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 Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)

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PostSubject: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 3:48 pm

"Record Of The Account From 2014."
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:14 pm

2014 (Jan. 1)

2014-01-01 07:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Did you mKe it or r you dead?

2014-01-01 01:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You need to stop smoking and drinking because you're becoming irresponsible and undependable l. Like seriously. You were supposed to ask your nana to watch trinity till carrissq got there if he couldn't make it in time. You completely forgot everything. I'm not her only parent and you need to stop acting like it . I'm always doing stuff on my own tryin my family to stop what they're doing to help and you wot even work with me. Just do dumb shit with your friends. Drinking and smoking all the goddamn news flash they don't have responsibilities but themselves they aren't going to work just sitting around drinking and smoking. You can't do that you have responsibilities . I didn't make her on my own. And that doesn't mean you threatened to not work just because of you forgetting. I'm just sick of this shit... If you loved me and her and want a family with us you'd get it together. Do you can help us help me with her cause I've been doing everything on my own since she was born. Especially when your friends come around. You just want to be reckless drink ad do drugs. And I have to fight you cause you can't keep your word cause you forgot. Drinking and doing drugs makes it worse. If we live together then it's none of that. Cause I need someone whose gonna be there for our family. Not someone who tries to play house bit so caught up in his bullshit thinking he have his cake and brownie too. Building house out of straw instead sturdy bricks. And the ironic thing is you told cj you didn't want take medicine cause it wouldn't fix the problem and you do drugs which is same thing it's crutch just like the doctor medicine you despise that's why it's so frustrating I can't depend on you you forget complain don't try to make it work cause you're set on it not working. So I have do everything. Especially when there's no available communication between us it's getting ridiculous. I'm a single mom.and as much as you want to deny its true. I love you andbivappreciate some of the stuff you do but you need to do stuff for me and trinity not just me cause that's your child too. I didn't create her on my own.its nice that you buy stuff but I need you to help me get her without complaining or you forgetting you say you have to work think about what I have to deal with on a regular basis abbots not easier cause he lives with me it's still hard cause everyone works and have school. And when you have time you can get her then you help me figure it out instead being stuck on what you want to do.

2014-01-01 01:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause you always do that an you never listen if you're set on something and that's annoying

2014-01-01 01:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I think everyone is trying to piss me off today.
I'm just gonna have to blow a fuse to show everyone they need to shut the hell up and let me relax.
This is why I leave you damn pestering wenches anyway. You all never shut the hell up.
I keep leaving work early because I've been sick. I don't know if I can go another week of being at work and being sick.
I need to register for classes, which I was going to do after new year's, but clearly I can't do that.
And everyone is annoying me over trivial things. I'm almost ready to leave and not tell everyone where I am. Cut off all contact and just live by myself in the wilderness.
All I need is one good reason, because I'm so ready. And I feel like Carissa's gonna be the one to do it.

2014-01-01 03:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
As usual you want to run off. You can't even listen to what I've said. As long as you're the one without pressure. You gonna fuse imagine having everything put on you and being with someone who does half of what you do and complain when you ask for help that's stressful.
That's a fuse
Imagine someone telling you they're gonna do something then yelling at you evacuee they forgot. Imagine dealing with everyone on your own cause you can't contact someone who you needed. That's wrath that's insanity that's crazy that's death

2014-01-01 03:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Imagine trying to someone but they won't listen cause they think the world is out to get them who you can't talk to about what they do that bothers you cause you have to worry about them throwing a tantrum stop working stop school. Cause it's too much like you just don't do anything like you're the failure. When your do that best you can and all you ask is for help. And kept promises

2014-01-01 03:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm done holding in what I feel just to appease you and make you happy. Trying to talk to you like a human being and you not listening
I didn't get mad. I just told you what was bothering me and instead if trying to understand you just blew a fuse. Like you did earlier.
I asked you for help you said you would. We discussed it then when it's time to follow through you yell at me
For no reason

2014-01-01 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not upset... I just wish you didn't yell at me like that and you'd try to see it from my shoes.

2014-01-01 04:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already know how it is for you because the same thing happens to me. I'm sick of you trying to run the show and acting like I'm just supposed to do what you say when you can't even do the same. You won't even watch the anime I want to watch.
Don't get mad at me when things don't go your way. Stop trying to manipulate me. I bet you're cheating. It was a MISTAKE to trust someone like you.
You're a liar and manipulative.

2014-01-01 05:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't love me! You just love that I'm around! Maybe if you did, you'd listen to me more.

2014-01-01 06:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You'd better HOPE that Carissa comes on time cuz Nana has to work and can't watch her. If I lose my job, YOU ARE GONNA TAKE CARE OF ME AND FIND ME A NEW ONE.
You'd better talk to her, cuz my job may be on the line now.
Worse come to worst, I'll just have to work only Saturdays and Sundays because of this. That's about 60 or 70 dollars less a week. We'll toootally be able to afford an apartment at this rate. Ugh.
Why does everyone insist on making my life as difficult as possible? Does no one think? Is everyone around me stupid? I'll go back to not doing a damn thing and see how people like that, since I can't get things done how they need to.
And I'll say every time that it was everyone else's fault for NOT LISTENING AND TRYING TO RUN MY LIFE.

2014-01-01 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn. I fucking hate all of you dumbass, conniving, manipulative, lying, cheating, no good, no account, gossippy, useless, naggy, worthless WOMEN IN MY LIFE.
All you all do is RUIN MY LIFE.
Ugh. I'm so mad... I'll just take Trinity to work with me, and if they say something to me I'm JUST GONNA SNAP!!!

2014-01-01 07:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I don't have my work clothes, either!!
Ugh, you must want a week without her so you can see someone else, isn't that right?!
Why can't we have a happy new year?!

2014-01-01 07:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why does everyone have to fuck up what I'm doing?!
There's no point in trying... I'm just gonna get fired... No more work for me...
... False alarm... I packed some clothes with me... Ugh... Now I just have to hope Carissa comes...
I hate relying on people...

2014-01-01 07:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Me too
Especially when they renig and complain all the fucking time

2014-01-01 07:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Shut up.
At least I'm not always doing the most to make everyone who doesn't matter happy.
And making things difficult for the people that do.
Like you do to me.

2014-01-01 07:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Damn. I wasn't even upset anymore, but you always just piss me off more when I start feeling better instead of trying to NOT antagonize me. You really suck at not making people mad.

2014-01-01 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why won't you just love me completely, fully and only...? Why is that so much to ask without you cheating...?

2014-01-01 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You know what... I'm done arguing. It's no point...

2014-01-01 10:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm go to your nanas house to watch her Friday till Carissa comes

2014-01-01 10:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's actually the best solution I could think of to that problem.
... I'm sorry I've been giving you a hard time.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:17 pm

2014 (Jan. 2)

2014-01-02 08:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've been very unreasonable lately due to my stress and mistrust. I apologize. I love you.

2014-01-02 08:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And be careful. There is a lot of snow and it's cold so check in so I don't worry about you.
And please... please don't sleep with other people...
I don't want to leave you, but I will if you won't be faithful...

2014-01-02 09:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How did you stop thinking I was cheating? Maybe that will help me, too... Because this is a terrible feeling...

2014-01-02 09:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk I just decided to trust you

2014-01-02 10:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When?

2014-01-02 10:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what time are you coming Friday?

2014-01-02 11:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk yet before you go to work

2014-01-02 01:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try to make it before Nana leaves at 1. Did you talk to Carissa?

2014-01-02 02:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hm. Maybe you are cheating... You always take so long to respond when the baby is away... I think you use that time secretly to mess around. I always get tempted to do so secretly when I think you are.
Maybe it's because that's what I think of secretly in between time, so I think that's what other people do. So I figure since I think about it, you must be thinking about and doing it, too.

2014-01-02 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We totally need to talk about this soon.

2014-01-02 04:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What if you're an attention whore that's actually a real whore who seeks out anyone who will give her attention and falls for them like you did with CJ?

2014-01-02 09:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What's your grandmas address

2014-01-02 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

222 N. Lockwood. How are you getting here?

2014-01-02 11:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The bus n train

2014-01-02 11:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Take the Green Line to Laramie. That's all you need to do.
Her house is a few blocks away from the Green Line station. How are you getting home?
Please be careful...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:18 pm

2014 (Jan. 3)

2014-01-03 12:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i have to go to work from there

2014-01-03 05:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What time are you coming?

2014-01-03 08:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Like 11

2014-01-03 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

Tell me when you. Leave out.

2014-01-03 09:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We still gonna talk?
And bring my honeybun...

2014-01-03 09:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I ate that

2014-01-03 09:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fatass! You don't even like sweets!
You're lucky I bought all that stuff for US so it's okay. I just didn't think you'd eat it.

2014-01-03 10:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are we going to talk...? I think it's serious... Did you cheat on me in the past 2 days...?

2014-01-03 10:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No and we have too

2014-01-03 10:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why didn't you and why do you think we have to?

2014-01-03 10:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm on my way

2014-01-03 10:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. Tell me when you're at Laramie.

2014-01-03 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-03 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Where are you now?
I want to know when to get ready.

2014-01-03 11:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm 4 stops away
I'm about to be there

2014-01-03 03:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You hurt my feelings when you don't kiss me...

2014-01-03 06:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do you want to do? Do you want to be with me and only me or do you want to break up? I'll go with whatever decision you make for this... Just be completely honest, even if you like or want someone else...

2014-01-03 07:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I feel like crying in the bathroom...
Maybe it's because I have a guilty conscience...
A few months ago... When you said we should break up... Cindy and I messed around a little. It wasn't anything big, she just kissed my neck a little bit. But I felt so bad about it that I was shaken up for doing it.

2014-01-03 07:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And at that moment I realized I really didn't want anyone else to love. I want to love and be with only you.
It hurt me so bad to know I was doing you wrong... because I love you and you love me so much that you would never do anything like that to me...
So I had to tell you because I love you and really want to move in with you and be a true family.
That's why I work so hard all the time and why I haven't spent my money and why I'm so overprotective and why I'm so emotional and battered up inside...
Because you and Trinity mean everything to me. My two loves.
And I'm sorry... I'm so, so, sooo sorry... I thought about what you said today long and hard... and I can't be with you if I can't trust you.
I can't stand the thought of emotionally abusing you...
Even if I don't know I'm doing it.
it tears me up inside when I hurt you...
I'm just as sick of it as you are.

2014-01-03 07:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So this is my way of repenting and trying to start over, completely clean. And I intend to stay that way.

2014-01-03 07:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I swear on my very life that I will never, ever cheat on you again in any way as long as you don't cheat on me in any way. If I do, then I'll promptly kill myself.
That's how much I mean it this time. I'll have enough money for the apartment next week so we can move in promptly.
If you have any confessions, please do them now... even if you don't wanna be with me or move in with me, I'll understand... I know you've given me far too many chances already...
I may just be too late... I hope I'm not. Please... confess any and everything, bad or good to me now. I want us both to have clean slates.
And always remember this; I love you more than anyone. That's why I'm going so far. That's why I've changed... Because I love you. Because I love Trinity. Because I love us. Because I love our family, and because I believe in our love and family.

2014-01-03 09:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... They let me off work early...
I feel really bad...
I don't know if I'll make it home...
... I'm sorry... I love you, but... my sadness, my depression, my pain, my strife... it's too much for me... I can't do anything if no one will listen to me... and believe what I say is true...

2014-01-03 11:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm done with you
I'm so fucking stupid for trusting you! You're just a fucking liar and you always accuse me of cheating I'm tired of it.
You don't change and you still talk to that fucking slut and you have the fucking nerve to ducking treat me like I'm the unfaithful I'm over this
I'm over you.

2014-01-03 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're a liar and you're a cheater honest my ass and you swore up and down that you loved me
That you'd never cheat again
And you wouldn't even stop talking to her you have her
Keep here
I shouldn't been so stupid

2014-01-03 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Trusting you after everything you've done
Feeling crap for stuff I've never done
But what you've done
You don't live me cause if you did you wouldn't be so selfish. I do not want to see your face. I will fucking snap your neck and she kiss the corps
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:19 pm

2014 (Jan. 4)

2014-01-04 08:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I didn't love you I wouldn't have told you.
Now you're talking to CJ again. Playing right into the palm of his hand.
Now I'm going to go use up all of my money to go to his house in Virginia and kill him.
Because this was the last straw.

2014-01-04 09:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
All of the money I was saving for you... for us.
For my baby.
Now it's all down the drain. I'm leaving tomorrow.
He needs to die.

2014-01-04 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you I was being faithful. This happened months ago and that was my decision to do so.
I've been faithful to you ever since. I haven't flirted, I haven't talked to anyone, I haven't done anything.
And it was all for you. Why can't you understand that? did you even read my messages?

2014-01-04 09:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And by the way, if you weren't a slut, you wouldn't be talking to CJ for comfort.
Again.
I want to work this out because I am faithful.
But I seriously am going to kill him and throw my entire life away.
Because he is the wrongest one of all.

2014-01-04 09:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm coming over.

2014-01-04 09:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no

2014-01-04 09:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Too late.
I'm fixing this issue.
And I'm spending all my apartment money to go to Virginia.

2014-01-04 09:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired and need space

2014-01-04 09:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And kill CJ.
Then you'll have space when I go to Virginia.
I'm coming over.

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and killing cj wont do anything

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I do not care.
It will wipe that scum off the face of the earth.

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt go come to him for cofort

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you won't listen to reason.

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yourebthe one doing scummy things

2014-01-04 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You won't even try to work things out when I want to be good to you.
I'm killing him.

2014-01-04 09:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
look at yourself before tyou try anything else

2014-01-04 09:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
I'm killing him unless we work things out.
Because he has been a third wheel for far too long.

2014-01-04 09:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no youve been adding these people
not me
cj has been neutral parties
you need help

2014-01-04 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU WERE THE FIRST TO ADD HIIM TO THE MIX.

2014-01-04 09:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you were

2014-01-04 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How?
I'm not the one who went to him for comfort when we broke up.
BEHIND MY BACK.
And why don't you accept that I told you the truth and owned up to my mistakes?

2014-01-04 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you talk to everybody
ut me

2014-01-04 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you about Cindy...

2014-01-04 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you didnt come around

2014-01-04 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY.

2014-01-04 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and when we did
talk we argue

2014-01-04 09:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DIDN'T COME AROUND BECAUSE WE WERE ALWAYS FIGHTING.
AND YOU NEVER WANTED TO LISTEN TO ME.
I KEEP TELLING PEOPLE TO ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME OR I'LL GO CRAZY.

2014-01-04 09:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cant everybody do what you want everything

2014-01-04 09:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T WANT EVERYTHING.
I WANT ONE THING.
AND THAT IS TO BE HEARD.
SO CAN YOU ALL PLEASE STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO.
AND LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIVES!?
Why is this so difficult for you...?

2014-01-04 09:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i told him thank you for showingme

2014-01-04 09:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I tried to start out fresh and clean for you.

2014-01-04 09:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that i dont desrve

2014-01-04 09:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You still aren't listening.
I'm coming over now.

2014-01-04 09:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
you arent listen

2014-01-04 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Bye.

2014-01-04 09:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont want to be together

2014-01-04 09:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm killing you.
You wont listen.
I don't care about anything else.
Because you won't listen.
I can't believe I have to go so far.
TO MAKE PEOPLE LISTEN TO ME.

2014-01-04 09:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am listeni g

2014-01-04 09:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE HELL YOU ARE.

