just kidding, damn.
Lighten up.
I only said it to piss you off, anyway. So you know how I feel when you do it. Wink

2013-01-12 03:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont do it

2013-01-12 03:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pfff, that's a lie.
xD
And you know it.
But also remember... I am still single... COugh cough hint hint.

2013-01-12 03:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well do what you want I'm just as single as you are

2013-01-12 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't see why we aren't together, though. Why is that, hm?

2013-01-12 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because im tired of dating assholes

2013-01-12 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I'm tired of dating bitches.
So there.

2013-01-12 03:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Its good thing youre not then

2013-01-12 03:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Very good!

2013-01-12 03:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yep

2013-01-12 03:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yep.

2013-01-12 03:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
does it hurt your feeling when talk about moving on with an Asian boyfriend?

2013-01-12 03:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It used to. Then I got over it.
Why?

2013-01-12 03:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then why are you acting like it?

2013-01-12 03:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I've been just playing this whole time. xD
Just so you'd know what it felt like.
When I get upset when you say stuff like that.

2013-01-12 03:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if it dont bother you then whats the point

2013-01-12 03:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz it still bothers you. xD

2013-01-12 03:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it doesnt. im just tired of you saying it like it would make me change my mind.
\if you find someone else that just lets me know i shoukd
you already live with them

2013-01-12 03:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's exactly what I was thinking.

2013-01-12 03:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my feeling dont get worse than that
then i got over it

2013-01-12 03:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, see, then we're both fine. xD
Do you want to find an asian boyfriend?

2013-01-12 03:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk

2013-01-12 03:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, think about it and let me know, okay?

2013-01-12 03:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can move on...

2013-01-12 03:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Nawww, for real? It's not like anything's holding me back.
You're so silly.
You don't even understand yet. xD

2013-01-12 03:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do but youre wAITING AND IM TELLING YOU NOT TOO

2013-01-12 03:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yah, and I was already fully aware of that. xD
What did you think I meant by 'we are fully separated?' xD

2013-01-12 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then why are you bothering me!

2013-01-12 03:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stupid. Because I love you best.
No matter what, you're my wife, even if you aren't my girlfriend.
I don't understand how you don't understand that. xD

2013-01-12 03:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not your wife

2013-01-12 03:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pfff. It's too late.
It's not a physical thing, it's spiritual.
Can't change it, honey.

2013-01-12 03:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i can
i can do anything

2013-01-12 03:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, and so CAN I.
Doesn't mean I will.
Sometimes, doing stuff that I CAN do is just stupid.
Now, what do you want to do?

2013-01-12 03:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want you to leave me alone..
im going

2013-01-12 03:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Whatever.\

2013-01-12 03:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont whatever me i just cant do this with you anymore it makes me sad never seeing you knowing you get to spend time with them every second. i know it doesnt matter to you but i cant sit here n be depressed like this all the time
ill show you he powers so you can aoorive them she gonna have 5

2013-01-12 03:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. And I'm sorry, but you have to wait 6 months.
You know that. It isn't even by my choice. It was by yours.

2013-01-12 03:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon I have no place to live with you and ic ant this instability. Plus i still have to get my school stuff together.
can we just stop

2013-01-12 03:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Look, the entire relationship is dependant on you.
I'm waiting for you.
For EVERYTHING.
I can't get a house until I have an answer, I can't move until I know where you're going, and the only thing I AM doing to get a job, you aren't comfortable with.
I'm waiting on you and you're bitching at me about how I'm not doing anything.
Sooo, which one is it? Am I waiting for you, or am I not?
All of the stuff I'm doing is DIRECTLY affected by you and what you want.
Some of the stuff you want is just outlandish, and I won't do.
Suck it up and wait.
Like I've been waiting for you.
Or, don't, and move on.
In all honesty, the only difference is if we have sex or not.
Cuz I'm always gonna love you best.
And I'll always come back to you and our baby.
No matter how long I'm gone.
And you know all of that.
So really, you just want me to be there for you when you know I can't because of a situation you allowed your family to put you in.
And you did always choose your family over me.
And now, you're stuck with them.
It's how Karma works.
I had to learn to think about others.
That was mine. and now, I know how.
So I'm not selfish anymore.
So now I'm just waiting for you.
Again. as usual.
But, as usual, I'll wait forever.

2013-01-12 03:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Only because I love you.

2013-01-12 03:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I rarely choose my family over you.
and you have a lot of nerve considering you always choose your friens

2013-01-12 03:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Here we go. Alright, whatever you say. I've heard this story all the time before.

2013-01-12 03:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not
even

2013-01-12 03:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And saw something different.

2013-01-12 03:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fair to say

2013-01-12 03:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can't tell me something to my face that I've already proven otherwise. I SAW you.
I FELT it.
So don't tell me how I felt or not.
I don't choose my friends all the time over you, but you FEEL it.

2013-01-12 03:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok when did it

2013-01-12 03:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So it's true to you.
No matter what I say.
The time I asked you to come to Nana's for the first time and you refused.
Or Mama's.
Or hell, damn near anything for a good long portion of our relationship.

2013-01-12 03:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
already made plans

2013-01-12 03:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, so did I.
So, don't even.

2013-01-12 03:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then you expected me to
you made them after you had already amde it with me
thats the difference

2013-01-12 03:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yep, the exact same way you expected me to.

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they asked first and so
i didnt want to go back on it
even \still

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I had asked you first.
You just forgot.

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I have always choosen you

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You forgot about me.

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when people asked

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what made me mad.
You just forgot about me the moment someone else called.

2013-01-12 03:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me to go places and i wanted
to spend it with you and you still
did sso dont even gggive me that

2013-01-12 03:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Whatever.
I know what happened.
I know what I felt.
I know what I sa.
w
We've had this conversation before.
Truthfully, to me, my family IS my friends.

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok so when i choose to stay in chicago instead of spending time with my family knowing i was on,y
gonna see you 1 day

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That was later.

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that was alweays

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, dumbass.
You've got it twisted.

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i neverv seen my family like that

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Trying to make me look shitty.

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i had scool

2013-01-12 03:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As usual.
Uh huh.

2013-01-12 03:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so i didnt go see them only once every few months

2013-01-12 03:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, that was the only reason.
And it was the same with Mama.
So, don't try it.
Next.

2013-01-12 03:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even my closest friends

2013-01-12 03:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What's your next excuse?
Oh, closest friends? Well, mine moved away and all you cared about was how I wasn't paying attention to you.
So, that's out of the question.

2013-01-12 03:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i stopped talking to for you
I've always choose you nomadder what
so dont ever tell me i didnt

2013-01-12 03:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't ALWAYS choose me.

2013-01-12 03:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i did

2013-01-12 03:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You STARTED during the LATER portion of your RELATIONSHIP.
Pff.
Lies.
I can't even believe you told me that.
You always used to tell me you'd lie so much that you'd start to believe them yourself.

2013-01-12 03:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when didnt i? i choose you before we were together

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That was because you wanted sex.

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no it wasnt

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Plus, you never came to CJ's for me.
Remember?
Next.
I barely got you to go anywhere with me.
No matter how much I asked.
And you STILL don't.
So, no.
Don't believe you.

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't believe you actually thing that...

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try again.
Yeah, cuz you hurt me so damn much.

2013-01-12 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would I go through all of that just for sex

2013-01-12 03:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno, don't ask me. You only wanted me, and you got me, then didn't know how to love me.
You never went anywhere, you never did anything, and no matter how many times I CHOSE YOU OVER MY FRIENDS, it didn't matter.
Cuz the MOMENT I wanted to go see ANY of them, it was a crime.

2013-01-12 03:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
WHEN HAVE YOU EVER!

2013-01-12 03:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Remember when I used to hang out with Matt and SaVon at the Art Center?
Mhm.
Bet you forgot.
Those two and most of the other 'bros.' are out of my life for the most part.
Because of you.
Cuz I chose to walk you home every day.

2013-01-12 03:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats was before we got together

2013-01-12 03:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And be with you every day.
No, it was when we WERE together.
Dumbass.

2013-01-12 03:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and because we couldnt be sheen together

2013-01-12 03:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz you let me IN YOUR HOUSE.
And it CONTINUED until the end of the SCHOOL YEAR.
Remember that?
We WERE together.
Cuz SaVon and Matt always would hoot and holler whenever they saw us walking home.
You HONESTLY don't remember that?
ANYONE who asked me to do ANYTHING after school, I ALWAYS declined.

2013-01-12 03:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-12 04:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I was so ready to see you.
And go to your house. And watch TV. And have sex. And eat. And be with you.
I'm surprised you forgot something we did EVERY FUCKING DAY.
Shows how much it actually MEANT to you.
Ugh.
I think, out of everything that you've ever done to me, what hurts me most is that you forgot about me...
Forgot about what you did to me.
I only do what I see other people do.
You and I, we work in reverse.
What you did back then, I do now.
But that's because you did it back then, and because I'm actually DOING something.
Not just trying to keep you away from everyone.
Face it.
You forgot.
And you lied to yourself so much that you thought that I was in the wrong.
So you couldn't be blamed.
Truthfully, I should have never done what you did to me.
But I couldn't help it. It's who I am.
Do unto others what you want done to you.
You must have wanted it.
If you did it to me.
Cuz I would never do something like that.
Unless I thought it was okay.
So start remembering us.
And what we went through.
And what you did.
Because until then, I can't live with you telling me I did wrong when YOU did it first.
And worst.

2013-01-12 04:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now. I love you.
But I have to go.
I'm still making things happen.
With or without you.
The choice is yours.

2013-01-12 04:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
lol

2013-01-12 04:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And to this day, you will not own up to it.
Kay. Whatever.

2013-01-12 04:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon

2013-01-12 04:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tatiauna.
I'm serious.

2013-01-12 04:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what have I done to you

2013-01-12 04:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just told you.
You don't remember.
You've convinced yourself that everything wrong that was done to you was MY fault.
AGAIN.
And this time, it's not gonna work.

2013-01-12 04:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that was alot stuff
n no i didnt

2013-01-12 04:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, whatever.
I don't care how much it was.
Read it.
In fact.
Leave me alone.
I'm tired of you not owning up to your own mistakes.

2013-01-12 04:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never thought everything was your fault i thought
it was both of ours

2013-01-12 04:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why only call ME out?
And when I call YOU out, you're like "No, no, that wasn't me!"
Nope.
Not having it.

2013-01-12 04:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i only do that when you try to say that i was doingths this and that n i say well you did too n you took it ass i was putting it on youlikew i was trying to win when i could care less

2013-01-12 04:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who cares if I did it too if I was addressing the reason WHY I DID IT?
If the reason why I did it was because of YOU, then it doesn't matter.

2013-01-12 04:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exactly
how can you get made at me for doing the same thing?

2013-01-12 04:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you got mad at me for doing it.
So, now, how can YOU get mad at ME for doing the EXACT same thing, hm?

2013-01-12 04:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did too

2013-01-12 04:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, because of YOU.
I don't care WHAT I did.

2013-01-12 04:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i wasnt i just didnt want everything put on me

2013-01-12 04:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN DON'T DO SHIT TO GET IT ALL PUT ON YOU.
Cuz eventually it's just gonna pile up.
And then when I get pissed, I'm gonna tell you.
An you can't deny it.
Cuz I won't forget.

2013-01-12 04:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
lke im the problem for everything when its the bith of us

2013-01-12 04:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Foolish girl.
If the PROBLEM is that YOU did something...
And that is my REASON for me DOING it...
Then WHAT are you talking about?

2013-01-12 04:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do it too! our arguments are never one sided

2013-01-12 04:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, well, this one is.

2013-01-12 04:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n here you go putting it own me

2013-01-12 04:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I already owned up to my mistakes.
Asshole. Don't you get it?
You don't NEED to tell me what I'VE done.
Cuz I already ADMITTED it.
YOU were the only one that DIDN'T.
And if we did it TOGETHER, and I admited MY side.
Then the only one left is YOU.
So get to talking.
Or get to stepping.

2013-01-12 04:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you admitted to yourself
n so did ki

2013-01-12 04:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, admit it to me.
Because I will not have you bitching about how I did something.

2013-01-12 04:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so whats the difference

2013-01-12 04:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you won't accept that you did it.
That's dumb.
So, either SHUT THE FUCK UP and don't EVER tell me ANYTHING wrong I do AGAIN
Or.

2013-01-12 04:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never admitted to me

2013-01-12 04:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fuck you, I do it all the time.
Don't try it.
You have two choices.

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you dont

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No ifs, ands or buts.
Shut up.

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when you do i do

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Actually.
Haha.
Fuck you, I don't need you to admit shit.

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i appologized a fww days ago
ok idc

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We aren't together, and now you've pushed me to actually want to leave.
Cuz you just don't own up to your mistakes.

2013-01-12 04:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then go idc

2013-01-12 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And then, with your next little asian boyfriend, you'll do the same thing~.
And you'll bitch and bitch and bitch.
And drive him away too~.

2013-01-12 04:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ojk

2013-01-12 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So. Now I'm waiting for you.
To apologize.
For everything you've done to me.

2013-01-12 04:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already apoloogized teusday

2013-01-12 04:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh?

2013-01-12 04:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you forgot

2013-01-12 04:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Maybe. Let me go check.

2013-01-12 04:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-12 04:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh yeah, that. I didn't know you were apologizing for THAT.
And so, I want a formal apology about the other stuff.
Because YOU clearly forgot. Or didn't know you apologized for doing all of that. Otherwise, you would have just told me right off the bat, like you normally do.

2013-01-12 04:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i apologized for everything

2013-01-12 04:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Nope.
You clearly didn't.
You were NOT thinking about that at the time.

2013-01-12 04:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i knew i wanted to see what youb were tlking about

2013-01-12 04:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And if you already apologized, there should be NO problem with doing it again.
So, let's hear it.
Clock's ticking, I've got places to be.

2013-01-12 04:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not doing it

2013-01-12 04:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmmm, bingo!
I knew you wouldn't!
Cuz no matter what.. You can't admit that you were wrong first.
And you'll lie and deny until the end of time.

2013-01-12 04:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can n i did

2013-01-12 04:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Even over your love for me.
That's how I also know I love you more.
Because I can apologize.
For what I know is wrong.
Unlike you, who refuses.

2013-01-12 04:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did apologize! you forrgot n want me to do it again n fomally like some dog

2013-01-12 04:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, not like some dog.
Like a nice person.
What dog do you know that apologizes?
Mhm.
That is your option now.
Either apologize to me sincerely...
Or let me go.
Now I get to really see what's more important to you..
And see if you really love me.
All at once.
Cuz for someone you love, doing something like this should come in a heartbeat. A snap. A flash. An instant.
But for you, eeeeeh... Your love is kinda questionable right here.

2013-01-12 04:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care tymon...youre just an asshole for no reason n im tired of this so bye

2013-01-12 04:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not no reason.
HA! That means I was right!
You don't love me more than your own pride!
You'll never own up to it!
And you're a liar who blames me for everything so you don't have to do it first!
And now, since I know that if I got back with you, I'd be in a situation with a lover who simply cannot own up to her faults...
I can't do it until you own up to it.
And apologize.
Formally.

2013-01-12 04:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did!

2013-01-12 04:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do it again.
If you can't, well, then that's that.
Don't ask for anything.
Hahaha, DEFINITELY do not ask for anything. XDD
Like, for real? You'd still try to USE me even after you won't even apologize to me?
Ooooh, no.
The thing keeping us apart now (well, not now, kinda always was) is you.
I'm waiting on you for TWO things now.
An apology and for you to get out of school.
Now. I love you, but...
Gonna have to go.

2013-01-12 04:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do hope you at least show some decency... and THINK about it.
And if not decency, then love.
And, if all else fails, cuz I know love won't ever make you admit anything...
Do it to save face for you.
Cuz I know you care about your own image over love.

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
iits not my image im just tired of you
you always ask of me something you wouldnt do in return
all you have to

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'd apologize in a heartbeat.

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
say is you apolgized and i accept it

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I'm not the one who won't do it.

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nbut you

2013-01-12 04:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's you.
Who won't.
So.

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
need something outragious

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't even talk to me.

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that disheartening and show

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Until you have a conclusion.
Alright?

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
either way
you wqouldnt accept it

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I would.
Why wouldn't I?
What the fuck?

2013-01-12 04:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you who always talk about if ki aplogized youd forgive

2013-01-12 04:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who told you I wouldn'y...?
Where did you even GET that from?

2013-01-12 04:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already did you forgot and now you want me to do it again thats not accepting it
You know what.
I'm sorry I hurt you

2013-01-12 04:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... In reference to the beginning of our relationship, correct?

2013-01-12 04:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes..

2013-01-12 04:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Thank you.
I accept.
Why was that so difficult?

2013-01-12 04:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because youre petty now im going to show bye
shower

2013-01-12 04:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, have fun.
I'm heading out anyway.
I love you, bye.

2013-01-12 09:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i almost fell down the stairs
but my reflexes came in
then i relized what i did and was upset with myself and yet relief because i could of snapped my neck.
however snaping my neck sounded slightly relaxing considering my day.

2013-01-12 09:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I feel so helpless, emotional, and weak. clinging to guys touch that isn't there. Yearning for someone to hold me like a mother holds their child but tighter to the sickness stops...The sickness never goes away. I often find myself thinking "don't throw up.. don't throw..please. walking around trying to keep my composure is harder then last time. At that time I was fire filled with anger yearning to bring misery to others who tried to enter and disturb my path. Now im the sea. calm and smooth but depressed...always depressed. lonely..one moment hot the next...then uncomfortable.

2013-01-12 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see Trinity, and I think about how beautiful she is. eventhough her beauty comes with a rage of impatience i see strength...a reason to live. but somer time i think of how pleasurable itll be to slit my wrist...
not that id ever do it. I have to..no I want to be there for her. Her strength and source of power. her light when times her grey. i wanna see her grow up n fall in love and maybe have children if shewwant
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:40 am

2013 (January 13-17)

2013-01-13 04:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm so sorry... I love you so much, I really wish you didn't have to go through this...

2013-01-13 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i'm ok...

2013-01-13 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No you aren't.
I'll help you. Don't worry.
Did you see the pics?

2013-01-13 08:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea
theyre adorbable

2013-01-13 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
You happy?

2013-01-13 08:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i'm ok

2013-01-13 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I wish I didn't cause you so much pain.

2013-01-13 09:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you, Tymon.

2013-01-14 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you, too, Tatiauna. But what made you say that so suddenly?

2013-01-14 05:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't know

2013-01-14 05:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just wanted you to know how i feel...

2013-01-15 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awwwww! You're soooo adorable~!
I just wanna hug yu. <3

2013-01-15 05:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did Smile
you did Smile

2013-01-15 09:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you get my text

2013-01-15 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, what was it?

2013-01-15 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i said my grandad has somwhere to be in morning but give you my reduce card to use n borrow a dollar or 2 from friends

2013-01-15 10:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tomorrow is Wednesday.

2013-01-15 10:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh you know what i meant... ima little off right now

2013-01-15 10:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why? What's wrong?

2013-01-15 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing just tired

2013-01-15 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then go rest.

2013-01-15 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
our love child is woke n ready

2013-01-15 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha. You're so cute, I miss you guys.

2013-01-15 10:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I miss you, too. What do you think of what i planned

2013-01-15 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's perfect.
xD

2013-01-15 10:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you're gomma have to meet up with me in the morning

2013-01-15 10:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Really? What time?

2013-01-15 10:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe 740 at school

2013-01-15 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Damn. You are asking a lot. Sigh...
I'll give you a maybe.
Wait, not tomorrow, right?

2013-01-15 10:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
correct. I need you to do this, so there is no maybe. its either yes or no. you can go back afterwrd i just need you to get the bus card.

2013-01-15 11:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey, hey, I was gonna do it, I was gonna do it... I just needed to know the specifics. So, it's Friday, right? Friday morning?

2013-01-15 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not exactly alot... you do more than this on a regular basis. you should be happy tosee her instead of treating it as a chore...
correct

2013-01-15 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn, quit getting so defensive!
I was just getting my facts straight...
I wanna make sure I don't disappoint. Ya know?

2013-01-15 11:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok..well im sorry...

2013-01-16 12:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Girl, what are you sorry about? xD
You're so cute. Sorry.

2013-01-16 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why are you sorry?

2013-01-17 03:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I gave you the wrong impression. Hahaha.
Hahaha. Our song came on right after I typed that. 'Fallen Angel' from Panty and Stocking. Don't you remember?

2013-01-17 05:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i remember lol
i need you to get there by 9,so you might have to leave right after you get the card from me.

2013-01-17 05:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh. Okay, and we're meeting where and at what time?

2013-01-17 05:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the school
at 7:40
do you have $2
if you can get it then thtll be best if not ill try to get it

2013-01-17 05:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2013-01-17 05:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
trinity love you

2013-01-17 07:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tell her that I love her too. And give her kiss from daddy!

2013-01-17 07:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oki make sure
you set nan alarm

2013-01-17 07:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, I'll get up really early...

2013-01-17 07:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok ill give you a little reward if you come on time

2013-01-17 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh? Is that right...? Wanna gimme a hint as to what that is...?

2013-01-17 07:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
hehe that's for me to know,and you to find out.

2013-01-17 07:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I make it on time, that is. I tend to be a little fashionably late, you know... Haha.

2013-01-17 08:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not on time you have to be there at nine
n meet me at 740 to get my busccard

2013-01-17 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine, fine.

2013-01-17 08:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
good you know you tend to cum early but always come late. it should be reversed.
jk

2013-01-17 08:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't hear any complaints from you.

2013-01-17 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whateva i fell down the stairs today

2013-01-17 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How and why?

2013-01-17 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was walking down the stairs and sliped

2013-01-17 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you alright?

2013-01-17 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i caught myself
damn reflexes

2013-01-17 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, so you wanted to fall?

2013-01-17 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no but since i did you know might as well finish

2013-01-17 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
True...

2013-01-17 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i didnt instead i landed on my hands like a cat

2013-01-17 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well at least you're okay..

2013-01-17 08:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
True...

2013-01-17 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmm... I'm really sleepy.

2013-01-17 08:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well sleep

2013-01-17 08:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanna talk too...

2013-01-17 08:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..
i like you
talking, but if youre tired then you should rest

2013-01-17 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like me? Where did that come from?
... Haha. You think I should?

2013-01-17 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk im conflicted but you do need to get up early

2013-01-17 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's true...

2013-01-17 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill tell what ill be late to school and we can have morning sex

2013-01-17 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Haha... You sure...?

2013-01-17 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
mmhmm but you have to mee at the bus stop by stefanos building

2013-01-17 08:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, I will.

2013-01-17 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yay

2013-01-17 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, you're so cute.

2013-01-17 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?

2013-01-17 08:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just are.
But tell you what, I'm gonna go try to nap.

2013-01-17 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i knew you would nighty nighty. I'm about to take a shower.

2013-01-17 08:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okayyyyy. Have fun~

2013-01-17 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
umm not that way>>.

2013-01-17 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, shut up.
Love you.

2013-01-17 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you, too.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:45 am

2013 (January 18)

2013-01-18 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just go have with her... and whoever. I'm really tired of hearing how miserable you are about this. It does nothing but depresses me. i try to ignore but it's hard. especially when youre living with her. and you get to see her all the time. she doesn't even want you to see your own child. If thats what you want to do and who you want to be with then do it. she already sees you more than I do. It's not like it'll hurt me worse than it already is.... Just don't tell me about it,or I don't what will happen to me...I'll be off the computer for a while. or i just prolly wont respond to you. I need some space...

2013-01-18 07:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you...

2013-01-18 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i can alredy tell that we're not gonna end up together in the end..

2013-01-18 09:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, you're such a drama queen. xD You're so fucking cute, though. I love how much you care about me. I love you so much. We'll always be together in the end. You just have to trust that I know what I'm doing. Even if it doesn't look like it. That's why I always asked you not to nag me or not to questions stuff that I do. My reasons are beyond normal understanding. If it's for you, and if it's for Trinity, I'll do anything. I love you two the most.

2013-01-18 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not being dramatic. How do you expect me to sit here waiting while you play with other girls just because you can't be with me. Then you have the nerve to calm some prize.If that's the case I should be worth waiting for. that includes physically too. how can trust you when youll just get like this whenever we're apart...How would yu feel if lived with someone who had feelings for me. who begs me not to see you or my own child when i barely get to see you guys anyway. Then i ask you to if i could mess withhim. how wuld you feel can you honestly say that wouldn' hurt you?

2013-01-18 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's hard for me to feel hurt anymore... Only to understand what it feels like.
Because I understand... And remember what that hurt feels like...
Why would I want to inflict that on you?
That is why I ask you for trust.
Besides that...
Why do you even feel all of that, when that is not even the case? That is simpyl what you think, not what is.

2013-01-18 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You cannot even trust that I know what I'm doing... You immediately jump to 'that' conclusion, when it isn't like that at all. And I know its because of your own hurt.

2013-01-18 11:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did it earlier. you can't say it's hard for you to hurt because that's a lie. You just choose to be at piece with it because you are suffering. We both are.You asked me so why would you if not without intent knowing how i felt.

2013-01-18 11:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You still don't get it.
It's fine, though.
I already decided to be the only one that suffers.
I was just telling you how I felt.
You're fine.
So why are you still thinking about it, if there is no issue?
Simply because I do think?

2013-01-18 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you don't get it! Are you so blind that you think you're only one who suffers? That I want to be without you. That it doesnt hurt that you spend waking moment with them, and we're unable to be a family. That I have everything piled up on me. I have to deal with alot more than you think.

2013-01-18 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh..it doesn't matter..I m going I need to breath..

2013-01-18 11:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I long for the day that my thoughts don't make you suffer so much...
And, for the last time, that wasn't my decision to split apart, or do any of this. It was yours.
So, you reap what you sow.
And, because of you, I reap it as well.
Just because I don't want you to endure it all.
Was it me who moved to a non-easily reached area?
Was it me who made the rule not to stay more than a night or two at your house?
Was it me who wanted to split apart?
No. Ever since the very beginning, I always told you the same thing.
"Come live with me."
And every time, you were the one telling me "No."
Now, you have to deal with it. And it was only brought upon yourself.
Now, you can assist by helping to find me a job.
Or providing transportation.
Or talking to your grandfather like an adult about my living conditions.
However, you will not do any of that.
You never do.
And then you come to blame me, and say I am the one not doing anything, when you're the one that threw yourself so far away.

2013-01-18 11:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You moved clear across town, expected me to follow, no questions asked, and ignored all of the things that I had to go through to get there, only to be upset with me that I didn't follow.
I try. I do try hard.
But this was your decision.
And I fought hard against it. But you wanted to do it like this... And this was the result.
So. Are you satisfied with your results?
At the end of the day, you always have to ask yourself... Are you satisfied with your results? Your own choices that led you up to here? I let you make all of those choices faithfully, even if I fought you on every single one. And not a single one of your choices turned out good.

2013-01-18 11:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I knowit was mines. I did it so she'll have stability. We didn't have that...

2013-01-18 11:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We don't have it now.
The way to obtain stability.
I already knew how.
You just would not listen.
And now, it is too late.
You have to wait.
So, you were waiting so long for stability that could have been established with ease.
Now you have to keep on waiting... Simply because this was what you wanted.
So you cannot be upset with anyone but yourself...
However. I will take some of it off of your hands.
And I always tried to.
I live happily and nicely, yet I'll go back to sitting on that miserable bus, go to that uncomfortable household and watch every move I make only so I can help you and see my baby.
Even if I absolutely detest all of it.
You make me miserable when you ask me to do that. Every time.
Absolutely miserable. But I still do it.
Because I love you, no matter how tired I am, no matter how much I hurt, no matter how much I know I can be happier... Live easier... Be free...
At the end of the day, I just love you.
And that is what keeps me at peace.
Even on the brink of insanity.

2013-01-18 11:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youll never you just sit there bitter that I choose to lve here instead of with you. Thats what its all up to. Thats why yo always bring it up . when I talk about what bothers me. when I said id move with you when you got everything stable you didn't. You cant even live in your house. I did what was best for her. you cant ever accept that. instead of shwing empathy you place blame. like you so easily pointed out was pointless.

2013-01-18 11:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You still don't get it.
You're waiting for me to get stable.
And that will only happen when you're done.

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont even waste your time with im so tired of trying to pled my emoton with someone who will never undertand or even try. go live happily with her and whoever...m through if everytime i tell you you just put everything on me just go to hell

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, I'm waiting for you.
And you're waiting for me.

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
since yourw so miserable...

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am.
Because you just won't listen.
You still want to do it your way.
And complain about it.

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill do everything on my own

2013-01-18 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's fine to do things your own way.
You said that last time.
And it always gets you right back in the same spot.
Being miserable.
And I get so tired of seeing you do this to yourself.
Because of you not being able to deal with leaving.
They're all excuses.
So you won't have to go.
Face it.
Otherwise... We could have been out of this situation already, and not have to fight over the same thing for an entire year.
I am the one waiting for you.
So stop waiting for me and just make a decision.
Besides. I already have the establishment set up for us.
I have us a place to live.
You're the one that isn't moving.
Again, I'm always waiting for YOU.
I already have everything set up.
So, again, this is not me who is making you miserable. It is you. In every single way.
So, will you move into a stable home with me, or will you stay where you are and be miserable?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:52 am

2013 (January 19)

2013-01-19 12:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And no, it isn't my house. It's on Lockwood. With Nana and Titi Ron. With Mary gone (may she rest in peace), there is a free room for you. There are tons of lively old people who love to take care of children here. There is enough space. Other kids to play with and interact with.
Literally, EVERYTHING you need is over here. And yet, you REFUSE to leave.
So, it is your fault. I won't live here because I have no reason to. I will only live here when you decide you want to, as well.
So, I'm still waiting.
And, for your own selfishness, you'd rather plague your grandfather, your mother and even ME with all of this hardship... Just because you don't want to live with me?
And you always tell me to think of the baby... When you don't even do it.

2013-01-19 12:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not only that, you'd get to school every day, because Titi Ron has to wake up early and can drive you, and then you'd get time to hang out and relax because she gets off at about 5.
Literally everything would be perfect.
So, with all of this information... What is it that you want to do?
Truthfully, there should be no option about what you SHOULD do...
However, it is still up to you. I'm waitiing.

2013-01-19 07:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I really want you to think about more than just you. Please. It's time to stop and to grow up. You know that moving into Nana's is the best decision all around. So why will you not just do it? It's stable, has everything you AND Trinity needs, you'll get to live with me, get to know my family, and be away from yours... They'll ggive you your own space, there is a TV everywhere, there's wifi for internet... I just don't understand why you'd refuse all of this... For a petty squabble between us... When it isn't even all that big a deal... Quit ruining your life and the lives of others for selfish emotions... If I did that, we'd never have worked out our problems. We'd have just split up forever.

2013-01-19 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did do that. I was the one who had to change and swollow my pride... I don't think my emotions are selfish or petty. Being where I'm not happy with a man who only makes me feel like the other woman. It's not healthy. You do the same you dont go where you're not happy. You stay where you are. you only came because i needed you to watch her, and I refuse to let my daughter around the unfavorable. Plus if I don't want to be around my own family why would I want to be surrounded by anyone elses on a regular basis. You don't even like to be over there.

2013-01-19 12:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n unfavorable is your that girl. not your family in case you get confused...

2013-01-19 01:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't even know why youre upset about how I feel. When youre upset I'm expected to give empathy,but if I'm hurting. You deem my emotions petty. Like you're the only one allowed feel any type of emotion. I'm supposed to accept everything and just be with you... Just because you want your way, and i know its that. you always bring thisup. because iwont live with you you want to sleep with other woman and to make it worse you want to be with someone who doesnt even want you to be with your child. and you say im selfish. right. I dont even know why youd want to be around someone like that.Not to mention youre miserable because you cant do it... you couldnt even sayi missed you and i wish we could be together. no you just want to sleep with her . Thats how I know I cant trust you. Whatwill to trinity if something happens to me. will you be with her and toss trinity o side? if im sick will you leave me? becase i take to longto heal. god forbid i never be able to have sex again or youll just go off because well have nothing but problems. but im the prize? im nothing to you...that may seem small to you but its big to me...so I refuse to live with you. I refuse to let myself hurt for you when you realize that you dont love me anymore n you leave us...Thebday I move is when Im ready. for now I just want space NOW PLEAS LEAVE ME ALONE... call me selfishdumb all you want, but noone want live with cinstant uncertainty and a instable heart. We should of just took our heart out of friendship, and been parents.

2013-01-19 04:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're still thinking about this from your damn emotions. And this is why we can never get anywhere.
I literally have everything you need. With just one word "I'll move in with you," I can stop everything else. But you'll never understand that... It's just you. Like, legit, it's just you making things hard.
And as long as you want to do this... You can. But I won't suffer for it.
Especially if I know that you're the cause of it.
You'd rather make all of our lives terrible.
Than to make a sacrifice of your own emotions for your own daughter.
You're selfish.
And because of that, I'm not helping you anymore.
Until you stop being so selfish.
It's disgusting.
I really want to comfort you, I truly do.
But I just can't as long as you're being so selfish.
I can try. I can try really hard. But you're just so damn... SELFISH.
It just PISSES ME OFF how I could fall in love with someone so... Fucking... Putridly selfish. Where she can't even see the solutions in front of her. And I know it's just to get back at me.
And because you're afraid.
It's always been that way.

2013-01-19 04:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Ugh. It's gonna take everything in me to be nice to you... But I REALLY want a good life for us... I can't stand you and her being there so miserable...
... You know, I don't have any reason to live besides you two.
And now that I know you refuse to be happy...
Why the fuck am I still here?
Give me one good reason why I'm still here.
I can't go play and be happy because of you.
I can't be happy and live seriously because of you.
You are the cause of my turmoil.
All of my sadness.
All of my anger.
It's all your fault.
There is no changing my mind.
You did this to me...
As long as one of us is living, I cannot be happy.
So I'm going to make it easy for you.
And be the one to die. Unlike you, I can make sacrifices like this in a heartbeat, whereas you can't even make it in an entire year.
... And I want you to be the one to kill me...
Please... End my suffering...

2013-01-19 05:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do I have to do... So that I can finally at peace...? Why won't you let me be at peace...? What do I have to do to get you to just... kill me...?

2013-01-19 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just need you to kill me!!!
It'll end your suffering!!!
Just do it!!!
I'm tired of making you sad!!!
I'm tired of making you upset!!!
I'm tired of you making others' lives horrible because of me!!!
So kill me!!!
I can't watch you force yourself and Trinity to suffer... Because of me.
No matter if I became the richest man in the world, you wouldn't be provided for no matter how much I love you.
So I might as well just die.
There is no other option.
So either you kill me, or I'll get someone to kill me.
Or I'll get myself in a situation where I'd get killed.
But I really, REALL need to die.
To end this horrible cycle.. of suffering...

2013-01-19 05:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... If not for me... For you...
Please...
i only want to die... because I love you...

2013-01-19 05:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not gonna die.you just need to give me space Tymon...

2013-01-19 05:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I've been giving you space.
Since September.
And STILL.
You give me the SAME BULLSHIT.
My next step is DEATH.
That is IT.
I gave you the PERFECT SETUP.
And you REJECTED IT.
Because of PETTY EMOTIONS!!!
I CAN'T TAKE YOU AND YOUR EMOTIONS ANYMORE!!!
If you want to stop suffering SO BADLY...
Then please... LET ME DIE!

2013-01-19 05:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you havent weve been arguing since september.

2013-01-19 05:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ABOUT YOU NOT MOVING IT.
IN.
AND YOU STILL WN'T.
NO MATTER HOW PERFECT THE SITUATION.
YOU STILL GIVE ME BULLSHIT.
And it's always because of something simple...

2013-01-19 05:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my emotions arent petty its the only thing that keeps me around.