2014-01-04 09:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
how arent i

2014-01-04 09:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ALL YOU'RE SAYING IS WHAT YOU WANT ME TO HEAR.

2014-01-04 09:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im not
i told you everything

2014-01-04 09:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why am I not getting my words through to you?
YOU TOLD ME.
THAT ISN'T LISTENING.
DID YOU SEE WHAT I SAID TO YOU?
OR WERE YOU TOO UPSET?
LIKE ALWAYS?!
YOU DO THIS EVERY TIME.

2014-01-04 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no im sorry

2014-01-04 09:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN GET MAD AT ME WHEN I HAVE TO GO CRAZY.
NO, YOU'RE JUST SORRY BECAUSE I'M GOING TO KILL YOU AND CJ.
AND IT'S GONNA FEEL SO GOOD.
YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
BUT YOU LIED ABOUT LOVING ME.
PEOPLE WHO LOVE EACH OTHER LISTEN.
BUT I HAVE TO FORCE YOU TO LISTEN.
EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

2014-01-04 09:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i do listen i always listen

2014-01-04 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
FUCKING LIES.

2014-01-04 09:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i
dont love him i love you

2014-01-04 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WHY DO YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS!?
WHY DO I HAVE TO GO CRAZY TO MAKE YOU LISTEN!?

2014-01-04 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you dont
you want me to listen but you dont want too listn to me

2014-01-04 09:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes I do, baby...
But I need you to talk to me calmly...
Otherwise...
...
I need CJ to talk to me.
He won't listen either.
And it's driving me insane.
You know how many people I've gone through this with!?
Zeik, Kurai, my mother, Sophia...
Cati...
All of them DID NOT LISTEN TO ME.
Until I went crazy.
Then, when I did, everything was fine afterward.
Because I finally got through to them.
But CJ is hiding behind his computer.
And you're too blinded by anger to listen.
But I will not hesitate to throw this money I saved for you away.
Just to kill him,.

2014-01-04 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
please stop..

2014-01-04 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can only stop when I am heard.
I'm sorry.
But you HAVE to talk to me.
And so does he.

2014-01-04 10:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i heard you

2014-01-04 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
You read my words.
But you didn't hear me.
When you hear me, you'll be able to talk to me.
... Can we please talk rationally before I go crazy again?

2014-01-04 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes

2014-01-04 10:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Before we go any farther...
Do you SERIOUSLY want to be with me?
Or are we through?

2014-01-04 10:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we're through

2014-01-04 10:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Alright.
Why is that?

2014-01-04 10:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you cheated on me

2014-01-04 10:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know.
I've owned up to it.
... But I really want to ask you to give me this absolute final last chance.
I'm so serious I could die right now.
I really learned my lesson this time.
I told you in my message I believe in us.
And that it hurt me so bad to do that to you..
I never did anything else after.
When we got back together, I told you I'd be 100%.
And I was.

2014-01-04 10:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know but it hurt me even more especially when i finially started to trust you

2014-01-04 10:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I never kept another secret. I never lied. Never cheated again.
I KNOW, AND I WAS FUCKING STUPID!!
Look, I'll throw it all away...
I'll tell Cindy goodbye for good.
Dierra is already gone.
I'll even stop associating with Jade forever.
Because I love YOU the most.
And I love our family.
Like I said...
Please..
Believe me...
Trust me...
Listen to me..

2014-01-04 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know if i can trust you

2014-01-04 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know... I know...
You know how much it hurts to know that?
I thought about this for TWO MONTHS.
Then I decided...
"I have to tell her. If I love her..."
I took a gamble.
For us...
Because I truly want to live with you happily.
Be with you happily.
And I couldn't do that if I wasn't 100%
with you.

2014-01-04 10:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i know but you always say that

2014-01-04 10:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know, Tatiauna, I know.
But this time I'm saying it AND doing it.
Why else would I have told you?

2014-01-04 10:19 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
because you want to be with me. you said this last time too.

2014-01-04 10:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I KNOW! I dont' know how to prove it to you though...

2014-01-04 10:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you cant id just have to trust you. like i asked you to trust me but like you i cat
cant

2014-01-04 10:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tatiauna.
I did this because I did trust you.
That's why I told you.

2014-01-04 10:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
that doesn't change how i feel

2014-01-04 10:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How do you feel?

2014-01-04 10:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like i cant trust you, and that id be better if we take a break
you need help mental help

2014-01-04 10:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh...
Alright, well I'm leaving forever.
I'm sorry.
I'll have to quit work...
And leave town.

2014-01-04 10:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im sorry too... i really wish youd get the help you need.

2014-01-04 10:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I will.
When CJ talks to me.
Otherwise, I'll be stuck here forever.
In my head.
But he won't listen to me.
But I'll leave you alone...
After this, I will leave you alone forever...
Do you believe that I love you?

2014-01-04 10:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yea i do

2014-01-04 10:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Is that not enough?
I am trying hard to fix all of my issues just for you.
CJ is one of them, you know.

2014-01-04 10:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
not anymore

2014-01-04 10:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do you mean?

2014-01-04 10:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you need professional help

2014-01-04 10:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No I don't.
I need him to talk to me.
LISTEN TO ME.
If I have to say LISTEN one more time..
I might explode. People tell ME what I need.
But I ALREADY KNOW.
Just listen... And try things my way for once.
You always want to do things your way.
But we need to do things dealing with me MY way.
That's like dictating how my life should go by YOUR rules. Right?
I'm not stupid.
So I know what I need.
It's just a shame that no one will listen to me..
Or believe me... Or trust that I know how to deal with myself better than anyone...
I've dealt with myself all my life. I was a really secluded person. I got to know myself better than most people get to know themselves in their entire lifetimes.
So when I say I know what needs to be done to help me mentally, then I need you to trust me.
... However.
I am open to your side of this, as well.
I know you're concerned because you love me.
So if it turns out that my way doesn't help me...
I will see professional help.
... Even though I think it's a waste of time.
But I really love you.
And want to be with you.

2014-01-04 10:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And want to live with you.
So that means compromising...
And trying every option to get the best solution. I'll do it for you, baby. But I have to do it my way, first.
Is that alright? Can you agree to that?
Or do you still not want to live with me?

2014-01-04 10:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2014-01-04 10:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright.
Now I just need CJ to come around... Sigh...
I'm not really as bad as people make me out to be when they just listen...

2014-01-04 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh

2014-01-04 11:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. Well I think I feel better.
I hope I'm not super depressed at work today like I was yesterday.
I was so sad, they sent me home early.
I didn't even know if I was gonna make it home...

2014-01-04 11:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh hope you feel better

2014-01-04 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I won't feel better until you're back in my arms, my love.
... I've missed truly being with you. Without all of the bad stuff gunking up our relationship.
We're almost there. I've made sure to get rid of everything bad that plagued us before.
Now... I just have to hope you come around...
I love you...

2014-01-04 11:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i love you too..

2014-01-04 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I miss you. I'll make it all better.
And we'll live happy and peacefully in our own house; you, me and Trinity.
I'll prove to you that all of this suffering wasn't for nothing...
By making sure your life is filled with happiness and love.
Because even though I'm changing for me, I'm changing for you and for Trinity, too. To me, we three are all one.
So I have to step up my game to keep from holding us back as a unit. xD
You believe me?

2014-01-04 02:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I hope you do... I'll prove it to you in every way.
I'm starting this year off right and I intend to keep it that way. I love you with all my heart...

2014-01-04 11:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know but... Idk if I can forgive you. I don't want to touch you. And I just don't know... Every time I think you I'll see her. All the the tunes tou said you didn't stop. You kept the secret for months. Which mean you lied. You even swore up and down that you haven't since those time but you did. Every time we have a problem you wander and I don't know if I can keep going back to that.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:24 pm

2014 (Jan. 5)

2014-01-05 01:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't see a future anymore.
I can't stay just because I'm afraid that you'll stop working or being a father to trinity. Cause no matter what happened between me and you. You're her father. And you should work to help take care of her. Be there for her. Become a real man for her.

2014-01-05 02:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So you don't want to be with me?
I'm confused.

2014-01-05 03:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wait, were you saying all of that stuff just because you were afraid of me?
Spending time with my baby was fun, don't take that away from me.
Why don't you try to believe in our family like I do?
Or do you just want to move on to someone else?

2014-01-05 08:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I did want us to move in together... And I was enjoying how our relationship was going. Beyond my accusations, I mean, I think it was going pretty well...

2014-01-05 08:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For the first time in my life, I was really liking the idea of settling down with someone. Is that over between us now? Is all that I worked to build up for us just ruined now?
I was finally willing to take that gamble and trust you, even with the high risks of not knowing for sure the things that I didn't know. I really thought that this was it... That this was the time for us.
We were almost there, Tatiauna... Like it was right there, our perfect family... Only a week or two away...

2014-01-05 10:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Perfect you cheated on me again, and four two months straight you harassed me like I cheated. Saying you haven't cheated since last time. You lied. You expect me to be fine with this. With us. Oh cause you're better like youSAID LAST TIME LUKE YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDNT DO EVER AGAIN. You promise but broke it like you broke my heart

2014-01-05 10:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And now I can't even thin about touching you cause you let her touch you. You're tainted by her touch. If we moved in with each other we couldn't sleep in the same room and we couldn't kiss or have sex. It would simply be to take care of Trinity together.
You let her do the things I did to you and it could have turned into more you have that slut
Kiss on you
And you prolly felt each other up. Cause you don't just do that uninitiated
And you drink do drugs talk hippy shot and be with your friends cause I don't want you anymore you and your friends are trouble and you do the exact things I knew you would do when you around them
Like I said you would
Liar
Liar
Liar
Liar
Fucking liar

2014-01-05 10:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You abused me because you thought I was gonna cheat and you're the one that cheated on me
And before you try to defend yourself think about it would you want your daughter to marry someone like you?...

2014-01-05 11:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you just not going to give me a chance...?
I want to finish talking about this...
I want you to believe me and that what I say is absolutely true this time.
Please, Tatiauna. Hear me out. Don't just be mad at me... Try to hear what I'm saying to you. I want to be with YOU!!
I want you to be in the rest of my life.
So please, let this be the last time! Every time, I get a little better and fix a new issue with us. You really don't believe iin us?
You really don't love me anymore after I've done so much for you?
I became a better person for you. I didn't leave like all the other men just for you.
I was thinking all today about that day I walked to your house all the way from mine that one night we had that really bad fight...

2014-01-05 11:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And your mom said she could tell that I really loved you. And that made me so happy. I was so glad to just be there with you, to just work things out with you like I know we could.
We've gotten through worse before and come out strong... I have always kept trying and doing for only you! No one else gets this type of effort from me, ever!
Not Sadie, not Justus... Because I know you are the one that fits my soul... You're my other half. That's why I wear our necklace everyday...
Please don't let all that we've shared together be thrown away for a dumbass mistake I made... the LAST dumbass mistake I'd ever make...
Losing you is worse than anything because you are part of me, you are my family and my daughter's mother and I love you...
When you asked me to have another baby... I was considering it. Again.
It came up in conversation that having Trinity was a 'mistake,' but I never thought of it that way. I always saw it as the start of my family.
Sharing true love with my true love while we made a child out of love. Not an accident nor a mistake. And I'd do it again. I'd NEVER have a baby with someone I didn't love. Ever.

2014-01-05 11:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I made my mind up that day and stuck to it; you and I became family and I want to marry you.
With all my heart, I want your hand in marriage! I want to have a ring to look at on my finger that symbolizes our union...
I want to give you that wedding of your dreams just to see you smile, even if I don't care for weddings... I want to make ALL of your dreams come true through me!
I want to make you happy forever...
I'm so serious, Tatiauna... How can I prove this to you?
That I really feel this way...?

2014-01-05 01:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Didn't you say all the men who got involved with women in your family left? But I haven't! I'm no Melvin! I get mad, but I never hit you. I don't cheat anymore. I don't lie and I haven't left you for anyone or anything, like all the rest!!
I'm still a good man, Tatiauna... I just had a lot to work on. You think I'm really such a terrible person...?
When I am trying to prove my love time and time again?

2014-01-05 03:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know you think I don't love you anymore. But the only reason it hurts is because I love you.

2014-01-05 05:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the same reason why it hurts me...
All the reasons why you are hurt are also why I am hurt, plus having to deal with all this suffering...
I just wish you knew... How much I want to make things right between us again... I just don't know how....
And I'll be lost until I figure out how, too...

2014-01-05 06:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you...

2014-01-05 07:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you too

2014-01-05 07:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why is this happening...

2014-01-05 07:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause you hurt men
Me

2014-01-05 07:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I didn't want to... And I'll never do it again.
Do you want to hurt me...?

2014-01-05 07:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No
I don't want to make things worse

2014-01-05 07:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you want to make things better...?

2014-01-05 07:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes

2014-01-05 07:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How do we do that? You know I was so sad I fell in the snow... twice.
And then I was so numb I fell asleep on the train... and my shoes were soaked because I couldn't pick up my feet...
And I just wonder... How do we make things better...?

2014-01-05 07:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not sure

2014-01-05 08:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What do you want to do...?
I wonder how I'll make it home...

2014-01-05 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Everyone says I look depressed...

2014-01-05 08:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know.

2014-01-05 08:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
They're trying to cheer me up...
Do you want space? I want to see you and talk some more, but... Do you need space that badly?

2014-01-05 08:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I need you to get me something and I'm all yours tomorrow

2014-01-05 08:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do you need me to get?

2014-01-05 08:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
A test

2014-01-05 08:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And... why do you keep saying that I'm not a man? Am I the woman of the relationship?
Okay... You think you're pregnant?

2014-01-05 08:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes I do. N hot chips.
I say that because a man is stereotyped as the one who always stays strong no madder what and the woman is the emotional mess

2014-01-05 08:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Crunchy curls

2014-01-05 08:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's stupid. The only way I can not be emotional is if I don't care.
... you shouldn't eat crunchy curls.
Do you want me to not care so I can be strong?
So I'm not a man?

2014-01-05 08:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I want you to care but not be so controlled by your emotions.
Why shouldn't i. I want them

2014-01-05 09:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I'm not a man? And it's a long process to tame powerful emotions.
That's why I have my certain way I do it...
So it can get done in order for things to continue moving. That's why I always ask you to listen...
And if you can't deal with me, how can you deal with Trinity? She clearly inherited my hyper sensitivity.
Also, they are bad for you. How many have you had?

2014-01-05 09:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
None

2014-01-05 09:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Fine. I'll get you some.
You're lucky I love you.
... I was sad I couldn't kiss you...

2014-01-05 09:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I live you too

2014-01-05 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you wan me to kiss you again?
Why are you being so nice so suddenly?

2014-01-05 09:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I don't want to kiss you
And I wasn't being mean to began with

2014-01-05 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh n when you get test keep it in your bag. I don't want anyone to see it when you get here
Try to get the digital one that says pregnant not pregnant cause the other gave me a faint positive so i was 100% sure

2014-01-05 10:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why don't you want to kiss me?
And you were being mean...

2014-01-05 10:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not ready

2014-01-05 10:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? And why don't youn wear your necklace...?

2014-01-05 10:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do wear it just not the past 2 days

2014-01-05 10:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you were mad at me?
Why do you put up with me?
And am I seriously attractive?

2014-01-05 10:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes , because I love you ,yes

2014-01-05 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... When did I stop asking you about how good our sex is?

2014-01-05 11:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You never did

2014-01-05 11:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well why do I think it's bad?
And what time should I come tomorrow?