2013-01-19 05:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WHY AREN'T THEY WHAT MAKES THE RIGHT FUCKING DECISIONS!?
LIKE, KNOWING WHAT WILL BE BEST FOR THE FUCKING BABY?
ARE YOU THAT DENSE?
ARE YOU THAT WRAPPED UP IN YOUR OWN EMOTIONAL TURMOIL?
I can't' have fun without you suffering.
I can't live with you without you suffering.
My ENTIRE EXISTENCE is APPARENTLY based on YOUR SUFFERING.

2013-01-19 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever Tymon its not simple if it was you wouldnt of brought it up so much...

2013-01-19 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND I'M SICK OF YOU SUFFERING!!!
SO I'M JUST GONNA DIE!!!
I CAN'T WATCH YOU BE A DUMBASS ANYMORE!!!
I CAN'T WATCCH YOU BE IN PAIN ANYMORE!!!
ITS EITHER I DO EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU UNHAPPY...
OR I JUST STOP FUCKING EXISTING!!!!
THERE ARE NO OTHER ROADS FOR ME WITH YOU!!!
YOU'RE SO FUCKING DIFFICULT!!!
WHY?!?
WHY?!
WHY!?
WHY?!
WHY>!
WHY!?
WHY!?!?!
WHYYYY!?
THIS DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE!!!!
You just want me to suffer, too...
So you refuse to do it...
Even if you know it's right...
SO FINE!!! I'LL SUFFER!!!
I'LL SUFFER MYSELF TO DEATH!!!

2013-01-19 05:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever Tymon youre not even thinking. youre just EMOTIONAL like you say i am. you dont listen you try to listen so we're here with you acting the norm

2013-01-19 05:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am emotional.
Because of you.
You just won't do it.
And it's driving me insane.
And you know it.
And you still won't do it.
You'd rather let me die.
Than to do what's right.

2013-01-19 05:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
correction what you think is right and you wont die

2013-01-19 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Give me one good reason, one MAJOR flaw why you won't move in.
And don't use your emotions in ANY way.

2013-01-19 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Nevermind. I know that you can't.
Sigh... Just... nevermind...
... I might have to cut myself off from you... and everyone else..

2013-01-19 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my emotions are parallel to factual thought n what brings comfort nreliabilty. Besides it one big one. Thats a place you dont even want to be.Also if i move i need my own space. not just surrounded by more ppl. not just a room the whole place.
my emotions are parallel to factual thought n what brings comfort nreliabilty. Besides it one big one. Thats a place you dont even want to be.Also if i move i need my own space. not just surrounded by more ppl. not just a room the whole place.

2013-01-19 05:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's a start.
It's better than where you are.
But you don't even fucking care.
... I want to be here only if you're here.
I just... Don't want to be alone...
But it doesn't matter.
I'm destined to be alone.
If I can't die... Then I'm cutting myself off.

2013-01-19 06:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its the same

2013-01-19 06:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... At least you'll know I'll still be alive.
I just can't do this with someone like you...
Anymore...
You kill me more and more each day...
So if I don't die by anything else... It'll be by you first...
... Yeah. You're going to kill me. Either way.
The more you do this... The closer I get... So, now I'll just wait... because I know you'll never stop... And eventually, my heart won't be able to take it anymore...

2013-01-19 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever Tymon youre the last person to tell me something like that. n youre just gonna go off with your girlfriends I really dont care.

2013-01-19 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're so stuck on them...
You can't even see that you're killing me..
And you don't even care...

2013-01-19 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not stuck on them. i stuck on what you keep saying`...not that you care..

2013-01-19 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What is it that I keep saying...?

2013-01-19 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I just can't exist in this world...

2013-01-19 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever Tymon..

2013-01-19 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Seth helped me figure out what makes me feel better.
It's flirting and sex. It'll take my mind off of it until we get our situation worked out.
You're poisonous to me.
You just continue to hurt me for your own gain.
It's the only thing that keeps me from not dying. So, at the end of the day... It's either you come to your conclusions quickly and stop hurting me, or I just move on. I can't do it anymore.
Even Seth looks like a good... good meal to me... He's just so adorable that I'd... Even in this body... Mmmmm~~~.

2013-01-19 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tird of you saying that because

2013-01-19 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, it's true.
Like, in all honesty, he said ONE thing.
And it just made me feel all the way better.

2013-01-19 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
go thn im through...

2013-01-19 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright then.
You're the one that keeps making me go insane.
Making me want to die.

2013-01-19 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
threw move on

2013-01-19 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it's all because I'm waiting for you.
So, I guess that means I should stop waiting for you, huh?
If I really want to stay alive...
... But I don't really want to stay alive...
So why am I staying alive...?
... For you, right...?
...
Wait.

2013-01-19 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
leve me the hellvalone

2013-01-19 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Kay.
Love you, bye.

2013-01-19 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont say you lve im tied of your empty words
dont say you lve im tied of your empty words

2013-01-19 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, if anyone has empty words, it's you.
You only care about yourslef.
And the moment I try to, it's a problem.
Selfish ass.
You're trying to hog me for yourself even when we aren't together and you have no intention o being together.
You DON'T want me to move on.
you just WANT me to be sad waiting for you.
And that's not kosher.

2013-01-19 06:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how? because i refuse to live with someonewho justwants to sleep aroun whenever theres a problm? who always complains how miserable heis not sleeping with others go to hell

2013-01-19 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Shut up. Damn. I'm not MISERABLE NOT SLEEPING WITH PEOPLE.
I'm MISERABLE with YOU.
Do you know why?
Because you won't move in.
That makes me miserable.
And we aren't together.
And I'm not allowed to do anything.
But wait for you to NOT move in.
So that makes me MORE miserable.
I'm not going to be miserable when I'm not even with you.
So, it can only come down to... Live with me, or I go.
I don't care if I don't sleep with anyone else.
It's just thoughts.
Just like you said 'you can't express yourself to me.'
Well, look what happens when I express myself to you.
I said I just wanted to do it.
Not that I WOULD.
You can't even take that.
So, now you just get nothing.
Cuz you're killing me.

2013-01-19 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youcando whateveryou want! I just want you to stay away from me...i hate you... every m0menti think of you i just slit my wrist so shut the hell up and go!!

2013-01-19 06:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ugh, you're impossible.
Whatever.
This time, I'm for real.
Either live with me...
Or I go.
You'd rather let me do everything that makes you unhappy and hurt than to live with me? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Like, seriously?
What IS that?
Why would you ever do something so unbelievably DUMB?

2013-01-19 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye...
bye...

2013-01-19 06:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Dumbass.
Bye.
I love you.
But you're a dumbass. xD
See you in the next life.

2013-01-19 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever tymon

2013-01-19 06:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop.
Don't talk to me.
Until you stop being a dumbass.
And are ready to commit to me.
Until you can commit to me, I can't commit to you.
That's the rule.

2013-01-19 06:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im blocking you so it doesnt matter

2013-01-19 06:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you won't commit, neither will I.
Doesn't matter.
You already know the deal.
I love you.
I am nowhere in the wrong here.

2013-01-19 07:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never commitedto me so dont give me that. ive always been dedicated to you n only you...no mtter what happened n you never do thats why ill never live with you i cant trust you with my heart. you give me an ultimatum becayse you dont want to be with me because you dont even like ultimatums bt youre not tymon so i guess im wrong. i hope i find someoe i can truly depend on this time. who wont stray because of something not going his way. who wint flrt wuth ther ppl n make so many excuses as to not be around.

2013-01-19 07:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I did commit.
I stayed with you.
Faithfully.
I tried to be a father, a husband.
Everything.
But you, like always, only ccared about "Well, you want this and you want that."
I could want to kill your mom and never do it.

2013-01-19 07:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever typical tymn never takes responsibility for anything only want his way

2013-01-19 07:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you'd be pissed just cuz I wanted to.
Bitch, shut up.
Damn.
You just never fucking listen.
So shut the fuck up.
And listen for ONCE in your fucking life.
If you care ANYTHING at ALL about us.
Just shut up.
God DAMN.
So.
No matter what, you care about what i WANT to do over what I actually do.
You've made this clear.
I want to do a lot.
A lot that you won't agree with.
But I won't do it.
But that doesn't matter to you.
I committed to you.
Fully.
You didn't care because I didn't 'want' to do it.
I'M A FUCKING GUY.
I'M GONNA WANT TO SLEEP WITH EVERYTHING THAT MOVES.
Doesn't mean I'm gonna.
So, until you get that, I AM gonna.
Because YOU are the one that cannot commit.
To this family.
Cuz you're selfish.
And that's all there is to it.
No ifs, ands or buts.
You're selfish.
You. Are. Selfish.
So, until I am ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN you are ready to COMMIT TO ME.
I'm not doing a DAMN thing that you say.
Nothing AT ALL.
Because you won't do anything I say.
So, fuck you.
I want a fair tradeoff.
And, truthfully, this is fair.
You won't commit by living with me, I won't commit by not sleeping around.
That's the tradeoff. The moment you say you will is the moment I'll stop.
That is the ONLY offer on the table.

2013-01-19 07:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So take it or leave it.
And me along with it.
What do you care about more?
Me, or being right?

2013-01-19 07:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not love if it makes so damn miserable not to sleep with them or constantly remind me of it! if what you really wanted me the complaint wouldnt be about having them. or youd actually care how much it hurts that you think like that i cant tust you because eventually you just do n want me to accept it. if i was in prison you could nver do it. if you were i would wait as long as you needed. it wasnt even just the sex you wanted a relationship with er just so we could sneak around n thts what hurts the mst but im supposed to want to live with you?

2013-01-19 07:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't even know what you're talking about because of that first fucking sentence.
You do not understand my moral values.
Instead of TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME.
You just SHUN ME BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU KNOW SHIT.

2013-01-19 07:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate you so fucking much just go off youll never be withagan...

2013-01-19 07:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You've got me COMPLETELY twisted.
You don't understand a GODDAMN thing.
And what's worse; you didn't even ATTEMPT to TRY.
Look at you, still not trying.
... Seriously, I question your intelligence.
I even TOLD you the answers.
It's like I gave you the entire cheat sheet for a class.
And you STILL failed every question.
ON PURPOSE.
Because you IGNORED the CHEAT SHEET.
I'm telling you.
Just try to understand me.
Than just get all huffy and bitchy.

2013-01-19 07:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
correction i do love you...you just make me wish i was being drugged or tortured...
correction i do love you...you just make me wish i was being drugged or tortured...

2013-01-19 07:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like you normally do.
... Sigh.
How do you think I feel? xD
When you won't LISTEN TO ME?
Or LIVE WITH ME?
The EXACT way you feel RIGHT NOW.
Alright?
Does that make things CLEAR?

2013-01-19 09:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon.. you do the same thing, so I don't know why you trippin.

2013-01-19 09:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz we just can't talk about it. Simple.

2013-01-19 09:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I told you exactly how I felt you did nothing but got snippy. Then you expect me to want to show you the respect you didnt show me.
you never show you care about how I feel about anything. Even when it's not towards you, you show dont show you care. Yet when I dont you throw a fit.

2013-01-19 10:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never even tried to see where I'm coming from or why it would hurt me so much. I at least heard you out and explained to you why I dont want to live with you right now. In all honesty you act like it's totally my fault when everytime you asked me to move in with you we had problems. At first we didnt have stability. Then I told you I would move in with you. . we weere supposed to live with eachother in November. Remember? I was prepared to leave my family for you. Then it was one thing after the other. You stoped coming around you, you didnt get a job, you barely went to school. you got high all the time you turned into an asshole. left everything on me. then you were unstable had constant break downs. So you need to stop treating me like my reasons are not valid. because its not like i just woke up and said i think ill fuck up our relationship. nI had alot of help getting here . then all you had to do was wait six months. but you went crazy. you wanted to sleep with other people. You were not miserable because you couldnt spend time with me. you were miserable because you couldnt sleep with other people. you made that very clear each and e3verytime that was your complaint.Yes my emotions are in it because im not gonna be in a place where i constantly

2013-01-19 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
feel like crap.
If youre going to kove then go ahead because im not gonna be in a place where im not happy just to appease others ever again. i just wont aknowledge you existence anymore.
the only love i need is Trinity's.

2013-01-19 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not about love. It's about what's best.
I went through an experience with my family today. You're so gung-ho about family... Start thinking about mine.
My great aunt died. My Nana is stressed. Everyone came and wanted to see the baby. They all came from out of town, clear across the US... And when they ask me "Where's the baby?" I say "it wasn't my decision not to bring her."
My family needs my love right now. My family needs life right now.
I'm going to ask you to stop being selfish only one more time and talk about this as an adult and as a parent.
This is greater than just you, me and Trinity. It affects my entire family. My Nana told me that if I died, there was no way she would have the will to do anything again. I just can't let that happen.
I submit to your will. Only because I know my family needs this more than I need you.

2013-01-19 11:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I need you to understand something about me. To make this perfectly concise and clear.
Even if I do not act nor say that I care, I feel it, and I will always take it to heart and mind. I've always done it.

2013-01-19 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I also take offense to you not taking account my own goals and feelings in all of this, stating my path to doing things my own way, finding myself, enlightenment and attaining happiness was 'getting high all the time, quitting school and not coming around.' It was deeper than that. Stop taking everything for face value. I expect more from someone who 'claims' to be so spiritual.

2013-01-19 11:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you were, then you would not speak to me as if you didn't understand what a 'spiritual journey' was.

2013-01-19 11:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, my breakdowns were because of issues that were never solved in my life. Namely, you. That is why I insisted that we solved them all as they came up, rather than let them fester. So, I do expect you to take that into account and stop childishly letting them slide by simply because you do not wish to deal with them. You're an adult. Act like it.

2013-01-19 11:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Truthfully, I don't intend to sleep with anyone. I just want to. Get over it, it's not the end of the world. Don't let that dictate your entire relationship because you can't get over my own little lusty fantasies. That is not the way to go.
You said you wanted to be open about your thoughts and feelings. Well, sometimes I have those thoughts and feelings. I expect you to be a person I can confide in with anything, even with things that you do not like to hear, as I also wish to be for you.
We've got to stop acting like children and grow the fuck up. You have to learn to talk without your emotions, I have to learn to be more openly sensitive.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 8:55 am

2013 (January 20)

2013-01-20 02:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon you can watch her anytime you want. Noone said you couldn't take her. You choose not to take her with you because I don't want to move in with you. She could easily spend the night over there if you ask. So don't tell your family it wasn't your decison when you didnt try. i had to take take down my gair this wouldof been the perfect time to get her.TiTi ron asked i said whenever im free.

2013-01-20 02:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Second noone condemned your damn 'spiritual journey'. I simply stated the fact that when you took that path it hindered us moving together. When I was ready to live with you. Therefore, you should think twice before you place blame all on me like you tried to do for us not living together.

2013-01-20 02:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It really doesn't make any since how you always try to put everything my shoulders. Then never try to pick up any of it n then act like you.
do

2013-01-20 02:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Third of all we had this talk about family. I'm always the selfless one worry about friends n family etc.. even with your relationship with your family. Now I'm in warped state of mind .I'm trying to get myself together so I can be a mom to her. i'm tired of my own damn family . you expect me to drop everything. When I cant hold the weight of the world right now. I've done that my whole life. I need a break. I'm sorry about your aunt, and I hope nana feel better. However, i'm not the one they need. you help her, and you need to bring trinity over there yourself,and stop expecting selfless tatiauna to be here because shes on vacation. No correction,if you asked me and told how important it was that i came I would have. but you didnt. You were the one who said Trinitty wouldn't sit down at the funeral, so we would stay at your nanas house n have fun.im like wtf noo...

2013-01-20 03:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You always miss the big point.
I'm going to say this again.
You make it a problem for everyone.
With your selfishness.
No one wants to come travel back and forth from your house to get Trinity, and why should they when you can just live at the house and solve all the problems?
In all honesty, I just think you want to make this as difficult as possible.
Because there's just no way you can honestly think that this is what's best at all.

2013-01-20 03:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
itll be the same way witnh my family expt most of them dont have cars

2013-01-20 03:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, see, you are like SERIOUSLY missing the BIGGEST picture.
And it's apparent every time you just blatantly disagree without thinking the entire situation through.
Truthfully, you JUST want to make this as difficult as possible.
It's the only POSSIBLE way that this could even make sense in your head.
So let's go over this right now... What are you fucking talking about? It doesn't make ANY sense at ALL. It just sounds like "I don't wanna do it because I don't want what's best. I want what I want."
So stop making these long and drawn out speeches.
And just. Talk/
.
I don't give a rat's ass about anything else.
I'm trying to ERASE the problem, not just throw a blanket over it.

2013-01-20 03:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did think about the situation

2013-01-20 03:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, so tell me how that makes sense then.
At all.
Let's start from the beginning.
One.
You want me to see Trinity more, yet you won't move to the place where I could see her every day.
.. Like... WHAT?
That sounds absolutely fucking idiotic. Explain that one to me.
First and foremost.
Is this for what's best, or is this for what Tatiauna wants?
Oh, and also keep in mind, I'm not going to be the bigger man here. Not at all. I'm so damn tired of dealing with this that you don't understand.

2013-01-20 03:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like, if we're being selfish, we can be selfish. I won't lift a finger to even attempt to go out there until you give me legitimate good reasons why you won't take your selfish ass out of your house.

2013-01-20 03:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon I dont care. I think its fair to ask me to move in with you because its whats best. You can get her on weekends you choose not to that. You went your spirtual journey for you. but as soon as need a place just strictly for me n you want me to move into a more uncomfortsble situation.

2013-01-20 03:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care iff you think im selfish
when i wanted to live with you. you went off did the same thing for you
to deal with your problems
now im doing the same thing n because \its not what you want
you have an attitude

2013-01-20 04:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you call it childish n selfish/
when its not wrong to want a space of your own. a place to think n relax. n feel comfortable. n the only way i can do that is in my own home.
just because you dont like it doesnt make it selfish.

2013-01-20 04:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like if plane was crashing i have to put my mask on before i put on trinitys;I have to take care of myself before i can take care ofanyone else. Im not gonna let you make me feel bad for thinking otherwise

2013-01-20 04:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n it cant be childless because parents that arent together do this all the time. My sisters dad n mom do it. they dont live together. he lives on the north side. its a huge inconnivance for him cause he does work around here. he still picks her up because he wants to see her.

2013-01-20 04:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop.
Don't even try it.
Two different situations.
Those are two grown ass people.
Do you have a car?
Do you have a job?
Do you have income?
Until you and me have all of those, PLUS a grown daughter, don't compare those situations.
What I'm trying to tell you is.
If you want me to see her.
If you want us to parent her TOGETHER.

2013-01-20 04:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they did it when she was baby

2013-01-20 04:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop.

2013-01-20 04:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when me n tiarra stayed at my grandads house

2013-01-20 04:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well.
Key factor.
He had money to do that.
That's number one.
You always make comparisons without thinking them through first.
You make a comparison when there are two EQUIVALENT situations.

2013-01-20 04:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it is thought threw

2013-01-20 04:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In any case.

2013-01-20 04:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they were just as young as we were

2013-01-20 04:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Did he have money?

2013-01-20 04:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we had to get rides
he got a job
he didnt have a car
at first

2013-01-20 04:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. Now.
Do I have a car? A job? Money? Time? A ride?
No.
So why wouldn't you move to a place where all of that would be irrelevent?
If you really need to get YOUR act together, then fine.
But don't you dare ask me for anything because that's just too much right now.

2013-01-20 04:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can ask your family to help you get her if wanted she would not mind

2013-01-20 04:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm only gonna ask my family if you can move in.
They do NOT have time, money, gas, nor the ability to make trips like that.
I told you, you're thinking about YOURSELF.
Not EVERYONE ELSE.
That is the MAIN problem.
That is what I'm thinking of.
Everyone.
Not just me.
Not just you.

2013-01-20 04:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever youre the one being childish

2013-01-20 04:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not just Trinity.
...
Done.
I'm done talking to you.
Try again next time.

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if i stay there itll be the same situation in reverse

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you grow the fuck up.

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok bye

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
God, you're just a fucking bratty child.

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you grow up

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't STAND talking to you.

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not one whose pissed

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
All you care about is 'me me me.'

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
he cant get his way

2013-01-20 04:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, because you're not the one talking to you.
It's not MY way that I want, you dumbass...
THIS ISN'T ABOUT ME.
I DON'T THINK LIKE YOU.
I ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT MORE THAN JUST ME.
AND WHAT I WANT.
SO STOP.

2013-01-20 04:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you do

2013-01-20 04:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TELLING ME THAT I DON'T.
Provei t.
Tell me how I'm only thinking about me.
Right now.
And I'll prove your dumb ass wrong.
All up and down this conversation.

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
titi raun even told me to just ask and shed come get me they want to see her youre the only one in the way because i wont live with you

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
FIRST of all.

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i wont live with you

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO FOOL.

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you wont help
out

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHE SAID THAT BECAUSE IT'S NOT A PROBLEM.

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ifn thats the case
oh well

2013-01-20 04:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP. SHUT U.
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP. DAMN.
Now.
It's not a problem for her to do it. But it is a problem because of the lack of time and money that she does have.
They'd run themselves ragged for Trinity.
And by doing this, they would.
You think they HONESTLY have money to do this?
You think they HONESTLY have time to do this?
No. They don't.
They take time out of their busy schedules, stressful days and saddened lives SPECIFICALLY because YOU live so fucking far out in the niggaville that YOU don't want to move.
Titi Ron has to drive through TRAFFIC every time she wants to get Trinity.
THat's an hour and a half.
TO AND FROM.
Now, counting gas plus how tired she is from work.
Plus Trinity's spoiled ass attitude from being pampered so much.
She'd keep us up all night.
Nana's too stressed for that.
SHE NEEDS BOTH PARENTS.
That is what you are NOT understanding.
I want an environment where she has BOTH of us at the SAME time.
And you REFUSE that at every turn.
This is bigger than just you.
And as long as you're only gonna look out for you, I'm not gonna condone that.
Because you're being a pest to me and my family when you do that.

2013-01-20 04:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We do not have time for pests... Yes, they'll make time.
But they'll dig themselves into early graves.
They're still old people.
Your grandfather does not want to have a household with that baby in there. He's okay with it, yes, but it still hinders him.
At least you wouldn't be fucking hindering anyone anymore if you moved in.
You should at LEAST think about that.
I heard yesterday that even the most introverted person effects 10,000 people with one action.
This is that ONE actions that effects 10,000 people.
And try to tell me it doesn't effect my whole family plus yours.
Your mother has no time to watch Trinity, even if she think she can. She has other things to do.
At least Nana would be at home all day, willing to watch the baby WITH us.
Just one switch on your part could balance out everyone and everything.

2013-01-20 04:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Your mother could work and go to class, your grandfather would have peace, Tiarra would learn to work and stop being spoiled and relying on you to work, you'd be out of Englewood, Trinity would have both her parents, my family would always see me, my family would FINALLY see Trinity, I wouldn't have to clean their pockets dry of money to travel to get to YOUR fucking house, we'd have all the space we wanted (we'd have the ENTIRE upstairs to ourselves. Like, the WHOLLLLE upstairs), there would be less traveling, less money spent, less gas consumed, Trinity would have other babies to play with, and you wouldn't have to spend money on getting to and from school... God, there are just SO many benefits.

2013-01-20 04:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Literally EVERYTHING is a benefit.
Except for you staying with me (apparently.)
And you'd let that one, little, tiny thing so selfishly ruin all of those wonderful things.
Because YOU wanted to be selfish?
You could have your own space.
Your own time.
Constant help.
Not worry about elderly people NOT letting me stay the night.
Plus, as an ADDED bonus...
Nana has a computer.
I'd have my laptop.
There's Wifi that can be used ALL the time (yes, they JUST got wifi, and it doesn't run slowly or have to be turned off because of anyone using it, like at your house).
There's a Piano there for you to practice your Piano class.
Trinity could have her OWN room.
There would be SPACE for her to play with all of her stuff.
There's a washing machine WITH a dryer.
Family only comes over on special occasions rather than every damn day or weekend, so there's always privacy.
OH, AND THEY RESPECT FUCKING PRIVACY.

2013-01-20 04:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There's TV's everywhere, all that are hooked up to ccable, so Trinity could watch something anywhere and everywhere. No one ever hogs a TV.
I never have to take their money to travel again, and then leave them broke.
Like, this list goes on forever, and I STILL have more.
And no matter how much I name, no matter how good it gets... I don't think you care at all.
And THAT is what irks me.
That you would give up all of that wonderfulness for everyone..
Rob those old people of their money and joy...

2013-01-20 04:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the internet

2013-01-20 04:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Force me into tiredness...
Yes, they have internet.
I told you.
They have a CONSTANT connection.

2013-01-20 04:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wifi keeps messing up im

2013-01-20 04:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
See, you wouldn't have to worry about that either.

2013-01-20 04:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
having a hard time reading your messages

2013-01-20 04:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, take your time.
They're all documented.

2013-01-20 05:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Plus. Nana watches all the shows you like to watch. All them reality Tv shows, if nothing else gets you.

2013-01-20 03:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hey. Let's have our last talk.

2013-01-20 04:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
about what?
and why?

2013-01-20 04:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because, I want to get this settled. Don't you?

2013-01-20 04:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gueess yea

2013-01-20 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright. Well then... Just tell me what you want.
I only ask you to do so because I am finally in a state of rational thought.
And, whenever I'm this calm, there are just some things I need to have repeated to me so I can process them with a sound mind... I hope you understand.

2013-01-20 04:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, I would appreciate if you did repeat what it is that you want.
Fully and completely.

2013-01-20 04:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to be givn an ultimatum

2013-01-20 04:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then, why is it you disagree with me until the point where I make them?

2013-01-20 04:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because Im not gonna cange what i believe just to appease someone.

2013-01-20 04:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why did you expect me to?

2013-01-20 04:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who expected you too I accepted everything I don't like about you.
I didnt give you an ultimatum

2013-01-20 04:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, but you expected me to accept your way of doing things as being the correct way.
The same way as I expected you to accept mine.
However, I figured that the benefits of the situation would change your mind.
Because of Trinity's well being.
And your own.
You keep telling me that I want this for me...
But I'm going to always tell you, I just want this for you two.
The benefits for me are only an added bonus.
Weren't you aware?

2013-01-20 04:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never said that. I just said you should try understanding where I coming from and why I'm hurt.

2013-01-20 04:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh, you thought I didn't?
No, I was fully aware that you were hurt.
From the very beginning.
I just thought you'd be able to see past that for what I thought was the greater good.

2013-01-20 04:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then why did you get an attitude?

2013-01-20 04:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I thought you were ignoring what I was saying only to inform me of something I was already fully aware of.
You kept telling me that you were hurt and wouldn't do it.
And I already knew and understood that you were and why you were.
What I didn't understand was... How could you let that get in the way of what you know is right for everyone?
That is what always makes me upset.
It always seems like you blatantly ignore the issue only so you can tell me your feelings that I already am aware of.
And I think that is really counterproductive to everything. Don't you agree?

2013-01-20 04:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but i didnt do that. i told you why i didnt want that n my logic you got emotional
plus you shouldnt of choose that timeto throwthat out there.

2013-01-20 05:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Your emotions overrule actual logic, then?
Or are you telling me that you moving to Nana's is just a worse idea tan you staying with your grandfather?

2013-01-20 05:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im justsaying its the same situation

2013-01-20 05:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How?
That doesn't make any sense.
Did you read all of the benefits of being at Nana's? Give me an equivalent number of benefits from staying with your grandfather.

2013-01-20 11:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I give up.
You win.
I don't care anymore.
Because the more I care, the more I hurt you.
And if this is what it takes, then so be it.
I just don't care what you do anymore.
So just be happy.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 1:43 pm

2013 (January 21)

2013-01-21 10:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT THE FUCKING FUCK UP!!!
I'M TIRED OF YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING ME!!!
THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!!
YOU MAY LISTEN, BUT YOU STILL THINK IT'S ME!
IT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!
AND I'M DONE TRYING TOGET IT INTO YUR THICK, SELFISH HEAD!!!!
And if for just one... One time... I can be just as selfish as you...
Then so BE IT.
I'M GOING TO GO KILL MYSELF.

2013-01-21 10:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not selfish
because im thinking of my family too youre thinking of yours

2013-01-21 10:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE FOR ONCE, I WANT TO BE SELFISH.

2013-01-21 10:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you want me to give up mines to be with yours

2013-01-21 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOUR FAMILY ISN'T THINKING ABOUT YOU, GODFUCKING DAMMIT.
AND YOU ALWAYS PICK YOUR FUCKING FAMILY OVER FUCKING ME!!!!
EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!

2013-01-21 10:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
For once? when arent you?

2013-01-21 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT'S ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY!!!
THIS IS THE LAST STRAAW!!!

2013-01-21 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i let you do whatever the hell you want

2013-01-21 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP!
DON'T TALK TO ME!!!
OF COURSE YOU WILL!!!
BECAUSE YOUR FAMILY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME!!!

2013-01-21 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont pick them over you

2013-01-21 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AS ALWAYS!!
YOU JUST DID!!!
AGAIN!
UGH!
FUCK!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
YOU CAN NEVER OWN UP TO ANY FUCKING THING!!!
JESUS, YOU'RE THE WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!
I WANT TO DIE EBECAUSE OF YOU!!!!
AND IN MY WILL, I WANT THEM TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU KNOW IT!!!
I WANT THEM TO THROW A FUCKING PARTY EVERY YEAR ON TEH DAY OF MY DEATH!!!
INVITE YOU TO IT!!!
AND PUT ON YOUR SPECIAL INVITIATION...
"IT WOULDN'T BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT YOU!!!"

2013-01-21 10:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre being dramatic for no reason

2013-01-21 10:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
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2013-01-21 10:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youll die because of you not me

2013-01-21 10:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You just don't care a lick.

2013-01-21 10:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do care

2013-01-21 10:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
You do not.

2013-01-21 10:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but im not gonna give them up

2013-01-21 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And now.
I'm going to go make a spectacle of it.
Then you'll give me up.
I'm going to get on the news.

2013-01-21 10:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not gonna giove you

2013-01-21 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES YOU ARE!

2013-01-21 10:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
up either

2013-01-21 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU ALREADY DID!!!
BECAUSE I'M.
DONE.

2013-01-21 10:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this is my last few months with them
i dont want you to die...

2013-01-21 10:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then stop asking me to come out there.
Stop bitching at me.
Stop doing all of that.
I can't take it.
If I have to have just one more fight with you about this...
Just ONE more...
I won't even tell you.
I've already given you fair warning.
And this is your LAST. CHANCE.
I'M SO READY TO PULL THE FUCKING TRIGGER.

2013-01-21 10:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
fine..then we need to ignore eachother

2013-01-21 10:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't want to ignore you.
I just want you to accept what this is.
As long as you are living out there with them..
We cannot be together.
I don't want to cut myself off from you.
But there are things that a man needs. He needs love. he needs sex. He needs a lover. He needs fun. He needs relaxation.
I want you to give me those things.
And you refuse.
Because you're so damn serious.
You won't do anything but work.
Work.
Work.
And if that's all you want to do...
Then I can't take it.

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont even talj to you about work

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i barely ask you watch
her

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.
BUT YOU ONLY TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT.
YOU WON'T DO ANYTHING FUN WITH ME.
EVER.

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
last week was my time in2 months
no i dont

2013-01-21 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ASKING ME TO WATCH HER.
I CARE ABOUT YOU NOT TREATING ME LIKE I'M FUCKING WORK.
LIKE I'M BUSINESS.

2013-01-21 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we dont even taalk about you being aroud havent since november

2013-01-21 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP!!!
I WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME.

2013-01-21 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because all weve been talking about
is a

2013-01-21 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE I'M YOUR FUCKING FRIEND.

2013-01-21 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
anime
i have
youre just blinded by your emotions
the only time we started arguing was when you talked about sophia

2013-01-21 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP!!
STOP TELLING ME ABOUT WHAT I'M DOING!!!!
TALK ABOUT YOU!
DON'T EVEN TALK ABOUT ME!!!

2013-01-21 11:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then i even compromised on that'

2013-01-21 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
STOP!
STOP!
STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!!!!
STOP TELLING ME WHAT I'M DOING!!!
STOP TELLING ME WHAT I'M NOT DOING!!!!
JUST FUCKING SPEAK FOR YOURSELF!!!!!
OR ELSE I'LL SPEAK ON YOUR BEHALF!!!!

2013-01-21 11:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
bye tymon

2013-01-21 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Done.
I'm as good as dead.

2013-01-21 11:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever cause I know what has been happening
between us
how the hell you gonna tell me

2013-01-21 11:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How the hell ou gonna tell me.
Is what you should be asking.
I'm done.

2013-01-21 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you say all I've been doing is being seriouse
but everytime we hung
out we had fun
we didnt argue
we didnt even aargue much when we messaged eachother
but i guess that was just a lie
right
you werent having fune with
me you were just
pretending
fun
to have fun to be happy
everytime you said you missed tis that was lie
because i thought we had fun at the library and new years and each tiume you waited for me at the bus stop and we talked about anime
but i guess that was a lie

2013-01-21 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ir what youre saying now is
a lie
which is it because im really confused
because i though we were fine up until now

2013-01-21 11:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, that's not it at all...
I had tons of fun with you...

2013-01-21 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then what is it..

2013-01-21 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I need your love...
etter way that what you're showing me...
*in a better way
I only want a few simple things in this world...
To be happy... To have fun... To make everyone I love happy... to be loved... and to die.
To be happy... To have fun... To make everyone I love happy... to be loved... and to die.

2013-01-21 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My understanding of love...
Is that love is unconditional.

2013-01-21 11:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do have my love

2013-01-21 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Infinite.
And eternal.
You will not do this for me.
No one cares about what I want.
Not a single soul on this planet.

2013-01-21 11:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i n i have been showing you

2013-01-21 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not in my eyes...
I never get what I want...

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because what I want always just makes someone else who doesn't understand....
Sad...

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive been nice to you
i tell yo0u i love you

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's not what I want.

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i even give yo0u sex

2013-01-21 11:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's not what I want.

2013-01-21 11:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
randomly
what is then bec
ause
i have been trying
its never enough for you
i did everything you asked except live with you
ive compromised
i even accepted everything

2013-01-21 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... When we talk.

2013-01-21 11:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when you wouldnt
so what is it

2013-01-21 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just... Won't take the time out to understand me...
You act like I don't understand you...
When I do. Fully and completely, despite what you may think...

2013-01-21 11:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when have i?

2013-01-21 11:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You always tell me what I'm doing...
What I'm not doing...

2013-01-21 11:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this iall ive been trying

2013-01-21 11:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When truthfully, you don't even know yourself...
You just say it because that's what you think...
And you never take the time out to understand me...

2013-01-21 11:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understand you tymon

2013-01-21 11:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why are you not acting like it?

2013-01-21 11:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I am

2013-01-21 11:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you did, you'd listen to me.
Stop telling me what you're doing.
And listen to me.
I need you to stop when I tell you to stop.
Listen when I tell you to listen.
And understand some things.
Without making a comment.
Every single time.
I need you to take every word I say into consideration.

2013-01-21 11:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well if you understand me youd know that i doo
but i will not just compromise what i feel so easily

2013-01-21 11:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So then you do not love me.
I would never ask you to compromise for no reason.
Unless I thought it was best.

2013-01-21 11:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do love you..
for you not me

2013-01-21 11:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Our conflicting views hurt us.
I want you to move because I want you to be happy.
You won't move because you want your family to be happy.
And you won't give them up.
So we can't be together.
But you also won't take any time out for me.
You don't treat me as if I'm family.
Because if you did...
You'd do the same for me.
I don't feel like I'm art of your family.
Because that is not how I feel I am being treated.
By your grandfather. By you.
You will do anything for them.

2013-01-21 11:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how am i not?

2013-01-21 11:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yet, only a select few things for me.
You think about that.

2013-01-21 11:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i wont do anbything for them
i wouldnt give you up for them and i wouldnt give them up for you

2013-01-21 11:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yet, that's what you're doing.
Giving me up... For them.

2013-01-21 11:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im not
youre the one

2013-01-21 11:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's alays been that way, no matter how much you say it hasn't...

2013-01-21 11:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it hasnt been
i doint see why you cant just accept them
like i accepted your friends
i felt the same way about them
but ive acceoted it
and its not like i didnt agree to move with you
once i graduated
they dont want me to go to virginia

2013-01-21 11:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you just won't listen to me when I say it.
So you continue to do it time and time again...

2013-01-21 11:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but its what i wanted
you think disagreeing
with you
is not listening

2013-01-21 11:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I feel like I'm not being listened to.
So listen to me...
Because no matter what, we always end up in the same place...
And I'm tired of us both being miserable.
I'd rather just die and let you be happy.
Than to continue making you miserable.
I never get what I want...
And I never will...
Unless I do it myself...
And the only thing I can do myself...
Is die.

2013-01-21 11:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wont be happy if you die

2013-01-21 11:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you won't be happy if I live, either.
And niether will I.

2013-01-21 11:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how because we dont live together?
i need you..
Tymon even when i mad at you. I still need you. because i love you the most.
i just wish you would accept that i youre both my family
n i dont want to have to choose
im really sick and i have a fever , so ima take a shower ill be right back...

2013-01-21 12:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok, Ive cleared my head a little.

2013-01-21 12:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
listen you know i love you, and if I truly have to choose. I'll choose you. However, I feel like I already have chosen you. The whole reason I started looking up schools in virginia was because you told me you wanted to live there, and I didnt want to live in chicago.. My family doesnt want me to go, but I told them it's what I want. All i asked for was these 6 months. You made me wait longer than that for your friends to leave. Remember?You were the one that said that a year is nothing compared to a lifetime, yet now that the shoes on the other foot, you say I don't love you. or that im choosing them over you. That's not the case at all. even if we didnt go to virginia if you asked me to move wherever after i graduated I would. i just want to spend the little time i have with them. I never asked you to stop spending time with your friends. I wish you'd show me the same respect with my family.

2013-01-21 01:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah... Now everything makes sense...
I was just missing some key facts that you either didn't tell me or that I forgot...
Well, there's no problem then.
I told you, I need you to explain EVERYTHING to me.

2013-01-21 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I rreally, SERIOUSLY need you to ALWAYS do that... Please? So that this doesn''t happen again...?

2013-01-21 04:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
okay

2013-01-21 05:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank you... I love you, Tatiauna.
And I'm glad that we finally worked this out.

2013-01-21 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea...

2013-01-21 09:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
are you gonna keep doing this? Everytime I say something you don't like, are you gonna go crazy? Will you threaten to kill yourself? Flirt with other people or worse? because of your emotions. because of misunderstandings?...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Wed Feb 21, 2018 4:44 pm

2013 (January 22-23)

2013-01-22 04:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, it's just... When I know there's no other solution that works, why would I waste time going through them all if I've tried them all already?
So... At the end, I just go through all of the possible solutions in my head...
And if you're acting a certain way, it'll just end with death.
... But... That aside... I really miss you...
So... Can we... in the morning... 'make up' before you go to school...?

2013-01-22 09:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sick im not going to school.

2013-01-22 09:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if youre refering to sex, no.

2013-01-22 09:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre really vulnerable when you're upset...you should work on that... i dont want my daughter growing up thinking its ok to threaten to kill herself or mess around whenever life doesnt go her way. i want her to be strong n fight back or move on

2013-01-22 09:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's only because of you. I need you to be more open to listen to what I'm saying, even if you think I'm not listening to you. And that's fine... I really want to see you, though... Okay? I love you.

2013-01-22 09:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm fine. Sometimes, I just need an outlet and I need to be heard. Sometimes, I just need some sex. Sometimes, I just want you to not fight me and let me talk, even if everything I'm saying is wrong. Sometimes.... I just need you to be here for me no matter what I'm doing. I'm going to do better, but as I always tell you, it's a process. Just bear with me through it, and know I will get through it. Okay? I'll always do it for you. Sometimes it just takes more time... But not too long. I'd never make you wait too long for me. Cuz lord knows I hate waiting, too. But sometimes specific processes take longer than others. I need you to understand and just be with me all the way through... Is that something you can do?

2013-01-22 09:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it all depends on what you do.

2013-01-22 09:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you should know me by now. If its not right ill correct you. like you do me n everyone else. if unforgivable i wont look at you the same. i refuse to sit there while you hurt me, or slander reality. If im working on me for you yu should show me same respect instead of wanting me to behave like some oldfashon woman or child...

2013-01-22 11:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't even know what to do with you anymore..i feel so unsafe.. uncomfortable...
I know you want to see me, but I need some space right now...

2013-01-22 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's fine. I'm fully accepting of that, now that I fully understand everything that's going on. That's why I ask you to tell me things... So I can know why. I just wanna know why so I won't mess up again... Didn't you know? I just love you that much... I'll give you all the time and space you need. Just talk to me whenever you're ready, okay? You look beautiful, by the way... I saw the pics... I love you... Don't ever forget. No matter what I say or what I do, it's only because I love you...

2013-01-22 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
heh that's the first time you've told me I was beautiful in a long time..It was nice change of paste..I love you too...I'll talk to you soon

2013-01-22 03:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, let's just say I got in touch with my old self... I couldn't do it anymore... Being without you. But I can stay away from you if I know I'm going to be with you... Just for a little while. Oh, and... I can't wait for the day we can talk again. But I will. Hahaha. With love.

2013-01-22 04:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. And by the way... I found our matching wristband things.

2013-01-22 04:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
our what?

2013-01-22 04:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Remember the matching wristbands we bought at Acen to match our matching chokers (which I also found)?

2013-01-22 04:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh yea,I remember i still have the chain.

2013-01-22 04:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was wondering where that was... Care to dance with it again? I miss wearing that leash...

2013-01-22 04:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do you want it?

2013-01-22 04:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Only if you'll use it on me.

2013-01-22 04:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i see

2013-01-22 04:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do you say...?

2013-01-22 04:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-22 04:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahahah. You're so cute.
Alright, I can see you don't wish to talk anymore... So I'll leave you be. It was nice to talk to you, though... I missed this...
I love you... Until next time... Peace be with you...

2013-01-22 04:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
alright I love you, too dear.

2013-01-22 06:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need you to get these library books from me friday n exchange them for new ones.

2013-01-22 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Of course. Will you try to be out quickly...? It's kinda cold outside, you know. xD

2013-01-23 06:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
says the guy who wanted to have sex in this wheathr. n im always out early

2013-01-23 06:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh. And I wanted to have sex out in Stefanos' building!

2013-01-23 04:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we would have to walk there

2013-01-23 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im horny

2013-01-23 06:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n I need you to watch trinity this weekend
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Feb 24, 2018 7:06 am

2013(January 24)

2013-01-24 08:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright. I need a ride.
Actually, ask your grandfather if I can just spend the night. I'm not going back and forth.

2013-01-24 04:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was asking you get here, but she has a fever so i might not go...
you to get her.

2013-01-24 07:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The first time I've ever cried my heart out... Watching cartoons by myself... And only having one wish for you to be by my side...
I watched the episode of Adventure Time with the Ice Kind and Marceline... And it reminded me of us... And it nly confirmed my thoughts on dying...

2013-01-24 07:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?
how did it remind you of us?

2013-01-24 07:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I keep going crazy...
And all I want is my princess...
I'm bored. I'm tired. I'm lonely. And I'm insane. Not only thing that can make me happy is death. That's why I just want to die so badly. This world is pointless... I already knew. With no fun, there is no point for this world...

2013-01-24 07:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i see well why arent you having fun. dont you get to be with your friends

2013-01-24 07:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, my fun isn't allowed on this world...
No one wants to listen to me... Play by my rules...
This world is built to go against it...
I want to be free...
Happy...

2013-01-24 07:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what is your fun

2013-01-24 07:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And have fun...

2013-01-24 07:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why cant you have it?

2013-01-24 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, there are always obstacles. I want to be able to see my friends whenever I want to. I want to be able to see you and Trinity whenever I want to. I want to be able to do whatever I want to do... Because I'd never do anything wrong... No one just wants to let me do it.
No one ever thinks of me, not even universally...
So, the one who is always forgotten is me, even when I try hard to not be.

2013-01-24 07:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont you live with your friends?
don't people always thinkk of you?

2013-01-24 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't because of their parents.
No, they only think of themselves...

2013-01-24 07:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how so?

2013-01-24 07:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's too much to explain.

2013-01-24 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..

2013-01-24 07:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. I've realized everyone in the world is selfish.
And I'm the only selfless one.
So I'm the most selfish of them all.
I wanted to help everyone.
But helping everyone conflicts with others' wishes.
And no one can see that I'm just trying to help, no matter what the circumstances. No matter what I do.
You're the only thing I ever decided to just take for myself. You were what I wanted most...
The only thing I didn't care about being selfish for.

2013-01-24 07:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see
well maybe its not them being selfush their interest just isnt parallel to yours

2013-01-24 07:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was already aware.
I am already aware of all of this. I always have been.
It's just now...
The only thing I wasn't aware of was how pointless it was, because I am insane.
But, it's all just pointless. Now, I live a torturous life... Meant only to die from.
I already knew the meaning of life was to die. And now I know all the stuff in between, too.
Now... I'm waiting. Painfully. Awaiting my slow, tumultuous death... And I'm stuck here. Stuck here because of everyone else... That I don't want to make sad.

2013-01-24 07:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is it torturous?
dont zeke an kurai let you stay with them, didnt you stay with sophia? dont your friends go over to those places?
what is you want
one moment
you want to be alone the next youre lonely?
whats happening

2013-01-24 07:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not being able to be happy.

2013-01-24 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how arent you?

2013-01-24 07:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just can't have what I want. Ever.
Because I'm always trying to give someone else what they want...

2013-01-24 07:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then stop

2013-01-24 07:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Trying t omake smene else happy...

2013-01-24 07:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if its making you so miserable
honestly what are ppl making you do?

2013-01-24 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
They aren't making me do anything.
I want to do it out of the kindness of my heart.
Because I love them.

2013-01-24 08:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well hat are doing for them

2013-01-24 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
However, maybe I should just stop loving. Stop caring.
It just hurts me.
Because no one understands.
No one will return it.
And at the end of the day... I'll always be sad. Lonely. Bored. Tired. Trapped.

2013-01-24 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and you got all that from adventure time

2013-01-24 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, fool.
Rather.

2013-01-24 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
-_-

2013-01-24 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already was aware of it all.
But.
That specific episode...
And that specific situation...
Put it all in perfect perspective.
Rather than just flying around my head all jumbled.
So. I realize that you make me happy.
However your circumstances do not allow that.
That's why I've been waiting for you.
You're the only one who can really make me happy all the time.

2013-01-24 08:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know the episode I saw it. And thhe ice king lost himself becaus eof magic. Marceline was trying to get him to find himself and realize people did care about him. He forgot that and goes around kidnapping princesses because of the loniliness he never had.

2013-01-24 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
Sounds about right.

2013-01-24 08:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so then why dont you realize that the only
way youre him is forget
how much people love you and would go to the ends of the earth for you
everyone loves you remember? Thats why sophia always wanted to see you. And zeike try to get you to handle your emotions better. And NAnA wanted you to live.

2013-01-24 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. I'm well aware.

2013-01-24 08:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i want to spend the rest of my existence with you

2013-01-24 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But in the end... No one wants to do anything for me. With me.
They just want me to do it all for them...

2013-01-24 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who doesnt?
want to help you?

2013-01-24 08:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, I may know that they care...

2013-01-24 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
have you even asked anyone for help?
with whatever is bothering you?

2013-01-24 08:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But they'r all thinking about themselves... In the end...
No one thinks of me.
They all want to help themselves...
And so, when my services are done... And my time is up...
That's all there is to it.

2013-01-24 08:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre so emotional...

2013-01-24 08:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So now, I'm just waiting... Until my time is up.
I know. Don't you just love me...?

2013-01-24 08:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i do but thats not good

2013-01-24 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am aware.

2013-01-24 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if youre trying to kill yourself

2013-01-24 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you think I always tell people... No one can handle me.
No, I'm not.
That's what's so torturous about my life.
Knowing that I just can't die.
No matter how much I want to.
And I'm always going to get bored.

2013-01-24 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know why you want to die. sure our lives arent the best of situations. but it isnt all bad

2013-01-24 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not about the life itself.
It's the knowing that comes from it.
The understanding.

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if youre so bored why dont you do something to pass time?

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm fully aware of what this life is all about.
That is what I try to do.

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ben gave me this new game

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But everything is trying to stop my fun.
Nothing wants to have fun with me.
The way I want to...

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was gonna see if you wanted to play it?
what is your fun you cannt have.

2013-01-24 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What game? I don't care about games if no one plays with me...
... In the end.
I'm just alone.

2013-01-24 08:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everytime i talk to you youre over your friends hosue how are you lonely
and i was talking about play it with me duh

2013-01-24 08:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because loneliness exists past presence.
Don't you understand something so fundamental...?
... Oh...
You want to... Play with me?

2013-01-24 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
are you by yourself now?
yea thatat what i said

2013-01-24 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm at my house. I wanted some relaxation time... Away from everyone...
But... If you want to play, then we can play... I'd love to play any game with you...
I've been trying to get you to play games with me forever...
What made you want to start now?

2013-01-24 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know. I've been talking about games with my friends and i've want to play for sometime
where were you befor you got home?

2013-01-24 08:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
At the movies with my mother... It was fun, but... Not what I wanted. I want... To do it all with you.
Like I always have. You just never wanted to do everything with me...
... I'm glad you finally want to do stuff with me. It'll make my life much less... Depressingly long.

2013-01-24 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
are you depressed because you miss trinity n me?
ill be in hydepark saturday at nana's.

2013-01-24 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.

2013-01-24 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you. Smile

2013-01-24 08:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I am also depressed because you don't let me do what I want. And don't want to do what I want to do.

2013-01-24 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how dont i let you do what you want? what do i stop you from doing
what dont i want to do besides smoke

2013-01-24 08:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
can you please clarify because im really am tired of hearing i caused your suffering?
is it cause you want to have sex with other girls?
are you so miserable that i pnly want you to make love with me?
hm?

2013-01-24 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not just about that...

2013-01-24 08:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what is then?
cause that what it always comes down too.

2013-01-24 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well. First... Sex is just sex... I have high standards and will only have sex with those that I think qualify... However, at the end of the day, it's just sex. You and I, we make beautiful love... That is what I want. Love. But you are not around.
So, I am forced to wait. That is the first of my melancholies... Knowing that no matter how much I want someone to be around me... Hold me... Kiss me... Have sex with me...
You'll just never be there.

2013-01-24 08:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then just do it...

2013-01-24 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the second problem.
I can't do it because I love you.
And I know you aren't fine with it.

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care...

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, I bend the entire universe and all of reality around...
Just so I won't do it under any given circumstances.
... I knew this was pointless.
Just like everything else...

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im really tired of hering about it so go ahead

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's always because of you...

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever tymon

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That I just want to die at the end...

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i give you sex when i can and its never enough
for you

2013-01-24 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Can you just get over it for one second and let me talk?

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive gicven it to you
for 2 years

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You never wanted it. Did you?

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and you cant wait 6 months for me

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have been waiting.
I'm only telling you.
How agonizing it is.

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your miserable

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It doesn't change the damn wait.

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not evben cause you love me
n miss me

2013-01-24 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
SHUT UP.
RIGHT NOW.
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becauseit hurts soime

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.
SHUTU P.
DAMMIT!!!

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that you want to have sex

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TTHIS ALWAYS HAPPENS!!!
THE EXACT SAME WAY!!!

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you want have sex

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU!!!
JUST DON'T!!!
FUCKING!!!

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not having it makes you nwant to kill yourself
go ahead im

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO!!!

2013-01-24 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tired of hearing how miserable i make
you
IM TIRED OF IT
you want me to stand there and hear it
well it hurts to hear it
so just do it and dont tell me about it...
you want me to say its ok
when it makes me not even want to touch you
it disgust me
it makes me want o rip my heart out.
it makes me feel like you dont love me
n it makes me want to dissapear because you misery is my fault

2013-01-24 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I CANT TAKE THIS WITH YOU ONE MORE SECONDD!!!!
what i want frm you.
... That's becaus you ALWAYS... ALWAS get stuck on the WRONG PART OF MY FUCKING EXPLANATIONS.
You get hung u on the sex, then get all hissy.
And never see that it's the exact moment that you say and do that...
That I just get so fucking insanely PISED>
Just. SHUT UP AND LET ME FINISH.
FOR ONCE IN YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING BITCHY LIFE.
SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP THINKING ABOUT THE SEX.
AND LET ME FINISH MY FUCKING EXPLANATIONS!!!!
GODDAMN!!!
DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!?
WERE YOU AWARE THAT YOU ARE KILING ME!?
WAS THAT DIFFICULT TO PROCESS?

2013-01-24 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
iwhatever youre the one killing me

2013-01-24 08:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT YOU DO IT TO ME BY NOT JUST LETTING ME FINISH MY EXPLANATIONS!!!
SHUT UP!
YOU SEE?
THAT'S IT.
RIGHT THERE.
JUST SHUT UP.

2013-01-24 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going
if youre gonna be rude
explain yourself
n ill explain myself
but you will not tlk to me that way because ill let you die. im really tired of this. feeling of not having you annyway
you want to hear you out but you dont even try to understand my feelings.

2013-01-24 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That is because... I already understood them.
I've been the one trying to express mine...
But I guess...

2013-01-24 09:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you did then youd know what sex is to me

2013-01-24 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just have to ignore your interruptions..
Because you'll always interrupt me...
To get what you have to say out before I can finish...
Every time...
So I'm just gonna have to suck it up... Not get pissed cuz you just don't fucking get it...
And continue...
Calmly...
So I don't kill me...
Because I do indeed love you...
Which is the only reason why I haven't done this in the first place...
Not that you can see that far ahead, miss 'I on'y think about the sex.'

2013-01-24 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do see nit

2013-01-24 09:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know what sex is to you.
I tried to tell you what it is to me.
And you were the one not listening.
So I'm just going to explain it.
Since you won't shut up and let me talk.

2013-01-24 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just tired of the ccomplaints about how i make you miserable you cant do it

2013-01-24 09:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then stop making me miserable.
I told you that I wouldn't lie to you.
Unless you want me to be happy being miserable.

2013-01-24 09:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you could do it?...

2013-01-24 09:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, fool, that's not what this is about.
I told you, stop thinking about the damn sex for one second and maybe you could understand what it is I want.
First of all, I want you.
Men are wired in a primal way that they will simply go for whatever female they pick. Same as women going for whatever man will provide. Love is not a factor.
Yes, I do indeed want the sex. I also want you to be fine and happy with me doing it. I know that this is impossible for you, so no matter how many opportunities arise, I will never do it, the universe will never allow me to do it.
Simple.
I was trying to tell you that it'll never happen, you're just concerned that I want to, not what I do to stop it.
I can do whatever I want here. Even stop myself. But why would I stop myself?
Only for someone I love.

2013-01-24 09:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whats bothering em is youre making me feel bad about being sad and not wanting you to do kt

2013-01-24 09:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what? I feel bad about not being able to do it.
I feel bad not being with you.
I do everything you want.
You just never let me do what I want.
I'm the one waiting 6 months for you.
It's not the other way around.
Remember?
I don't HAVE to wait.
We aren't even TOGETHER.
I don't HAVE to ask you if I can go to Carbondale with DJ.
I don't HAVE to restrain myself from having sex.
I don't HAVE to go look for a job and attempt to make some sort of money.
I don't HAVE to be miserable.
I don't HAVE to continue to go to that miserable house in that miserable neighborhood where you live.
But. Do I? Well, yes, I think I do. Even if I'm tired. Bored. Unhappy. Sad. Pissed. And through with my life...
Even though I know all of this dumb shit is pointless.
I just sit here and wait, wanting only to die because I'm just waiting for you.

2013-01-24 09:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know all of that

2013-01-24 09:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So now it's like... Which will come first? Tatiauna or death? And so I play out this horrible and agnozing life.

2013-01-24 09:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have to remind me constantly

2013-01-24 09:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, so then what's the problem?
Well, then, fix it.
This is how I feel.

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre upset because im not ready

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
CONSTANTLY.

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i had to wait forever for
you
you hated when i complained
about it
it made me miserable

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. You did. But at least you did it with me.
And you still complained, didn't you?

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
YOU WERENT THERE EMOTIONALLY

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And now I am.

2013-01-24 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and thats the samne as not being there at all
well now im not

2013-01-24 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And the only reason I wasn't there emotionally.
Was because I thought you weren't there emotionally.
In the first fucking place.

2013-01-24 09:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i never started any of that

2013-01-24 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I wanted you to tell me everything.

2013-01-24 09:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you ncheck out first then i check out

2013-01-24 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you decided not to.
And to lie to me.
So.
This was the result.
You chose not to talk to me.
You chose not to do things with me.

2013-01-24 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becaus ei got tired of being hurt so i waited then forgot what i was waiting for
we fixed and you cant wait 6 months

2013-01-24 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, you forgot.
The only thing I didn't want you to do.
Nor anyone.
Was forget about me.
And you couldn't do just that one thing.

2013-01-24 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what happen to as long as im there emotionally stop waiting for the phsyicak

2013-01-24 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
While you were asking me to do so much.

2013-01-24 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because that was all fine and dandy when it was me
who was waiting

2013-01-24 09:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you just wanted me to physically be there just to keep me for yourself.
You didn't want to actually do anything I wanted to do.
Though I enjoyed our time together always...
I also wanted to do things. And when I made the suggestions, you always didn't want to go.

2013-01-24 09:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt
you werent there at al;l
im here emotionally for you
all ive been doing is trying

2013-01-24 09:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you had already said you didn't want to do anything that I wanted to do with me.
So why would I keep asking you?
When all I wanted to do.
Was hang out with my friends?

2013-01-24 09:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and all youve been fdoing is bitching like your lif is so hard! like youve been waiting for years

2013-01-24 09:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you said you didn't want to come?
So I just stopped asking you.
Because you'd never say yes.
If I know you'll never say yes.
I'll stop asking.
It's like that with everything.
Yes, including the sex.

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becuase i was pregnant and tired
youre friends smoked

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, well, learn to control your emotions.

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i couldntbe around that.

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't want to BEFORE you were pregnant.
Yet, you went to Acen and went to the rave.

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i did!

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And went to Kenwood's rave.
And wanted to hang out with your friends.

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i always hung out with you n cj and stefanos

2013-01-24 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.

2013-01-24 09:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt see my friends
at the ravewhere theres not drinking no smpoking?

2013-01-24 09:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, I'm tired of trying to do this.
Just continue.
I'll wait. As usual.

2013-01-24 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon your problem is your head is so far up your ass all you cant even see when someone is there for you
n fyi you were the one who started that cycle of not being with your friends remember you didnt trust them with me? since then i just
didnt
like i always dids
with every fucking thing in the unverse that bothered you

2013-01-24 09:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I didn't trust them or you.

2013-01-24 09:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
about me

2013-01-24 09:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now I trust the both of you.

2013-01-24 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gave up everythingto be with you. no complants because i only wantecd you
when you left
i was lonely
n sometimes i just want to go back to my oldv ways i had amazing clean guy friends who showed me more love then you ever have. GUYS who didnt care about the sex as much as being with me. believe

2013-01-24 09:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, we both did that part wrong. Cuz I did the same thing.

2013-01-24 09:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me i was vulnerable
n i would of slept with them
but
then i loved so i didnt
however it didnt make me miserable
because all i wanted was to be with you
n if you hadnt check out
i would of still been with you
n if i hadnt forgotten
you will still know that whatever
we did
i was fin as long as we did it together
and just because im not as inthusiatic
about everything like
you old girlfriends doesnt mean i dont care
im not them,
i show emotion diffrently
so im not always excited but ki always have fun

2013-01-24 09:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We didn't have to give up everything.

2013-01-24 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know that! and i didnt ask you too
i never did
all i asked you to do was grow up a little
and not have sex with other ppl
i hate sophia
i dont say stop hanging out with her
i dont complain aboiut the smoking
you only think im asking you to change because i didnt like certain stuff aqbout you
n you seen it as rejection

2013-01-24 09:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Look. You and I both know we have parallel situations. I can have sex with any girl I wanna, who shows me more love than you on any given day of the week. They didn't call me 'Captain Hella-Bitches' for nothing. But even that old lifestyle isn't... wasn't... satisfying. If they actually lived up to my standards... I would have done that with them. I remember a time where a kiss meant more to me than sex...

2013-01-24 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But there was no love. No passion. With a kiss, I am able to tell passion... With sex, I simply know that it is pleasurable.
Then... I met you.
And all that went down the drain.
I kissed you and immediately knew that I wanted more than that kiss... Because for everyone else, the kiss was a test... For you, it was a promise.

2013-01-24 09:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You weren't miserable because you were with me. However. I am miserable because I am without you. That is the key difference here between then and now. I 'checked out' because I wanted you to do more with me. And you wouldn't. I tried to play the game with you, you complained. I tried to go take you places, you complained about something that bothered you in a different scenario. I tried to do nice things for you, and you'd complain... So, I just stopped.

2013-01-24 09:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I ever stop doing something, it's because someone has complained so much that I don't want to do it anymore.
That is the only reason I ever stop anything. Unless I just don't want to do it.

2013-01-24 09:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no tymon you stoped doing it and complained so eventually i thought id just beat you to the punchline

2013-01-24 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And, CJ had just gone. I needed a friend. You wouldn't do Vescrutia. Play video games. Go out. Do anything. You wanted to settle. I still needed a friend. So, I figured that coming to see you was for when I wanted to relax alone and just be with you... And they were my fun.
In any case, regardless of what your reasoning is, MINE is that I stop doing things when people complain.
So, no matter what reason you DID complain, you still DID do it. And that was the reason why I stopped.
And I'm speaking for myself.
So don't try to speak for me.

2013-01-24 09:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok but you stoped before

2013-01-24 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Doesn't matter.

2013-01-24 09:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i complained


2013-01-24 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because a complaint to you and me has always been different.
So stop.
Trying to tell me.
What I did and didn't do.

2013-01-24 09:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you complained first i know because it made want to do anything anymore
because i felt i wasnt enough n i was competing with a shadow

2013-01-24 09:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What shadow?

2013-01-24 09:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cjs shadow

2013-01-24 09:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fool, that was exactly what I was talking about.
I wanted YOU to do all of those things.
and YOU refused to do them.
So I looked for someone ELSE.

2013-01-24 09:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i did them

2013-01-24 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't do them right.

2013-01-24 09:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you act a certain way get depressed
n ruin it then i got tired of it and dudnt
want to do it anymore
you complained so i reflected it back

2013-01-24 09:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what I did to you the entire time... >>;
I only got depressed because you weren't doing it right.
You had no feelings.
No emotions.
For anything that I did.
So I didn't want you to do it.
Because you had no feeling.
And if there's no feeling behind it, then why are you even doing it in the first place?
So I told you to just stop.
Because there was no point in making you do something you didn't want to do.
So I went out with the people who did.
And THAT wasn't right.

2013-01-24 09:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did want too

2013-01-24 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I couldn't tell when you complained, got bored, etc. etc.

2013-01-24 09:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we used have fun you got depressed because you wanted to play competatiely
n i c ouldnt do that because i hadnt played games in years
you made me feel bad so
i took my emotion out of it
the three of us used yto have fun
n you couldnt handle him going n took the fun out of it
then i was like whats the point anymore...
just play game

2013-01-24 09:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I couldn't do it because YOU didnt WANT to play.

2013-01-24 09:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you get sad talk about howb cj would do this or that
end of game
you even did it when we watched cartoons
tymon i remember wanting to play n we did

2013-01-24 09:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Well I didn't know I was making you feel so bad.
That's why I always, alays, ALWAYS asked you to TELL ME.

2013-01-24 09:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I DID
you emotional

2013-01-24 09:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that's why I tell you how I feel all the time now.
Because what I hate the most...
Is when someone doesn't tell me their emotions on something...
ANYTHING.

2013-01-24 09:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont give me that
whenever i tell you my emotions thats isnt love on anything you either dont show you care or join in in a not comforting way or get upset.

2013-01-24 09:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I alays got mad at you and wanted to leave because you wouldn't tell me your emotions.

2013-01-24 09:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it wasnt always like that because i didnt use to like to share my emotions but once i did he left n you did too

2013-01-24 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We're going over fundamental flaws in our relationship that we never fixed because you just wouldn't talk to me.
Well.
I always cared about everything you said. You were the one that thought I didn't. I don't kno what I did or how I acted, but I always did care, no matter what. And still do.
I wanted to know everything about you, and still do.

2013-01-24 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want to do everything with you.Still do.
So now I'm just waiting for you.
To want to do everything with me, too.
Also. To prevent this in the future... if I ASK you what is wrong, DAMMIT, just FUCKING TELL ME.

2013-01-24 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive been telling you
for 2 years
you just didnt listen
or pay attention
even before we together

2013-01-24 10:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Telling me what?

2013-01-24 10:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what i felt

2013-01-24 10:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but you were so sensitive about it. I have to sit and think about these things.
So when you tell me something, tell me what will make you feel better.

2013-01-24 10:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did

2013-01-24 10:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sometimes I'd ask you what would make you feel better and you wouldn't tell me.
Or you wouldn't feel better no matter what I did.
So I just got tired of it and knew you'd feel better eventually.
Cuz nothing I did worked.
We went over this before... Remember?
In fact.
Whatever I did to you, you did to me, and whatever you did to me, I did to you.
We already went over that, too.

2013-01-24 10:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you all you had to do was apologize an dmean it
or if i waas just sad n didnt want to speak just hold me
you didnt accept that e first time i told you
n you said the only way you do it is talking
so i gave up
telling you
because you didnt want to do it
i lnow i shouldnt of have

2013-01-24 10:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I couldn't tell if it was working. So I thought I was doing it wrong.

2013-01-24 10:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i wasnt as strong as i am now

2013-01-24 10:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I did want to.
I just didn't know if I was doing it right.
And if I don't know that I'm doing it right or not... Cuz you just didn't tell me...
Is to always assume I'm doing ti wrong.

2013-01-24 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but holding me was never wrong
unless you were the one made me cry

2013-01-24 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sometimes... I thought it was...
I thought you wanted someone better. More suited for the job.

2013-01-24 10:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you p all you have to do when im sad n dont want to speak

2013-01-24 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just don't think I'm good enough for you in any way.
And I'm pretty sure it's alwas been that ay.
Because of the way you treated me.

2013-01-24 10:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when im sad i loose my voice and you didnt accept that so instead of being sad i talked about through anger that how i started getting angry
i always treated you like ypu were good enough in the begenning. you just wanted me too when im sad
n you thought you werent enough even when i told you you were...

2013-01-24 10:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. You never told me that. You just expected me to know all that shit.

2013-01-24 10:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did tymon
you alwaysb forget
this is what i meant by you saying you understnd then loose it

2013-01-24 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I get the same way.
Plus, I do that exact same thing. That's what I did with you because oCJ...

2013-01-24 10:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but i did those things for you

2013-01-24 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So we just do the same things.

2013-01-24 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
obviously

2013-01-24 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why do we have so many problems...?

2013-01-24 10:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because...

2013-01-24 10:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Especially ones we didn't solve, if we both knew the answer already...?

2013-01-24 11:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because were selfih n we hate eachther we hurt were unreasonable n we dont listen

2013-01-24 11:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because what?
Yeah, that's about right.
So, can we just stop being all that to each other...?

2013-01-24 11:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we could but i doubt we will...

2013-01-24 11:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why wouldn't we?

2013-01-24 11:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we only act this way when were hurt

2013-01-24 11:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then it's simple; don't hurt each other.

2013-01-24 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
right....idk if you cant

2013-01-24 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would we even do that in the first place, either?
If I can what?

2013-01-24 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noomody does it purposely

2013-01-24 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the exact reason why I tell you to tell me.
Don't just get an attitude.
Or pop off and be mad.
Or not talk about it.
Just tell me.
Cuz I may not know what it was.
Even if you think I should or think Ido.

2013-01-24 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i tell you all the time what hurts me
you do it anyway becaause your emotional n you need to vent

2013-01-24 11:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, well. Sometimes I'm venting because of you.
And truth be told.
If you just be nice, I'll calm down instantly.
Make me laugh.
Have sex.
Anything to lighten the mood, and I'll feel better.
I'll still want to talk about it, but.

2013-01-24 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know you are n thts a lie i wwas nice until

2013-01-24 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I won't be mad.

2013-01-24 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you brought up the sex

2013-01-24 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but I need you to be comfortable with that. You said we'd talk about anything.
I was just telling you how I was feeling.

2013-01-24 11:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well im not and dontm understand

2013-01-24 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I only felt that way because I just want you so bad...

2013-01-24 11:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why im not

2013-01-24 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just want me to only want you. And I do.
Everyone else is like a runner up.

2013-01-24 11:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know but that doesnt mean act like thar
sigh...thats not just it...

2013-01-24 11:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then tell me fully.
Just tell me everything about it. Alright?

2013-01-24 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of feeling like i have to compete.

2013-01-24 11:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You never did, you were always the winner.

2013-01-24 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever tymon

2013-01-24 11:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was just when you felt you were competing that-- Oh, I guess I did that too.

2013-01-24 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont get how much yu do.

2013-01-24 11:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Neither do you. I always wanted you to stop what you were doing first.

2013-01-24 11:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you tell me youll leave for someone else you flirt with other ppl when youre uopset
plus vyou lov e them love nomadder

2013-01-24 11:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You tell me you don't care about what I have to say and that you'll leave over petty arguments!
I love them because I love all my friends...

2013-01-24 11:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how litlle brings a string of intamacy you cant go back from so
it wouldnt just be sex
because sex with a close friend never is just sex

2013-01-24 11:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You'd think that, but no, for me, it would be.

2013-01-24 11:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know that first hand
bbut for the other person

2013-01-24 11:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already know the deal.
Oh, yeah, true.

2013-01-24 11:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n what if its not
you said the same thhing

2013-01-24 11:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, first of all, why is it happening if I have you, right?

2013-01-24 11:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when you were with justus
the exact same thinfgs n do the same things

2013-01-24 11:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's true, I did say the same thing.

2013-01-24 11:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you want sex with other ppl n i wont be enough
thts miserable waiting...
because im not enough
n eventually well argue n you will sleep with someone because thats what you do when youre emotional
n dont say its not true
but i used to be enough for you....
when i was pregnant n you wait i was enough for you
you dont get like this...
you loved me enough to wait
you stay with girls who wanted to do it
you didnt flirt with them
sure you thought

2013-01-24 11:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But sometimes I have to just be in the situation. Be on the opposite end to see what it's like.

2013-01-24 11:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
about it
what person
doesnt think about sex with someone else

2013-01-24 11:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I can finally understand why I do and say some of the stuff I say and do.

2013-01-24 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do but im not miserable not doing it
let me finish

2013-01-24 11:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hell no, you'd better let me finish.

2013-01-24 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok ill keep going
but you are nown im not enough
just like justus wasnt enough
n it kill me knowing that bn thinking about it alll

2013-01-24 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
After all that not finishing you did.

2013-01-24 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i barely want you to touch half the time but ignre it to half the time

2013-01-24 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn. If you want me to do something, you'd better be willing to do it in return.
Or not expect me to do it at all.

2013-01-24 11:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but ignore it so we spend what timev we have together

2013-01-24 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just keep going. That was all I had to say anyway..

2013-01-24 11:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but when you ring up it just a second reminder to what i already think about anyway...
'bring

2013-01-24 11:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
reminder?

2013-01-24 11:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-01-24 11:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What reminder are youu talking about?