2014-01-05 11:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Be there Round 11
Remember keep the stuff in your bag
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:25 pm

2014 (Jan. 6-7)

2014-01-06 12:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Can you get me noodles too

2014-01-06 08:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Can you watch her we'd n Thursday I work those days

2014-01-07 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I knew you were going to ask me and I have to say maybe.
I am trying to register for school tomorrow and I hear there's gonna be like 10 inches of snow, too.
Also, on Thursday I'm going in to work for beverage training, I told you. That's like from 1:30 to 3:20.
3:30.

2014-01-07 02:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if you can be there at 3 tomorrow ill be fine and I think iw work 6 thursday

2014-01-07 02:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What time do you work tomorrow?
And if it snows I think you should cal off, just to be safe.
I'm gonna be worried.

2014-01-07 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nvm I work at 6 wed n 4 Thursday ill have to take her to daycare

2014-01-07 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I maybe can watch her Wednesday, but definitely not Thursday.
I'll go to school early for registration.

2014-01-07 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
kay want to see my schedule

2014-01-07 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2014-01-07 02:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose


2014-01-07 02:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you have so many classes all day?

2014-01-07 02:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so I can work work around it

2014-01-07 02:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ohhh.

2014-01-07 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
im tired of Spanish so ima learn russian

2014-01-07 02:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ooo, you gonna speak Russian to me?
I think it'll be sexy...
I wanna take Japanese this year.

2014-01-07 02:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
-_-idk
I ried to take Japanese it was full

2014-01-07 02:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll speak sexy spanish to you!

2014-01-07 02:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no is not sexy

2014-01-07 06:08 PM
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2014-01-07 06:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You prolly around that bitch anyway

2014-01-07 07:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And the rest of your friends I'll never trust you with them ever again
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:25 pm

2014 (Jan. Cool

2014-01-08 07:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm nowhere near her. I've been missing you all day.
Don't tell me you don't want to move in now. I already told my mother.
Don't you know that I love you?

2014-01-08 08:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
By the way, Valentine's day we're going to see Endless Love. Okay?

2014-01-08 08:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I also appreciate how your schedule is set up.
I think we can work around it.

2014-01-08 10:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea n we'd have to wait n see if I have to work that day

2014-01-08 10:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You can't have someone cover you...?

2014-01-08 10:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If I do I'll ask Nikki hour fully she'll be back up here

2014-01-08 10:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Okay...
Why did you have sex with me the other day?

2014-01-08 10:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wanted to see how it would feel
How I would feel

2014-01-08 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What do you mean?

2014-01-08 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was horny one, but I wanted to know if I'd still feel the same having sex with you.

2014-01-08 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you?
And why were you so horny?

2014-01-08 10:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No... It made me sad. I think because I'm pregnant.

2014-01-08 10:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why did it make you sad?
Does this mean we aren't going to have sex anymore?

2014-01-08 10:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I didn't feel loved anymore I just felt betrayed and lonely
And idk maybe not for a while

2014-01-08 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I said what I said to you with all the love in my heart.
And that still didn't matter to you?

2014-01-08 11:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Not to my heart

2014-01-08 11:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
That really hurts.
... But I felt like I couldn't have sex with you either.
It didn't feel like it was real, so I couldn't do it anymore.
And it made me sad that we weren't having real sex.
I felt like you were faking it only to please me... And that made me more sad.

2014-01-08 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wasn't faking it
It did feel good but it felt good it made me so sad
That you'd even do that wih someone else
And that I tristed you when you lied in my face and you said all that shit behind my back
I feel like I don't know who you are anymore or if any of your words are true

2014-01-08 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I never had sex with anyone else but you!
That's special to me. That's special...

2014-01-08 11:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk....

2014-01-08 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you're special. I admit I made dumb mistakes out of high emotions, but nobody is special enough for sex except for you.

2014-01-08 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Kissing used to be special touching used to be special

2014-01-08 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When I have sex with you, it feels amazing because it is with you. Just because it's you.
All of those things are special!

2014-01-08 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's all special to me

2014-01-08 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But we don't see each other like we used to...
So we can't do them...
And that makes me sad.

2014-01-08 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And if it was so special you shouldn't throw it around
You shouldn't of said you didn't want to stop flirting

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I'm sorry if it took me a while to see that...
Sometimes I'm a little dumb, okay?

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You shouldn't have called her cute

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm still a guy.
And I did stop flirting.

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you shouldn't have told you wanted to have tough sex with her

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I haven't flirted with anyone. My manner of speech seems flirty, but I'm not.

2014-01-08 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Now I can't look at you u the same

2014-01-08 11:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't want those things, I wanted to know why SHE wanted them.

2014-01-08 11:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Whatever
It's all lies to be

2014-01-08 11:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh... Why can't people just be honest and open all the time?
Then I wouldn't have to pry for information I want to know...
And I did think she was cute, I'm not gonna not say when someone does something cute. That's like seeing a puppy in the window or a little kid.
What are we going to do...?
I''m ready to move in together and now...
We can't. I even told my mother.

2014-01-08 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You should have left it alone anyway like asked you too
I wanna move in but I'm not ready for sex
Neither am I ready to trust you with anyone
I can't believe I asked jade to talk to you
So you'll be happy

2014-01-08 11:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... She isn't the one who makes me happy, stupid.
Yes, I WANT to talk to her and WANT to be very good friends with her...
But I can live without her.
I don't know if I can live without you...
That may seem weak to say, I guess, but I just don't know if I really can.
I may say I have a lot of problems with you, but I know those are things we can work out and tough out. I know you're the one for me and as long as you'll have me, I'll be here.
In all honsty, I think you're the one that would leave first.
I don't care about Jade like you think I do.
I wish you'd understand your importance to me and how much you mean to me... How much I value you.
You can't let me being stupid blind you from what I know is true... Especially when I'm not gonna be stupid anymore.
I have my ways, but you're willing to work with me and be patient for me.
I appreciate you and love you.
Why don't you believe me?

2014-01-08 11:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Didn't you have a good time with me the other day, even after we had sex?
We talked and shared our feelings and played with the baby and relaxed...
I was so happy to see you open up your true feelings to me that I wasn't even angry about what you said.
I was happy that you were opening up to me and telling me the truth about what was going on, and I understood.

2014-01-08 11:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Come on, Tatiauna...
You know I love you...

2014-01-08 12:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What did your mom say when you said you were moving with me

2014-01-08 10:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wish I could have seen you before I had to go. But my bus comes in 20 minutes.
I wanted to give you a goodnight kiss.
I love you.

2014-01-08 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok goodnight I love you too
????????????

2014-01-08 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're silly. Muah.

2014-01-08 10:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm sleepy

2014-01-08 10:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Me too. But at least you'll be asleep soon. I still have to ride the bus.
You still mad at me?

2014-01-08 10:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
A little
But I'm not now

2014-01-08 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?

2014-01-08 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk

2014-01-08 11:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I see you taught her how to use the blocks
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:27 pm

2014 (Jan. 10)

2014-01-10 01:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
How did your training go

2014-01-10 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Baby...
Yeah I did...

2014-01-10 06:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You aren't talking to me...?

2014-01-10 06:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why wouldn't i

2014-01-10 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I dunno...
I'm semi emotional and I don't know why... I might die of sickness tonight...

2014-01-10 06:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh
Why

2014-01-10 06:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're sooo lucky I love you and Trinity... or else I wouldn't do this...
I have to constantly stay out in the rain tonight.

2014-01-10 06:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why

2014-01-10 06:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The building is flooding in some places and I don't have time to. Get my coat.
You'd better give me all the kisses and be suuuper faithful to me and give me a whooole lot oof appreciation when we get this house...

2014-01-10 06:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What building

2014-01-10 07:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Work!
I'm at work!
How else would I have the internet...?
Did you be bad and cheat on me and stuff all day...?
My boots and socks are soaked... I'll need to spend more money on new ones... and get you more socks...

2014-01-10 08:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh you don't need me sox I'll buy them.
Buy yourself some

2014-01-10 08:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No you'remad at me and are gonna cheat on me...
But you have to be dressed for work...

2014-01-10 09:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can that myself I'm going to Walmart anyway to get diapers
When I drop trinity off at cousin Pam's house

2014-01-10 09:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you're going to see another guy...
All weekend...
... Like you probably always do...
No devotion to me...
Everyone's better than me...

2014-01-10 09:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No one does that
I work

2014-01-10 09:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why do you love everyone else?
You have sex with him behind my back...
Why do you think CJ is better than me...?

2014-01-10 09:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No one thinks that and you know I didn't.

2014-01-10 09:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You always did! That's why you want to talk to him so bad...
Probably planning when he comes back to have sex with him again...

2014-01-10 09:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I don't. I want the right to talk to whoever I want without you acting crazy.
I never cheated and I don't care if you believe it or not. I was good girlfriend to you and always loyal to you even when you give me no reason to be I was still loyal.

2014-01-10 09:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can talk to whomever you want...

2014-01-10 09:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I can't cause you act like this
Everytime

2014-01-10 09:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But you never listen to me when I tell you about the guys...

2014-01-10 09:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I want to go somewhere

2014-01-10 09:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
because you want to sleep with them...
Or they want to sleep with you...

2014-01-10 09:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
STOP LYING!!! I LISTEMED TO YOU AND EVEN THEN NOTHING HAPPENED

2014-01-10 09:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you don't care at all!
... Not when you fell in love with CJ...
I told you not to talk to him, then you did and fell in love with him...

2014-01-10 09:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You never listened when I told you not to you even call me all typed of names and then cheated everytime

2014-01-10 09:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you love him more than me...
Why would you not listen to me and then fall in love...?

2014-01-10 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't fall in love with him

2014-01-10 09:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes you did...
That's why you're still acting this way now...
I should tell him to come back for you...
Not that he cares about you in any way besides sex...
But you don't care if guys only like you for sex...
Cuz you love him...
Do you only like me for sex...?

2014-01-10 09:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I don't i love you
I don't want him I never did.
I had a crush cause helped but I never wanted him especially like I wanted

2014-01-10 10:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You wanted to have sex with him because you thought he was better than me.
He only helped because that was what you wanted him to do...
He only does that for girls...
Which is why he only listens to you and not me...
He wants to sleep with you...
And you do, too...

2014-01-10 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I don't

2014-01-10 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIAR!!
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:28 pm

2014 (Jan. 11)

2014-01-11 12:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not lying and I don't care if you believe me or not.

2014-01-11 12:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you...
I'm just stressed... and sad...
And upset...

2014-01-11 12:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We just have so many problems and I don't know if you want to fix them... with me...
Or how long you even are gonna be with me...

2014-01-11 03:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh...

2014-01-11 10:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I want to fix them... I just don't know if I'll feel the same afterward.

2014-01-11 10:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Then... we should break up, shouldn't we...?
No point in being faithful now... I should just look for another girl...
You probably already have another guy...
Which is why you're doing this...

2014-01-11 10:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No point in trying for us anymore...
No point in trying for this relationship...
It's all worthless now.

2014-01-11 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's not Tymon. I want to fix things and figure how I feel. You owe me that much

2014-01-11 10:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Will you be with other guys in the meantime...?

2014-01-11 10:57 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-11 11:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.
I don't know if I can put forth an effort...
We're just done, aren't we...?
Now some asshole is gonna come lie and cheat on you and not love you like I do...

2014-01-11 11:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know....

2014-01-11 11:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'll be stuck with loveless hoes forever...
My life is over...
No point in doing anything else ever...

2014-01-11 11:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You cheat and lie to me 1 . 2 I'm not worried about a guy I'm worried about my child.and if I ever find another ima make sure he's the right guy before I do anything with him. And it is a point you're still a father you can save up to go to school next semester and help with her. Or get you a car or something. You still should work hard for her.

2014-01-11 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm going to go home and cut off contact with everyone.
I'm thinking about going somewhere with the money I saved or killing myself.
I'm not having a broken family.
I haven't decided what I'm gonna do yet. It'll be a surprise.

2014-01-11 11:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk you're acting like this. You would rather not be in your child's life because you're not getting g what you want

2014-01-11 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then she shouldn't have been here if you weren't going to be committed.
Now I have to die.
Since you can't trust me.
Even though I'm being serious.
I don't want to trap you where you don't want to be.

2014-01-11 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know what to say anymore

2014-01-11 11:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're the one who wants to leave.
I'm quitting my job tomorrow.
I'm not about to sit here and let you leave after I decided to be fully committed.
So I have to leave.
You can't trust my commitment now.
And I'm fully committed.
So.
Tell Trinity I died.

2014-01-11 11:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just don't understand why you won't be with me when I finally settled down.
All the hard work put in...
For nothing
Because of you.
It's like everything we went through was worthless.
And I was so happy yesterday when I put the Prom card in my wallet...

2014-01-11 11:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
All for nothing...

2014-01-11 11:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you at home?

2014-01-11 12:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm coming over...

2014-01-11 12:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm at home but I'm getting ready to go I gotta get her stuff and take her to my cousins house

2014-01-11 12:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... There's no point in trying to do this, huh..?
We don't have a relationship anymore or love...
You're just getting rid of her so you can spend time with some other guy or go out and have sex...

2014-01-11 12:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I have to work
And obviously we don't.

2014-01-11 12:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT.
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT WON'T FUCKING TRUST ME.
AND WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME.

2014-01-11 12:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't cheat you did

2014-01-11 12:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL I DIDN'T SAY I SLEPT WITH 100 GUYS, DID I?!

2014-01-11 12:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Neither did I you did. Cause you I told I didn't know how many
but I stop lying an I changed you kept lying and cheating
and you're still citing selfish
look at you now you can't even accept responsibility for te things you've done and throwing past can't help you
Cause I grew up after junior year I told the truth I was always faithful and after all that all your promises you broke them you put what you wanted before me you talked down to me and you cheated on me and lied to me

2014-01-11 12:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND I STAYED WITH YOU DESPITE ALL OF THAT GROWING UP YOU DID.
THROUGH ALL THE LIES.

2014-01-11 12:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you did more

2014-01-11 12:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO WHY CAN'T YOU DO THE SAME?!

2014-01-11 12:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i only lied once and I changed

2014-01-11 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU LIED ABOUT ELRIC AND THOSE GUYS.
YOU LIED ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU KNEW.

2014-01-11 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you lied and broke promises multiple time and you didn't change you couldn't

2014-01-11 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ANTONIO.
SHUT THE FUCK UP, I'm TRYING TO CHANGE.

2014-01-11 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
even get your self fucking together for your child

2014-01-11 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOUR MAKING IT SO DIFFICULT.
SAY SOMETHING ABOUT TRINITY ONE MORE TIME.
AND I'll LEAVE YOU BOTH IN THE DUST.
THIS ISN'T ABOUT HER AT ALL.
THIS IS ABOUT YOU AND ME.
SO ACT FUCKING LIKE IT.

2014-01-11 12:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because I'm upset you cheated on me? You can't expect me to forgive that. You can't even get I'ver me talking to cj
and you expect me to get over you cheating for the 4 the or 5th time

2014-01-11 12:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DON'T HOLD ON TO THINGS LIKE I DO.
BESIDES, DO YOU WANT US TO WORK OUT?!

2014-01-11 12:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well i can't let this go

2014-01-11 12:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DO YOU LOVE ME?
DO YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME?
THEN I'll KILL CINDY.