2013-01-24 11:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
read the whole thing without yuo saaying something

2013-01-24 11:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. I missed lots of parts because my computer was lagging.
So I couldn't see everything from the other frame.
Now everything's fine.
Well yeah, I won't remind you.
I just don't think you're even trying to see me.
Like, you haven't even asked your grandfather yet, have you?
I consider that not trying.
I don't care how afraid you are.
You do not care about me if you didn't try.

2013-01-24 11:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wont be home

2013-01-24 11:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I meant me going to stay there.
And where will you be?
Like, I don't even think you try to see me.
You say you want to, but I see no effort on your part.

2013-01-24 11:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told yu hyde park

2013-01-24 11:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, cuz you're too concerned about getting home.
So it doesn't even matter.
Cuz you just will not make any time for me.

2013-01-24 11:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... i dont have time for your non listening skkills

ill bev there saturday

2013-01-24 11:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just don't have time to figure out an excuse.

2013-01-24 11:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-01-24 11:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What are you even going to be in Hyde Park for...?

2013-01-24 11:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ima b at nana house

2013-01-24 11:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Then I'll just come too.

2013-01-24 11:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dnt say?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:13 am

2013 (Jan 25-29)

2013-01-25 12:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What? You don't want me to

2013-01-25 12:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i already told you you can come earlier
if you would listen

2013-01-25 12:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well. Shut up, you just be bitchin sometimes and I don't wanna listen to you.

2013-01-25 12:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever loser

2013-01-25 12:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So. What time will you be there...?

2013-01-25 12:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
12

2013-01-25 12:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what'll you be doing tomorrow?

2013-01-25 12:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
hm work

2013-01-25 12:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I meant... After school.
Going straight home?

2013-01-25 12:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
prolly i have finial tuesday n wed

2013-01-25 12:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you get full school days for finals?

2013-01-25 12:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-01-25 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. We're doing something.
Since you can't seem to make time for me.

2013-01-25 12:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-25 12:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Good. Now... Shouldn't you be asleep or something?

2013-01-25 12:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont feel good

2013-01-25 12:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What's wrong? Still sick?

2013-01-25 12:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
headache n yea

2013-01-25 12:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You didn't get rid of the baby yet, did you?

2013-01-25 12:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not why im sick i hve a cold

2013-01-25 12:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. You still didn't do it, did you?
Mhm.
Anyway.
I wanna know something.

2013-01-25 12:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You there?

2013-01-25 12:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry imfalling sleep what is iy

2013-01-25 12:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Tell me how our sex is. The good and the bad of it. I wanna know it all.

2013-01-25 12:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why

2013-01-25 12:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? I just want to know, damn!
So tell me it all!

2013-01-25 12:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well,its intimate n warmm i feel our love connecting when youre inside of me its like our bodys flowing together like fish flowing with current were one... then sometimes its got objective like sometimes i feel i have too n thus its not passionate n it seems long. sometimes i hate you. sometimes its lustful n sexy other times its i dont want think about it.....

2013-01-25 12:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what does it matter anyway as long as im pleasuring you right?
dont forget to come after school tomorrow
to get these library books

2013-01-25 12:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. And no, that's not all that matters.
Not when it's you.
But...
Are you ever not satisfied? Is it ever bad?
Do you ever not like it?

2013-01-25 12:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-01-25 12:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why? What happens?

2013-01-25 12:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you make me feel
like i have too
your sex becomes nothing but sex cold
pointless sex
bye tymon

2013-01-25 12:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I hate doing that.
I want you to like it all the time...
... I want you to feel it all the time...
I don't want it to ever be cold...
And pointless... Why would you feel that way...?
Ever?

2013-01-25 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you're the only person it always means something with...
Always.

2013-01-25 12:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youve only slept with 3 ppl

2013-01-25 12:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can do the calculations in my head.
There's no one else worthy, otherwise I would have slept with them already.

2013-01-25 12:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
right...

2013-01-25 12:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine. I don't want to have sex with anyone except you.

2013-01-25 12:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im really sick i should..sleep i feel like im gonna pass out ....

2013-01-25 12:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Go to sleep.
I''ll see you tomorrow.
I love you. Goodnight.

2013-01-25 12:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have to lie to me
i love you,too
night

2013-01-25 12:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's the truth.
Bitch.
I told you I wouldn't lie to you.

2013-01-25 12:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you also told me you wouldnt nock me up
look what happened lol

2013-01-25 12:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You told me you wanted another child.
I am a genie. I grant wishes.

2013-01-25 12:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was hot n it was mating season for humans
of course i waanted baby
i didnt know what i was saying

2013-01-25 12:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, so you were well aware of mating seasn, huh?
Why not?

2013-01-25 12:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because my hormones said baby
n then after sex im lie no aby
'baby

2013-01-25 03:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright. I'll keep that in mind...

2013-01-26 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you chose me... But I chose Trinity. I gave up sex, being with you, and the affection of your mother for my daughter. Because sometimes, things are more important to me. You and I didn't grow up with our mothers being around as much as we wanted. I don't want that to happen to her.

2013-01-27 01:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you. Forever. But I'll let you be. I'll be quiet.

2013-01-27 12:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, I might be dying soon against my will. Don't panic.

2013-01-27 02:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why are you gonna die? n im not... Why did you tell my mom I want to hurt her? That was a one time feeling.and I walked out to get piece of mind then felt better. I told you that to vent my emotions and to let you know i need your help watching her. not because I couldnt handle. I trusted you n like always you tell what i tell you in confidense to the world.n i never neg:ect Trinity. i always get her when she needs me n most times when she wants me. that few seconds of me not holding her wont affect her.So stop acting like that. You dont even want her on weekends saying im neglecting her. N TELLING MY MOM YOURE GONNA KILL YOURSELF. why are you so unstable?

2013-01-27 02:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not unstable.
I said that in a perfectly stable mind.
If I do not have you and Trinity. I die.
That's the end of that.
That's all there is to it.
I don't care about what happens to me.
Only you two. And I know you told me in confidence, but I told her that in confidence about me. How I feel about you.
I didn't tell you that I didn't want her on weekends.
I told you that I want to see you both.
I will not accept anything less.
I put my life on the line for everything involving you two now.
That is how it is and always will be.
My life is not my own because all I want to do is do for you two, yet this world will not allow it.
You will not allow it yourself.
And it's because you want me to wait.
Which I will do.
But I can't sit back and watch you be unhappy.
Even if it is because of me.
So, if I make you unhappy, I'll kill myself.
Simple.
If other things make you unhappy, I'll try to fix them.
But me? If it involves me, the only option now is life or death. Live trying to fix whatever's wrong, or die and solve the problem altogether.
Until I see reason for otherwise, that is how it is with me.
As long as I am not the one that is the cause of such suffering and pain, then I do not have to die.
But if I am, then it's the end of the line for me.
Absolutely.

2013-01-27 02:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't want it to be like that.
Certainly, I don't.
It never would if there were never any problems with us three being together.
But as long as there are problems with us three getting together...
I'll fight to the death.
Every time.
It's how much I love you.
Till death do us part.
That's what that means, you know.
... I guess you hate me now.

2013-01-27 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I guess I'll just... Die.
I love you. Bye.

2013-01-27 02:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wish you would love me the way I love you sometimes, though...

2013-01-27 02:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
travonne said hi'
travonne said hi'

2013-01-27 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tell him I said Hi... Is that all you have to say to me...?

2013-01-27 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know what to say to you...

2013-01-27 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just talk to me normally...
Why does everyone think that they can't talk to me normally...?
Why is it so difficult to just be happy with you...?
Just talk to me! Be with me!
If not, I'll just die. Because that's the second thing I want the most.
I don't see why it's just so hard now...
To interact with you...
I just want us to be happy...
And it seems like there is just no way to do that...

2013-01-27 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
is your mom still in hospital?

2013-01-27 08:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
meet me afterschool tomorrow we need to talk

2013-01-28 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes. She is... And I guess this is the end of us, huh...? Thus, the end of me... I was prepared... I'll go die now...

2013-01-28 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey.

2013-01-29 10:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are we going to talk?

2013-01-29 11:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
about what?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:15 am

2013 (Jan. 30-31)

2013-01-30 07:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ABOUT WHY THE FUCK YOU'RE GOING TO ST. PETERSBURG AND DIDN'T FUCKING TELL ME!?
SO YOU CAN GET ALL BITCHY ABOUT ME GOING TO FUCKING CARBONDALE, BUT YOU THINK IT'S JUST OKAY TO UP AND GO TO FUCKING ST. PETERSBURG!? FUCK THAT.
NOT ONLY WILL I SEVER ALL CONTACT WITH YOU FOREVER.
BUT I'LL STOP FUCKING LOVING YOU.
AND I'LL MAKE SURE NEVER TO SEE YOUR SELFISH ASS AGAIN.
AND I'LL USE MY FUCKING POWERS TO KILL YOU.
CUZ THAT JUST DREW THE LINE.

2013-01-30 07:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND NOW THAT I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE AND NOTHING ELSE TO LIVE FOR.
I'M GOING TO TAKE EVERY FUCKING THING WITH ME.
BECUASE NOW, I JUST DON'T CCARE ABOUT ANYTHING.
AND YOU'D BETTER BELIEVE THAT WHEN I DIE, I'LL HAUNT YOU AND TORTURE YOU FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE. I'LL BIND MYSELF TO YOUR SOUL ONLY SO I CAN MAKE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ABSOLUTELY FUCKI MISERABLE.
AND I'LL TRY TO KILL YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME.
BUT ALWAYS MISS JUST BY A HAIR. SO YOU'LL LIVE CONSTANTLY AFRAID.
AND YOU'LL KNOW IT'S JUST BECAUSE YOU PISSED ME OFF SO FUCKING MUCH IN THIS WORLD...
THAT I'LL FORCE MYSELF TO STAY HERE AND JUST TORTURE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY, UNTIL YOU JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. THEN MAYBE YOU'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING.
AND GUESS WHAT!? I'M GONNA DIE BEFORE THE END OF THIS MONTH.
BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST THE MOST UNBEARABLE, ABSOLUTE WORST PERSON TO EVER HAVE EXISTED.

2013-01-30 07:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU DESERVE TO DIE. BUT YOU DON'T DESERVE TO GET OFF SO EASILY. YOU ACTUALLY DESERVE TO BE TORTURED IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, AND I'M DEFINITELY GONNA MAKE THAT HAPPEN AFTER I DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2013-01-30 11:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'll take the baby on the weekends.

2013-01-30 06:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it was an inside joke.... Im not really going to st Petersburg i dont even know where that is....you have issues...

2013-01-30 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do have issues.

2013-01-30 06:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-30 06:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, let's talk, shall we?
I feel that this is necessary.

2013-01-30 06:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-01-30 06:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright, so...
What is the big issue?
You know I hate screaming.
You know I hate getting pissed.
But I just go fucking insane when you just don't listen to what I'm saying and answer my questions.
I'm trying so hard for you emotionally, but it's driving me crazy...

2013-01-30 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, just tell me.
What's the problem?

2013-01-30 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing i just want to be left alone....

2013-01-30 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you sure? For how long?
I just want to know so we can finally be back on good terms.

2013-01-30 06:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I love you. ANd I hate what we go through.

2013-01-30 07:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one who keeps going on bipolar mode.

2013-01-30 07:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I need you to not blame me.
I need you to speak for only yourself.
Don't tell me what I do or don't do.
Just tell me how I feel.
Because the moment you start telling me what I'm doing, or blaming me, or involving my name...
It's like "No. Stop. Don't say that. It's gonna set me off."
And truth be told, if you just don't listen to me.
I'm gonna have to make you.
And I won't ever hurt you physically.
But dammit, I'm gonna get out all of that frustration I feel.
But just know I won't ever touch you unless you touch me first. No matter how crazy I am. I won't put you in harm's way.
You should know that about me.
I just want you to stop blaming me.

2013-01-30 07:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And yes, that does indeed involve telling me what you see me doing.
Just tell me how you feel. And the reason why.
If anything, just tell my WHY.
I need to know WHY you feel the way you do. I need REASONS.
If you don't have a reason, then dammit, it must not be real nor true.
So... Give me a reason.
And I need you to respect my reasons.

2013-01-30 07:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you make me feel sad.

2013-01-30 07:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WWhy? I don't want you...
*to
You know that...
I hate making you feel sad...
How do I do it?

2013-01-30 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre bipolar one moment youre the sweetest guy, and the next youre a psycho wbrat who bad mouths me yells like im a child. thrw fits almost hits me prolly will someday because of a 'misunderstnding'. i dont trust you with her alone. you say i dont listen just because i dont qgree with you when i do listen i triedto be nice to be nice to you but youre just stuck in your own bitchy4 year old ways...that makes me sad because i wanted so much more from us thn this. i wanted to be held by me now i dont even want ypu to touch me. especially after today you got mad at me without me telling you what it meant or if i was really going i didnt hve my phne n u called 37 times. got some damn nerves calling me unberable when im the only one being level headed about our problems

2013-01-30 09:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was only thinking about the baby. That's what you told me to do.
And I figured making such a rash decision as going to St. Petersburg without prior planning or even telling me was absolutely uncalled for.

2013-01-30 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To say that I would have been foolish to leave for a month to simply go 5 hours away, you thought it would have been common knowledge for you not to just up and go all the way to Russia without informing me, first! Not because I am worried about where you go, I don't care where you go... But because I wouldn't have known what happened to Trinity!

2013-01-30 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know you don't trust me, but I absolutely NEED you to.
Despite your feelings for me.
Truth be told, I only think about Trinity. YOU told me to think about what was best for Trinity, and I did.
I know that what is best for Trinity is for both of her parents to be in the same place at the same time and simply be happy only because that is what is best for the baby.
And attempt to work out their issues unselfishly, with neither sides wanting the other to do anything for themselves, and simply for the baby.
That means, we would have to give up everything for Trinity as her parents, and move in with my Nana. Or, have me move in with your grandfather.

2013-01-30 09:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That is what is BEST and that is only what I am concerned about. It is also best because I would never let anything happen to her. You are simply scared of me... When you truly only need to be scared of me if you ever just do not speak for yourself.
So, you would have to give up your fear of me and I would have to give up my being insane, and we'd have to do it even knowing the other might have the possibility of doing it.

2013-01-30 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I would simply trust from that point forward that you would not be intentionally doing anything to piss me off or try to just get your way, as I think you currently do things... I need you to actually listen to me and accept what I'm saying...

2013-01-30 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want us to start off fresh, yet still know what it is we feel for each other. Just forget that we're mad about all of our problems... And just try to fix em. I just want us to be able to be together... Despite all of this. Can you please... Just try... For me? I promise I will absolutely not go ballistic around our daughter... At least, not until she's old enough where I can tell her why... My daughter has great understanding. She would understand daddy and mommy and help us both out...

2013-01-30 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So please... What are your feelings about everything...?

2013-01-30 10:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not to mention... I'm feeling really bad... I miss you so much... I'm watching Toy Story 3 and I don't think I can watch this movie happily without you... I'm gonna die...
Because I know we watched it on our first anniversary... One of the very few times you did something completely for me...

2013-01-30 10:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You went to church with me, and went to my Nana's house, and CJ was there too... And we all had a wonderful time... And my mommy made us watch Peewee... And we kept on making such sweet love in our secret private lovey dovey world and I miss that... I've been missing that for so long... I just feel like you don't pay attention to me like that anymore, ever...

2013-01-31 06:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not scared of you. when you act like that i dont get scared i get sad n dissapointd

2013-01-31 07:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well why do you get that way?

2013-01-31 08:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I really do apologize for getting like that... You know I hate to, but, if I feel you aren't listening... I just can't get you to do it any other way.

2013-01-31 09:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you get that way?

2013-01-31 09:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't wanna talk?
I really want to while you're online.

2013-01-31 09:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm about to go; I was just finishing the rest of the messages.

2013-01-31 09:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ooooh. Okay, that makes sense.
Well sorry I was so impatient. xD
We'll talk later, okay?
I love you, byeee~! Have a nice day. :3

2013-01-31 09:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok....
I love you,too.

2013-01-31 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You wanna come to Nana's this weekend to see Nini before she leaves?

2013-01-31 09:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or, can you even come?

2013-01-31 09:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't come

2013-01-31 09:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?
What is it you're doing this time?

2013-01-31 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im having a break. u can get her
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:17 am

2013 (Feb. 1)

2013-02-01 03:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Dammit, I'm having a break, too. I've just been so tired recently... I just slept for longer than I have in a long time, and I'm still tired...
What if I come over there?

2013-02-01 03:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Actually, nevermind... I'm sick and I'm also so tired my body aches. I have no clue why...
Maybe the winter's finally getting to me. I feel terrible.

2013-02-01 05:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you should rest

2013-02-01 06:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thank you baby... I really wanna rest. Normally, I don't get sick, but... I guess I was out just one day too long. Haha... Well, I deserve it, huh? x3 I love you, have a good day.

2013-02-01 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You be mean to me?

2013-02-01 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nun un

2013-02-01 11:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. You don't like my dragon.

2013-02-01 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its ugly

2013-02-01 11:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well why don't you find me a better one?

2013-02-01 11:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
naaah i small things because it adds to the elegancy or pipes. n im not supporting your habit.

2013-02-01 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I'm aware of that, but I just want the damn dragon. You act like I don't have class nor taste; I'm well aware of what looks good and what doesn't. I mean, I am with you, right? Hmph.
Besides. It's not a habit; it's a hobby and a spiritual thing.
So myeh. You don't support my spiritual ways!!!

2013-02-01 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im just saying if you smoke through it youll like a frat or skank.

2013-02-01 11:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, how?

2013-02-01 11:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its too big n obnoxious.

2013-02-01 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, duh. It would be meant for special occasions.

2013-02-01 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but if you want to look like a douche go ahead. im about to get something to eat

2013-02-01 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'mma punch you in your douche, bitch... >>;
Ugh, fine. I'll find me a better dragon.

2013-02-01 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not elegant occasion its mexican ocasion

2013-02-01 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just don't understand what I'm going for. Hmph!
And anyway... I have a request for my birthday.

2013-02-01 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it should be a darker color if you want one that big.

2013-02-01 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what I did want.
I wanted one that was black.
Or blue or indigo.
I was just using that one as a reference.
You really don't think I have taste, do you? xD Since when have I EVER liked colors like that, anyway?

2013-02-01 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever wha do yiu want for your birthday

2013-02-01 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. And... I just want you to smoke with me... Just you and me.

2013-02-01 11:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
since you became crazy

2013-02-01 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I was ALWAYS crazy. You knew that. I just never showed you THAT part of my crazy before. Ain't nothin new. xD

2013-02-01 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i knew thats what you were gonna ask

2013-02-01 11:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahahaha, I knew you knew!
That's why you've gotta do it! Sad

2013-02-01 11:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you have youwerent a brat back then XP
brb
brb

2013-02-01 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Naw, I was never a brat, I just always let YOU get what YOU wanted. Hmph.

2013-02-01 01:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you're a brat.

2013-02-01 01:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well. You're a bitch, so. It all works out, somehow.
It's about acceptance, anyway. :3

2013-02-01 01:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not a bitch.>.> Im honest.

2013-02-01 01:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, well, I'm honest, too.
But it doesn't matter if we're honest. Cuz I'm a bitch, too.
And you're a brat, too.
It's how we show our honesty.
And when I'm honest, I just wanna be painfully honest.
Cuz I don't have time to sugar coat shit for people... Unless they're just SOOO sensitive that they REALLY need it. >>;

2013-02-01 01:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like you? And I dont throw tantrums. nor do i tell truth in a way thats rude or sugar coated.

2013-02-01 01:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not like me, fool. I don't need you to sugar coat shit for me, I just need you to take what I say into consideration as well as everything else without just saying how I do everything wrong.
I need you to see the entire picture, not just what it is you're upset about.
That is what I get upset about.

2013-02-01 01:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats a lie you even ask me tosay things nicer andI say im just being honest

2013-02-01 01:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I can't help the way I respond to people. My responses are generally completely dependant on how others speak to me, first.
Oh. No, I said I wanted you to say NICE things.
Because you NEVER say anything nice to me.
You only say BAD things to me.
Which is why I say... Look at the ENTIRE picture, not just what pisses you off.
Cuz I lived my entire life with that, and I just can't take it anymore.
For 18 years, all my mother did was bitch and moan about everything I did wrong, not what I would do correctly.
And now, hearing the same thing from you made me think I might have to go through it again. Or Trinity might. So I'm just stopping it when I see it.

2013-02-01 01:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you that too. you did say "say it nicer so i wont be upset." or " its just how you say things that make me emotional" you do that all the time to justify your bratitude

2013-02-01 01:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn, will you shut up and PAY ATTENTION to what I'm trying to say?
Jesus, you just want to call me a brat.
You don't care about what I have to say.
Cuz, at the end of the day, you just want to call me a brat.
And THAT is what I'm talking about.
Just shut the fuck up. Will you?
And, for the record, this is the point RIGHT HERE where you just don't stop and then piss me off.
And I go crazy.
I told you that I'd point it out this time so that you'd know just what it was that did it.
Now it's your choice to continue on and piss me off, or listen to what I'm saying.

2013-02-01 01:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Trinity wont be like you because i know how to treat children by age. n i tell you good stuff when you do it.

2013-02-01 01:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No you don't.
Cuz I feel like I do good stuff all the time.
And all you do is tell me all the negative stuff in the world.

2013-02-01 01:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i listento you! you justbdont like that i dontagree.n if you go crazy n throw tantrums i just wontsay anything to you. because i talk to you with respect like youre an adult so i expect the same if you cant ill walk away

2013-02-01 01:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only tell you to say nice things because you just don't. And then when I stop paying attention to your unkind words, THEN you say I don't care.
What are you talking about? I don't mind that you don't agree.

2013-02-01 01:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do good stuff for other ppl not me

2013-02-01 01:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I mind how you carry yourself about it. How you express it to me.
What? I do everything for you all the time!
It just takes a long time and you don't care that I do it!
That's how I see it.
No matter what I do that's good for you, you don't care cuz you want to see how it's bad for you.
That's how I see it.

2013-02-01 01:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nun un you get upset everytime i disagree or say you wont know until you tried.

2013-02-01 01:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why would I get upset about that?
Like, honestly.
Please tell me why I'd get upset about that. Does that even SEEM like it sounds right?
And, if I got upset every time, wouldn't I be upset about it now?
I told you many times, it's just the way you say it.

2013-02-01 01:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont all i do was try to be nice but you want me to mother you n recognize everything you do like youre my child. I comment on the bad cuz it needs to stop but if yore doing right i do it the first time you do it not everytime you do something. thats what yo do to children not adults. Im sorry your mom expected you to grow up to soon but im not her

2013-02-01 01:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about...?
That's not what I want at all!

2013-02-01 01:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exactly what i said earlier you want me to sugr coat things say it in a nice way

2013-02-01 01:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And all you tell me is what you DON'T do, but all I tell you is what I SEE.
Stop telling me what you DON'T do, because then you're telling me I'm lying, when I clearly know what I see.
Also.
I don't care about your recognition every time.
I care that you do it more often than you do.
Currently, the balance between your negativity and your positivity is... Really uneven. At least, when it comes to me.
I don't feel loved by you.
I just feel nagged by you.

2013-02-01 01:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you do TYMON thats what I SEE n since you told me nt to tell you what youSEE DONT TELL ME

2013-02-01 01:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I told you to only speak for yourself!
If there's a problem that you have with me...
Express it to me in a way that is specific to how you feel.
Not just barking some shit out and expecting me to accept what you say if I feel that I haven't done that.

2013-02-01 01:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well if you grew up a little maybe i could treat you acordingly. n honesty for thepast fee months ive dont nothing but put up with you n been nice so.

2013-02-01 01:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The same way you won't accept what I say if you feel like you haven't done it, why would I do it just because you said it?
Shut up. Damn. You just wanna bitch. Again.
Get with the program.
I know how to switch from being a kid to an adult.
So, again.
I just ask you to tell me how you feel about me and why.

2013-02-01 01:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Noone did that i told you what you do. in my eyes and what i dont do. its what i see and feel with proof no random shit

2013-02-01 01:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that's exactly what I do with you!
And because we BOTH do that, isn't that how we BOTH get pissed off and BOTH never get anything done?

2013-02-01 01:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
really cause i sure havent seen it. Sure you act nice to me. but as soon as i do something you dont like you throw a fit n ruin it. thats how i feel.

2013-02-01 01:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, I feel like you just don't listen to me when I have a problem, and won't take the time to try to understand why, and will just go off and tell me that you don't do it instead of ask.
So then when I think it happens again, you won't listen to me.

2013-02-01 01:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont act unreasonable when im upset anymore. I realised that its pointless so itry talking to you rasionally
i dont act unreasonable when im upset anymore. I realised that its pointless so itry talking to you rasionally

2013-02-01 01:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, that's what I TRY to do.
But even then, I just feel like you aren't listening or understanding me.
So, as a last resort, I just go fucking crazy.
It's what I do when I feel like I've tried everything to get someone to listen to me, and then they still don't.
Why would I waste my energy doing that otherwise? Because I'm a brat? Hell no.
All it does is make me really tired, really drained, and really weak. Why would I wanna do that for something as simple as what we go through, unless I did indeed feel it was ABSOLUTELY necessary?
Did you ever think about that?

2013-02-01 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon when your upset you get unrasional like when ou say noone there for you when yhey are. u say noone appreciate you when they do. you even do that to your freinds n theyre there for you. you get in these moods that children get i because we dont comment on everything you do. youve been acting like a child with the tempertantrums n feeling like noone cares. n its overwhealming for me because i have a child who does those things without the ability to tell me why n you want me to mother you because your mother didnt do it for you.

2013-02-01 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No.
You're absolutely wrong. xD
I feel the way I do because that's just what I feel. I'm an emotional person.
I feel like I do a lot for my friends and family, and don't feel like they notice nor that they care.
So, naturally, I'd get upset when they continue to want me to do stuff and don't care about how I feel about it.
If I have the decency to be considerate, then dammit, I expect the same.
If not, then fuck you, I'll go fucking crazy.
Cuz I just can't take everyone's selfishness anymore.
I try hard for everyone.
And truthfully, the people that do recognize what I do (not by SAYING things, but by SHOWING me), I don't have qualms with.
I don't NEED people to show me all the time.

2013-02-01 01:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not necesaary it makes things worse! especally when i talking to you normally tryin to have an actual cnversation. n we you throw tempertantrum ima leave you where you stand youre not a kid so i dont have to worry about you getting kidnaped. ifyou hurt yourself then thats what happens.i didnt let my mom bitch at me like that n im not letting you. either talk to me with sense where i can listen or not at all.

2013-02-01 01:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I try to do that and you just don't listen.
Cuz whatever I say, you just say you don't do it and then tell me what I do.
So nothing gets done.
So.
I'm going to ask you ONE more fucking time.
To STOP telling me what I do.
And LISTEN to me.
Quit saying "No I don't! You do yadda yadda yadda" and PAY ATTENTION to what it is I'm saying.
Don't just look at the first 3 words, get mad, then start typing a response.
And, for the love of FUCKING god... Quit telling me "No I don't" because again, if I SEE that you did it, regardless of whether you THINK you did or didn't, I EXPECT you to BELIEVE me and ASK why I think you did whatever it is.
EVEN if you THINK you didn't.

2013-02-01 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you do beause I act nice to you. then you go crazy cuz i dont mention it. the ones tht dont get upset dont have responsibilities for you.

2013-02-01 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that REALLY so hard to do?
Stop.
And read everything I just said.
Cuz I know you didn't.
Just from your response.
And then try responding to me again.
Don't tell me what I do AT ALL.
Don't do any "No I don'ts, No you don'ts, Yes I do's, Yes you do's."
None of that.
Because you start off most of your sentences with one of those.
In fact, 8 of your sentences started out similarly in just THIS conversation.
That's saying something.

2013-02-01 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok so saturday i wasnt nice to you? n you didnt yelled at me because i asked you to hold on? or monday i didnt talk to u respect even after you talk to me like i was your dog? cuz i can get loud but that wouldnt help anythig. danielle thought you were gonna hit me. you were so loud n braty. or i havent stuck around when you kept getting depressed and emotional telling me noone was there when i was there comforting you lasrt week? even when you hurt my feelings. i stood there. but i guess those things dnt count as love or showing it

2013-02-01 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I couldn't see that.
Sometimes, even I can't see what's in front of my face.
Because I get caught up in what's a problem too.
But even still, I try to show you that I love you.
I came and apologized, didn't I?
I tried to make things better, didn't I?
I tried to listen and do what made you happy, right?
I was well aware that we could have been done right then and there.
In fact, I was expecting it.
Hell, I even LEFT because I thought it would be best for the situation.
Because, above everything else, I just hate to hurt you and make you upset.
That's why I wish you'd feel that same way about me.
But I don't feel like you do.
Which is why I get so upset.

2013-02-01 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no ..you said well if you didnt do this I wouldnt do thay

2013-02-01 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, because some parts of me are strictly reactive.
Yes, I can hold it back, but it's just like...
You kept prodding at it. And prodding at it.
And then I tell you how to stop it.
And then, you keep prodding at it some more!!

2013-02-01 02:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nopne like to hurt you i just ask for help everytime n you get upset because it doesnt go the way you want. nw i dont want your help anymore...

2013-02-01 02:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And don't say dumb shit like that, either.
Everything you said was fine until that last sentence.
Just, leave dumb things like that out.
It just makes me wanna go fucking crazy.
I don't mind helping you.
But I also want you to take into consideration MY life and MY circumstances.
They do not match your simply because you want them to.
You can't have everything you want just because you want it. Sometimes, you've just gotta deal with it and wait until it can be worked out.

2013-02-01 02:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
itts not dumb its how i feel. you want me to lie?

2013-02-01 02:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, but I wanted you to think about that before you said it.
Just like you don't want me to just go exploding all over the place.
Right?
If it antagonizes the situation and makes it worse, why would you do it?
I didn't say to lie.
I said to leave it out.
Either that, or tell me why.

2013-02-01 02:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you watching her on weekend wasnt diffucult for you at all if you asked your aunt to get you.

2013-02-01 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am aware.
But it wasn't about that.
I wasn't upset about taking the baby on weekends.
Why would I be upset about taking my baby who I WANT to see on the weekends?
Do you even know why I was upset?

2013-02-01 02:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its about me not living with you

2013-02-01 02:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am upset about that, but that wasn't why I was upset the other day. But, honestly, I do want to know what the problem is about that... Like, completely. I don't think I fully gras that.

2013-02-01 02:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was upset because, one, you told me to think of what's best for Trinity, and regardless of what you and I want, what is BEST for her is ALWAYS having both parents around, and you REFUSED to leave her because you needed a break, not thinking even ONCE that I could give you a break whilst you were still in her presence.

2013-02-01 02:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And two, that I'm the only factor that is in this equation. I don't have a car, nor do I have money, nor a house. I have to work with the schedules of others, and if, for any reason, they are unavailable, then what are you gonna do? Be mad at ME?

2013-02-01 02:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I need you to understand this situation much more. If the two of us HAVE the capabilities to be TOGETHER with and for our DAUGHTER, why are we waiting to do that? For our own selfish purposes? I can't allow that. I only went to go see my friends while I was waiting for you. I ain't got shit else to do.

2013-02-01 02:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EXCEPT to wait for you.
So I need us to talk about this. This is a serious issue, and I get upset about serious issues such as these.
I need you to stop caring about everyone else and only care about the well-being of our daughter. Trying to make everyone else happy just makes everything harder for everyone, especially the people who need it most. You, me and Trinity. Think about OUR well-being first.
And, no, I SERIOUSLY am NOT saying this for my own selfish reasons, which I KNOW you ALWAYS think I am, for WHATEVER reason... I don't get why you can't accept that I think about other people in very crucial times...

2013-02-01 04:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont tell me not to do what youve been doing till now... i told you all of this whn i was prepared to leave with you. Remember? n you called me selfish when i asked you to worry about us3 and noone elses needs. You said it isnt abut just her its about everyone. n now the shoe is on the other foot its a differen story. You only have to wait 5 more months now.

2013-02-01 05:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What have I been doing until now? I'm confused.
And it is about everyone, but it is MOST importantly about us 3.
If the three of us haven't gotten things together, then there is no everyone else, right?
And, truthfully, I don't remember the situation in which I was speaking. Situations do change the solutions, I know you're aware.
And it isn't about ME waiting... It's about how WE are going to get by because of YOUR decision. How will that work?
I mean, what do you think is best? Cuz apparently, what I think is best is not it.

2013-02-01 05:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'm tired of us not agreeing. I need you to tell me what YOU think is best, and I'll tell you if it is doable or not, so we can FINALLY work something out.
I just want to fix us... Because I want us to be a family. So will you PLEASE help us do that...?

2013-02-01 05:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've always wanted us to be a family... I just didn't think it would be so hard... And it never seems to be US, it seems to be the situations of everyone ELSE... I feel like if it were just us alone, we'd be much better...
Why is this so difficult? Is it just me?
Am I the problem here? Should I just go?
I don't understand why this is so hard!! Why is it so hard for you to move if you know it's best?! Why is it so hard for you to come if you know it's best?! Why is it so hard for you to do ANYTHING if you know what's best?

2013-02-01 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What... Do you think...? My head is killing me... And my sickness is getting worse... Just tell me... everything...

2013-02-01 09:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well?

2013-02-01 09:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have told you everything. i just want my last few months

2013-02-01 09:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright. I understand.
But why do you want them so badly?

2013-02-01 09:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre my family too

2013-02-01 09:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know that. I just don't understand how that thought can get in the way of what will make everything better.
Besides... What will happen after these 5 months? Why are you so attached to them now, when you've had your entire life to be around them?
Why is it only now when I ask that it is so problematic, especially when you tell me you're tired of them?
That doesn't make sense to me, and I want to know your thoughts on it...

2013-02-01 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its just that ima about
to go

2013-02-01 09:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Go where? What does that have to do with anything?

2013-02-01 09:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like out the house away from my family. hopefully out of chicago

2013-02-01 09:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well if we go out of Chicago...
What about my family?
You will, not only not spend time with them, but neither will Trinity.

2013-02-01 09:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can get her

2013-02-01 09:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I get her, I want to keep her.

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not permenately]

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes. I want her to bond with my family.

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can get her on weekends

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She's already been with yours for more than 5 months.

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Well that isn't fair.

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In fact, that's rather selfish.

2013-02-01 09:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
was your
choice
not mines

2013-02-01 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How so?

2013-02-01 09:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i always told you
to get her on weekends
spend time withher

2013-02-01 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I want her to LIVE with them.

2013-02-01 09:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n your family
she not going to because shes staying with me

2013-02-01 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im the one who breast feeds hrer

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That doesn't make any sense.

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n im her mother

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You told me she doesn't need breast milk.
And I am her father.
So what is the difference?

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt you
did

2013-02-01 09:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wasn't that the reason why you said you wouldn't come to Nana's?
Was because she didn't need breast milk?

2013-02-01 09:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ii said its healthier
than formula

2013-02-01 09:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am aware.
However.
That still doesn't change what you said.
She can survive off of formula.
Besides, it would be much better for you.

2013-02-01 09:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive neever said that i said she doesnt need it all the time
not ever

2013-02-01 09:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You would have time to sleep.
And do your homework.
And hang out.
And all the other stuff you said you wanted t odo.
So, I don't really see the problem.

2013-02-01 09:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I just got her on a sleeping schedule..i do my homework n school. im not seperating from my child.

2013-02-01 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well then, I don't understand you.
You don't want to come with me.
You don't want to let the baby stay with me.
But you want me to keep the baby.

2013-02-01 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can get her on weekends

2013-02-01 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, that's not fair.

2013-02-01 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not giving her to you during the week

2013-02-01 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? Wouldn't it make more sense for ME to have her during the week?
And YOU get her on weekends?

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
besides shes used to me now anyway
no im not getting her on weekend

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i said so

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care, I am the father.

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n shes used to me

2013-02-01 09:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And, if that is so meaningless, then why am I here?
You seem to dictate the entire baby's life.
With or without me.
So, I truly make no difference.
And that's only because you already have the baby.
And refuse to be around me.
You don't want to do anything that is logically beneficial.
Because you're so emotionally attached.
And you don't care if it hurts others.
As long as you're happy.
Correct?
It's why you hurt me so easily.
And without care.
And how I realize you don't care about me.
That was how I came to the conclusion that you were selfish, as well, be that true or not.
It was simply because of your actions taken.
That don't make any sense at all.
Unless you're trying to cushion some sort of emotional pain.
So, truthfully, I don't see my purpose here.
I've been keeping myself from dying for you...
But it doesn't seem to matter, since it seems like you just don't care either way, unless you're getting your way and what you want.

2013-02-01 09:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Which is why you will not agree with any of my ideas.
Because you don't get what you want at the end of them.
But to get everything you want... You have to make someone else sad and suffer. Weren't you aware of that...?
It's why I stopped getting everything I want... And stopped trying to get everything I want.
Because I am aware of how it affects others... Sometimes, it just makes others I care about the most... Suffer the most.
So, at the end of this, I'm trying to make sense of this, and I feel like there's something emotional that you aren't telling me.
Which is why we keep ending up at this point.
So, since none of the other options work, why don't I live at your house?
That'll also solve a lot of problems. Except me seeing my friends and family. But I'll get over that.

2013-02-01 09:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not like that

2013-02-01 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then explain it to me.

2013-02-01 09:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how can you expect me to give her up when im attached to her shes apart of me in more ways then one n im apart of her we have a connection beyond life which is why she knows im sick before i do or why shes fussy the days im late or i understand her baby takjk without hearing words

2013-02-01 09:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i cant give her up

2013-02-01 09:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So then, just leave with her.
But, you can't.
Now, why is that?

2013-02-01 09:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you also that attached to your family?
That also hurts me, since you aren't as attached to me...
Which leads me to believe, you don't think of me as true family.

2013-02-01 09:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not attached to them

2013-02-01 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As I said before.

2013-02-01 10:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do think of you as family

2013-02-01 10:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, that is not how I feel.

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my tummy hurts i neeed to sleep

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
... Alright then...
We'll just talk tomorrow, I guess...
Goodnight...
I love you...

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont be sad

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have to be.
It's all I can be.

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-02-01 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For 5 more months.
Because I am not your family.
And that is how it will be...

2013-02-01 10:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you are my family

2013-02-01 10:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That isn't something I can see...
But don't worry about me.
Heehee, rhyming is my specialty...
But that's neither here nor there. Just... Go to sleep. I'll just have to cope with being lonely...
And without my family...
The two who mean the most to me, would rather not be with me...

2013-02-01 10:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre not wiout ys

2013-02-01 10:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, it must be, you aren't my family...
That is what I can see...
And I don't know any way you can prove it to me...

2013-02-01 10:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you are my family tymon
i didnt say that when you ask for time...

2013-02-01 10:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Only up to a certain point.
Time... What did I ask you for a long time ago?

2013-02-01 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
months after months

2013-02-01 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But why?
Do you remember why...?

2013-02-01 10:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
to gert over youth, cause your friends were going, n cause of self learning

2013-02-01 10:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, yes that's true... I did indeed endure all of that...
And now, I am complete, but why do you force me to wait for you, if you were waiting for me?
Why would you make yourself wait longer, too?

2013-02-01 10:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because now i need time.

2013-02-01 10:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For what?
And why?

2013-02-01 10:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you why'

2013-02-01 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh... Your family...
... I'll just go wander around some more...
I don't care if it's cold...
It's better than killing myself over this...

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon youre
overexagerating

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, I'm really not.

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how can you be upset

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not upset.
I'm just...

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
for something youve been doing for 2 years

2013-02-01 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
At least I was doing it with you.
That's all I ever wanted to do.
Was to do everything with you.

2013-02-01 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you werent doing
it with me
you werent even there

2013-02-01 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You must have forgotten...

2013-02-01 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you asked me to wait

2013-02-01 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Every day I came to your house...
Do you remember those days?

2013-02-01 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can never forget that lonely feeling

2013-02-01 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That I came every day?

2013-02-01 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i mean emotionally too

2013-02-01 10:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Emotionally? I don't understand.
I was always there emotionally, I thought...
How was I not?
Is it in this same way I feel now?

2013-02-01 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we already had this talk
yea prolly

2013-02-01 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Except switching my friends with your family...

2013-02-01 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2013-02-01 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You always did choose your family over me...

2013-02-01 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt

2013-02-01 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then, I never chose my friends over you.
It is the same pain equally.
Whether what we say is true or not.
You can tell me you don't all you like.
But does that change anything?
Except what's in your mind?
And what does that prove?

2013-02-01 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes because i gave
all my time to you
i never mentioned them

2013-02-01 10:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I did the same for you.

2013-02-01 10:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i only saw them once a month
not even tht

2013-02-01 10:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Maybe if I would have just missed more trains...
You would feel like I was there for you... I don't know how...
But that's the only thing...
I can think of...
I just should have always stayed an extra day...
An extra hour...
Every time...
But I don't get why you'd reject my offers to do anything with me...
You wouldn't go to Six Flags... You wouldn't go to hang out with my friends... You wouldn't play video games... You wouldn't come see my family...
Maybe that's why I became distant...
When I do too much for one person and I don't feel they are returning my love...
I have to distance myself, consciously or subconsciously...

2013-02-01 10:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt do that for m

2013-02-01 10:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I don't kill myself.

2013-02-01 10:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
after cj left
you checked out
you made me not want to be around you
because iut felt like a lie

2013-02-01 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well. That is what happens to me when someone important leaves me.
Now, all I'm left with is driving my friends crazy, too...
Because you aren't here now...
And eventually, I won't have them, either...
Because I'll do exactly what I did to you to them...
And they won't understand my pain...
Just like you don't... Even to this day...
Because, at the end of the day, this is how I deal with my pain...

2013-02-01 10:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you dont understand what i feel

2013-02-01 10:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Well... Tell me.
I want to understand...
I always have...
I just don't know why I haven't before...

2013-02-01 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how tymon if all you do is say things thats false?

2013-02-01 10:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't think they're false.
I think they're true.

2013-02-01 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n think that just because you act a certain way to cope

2013-02-01 10:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why are you telling me that my truth is false?

2013-02-01 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that its still notn suppose to hurt me
because i know what i feel

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why would my pain hurt you?
It isn't your pain...
You aren't the one going through it...

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you treated me like crap

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just want you to be there for me...

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when you felt it

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, you did the same thing to me...

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was there

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you felt your pain...

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you werent

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I was there...
But you couldn't see...

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i waited always for you

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Maybe I couldn't see either.

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
now i canht get the same

2013-02-01 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And we just never see.
Eye to eye.
Every time...

2013-02-01 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its always been this way aboiut everything
with you

2013-02-01 10:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We're trying to get our feelings across...

2013-02-01 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
onesided

2013-02-01 10:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That is because of how my mind works...
In absolutes...
It's either; My way, your way, or together.
I just want us to do everything together...
Because then we both get our way...
But I can't stand it when either of us gets our way one-sidedly.
I just couldn't tell that's what I was doing before...
Because I felt, if I was hurt, then you should try to make me feel better... But I guess you did...
... I guess we'll just never be together...
Forever...
Like we always wanted...
No matter how hard I try...
It's not like I want us to be sad... But I just don't know how to make us both happy...
Because we keep trying to bring everyone else with us...
So, how can we be happy...? Do you know?

2013-02-01 10:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just wanted youn trinity all you have to do is wait...\

2013-02-01 11:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why is that so hard?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:22 am

2013 (Feb. 2)

2013-02-02 03:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we should just top trying tomake us work... It never does...
I am really tired of the back n forth...

2013-02-02 03:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
2 years strait and for what? just to be in the same place all over again...

2013-02-02 03:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's because you keep trying to force me to go through what you went through, even if it doesn't call for it.
I can wait.
I just don't understand why I have to.
So, as long as I am waiting, I won't understand until you explain it fully.
And you... Stop giving up.
That's how I know you don't love me.
If you want to stop trying, you can go your separate ways and I can kill myself, and we'll call it a day. Alright?

2013-02-02 03:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And, truth be told, I'm actually killing myself waiting for you.
I can't sleep in my own house, because it makes me sick and makes me feel horrible because of all the stale air. It makes me wake up and makes me lungs feel like death.
I can't go outside because it's so cold and I have no money. And I have to walk everywhere, so I'll just get sicker than I already am.
And I can't stay at my friends' houses for too long without having to move again.
Back out into the cold. I just think the world is seriously trying to kill me no matter what I do, as long as I'm waiting for you. There's just nothing I can do...
Maybe I'm just supposed to die. Maybe you'll have to endure what I had to go through with my relatives... Always being there just one day too late. You'll make me wait one day too long, and that'll be the end of me, because of my circumstances...
I don't WANT it to be like that, but all of my situations just harm me, and it's only because you won't move, and I have nothing to do but just continue to hurt myself inadvertently just by existing in everyday life.
I just don't know what to do anymore... It's just so difficult for me to live without you, I'm just going to... collapse...

2013-02-02 04:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's impossible to wait for you, but I have to, but as I wait, I'm just slowly dying. And if you leave, it won't change anything, cuz I'll just die faster because I can't stand living like this, in constant pain... I just wish you would listen to me... It's for my health... I NEED you to make this move...

2013-02-02 04:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And if not, then I NEED you to get money to me somehow so I can stay on the move... Cuz otherwise, I'm just going to die... Sitting in my house... Walking outside... No matter where I look, I'm just gonna die!! And I don't want to, but YOU want me to!!

2013-02-02 04:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Even if you don't want me to... It's just this one simple decision that you're making that's going to do it... And, truth be told, every decision you make ends with my death... Unless it's just move in with me. I'm not threatening you, I'm not being overdramatic, I'm just speaking the truth based on the situation at hand. It's a life or death situation... At least, for me, and my life is dependent on your decision... That's why I'm waiting on you...

2013-02-02 08:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I figured out how to sleep. I have to suffocate myself.

2013-02-02 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I've also figured out how I can wait for you... I have to clean my room. So, that's all there is to it. I have to clean my room, and then I will be able to wait for you comfortably, without complaint... This much, I am sure of...
So, sorry I got all deathy on you... I just always get this way if I don't see any other way... But now I see the answer... And we can both be comfortable...
I love you...

2013-02-02 09:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also... You were in my dream, being the sweetest girl of all time... And I'm so sad that i can only experience you in my dreams, because I miss when we did stuff like that... It's killing me...

2013-02-02 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And... I apologize for all of this. I know it's unnecessary, it's just... How I feel... And I just wanted to let you know. I don't expect you to do anything about it, I just... Wanted you to know. Because I like you to know how I'm feeling...

2013-02-02 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i lovevyou..

2013-02-02 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Really? You do? I was afraid you wouldn't if I told you all this stuff...
I thought you'd be mad at me and stuff...

2013-02-02 11:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not

2013-02-02 11:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm glad... That makes me wanna just hug and kiss you, but I'm sick...
I'm trying so hard not to die, but it's so hard when everything's just killing me...

2013-02-02 11:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whats wrong with you. how did you get sick?

2013-02-02 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My house...
Being out...
My house makes it worse, I wasn't this sick at all, really...
Until I started staying home...
And I knew being at home would end up like this, but I just have no money...
And I hate the snow...

2013-02-02 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why dont you stay at nanas for a while

2013-02-02 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No... I don't want to...
Not without you...
I'd rather just...
Die...

2013-02-02 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont say that baby

2013-02-02 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I'll be so bored over there... So tired... And they won't let me be alone... But then I'll be tired of being alone...
And have no one there with me...
And then I'll be sad...
I can't be happy anywhere without you, I told you.
I can only be happy for a little bit when I'm with my friends...
But at the end of the day, I always just want you there with me.
I always have...

2013-02-02 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
isnt itthe same at home at least till you feel better
i know

2013-02-02 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But then I won't have the option of seeing my friends, either...
I just want the winter to go away...
So I can be free...
I hate being trapped...
It makes me... Feel terrible.

2013-02-02 11:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
seasonal depression its about to be over

2013-02-02 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know.
That's why I said... When the Spring comes... I'll be fine.
Those of us who have been going through this enlightening process... We do control the weather...
And, we are also affected by it, we've seen...

2013-02-02 11:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its actually quite common alot of ppl get depressed over the winter. unless they haavesomeone to be with

2013-02-02 11:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well I don't.
And I mean, we do control the weather... Didn't you see the drastic changes?
Whenever I was really happy, it was really warm and/or raining.
And the sun was shining.
But the moment I got upset... It became dark and snowy.

2013-02-02 11:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-02-02 11:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know it isn't a coincidence...

2013-02-02 11:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well the wheather affects ppls moods its always been like this
how do you download the torrent

2013-02-02 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know...
You need something like bittorrent... Like I have.
Do you want me to download something?

2013-02-02 11:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nooooo i wanna do it

2013-02-02 11:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, well... Download Bittorrent.

2013-02-02 11:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i remember when we first went to themovies

2013-02-02 11:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Really? What movie was it? I never remember the movies because we always didn't watch them or finish them... Unless we were with people...

2013-02-02 11:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the oone when we were with cj n gale insideous

2013-02-02 11:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ah, I remember...
Why do you remember that day right now?

2013-02-02 11:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i saw scream 4 on demand n i remembere how we snuck in and you wouldnt sit with me
ive been thinking about the past us alot like how we got together

2013-02-02 11:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why is that?
And yeah, I remember... I was so pissed at you... Hahahah.

2013-02-02 11:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea it was so funny
n akward

2013-02-02 11:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, why?

2013-02-02 11:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because i didnt knowv he was gonna kiss me n i didnt know if you saw it or not. just that youve started act cold

2013-02-02 11:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I guess that was a little unfair... Especially since now I know how it feels, cuz you did it to me.

2013-02-02 11:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when?

2013-02-02 11:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Whenever you'd tell me "I'm mad at you" and I didn't know why.
And you'd be mean to me.

2013-02-02 11:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh yea

2013-02-02 11:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you, we do the same thing to each other.
We just do it at different times.
Didn't you realize that?
We always figure out how the other person felt at a different point in time.

2013-02-02 11:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
i also remember when we used to have hot sex
i gotta go bout to take a bath

2013-02-02 11:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I miss our hot sex...
You won't have sex with me anymore..
And okay...

2013-02-02 12:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
back

2013-02-02 12:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yay. I missed you.

2013-02-02 12:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know
will bittorrent slow the laptop

2013-02-02 12:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. When it's downloading.
It takes a lot.
Depending on how big the file is you're downloading.

2013-02-02 12:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just want one movie

2013-02-02 12:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, it depends on how big it is.
And how many people are seeding it.
And leeching it.
You always wanna have a lot of seeds.

2013-02-02 12:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanna see... Hotel Transylvania.

2013-02-02 12:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dotoo

2013-02-02 12:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You want to see it with me?

2013-02-02 12:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-02-02 12:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hooray!
When are you gonna see me next time...?

2013-02-02 01:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
iidk

2013-02-02 01:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You promise to see me Valentines day?

2013-02-02 01:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wheen i
s
th
at

2013-02-02 01:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno. Lemme think...

2013-02-02 01:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thursday

2013-02-02 01:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. So you gotta see me.

2013-02-02 01:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its
a schoool
d
da
y

2013-02-02 01:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know...
Oh well, nevermind, I guess...

2013-02-02 01:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what about the weekend
n gruo

2013-02-02 01:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I wanted to do it on the day of...

2013-02-02 01:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
o
h
we can have sex

2013-02-02 01:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but I wanted to spend the whole day with you...
Well it'll probably be cold, so...
Okay, let's do that, then.

2013-02-02 01:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do wqhat weekend

2013-02-02 01:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Have sex on the day and then be together on the weekend.

2013-02-02 01:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok

2013-02-02 01:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You like that plan?

2013-02-02 01:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-02-02 01:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay...

2013-02-02 01:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whats wrong

2013-02-02 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I don't get to see you.

2013-02-02 01:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry..
i want this laptop http://www.amazon.com/Acer-AO725-0687-Dual-Core-Processor-System-Red/dp/B00AAIC5S2/ref=zg_bsnr_2956501011_1

2013-02-02 01:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have an acer...
I'll try to get it for you.
But I'm in debt right now...

2013-02-02 01:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its 300 dollars thats too much to ask for
i was gonna sellmy guitar
how r you in debt

2013-02-02 01:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh, I could sell my keyboards...
I just don't know where or how...
And I have to pay for internet every month.
But I don't have money to pay for it.

2013-02-02 01:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how much are you in debt

2013-02-02 01:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I guess 85-100 dollars.

2013-02-02 01:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh on your credit card

2013-02-02 01:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
So I have to sell something anyway...
I might as well.

2013-02-02 01:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
hmm you should sell you keyboards on craig list
n pay off your debts
yea just dont tell your adress

2013-02-02 01:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know... But it's cold anyway.
So how could I sell it?
I'll just ask my mother... She wants to help me out for some reason recently.

2013-02-02 01:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see
n

2013-02-02 01:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youll be able to pay your debt

2013-02-02 01:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but I want to buy the laptop...

2013-02-02 01:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-02-02 01:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you want it...

2013-02-02 01:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill be fine. i just want you to be ok

2013-02-02 01:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well that's what I want for you, too.

2013-02-02 01:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2013-02-02 01:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You think I'm clingy?

2013-02-02 01:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no why?

2013-02-02 01:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I thought you'd be tired of me by now.

2013-02-02 01:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not. I know you're just sad cause we don't live together

2013-02-02 01:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just don't know why it has to be like this...
It's not like I'd be keeping you from your family, you'd just see me more...
And be with my family more...
I just thought that you'd consider how long you've been with your family...
And be able to go off of that.
Especially since you won't be able to see mine afterward...
So I figured you'd actually think about that and want to get closer to them.
But I know that isn't what you want...
I was just upset that you don't think of my side as family... That's all...

2013-02-02 01:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do consider your family my family just not as much as my immediated. meaning im more attached

2013-02-02 01:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i feel like if i stay with you id never see them

2013-02-02 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wait, why would you never see them?
That doesn't make sense at all.
No, Titi Ron would be happy to take you to and from.

2013-02-02 01:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
id see them you dont ask like you used too

2013-02-02 01:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wait, what do you mean by that?

2013-02-02 01:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont ask me to go over like you used too.i dont go to places unless asked

2013-02-02 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's because you always tell me that you won't go, and I should just take the baby by myself...
And I also want to see my family more, too.

2013-02-02 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats new you used to complain. why don't you?

2013-02-02 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't want to do it alone.
Because it just won't work.
I want YOU to meet my family.
I want TRINITY to bond with my family.
And I'd do so with all of you at the same time.

2013-02-02 02:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see
i have heart burn

2013-02-02 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Go rest...
I just wanted you to see that you could do both... See me and be with my family, while also going to see yours, too...
You don't have to live with them to still be with them...
But you have to live with me to be with me.
Because of circumstances.
Not because of anything else...

2013-02-02 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know...

2013-02-02 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So I don't get it... If you know that, then...
What's the problem?

2013-02-02 02:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you know?
Is it just you don't feel comfortable being away from your immediate family?

2013-02-02 02:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You aren't gonna tell me...?

2013-02-02 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i went to was trinity up n cook
wash
sorry

2013-02-02 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's fine.

2013-02-02 03:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I still do want to know... Whenever you get the chance.

2013-02-02 05:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my tummy hurts Tymy

2013-02-02 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I give you kissies lovey.
Muahmuahmuah!
Is it still our other pride and joy making your tummy hurt?

2013-02-02 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
shut up
>>

2013-02-02 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm.
You still didn't take care of that?

2013-02-02 05:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im just hungry

2013-02-02 05:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then go eat. You tired?

2013-02-02 05:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-02-02 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why don't you go sleepy then?

2013-02-02 05:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i miss you

2013-02-02 05:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Aw. I miss you, too... I really want to see you... I wish I could go out there, too...

2013-02-02 05:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sometimees i just want too go away with you n our child

2013-02-02 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, me too... That's what I've been trying to do... That's why I asked you to come to Nana's with me...

2013-02-02 06:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Speaking of.
You never answered my question earlier...

2013-02-02 07:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know you rub my tummy

2013-02-02 07:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You know I rub your tummy...
I rub it every day, cuz I like to rub your tummy.

2013-02-02 07:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-02-02 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you like it and I like it and it make us both feel really good...
And I remember just lying down next to you and rubbing your belly when you were pregnant with Trinity...
And we were just happy...
And I'm sad cuz I like rubbing your tummy.

2013-02-02 07:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't you remember...?

2013-02-02 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea I remember that. You were the only person I wanted to rub my stomach.it made me feel relaxed

2013-02-02 07:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I always loved doing it... And I would kiss it and put my head on it, even before you were pregnant...
Cuz I just love you and everything about you.
Don't you remember...?

2013-02-02 07:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea

2013-02-02 07:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I miss that all the time between us...
That's why I get so sad, because... I don't feel like I'm complete without you around...
It's always been like that... Even when I left, you acted like I wanted to... It's not that I ever wanted to leave you... I just always wanted you to come with me.

2013-02-02 07:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh...
im about tio eat brb

2013-02-02 07:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2013-02-02 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you

2013-02-02 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you, too.
I miss you...

2013-02-02 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i miss you too

2013-02-02 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You live with me?
... Aw man...That means no...

2013-02-02 08:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i will just not now
you know that...

2013-02-02 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you mad at me?

2013-02-02 08:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, why would I be mad at you?
I'm just sad and disappointed.
Cuz I don't get to see you.

2013-02-02 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh..you marry me?

2013-02-02 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I've been waiting to get married to you forever.
Actually, we already married.
Just not formally.

2013-02-02 08:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh really now?

2013-02-02 08:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm.
Why do you think I wanna do everything with you?

2013-02-02 08:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk

2013-02-02 08:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I love you more than anything and anyone!
Except Trinity.

2013-02-02 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
good

2013-02-02 08:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you're the only person I don't ever wanna not do something with.

2013-02-02 08:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thts all i want

2013-02-02 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I get tired of everyone else, but...
I don't ever get tired of you. Not in the same way. I only get tired of you when you make me mad, but even then, I still wanna be around you...

2013-02-02 08:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt act like it till now...
i feel like youre just saying this because you never get to see me

2013-02-02 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When didn't I?

2013-02-02 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you get to see hem
because when it was the otherway around you didnt want to be around..

2013-02-02 08:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, I told you... I just wanted you to come with me.
And you couldn't.
Or you wouldn't.
I always felt this way...
But I was fine with being able to see you and my friends separately, because at least I still got to see you...

2013-02-02 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt act like it or at least thts how i felt

2013-02-02 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well like when?

2013-02-02 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when we were at the old apartment

2013-02-02 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No I meant gimme an example.
And was it before or after you were pregnant?

2013-02-02 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
before n during

2013-02-02 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I'll admit, sometimes when you were pregnant, I just didn't want to be around you cuz you got all hormonal. But that was just because I needed a little space.
Not because I didn't want to be with you.
It's difficult dealing with pregnancy hormones when you're a guy...
Especially when I don't know how to make you feel better and you're always just in pain...
So it makes me feel bad cuz I feel like I'm not doing something right.

2013-02-02 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what you gonna do when we live together n you have too

2013-02-02 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or there's nothing I can do-- That's when I go out with the homies for a day. xD
No, I'm just kidding.
But you want to keep it?

2013-02-02 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
im tlking future child

2013-02-02 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. I mean, truth be told, I am just gonna go out and be with the homies for a little bit.
Until you really need me.

2013-02-02 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nun un

2013-02-02 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And not like you call me after like an hour or two all like "Tymon my tummy hurt!" or nothin. xD
But there are times when I need time to be by myself for a little bit. But at the end of the day, I'll come back home, be with you, and rub your belly until we both fall asleep, like we used to do.

2013-02-02 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kma hate you if you leave me
if i have to be pregnant so do you

2013-02-02 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up. xD
You can go hang out with your friends or something.

2013-02-02 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-02 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm, I'll find you nice pregnant people.

2013-02-02 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-02 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or fat people.

2013-02-02 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thts worse

2013-02-02 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, are you gonna come with me?

2013-02-02 08:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when

2013-02-02 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you're pregnant and I wanna go out.

2013-02-02 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate moving when im pregnant

2013-02-02 08:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine, but you not gonna keep me in the house all the time.

2013-02-02 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you gone do whatever i want you too do cause you did it to me

2013-02-02 08:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up. xD

2013-02-02 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you

2013-02-02 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you too. <3
I'm gonna be sad tomorrow.

2013-02-02 09:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why

2013-02-02 09:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I want to see you...
And kiss you...
And hug you...
And lay with you..
And have sex with you...
And play video games with you...
And watch TV with you...

2013-02-02 09:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n pend time with trinity too

2013-02-02 09:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's a given. She was gonna be there for everything (except the sex).
Why wouldn't she be?

2013-02-02 09:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
lol true
you have a oovoo or skype

2013-02-02 09:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have skype.

2013-02-02 09:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when i get done putting on her pjs wanna tlk on there
im genesis417xt13

2013-02-02 09:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Awww. You so cute.

2013-02-02 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?

2013-02-02 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz of that name.
You think of me a lot?

2013-02-02 09:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know>//<

2013-02-02 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmmhmmm.
I think of you a lot too. That's why I make all those characters on video games.

2013-02-02 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
aww how cute

2013-02-02 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already told you that I did that. You just didn't believe me.
And you were all like "you never think of me, you never think of me."
But I always think of you cuz I always only play with your characters.

2013-02-02 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
<3

2013-02-02 09:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
<3
I'm hungry... And sleepy...

2013-02-02 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my babby sleep n eat

2013-02-02 09:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I wanna be on Skype with you... I won't get to see you...

2013-02-02 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok come on
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:22 am

2013 (Feb. 3)

2013-02-03 06:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I had a dream about us
We were in a huge creepy mansion that belonged to family.
And we were constantly trying to find a place to be alone and have sex and be together.
And be all lovey and junk.
But your family kept on interrupting at every turn, no matter how far we went into the mansion or how many rooms we went into, they kept finding us and bothering us for something...
And at the end of it, we never got to be alone... Cuz when we finally found a place, someone came knocking on the door and gave you Trinity and they were talking to you forever, and then I woke up.
So we spent the entire dream trying to be alone and never getting to. And it made me really sad.

2013-02-03 07:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you think your family will always keep us from being together...?

2013-02-03 05:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
They don't keep us from being together. They just make it a little hard.

2013-02-03 05:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, but my dream ended with... Well, I think it was you me and Trinity, so it was fine. But we lived with all of them, so we still weren't alone...

2013-02-03 05:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I fell down the stairs today.My back hurts like hell, and my insides are in pain.

2013-02-03 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...

2013-02-03 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you want me to move with you to nana's house. we wouldnt be alone there

2013-02-03 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We'd have much more privacy.
And we wouldn't be bothered constantly by someone.
Also, were you at home?
On those rickety old stairs?
And did you have the baby?

2013-02-03 05:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes and it wasnt the stairs. my shoes where untied. no, but she saw it and cried for me.

2013-02-03 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I dunno... Something about how things keep happening to you just doesn't sit well with me...

2013-02-03 05:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what do you mean?

2013-02-03 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I guess I can't help it if you want to stay there...

2013-02-03 05:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not just here i almost fell couple of times in school n my grandmas house n the bus

2013-02-03 05:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you becoming so clumsy?
Is no one helping you?

2013-02-03 05:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know my body has been aching n ive been getting hurt easily like my hands gets sore for braiing hair or typing n my body feels weak sometimes

2013-02-03 05:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I really want you to stay with me.
Or make them let me stay with you.
It's becoming too problematic.

2013-02-03 05:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im fine

2013-02-03 05:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No!
And I don't want to wait until the worst thing possible happens...

2013-02-03 05:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ive always been clumsy

2013-02-03 05:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For you to find out that you're not!
I hate how you wait for things to get down to the absolute worst before you change what you're doing!

2013-02-03 05:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not what?

2013-02-03 05:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That you're not fine!
Sometimes you just have to suck it up and do what's best!
Even if you don't want to!
And I said I'd be fine with you staying there for 5 more months, but not if these 5 months turns out with you doing things like this!
I'm not just gonna sit back and worry myself to death about what you and Trinity's safety!
That's all I HAVE been doing ever since you've BEEN there!
And all it does is make me go crazy and make my heart hurt!
And when you argue with me, it stresses me out so much, I just think I'm going to have a heart attack sometimes!

2013-02-03 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon i don't know why you mad me being clumsy

2013-02-03 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not MAD at you...
Just because I'm upset doesn't mean I'm mad...
It means I'm concerned for your well being!
It means I'm concerned for Trinity!
It means I'm concerned for what COULD happen, because, truth be told, I don't think you actually THINK about those things!
I think you only think about what's most comfortable for you, and not what's appropriate, and not what's best...
If all of these signs haven't done it yet, then dammit, I think the only thing that WILL is...
Well, if one of you gets SERIOUSLY injured!
And I don't want you to just sit around and wait for that to happen!

2013-02-03 05:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me falling has nothing with me being here! it happensother places too

2013-02-03 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That may be true, but it does have to do with you not being with me!

2013-02-03 05:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how?

2013-02-03 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because at least, if you're with me, you don't have to do so much!
You won't have a chance to be that clumsy!
I can help you do stuff so you won't be so clumsy!
Sometimes, clumsiness is a side effect from stress, or from doing too much.
Just like forgetfulness.
I get that way, too, whenever I'm doing too much.
Or doing things too fast.
And, I'd much rather you be SAFE than SORRY.

2013-02-03 05:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was clumsy like this when I was child

2013-02-03 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ALL THE MORE REASON FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME.
You can't justify being clumsy...
You can only wait until your clumsiness destroys you...
And then, what am I gonna do?
Be a super overprotective father?
Trying not to let the same fate of whatever happens to you happen to Trinity?
Or be scared of you doing anything?

2013-02-03 05:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill be clumsy with you wha if fall at your house

2013-02-03 05:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then I'll just end up like Marlon from Finding Nemo...

2013-02-03 05:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n im exstra careful with Trinity
i watch my moves when im with her

2013-02-03 05:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And then Trinity will run away because I'm being so overprotective...
And then I'm gonna be the worst dad...
And I just don't know why you'd want that!!
I just don't understand why you'd want to put me through this! Put us through this!
It doesn't make ANY sense!
It just makes me more worrisome, until I become a worry wart!
Because I have to worry about you!

2013-02-03 05:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i can hear your yelling in my head

2013-02-03 05:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES because I'm UPSET.
And it's KILLING me!
I don't know why you want to kill me with this painful worry!
Sadness!
Madness!

2013-02-03 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i don't...

2013-02-03 05:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Unhappiness!
I just don't GET IT!
I can feel my heart racing!!
No, I don't WANT to be like this...
Because I KNOW it isn't good...
And I KNOW it's not beneficial...
But hell, you do the same thing by staying over there!
And I just can't do it!
It's not beneficial in any way, but we both still do it!
And it hurts us!
So I just don't get it!
But it keeps happening!
So, I want you to know, when I'm UPSET, that IS me showing that I'm concerned.
So don't think I'm just complaining.
I just love you so much, so I don't know why you want to make this so difficult!!
Why would you choose not to be safe?!
Even if just a little bit safer...

2013-02-03 06:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because ill be just as clumsy there as i am here

2013-02-03 06:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES BUT AT LEAST YOU'LL HAVE ME THERE TO KEEP IT FROM HAPPENING AS FREQUENTLY!!
I don't get why YOU don't see what I'M trying to TELL YOU!
How does it NOT make any sense to you!?

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont get why you cant just accept my decision n be patient

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DID ACCEPT IT.
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN.

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you do this everyday

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT I'M GOING TO ENJOY IT.
BECAUSE IT JUST MAKES ME HURT.

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
at least i did it once a week

2013-02-03 06:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TO KNOW THAT THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN.
Well, it only gets MORE and MORE intense...
And you don't understand...
The more worked up I get about YOU not being here...
The closer I get to death!!

2013-02-03 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do understand

2013-02-03 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm digging my own grave!
And I can't even stop it!!
Because I'm ALWAYS gonna get worked up!

2013-02-03 06:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you can if learn to wait

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I AM WAITING.
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN.

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youre not
youre throwing a tantrum

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT I'M ENJOYING IT.
THIS ISN'T A TANTRUM.
WOULD YOU RATHER ME KEEP IT ALL IN!?

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes it is

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... GBUHNDHGHE

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know because i throw them

2013-02-03 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU JUST AREN'T FUCKING LISTENING TO ME!!!
NO!!!
I'M TRYNG TO TELL YOU!
AND YOU AREN'T LISTENING TO ME!!!
MY NEXT FUCKING MOVE!!!
IS TO RUN OUT INTO THE SNOW!!!
BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T DO THIS!!!
BAREFOOT!!!
LOCK THE DOORS!!!
AND FREEZE TO DEATH!!!!
BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T START LISTENING TO ME...
I'LL JUST GO FREEZE!!!
BECAUSE MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!

2013-02-03 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my insides hurt im going to lay down... till you calm down

2013-02-03 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT'S SO HOT!
HOT!
HOT!
HOT!
HOT!
I'M BURNING UP!
MY BODY IS ON FIRE!!!
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!

2013-02-03 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am listening to you. youre not listening to me

2013-02-03 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I FEEL LIKE I'M MELTING!!!
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?
IT'S KILLING ME!
IT'S KILLING ME!
I'M BURNING UP!!!
HOT!!!
MY BODY IS HOT AND I CAN'T STOP IT!!!

2013-02-03 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understand but i need you to understand

2013-02-03 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT!?
YOU'VE TOLD ME ALL THE SAME SHIT A BILLION TIMES!!!
NO MATTER WHAT I TELL YOU THAT'S NEW, IT DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU.
UNTIL I'M DEAD!!!!
I CAN'T BE IN THIS HEAT!!!
I HAVE...
TO JUMP IN THE SNOW!!!

2013-02-03 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you act like you get it then the next day yu restart

2013-02-03 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU WON'T LISTEN TO ME!!!
YOU WON'T LISTEN TO ME!!!
DON'T YOU GET IT!?!?
IT'S MY HEART!!!!
YOU HAVE TO CUT IT OUT!!!

2013-02-03 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I DO LISTEN TO YOU STOP FUCKLING TELLING ME IM NOT

2013-02-03 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, I HAVE TO CUT IT OUT!!!

2013-02-03 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
JUST BECAUSE I DONT AGREE WITH YOU
DOESN T MEAN IM NOT FUCKING LISTENING

2013-02-03 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WHY DON'T YOU AGREE WITH ME!?

2013-02-03 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
JUST BE FUXCKING PATIENT IN A PATIENT MANNER OR COMPLAIN ONCE A FUCKING WEEK
BECAUSE I KNOW
HOW YOU FEEL
WHY YOU FEEL IOT

2013-02-03 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?
TO ME!?

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
YOU NEVER LET ME FUCKING FORGET
I MISS YOU TOO TYMON OOOODFUCCCKING FDAMN

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I CAN'T STOP FEELING IT!!!
I FEEL IT ALL THE TIME!!!
SO I HAVE TO TELL YOU!!

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I JUST NEED YOU TO WAIT\BECAUSE IM GIVING YOU MY ETERNITY

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OR IT'LL BOTTLE UP INSIDE OF ME!!!

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
NOMADDER WHERE THE HELL WE GOO

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND MAKE ME BURST!!!