2014-01-11 12:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it won't do anything for me than look at you weaker than I already am

2014-01-11 12:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT CAN'T GET OVER IT.
SO I'm GOING TO HELP YOU.
SINCE YOU CAN'T APPRECIATE MY FAITHFULNESS NOW.
IF I HAVE TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF MISTRUST, SO WILL EVERYONE ELSE!!
I'm GOING TO BURN DOWN MY HOUSE AND YOURS.

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you think I'll be over YOUR ACTINS BU MAKING THINGS WORSE AND MAKING ME HATE YOU MORE

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BREAK ALL THE GLASSES AT WORK.

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
YOU NEED HELP

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND KILL CJ AND CINDY.

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're selfish

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU NEED HELP.
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TRUST ME.

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you can't take responsibilities for your actions and your childish

2014-01-11 12:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND IF THERE'S ONE THING I CAN'T STAND...

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no I don't I have no reason to trust you

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT'S SOMEONE NOT BELIEVING ME WHEN I'm TELLING THE TRUTH!!

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you haven't given me one and Niebuhr don't want to be with
soneone like you

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN DON'T!!
AND GIVE ME MY CHILD.

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
oh like fielt all those times you treated me like dirt as accused me of lying

2014-01-11 12:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm SUEING YOU FOR FULL CUSTODY.

2014-01-11 12:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
when I did nothing wrong when you secretly were keeping a secret
youre unstable

2014-01-11 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU WON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME.
YOU AREN'T LISTENING TO ME.
OR TRUSTING ME.
AND I CAN'T STAND NOT BEING TRUSTED WHEN I'm BEING TRUTHFUL!!

2014-01-11 12:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i am listenting but that won't make me trust you

2014-01-11 12:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT MAKES ME EMOTIONAL!!
WHEN I'm WRONG, I WON'T ACT OUT.

2014-01-11 12:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Shocker Tymon's emotional

2014-01-11 12:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE I CAN'T DENY MY WRONGNESS.
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH OR I'll CUT OFF YOUR FINGERS.
IN FACT...

2014-01-11 12:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you are just because you're not going too

2014-01-11 12:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll SE YOU AT YOUR FUCKING JOB.
SINCE YOU WON'T LISTEN.

2014-01-11 01:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
" bitch I'll cut off your feeling" yea that

2014-01-11 01:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TRY ME. I'll DESTROY YOUR LIFE LIKE YOU DESTROYED MINE.

2014-01-11 01:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
don't come to my job

2014-01-11 01:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll TAKE MY CHILD.
I AM.
I have nothing to lose.

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i loose my job

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The only things I care about are gone.

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Another example of how selfish you are I'll never be with you again

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO THERE'S NO REASON TO GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING.
YOU'RE THE SELFISH ONE.

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like you ever did

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NOT TRUSTING ME.
I LOVE YOU

2014-01-11 01:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no I'm taking care of me for once

2014-01-11 01:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why are you treating me this way?
GIVE ME MY BABY.
I'M CALLING THE POLICE!!!!

2014-01-11 01:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You can't call thee police I'm not holding her hostage and you only want her to spite me
If you care about me you'd leave me and get mental cause you need it

2014-01-11 01:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll TAKE EVERYTHING FROM YOU LIKE YOU DID TO ME!!
YOU WON'T EVEN TRY TO TRUST ME.
YOU WON'T EVEN TRY TO WORK THINGS OUT.

2014-01-11 01:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You want me to trust you then you get on my nerves
like I'm supposed just get over it because you're ready
that a selfish way of thinking you're forcing me to be with you

2014-01-11 01:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE IF I WASN'T BEING TRUTHFUL, WHY WOULD I GET ON YOUR NERVES?!
YOU WANTED ME TO BE FAITHFUL ANND TRUTHFUL...
THEN YOU WANT TO LEAVE WHEN I COMMIT?

2014-01-11 01:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and throw fit when I dont

2014-01-11 01:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm LEAVING WORK EARLY.
BECAUSE WE NEED TO TALK.
AND YOU CAN'T HANDLE TALKING THROUGH TEXT.

2014-01-11 01:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and I told you we had to work it out before I new how I felt
a d you said you didn't feel like trying

2014-01-11 01:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AS USUAL.

2014-01-11 01:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
things don't just change over night just because you want them too
look back at the messages you were the that said you didn't want go threw that
You didn't love me enough to stay faithful now you don't love me enough to let me go
And you're putting me threw the usual hell that you always put me threw when I try to tell you what I want. But in the end what I want doesn't matter.
The job I love taking care of my child doesn't matter

2014-01-11 01:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, THAT JUST MEANS THAT YOU ALREADY FOUND A NEW GUY.
AND ARE TRYING TO GET RID OF ME.

2014-01-11 01:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause when you're not happy I'm not slowed to be

2014-01-11 01:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DO WANT TO TRY, STUPID!!!
...
But I don't like it when all my work amounts to nothing...
... You still don't understand me, do you...?

2014-01-11 01:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
nobit doesn't it means I need time for myself because in scarred and broken I'm abused and worn out

2014-01-11 01:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ii want us to be a happy family.
... Fine.
Don't talk to me, miss I need time.
Don't ask me for anything.
Since you can't talk to me and work things out with me.
I knew you didn't love me.
YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE!!!
PLUS YOU'VE HAD FUCKING TIME TO YOURSELF.
I BARELY TALK TO YOU OR SEE YOU.

2014-01-11 01:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I didn't

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE MAKING EXCUSES!!!
LIES!!!

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm always working and taking care of you and the baby

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TELL ME THE TRUTH!M
TAKING CARE OF ME?!

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Trying to get things done

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE HELL!

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes you

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IF YOU WERE, WE'D BE PEACHY KEEN RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Iyou act like this

2014-01-11 01:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WORK OUT OUR ISSUES.

2014-01-11 01:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
So I submit to your will and do what you want ignoring what I feel on the inside cause you won't let me feel
You get mad because I'm hurt
You started this argument yesterday bringing up cj I was trying but that let me know that it won't stop

2014-01-11 01:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I never wanted you to submit to my will.
IT WILL STOP, STUPID!!

2014-01-11 01:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're abussive emotionally

2014-01-11 01:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU just don't understand...
STOP SAYING MEAN THINGS TO ME!!

2014-01-11 01:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not stupid im an intelligent woman

2014-01-11 01:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm THE ONE BEING EMOTIONALLY ABUSED!!
FINE, THEN I'm NOT CRAZY!!

2014-01-11 01:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
How I'm not keeping you here I accept your decisions when you're hurtbi don't try to hurt you worse I don't try to take everything from you even when you broke my heart I calmed you down hurt myself trying to stop
You from killing yourself
That's abussive?
Making the person who tears you down constantly feel better? Trying to make him happy at my expense?

2014-01-11 01:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
I wish you got it
Maybe I have to stop being so emotional.
For you to understand.
My emotions are too complex for you to fully grasp.
Fine, let's talk normally, then. Alright?
I still think we need to talk in person.
What's wrong?

2014-01-11 01:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What's wrong is that I'm exhausted

2014-01-11 01:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
With what and why?

2014-01-11 01:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
With all of this. I have a lot on my plate that I'm doing on my own for the most part.

2014-01-11 01:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what do you think I'm doing?
I can't go back to school, have to deal with you AND my emotions, Trinity, family and my house.
Plus finances and sickness. Transportation.
You think this is a walk in the park for me, or you just think it's worse for you because you live with the baby?
Dealing with our relationship issues makes things the worst for me, and lots of times I feel like you aren't trying as hard as I am for us because you're too worried about her.
She'll be okay if we're okay.
Which is why I try so hard. Partially for me, partially for us and partially for her.
I love you both dearly and want to be a family forever.
But you being unsure of us... It really hurt me.
So I lashed out.

2014-01-11 01:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh...

2014-01-11 01:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh. I knew you couldn't tell.
You're cute though, but my feelings were hurt.
It's okay, it was my fault for being so emotional.
I have to stop being so quick to react emotionally.

2014-01-11 01:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That would help...

2014-01-11 01:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm sorry.
But do you really not want to be with me?
I really am trying...
I really need you to trust me...
I'm doing so much better now, too...
And I'm being faithful!! One hundred percent!

2014-01-11 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I also apologize for the untrue things I said. I really do love you.
But don't cal me weak because you don't know my end of the situation.
Or how I function fully. Okay?

2014-01-11 03:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Let's talk later, okay? I love you. I hope you still love me too and really want to be with me... It hurts the most to even think that you don't...

2014-01-11 04:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll try to save my emotions for sex and emotionall talk... Not for problem solving.
... and I hope in the ffuture you can learn to understand me and my emotions better... that is, if you even want a future with me still...
Until then, I'll compromise and cut down my feelings. I'll keep them in line for you, okay baby...?

2014-01-11 04:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're so lucky... I'd never EVER do overtime...

2014-01-11 04:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But for you and Trinity... I am. I hope you understand how faithful and truthful I am when I get us this apartment...
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:30 pm

2014 (Jan. 12-13)

2014-01-12 08:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... you slept with someone, didn't you?
Since Trinity is gone...
You had the perfect opportunity.
And I bet when everyone goes to church, you're gonna do it again, too... aren't you?

2014-01-12 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've figured it out!! After reading your messages, Things are beginning to make sense!!
I'm sorry for how I've been acting, and now I know how to fix them! Give me a little bit of time and this CJ thing will be resolved!!
Also, don't be mad at Zeik. It wasn't his fault, it was mine.
Don't blame him for my wrongdoings.

2014-01-12 10:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm totally fixing everything for us... don't worry about a thing, baby!!
I'm fixing myself like I said I would so we can be happy! All three of us!

2014-01-12 10:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
By the way, I think I'm so stressed I've been coughing up blood...

2014-01-12 10:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Go to the doctor. That happened to me last month

2014-01-12 10:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm not going to any doctor.
And what about everything else I said? You don't care?

2014-01-12 11:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do care I just didn't know what to say

2014-01-12 11:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

... Tell me how it makes you feel
When you don't know what to say, just start saying how you feel. Don't think just tell me your feelings.
Trust that I'll understand them no matter what and just express them, okay?

2014-01-12 11:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you not want to talk to me...?

2014-01-12 12:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know how I feel. I feel emotionless and shut down.
And I don't really feel like talking at all. But I will

2014-01-12 02:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Okay. I'll accept that... I'll have to learn to be more patient with you...
You used to do this in the past, but now that I know you a little better and am trying to fix things with us, I'll have to wait.
I guess I don't mind. I'm just kinda impatient... hahaha.
... but I do love you, you know.

2014-01-12 02:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know

2014-01-12 04:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Can I see you today?

2014-01-12 04:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
How it's late? You can't stay long. Why didn't you come earlier.

2014-01-12 04:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I was at work. you love me?

2014-01-12 04:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You worked in the morning? Yea

2014-01-12 09:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The hpv is fake someone showed me on snopes that someone was spreading the rumor
So hpv does work
Sigh what a relief

2014-01-12 09:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The precentage of ppl who get have the virus is high

2014-01-13 06:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I put your name in a sweepstake and you one but you have to call them for the prize. When they ask what number you used you used my number 7737068802 Call IMMEDIATELY to verify at 888-768-6153 Prize code:MP147H49.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:32 pm

2014 (Jan. 14)

2014-01-14 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What sweepstakes was it?

2014-01-14 02:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Nevermind, it was a timeshare. Thank you, though.
Also, how have you been feeling?

2014-01-14 02:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Boo! I thought we won the car.
I've been ok
You

2014-01-14 02:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Me too. I was like 'Our problems are over!'
But I've been thinking a lot and going through a lot...

2014-01-14 02:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh... About what

2014-01-14 02:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well us and you and me and our family. The usual.
But I want to hear from you first.
So you tell me stuff that's been going on before I tell you.

2014-01-14 02:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh well I scheduled my abortion it's on the 24th. And I been thinking about us too.
Oh n I wasn't fat I was bloated I passed a lot of gas and was better

2014-01-14 02:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How much is it? And I thought you were showing... Hahaha.

2014-01-14 02:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
304

2014-01-14 02:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And tell me what you were thinking about and feeling and stuff...
I'll pay half.

2014-01-14 02:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's fine I have enough
I was thinking about our relationship and how I know you're trying, but I don't feel anything
I'm not mad anymore, and I've forgiven you. However, I don't think I feel the same.
I don't want you to spend your money.

2014-01-14 02:47 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
So this is the end of us, then?

2014-01-14 02:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know.
What were you thinking?
Also I changed one if my classes now I only have school Monday wed and Friday

2014-01-14 02:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I was with Cati last night and we had an amazing bonding experience just talking and having intellectual conversations and sharing feelings... and we're very much alike. And she told me this story about her father... and how he was too crazy to be around her family for too long anymore.

2014-01-14 02:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And her mother still loved him, but he was just crazy... and I was thinking that I didn't want to be that way...
... But also...
Are we even going to work out?

2014-01-14 02:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't think we are.

2014-01-14 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then why did I waste my time with you...?

2014-01-14 02:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You didn't we still have to work things out for her. I'm just letting you know how I feel. I feel emotionless towards you. I don't why.

2014-01-14 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It was a waste of time.
All this changing for the better I did...
Waste of time.
It doesn't mean anything anymore.

2014-01-14 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's not Tymon, you still be an example of a man for her.

2014-01-14 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm not though.
Remember?
CJ is the man.
Remember?

2014-01-14 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you are
She crying for you 2 days ago
We were watching callue and she saw his dad and kept asking for you
She loves you

2014-01-14 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That doesn't matter.
CJ is the man.
And I'm not.
You said so.

2014-01-14 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
She needs you the best man you can be so when she gets older she can find her a man treated her really good like you

2014-01-14 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You told me I was the woman of the relationship, too.

2014-01-14 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't even talk to cj. I even asked him stay out of my life.

2014-01-14 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you said it.
Look, I'll pay for you to go up there.

2014-01-14 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But I told you you were the man when it came to parenting

2014-01-14 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And stay with him.
No.

2014-01-14 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want him

2014-01-14 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I have to be the man.
Or else it means nothing.
And you can't lie to me.

2014-01-14 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I didn't say I wanted him

2014-01-14 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You said he was the man.
And I am not.

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not lying

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop telling me what you don't want.
And tell me why you said it.
What makes him the man?

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't say it

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why is he more of a man than I am?
That's a lie.
Don't lie to me.

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
When did I

2014-01-14 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Facebook. A long time ago.
You were flirting with him.
You NEVER flirt with me.

2014-01-14 03:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I wasn't

2014-01-14 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You know what?
I can't do this with you.

2014-01-14 03:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh... Now you don't want to talk

2014-01-14 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You have to stop lying to me.

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not lying I've never flirted with
Him

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't talk to you if you deny what I know is true!!
I SAW THE FUCKING MESSAGE.

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It what you think us true

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I made a note to NEVER forget it.

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I typed it

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now tell me why you said it.

2014-01-14 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never flirted with him

2014-01-14 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because if you keep lying to me...

2014-01-14 03:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't even remember saying it

2014-01-14 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I won't be able to talk to you ever again.
It doesn't matter because you said it.
And it happened.
Why is he the man? Why is he more of a man than me? Explain it to me.
By the way, an old friend of mine said I was cute yesterday. It made me really happy to get a compliment from a pretty girl.

2014-01-14 03:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Whatever if I did say it's cause no madder what happens he takes care of his responsibilities. You're not less a man than him. You're just over emotional and act in them.

2014-01-14 03:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh does he?
Is that why he lives with his mother?
Everything he has, he got through her.
He can't take care of himself. Or, last I checked, anyway.
He needs a woman to keep him on track. To feed him, to guide him, to provide for him.
Now, why is he the man?
Why am I not?
What am I not doing that makes him more manly?
Is it because I don't rely on a woman to cook, clean and do other simple things for me?