2013-02-03 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
TO VIRINIA OR STAY IN CHICAGO
ONCE A FUCKING WEEK INST BOTTLING UP
DAMN OR AT LEAST TAKE A FUCKING BREAK
FOR 5 MINS TO HAVE A DECENT CONVERSATION
THIS IS CJ ALL OVER AGAIN

2013-02-03 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DON'T GET IT.
IF I DON'T EXPRESS HOW I FEEL...
I'LL JUST DO IT TO SOMEONE ELSE!!!
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING!!!
I GO OVER TO OTHER PEOPLE'S HOUSES AND JUST DO WHAT I DID TO YOU WHATEVER DAY THAT WAS!!!
BECAUSE NO ONE LETS ME EXPRESS HOW I FEEL!!!
WHEN I TRY TO TELL THEM!!!
SO IT JUST GETS BOTTLED UP!!
UNTIL IT EXPLODES!
AND I EXPLODE!!

2013-02-03 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i let you but if you gonna yell like this
tuff titty

2013-02-03 06:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then what am I supposed to do when I'm upset?!

2013-02-03 06:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tell me in not yelling way

2013-02-03 06:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ESPECIALLY WHEN EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE MAKES ME UPSET!!!
EVERY WAKING MOMENT IS UPSETTING TO ME!!!
IT PAINS MY HEART!!!
AND MAKES MY BODY FEEL LIKE ITS GOING TO SNAP!!!
SO I'M JUST GOING TO HAVE TO CUT OUT MY HEART.
OR JUMP IN THE SNOW.
I CAN'T EVEN BE IN MY DREAMS WITHOUT BEING UPSET!!!
I DON'T WANT TO BE MISERABLE!!!!
BUT DAMMIT, THAT'S ALL I CAN BE!!!
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?
WHY I WANT TO DIE!?
BECAUSE IT'S JUST MISERY!!!!
MISERY!!!!

2013-02-03 06:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i do get it

2013-02-03 06:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR WHERE I GO!!!
SO WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE MISERABLE!?
Do you WANT me to die...!?
Do you WANT me to be sick...?!

2013-02-03 06:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nope

2013-02-03 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you WANT me to be upset...?!
Unhappy!?

2013-02-03 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-03 06:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or do you just WANT me to be MISERABLE!?
Or do you want me to PRETEND to NOT be miserable?!
OR DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL PEOPLE TO SATISFY HOW MISERABLE I AM!?

2013-02-03 06:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noo

2013-02-03 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE IF I CAN'T LET OUT ALL OF THIS MISERY.
THAT'S PILING UP DAY AFTER DAY.
MOMENT AFTER MOMENT.

2013-02-03 06:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay
kay

2013-02-03 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SECOND AFTER SECOND.
I'M JUST GOING TO KILL SOMEONE!!

2013-02-03 06:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
lksay

2013-02-03 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't care...
You just want me to be miserable...

2013-02-03 06:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do care...but the yelling has to stop...

2013-02-03 06:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... My stomach hurts...
I can't HELP but to YELL when I'm THIS upset...
Don't you STOP TALKING when you get a certain way!?
Dind't I tell you I HATED THAT!?
But what did I have to do?
GET OVER IT.
BECAUSE THAT'S JUST WHAT YOU DO.
AND I GET THAT.

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU TOLD ME WHY.

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you made me talk'
even when its just sadness

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE SOMETIMES, I JUST NEED YOU TO TALK!!!!
... ONLY WHEN IT'S SOMETHING IMPORTANT!!!

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everytime you needed me to talk

2013-02-03 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you're just sad...
I can deal with that...

2013-02-03 06:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just like need you not to yell
you didnt you get attitude
when i dont talk
n make me

2013-02-03 06:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I thought there was something wrong!!
Because I think that there is a CAUSE for EVERYTHING.

2013-02-03 06:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
there was doesnt mean i was ready to talk

2013-02-03 06:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I don't know WHY you'd EVER withhold information like that FROM ME.
...
Well.
In that situation.
I'll just be sad, too.
Because that's the only way...
I can think of...
To not wreck my brain trying to figure out what's wrong with you...
It's either that, or I don't show ANY emotion at all...
Which makes you MORE upset...

2013-02-03 06:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well dont yell or i wont respond

2013-02-03 06:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHenever I don't show any emotion, you get upset, but whenever I show too much I get upset-- Then I need you to listen to me.
And make SURE you know what I'm telling you.
Even if you THINK you know...
If I'm still telling you "NO THAT ISN'T IT"
Like, 5 times after you tell me it is...
Then I NEED you to understand that what you're saying is NOT it.

2013-02-03 06:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont listen when you yell its a reflex

2013-02-03 06:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I go crazy when you don't listen...
Repeatedly.
You know I hate repetition.
So if I'm repeating myself...
Then that means I'm close to just going crazy...

2013-02-03 06:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well dont yell itll just make it worse

2013-02-03 06:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THen WHAT am I gonna do what you PISS ME OFF?!
Like earlier!?

2013-02-03 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how did i?

2013-02-03 06:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just REFUSE to do what is best!! What is safe!!!
YOU JUST WANT TO DO WHAT YOU WANT!!!
WITH NO REGARD FOR OTHERS!!!

2013-02-03 06:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sighhh im going tymon

2013-02-03 06:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?
Why would you do that?
You know running away... JUST PISSES ME OFF MORE!?
So why would you RUN?
Instead of just FINISH!?

2013-02-03 06:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hve homework n you will just keep going back to this i wanted a good conversation n you wont give it to me shes finially sleep ima work

2013-02-03 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I WANTED A GOOD CONVERSATION!!!
BUT YOU STARTED IT OFF WITH HOW YOU HURT YOURSELF!!!
AND IT JUST MADE ME SO SAD!!!
THAT I COULDN'T TAKE IT!!!!
YES, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO COMFORT YOU!!!!
BUT HOW CAN I!?
WHEN I KNOW YOU'LL JUST DO IT AGAIN!!!!!
YOU'LL KEEP DOING THE SAME FUCKING THINGS!!!
UNTIL THEY KILL YOU!!!
AND I KNOW YOU WILL!!!
AND WHY!?
SO YOU CAN SEE YOUR FAMILY!!!!
DAMN YOUR OWN HEALTH!!!
DAMN SAFETY!!!
CUZ THEY'RE YOUR FAMILY!!! RIGHT!?!?
And again...
You don't even consider MY health...
MY safety...
MY heart...
MY love...
YOU JUST DON'T GIVE A SINGLE DAMN.
SO WHY DON'T I JUST GIVE MYSELF A DAMN!? AND CONDEMN MYSELF!!!
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU AREN'T DOING THE EXACT SAME THING!!!
The only difference is...
I have to sit here and endure it without doing or saying anything...
As I get closer and closer to a cardiac arrest every day...
I'm so close, I can FEEL my heart about to BURRST from my chest when it happens...
I can SEE my vision get blurry...
And my body start trembling...
Until I just feel like I'm going to collapse...

2013-02-03 06:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then calm down

2013-02-03 06:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How can I?

2013-02-03 06:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre having a panic attack

2013-02-03 06:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... YES. EXACLTY.
THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS.
I GET SO MAD.
SO FRUSTRATED.
SO SAD.
SO UPSET.
SO PISSED.
SO INSANE.
SO UTTERLY FUCKING TIRED.
That I just...
It's just going to kill me.
I told you...
That's my only choice.

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need to go...

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why...?

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i feel sick...

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So do I...

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then lay down...

2013-02-03 06:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... ON FUCKING WHAT!?!?!?
THE FLOOR!?!?!?
... I think I'm just gonna drive myself crazy...

2013-02-03 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
where have youve been sleeping

2013-02-03 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IN MY CHAIR!!!! LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE WHEN I'M AT HOME!!!!
DON'T YOU REMEMBER!?!?

2013-02-03 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-03 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I can't go out...
I can't stay at home...
I can't talk to you...
I just can't do anything...

2013-02-03 06:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can talk to me

2013-02-03 06:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz at the end of it all, everything, EVERYTHING ends up the same way...
I just get so FUCKING upset...
Because I'm so TIRED of this repetition...
I'm so TIRED of no one agreeing... Listening... Considering...
I'm sick... And I'm TIRED...
I'm killing myself in EVERY way possible...
No matter what, if I'm not doing it physically, I'm doing it mentally...
Now I'm doing BOTH at the same time...

2013-02-03 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
stop talking...
thnk you

2013-02-03 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
*cries*

2013-02-03 06:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate how you treat me like I dont understand when i've been feeling this way for years. before you n with you. it killed me how you made me wait you werent there physicallywhen you were there mentally n mentally without phsical. i wanted to die so many times cause i was alone like that but i ssurviuved for the ones i cared about.why cant you. you get mad at me with angst when i was prepared to go anywhere with you while you were off watching somene elses kid with your friends not doing what could help the moving process or anything. andthat made miserble everyday all the times you could of been there but werent. when i was sick you didnt care about my damn health you went to FUCKING MOVIES AND SAW CLOUD ATLAS. AFTER YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD COME. now you care about my health n trinitys health when i fought you to help me not get her sick because i or my mom wa sick. n you refused to come. n you said it was for differnt reason each time till the last months where spirutally and you asked me to wait three more months. you made me wait 5 months for you with baby 13 months without her. n you cant wait 5 months. im doing thi out of spite i just wat time

2013-02-03 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not doing this out of spite im just want time
n each time i felt you choose them who is your family not i.
n he still got fucking sick

2013-02-03 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... When people don't express emotions to me in a large way, I can't understand them properly...
So I think they you must not feel them that intensely if you are not expressing them as intensely as I do...

2013-02-03 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you coulnt handle my pain you just got mad so dont tell me i didnt i di
I FUCKING EXPRESSED MYSELF N ALL YOU DO IS ASK ME TO WAIT
EVEN WHEN I CRIED\
YOU JUST TREATING MY EMOTIONS LIKE A GAME

2013-02-03 06:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't understand you when you're sad because you don't talk...

2013-02-03 06:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I HATE YOU FOR THAT
I DO TLK

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You told me that you don't talk... You show me that you don't talk...

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I EXPRSS PAIN IN ANGER
I TOLD YOU THAT

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, your anger is not talking to me...

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it is

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And saying you're mad at me and not telling me why...
I don't understand unless you talk to me.
And you choose not to.

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n when i talked to you nomally about howw
ifelt

2013-02-03 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I don't understand.

2013-02-03 07:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you just brushed it off

2013-02-03 07:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like when?
The times you mentioned earlier?

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when i used to asked you to come over more or i tell you it makes me sad that you choose your friends iver me i need your hekllp im going cray
youre not there
yourenever here

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's because I didn't feel that way...

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i remember

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I felt like I was always there...

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
all those words

2013-02-03 07:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
All the time...
So I thought it would be okay...
To have some time to myself for a while... Because I'd just be coming back to you later...
I told you that's how I get when you were keeping me there for so long...
Yes, I wanted to be there...
With you...

2013-02-03 07:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats you brushing them off
no you didnt
now you have to wait

2013-02-03 07:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... YOU'RE.
NOT.
LISTENING.

2013-02-03 07:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt utilize the time you had

2013-02-03 07:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DIDN'T I JUST SIT HERE.
AND FUCKING LISTEN TO YOU!?
NOW YOU SHUT UP.
AND LISTEN TO ME.
DAMN.
I EXPECT THE SAME RESPECT.
... So...
I felt like I was there all the time. Probably because there was an imbalance between the time I was spending with you and the time I was spending with my friends.
Personally, I do things in large chunks.
That is, when I am thrown out of my natural balance.
Because I have to find my balance back on my own.
Because no one helps me figure it out.
So, in the midst of me finding out how to balance the two...
I get a slew of angry complaints from you...
And a slew of joyous invites from them.
Naturally, I don't want to make either of you unhappy.
However, I know that you always say 'Leave me alone' when you're mad.
So I do.
Then, I go have fun.
And be happy for a bit. Then, when I want to come back to you...
You're mad at me for being gone for too long.
Or not being there for you.
When I'm ready to be there for you when I get back.
It takes me a long time to find my balance by myself.
And it makes others unhappy when I do it on my own.
Because I take a long time to do it. But when I do finally get back to it...
Something else comes up, and it's thrown back off again.

2013-02-03 07:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
An example of that is you pushing me away because I had previously not been around either physically or mentally.
But I need to be able to be there for you and figure out how to do it.
And if you don't help me or tell me, and just get mad at yell, or get sad and don't talk...
Then I'm stuck for weeks trying to figure it out AGAIN.
And sometimes, I'll just sit down with you and be lost in thought.
About how to make you happy.
Make me happy.
AND make my friends happy.
Because I love all of you.
So, I figured.
"Well, why don't we all do it together?"
That doesn't work because you don't want to go.
So, then I have to be the one who switches between you two.
And then, when I need alone time when I'm with you...
Like, to go on Vescrutia or something.
Even for just an hour.
You don't let me.
Because you want me to be there.
Then, I can't even do that.
Because my friends won't let me do it.
Then you won't let me do it.
So the only time I have...
Is REALLY early in the morning before you wake up. Or REALLY late at night after you go to sleep.
And that's with BOTH of you all.
I do it with my friends, too.
But then, it just makes me tired.
So, I have to adjust even MORE.
So I can make all three parties happy.
Because I just want us all to be happy together.
But no matter how hard I try.
Or how much I do.
One side of the group isn't hapy.
If I'm happy, either you or my friends isn't.
If you're happy, either me or my friends aren't.

2013-02-03 07:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If my friends are happy... Well, usually you're the one not happy and I'm not happy because you're not happy, but I am happy because I'n with them, too.
So then, eventually, I just decided that I couldn't be happy.
And, it was fine.
Until I realized that I HAD to be happy to function.
And by that time, I COULDn'T.
Because you wanted me to be unhappy.
So now, I can't function.
And I'm stuck trying to be happy.
In a world where I just can't be happy.
And now because I'm unhappy.
I'm dying.
Trying to be happy.
But not being able to.
Because what makes me happy.
Doesn't want me to be happy.
So, at the end of it all, all I can do is just die.
Because I can't live in this world where I'm this unhappy for this long.

2013-02-03 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If you think like taht then why do I have to be with you When you act like this all the time why do i sit and listen to you why should i leave my family when you couldnt give up your friend when you say its us and them but if im sayong us n my family you want it to be just us when im left in the dark depressed. n you vescrutia youll get on despite what i felt but youll spend time with them because theyre alway what oyu choose n that why you left when i was mad at you instead of even trying taht i dont want o be happy with because I HATE YOU you broke my heart time and time again n you cant wait for me which makes things worse n im supposed to be strong for you but youve never been strong for me I PUT UP WIOTH ALL YOUR shit and stood by you but you just argue with me never once have you stood by me but you stand by them forebver nomadder what cause its easier going to cam when hes crazy then gpoing to me when i want to die or overworked and need help it easier to leave me alone but its not easy to be left alone

2013-02-03 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm a fish out of water.
...
You've been typing this whole time...

2013-02-03 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so just die if you cant handle it because its tough but youre eithert able to deal with it

2013-02-03 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Without even reading what I've been saying...
...
I told you you didn't listen...

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i read everything


2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't listen unless I'm yelling...
Even when I'm telling you straight from me heart..

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
eac is a responce to a diffent messages

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just wanna bitch and complain...
And not take the time out to actually see...

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i typed at the end whrn

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why I do what I do...

2013-02-03 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you tlked about how sad you are now
i hate you
it didnt makr it better it made me feel worse
readng all that

2013-02-03 07:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I was telling you my thought process...
Over the entire course of time...
NOT what I was feeling NOW...
Nor WHY I feel what I feel NOW...
You didn't let me FINISH.

2013-02-03 07:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i understand that im telling you mines it you and them

2013-02-03 07:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Before you just went off...
NO.
I TOLD YOU TO JUST SHUT UP.
AND LET ME FINISH.
AND YOU COULDN'T EVEN DO THAT.
YOU DON'T LISTEN UNLESS I'M FUCKING YELLING.

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did let you finish

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OR GOING CRAZY.
NO, BECAUSE I WASN'T FUCKING FINISHED.

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i typed wen you started talking how sad
yoou are

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
HOW ARE YOU GONNA TELL ME!?
ARE YOU ME!?
DID YOU KNOW IF I WAS FINISHED!?

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
now n i was toufgh
tritty after reaing all of that

2013-02-03 07:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP.
SHUT UP.
JUST SHUT UP.
AND LET ME FINISH.

2013-02-03 07:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because when i read it then you started talking about your sadness now

2013-02-03 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT THE FUCK I'M TRYING TO TELL YOU!!!
DAMMIT!!!!

2013-02-03 07:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was like fuck you

2013-02-03 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP!!!
I KNOW WHAT YOU WERE LIKE!!!
BECAUSE, FOR THE BILLIONTH TIME!!!
YOU CUT ME OFF BEFORE I COULD FINISH!!!
AND I LET YOU!!
SO SHUT UP!!!!
I'M NOT LETTING YOU CUT ME OFF ANYMORE!!!
SO I CAN LISTEN TO YOU AND TRY TO FIX IT.
WITHOUT YOU LISTENING TO EVERYTHING I HAVE TO SAY FIRST!!!
GODDAMN!!!

2013-02-03 07:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know what i did i dont wanna hear how sad yiu are after that

2013-02-03 07:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now.
EXACTLY!!!

2013-02-03 07:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did you read what thw fuck you just said!!!

2013-02-03 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST FUCKING STUPID!!!
"I DON'T WANNA HEAR-" WELL BITCH, YOU'RE NOT LISTENING THEN.
AND YOU WANNA LIE AND TELL ME YOU LISTEN.
IF YOU DID, YOU'D SHUT THE FUCK UP.
AND LET ME FINISH.
YES!!!!

2013-02-03 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
CASUE I CAN TELL YOU WHAT I GOT FROM THAT

2013-02-03 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE UNLIKE YOU.
I SIT AND I LISTEN TO EVERY FUCKING THING!!!!
AND WAIT!!!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!

2013-02-03 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
NO YOURE FUCKING STUPID AND NOW YOU HAVE TO SUFFER

2013-02-03 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!
JUST SHUT UP AND QUIT TALKING!!!!
FUCK!!!
YOU ALWAYS WANNA TALK WHEN I DON'T WANT YOU TO TALK!!!
BUT DON'T WANNA TALK WHEN I WANT YOU TO TALK!!!
AND YOU THINK THAT FUCKING GETS SHIT DONE!!!
Now.
As I was saying...

2013-02-03 07:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
JUTLIKE A FUCKING MAN WHO WANT HIS CAKE ANDFUDGE TOO
GREEDY SELFISH
HYPOCRITICAL
S

2013-02-03 07:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Look, you're the one complaining about how damn hurt you are, but won't let me finish talking so we can actually get this shit settled.
I'm trying to tell you WHY.
But, as USUAL...
You only care about what I SAID...
And not the REASON behind it.
Or even what the REST of what it IS.
Alright...
So, my problem is that I'm a fish out of water. I need to have balance in my life, and if something becomes unbalance, I try to balance it out.
Naturally, you and my friends are part of my life, and I try to figure out a way to balance you both.
I feel like you don't want me to see my friends at all, so that makes it out of balance. I've been trying to figure out this constant struggle of balance, only to fail every time.
Why? Because no matter how much time I spend with either side, I always want to be with the other after a while, too.
So, yes, I do want to be with you, as I have previously stated.

2013-02-03 07:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But before I didn't think you were treating me as a friend.
I do the things you like to do, and I need to do the things I like to do, too.
Why do you think I always ask you to do things with me?
Vescrutia is something I really enjoy. I do want you to participate.
No, you don't HAVE to, but at least allow me time to do that as well.
Playing video games is something I enjoy.
If I don't have a friend to play with, then please, be my friend and play with me.
I like to watch certain anime.
It doesn't matter if you don't like them, please, watch them with me.
I watch all of your anime with you.
Just because I enjoy watching anime with you.
It doesn't matter to me what we watch most times.
And yes, there are times where I'll fall asleep.
But at least I'm doing it with you.
But I need you to do the same for me.
Because in these trying times, I need a friend, too. You're a wonderful lover, and always have been, but we really act like friends when we're out.
Or when we haven't seen each other for a long time.

2013-02-03 07:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I like doing everything with you.
I thought you knew that.
You just don't like doing all the stuff I like to do, too.
We never watch any movies I want to watch.
So I just let you pick the movies.
But the movies I want to see?
No, you already saw them.
Or no, you won't like it.

2013-02-03 07:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
THTS A LIE YOU CHOSE MOST OF THE MOVIE I RARELY KNOW WHAT I WANT WATCH

2013-02-03 07:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
So you're telling me I should just pick?

2013-02-03 07:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
THE ONLY ANIME YOUVE WATCH THAT YOU DIDNT WANT TO WATCH WAS WALLFLOWER I WATCH EVERYTHING ELSE ON MY OWN

2013-02-03 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But didn't I watch it with you?
Do you know why I did it?

2013-02-03 07:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
IM TELLING YOU YOU PICK 75 PERCENT OF THE TIME

2013-02-03 07:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only DON'T pick...
Because when I PICK something..
5 minutes in, you say "I'm bored."
Or.
"I don't like it."
So I just give up.

2013-02-03 07:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
WE ENJOY ALL THE MOVIES

2013-02-03 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know we enjoy them.
I told you that I always enjoy what we do together.

2013-02-03 07:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
PLUS EVERYTHING I WATCH IS GOOD
WE EVEN TOOK TURNS PIUCKING

2013-02-03 07:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But there are certain things that I watch with my homies that you won't watch with me.
Or do with them that you won't do.
And so it makes me sad.
Because I need friends, too.
Just like you.

2013-02-03 07:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so dont lie like that

2013-02-03 07:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I was trying really hard to be a good friend.
And I thought I was.
Like, for example... I smoke with my friends. You won't do that with me.

2013-02-03 07:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everyting we watch was mutual aexceot wall flower

2013-02-03 07:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I didn't like that baseball anime.
I didn't like the style of um...
Count of Monte Cristo.
I don't like the drawing style of Rose Garden.
And I hate watching anime in English.
But I still did it.
Because thngs like that don't matter to me.

2013-02-03 07:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz i dont smoke

2013-02-03 07:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
As long as I'm doing them with you.
They matter to me only when I'm by myself.
You used to.
And you don't want to have ffun with me and do it again.
I really liked when we did it.
But you don't care.
So, I was fine with it.
I'd just do it with my friends.
But that's why I asked you to just do it on my birthday.

2013-02-03 07:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt watch the count of monte cristo

2013-02-03 07:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I sat there and watched it with you until I fell asleep.

2013-02-03 07:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were sleep during the baseball anime

2013-02-03 07:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I listened to you talk about it.
Yeah, I fall asleep on that stuff.
But I still tried.

2013-02-03 07:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i listened to you

2013-02-03 07:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I try to watch the stuff you wanna watch.
And then I listen to you talk about it when I miss it.

2013-02-03 07:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i watch the stuff wanted to watch

2013-02-03 07:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like what?

2013-02-03 07:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i watch csannon the steve martin movies that brat pitt movie joy luck club tht vampire anime that one with thethugs kid
you choose most of the stuff we watch
n we turns choosing the movies

2013-02-03 07:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but you don't like the ones I ick.
So I stop picking.
Because you just complain about how you don't like them.

2013-02-03 07:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you act like i wasnt your friend but i wwas pregnant n couldnt be around that shit yoiu made your choice

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... ARound what shit?

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
STOP FUCVKING LYING TO ME!!!

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The movies?
I'M NOT.

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
IMA BREAK A FUCKJING WALL

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
HOW CAN I LIE ABOUT WHAT I FEELM STUPUID!?
SHUT THE FUCK UP.

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we always joked about the moviess you chose

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DAMN, HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!?
I thought you didn't like them!!

2013-02-03 07:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you fell asleep on some of your mnovies

2013-02-03 07:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like which one?

2013-02-03 07:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate you youre pissing me off more n more how easily you forgot i was your friend i tried i wanna cry but dnt want trinity toi see me cry. i couldnt hang with you

2013-02-03 07:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you wouldn't play Final Fantasy...
Cuz you get bored with everything...
So fast...
You wouldn't watch me play Skyrim...
And you wouldn't play my robot game with me...
And you wouldn't play fighting games with me...
Because you had a short attention span for whatever you didn't wanna do.
And then you'd just bother me and distract me until i stopped...
So I always waited for you to go to sleep to do those things.
You don't remember that?!
It's how I adjust!
If you wanted time, I gave it to you!!
You just never paid attention!!
No matter what I wanted to do!!
You'd just bother me until I just did what you wanted!!!
And I didn't mind, because I knew I could just do all that other stuff by myself!!!
But I realize what I wanted wasn't to play the games...
But to play them with YOU there!
And you just woouldn't let it happen!
What, did I just want to play them too much!?
Was that it!?
We watched anime, cartoons AND movies almost every day!
And I didn't mind!
But I ALSO wanted to play games!!
And be on Vescrutia, too!
And you thought that just because I wanted to do them when I was with you it meant I didn't want to pay attention to you!!

2013-02-03 07:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But just like you wanted me to just lay with you and just be there, I wanted the SAME thing from you, just in a different way!
Hell, I LIKE to talk when I play video games sometimes, didn't you know?
I LIKE to be with you when I do all that stuff!
Sometimes I pay more attention when I'm NOT looking at you than when I am!
I like talking during movies! I like talking during anime! At least, during certain parts!
And you don't like me even doing that!
And I just wanted you to talk with me sometimes...
Didn't you know?
I just... I love you...
So I thought that would come naturallly...
I just don't get why this is so difficult...

2013-02-03 08:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hell, sometimes, I just want to watch YOU play a video game, too...
Because I don't mind... I just want you to exerience it, too... Ya know?
Hell, I thought I was nice... I thought I was a good boyfriend... I thought I was a good everything...
Was I just wrong about it all...?
Is it so much to ask to get what I want without anyone getting upset about it...?
It's not like I don't want the same things that you want...
It's just in a different way sometimes...
I feel like unless I'm doing everything for everyone else... I'm just doing everything wrong...
Because I can't do anything for myself without making someone else unhappy...
Hell, even getting you made someone else unhappy...
I just don't get why it's so difficult for me...
I try not to be selfish, but the moment I am, it's just like all hell breaks loose and no one wants to do anything for me...
Is what I want just too much to ask for...? For everyone...?

2013-02-03 08:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I feel like I live me like doing everything for everyone else...
And I don't mind not getting anything for it...
But when I ask...?
Or when I want to do it...?
It's just a problem...
At every turn...
If I want a lover, I can't have friends...
If I want friends, I can't have a lover...
If I want a family, I can't have fun...
If I want to smoke, I can't be with you...

2013-02-03 08:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thing is you could of had all of thgat if you chose to be with me and not them. I was pregnant. before that i did everything with yoiu n you couldnt wait then i had to tke care of trinity alone. you had a choice be with me and help with trinty try to work out our problems n be friends or have fun with your friends. you choice them so it was no longer us three n you wereno longer my friend because a friend wouldnt leave a friend alone to stress with their responsibilities too.

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
all you ahd to do was make me feel loke i was your friend again or family n you could of had everything

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
I TRIED TO.
But when I did, you bitched at me about how I wasn't there.

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no yoyu left me

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So it pushed me away.
I told you to stop doing it.
But you told me you didn't do it.

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you left you left you left

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like you always do.
And then you did it again.

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i resented you for it

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like you always do.

2013-02-03 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even when i wasnt bitchoing

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And told me you didn't do it.

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it turned into bitching because you made it so difficult

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why would you resent me for going to see my friends?
Damn, CJ lived down the street.

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you left me alone
for better or worse

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And sometimes, I was just tired of making the walk back and forth.

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
were not married

2013-02-03 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I get tired, too.
Then you bitched at me for being tired.
But I had to WALK everywhere.
You bitch at me for sleeping.

2013-02-03 08:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
becasuse you spenta ll night with them and i never got you

2013-02-03 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What are you talking about!?
I spend nights with them so I COULD see you!
It was why I stayed in Hyde Park!!

2013-02-03 08:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is taking the same amount of buses you tring to send time with me

2013-02-03 08:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just figured I might as well have fun, too!

2013-02-03 08:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just forget it..

2013-02-03 08:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I figured out that me having fun wasn't going to happen!
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I'M JUST GOING TO PUNCH YOU IN YOUR FUCKING STOMACH.
BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU'RE PREGNANT.
YOU JUST DON'T LISTEN TO A GODDAMN THING.

2013-02-03 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its not pregnancy hormones

2013-02-03 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU JUST BITCH.
AND BITCH.
AND BITCH.
AND BITCH SOME MORE!!!

2013-02-03 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i just.... dont care anymore

2013-02-03 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH!!!!

2013-02-03 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre theone bitching

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE SAYING DUMB ASS SHIT.
"JUST FORGET IT"
"I DON'T CARE ANYMORE"

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you are saying dumb shit

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE YOU ALWAYS USED TO DO.
AND IT ALWAYS USED TO PISS ME OFF.
AND I ALWAYS TOLD YOU NOT TO DO IT.
AND YOU ALWAYS DID IT.

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would i youre not listening

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND THEN WHEN I DO FORGET IT.

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n you dont care
i dont matter

2013-02-03 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT HAPPENS MONTHS LATER!?
BITCH, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT DOESN'T FUCKING CARE.
I JUST SPEND HOURS TELLING YOU HOW YOU MATTER.
AND YOU STILL CAN'T SEE.
BECAUSE I'M NOT TELLING YOU.

2013-02-03 08:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you sdintt
you jsut justify
what you did

2013-02-03 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
"I was completely wrong and you are completely right."
NO.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT.
I'M ONLY JUSTIFYING IT.
SO YOU
LL KNOW.
HOW I FUCKING GFELT.
OR WHAT I WAS THINKING.
BECAUSE SHIT LIKE THAT.
IS IMORTANT.
FOR UNDERSTANDING.
I ALWAYS TELL YOU.
I DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING RIGHT.
I CARE ABOUT YOU UNDERSTANDING.
AND YOU JUST DON'T.
BECAUSE YOU STILL THINK.
I'M TRYING TO BE RIGHT.

2013-02-03 08:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you need to know that i do know and makes me feel like you just want fgonna try
n you choose them cause its the easiest

2013-02-03 08:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO!!!
THAT IS NOT WHAT IT IS!!!!
STOP TELLING ME THAT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!
STOP TELLING ME WHAT I DO!!!
BECAUSE I TELL YOU WHAT I DO!!!!!

2013-02-03 08:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ITS WHAT I FUCKING FEEL
N WHAT I FUCKING SEEE
SO SHUT THE FUCCCK UOPO

2013-02-03 08:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I TELL YOU MY REASONING FOR IT!!!!
AND YOU'D BETTER FUCKING ACCEPT IT!!!!
BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT...
IT'S THE ABSOLUTE.
FUCKING. TRUTH.
DOESN'T MATTER.
BECASUE I'M THE ONE.
WHO DOES IT.
AND THINKS IT.
RIGHT!?
SO DAMN WHAT YOU THINK AND FEEL. CUZ IT'S JUST LIES TO CLOUD YOUR OWN HEAD.
SO YOU CAN'T LISTEN TO WHAT THE FUCK I'M TELLING YOU!!!
ABOUT ME!!!
WHY DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BETTER THAN I DO, HM!?
WHEN I'M THE ONE WHO IS TELLING YOU WHAT THE FUCK IT IS!?

2013-02-03 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
WELL YOU SEE IT DOESNT CHANGE THAT YOU DONT MAKESINCE IF YOU CAN TAKE THE 15 YOURHOUSE WHY NOT REST THERE?

2013-02-03 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DON'T HAVE TO AGREE WITH IT.
YOU'RE JUST GETTING UPSET.
BECAUSE YOU DON'T AGREE.
AND THEN WANNA TELL ME.
THAT WHAT IS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH ABOUT ME.
IS WRONG!?

2013-02-03 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ANSWER MY QUESTION!!!

2013-02-03 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T CHOOSE TO GO SEE MY FRIENDS BECAUSE IT'S EASIER.
I CHOOSE TO SEE THEM.
BECAUSE I FUCKING LIKE THEM!!!!!
I CHOOSE TO SEE YOU.
BECCAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!
AND I DON'T FUCKING GET.
WHY THAT IS SO HARD FOR YOU TO GET!!!!
SO HARD FOR YOU TO SEE, WITH THOSE BIG ASS FUCKING EYES!!!!

2013-02-03 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youu dont chooase me til tired of them

2013-02-03 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I don't choose them until I'm tired of you.
First.

2013-02-03 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nope because youve ben fore 2 years

2013-02-03 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up.
Like...

2013-02-03 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i needed you n failed me

2013-02-03 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're just mad cuz you drove me away with your bitching.
and when you wanted me back, I wouldn't come.
Cuz you bitched me away.
But I always come back.
No matter how much you bitch.
Or how much you put me through.
And you tell me I'm not by your side.

2013-02-03 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im made because i deal with yoiur shit everydsy n you cant even handle me \

2013-02-03 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, if I've been here this long...
I don't see how I'm not.

2013-02-03 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
or stay by my suide
you never could

2013-02-03 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, am I still here with your goofy ass now?
And.
For the record.
You can't handle me.
Because you're the one.
That ALWAYS.
ALWAYS.
ALWAYS LEAVES FIRST.
And I'm the one that ALWAYS.
ALWAYS.
ALWAYS waits for you to come back.

2013-02-03 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dnt care you spend time with them n dnt complain aabout waiting


2013-02-03 08:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So we can finish.

2013-02-03 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never leaveoop
i want too but i dnt

2013-02-03 08:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The biggest lie.
YOU left me.
YOU leave me alone.
YOU say goodbye first.

2013-02-03 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when?

2013-02-03 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU make the effort to go.
YOU DIDI T JUST FUCKING TODAY.
OR DID YOUR SELECTIVE MEMORY MAKE YOU FORGET!?
AGAIN!?
OR WAS IT YOUR SUPER SHORT ATTENTION SPAN!?

2013-02-03 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wen i said imove with you n you didnt help thart happen

2013-02-03 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because It COULDN'T HAPPEN.
By the time you said you'd move with me...
There wasn't enough money, ONE.
I couldn't find a job, TWO.

2013-02-03 08:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then you shouldfd
of came over more'

2013-02-03 08:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I TRIED.

2013-02-03 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i dont care that you have to wait now

2013-02-03 08:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPENED!?
YOU BITCHED.
ABOUT ME BEING TIRED.
AND NOT STAYING FOR THE HOUR OR TWO THAT I COULD.
AND YOU KNOW WHO WOULDN'T TALK TO HER GRANDFATHER?!
HMMMMMMM?

2013-02-03 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt tried because you were tired n stayed up all night not thinking about how important it meant to med

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, SHUT THE FUCK UP.

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
weekends

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EVEN THE DAYS WHERE I DIDN'T.

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nope

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I WOULD BE TIRED.
BECAUSE OF THAT LONG ASS DUMB ASS BUS RIDE.

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you werent

2013-02-03 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TO THE MIDDLE OF THE GHETTO.
ONLY SO I COULD STAY FROM 4:30.
TO, WHAT, 6:30?
MAYBE 7?

2013-02-03 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you could of came on weekends

2013-02-03 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OH, SO YOUR ENTIREEE FUCKING FAMILY CAN SUFFOCATE ME TO DEATH?
OR SO YOU CAN SAY"I'm busy this weekend."

2013-02-03 08:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no t o be with me n trinity

2013-02-03 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YEAH, WELL, LOTS OF PEOPLE MAKE ME TIRED, TOO.
ICAN'T FUCKING STAND THEM!!!!

2013-02-03 08:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you want me to hang with your fdunky adss friend n live wityh your family

2013-02-03 08:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT THEY WOULDN'T BE ALL UP IN YOUR GODDAMN GRILL ABOUT EVERY FUCKING THING ALL THE DAMN TIME.
HELL, DO YOU KNOW WHY I DON'T SEE MY FAMILY!?

2013-02-03 08:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
they werent in yours!]

2013-02-03 08:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
FOR THE SAME EXACT FUCKING REASON!!!!
BUT AT LEAST THEY KNOW.