2014-01-14 03:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok so do you? And he's in school and only have one responsibility himself. And I think it's good he's become more of an admiral man than he used to be.
No one said he was more manly

2014-01-14 03:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Am I missing manly qualities?

2014-01-14 03:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I said I was more manly
I am than the both of you.

2014-01-14 03:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yeah, but if he had more responsibilities, he'd fall apart.
Like hell you are.
You said CJ was the man.
Now tell me why.

2014-01-14 03:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't say that

2014-01-14 03:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
He doesn't have a child nor a girlfriend he can access quickly.
YOU. DID. DO. IT.

2014-01-14 03:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then prove it

2014-01-14 03:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
STOP TELLING ME WHAT DIDN'T HAPPEN BEFORE I FUCKING GO OFF.

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You stop telling me

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't if you DELETE YOUR FUCKING MESSAGES.

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You prolly misread it

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm done talking to you.
You can't even believe me?

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
With your jealous ass

2014-01-14 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LOOK BITCH.
YOU SAID IT.
WITH A SMILEY FACE.
AND HE SAID "Yeah, I am the man!L
BECAUSE I REMEMBER THAT SHIT.
BECAUSE IT PISSED ME OFF.

2014-01-14 03:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
-_-

2014-01-14 03:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO GETS ON MY LAST NERVE NOT LISTENING TO ME.
I SWEAR, I JUST WANT TO STRANGLE YOU!!

2014-01-14 03:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ThAt was prolly sarcasm we were prolly joking

2014-01-14 03:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU WEREN'T!!

2014-01-14 03:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And took it seriously

2014-01-14 03:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
STOP LYING TO ME TO COVER IT UP!!

2014-01-14 03:15 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I made fun if him a lot

2014-01-14 03:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T CARE WHAT FUCKING REASON IT IS.
DON'T YOU DARE LIE TO ME.

2014-01-14 03:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm tired of you
I know I've never told him him he was the man in the context in which I take seriously
There's no need too

2014-01-14 03:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YES YOU DID.
BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM.

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because I don't need him to be that for me

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND I SAW IT.

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't live him

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU NEEDED HIM THEN.
AND YES, YOU DO.
SO STOP LYING TO ME!!!

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
This is why I didn't want to tell you how I feel
You turn into this

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I SWEAR, NO ONE MAKES ME MAD ANYMORE EXCEPT YOU.
YOU ARE LITERALLY THE ONLY PERSON.

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Instead of talking to me about our real problems

2014-01-14 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHO DOES NOT LISTEN.

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You throw cj in it

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THIS IS REAL!!

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
When he's irrelevant

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THIS IS WHY WE DON'T GET THINGS SOLVED!!
SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN!!
JUST SHUT YOUR DUMBASS UP FOR ONE SECOND.

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's cause you're bring up something that has nothing to do with out situTion

2014-01-14 03:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THIS IS WHY I HATE BLACK PEOPLE!!
ALL OF YOU DESERVE TO DIE!!
EVERY LAST ONE.
CUZ YOU CAN'T FUCKING LISTEN OR UNDERSTAND OR COMPREHEND PAST YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.
YOU SIT HERE TRYING TO TELL ME THR PROBLEM LIKE YOU KNOW.
But you don't.
Otherwise it would have been fixed.
Listen for once.
Cuz me listening to you doesn't fix MY PROBLEMS.
BUT YOU DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT ME!!
YOU CARE ABOUT YOU!!
JUST LIKE THE TREE THING SAID!!
YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF!!!
OTHERWISE YOU'D SHUT UP AND LISTEN!!!

2014-01-14 03:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then why is he relevant and why won't you listen to me when I say I've never referred to him in that context. He is about as much as a man as you are. You're a bit more cause at least you're honest. When I said you act like the woman in our relationship OURS he has nothing to do with us yet keep putting him in our world

2014-01-14 03:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I am listening but you asked me a question

2014-01-14 03:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh... Let me calm down...

2014-01-14 03:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That I obviously can't answer cause I've never thought that way

2014-01-14 03:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Let me tell you something.
The only reason I would get mad is if you are not listening to me or if you're lying to me.
I need you to, when I am saying something, to NOT react with your first thought and intentions, natural black people instincts...
And actually TRY to see it from my perspective.
I've been telling you this FOREVER.
AND YOU NEVER CHANGE.
YOU need to look over those messages.
Look over the way you talked to him back then.
He is still relevent to ME, which means it is something that hinders OUR relationship.
You are not the ONLY person who is in this relationship, but you're about to find out what it's like to be.
You complain about being the only person who does everything, but what do you do? Not listen to me and make decisions on your own, not care about what I say and tell me what I say and feel is invalid.
CONSTANTLY.

2014-01-14 03:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I try to tell you how to raise Trinity, you don't listen. How to clean up, don't listen. Warn you about other people, don't listen.

2014-01-14 03:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But how can you tell me what I felt when I typed it. I purposes avoided flirting because of you

2014-01-14 03:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Face it, YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME.
... GO FUCKING LOOK AT THE MESSAGES.

2014-01-14 03:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I stoped talking to him for you

2014-01-14 03:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DON'T EVEN RESPOND TO ME.
YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM FOR TRINITY.
YOU DON'T DO A DAMN THING FOR ME.
CUZ YOU DON'T KNOW HOW.
AND THAT'S WHY I'm FEELING THE WAY I AM.
YOU DO SO MUCH FOR TRINITY AND TRY FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO BALANCE ME IN.
I DON'T EVEN FUCKING MATTER.

2014-01-14 03:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You do matter

2014-01-14 03:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU WONDER WHY I'm ALWAYS UPSET AND CRAZY.
APPARENTLY NOT. YOU DON'T DO EVERYTHING FOR THE BABY TO THE POINT WHERE YOU IGNORE YOUR SPOUSE.
THAT'S HOW RELATIONSHIPS FAIL.

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I do try for you these past months have been for nothing but you and you know that...

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE SO BUSY TRYING NOT TO BE LIKE YOUR MOTHER.

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not trying to be like her.

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT YOU NEED TO FIND OUT THE THINGS SHE DID RIGHT.

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not trying to no be like her

2014-01-14 03:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DO IT SUBCONSCIOUSLY.
BECAUSE SHE NEGLECTED YOU FOR MEN.
I KNOW HOW THE MIND WORKS, TATIAUNA.
BUT SHE NEGLECTED YOU FOR THE WRONG MEN.

2014-01-14 03:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I know how my mind works. Just like you tell me not to force my thoughts on you don't do it to me

2014-01-14 03:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT MAN SHOULD HAVE BEEN DEDICATED TO THE FAMILY ENOUGH TO CALL HER OUT ON HER ACTIONS AND CORRECT HER.
BUT WITH HER FUCKING ATTITUDE THAT YOUUUU INHERITED, IT PROBABLY WOULD HAVE ENDED IN A BREAKUP.
CUZ THAT'S HOW YOU AND HER ARE. CAN'T TELL YOU NOTHING ABOUT WHAT YOU DO WRONG. MAKES YOU FEEL WORTHLESS OR WHATEVER WHEN THAT ISN'T THE CASE.
I TRY TO CORRECT PEOPLE NOT TO BRING THEM DOWN, BUT TO MAKE THEM BETTER, THE SAME REASON WHY I'D WANT THEM TO DO ME.
I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU THAT YOU SAY A WORD INCORRECTLY WITHOUT YOU SAYING 'WHATEVER, I don't care, it doesn't matter.'
BUT LET ME BE WRONG, YOU'LL BE SO READY TO TELL ME WHAT I DID.
YOU CAN'T ACCEPT CRITICISM.
I see your mom do it, too. Try to correct other people and tell them what they should and shouldn't be doing.
But can't handle when someone else does the same.
It doesn't make you inferior or make the other person better than you.

2014-01-14 03:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Whatever you never listen to what I say you do wrong until you're ready to accept then. And the words you say like bitch hoe stupid manipulative
thats what makes me feel crappy
ring cheated on makes me feel crappy

2014-01-14 03:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't say it to make you feel bad.

2014-01-14 03:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
your nagging is annoying but I do take it into consideration

2014-01-14 03:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't ever intend to make you feel bad.
I want to make you better. You helped make me better.

2014-01-14 03:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
a d you helped me be better and I gave tried for you

2014-01-14 03:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But that can't happen if someone can't tell you something.
But you can't TRY. You have to bite the bullet and see for yourself sometimes what I'm saying.
LISTEN to me.

2014-01-14 03:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Just because I get mad doesn't mean I don't listen

2014-01-14 03:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why would you get mad in the first place?

2014-01-14 03:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But you can't even trust my words especially about cj. I've been nothing but loyal to you and svoided doing bad stuff or flirting etc... And you can't even listen when I know how I was.
idk sometimes you can be annoying about it. I
Clean my room a lot but it's little space

2014-01-14 03:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because you don't listen the first time I say it.
If you just always pick up after Trinity, it wouldn't get so messy.
You're also kinda lazy, but that isn't bad considering you're always doing stuff.
You need to organize your time better.
But that aside...
Listening to Cati yesterday freed me.
I am able to trust because of her story.
I'm just like her father, but I have a chance.
I can just trust you, not cheat on you and not be crazy.

2014-01-14 03:45 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh that's good

2014-01-14 03:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
He couldn't.
And he messed up on a woman who really loved him and wanted a family with him.
And his two daughters.
And all I could think was "He was the only reason that family didn't work. I can't be like that." His kids love him, but they can't even be around him for too long.
I want a family with you. I love you.
And now I come back and you don't love me.
You don't even feel for me.
It's like me changing was meaningless. Yeah, I can be a good person for myself and others, but I have no family and I'm unloved.

2014-01-14 03:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm sorry you feel that way. It's not. I'm proud of what you're becoming and I know you'll be the best man for trinity. And you'll be successful.
Also I went back to the message

2014-01-14 04:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose

When I called him the man I meant the cops or government that tries to stop me from being me boy. Like the man is always try to put us down

2014-01-14 04:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It isn't just about Trinity.
It's about us.
That's why I told you to stop thinking about the baby.
You think about her too much to be able to function in the relationship.
You don't know how to balance me, you and here. It's like everything is just her, and that's why she's spoiled.
Also, to me, outside looking in, I didn't get it.
I apologize for misunderstanding.
But that's why I wanted you to listen to me.
Because even if I'm wrong, you can clear it up easy.
And then there is no more problem anymore.

2014-01-14 04:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I forgive you and I'm just thinking of her. I'm just saying your work won't be vain even if I'm not with you

2014-01-14 04:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It will be.
Because I work for a family.
And all that I fought for is gone.

2014-01-14 04:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then move forward. Just because something go your way doesn't mean you becoming a better person is bad. It's good cause you'll be better in the future.

2014-01-14 04:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why don't you want to be with me, then?

2014-01-14 04:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I just don't feel it

2014-01-14 04:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't even believe in our family.
... Are you not feeling it because you don't want to?

2014-01-14 04:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I think I just need to be bymyself. I'm sorry I've tried but I can't.

2014-01-14 04:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Tried how?
You didn't even try to see me.

2014-01-14 04:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Like I tried to have feelings but I can't

2014-01-14 04:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? How is that possible?

2014-01-14 04:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't even talk to you how could I try to see you

2014-01-14 04:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're willing to let any of these girls out here come try to snatch me up so easily?

2014-01-14 04:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You act like this wasn't the 4th time

2014-01-14 04:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The last time!!
Absolutely!
I've finally fixed some of my major issues and... you don't even care.
I did it FOR US.
I did it so we can all BE TOGETHER AND BE HAPPY.
I DIDN'T DO IT ONLY FOR ME.
Because you Are just as important.
Equally as important as me or as Trinity.
You don't have to try to establish your importance, because you already are.

2014-01-14 04:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm sorry I appreciate it, but I can't help my feelings. Sometimes people can only take so much before they shutdown...

2014-01-14 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I had a child with you and only you for a reason.
... sigh...
... I need to be loved.
I don't care about having sex. It will be bothersome if you aren't into it. And you can't fake it, either.

2014-01-14 04:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know

2014-01-14 04:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So what do I do now? Get a new family?

2014-01-14 04:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I doubt that the solution. I'm not sure though

2014-01-14 04:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
Why is this happening?
I want someone to hold and cuddle and kiss and go to sleep with and wake up to and make love to and to be with...

2014-01-14 04:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know but I don't think I can Be that right now.

2014-01-14 04:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?
Is it because I changed?

2014-01-14 05:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why would it be because you changed?

2014-01-14 06:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What else could it be?

2014-01-14 06:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You changing is good. I just don't feel the same.
I'm feel emotionless l

2014-01-14 06:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I can make you feel again...
My changing was bad.
I should have just stayed the same.
Then this wouldn't have happened...

2014-01-14 06:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Are you talking about you changing from good to lying n cheating or the one you're trying to do now

2014-01-14 06:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
both.
... Sigh... There's no point in showing you love anymore...

2014-01-14 06:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Now what do I do?
Go find other girls?

2014-01-14 06:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know...

2014-01-14 06:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you even care?
Or are you hiding your emotions so you won't get hurt?
Instead of trusting me?
You did this before.

2014-01-14 06:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk

2014-01-14 06:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try.
To trust me.

2014-01-14 06:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or are you giving up?
Did you even trry?
Must be another guy. Do I know him?

2014-01-14 07:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's no one else.
I don't really trust guys and what they say anymore
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:34 pm

2014 (Jan. 15)

2014-01-15 07:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TATIAUNA!!
Trust me...
I had this terrible dream...
We were fighting so bad...
Why don't you trust me?

2014-01-15 07:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why were we fighting... My stomach hurt...

2014-01-15 07:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't know why we were fighting, but it got really bad.
Why don't you trust me?

2014-01-15 07:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Like physical

2014-01-15 07:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think so.

2014-01-15 07:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I feel like ppl can be one way in your face and a totally different person in your face.

2014-01-15 07:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yes, they can, but you have to trust me when I say that I won't be!
I used to think you were the same way...
I thought you were loving while I was around, then all flirty and sex crazy when I was gone.
Please... believe me.
Why don't you trust me?

2014-01-15 07:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I try too but I think you are just going do the same especially since you say the same things.

2014-01-15 08:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's when you have to know for sure that I'm not.
I know it seems bad, but this time is so much different...

2014-01-15 08:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How can you trust me again?

2014-01-15 08:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know.. Oh action for children aren't paying anybody for several months so well have to pay.

2014-01-15 08:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Pay for what?

2014-01-15 08:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Child care

2014-01-15 08:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What does that mean?

2014-01-15 08:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
We have to pay for child care

2014-01-15 08:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Child care like what? WIC?

2014-01-15 08:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Daycare
Damn

2014-01-15 08:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well how much is that?

2014-01-15 08:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I have to ask

2014-01-15 08:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well if it's a lot, we could always ask Mama...

2014-01-15 08:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I guess

2014-01-15 08:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's not like we're moving in anymore.

2014-01-15 08:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea...

2014-01-15 08:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't want to?
We were almost there...

2014-01-15 08:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I think we afford it now...
All theses expenses

2014-01-15 08:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I could get it in a couple weeks.

2014-01-15 08:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon we have to pay for a few months

2014-01-15 08:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?
... you know last night I was listening to the Samurai Champloo ending song...
And all I could think about was how we first got together...