2013-02-03 08:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n they just gewt high bedirty

2013-02-03 08:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO THEM.
DON'T WANT THEM TO BE IN MY DAMN BUSINESS.
AND DON'T WANT THEM TO BE LOUD, GHETTO AND ALL AROUND ALL THE GODDAMN TIME.
THEY CAN RESECT MY SPACE.

2013-02-03 08:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
talk abiout vescruitia n other bullshit i dnt give fucks about thety give me headachs hearing their loud egos or

2013-02-03 08:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NOT CONSTANTLY ASK ME TO DO SHIT.

2013-02-03 08:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nko egos

2013-02-03 08:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I hate that shit, too.
That's why everyon decided to stop having so many people over at once.
OAnd learned to talk about other shit.
And now, we listen to music. Talk about other things.
Still play video games and talk about Ves.
But there are also girls there. Who don't do any of that.

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well whatever the moral of the story is either wait like i disd for you n stop bitchingor kill thy self

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So you want me to die?
Fine.
If that's the way it's gonna be.

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i said or

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im giving you a choice

2013-02-03 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THE FACT THAT IT'S EVEN AN OPTION.
MEANS THAT YOU WANT IT TO HAPPEN.

2013-02-03 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tthts what you want to leave so im lie do what you want
youve been doing it all along

2013-02-03 08:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I ONLY WANT TO DIE BECAUSE YOUR ASS DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING-- AUGHSUGHSDYUHG
I NEVER GET TO DO WHAT I WANT.
BECAUSE YOU 'RE ALWAYS FUCKING IT UP.
BY BEING A BITCH!!!
EVEN WHEN I GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT!!!
AT THE END OF THE GODDAMN DAY.
YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME.
YOU JUST GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MAKING ME MISERABLE!!!

2013-02-03 08:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
olk

2013-02-03 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT'S WHY YOU'RE DOING THIS.
THAT'S WHY YOU'RE MAKING THIS DIFFICULT.

2013-02-03 08:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-02-03 08:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I WAS READY TO GIVE UP ALL OF IT FOR YOU.
AND NOW...
YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING WANT IT.

2013-02-03 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ho wer e you?

2013-02-03 08:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO WHAT THE FUCK!?
CJ'S COMING BACK FRIDAY.
DJ'S COMING BACK NEXT WEEK.

2013-02-03 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre tirwed of them n wen we move together
youll be tired of me n if wre moved far aay
youll just leave

2013-02-03 08:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT AM I SITTING HERE GOING "Heh heh, I'll just go hang with them, fuck Tatiaun~!"
I'm not tired of THEM.
I'm tired of the fucking WEATHER. WHICH HINDERS ME FROM BEING WITH THEM.
I'M TIRED OF TRAVELING FOR THEM.
I'M TIRED OF DOING EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE.
AND NO ONE GIVING ME ANYTHING IN RETURN.
WHEN I ASK.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH LOVE I GIVE.
THE MOMENT I WANT SOMETHING.
IT'S A WHOOOOLE DIFFERENT STORY.
ESECIALYL FROM YOU.

2013-02-03 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gave you what you i gave you space n i waited for you

2013-02-03 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
MOTHER FUCKER.

2013-02-03 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
now you just have to wait for me

2013-02-03 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN THAT WASN'T FUCKING WAITING FOR ME.
THAT WAS JUST WAITING UNTIL YOU GOT TIRED.
SO YOU DECIDED TO MAKE ME WAIT TO SITE ME.

2013-02-03 08:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
boy if i wanted to get you i could malke life way worse thanthis

2013-02-03 08:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T FUCKING CARE, YOU BITCH.

2013-02-03 08:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you just refuse to consider my reasons

2013-02-03 08:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
CUZ YOUR REASONS ARE JUST HURTING EVERY FUCKING BODY.
AND YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
BECAUSE YOU'RE DOING THIS FOR YOU.
AND NOT ANY FUCKING BODY ELSE.
YOU'RE A SELFISH BRAT.

2013-02-03 08:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im noyedxdgujnr=iy-hjh6uje54hgy7hj\rd\yrx
fuck it...

2013-02-03 08:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHO ONLY THINKS ABOUT HERSELF.
You're gonna leave?
Told yo.
You always leave first.

2013-02-03 08:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im selfish because i just wnted these 5 months but youre not not?
im tried of these double standards.....

2013-02-03 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU DUMBASS.
YOU'RE SELFISH BECAUSE YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT.
AND THEN ACT LIKE YOU DON'T.
SO YOU CAN JUST GET MORE OF IT.

2013-02-03 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I DONT

2013-02-03 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND THEN GET PISSED WHEN I GET WHAT I WANT.

2013-02-03 08:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wanted you but you left

2013-02-03 08:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND THEN MAKE ME UPSET.

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want you to

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wait you just make me feel about it

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU WANTED ME.
ALL FOR YOURSELF.
THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTED.

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wanted me and trinity toi be the most iportant people in your life

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU TWO ARE.
THE MOST FUCKING IMPORTANT PEOPLE.

2013-02-03 08:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just like you want you n her to be the ost improtan

2013-02-03 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHY DO YOU THINK I'M EVVEN ARGUING ABOUT THIS IN THE FIRST PLAE!?

2013-02-03 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
WLL YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE THE LEAS IMPORTANT

2013-02-03 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
HOW!?
I GOT THIS UPSET.
BECAUSE YOU HURT YOUSEFL!!!

2013-02-03 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you werent there

2013-02-03 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Just because I'm not there doesn't mean I don't want to be.
Sometimes... I just can't.
You have the opportunity to be.

2013-02-03 08:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not talking about now

2013-02-03 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you're just purposefully throwing it away.
Well, when I was there, it wasn't enough for you.
I remember a time where I came every week.
But then.
You started bitching.
You always want more.

2013-02-03 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didnt tymon

2013-02-03 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And can never be satisfied with what you have.
You wanted me to come EVERY DAY.
And ONCE A WEEK was already HARD ENOUGH.
But you COMPLAINED.
When I WAS there.

2013-02-03 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i only got angry when you came tired

2013-02-03 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
About what I WASn'T doing right.
BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS TIRED.
I STILL AM ALWAYS TIRED.
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ALWAYS TIRED.

2013-02-03 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were the one upset i stayed there n not with you n after tyhat you chose notto come i troed to stay positive

2013-02-03 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE MY TIREDNESS IS DIRECTLY EFFECTED.
BY WHOMEVER I'M WITH.
AT THE TIME.
AND WHAT I'M DOING.
ATH THE TIME.
WHICH IS WHY I CAN SLEEP ALL DAY WHEN I'M WITH YOU.
CUZ I'M ALWAYS FUCKING TIRED.
BECAUSE IT'S TIRESOME BEING WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
CONSTANTLY DRAINING.
CONSTANTLY TAXING.
CONSTANTLY TIRESOME.
AND I WAS AWARE F THIS FROM THE BEGINNING.
DO YOU KNOW WHY I'M SO FUCKING TIRD!?

2013-02-03 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n its the same with someone like you

2013-02-03 08:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE I GIVE YOU ALLLLLLL OF THE ENERGY I HAVE.
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
EVEN NOW, I'M TIRED OUT OF MY WITS.
IT'S HARD TO KEEP MY EYES OPEN.
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO MOVE.
I'M TIRED OF STARING AT THIS DAMN SCREEN.
I'M TIRED OF YELLING AT TYOU.
I'M TIRED OF ARGUING WITH YOU.
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I'M SICK.
AND I'VE BEEBN IN THE SAME POSITION FOR HOURSE.

2013-02-03 08:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going trinity is upset

2013-02-03 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But.
I continue to do it.
Because I'll give you all of my energy.
Until my very last breath.
Goodnight.
I love you.
Give my baby a kiss.
*muah*

2013-02-03 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
night

2013-02-03 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you have a good night, too.
Get some rest, okay baby
?

2013-02-03 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my insides hurt n she upset sobye i love you too...

2013-02-03 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Feel better...
I'll rub your belly next time I see you...
And give your tummy all the kisses...
Muahmuahmuah.

2013-02-03 08:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ill be fine...

2013-02-03 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you're still up later, we can talk.
I'll stay u...
Even though I'm just so damn tired...
I love you two... sweet dreams...

2013-02-03 09:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And thank you for buying me those cookies... I still have them... And every time I eat one, I think of how sweet you are for everything you do. Muah. You're special to me, my one and only. <3
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:23 am

2013 (Feb. 4-9)

2013-02-04 07:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, Sherry's birthday is Saturday. Do you want to go to the movies with us to celebrate?

2013-02-04 03:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, I want you to see one of my Nana's plays with me.
Also, I've figured out how to be patient, so thank you for being patient with me all this time.

2013-02-05 09:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also. I want you to join the Dark Side group for me. If for no one else, just for me.

2013-02-05 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also. I've figured out how to make money and do what I like. Also. When we live together, I want you to be the one that goes out to work and I'll clean the house and stuff. Deal?

2013-02-05 10:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, I found the stories, poems and songs you wrote and gave to me a while back. They're so lovely, they have to be put up in my room. I really wish you would get on Vescrutia, you're so talented with writing, you know we'd make wonderful stories together... That was why I wanted you there in the first place. Plus, we can both get better at the same time. That's also what I wanted, since we both love to write stories. Make songs. Make poetry. Make Music.

2013-02-05 10:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also. I love you. For everything you are. Even the part of you I hate. That's why I never want to leave you. And why I get so upset not being around you.
You are the most beautiful thing to ever exist. Besides me, of course. Hahahah.

2013-02-05 11:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... We can't leave chicago, either...
Not until my grandma dies... I'm sorry...
But we just had such a deep talk that I just can't do it... I keep making you wait, even when I think we're free... If you want to go to Virginia, you can... But I'm going to stay and be here for her... Alright...?

2013-02-06 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also... I've found the song... That is your song...
'Fly Me To The Moon.' Look it up on Youtube. Every time I sing it, I think of only you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9KllS8640k
Nevermind. I did it for you... Because I love you.
Only you... Only youuuuuuuu~!

2013-02-09 02:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I want to get a pet snake. I've wanted one for years.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:27 am

2013 (Feb. 11)

2013-02-11 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You gonna resend them?

2013-02-11 07:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or call?

2013-02-11 07:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the point is I gave up everything n everyone to be with you. I never betrayed you. i only gave time to you n while i was pregnant you beprayed me because you can't handlr me

2013-02-11 07:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n that makes me sad it makes me want to leave it makes me want someone who will treat me right n stop keeping secrets n breaking promises making me feel
worthless n being nice to you will only make me hate you more

2013-02-11 07:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then you should go...
For your sake... Since I want you to be happy...

2013-02-11 07:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2013-02-11 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That what you want to do? You think it is best? Were you waiting for me to leave first...?

2013-02-11 07:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-11 08:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then, why did you say okay?

2013-02-11 08:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because maybe we should...
like just
i dont know

2013-02-11 08:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just want someone better...
Better looking, better at sex, better at everything...
Like Elrick...

2013-02-11 08:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i wanted you to keep your promise.

2013-02-11 08:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then tell me the truth about it. Was he better than me?

2013-02-11 08:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i broke up with elruck because he was a terrible boyfriend

2013-02-11 08:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's not what I'm talking about. Physically appealing.

2013-02-11 08:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if he was better id b with him not you

2013-02-11 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I can't help but think you lied about it, because of the way you talked about him before.
And you only say it to make me feel better.
But not because that is what actually is.

2013-02-11 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-11 08:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think you thought he looked better and was better at sex and making you happy and loving you and doing everything you liked.
And you just won't say it is true, because why else would you talk about him like that if I was already the best for you?
You wouldn't give me any compliments.
Say I was sexy.
Tell me my sex was good.
But you'd just brag, brag, brag about him.
So he must have been better than me in regards like that..
Wasn't he? And tell me the truth of the matter!
No matter what it may be!
Because all I want is the truth!

2013-02-11 08:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if he was all that i wouldn't n i dont talk about him ever

2013-02-11 08:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You used to at the beginning of our relationship!
Just answer my questions or it'll never leave my head!

2013-02-11 08:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you talked about justus

2013-02-11 08:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you kept talking about how much better than me he was.
Now answer me.
Answer my questions.

2013-02-11 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
N I told you no!

2013-02-11 08:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No to any of it?
Or just one part?
Well, no to all of it.
Or just one part?

2013-02-11 08:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not that i need to explain anything to you.

2013-02-11 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...

2013-02-11 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
aall

2013-02-11 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You won't explain it because it's true.
He WAS better than me in all regards.
And you just don't wanna tell me.
THAT'S why you don't explain anything to me.

2013-02-11 08:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no he wasn't

2013-02-11 08:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Otherwise, there would be no problem explaining anything to me!!
Then why did you say he was all the time?

2013-02-11 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
none ever did that

2013-02-11 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you did!
All the time!
But never said anything about me!

2013-02-11 08:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i didn't

2013-02-11 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or even attempted!
Because you thought he was better...

2013-02-11 08:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i even told you you were better
......

2013-02-11 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Then there must have been someone else...
Someone else was better than me...?
Otherwise, I wouldn't feel this way!
So, who was it? In what regard? Love? Attractiveness? Sex? Emotions?
Who was it?
Antonio? Was he better at love?

2013-02-11 08:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no... I'm tired of this.

2013-02-11 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, you do this every time!
You just won't answer me because everyone is better than me!
And you leave without answering so you don't have to!
Run away from my questions so they'll stay in my head forever!
And destroy our relationship!
I JUST WANT YOU TO ANSWER ME SO WE CAN BE HAPPY!!!

2013-02-11 08:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you only flip the script when i tell you how i feel

2013-02-11 08:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHY WON'T YOU JUST ANSWER ME!?
I just need you to do this so I can get better...
Just tell me the truth!!
Was it Sa'Von? Was his sex better?
Or maybe someone else?
CJ? You did always imagine doing things with him!!
Or maybe even Chris?
Who was it?!

2013-02-11 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
We CAN'T BE HAPPY YOU BROKE MY HEART!!! theres been noone i put before you or cared over you

2013-02-11 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It's not about the emotions... I won't be satisfied until I know the physical side, too...
THAT is what I am upset about and it affect my emotions!!
That's why I NEED to know the truth!

2013-02-11 08:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
....all i wanted was you why dnt you see that

2013-02-11 08:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So it can stop affecting me!
That's all I want...
... Because I don't think I'm the best thing...
Because I feel like there's someone better...
There MUST be...
Right...?
So who was it?
They got special treatment from you...
They got your praise...
You talked about how good they were, how good they looked, or how good you had sex...
So, they ALL must be better than me!!
Right?

2013-02-11 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of explaining myself. when im the only who stayed true.... im the one who always get questioned i can't do this anymore....

2013-02-11 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There's no way I can be the best...
I'M NOT QUESTIONING YOU BECAUSE OF YOU, DAMMIT.
I'M QUESTIONING YOU BECAUSE OF ME.
BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN SEE THAT.
I NEED YOU TO DO THIS FOR ME.
BECAUSE YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOU.
AND HOW I'M ASKING YOU. BUT THIS IS FOR ME.
OR ELSE IT'LL KILL ME!!!

2013-02-11 08:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you only care about you!

2013-02-11 08:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No...
I'm talking PHYSICAL.
Quit AVOIDING MY QUESTIONS!
Who was it?! That was better than me?!

2013-02-11 08:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Noone
....

2013-02-11 08:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How can I believe that if you talked about them so much!?

2013-02-11 08:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't!

2013-02-11 08:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well you talked about me much, much less...
So I must not be important...
I must not be special, like they were...
I must not be the best...
They must be more attractive....

2013-02-11 08:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-02-11 08:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
They must be better in bed...
Just..
Tell me why I am the best, then...?
Better than... Everyone...?
And tell me... The truth?

2013-02-11 08:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going i can't take this anymore....

2013-02-11 08:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU STILL WON'T DO IT.
I JUST WANT TO CRY!
BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO DO THIS ALL OVER AGAIN!!
BECAUSE YOU JUST DON'T SAY IT!!
AND I HATE DOING THIS AGAIN!!!
YOU'D RATHER LEAVE ME THAN TELL ME THE TRUTH!! ANSWER A QUESTION!!
LET AN ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP DIE OVER NOT ANSWERING ME OVER SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE SO SIMPLE OF AN ANSWER!!
SO THE ONLY REASON YOU AREN'T ANSWERING.
MUST BE BECAUSE, YOU'RE EITHER LYING.
OR JUST NOT TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
I just want answers...

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to tell you because it'll just make me feel worse

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why would it make YOU feel worse?

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nor that you care

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hell, it makes ME feel worse!
To even think about this!

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yay never care

2013-02-11 08:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For 2 WHOLE YEARS.
... I do care...
But I've been trying to figure out these answers for 2 years...
I just want to put an end to this turmoil in my head...
Even if it means blowing out my brains...
So I can't think anymore...
I don't want to do this... You act like I do...
... I just want answers... Why is that so hard for you...?

2013-02-11 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i give yay everything n still needs explanations over n over again i tell you just so you can forget n you want me to think of what i Wat to forget

2013-02-11 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You want to forget why they're better than me...

2013-02-11 08:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to think of sex

2013-02-11 08:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you never have to tell me...
And it never has to come up...
But until I know, it'll always be in my head... Waiting to come back up...
No matter how many years...

2013-02-11 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wwith you or kisses with you

2013-02-11 08:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why not...?

2013-02-11 08:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you how i felt because

2013-02-11 08:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU WANTED TO THINK ABOUT IT WITH THEM!!!
But never... want to do it with me...
Why do they get more of your love...? More of your attention...?
If they were so much worse than me...?
No, they must have been better physically...
Sexually...
Emotionally...
They had to, for you to not talk about me...

2013-02-11 08:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i wanted to try to get over ire but as usual you make it about you so fine ill tell you but im not gonna talk to you for a while afterwards

2013-02-11 08:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's fine...
I'll suffer for something I know the reason of...
Than suffer for something I have to wonder about that may or may not be true...
I want to know why I am being punished... Rather than wonder what it is...
Because I'll kill myself if I don't figure it out... I just want to do it correctly the next time, so I wanna know what I did wrong... What's the best way and why... Who is better so I can be the best...
Yes, I'll be beyond sad that you won't talk to me, heartbroken to know that you'll be nice to others and not to me, as usual...
... And I'll try my hardest not to go talk to some pretty girl who will be nice to me to make up for all the lack of niceness you show me...
I want to know why I am the best in all regards...
So that I don't ever feel so terrible...
That I'd want to find someone else to tell me...
Just because I cannot bear being with you if I'm not the best...

2013-02-11 08:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I only want what is best at all times... Even if it is me. And if I am not the best, then I will sacrifice my own life to ensure you get the person who is best...
Because you just haven't made me BELIEVE it's ME yet! And I have to BELIEVE it...

2013-02-11 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i loved you most

2013-02-11 08:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, no... Physically...
Clearly, emotions trump physicality...
But I want to know in physical regard...

2013-02-11 08:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that's what made it best

2013-02-11 08:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No! I want to know, without the emotions...
What was it physically!?
Who!?
Who is the best?! I MUST know so I can be the best, too!

2013-02-11 08:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it has to be emotionally my body works that way i feel yourlove or passion for it to be good

2013-02-11 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I MUST be the best for you-- But, the others were PHYSICALLY better!!!
Thus, I am not good enough!

2013-02-11 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-11 08:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Otherwise, you would talk about it!
Well, how is that so!?
You talked so highly of them!
You never talk highly of me!
So, they must be better physically, right!?

2013-02-11 08:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never talked about sex with them

2013-02-11 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you did!
Why else would I remember?!
So WHO WAS IT?

2013-02-11 08:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you what I've done but what i liked n this cuz you asked

2013-02-11 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Chris? Elrick? Sa'Von? Antonio?

2013-02-11 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never slept with Chris or Antonio n Saxon was terrible

2013-02-11 08:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then it was ELRICK!
I KNEW it!
You just wouldn't tell me so you could spare my feelings!!

2013-02-11 08:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont remember sex with him

2013-02-11 08:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I KNOW YOU DO!
YOU DON'T REMEMBER SO THAT YOU WON'T REMEMBER HOW GOOD IT WAS!!
MUCH BETTER THAN ME!
AND THAT'S THE TRUTH, ISN'T IT?!

2013-02-11 08:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this dumb

2013-02-11 08:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
YOU WON'T TELL ME!!!
BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE!!!
FINE, IF YOU WON'T TELL ME.

2013-02-11 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
wont it be memorable

2013-02-11 08:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... WHAT. IS. THE. TRUTH!?

2013-02-11 08:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if i loved it

2013-02-11 08:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Not if you forgot on purpose.
To make me feel better.
And you DID do that, didn't you?
Not because I AM better, but to make me FEEL that way.
And that's what makes me FEEL WORSE.
SO TELL ME THE TRUTH.

2013-02-11 08:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon do you honestly think i would spare your feelings aftercthat? i dont remember cause dont that was over2 years aging

2013-02-11 08:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU FORGOT ON PURPOSE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, DIDN'T YOU?

2013-02-11 09:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh...this is stupid...
no!!!

2013-02-11 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... When why didn't you forget about anyone else?

2013-02-11 09:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who Saxon was my worst
i can't think anyone else i slept with

2013-02-11 09:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There were others. I just don't remember their names because you didn't talk about them as much.
... You forgot them, too, then...?

2013-02-11 09:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I dont think about them so i forgot

2013-02-11 09:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But, then my question will never be answersed...
So I have to kill my brain...
To make this insufferable pain...
Stop...
... Because I'll never know...
Perhaps... I should just ask you...
How am I the best...?

2013-02-11 09:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we role played alt

2013-02-11 09:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How come we dn't anymore...?
I always wanted to do that more...

2013-02-11 09:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we never role played
they weren't the best

2013-02-11 09:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHY!?

2013-02-11 09:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but each did something i liked
i remember

2013-02-11 09:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT'S WHAT I LITERALLY ALWAYS WANTED TO DO.
FROM THE START.
That's what made him better than me...?

2013-02-11 09:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
costumes are expensive

2013-02-11 09:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that what made him better?
And FUCK costumes!
If you can TRULY roleplay, then a costume is only a PROP!
Not a NECESSITY!
Is that what made him better?
You say your roleplays weren't good. However...
Did you even ATTEMPT to do any with me!?

2013-02-11 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no he's not better he did something I like.

2013-02-11 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I LIKE TO ROLEPLAY, TOO.
SO WHY IS IT THAT IT NEVER GETS DONE!?
WE HAVE WIGS.

2013-02-11 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that's why i can't remember they blended

2013-02-11 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What blended?

2013-02-11 09:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my memories because they all did something i like.

2013-02-11 09:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO THAT YOU LIKE!?
AND WHY DON'T WE ROLEPLAY!?
I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ROLEPLAY WITH YOU!!!
BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN DO IT BEST!
AND YOU WON'T LET ME SHOW YOU!!!

2013-02-11 09:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never asked.. n you are passionate so you put the best work in

2013-02-11 09:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES!!!
YES, EXACTLY!!!
I DID ASK YOU!
REMEMBER, WE TALKED ABOUT IT?
How you said you wanted to dress me up...
But we never had costumes...

2013-02-11 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ooh well Idk...

2013-02-11 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I figure that didn't matter, though. I love roleplaying...
I was always just waiting for you to ask me...
Give me a scene...
Give me a character...
And I'll do the rest...
And I'll do it... Beautifully...
I'll set the music...
I'll set the stage...
And then... I'LL SET IT OFF!
BUT I THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T LIKE ROLEPLAYING BECAUSE YOU NEVER ASKED.
So I just...
Did what I did...
... I just want to make you happy...

2013-02-11 09:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well i told you i used a long time ago..

2013-02-11 09:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why don't you tell me everything that makes you happy...?
Yeah, but I didn't know you wanted to do it with ME.
I don't know anything of what you think about ME.
Because you praise OTHERS so much.
That I think I'm just the WORST.
And so, I go looking for what will make me feel better. Even if it's just someone else being nice to me.
When all I want is for YOU to want me...
For YOU to think I'm best...
And stop making me feel like the worst...
So...
... For Valentine's day... Tomorrow... As an early V-Day gift... Can we roleplay...?
Please...?
Otherwise... How can I get all of my INTENSE emotions out, other than complete insanity...?!

2013-02-11 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but i only compliment ones who need work like cj i got him to grow facial hair or Marcus i got him to work out more by saying ooo you're so strong

2013-02-11 09:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh...
But I want you to tell me that type of stuff only because it's true...
Not because you want me to improve...

2013-02-11 09:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont have no way out there.... n we have trinity

2013-02-11 09:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I want you to let me know what I can improve, just tell me straight up.
We would be fine, trust me... But, if you have no way out here, then nevermind...
I just...

2013-02-11 09:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you're going crazy again?........

2013-02-11 09:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I go crazy when you don't tell me...
Or when I can't express my emotions...
Rolelay and sex is a great way...
But I know you hate doing that, so I'll just go crazy instead...

2013-02-11 09:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate you going crazy you promised you were fine...

2013-02-11 09:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So... Will you tell me what you like about me? Fully? And what I need improvement on...? Truthfully...?
I am fine.
I was just saying...
It makes me crazy.

2013-02-11 09:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont hate role play i just need time..

2013-02-11 09:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU JUST HATE ME!!!!
That's why I'm so sad...
It was so EASY to just do it with them...
And not ME.
Just...
Will you just tell me...?
I can't even look at you...
Or else I'll burst into tears...
Or my heart will explode...
Because you always take so long, and it just hurts to be with you!!
But I stay because I love you!!!
Even if it kills me to wait!!!
... But, at least take SOME of the unbearable pain off my mind...
What is EVERYTHING you like about me...? I want to know...

2013-02-11 09:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didn't have a kid i stayed in hydepark n over friends house

2013-02-11 09:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What are you talking about...?
You mean, what I'm doing right now...?

2013-02-11 09:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sso yea it was easy i had alt of free time

2013-02-11 09:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, that's fine, I'm spending an eternity with you, but I wish you would still ATTEMPT to make time for me...
You make time for EVERYONE EXCEPT me...
And...
What is EVERYTHING you like about me... Everything...

2013-02-11 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No i dont so stock saying shit this notbtrue i dont go anywhere im away here

2013-02-11 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want to know fully...

2013-02-11 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ssigh i dont know where to start

2013-02-11 09:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Anywhere...
Just start...
Everything...

2013-02-11 09:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i like when you're on top.

2013-02-11 09:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love to dominate. That is why I'd prefer if you pick the scene we roleplay, and let me do the rest... I just want to please you...
What else...?

2013-02-11 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you know how to grind the right speed. you try to be close to me. n keep me warm. i like the different positions we try

2013-02-11 09:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I only want to make you feel the best... I want you to always cum and know I am the best...
I love it when you moan, it lets me know I'm doing it correctly... And when you scratch and bite and pull me tight...
I want to make you happy... So I just want you to tell me what you want...
If I'm not doing something correctly...

2013-02-11 10:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok
i already do that

2013-02-11 10:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, but... It's different...
I also want you to tell me what you like more often...
Just so I'll know what I am doing correctly, if I feel like I'm not...
I always want to get better for you...
So I just want to get better...
Tell me how I can...?
And, is that all that you like...?

2013-02-11 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh alright....
umm i liked when you bite n scratch n finger me while we did it....

2013-02-11 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you find it difficult to say what you like about me...?

2013-02-11 10:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea...

2013-02-11 10:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why...?
That's something I don't like...

2013-02-11 10:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sad i don't want to talk about this

2013-02-11 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I miss you so much...
I just want you to come back...
I just want to feel you again...

2013-02-11 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know...

2013-02-11 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Do you want it, too...?

2013-02-11 10:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know...will it even be special anymore.

2013-02-11 10:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How can you say that to me...?
Do you understand how much that hurts....?
That's the worse thing you can say...
The only reason I do any of anything I do...
Is to make sure that you KNOW you're the most special...
I don't try my best for ANYONE... I don't try this hard for ANYONE...
Not even me...
And yet, you still can't see that I think you're super special...
I spend lots of time looking for songs that remind me of you...
Of us...

2013-02-11 10:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its truth. you took away my favorite thing to do with you why not that. what makes me so special nothing...

2013-02-11 10:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I spend hours trying to make characters perfect on my video games so I can show you..
I spend all my time trying to make you see that I think of you all the time... To prove you're secial...

2013-02-11 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not special
i have no purpose

2013-02-11 10:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
How can I prove to you that you are special...?
You're the only girl I said I'd marry...
The only one I want to stay with...
The only one I want to do everything with...
I do so much...
I figured out how to write music...
Last night...
From my heart...
I taught myself to sing...
From my soul...
So I could do those things with you...
I told your mother I gave my soul to you...
I told your grandma I give my life to you...
My heart...
My love...
All that infinite, unconditional, eternal love...
And yet, you STILL don't see how special you are...
Why!?
WHY IS NOTHING I DO EVER ENOUGH IF I'M THE BEST!?
I even say I'll die...
Sacrifice me...
I love YOU more than I even love ME.
So HOW is it that you cannot see...?
How I destroy myself completely...
Repeatedly...
And you know how much I hate repetition...
How I stay in such turmoil, misery and despair with you...
KNOWING that you're the ONLY one who can make me happy again...
No matter HOW bad it gets...
I will NEVER leave you...
Because I love you.

2013-02-11 10:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just don't understand...
Why you don't understand...
That you are my heart...
You are my soul...
You are always on my mind...
And my body misses you...
My entire being misses you..
And you just won't come back...
Ever...
No matter what...
You won't be with me..
And it makes me sad.
Beyond sad...
Miserable...

2013-02-11 10:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-02-11 10:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE TO BE IS THE BEST THING IN THE OMNIVERSE!!!
YET YOU WILL NOT BE WITH ME!!!
FOR ETERNITY!!!
IN ALL OUTCOMES!!!
IN ALL POSSIBILITIES!!!
IN ALL MULTIVERSES!!!
IN ALL EXISTENCES!!!
You will not be with me...
And, my love has transcended this universe...
But yours...
Doesn't even see past this world...
A single UNIT in the expansive omniverse...
And it is so sad...

2013-02-11 10:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you're not gonna want me my hormones are starting up you're gonna leave n maybe do worse

2013-02-11 10:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
HAVE I LEFT YET!?

2013-02-11 10:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
YES YOU DID!

2013-02-11 10:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHEN!?
I'M STILL HERE.
I'M STILL TALKING TO YOU.
WHEN I LEAVE.
I CUT OFF ALL CONTACT.
I don't care about your hormones...
Even if they piss me off, that just means I need a little space...
Not that we need to break up!
AND I ALWAYS WANT YOU.
REMEMBER THAT.
I ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ABSOLUTELY, ALWAYS WANT YOU.
That's why I'm still with you.
There is NO ONE else I want.
WHY DON'T YOU GET THAT YET!?
NO ONE CAN LIVE UP TO YOU!!!
BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE MY HEART WANTS COMPLETELY!!!
BECAUSE YOU COMPLETE ME!!!
NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR WHAT I DO...
You just...
... Don't care how much I care for and love you...
You can't see it, no matter what...
And that hurts...
So bad...
To the point of utter insanity...
This hurt...

2013-02-11 10:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well you always do things that make me want to leave when you get space. if i constantly lied to you broke promises forthwith other boys kiss them you would feel worse than you do now. im tired of the lies broken promises n heartbreak

2013-02-11 10:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT IS WHY I SAID I'D STOP.
THAT IS WHY I TELL YOU ONLY THE TRUTH NOW.
DIDN'T YOU HEAR ME BEFORE!?
WHAT MORE PROOF DO YOU NEED!?
OTHER THAN THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH!?
FOR ME TO DIE!?
IS THAT THE ONLY WAY TO PROVE IT TO YOU!?

2013-02-11 10:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i just need space...

2013-02-11 10:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
FOR HOW MUCH LONGER!?
I'M THIS CLOSE TO CUTTING MYSELF.
SLICING OFF MY GENITALS.
SO THEY WON'T BOTHER ME ANYMORE.
I NEED BLOOD!!! BLOODSHED!!!
CARNAGE!!!!
EVEN IF IT MUST BE MY OWN!!!
I'LL CUT IT OFF!!!!
I'LL DO IT, I SWEAR!!!
CUT MY BALLS OFF!!! AND MY DICK!!!!
IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT!?
TO KEEP ME SANE!?
TO CUT THEM OFF!?

2013-02-11 10:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
till i stop wanting too slit my wrist
nno

2013-02-11 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL FUCK.
WILL ME CUTTING ME MAKE YOU STOP NOW!?
I'LL DO IT.
SAY THE WORD.
BECAUSE WATCHING YOU SUFFER IS DOUBLE THE PAIN ON ME.
FOR KNOWING THAT I MADE YOU SUFFER.
SO, SHOULD I CUT MYSELF?

2013-02-11 10:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want youth hurt yourself i just need time to forgive you...

2013-02-11 10:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN UNTIL YOU DO, I CAN'T HELP BUT BE INSANE!!!
I MUST MAKE CARNAGE!!!
EVEN IF OF MYSELF!!!

2013-02-11 10:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
for the wounds to heal

2013-02-11 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'LL MAKE WOUNDS ON ME!
EVERY DAY, STARTING FROM VALENTINE'S DAY.
THAT YOU DON'T FORGIVE ME.
I'LL MAKE ONE SLIT ON MY BODY.
TO CREATE WOUNDS, AS WELL.

2013-02-11 10:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no tymon i need you ti be sane

2013-02-11 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TO MATCH YOURS.
... I can't be sane thinking of you not being with me.
That's why I say only you can make me sane...

2013-02-11 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were fine yesterday...

2013-02-11 10:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, because I TALKED TO YOU.
BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE.
WHO KEEPS ME SANE.
WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME.
But...
When you leave...
I JUST WANT TO DIE.
SO I MAKE SURE I DO.
When we can be together, I will be sane.
Otherwise, I will endure this pain.
In whatever way I must.
Because you cause me so much pain.
That there is only one way to express it.

2013-02-11 10:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
my stomach hurts....

2013-02-11 10:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Bloodshed.
So, I'll spill my own blood.
Every day, from Valentine's day on.

2013-02-11 10:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youll bleed to death..

2013-02-11 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES.
BUT I DON'T CARE.
BECAUSE WHAT DOES IT MATTER?!
IF IT ISN'T WITH YOU!?
It's the only way I can wait any longer...
Is to threaten my own life...
It's the only way I can wait...
THIS IS HOW I WAIT.

2013-02-11 10:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you need to stop. cj must be gone.

2013-02-11 10:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.
He is.
How can I stop...?
Without you...?
Oh, Sophia might be in love with me.

2013-02-11 10:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why you say that?

2013-02-11 10:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because she said that when she's with me she feels some sort of energy she can't describe and she wants me to ALWAYS be around her...

2013-02-11 10:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you

2013-02-11 10:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER BECAUSE.
YOU KNOW WHO ISN'T HERE TO BE WITH ME!?
YOU!!!
SO YOU KNOW WHO I HAVE TO SUBSTITUTE UNTIL THEN!?
SOPHIA!!!
AND, JUST LIKE ALL THE REST.
I'LL PROBABLY BREAK HER HEART TOO.
JUST LIKE I BREAK EVERY GIRL'S HEART WHEN I'M WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BE WITH ME AGAIN!!!
BUT I DON'T CARE IF SHE DIES!!!
I'LL SACRIFICE HER LIFE FOR YOU!!!
BLOODSHED!?

2013-02-11 11:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then fucking go ahead

2013-02-11 11:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But what will that solve...?
You won't be with me...
So I'll just kill...
For no reason...
I want to kill...
For a purpose...

2013-02-11 11:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then dont kill at all

2013-02-11 11:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then what am I supposed to do...?
If I want to be with you...?
I... can't hurt myself to show you how I'm hurt...
I can't hurt others to show how I'm hurt...

2013-02-11 11:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
be patient like you said

2013-02-11 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I try...
But being patient hurts...
So...