2014-01-15 08:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was to that type if music last night too

2014-01-15 08:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I was watching Samurai Champloo when I told you I loved you for the first time.
And you broke up with Sa'Von that night.
And it made me cry because I was so happy...
... And you know what? I remember that I stopped seeing Justus for you...
I wasn't sure if you were going to be faithful to me, but I was willing to give it a try with you.
... I was happy that I did...
I just wanted to tell you how I was feeling. That's it.

2014-01-15 09:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know

2014-01-15 09:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why did you break up with him, anyway?

2014-01-15 10:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause It wasn't fair that I loved someone else

2014-01-15 10:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why didn't you not date him if you already loved me before that?
And besides, didn't you like his sex?

2014-01-15 10:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No and because you were taken n I was trying to move on

2014-01-15 10:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You knew I loved you.
And how do I know you wouldn't do that to me?

2014-01-15 10:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I didn't
And cause I grew up I wouldn't date someone just cause I couldn't have the one I want

2014-01-15 10:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You want me, right?
And you figured out that I love you, right?

2014-01-15 10:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I always knew you loved me. I just can't be with you.

2014-01-15 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? This doesn't make any sense...
It has to be someone else.
Who is it?

2014-01-15 10:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I can't trust you and I'm fed up with not knowing ppl

2014-01-15 10:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT YOU CAN TRUST ME.
And you can know me...
That's why I've been telling you my feelings.
So you can get to know me better.
I'm telling you how I work and how I think.
And even explaining things to you about me. All so you'll know me better and understand me.
And can trust me...

2014-01-15 11:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... It's Steven Gale, isn't it?
You've wanted his virginity forever, so you want to be with him now to have sex with him...
He is your dream guy, you said. I remember that.

2014-01-15 12:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet you think he is so much better than me, like you always did with everyone you liked.

2014-01-15 01:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No one wants Steven gale. I said his personality type was. I don't have any feelings for him.

2014-01-15 01:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I'm not good for you at all.
First I'm not good enough to match up to CJ because I'm apparently not as responsible, and now my personality isn't to your liking like Steven Gale's is.
You never wanted to really be with me to begin with. You were trying to get to my friends.
And now you're trying to dump me so you can get to them, because they're all so perfect for you...

2014-01-15 01:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't even talked to them. Stop being emotional

2014-01-15 01:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't. You aren't being emotional.
You're distancing yourself for me and I believe it's for someone else.
It's Tim, isn't it?
Or someone at school, I bet.

2014-01-15 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want anyone

2014-01-15 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Not even me...?

2014-01-15 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is it because I'm not attractive?
I don't look good enough? I'm not sexy enough?

2014-01-15 03:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-15 07:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not about all of that
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:34 pm

2014 (Jan. 16)

2014-01-16 01:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I figured out that I need an answer.

2014-01-16 01:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't keep sulking forever. I'm ready to move on.
Are you trying to say that I should?
I also don't believe in any broken families. We're gonna have to move in together. But I'm gonna act different if we aren't gonna be together anymore.

2014-01-16 01:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you, but I absolutely need to know what direction we're going.

2014-01-16 02:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I was finally ready.
Too late, I suppose?

2014-01-16 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea it is.

2014-01-16 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why do you still want to move in?

2014-01-16 04:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I forgot to say I love you and kiss you.
muah.

2014-01-16 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm coming tomorrow.
I also appreciate what you did for me...

2014-01-16 06:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
wait, nevermind, I won't come tomorroww.

2014-01-16 07:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea lol I was about to say I won't be there.

2014-01-16 07:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah... Is Trinity going to day care?

2014-01-16 07:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea

2014-01-16 07:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what time do you get out of school?

2014-01-16 07:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
315

2014-01-16 07:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh.
What do you think about today?

2014-01-16 08:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk..

2014-01-16 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... come on. Did you really want to do this?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:35 pm

2014 (Jan. 17)

2014-01-17 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Was all of that fake yesterday? Giving me a chance? Giving me a kiss? Trying for me?

2014-01-17 12:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I hope not...
Also, I think I have to give up on all of my dreams.

2014-01-17 03:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I also miss talking to you on the phone...

2014-01-17 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I work tomorrow not today. Why?

2014-01-17 03:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I enjoyed talking to you.
I just didn't like to do it while I was busy or stressed.

2014-01-17 03:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea

2014-01-17 03:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Aw I wanted to see you today if you didn't work...

2014-01-17 03:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea I read my schedule wrong

2014-01-17 03:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
Always making me sad!

2014-01-17 03:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not my fault. I mixed the days up. I checked multiple times

2014-01-17 04:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh. Whatever. Well I guess I'll see you like, next week or something... That's a long time.

2014-01-17 04:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea

2014-01-17 04:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't care as much as me, do you?
Also, what about what I said earlier?

2014-01-17 04:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Probably not but I'm really sleepy and trying to talk
It wasn't a lie I am trying to be with you

2014-01-17 04:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why don't you ever care about me as much as I do you?
Do you want me to be more manly?

2014-01-17 04:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ugh idk...what do you mean

2014-01-17 04:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I dunno, what do you consider more manly? And do you not care a lot about me? You know I always had a problem with that.

2014-01-17 04:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.

2014-01-17 04:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well tell me when you think about it... Don't forget.

2014-01-17 04:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-17 04:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're not gonna talk about it and let it build up for years and years like all our other problems, aren't you...?

2014-01-17 04:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-17 05:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you too busy to talk?

2014-01-17 05:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You could care less whether I'm here or not... Right?

2014-01-17 05:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I have the baby and I'm tired sorry I'm not checking Facebook

2014-01-17 05:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, it's fine, I just don't think you care if I'm here or not.
It makes me wonder if I should just wait for you to talk to me and not worry about it.

2014-01-17 05:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not that I just.. Idk..

2014-01-17 05:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What I hate the most...
Is that you don't even know how to say it.
So I have to make my own thoughts about what it is. As always.
You already told me you don't care about me all that much.

2014-01-17 05:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That already hurts. I wish you knew how to say things so I wouldn't have to always think this type of terrible stuff.

2014-01-17 05:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What do you want me to say Tymon. I don't know..

2014-01-17 05:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... In all honesty, I want you to know something.
It's astounding how you can just... Not know.

2014-01-17 05:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
When I did know you went crazy n tried to kill yourself. Now I'm trying it your way...

2014-01-17 05:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh. So you TRUTHFULLY don't want to be with me, do you?
You don't love me, you don't care about me and couldn't care less what happens to me. Correct?
As long as I help you with Trinity, you don't give a damn about anything else.

2014-01-17 05:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do care. You're the father of my child you'll always have a spot in my heart. Plus you were my best friend I can't forget that either.

2014-01-17 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I'm not that now.
I'm not the one you love.
I'm not your best friend.
You care, but it's only a little bit.
Everything about us went right out the window, right? Didn't even happen, right?
Don't even remember what we've been through or how you felt, right?
None of it matters anymore, right?
You don't even bother to think about me. I bet I never cross your mind.
I bet you live your life indifferent of whether I'm here or not, don't you?

2014-01-17 05:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do love you. And you are still my friend. I don't I can love you that way again.

2014-01-17 05:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And what's worse, I know you don't even care at all until you need me to watch Trinity.
... Then you don't really love me.
You just care that I'm a living person.
Which is, in my book, the least form of love and care there is.

2014-01-17 05:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
This is why I didn't want to say anything you're acting like this

2014-01-17 05:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You can't NOT say anything.
This is why we always don't finish conversations.
You can't even talk deeply to me.
Ugh, I just... I think I understand now.
You were NEVER able to talk deeply to me.
You NEVER wanted anything deeper with me.

2014-01-17 05:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I used always be able to talk to you in that way.

2014-01-17 05:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet you don't even remember.
You don't remember when you were happy.
And you don't care to.

2014-01-17 05:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do remember

2014-01-17 05:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You ddont want to make memories with me.
Oh, you don't remember on your own.
I bet you go through your whole day and are totally fine without me there.
You're already prepared to be without me.
That's why it doesn't matter if I am here or not to you.

2014-01-17 05:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I remember when we were close and talk all the time I could tell you stuff I wasn't afraid of you I trusted you we could talk for hours about anything

2014-01-17 05:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Only if I help you with Trinity, because no one else will.
... You haven't even tried to do those things with me anymore.
At ALL.
I'm the one that tries to do those things still.

2014-01-17 06:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I remember when we would get in the train and have fun conversations

2014-01-17 06:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And now you don't want to talk at all.
About anything.
Everything is always a bother to you.
I can't ask you anything without you getting annoyed.
I can't ask to take you anywhere.
Because you're always busy.
You don't talk to me. I admit I have times where I don't want to talk, but I always do that with everyone, then I get out of it.
With you, you just stop an never do it again.
I remember when we could watch anime and have a good time. And watch movies and cuddle.
It's like you don't even try to do those things at all.
You don't care about my life, you don't even have a thought to talk to me about things that go on in your life. You don't care.
You can say it all you like that you do, but I bet you don't even have feelings or thoughts about me.
You can claim that you love me all you want to, but in reality, you don't. At all.

2014-01-17 06:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
One of the reasons why is because you are always paying attention to everyone else, mostly Trinity, and are always busy doing something.
You don't know how to balance time between us.
You don't even care if I'm urt or if I'm in pain.
If I'm sad or if I'm mad.
You don't give a rat's ass about my emotions.
Am I right or wrong about these things?
Of course, I have done things to make things this way.
But even so, I'm able to get through those tough times we've had and come back with a love strong enough to overcome our trials and tribulations.
Even when I thought you were cheating on me, I still had some sort of belief in you... And us.

2014-01-17 06:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't see how you can give up so easily when it comes to things like this.
Emotionally, you're not very strong. But I've been able to be by your side, even though I've fucked up. Even when you fuck up.
Somehow, I can persevere because I truly believe that we can make it through if we try.
I loved you for you back then; you were intelligent and fun, sexy and loving.
But over the years, you've seemed to be more closed off. Closed-minded, closed-hearted...
I don't know what happened to you. Why are you not able to bounce back like I am?

2014-01-17 06:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you not able to open yourself to me like before? Why can't you go back to the normal loving girl you used to be to me, whilst still being who you are today, loyal and faithful and a good mother?
I think my issue with our relationship is that your love for me has deteriorated so much that I find it hard to be the same person I was before, too...
Through all of the terrible things I found out about you, it was difficult to love you. As I'm sure it was the same for you.
However, I know what true love is. And in spite of that, I am able to believe you and trust you, not just because you say so, but because I know so for myself.

2014-01-17 06:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I don't know if my words are getting through to you, but through the bad times, I need you to remember how good we actually are together.

2014-01-17 06:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I did all those things for you. I know what true love is. I just don't know if we have it. I told you I'd try to work it out. So I'm trying...

2014-01-17 06:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So why don't you feel the love if you know it? Why don't you care?
Also, why can't you express your feelings like I can? All of that I just said was my feelings.
Do you think that was too difficult to say?
It's nothing more than saying how you feel in whatever way you want to that's true to you.
Just being truthful from yourself, whether it is actually truthful or not.

2014-01-17 06:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I just don't feel like it's something we have anymore . I just don't want it. I do care about you but I cared about you soo much I lost myself in you and trinity. I felt abused and torn down. Like I wasn't free. Paranoid cause I have to look over my shoulder. Stop trying to hurt yourself. And maybe that means I just didn't know how to love you or if it was true love like I thought. I'm afraid to tell you how I feel or what I think. Cause if I say the wrong thing you act crazy. And when we do talk we don't really connect I think we're growing apart into two different things. I can talk to you like a friend but like a friend it's like stop.

2014-01-17 06:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well number one, just stop feeling like that.
I believe you just don't know how to love me.
But I just figured out how to love you.
We're still young and we're still growing.
You just give up too easily when it comes to others' emotions and your own.
Don't be afraid of telling me how you think and feel, because that's never good. You should ALWAYS, ALWAYS, NO MATTER WHAT tell me.
In fact, because you don't, that pushes us further apart.
As opposed to when I actually talk to you and open up to you, as I just di...
didd.
There is a difference, right?
I won't act crazy if you say the 'wrong' thing, I just get really upset when I know you aren't trying or when you're just flat out being mean or something like that.
Or when you aren't paying attention or something to what you're saying or how you're acting or what's going on. ANDD ALSO not listening to me.
That's what will REALLY grind my gears is you not listening.

2014-01-17 06:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Aw. Now I get it... You don't know how to interact with people's emotions very well. It's okay, that just means I have to be a little gentler and more compassionate.
Like I used to be...
I guess it was my fault for expecting things of you that you weren't ready to do for yourself.
You're really fragile, a little timid... but special.
I guess you even fooled me with your tough and uncaring persona. All of that is to protect yourself.

2014-01-17 06:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I didn't forget how to be the nice, gentle and sweet me that you fell in love with at all. I just couldn't show it because I always thought you were trying to get one over on me or you were always being mean to me... And that if I didn't start showing you I meant what I said, you wouldn't listen to me.

2014-01-17 06:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LISTENING TO ME IS VERY, VERY IMPORTANT. Even if I am wrong, that doesn't mean you DO NOT LISTEN or that you DISMISS me. It means that you try to help me see the correct way by listening even further.
... You're so cute and adorable. I just want to kiss you.
And hug you... It makes me think I've been too hard on you all this time... But I really do need you to see... And need you to listen.
... Do you get what I'm saying to you? And also, do you see what I'm talking about with us opening up and stuff?
It's not hard and it isn't scary, is it?

2014-01-17 07:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh...
Ok

2014-01-17 09:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What's wrong?
... Did I offend you?
Please... Just let me know...
I'd rather know the truth than know nothing at all, baby.
Did you even read everything I said?
... Trying to work it out also means trying to open up and talk to me.
Just like me trusting and being patient is me trying to work things out.

2014-01-17 10:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I feel sick

2014-01-17 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're still pregnant, don't forget.

2014-01-17 10:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I read everything

2014-01-17 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, how does that make you feel?

2014-01-17 10:42 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.
I love you, Tatiauna.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:36 pm

2014 (Jan. 18)

2014-01-18 12:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Go to sleep.
Unless you wanna talk about feelings and shit.
Cuz I can't rest until our relationship is restored.

2014-01-18 08:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Am I not giving you enough space?

2014-01-18 08:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Where r you

2014-01-18 08:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm just a little antsy because I love you.
At home. Why?

2014-01-18 08:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
CUse you're using your internet

2014-01-18 08:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Yeah. I guess I forgot to tell you that it's back on.
It has been for some days.

2014-01-18 08:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's ok you're not obligated too. I figured it was on.

2014-01-18 08:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It doesn't matter what I'm obligated to do. I want you to know...
... Hey.
I woke up to the end of Toy Story 3...
And it seems like everything in the world is reminding me of you. Like. Everything.
But even though it hurts so much, I was thinking...
... If you really want to go, I should let you...
... I won't hold you hostage. That isn't a relationship. That also isn't love. It's love, but a selfish love.

2014-01-18 08:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But I really hope you don't. That's just me personally.
I really wanted to be perfect for you. You're the only girl in this world who deserves it.
Loyal and trustworthy and dedicated... all wonderful qualities for another person to have. I mean, I was really afraid, though...

2014-01-18 08:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon I do need a break

2014-01-18 08:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That you might get someone not so good...

2014-01-18 08:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I need to figure out how I feel about everything

2014-01-18 08:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I'd rather know that I'm going to treat you perfectly than for you to gamble with someone who isn't.
... Okay.
You said you'd try for me...
So I'm returning the favor to you.
It makes me cry, the thought of losing you...

2014-01-18 08:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Thank you and because you said you'll listen now I'm gonna tell you how I've been feeling
But you can't act crazy and you can't get mad

2014-01-18 08:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Alright...

2014-01-18 08:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause it might hurt you a little

2014-01-18 08:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's fine.

2014-01-18 09:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well when you told me you something in me broke... I was already considering leaving you cause I was tired of being treated like that. But I know I had my part too I am distant. At some point it was like I can't love you. Not just because I was hurt but I felt like it's not worth it anymore. We live in too different worlds. I try to live in your world but I'm not like your friends I'm not really spiritual. My deepness the scars I've squired through. I like video but I'm not good like you and I don't feel comfortable playing with you. When we watch anime it's not the same. We're yin and yang but maybe those lines aren't supposed to cross cause yin and yang never can become one because they have to keep things in order. While depressed I made a friend in Chris and we've became really close. Like I've learned a lot stuff about him. And he helped me get through the pain. He didn't judge you he just listened and hoped for the best. I found out that he's been in love with me this whole time. So I guess you are right and I'm just oblivious. It's my fault I shouldn't have gotten vulnerable. Right now I don't know what I want I just want to be free. So I can think about what I want. How I feel. If I can get stronger. But you should know that You are always the number one guy in my life. Like no madder what I try I always have this hidden loyalty to you that I just can't let go off...

2014-01-18 09:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That didn't hurt at all, you know.
But I will tell you something about Yin and Yang, and about us.
It doesn't matter if you're spiritual or not. In fact, it's quite the opposite.
Yin and Yang are together forever because they are always moving each other forward. They are opposites, but they do not oppose.
Each other, that is.
They work together. Where one falls and lacks, the other one will pick up the slack and help them through. It isn't 'Good and Evil,' it's 'Light and Dark,' two components of the same thing. Can't have the light without the dark, and vice versa.
I don't care if you aren't spiritual, because that doesn't matter in love.
I accept and love you for who you are, even if it doesn't seem like it. My emotions are what tend to cloud my judgement.
But you are the only person that keeps me moving forward. Literally, the only one. it's because you're my other half... My true soulmate. My true love. My true partner.

2014-01-18 09:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care if you don't play video games well, I really only cared that you played with me. Because that is time we're doing something together and having fun. I nevevr knew why you didn't realize that.
I love watching anime with you because you're always commenting on things and getting excited, and I love your taste. You love to watch everything I do, and even thought I don't admit it... I enjoy every last anime we ever watched together. English and all.
I knew Chris loved you because I am able to understand emotions of others on a deeper level. It's because I'm emotional, so I'm very sensitive to the emotions of myself and others.
... Truthfully, I couldn't stand the thought of him having sex with you, or that he might be better than me and could please you better... Or anyone else, for that matter. I want to be the one who makes you happy and makes all your dreams a reality... and please you in every way.
You are more logical than I am when it comes to real life situations, which is what helps me out. I may be able to get along just fine by myself with my spirit, but it won't always get me to communicate well with people who don't understand my emotions in such a way
Or for people who don't care.

2014-01-18 09:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why you're so successful and I'm not...
People like me don't do well in this world, I'm afraid...
But that aside, I had a child with you for a reason. In my spirit, I knew you were the one. That's why no one else can have my babies.
And why I love the thought of you having my children, in fact... Secretly, don't tell anyone. Hahaha. I'd take that risk a million times over, but I'd never do it for anyone else.
I have a hidden loyalty to you, too.
That's why I ccould never bring myself to leave or to have sex with someone else. Honestly, I thought sex was the most sacred of all.
... I realize now that all of it is sacred and special, and should have been only for you... And I regret infinitely thinking otherwise. I was so stupid...
I let everything and everyone I love go... Even if that 'everyone' is just you and Trinity.

2014-01-18 09:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But be happy with Chris if he makes you happy. I'm sure he'll make you happier than I can... He loves you, remember?
Apparently... mine isn't good enough anymore.
... But I still love you. I'll just have to live out the rest of my days in a terrible depression... Cuz literally everything will remind me of you.
I watch the Princess and the Frog nearly every week, I miss you so much.
Sometimes, multiple days in a row if I really miss you.
I watched it a couple times with Trinity, too. Everytime I look at it, I see it as you and me... The hard working girl of pure heart trying to work her way up to make her dreams come true...
And the happy-go-lucky free spirit that never knew what it was like to love because he was too blinded by the thought of freedom.
... Even my Vescrutia story is almost completely about you and me. Don't tell anyone, thought.
Truth be told, Vescrutia helps me understand my emotions and my life a lot better, and it's also helped me mature and sort things out in my head.
But that aside.

2014-01-18 09:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you. And I'm going to miss you.
Cuz it feels like my heart has been torn in two... And you're keeping the other half.

2014-01-18 09:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't breath

2014-01-18 09:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not?!

2014-01-18 09:35 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause you I can't stop crying

2014-01-18 09:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No, baby... Don't cry...
... Well, I guess I can't call you baby anymore...
... I was crying too when I made my decision to let you go if you wanted to...
... But think of those tears as the proof that you still love me.
Since you said you couldn't feel anymore... there you go. There's your proof that you can.

2014-01-18 09:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... If you're feeling pain, it's the pain of trying to pull two hearts that are supposed to fit together away from each other... Like magnets.

2014-01-18 09:48 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want to be with Chris. But I need space from you too.
It was tears of joy that you finially are able to put me over your feelings
Indeed time to heal but I know a little now

2014-01-18 09:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I didn't put you over me, because no one can be over me. You're equal to me. That's because you are part of me.
And as part of me, I should treat you like you're just as important as I am. And Trinity, as well.

2014-01-18 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well I'm happy you can do that now you couldn't at first.

2014-01-18 09:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know. Because I wasn't sure.
But I am now, which is why I can be this way now. This certain...
... I'll give you your space. That's what's going to hurt the most is being away from you...
But if you say you need this time, then I believe you.
I'll just have to occupy myself through all the hurt and sadness...
And try my best not to get on your nerves. Hahaha.
... You have to work today, don't you?

2014-01-18 10:04 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea

2014-01-18 10:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What time?

2014-01-18 10:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
630
I'm leaving at 5 why

2014-01-18 10:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who is watching the baby? I just wanted to know.

2014-01-18 11:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Katrina and twins
Can you call trinity wants to talk

2014-01-18 12:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
My phone is still off and I'm at work until 8.

2014-01-18 12:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh you got earlier hous now?

2014-01-18 12:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, it just depends. I might work late, I might work early.

2014-01-18 06:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you go to that burlesque show that time I didn't want you to?

2014-01-18 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What burlesque the movie. Cause I saw it.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:37 pm

2014 (Jan. 19)

2014-01-19 03:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No. A long time ago you said there was some burlesque party you wanted to go to with Alisha and I told you I didn't want you to go.
And I thiink you ended up getting lost and taking a cab or walking really far or something.

2014-01-19 10:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Uhh no

2014-01-19 10:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You said you went anyway.

2014-01-19 10:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I've never went to any belisque shows. I saw a movie

2014-01-19 10:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... But you told me it was a party...
You told me a lot of things, actually.

2014-01-19 10:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh I think I wanted one but I never went to one

2014-01-19 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, you said you were going to it. I said I didn't want you to go because I thought you would do things with people there.

2014-01-19 10:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I prolly told you to see your reaction n got mad cause you said I couldn't

2014-01-19 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Why?

2014-01-19 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk I didn't want someone to control me

2014-01-19 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you just lied to me a whole lot at the beginning of our relationship.

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Prolly

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So did you really kiss Deon or was that a lie? And what about you flirting with all types of guys?

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Truth

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Were you really faithful to me or was that a lie?

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Truth

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you have sex with Deon?

2014-01-19 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-19 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Did you not tell me about anyone you kissed or messed around with?

2014-01-19 10:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-19 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
why were you mad at me about lying if you lied all the time to me?
And why were you mad that I couldn't trust you if you lied so much?

2014-01-19 10:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause you lied a lot in the past too and we were supposed to change
You didn't

2014-01-19 10:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, but I found out that you lied years later.

2014-01-19 10:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That was the begening and I forgot about that. I never cheated

2014-01-19 10:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So did you really have a band and were those people real?

2014-01-19 10:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was gonna join a band but I stop messing with Malik

2014-01-19 10:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I don't forget about those things. I remember the things people say and do years later, which is why people shouldn't lie to me.
Did you do things with Malik while we were together?

2014-01-19 10:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No
I never even saw him when we got together

2014-01-19 10:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What about Cookie, Jen and Miki? Were they real?
And what about Jason? And you selling drugs?

2014-01-19 10:20 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cookie is Chris. Jen n miki are not. I only was close friend with Alisha I told you all that was lie you forgot
My dad sold drugs n antonio I didn't

2014-01-19 10:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So why did you lie to me and say Cookie was a girl? Did you do anything with him...?

2014-01-19 10:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I created cookie as totally different character that was based off him. Chris avoided me a lot when we got together

2014-01-19 10:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Okay. Why did you lie for so long and so much to me...?
Did you even think before you did it?
And when did you stop lying to me?

2014-01-19 10:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Before junior year started
Well I always lied before you. So I did what I knew how too best. I told you I created this whole reality around me. And I was fine till you came around then I wanted to change
Also can you pleas get my detergent an both my fabric Softners from you grandmas hous I need to wash

2014-01-19 10:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I guess that's good. We both made each other want to change.
But I can't get it today. I'll ask my mother to do it. You want to wash at Nana's?

2014-01-19 10:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's a lot my stuff and hers.

2014-01-19 10:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I don't have a lot to wash, so it should fit. I can ask. And I was wondering if you wanted to move in with Nana until we can afford a place. Cuz then we wouldn't have to pay full rent, Carissa could get Trinity anytime and there would be a washer and stuff. Plus my uncle's kids could play with Trinity.

2014-01-19 10:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Lol I was just about ask you about moving in
Why don't you stay at nanas and stay with my mom
And save up and get a car

2014-01-19 10:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I want to stay with you.
And be closer to Trinity.

2014-01-19 10:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well my moms moving to Hyde park

2014-01-19 10:37 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well what if I stayed with you and her and we just help pay rent until we save up?
It won't be a lot for any of us if we all chip in, so saving money will be easy.

2014-01-19 10:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
She won't let that happen. Her husbands not even staying with them. Plus I want then to feel comfortable. They haven't had their privacy in a long time. We're not together that wouldn't work

2014-01-19 10:38 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Oh...
... So why won't you just stay with Nana...?
Do you really not want to live with me...?

2014-01-19 10:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I don't want to live that far.

2014-01-19 10:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You didn't even ask her...

2014-01-19 10:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes if we have our own space.

2014-01-19 10:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why do you make things so difficult...?
I don't even think you want to live with me...
... You're probably making it up so you can be away from me...

2014-01-19 10:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You said you'd give me my space anyway
Why are you rushing me

2014-01-19 10:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the only reason why you'd do this--
Is it someone else? Do you want to flirt with other guys then get with me when you're done?
That's your plan, isn't it... and you know your mother won't be in the house so you'd let them in there while she was gone and tell me that nothing happened...
That's the type of space you want, isn't it...?
Space with another guy...
Kept secret from me...
That's why you suddenly won't get an apartment with me...

2014-01-19 10:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No not all
You're getting emotional and you said yesterday you would I don't want to move in with you family
Especially not under these circumstances
Sigh.... Whatever i guess it doesn't matter
Also can we another movie on valentines day endless love sounds lame

2014-01-19 10:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It does matter, but I'm sad... Why don't you just accept my family? Are they not good enough for you? Are we not what you like?
Are you taking adantage of my family?
And we can see whatever movie...
... What am I even saving money for...? Maybe this is all a wild goose chase...
And you're just making me run around in circles for absolutely nothing to happen...
Sigh... I'll be depressed forever at this rate...

2014-01-19 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And why did you have sex with Sa'Von if you didn't enjoy it? That doesn't make sense... That must have been another lie...

2014-01-19 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not living with them it's uncomfortable
You're being inconsiderate
Especially to my space that you said you'd give

2014-01-19 11:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it wasn't a lie I didn't enjoy it. I had sex with you the first few times and didn't like it remember
You're making yourself depressed why would I want to stay with your family. Especially when we aren't together.

2014-01-19 12:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because it would be beneficial... And I thought you wanted to be with me...
So that was a lie, too, huh. Fine...
I'll give you your space...
And smoke my life away!!

2014-01-19 01:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's not and it would be only for you not me
You're too emotional right now. You need to stop be for we talk

2014-01-19 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I think I might lose my job...
I can barely function and everything is pissing me off...
I'm gonna explode...
And also, why do you want to do ANYTHING with me on Valentine's Day? You're the one tht doesn't want to be with me and don't love me...

2014-01-19 01:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do
I want to see a different movie

2014-01-19 02:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No you don't!
You just said it! Stop playing games with me! Today isn't the day!!

2014-01-19 02:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Don't talk to me like that cause I am not having a good day
I'm talking to you normally I deserve the same respect
If you don't want to to go out then don't
I wanted to go out
You're just emotional cause things aren't going the way you want then too
I told you I was gonna need time and space
You knew it wasn't gonna go back to what we were instantly

2014-01-19 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I HAVE TO WORK UNTIL MIDNIGHT. I AM SAVING MONEY FOR A PLACE YOU DON'T EVEN WANT.

2014-01-19 02:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
So don't you disrespect me because you see it exactly
I want a place
I don't want to live with you family

2014-01-19 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm SAVING UP FOR A FAMILY YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE.

2014-01-19 02:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's a difference

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OH, WELL FINE. I DON'T WANT TO EVER SEE YOUR FAMILY.

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're being petty

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DON'T ASK ME FOR ANYTHING THAT INVOLVES THEM UNTIL YOU CAN ACCEPT MINE.

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm done

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SINCE MY FAMILY IS SOOO BAD.

2014-01-19 02:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Obviously you don't want to listen

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU ACT LIKE YOUR FAMILY IS THE BEST EVER.

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you putting words in my mouth

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU'RE ACTING THIS WAY.

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I'm not

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY FAMILY THAT ISN'T WRONG WITH YOURS?!

2014-01-19 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're acting crazy

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU ARE. IF YOU CAN'T ACCEPT MY FAMILY, WE CAN'T BE A FAMILY.

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No one said that I go over their house and talk to

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
CLEARLY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT FAMILY IS.

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Them just because I don't want to live with them doesn't mean anything
This is exactly why

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I BET IF I HAD THE BABY AND FORCED YOU TO BE AROUND THEM, IT WOULD BE A DIFFERENT STORY.

2014-01-19 02:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're unstable
As soon as I say something u don't like you flip off

2014-01-19 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT NO, I'm THE ONE WHO IS FORCED TO BE WITH YOURS.

2014-01-19 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm tired of it
You're abussive

2014-01-19 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU ALWWAYS TREAT MY FAMILY WRONG.
ABUSIVE MY ASS.
STOP TREATING MY FAMILY WRONG.

2014-01-19 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Spoiled and always try to force me to do what I don't want

2014-01-19 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME INTO DOING WHATEVER YOU WANT.
WHILE MAKING IT SEEM LIKE I'm ALWAYS IN THE WRONG.
YOU'RE GONNA KEEP SAYING THAT YOU AREN'T READY AND YOU DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME FOR A LONG TIME.
THEN MAKE ME DO EVERYTHING AND MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY.