2013-02-11 11:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know...

2013-02-11 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have to be patient about my pain, too...
And hurt myself...
Until you are ready...
Or until I'm dead...
Whichever is first.

2013-02-11 11:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you're not going too

2013-02-11 11:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Not going to what...?
... Just tell me how I can be patient...
How should I be patient...?

2013-02-11 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
call me at 1130 7737372737

2013-02-11 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... okay...

2013-02-11 11:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (2)   Sat Apr 07, 2018 5:33 am

2013 (Feb. 12-13)

2013-02-12 04:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you,too.

2013-02-12 09:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're so beautiful.
I'm so glad you thought of me.
That just made my heart less intense... That you did this for me.

2013-02-12 09:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
did what?

2013-02-12 09:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
In the name of our anniversary.
You were nice to me.

2013-02-12 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh i told you I would be

2013-02-12 09:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well thank fucking god. I'm glad you listened to me.
I thought you didn't love me or something.

2013-02-12 09:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh...

2013-02-12 09:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, why else would I get so upset with you?
Unless it was that one of your actions made me think you didn't love me, ya know?
That's why I get so worked up about being the best.
And always want to know the truth.
Sorry, my internet went out as soon as I sent it too you.
So I've been spending all this time trying to get this damn connection and keep this damn computer from Zeik and Kurai. xD

2013-02-12 09:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its fine

2013-02-12 09:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hooray!

2013-02-12 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
are you gonna change that thing on vescrutia

2013-02-12 09:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I was about to.

2013-02-12 09:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thank you...

2013-02-12 09:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're welcome baby.
I love you.
Why else would I do it?

2013-02-12 09:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you too

2013-02-12 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay, where the hell is this goddamn shit?

2013-02-12 09:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
http://vescrutia.net/viewtopic.php?f=82&t=2247

2013-02-12 09:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just don't know w
+
I'm sorry. I just got overwhelmed with emotions.
And I went fucking crazy.
Because I love you so fucking much.
So it just made me explode.
With emotions for you.
All at once.
Because I can't just please you.
I want to please you... So why won't you just let me do it?
Doesn't that make you happy? Hahahaha, I thought about it all by myself!
If I have to suffer, I'll make my emotions suffer, too!

2013-02-12 09:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh... do not start this right now...

2013-02-12 09:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And that makes everything attached to it suffer!
Ancient Voodoo Magics!
...
To bind our souls together.
In holy matrimony...
The rings...

2013-02-12 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you said you werent gonna go crazy

2013-02-12 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Our first anniversary was our marriage to me.
I felt like I was going to be married to you forever.
It's the most ancient voodoo I can think of, if you put enough love into it.

2013-02-12 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how so?

2013-02-12 09:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How so, what?
It's exactly what I saidd!

2013-02-12 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-02-12 09:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Put enough love into it.
All of my heart.
My heart AND my soul.
Bound in holy matrimony.
And I never took this ring off.

2013-02-12 09:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2013-02-12 09:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm.
So I don't know why you don't think I love you.
If I bound us in ancient voodoo magics.

2013-02-12 09:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would you do that if i already love you. stop talking crazy
youre gonna go crazy again no more normal talk
s
sigh....

2013-02-12 11:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because how much I love you is crazy, that I'll drive myself insane over the littlest things.
Because you seriously can't be this perfect, can you...?
I have to check over and over and over again until I find a flaw...

2013-02-13 12:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also.
I can just feel it.
Also.
Your character is approved.

2013-02-13 04:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know that I need you too unlock her powers so i can change the name from alucards magic to muzans
so they wont get confused
i made alucard my soul weapon now

2013-02-13 04:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. I saw that, but why would-- OH.
You were talking about the Soulmates. Oh, okay.
That's fine, I'll just move it. Is everything edited?
And finished completely?

2013-02-13 04:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
dont move
the magic
its muans powers

2013-02-13 04:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OH.

2013-02-13 04:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the character used to
be
alucard but

2013-02-13 04:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, I see that.

2013-02-13 04:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i changed the name n story

2013-02-13 04:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, I saw that.

2013-02-13 04:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
to muzan so she can have his powers

2013-02-13 04:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I needed you to tell me everything from the get go.
I keep telling you to just tell me everything, or I don't know what to do.
How many times have I told you that? xD
It's not like I'm not telling you for a reason.
I'm gonna go crazy if I don't know everything. Either that, or I'm just not gonna know and I'm gonna fuck up trying to figure it out.
That's why I fuck up so much.

2013-02-13 04:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh ok sorry

2013-02-13 04:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because no one tells me how to do everything from the start-- Yeah, that's all.
Did you think it was because I wasn't listening?

2013-02-13 04:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kinda

2013-02-13 04:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, no, see, I don't listen to what I don't need to hear.
But, I guess no one knows that.
So, yeah.
I want to listen.
But if I need to hear something else first.
I won't listen.
Nor understand.

2013-02-13 04:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2013-02-13 04:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright.
That's why I always told you to talk to me.
And why I get so angry when you don't.
Because I think you don't want me to get better.
Or want us to get better.
Do you wanna be with me?

2013-02-13 04:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes..

2013-02-13 04:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hooray!
I wanna be with you, too. :3
That's why I wanna get all of our problems solved before we get back into this.
And I dunno, I just felt like you weren't talking to me about them.

2013-02-13 04:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me too

2013-02-13 04:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So they kinda just build up and build up.
Well, I try, but then they built up so much that I just explode.
And go insane.
Because I have no one to talk to.

2013-02-13 04:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i figured as much

2013-02-13 04:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, shit, why didn't you do something?
Well, I guess I do the same thing.

2013-02-13 04:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes you do

2013-02-13 04:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, why didn't you just talk to me, then?
I had to talk to everyone in the fucking world today.
To make sure that I'd be CALM enough to be able to talk to you now.
Cuz you know, crazy shit went on in my head.

2013-02-13 05:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know..

2013-02-13 05:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like, how I thought you were a slut, and a gold digger, and evil, and trying to kill me, and messing around with other guys.
And don't care about me, and don't love me, and only wanna hurt me.

2013-02-13 05:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont have money?

2013-02-13 05:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And then that subsequently leads to me wanting to kill someone.
Well, no, I don't.
So, someone gave me the impression that you'd go fuck around with someone only if they had money.
So I got pissed.
And thought that you were doing that.

2013-02-13 05:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Im usually the one paying for everything
who gave you that idea

2013-02-13 05:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pff, yeah NOW.

2013-02-13 05:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
\always

2013-02-13 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I used to pay for everything. xD Well, I guess we switched off.
NUH UH.

2013-02-13 05:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea hun

2013-02-13 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When we went to gallery, I paid for food.
Sometimes train fare.
I gave you stuff when you needed it.

2013-02-13 05:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
]we took turns then i payed for everything i always had money remembr
i gave you stuff when you wanted it

2013-02-13 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah, cuz you had the money for it.

2013-02-13 05:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
now who told you that

2013-02-13 05:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who told me what?
Which part, in particular?

2013-02-13 05:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
told you i was a golddigger?

2013-02-13 05:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, no one told me.
It's been implied by my family.
So I just thought you were.
Like, everyone keeps saying "She seems shady."
And.
"You know you ain't got no money."
Or something along those lines.
So then I remembered your past.
And was like.
"Man, she might just be a gold digger. Maybe I should be worried."
So, are you?
Naturally, this is what set me off in my little insanity raid. It's what happens all the time.
Because I feel like I don't know something.
And it could very well be a possibility.
So, even against my better judgment, I just want to know.
And it wells up inside of me until I just explode from not knowing.
So, are you or were you one since you've been with me?

2013-02-13 05:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon I've never been
a gold digger

2013-02-13 05:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, that's what I thought!

2013-02-13 05:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
all the money I had I earned on my own

2013-02-13 05:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I don't know why people keep saying it unless it's just true!
That's why I get so upset!!
Cuz why would anyone wanna lie to me?
ESPECIALLY not my family!

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I basrly like ppl buying stuff for me unless i trust them

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't like me buying stuff for you, then...?

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your family doesnt even know me

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I KNOW.
That's what they keep saying.
But I'm like.

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes tymon youre close i trust you

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
"Well they must see something I don't see."

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if i didnt trust you then no

2013-02-13 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, you trust me? <3

2013-02-13 05:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes
which side says that you mom side?

2013-02-13 05:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hooray! I've been trying to get you to trust me all this time.
Yeah.

2013-02-13 05:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
knew it

2013-02-13 05:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My mommy and my Nana make the hints.
Hahaha, how did you know~?

2013-02-13 05:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre mad because i have a higher influence on you then they do
it was obvious
arent they the samne ones that drove your father away?

2013-02-13 05:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well that's what I ORIGINALLY thought!
So if I was right all along, why did I listen to them?
... Wait, did you know that I'm always right?

2013-02-13 05:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Correct, rather?
Ugh, I'm looking at this damn battle with Zeik from the past. I kinda want you to look at it.
But will you answer my question?

2013-02-13 05:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If you were always correct then the stuff you said about me would be true ,and it's not true.

2013-02-13 05:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, duh.
But those weren't my own thoughts.
So they were only incorrect because they weren't mine.
Don't you know what my true thoughts are?
Can't you tell?

2013-02-13 05:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-13 05:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You can't tell the truth by now?
Well, what do you know about me?
Do I REALLY act like this to you?

2013-02-13 05:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you always have mixed versions of the truth and youve always thought of me in a negative way
even before we were together

2013-02-13 05:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah, cuz first impressions are important.
My first impression of you was...
Well...
Beautiful.
But, we hadn't met yet.

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well its the same now

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, my first meeting impression was... Well... slut.
So I couldn't trust you.
And then I figured "Well, she'll never change."
And those thoughts always lead me to do bad stuff.

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youve never showed me that they were differnt because you always revert to my past

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I think you'll do it.

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
exactly

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, cuz I wanted you to tell me everything.

2013-02-13 05:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your thoughts not truth

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just really want you to tell me everything.
what is the truth, then?

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i knew people where telling you stuff it was obvious

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Will you tell me the entire truth?
Well then why didn't you say anything to calm me down? >>;

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you akways believed other over me
always

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I expected you to just tell me.

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do tell yo
u

2013-02-13 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only believed them because I thought they wouldn't lie to me.
... Oh, you do?

2013-02-13 05:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes...

2013-02-13 05:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, it's because you stop talking to me.
And never just let me ask all my questions...
Or, answer them.
You know how I am...

2013-02-13 05:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause im tired of you asking the same questions

2013-02-13 05:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just want you to answer.
Hahahah.
Well, I know, I get that way.
I hate repetition.
But sometimes I've gotta make sure, you know?
I don't want you to keep any secrets from me...
So I just want you to tell me.

2013-02-13 05:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youve been making sure for 2 years over and over again
thats not healthy

2013-02-13 05:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, cuz you haven't been answering me for two years. xD
And even now, I feel like there still isn't something you haven't told me...
Oh, because you lied about Sa'Von.
And that one baby.
Once.

2013-02-13 05:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n ive been the only faithful in this relationship n the only one who kept the promises

2013-02-13 05:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
so i figured you lied about a lot of stuff.
Hey, wait. I promised to marry you.

2013-02-13 05:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it was a technical lie
want
it was true just in different times

2013-02-13 05:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like, what do you mean?

2013-02-13 05:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i got rid of it then kept the story up. n it was to push you away. but ironically you stayed
then it got out of hand

2013-02-13 05:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why did you want to push me away?
Did you not want to be with me?
And how did it get out of hand?

2013-02-13 05:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you wouldnt leave that girl

2013-02-13 05:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What girl-- Oh, Justus?
No, see, I had to make sure you REALLY wanted me.
I wasn't about to leave someone else for a slut. xDD
Hell naw, that girl was IN LOVE WITH ME.

2013-02-13 05:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever

2013-02-13 05:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She wouldn't leave for SHIT.
Well.
I guess that's my proof then.
I got with you.
I stayed with you.
There's nothing else to it.
Because I, first and foremost.
Do NOT date any girl.
I only pick people who will be FAITHFUL.
Because, well, shit, if you aren't gonna be faithful, then why are you here?
Not gonna be truthful? Get out.
Gonna keep secrets?
Then I'm out.
That's how it is with me.
So, that's why I ask you.
To make sure.
Because I'm not gonna stay.

2013-02-13 05:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i ronically you did all those things you acused me of doing

2013-02-13 05:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah.
Because I forgot.

2013-02-13 05:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i still give you benifit of the doubt

2013-02-13 05:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah, I knew that already.
Because you love me.
And you remember why.
I love you.
And couldn't figure out why.
And I always do this.
ALL the time.
Until I figure out why.
Ya know?

2013-02-13 05:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what did you forget?

2013-02-13 05:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, why I started loving you in the first place.
You are everything I want and need.
But.

2013-02-13 05:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never forgot

2013-02-13 05:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't want you to keep secrets.
Lie.
Ya know.

2013-02-13 05:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ive never done that

2013-02-13 05:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And if I think you are, then dammit, I'll do it, too.
... You've NEVER lied to me?

2013-02-13 05:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not while we were together or on break

2013-02-13 05:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, since we first started going out, you've never lied?

2013-02-13 05:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nope

2013-02-13 05:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, well, wonderful.

2013-02-13 05:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told myself i would be better and i did. I thought you would do the same...

2013-02-13 05:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah, I DID say that, and I TRIED to do it.
But I thought you WEREN'T.
So it made me not want to anymore.

2013-02-13 05:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats no excuse

2013-02-13 05:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's all about communication.
Well, it's not meant to be an excuse.
It's meant to be fact.
I need you to understand that.
And not call things that I say 'excuses.'
But simply recognize them as key information.
For the situation.
Because I never do anything without a good reason.
That's why I always ask you for a good reason.
And I check and make sure it's good.
Cuz I'm only gonna do what I do for a good reason.

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i still do it eventhough you broke my heart

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Aw... I'm so sorry, baby...

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it wasnt a good reason

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You know I hate hurting you.

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was pregnant
i copuldnt do anything

2013-02-13 05:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hm.
Well.
I have a question.
Why don't you like Zeik and Kurai?

2013-02-13 05:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i like Kurai. Zeik is obnoxious but hes ok
i guess

2013-02-13 05:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well then.
Why did you never want to hang out with them?

2013-02-13 05:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cuz i dont like the energy i feel when im around them

2013-02-13 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. What's it feel like?

2013-02-13 05:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why?

2013-02-13 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I want to know.
Well, I guess also because I almost killed them yesterday.
Went insane.
Cuz they steal my shit.
Ya know?

2013-02-13 05:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok controlling semi negative
anoyying hyprocritcal leeches
like they take everyones energy

2013-02-13 05:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well yeah.
They do just take everyone's shit.
That's why they took my shit.
But, truth be told.
They can just ask me.
But, now they can't.
AHAHAHAH.
Because they fucked up.
You know, I almost killed their baby?
Yeah, they just weren't gonna tell me what I wanted to know.
I kept askin them.
And telling them.
And yet they STILL didn't do it.

2013-02-13 05:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can't kill their child for sonething they did

2013-02-13 05:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I said I wasn't leaving the house until I got my shit back.
Yes I can.
Someone's gonna burn.
And I don't care who it is.
I'll go fucking crazy if I don't figure it out.

2013-02-13 05:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then youll be alone in the end because i refuse to be with a monster

2013-02-13 05:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And take the person who did it with me.
Girl, why would I do that to you?
Don't you trust me?
Don't you tell me the truth?
Do you keep secrets from me?
Do you lie to me?
Are you 100% with me?

2013-02-13 05:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
yesi am

2013-02-13 05:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
No to what?

2013-02-13 05:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everything before the last

2013-02-13 05:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
...
So, you don't tell me the truth, don't trust me...
But you don't keep secrets from me?

2013-02-13 05:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i read it wrong

2013-02-13 05:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
Well yeah, I almost did too.
But I figure you'd read it correctly before you answered.
But I read stuff incorrectly all the time.
You know, I had to accuse CJ of trying to get close to you?
And wanting to sleep with you, just because you want to sleep with him?

2013-02-13 05:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to sleep with him i said i used too
think about it but then said itll be weird

2013-02-13 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, did you want to more than me?
Or did you just think he was better than me?

2013-02-13 05:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-13 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No to which?

2013-02-13 05:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
both

2013-02-13 05:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, okay.
Well then, I don't get it... Why would you want to, then?

2013-02-13 05:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
he was kind n we had alot in common. then i realized i just saw him as atwin
and dont you look at sophia that way?

2013-02-13 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah.
But naturally, I wasn't gonna get that until I went through it.
And I also know that no one's better than you.

2013-02-13 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then stop trippin because she loves you n you dont see me blowing up

2013-02-13 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fuck?
AHAHAHAHA.
Well, does CJ love you that way? xD

2013-02-13 05:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-13 05:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hm.
Well, I wonder why she loves me in that way...?

2013-02-13 05:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
idk
idk if she even knows it yet

2013-02-13 05:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Doesn't matter, though. Because... It's kinda funny to watch her do that shit~.

2013-02-13 05:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
whatever youre a hyppocrite

2013-02-13 05:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try to handle me. When there's only one person who can handle me. Who can calm me down.
How am I a hypocrite/
?

2013-02-13 05:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you blew up at cj but sophia loves you n you accuse me of wanting to sleep with someone else n got upset when youre the one that do

2013-02-13 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What?
No I don't.
That's why I got upset.
Because I thought you did.
I wanted to.
But I never did because I knew I really didn't.
I was just mad at you.
And I would never do something so horrible as to tarnish the sanctity of our relationship for anyone or anything.
No matter how bad it gets.
Unless you do it first.
Just because I'm going insane.

2013-02-13 05:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you already did -_-

2013-02-13 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Doesn't mean I don't know how to come back down.
Especially for you-- Wait, what?
How!?
What did I do!?!?
... Will you tell me!?
... I do have a heart...
Despite what everyone says...
And I've shared it with you...

2013-02-13 05:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you kissed that girl that counts

2013-02-13 05:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'm trying to put back all the pieces of my previous heartbreaks...
So I can share my fullest with you...

2013-02-13 05:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i iknow you have a heart

2013-02-13 05:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I only want to give you the best...
Of everything...
Even my heart...
And, if that means sharing it with you...
... Oh wait, I already did that.
And my soul, too.
And the proof is everything that is us.
And if you ever forget.
It's in our child too.
Because I told you that with my ENTIRE heart that day.
That I wanted to have a baby with ONLY you.
I wanted ONLY you.
Do you remember that day?
That we planned Trinity?
People would say that was the heat of the moment...
But dammit, I say we PLANNED her.
And I fought HARD for my baby.
I fought my mother.
My entire father's side of the family.
EVERYONE.
BECAUSE MY BABY IS MY LOVE, TOO!
But, not like you are.
And no matter what...
You're perfect.
So, why am I trying to find a flaw?
Right?
Ahahahaha.
I should have just remembered from the start.
And just focused all of my intense emotions.
On people who oppose my love for you.
Your love for me.
Hell, any of that.
Nay; our little Trinity.
Oh, guess what?
I changed the password on my computer.
And.
Changed the login name.
The password is 'triniT417'

2013-02-13 06:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Heehee. Get it? Because we're the Trini-T's!
Tymon, Tatiauna and Trinity!
Isn't that cute~?

2013-02-13 06:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i get it

2013-02-13 06:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You like it?
... You don't like it...
Alright, fine.
I'll just change it.

2013-02-13 06:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i do

2013-02-13 06:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Well why wouldn't you tell me...?

2013-02-13 06:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i was playing trinity tymon
you need to be patient

2013-02-13 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I mean...
You know how I get...
When I feel so much intense emotions...
Keeping them in for too long...
I felt like I should tell you...
And talk to you...
What should I do then?

2013-02-13 06:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
calm down

2013-02-13 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, no shit. xD
HOW?
You know I need to know HOW to do something.

2013-02-13 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you need more confidense

2013-02-13 06:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, how do I do THAT?
I thought I was confiding in you.
So then, with no you, there is no confidence.
Cuz there is no one to confide in.
This is very technical, you know.
The way my mind works.
So, what do I confide in?

2013-02-13 06:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see

2013-02-13 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When you are not there to confide in?

2013-02-13 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me n your friends

2013-02-13 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well.
My friends lie.
So, who do I confide in?

2013-02-13 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
me n other ppl you trust

2013-02-13 06:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm.
Well.
I trust me.
More than anyone.
... Other than you, I guess.

2013-02-13 06:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i see...

2013-02-13 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Haha. What do you see?

2013-02-13 06:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its an exppresszion..

2013-02-13 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hahaha, not when I say it. xDD
Hyper perception. It's a curse.
Always active, always seeing everything.
But, only catching what is most important.

2013-02-13 06:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh

2013-02-13 06:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah.
So, if I'm telling you something is important.
It REALLY is important.
You can ask me why all up and down.
I don't care, I'll answer it all every which way.
Up down left right and all around.
But if I SAY something is VERY important, even if it's just TO ME...
Then DAMMIT, I need you to TRUST that I KNOW what I'm talking about.
Why do you think I ask you to go to Nana's?
Cuz they don't know you.
And they're gonna try to give ME the WRONG idea.
About YOU.
And then I can't SEE them.
Because I don't want to have to KILL them.
Did you REALLY think I was doing ALL of this just because I wanted to?!
NO.
I do what I do because I HAVE to.
But you're the only person I don't have to cut myself off from.
And, I'm fine with that.
I might have to do it to all my family.
All my friends.
But you?
No, not ever.
So when you say something as terrible as 'leave me alone' or 'I want to leave you' or 'I wanna break up...'
Well, dammit.
You must want to cut me off forever.
Because there is NO reason why you should EVER want to.
Unless you just don't love me.
Or don't trust me.
Or can't control yourself.
And, I don't believe any of those things are true.
And you just don't believe me.
I wanted to have a relationship with my family.
But.
I guess I can't. xD
Nor my friends.
I tried to tell you.
Didn't I?
This is the only way.

2013-02-13 06:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
There is ALWAYS a good reason.
Because I only have the BEST interest at heart.
Because, didn't I tell you I'd BE the BEST?
And... Well... Am I the best?

2013-02-13 06:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why you have to do any of that? i dont care what your family say n neither should you n why your friends

2013-02-13 06:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well.
I don't want to kill them.
But I will go crazy.
And I know they'll do it.
Trust me.
Unless you start showing your face at my Nana's.
They'll keep on doing it.
Unless I just stop talking to them.

2013-02-13 06:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i really wish you didnt say such things

2013-02-13 06:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ugh, so what the hell DO I say, then?
You know what I'm saying is true, right?

2013-02-13 06:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know...

2013-02-13 06:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then what's the problem with saying it?

2013-02-13 06:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nothing...i just dont see why you feel you have to go crazy everytime you dont get your way

2013-02-13 06:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because it's not about me not getting my way.
It's just that...
I've already thought out the best solution on all parts.
So I don't understand why you don't think it is best.
And, the only way to accommodate what YOU want...
Is to sacrifice.

2013-02-13 06:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how is that best/ youre not truly solving a problem.

2013-02-13 06:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes I am.
I am solving EVERY problem.
My family gets to know you.
Spend time with Trinity.
I get to be with you all the time.

2013-02-13 06:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youre not killing someone doesnt solve anything just make it worse

2013-02-13 06:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Oh, what?
I know that's not best.
But it's the worst.
And if I can't have the best...
Then I'll just take the worst.
And, that's sacrificing myself.
Because I have to sacrifice for what you want.
Family, friends.
Time.
Fun.
Happiness.
Sanity.
Yadda yadda.

2013-02-13 06:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that's not what I want

2013-02-13 06:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly!
Which is why I go insane!
Because that IS what you want!
Because you always choose the decision that MAKES that happen!
No matter what!
So.
As a result.
I have to sacrifice everything.

2013-02-13 06:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
tymon me not living with you doesnt make that happen

2013-02-13 06:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For you.
And your feelings.
It's all about me trying to give you what you want and what's best.
Because I want what is best.
And I will always do that.
But I don't know what you want.
What do you want?
... Do you know what you want?

2013-02-13 06:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
for you to go back to normal

2013-02-13 06:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what is normal for me?
Not being the best?
But I want to be the best. I want what is best.
Therefore, we have a confliction.
Though, what do you consider to be 'normal?'
I'll just keep the knowledge of how to be best, and be the best.
So, what is it?

2013-02-13 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you were the best you had flaws but so do i noones perfect n youve been acting lije this since youve trying to be perfect

2013-02-13 06:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I want to be better than everyone else.
For you.
And that is why I must know everything.
So i can do that.
In ALL regards.
That is why I ask you so many questions.

2013-02-13 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you already were now youre just clingy n not confident

2013-02-13 06:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, because you won't tell me.
And I don't know why.
I lose confidence easily with no one to confide in.
Duh.
So, if you aren't confidential.
Then I can't confide in you.
And can't confide with anyone.
And thus, no confidence.
And become clingy only because I have none anymore.
But how was I the best?

2013-02-13 06:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the old tymon was strong believed in himself loved me but wasnt overpowering in the way he expressed it honest held his ground on things but also willing to compromise didnt go crazy when life doesnt go his way

2013-02-13 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well, I thought I did that now.
I try to compromise.
By just asking you.
I feel like I should just be able to ask you.
And get the truth.

2013-02-13 06:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but you go crazy easily now

2013-02-13 06:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes.

2013-02-13 06:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
he had control n charm

2013-02-13 06:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I had to wait for you ever since the beinning.
And my patience is FINALLY wearing thin.
To just answer my questions.
Truthfully.
Completely.
And it's getting to become far too problematic.
This 'non-communication' thing.
It is VERY important.

2013-02-13 06:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
this didnt start till you started going on this path of enlightenment with your friends

2013-02-13 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And has been destroying our relationship for YEARS.
Well.
Am I not speaking the truth?
Has miscommunication and non-communication been destroying our relationship?

2013-02-13 06:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n im trying to do better i have but you dont give me the chance

2013-02-13 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I gave you all the chances in the world for 2 years.
"Are you gonna talk to me? Tell me? Answer me?"
"Yes, Tymon, I will."
Then, when the time comes.
Nothin.

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have talked to you didnt understand

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
it's like you just keep lying to me.
Well then.
If I'm telling you how I'm feeling.

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i give you infinite chances

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why don't you just listen?
Yeah, so did I?
So what?

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
maybe you should of did the same for me

2013-02-13 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I tried.
But I wanted you to do it first.
So I could trust you.
To do it again.
And again.

2013-02-13 06:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt you gave up n went crazy
n i have

2013-02-13 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I'm tired of waiting for you.
And I still have to.
And something new comes up every time.
A new excuse.
Every time.
So, I just come up with one, too.
Because, well.
Things come up.

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i had to wait for you too sio dont act like that n ive NEVER GIVEN UP ON YOU

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To hide whatever it is you aren't telling me.
Then why do you keep trying to leave?

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i stoped

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
well, thank you.
I appreciate that.
Now.
I love you.

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont do that anymore

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Again.

2013-02-13 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you only bring up the past

2013-02-13 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, because there is something you aren't telling me.
I can feel it.
I can feel when someone is not telling me something.
Didn't I tell you?

2013-02-13 06:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
sigh....NOOOOOO!!! i told you everythig

2013-02-13 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
But did you tell me everything completely, or everything when I asked?
Because if you tell me only when I ask.

2013-02-13 06:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2013-02-13 06:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you aren't telling me.
Yes to which?

2013-02-13 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told you everything you asked'

2013-02-13 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But.
Do you only tell me what I ask?
If that's so...
I've got to ask you EVERYTHING.
Before I am satisfied.
Unless you're just going to tell me.
Cuz I'm gonna find out.
And of course, when I do...
If it's not through you...
Well,
You know the rest.
I would hope.
By now.
Right?

2013-02-13 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre never satisfied

2013-02-13 06:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Answer.
My question.
Uh oh.
You must want it to happen.
Mhm.
Been waiting for this day.

2013-02-13 06:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you go crazy

2013-02-13 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Let me go get ready...
Then answer me.

2013-02-13 06:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of this i have answered you yes i know but
YOU NEED TO STOP!!
im so fucking tired of this

2013-02-13 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So.
Answer my question.

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i did

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you only tell me what I ask?

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So, do you tell me everything that happens, then?

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i tell you what i think about aswell

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Everything you feel?
Everything you do?

2013-02-13 06:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea
the important stuff

2013-02-13 06:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No.
I already told you.

2013-02-13 06:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont tell you everytime i go pee

2013-02-13 06:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
However.
Do you know what is important to me?

2013-02-13 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2013-02-13 06:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you SURE?

2013-02-13 06:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2013-02-13 06:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, that's wonderful.
So then, why don't you just act on those things, then?
I like to talk.
I like to have conversations.
I like to do what you like to do.
So, that's why I just ask you to tell me.
Talk to me.
Be my friend again.
Since I have no one.
I thought that I would have you.

2013-02-13 06:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am your friend

2013-02-13 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I want you to TELL me everything because you ARE my everything.

2013-02-13 06:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know

2013-02-13 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But, you do not act like it... Don't talk to me... Ignore me... Don't like to do what I do... Don't understand me... Don't like me...
And then I have to question if you love me.
Then I have to question everything.
Because you did one thing.
That is why I say little things are important.

2013-02-13 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do youre just go crazy so easily you make it hard

2013-02-13 06:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And it's important that you know what little things I'm talking about.
... What?
Well, tell me.
Have I gone crazy since you've been talking to me?
Answering me?
Being truthful?
Telling me how you feel?
What you want?
What you like?
about us?
Have I gone crazy at all?

2013-02-13 06:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did a little but you got control before it got out of hand threaten to kill yourself n others is crazy
unless out of playful hatred
like we used too

2013-02-13 06:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, yeah.
I know.
I wanted to do that with you again.
But also, I want to have sex again.
Pent up frustration.
It doesn't just come from my mind and soul.
Comes from my body as well.
They all work in unison.
As an instrument.
Of their will.
Which is.
The will that is shared between us.
Our bond.
Our love.
So.
It is very important.

2013-02-13 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
well i told you we could do it tomorrow morning

2013-02-13 07:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But how will I get out there? I have no money...
And besides that.
You don't even want to.
You told me yourself.
And you know.
I believe what you say.
And if you ever say somethin that doesn't make sense...
Well, hell.
I'll believe it.
To the point where I'll go crazy.
Believing contradictions.

2013-02-13 07:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt because i was hurt n knew id think about that girl n how she was better than me n if you too did it...

2013-02-13 07:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Who the hell is better than you?
And why the hell would I do it?
You must have forgotten.
Who I am.
And who is the best.
So, tell me.
If I only want the best...
Why would I want anyone else?
Hmph.
Sitting here talking about me.
You do all the same things I do.
That's why I say speak for yourself.

2013-02-13 07:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea but im not crazy my thoughts came from your actions. your thoughts come from speculation. I also don't goo crazy.

2013-02-13 07:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. Well you make me crazy.
Rather.
I was already crazy.
You just have a habit of bringing it out.
Just like I do you.

2013-02-13 07:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
she goes to hydepark

2013-02-13 07:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Who, Shatoria?

2013-02-13 07:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yep

2013-02-13 07:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What about her?

2013-02-13 07:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
she goes to hydepark

2013-02-13 07:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. Why?

2013-02-13 07:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i seen her
but i kept my cool n i didnt let out my anger cause i have control

2013-02-13 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I want you to.

2013-02-13 07:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i know that its not worth adressing

2013-02-13 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think its sexy.
Besides.
I'd rather you let it out than keep it in.
Plus.
Why are you mad about her?

2013-02-13 07:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont care im not going to jail for you. I dont keep in my anger i just deal with it in ways that arent so vulgar

2013-02-13 07:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Can you let out your anger on me~?
Please~?

2013-02-13 07:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
why would you want that?

2013-02-13 07:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because it's sexy.
And I know that sometimes you just need an outlet.
So, if you tell me why you're mad.
Then, why would I be mad?
I mean, shit, I did something wrong, didn't I?
Don't you want to... Punish me~?
Or... Try to, at least?

2013-02-13 07:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i would hurt you then id cry

2013-02-13 07:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hurt me? xD
... M'kay. How?

2013-02-13 07:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i would stab you or hit you with a botlledrug you tie you up burn you etc..

2013-02-13 07:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mmm.
Well.
I think I could do a billion times worse.

2013-02-13 07:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but im trying to forgive you n fibd peace so i wont

2013-02-13 07:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
well, that's all good.
But I'd say take it out on me during sex.
Because, truth be told.
You couldn't beat me, no matter how hard you tried.

2013-02-13 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that means no sex

2013-02-13 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?

2013-02-13 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because that would make you suffer
but im not gonna do that

2013-02-13 07:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the only thing you CAN do...
Because it'll just make me go crazy.
But I won't ever go off the deep end for it.
Yeah, it only makes me go crazy.
Keeps me sane.
To let out my intense emotions.
In that way.
Passionate love making.
Otherwise.
It just stays inside of me.
And pisses me off.

2013-02-13 07:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no its not it alot of worse thing i can do but i prefer not to think of them...

2013-02-13 07:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?
Because you know if you do them, I'll do something much worse?
In fact, I'll do the WORST thing.
Right off the bat.

2013-02-13 07:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no because if i did them yu might not survive

2013-02-13 07:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, please.
I'd kill myself before you did.
And you'd better believe that there's nothing worse.
Than what I'd do.
So there's nothing you can do.
Because if I die...
Then what was it all for?
Nothing?
Then, you'll have to live this life without me.
Not that I'd want to do that to you.

2013-02-13 07:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im not scared of what youd do. youve already done 3rd worse thing you could possibly do to me

2013-02-13 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What is that? And what are all the worst things?

2013-02-13 07:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
take away trinity or you is #1 n leaving me for someone else is #2 sex n kissing is #3

2013-02-13 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well.
Why would I ever do those things?
When I know that you wouldn't do them to me?
Because those are all of mine, too.
But.
See.
The consequences are different for me.

2013-02-13 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know youre pretty unpredictable no a days. I dont know why did half the stuff you did. but I have to go. Im hungry

2013-02-13 07:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'd torture you for my OWN pleasure.
I'd stay alive for my OWN pleasure.
But if I really wanted to make you unhappy... I'd kill myself.
In a heartbeat.
And go enjoy your food. <3
I love you.
By the by. Killing you will only make ME feel better.
Because I know I can always kill you, easy.
But killing me?
That's a tough one.
Now.
I love you. Do you still want to talk later?
Or are you done...?
... I would hope that you do... I love talking to you.
I've really missed you.

2013-02-13 07:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Its not as hard as you think. I love you too bye.

2013-02-13 07:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then try me.

2013-02-13 07:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know ill get on later if i can

2013-02-13 07:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
M'kay.
Well, whenever you're ready...
I want you to read these two things on Vescrutia.
http://vescrutia.net/viewtopic.php?f=95&t=2800
and this.
http://vescrutia.net/viewtopic.php?f=262&t=2280&sid=22f9ad935a128b759c8efa04a682e4aa
And tell me what you think, okay?

2013-02-13 07:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
okkay n you read muzans story i redid it made it better changed the mother to father who is evil n hes a scientist

2013-02-13 07:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Mhm. Hahaha. I love it.
Doctors are fun.
You know, I'm a doctor?
Drove myself mad experimenting with me.
Long time ago.

2013-02-13 07:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea yea well see you later tymy

2013-02-13 07:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
M'kay baby. I'm gonna think of a nickname for you...

2013-02-13 07:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im going to bed early today so dont call late.

2013-02-13 07:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, why would I need to call?
We already talked, didn't we?

2013-02-13 07:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you have millions of nicknames fore
me
true
love you

2013-02-13 07:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know, but I want one that you want me to call you. One that you like.
I'll keep trying until i find the perfect one. x3
I love you too.
Oh, also.
My friend wants to hang out with us tomorrow.
He's got a car, says he'll drop you off at home.
Him and his girl.
Ya know?
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