2014-01-19 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I thought you were changing but obviously from the way you act now that's a lie

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I COULD SAY THE SAME FOR YOU.
I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME.
BUT YOU'RE JUST USING ME.

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then leave me the hell alone

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AS SOON AS I LET MY GUARD DOWN.

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm so. Sick of this

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU TRY TO MILK ME FOR ALL I'm WORTH.

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
This is why I didn't want to get back together

2014-01-19 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND I BET YOU'LL RUN STRAIGHT TO DUMBASS CHRIS.
BECAUSE HE'LL FOLLOW YOU'RE EVERY BECK AND CALL.

2014-01-19 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because you do this

2014-01-19 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE A LITTLE BITCH DOG HE IS.
I'm NOT ABOUT TO BE YOUR FUCKING SERVANT.
IF WE'RE GONNA DO THIS TOGETHER, YOU'D BETTER START TREATING ME RIGHT.
Cuz right now...

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No he doesn't. He's not afraid to stand his ground. He respect me and haves a normal conversation about how he feel instead of blowing up

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just feel like you're using me. Giving me the runaround.

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then leave cause I'm done trying

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And as soon as you get your way, you'll stop trying.
YOU NEVER DID TRY.
WHAT DID YOU DO?

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I tried when you wanted me too even though I didn't want too

2014-01-19 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU LIED TO ME WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD TRY.
SO AM I!!

2014-01-19 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I held off talking to anyone

2014-01-19 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU THINK I WANT TO WORK A 12 HOUR DAY?!
DO YOU THINK I JUST DO THIS FOR FUN?!

2014-01-19 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And because I don't want to live with your family I'm a bad person. I barly want to live with my family

2014-01-19 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU THINK I STOPPED FLIRTING AND BECAME TRUTHFUL AND HONEST FOR MY. HEALTH?!

2014-01-19 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Iyouvact like I'm not supposed to be closer to your family

2014-01-19 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... you don't even try.

2014-01-19 03:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Than mines

2014-01-19 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
To be closer to them.
But you MADE ME DO IT.

2014-01-19 03:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I talked to them and be nice
But I'm not living with them

2014-01-19 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
They are trying to treat them like you're part of the family.
BUT YOU are rejecting them.
AS ALWAYS.

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I would never make live with my family

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO SEE THEM, WHEN THEY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO BE NOTHING BUT NICE.

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I'm nice with them the same way

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
UNLIKE YOU, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT AS LONG AS I AM WITH YOU AND TRINITY.

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wouldn't live with my cousins or my aunt and they're my family

2014-01-19 03:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE I CAN SUFFER THROUGH IT TO FORGE OUR FAMILY.

2014-01-19 03:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want this anymore...

2014-01-19 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T CARE!! I'D LIVE WITH ANY OF THEM JUST TO MAKE SURE WE WERE SECURE!!
OF COURSE YOU DON'T, YOU'RE WEAK!!
TOO WEAK TO MAINTAIN A FAMILY.
JUST LIKE MY MOTHER.
YOU ALL FAILED AS PARENTS.
BECAUSE YOU WERE TOO SELFISH TO WORK THINGS OUT.
YOU'D RATHER HAVE A BROKEN HOME THAN TRY TO BE STABLE.
And what's worse... You can't even see that I'm trying...
You can't even understand that my love for you two will make me endure any situation, even if it drives me crazy.
You couldn't even last a day.
Now go run to some other man who won't care.
Because apparently the person who loves you most isn't good enough if he isn't submitting to your will.

2014-01-19 03:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You and your goofy shit is making my work life suffer.
I'm this close to just blowing up in this place.
And throwing these glasses all over!!!

2014-01-19 03:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not about submitting to my will I didn't ask anything ofyou. You're the one that's mad I'm not doing what you want

2014-01-19 03:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you couldn't give LESS of a crap.
I don't care if you don't do what I want!
But you didn't even TAKE IT INTO CONSIDERATION.

2014-01-19 03:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then stop being pissy about it
You didn't talk to me

2014-01-19 03:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just said 'I don't want to be with your family.'

2014-01-19 03:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You just yelled and got over emotional

2014-01-19 03:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't think about me or Trinity or the benefits.

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You did consider my feelings just that's hat you do and I should be the same

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's like you keep purposefully trying to make things difficult.
For us. And I don't know why!!

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Not that I asked for space and you didn't give it to me like you said

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You won't even talk to your mom about me staying.
I think you're trying to keep us apart.

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause she wants her own space

2014-01-19 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But YOU are gonna be there.

2014-01-19 03:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
She want to move around freely
I'm her daughter she's used to me.
It's different with you and everyone else
And I feel uncomfortable staying with you in someone else's house when we don't even have everything fixed
You just keep rushing me
Cause you're ready
It always when you're ready
You rush evetyone else
It's not equal
Its you on top as usual
And we have to do whatever you want to survive
To live I. Peace
To not deal with your wrath

2014-01-19 03:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE WE ALWAYS DO SHIT YOUR WAY.

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No we don't

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you have the DAMN BABY.

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I have you your space when you wanted

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What did we EVER do my way?

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I let you talk to whoever you want

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When do you EVER listen to me?

2014-01-19 03:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I tried being nice when you asked
I stop complaining
I tried to work things out when I didn't even want too
Like you asked
I gave all my friends and going out when you said
I stop smoking when you said
I didn't talk to any guys when you said
We've been doing what you want
This whole relationship is what you want
And now I need time it's an inconvience

2014-01-19 03:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No it has not been! I've been doing everything YOU want all this time!
And you want time so you can talk to Chris...

2014-01-19 03:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I haven't cause if I did I would be happy

2014-01-19 03:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And pretend like you still want me.
Oh, so the only way you can be happy is if I do everything you say all the time?
Regardless of if it's good or bad for us?

2014-01-19 03:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No cause I told him I was trying working thing out with you. And he respects that.
Not everyone is selfish like you
No it's if you respect how I feel and you've never done that
It's always about you
Yesterday was bullshit I should have just left when you said I could
It was trap cause now I'm in the same place I was trying to avoid

2014-01-19 03:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... How can you even say something so horrible to me...?
... I meant every word of what I said from the bottom of my heart...
You just... don't care...
You lied to me so I would be here whenever...
... And I don't even know why you would say that to me just now...
... Like, that was really uncalled for...

2014-01-19 03:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it wasn't a lie. You were the lie. You said you'd give me space. Like I could just go back to normal, bit you couldn't you overpowered me for too long. You rape my thought and my voice and you wouldn't even listen
You're so caught up in what you want not moving fast enough I can't breath

2014-01-19 03:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I wasn't lying...
WHY DON'T YOU BELIEVE ME?!

2014-01-19 03:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then where is my space?
You promised

2014-01-19 03:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I WAS SO FUCKING TRUE I COULD TEAR MY HEART OUT.
I AM GIVING YOU SPACE.

2014-01-19 03:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you're not

2014-01-19 03:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But I guess talking to you isn't considered giving you space.
Well you said you would listen to me.
And try for me.

2014-01-19 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Forcing me back into an uncomfortable spit is not
I did listen

2014-01-19 03:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Where is that? You already giving up.
WELL I'm IN AN UNCOMFORTABLE SPOT TOO.

2014-01-19 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You didn't listen to me

2014-01-19 03:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST YEAR.

2014-01-19 03:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The moment you started acting crazy

2014-01-19 03:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME ABOUT TRINITY OR ABOUT OTHER GUYS.

2014-01-19 03:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I knew I couldn't anymore

2014-01-19 03:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OR ABOUT MY EMOTIONS.
SHUT UP AND LISTEN, YOU FUCKINGLIAR.
I'm ACTING CRAZY BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING WITH MY EMOTIONS.
I'm WORKING LIKE A DOG.
TRYING TO LISTEN.

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I'm not

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TRYING TO GIVE YOU SPACE AND TRYING TO GET THINGS TOGETHER FOR US.

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I've been open and honest about how I feel

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT I BET THE MOMENT YOU WANT TO MAKE ANY DECISION, YOU'LL JUST FORCE ME INTO IT AND USE THE BABY AS AN EXCUSE.

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I told you I needed time

2014-01-19 03:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND SO HAVE I.
And I'm giving you time.

2014-01-19 03:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you're not you're throwing a fit

2014-01-19 03:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But that didn't STOP TIME FROM FLOWING.
I'm still thinking about the future.
I'm STRESSED.

2014-01-19 03:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No cause I'm not like thAt trinity is not a bargaining fool

2014-01-19 03:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T DO WELL UNDER A LOT OF STRESS, BECAUSE THEN MORE PEOPLE KEEP STRESSING ME OUT.
SHE HAS BEEN ALL THAT OTHER TIMES.
Oh great, now they're asking me...
If I'm okay...
Soon they'll send me home...
Or fire me...

2014-01-19 03:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I tell you to think about her before you kill yourself or when you don't work

2014-01-19 03:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And all I'll be able to do is smoke to keep myself calm...

2014-01-19 03:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never use her to keep you

2014-01-19 03:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU KNOW I've BEEN SMOKING FOR WEEKS ON END TRYING TO KEEP MYSELF RELAXED BECAUSE OF US.
... sigh...
When we fight, it makes everything in my life worse.
My grandma is pissed cuz I smoke in the house.
I can't get rid of my cough.
I can barely work.
And what's worse, I have no clue about us.
Can you blame me for being such a wreck?
If I'm not stable, neither is anything around me.
And I guess I should have told you that before.
You make me emotionally unstable when we fight like this. When you don't listen. When you don't consider me.
And then I just keep getting more and more stressed until I just... can't take it anymore.
... I guess I just want us to be happy so bad like we were before because I know we will be...
But it's like you don't want to. You REFUSE to be happy with me.
And I don't know why.
I can't understand why you want our lives to be terrible...

2014-01-19 03:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I guess I should just be whatever you want me to be

2014-01-19 03:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No.
... I want you to want to be...
Like I want to be for you...

2014-01-19 03:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Fine...

2014-01-19 03:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
..... It isn't fine.
You aren't as committed to me as I am to you.
I addmit that it takes me a little more time to fix my issues, but I still manage to do it, if you're patient.
Patient with me, too.
You, on the other hand... you can't do that for me.
I always wanted to be the best for you.
But you don't want to be the best for me...
... cuz you don't love me as much as I do you...
I have lots of faults, but I'm fixing them...
... Even if it seems slow...

2014-01-19 04:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you... I just wish you loved me...

2014-01-19 05:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do love you...

2014-01-19 05:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... then why is this happening?
Why can't we be happy? Why is it so hard when we're so close?
I am listening to the Lint of Love and I think I finally get it.
It means that shit piles up in love, dirty nasty things that will make relationships die.
... But you've gotta know how to clean it.
And I want us to clean up our Lint of Love... Cuz I know how to take it away.
But I can't do it by myself baby.

2014-01-19 06:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-19 06:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... What does that mean...?

2014-01-19 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
hm?

2014-01-19 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It means I'll do it

2014-01-19 08:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do what?

2014-01-19 08:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The relationship working out

2014-01-19 09:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why weren'g you doing it before?
In fact, what were you doing before if you weren't doing it?

2014-01-19 09:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Working out my way then you don't want to take time you want to rush so I'm doing whatever you want

2014-01-19 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
That's your problem.
It isn't about who gets whose way.
It's about trying to figure out the best way for everyone and not just being like 'I don't like it so I won't even try.' Like you always do when you don't like my ideas.
You are not a very open minded person.
At least not to me.
You didn't even see how it could be beneficial to everyone because you were worried about yourself.
That's what I was upset about.
And that's what I'm always upset about. You're just as selfish as I am, which is why I feel like I have to FORCE you to do everything.
Cuz otherwise, you won't do it. As always.
And usually, when I give you a suggestion and you actually DO it, you find out it isn't that bad.
Face it; you aren't as open to new things as you think you are. Stop trying to get your way all the time and I won't have to force my way out.
Instead, try talking about it instead of rejecting things I say. Like I try to do.
That's one way you can start.

2014-01-19 10:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And before you start talking about ME like I KNOW you're prepared to do, stop and actually LISTEN and THINK about what I just said and how it actually applies to you and the situation, which I know for a fact you DIDN'T do.
Don't be quick to place blame just because I'm commenting on something. You always did that too and that starts fights, not solves problems.
So... try thinking about what I said before you respond. And try not to get so upset and defensive, like I know you probably did whilst reading it all.

2014-01-19 10:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And remember that I criticize and dote because I love you, and love means wanting to make someone better, even by telling them their bad qualities so they can improve them. Remember that and stay calm knowing I want to help and am not saying it out of anger or spite.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:39 pm

2014 (Jan. 20)

2014-01-20 12:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I worked 28 and a half hours.

2014-01-20 01:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I also think that Chris may potentially come between us since he loves you... I wouldn't advise being very careful. I already made the dumb mistake...
... Ah, well I trust you. I should lighten up. Besides... What if you're a better match with him than with me? You have known him longer. Maybe I should accept you leaving and distance myself from you...

2014-01-20 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And if you talk to Chris, why don't you want me talking to Jade? She doesn't even love me. I don't care either way, I just wanted to know. Or, Cindy, for that matter? Or Dierra? Anyone who has feelings for me. I gave them up, but I'm asking because I'm curious.

2014-01-20 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I accepted you talking to jade and Cindy you did it anyway so I had no choice. I didn't even know he had feelings for me. I trusted jade it was you n Cindy and I was right

2014-01-20 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2014-01-20 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's good hours

2014-01-20 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, I don't particularly care about talking to them anymore. Only Jade because I wanted to actually be her friend, but that's something I could live without.
And yeah, you act like I don't want to live with you. >>;
Unlike SOME people.
Cough.
And what about all the other stuff I said? Did you even read that?

2014-01-20 10:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea I didn't know what to say
Me and trinity gonna fight she had her own bacon now she want mines

2014-01-20 10:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She's so greedy, haha.
How don't you know what to say?
How do you feel about it?
Anything you have to say about anything I said, just say it.

2014-01-20 10:37 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk I guess I can be stubborn and difficult but at this instant I really wasn't putting you I thought about it. And I know I sound selfish but im rarely selfish and in this instance I think I have right to privacy and space.
Can remember get Trinity's picture with Santa damn I shouldn't have gave it to you. And her detergent fabric softner liquid and sheets
Pleas
I want to put her pictures in her baby book
And let me know when you going over nana house so I can tell Carissa to drop her timberlands off

2014-01-20 10:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay...
Well do you like Chris a lot? And I thought one of those pictures was mine.

2014-01-20 10:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Myra cut in the middle and give me mines
*yea

2014-01-20 10:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.
Now answer my question.
Because I don't want this to end up like prom.
Where you wanted to kiss him.

2014-01-20 10:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do but I'm dedicated to you. He knows that. I want us to work so we have a family. Plus if we broke up I wouldn't date for a long while because trinity needs me

2014-01-20 10:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you like him so much... Why were you upset when I talked to girls?

2014-01-20 10:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I'm loyal to you no madder what and you weren't to me I only wanted to be a family with you and nothing else mattered

2014-01-20 10:49 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I'm loyal to you, too.
How do I know you won't let your like of him get the best of you?
You know that you'd have to go through all the stuff you went through with me with him...
That's just how relationships go.
All of his faults, his bad qualities... Plus getting to know him more deeply.
There is a huge jump between friendship and lovers... I found that out when I got with you.
Being in love is a huge risk...
But I'm glad I took that risk with you.
I just don't want to lose you...

2014-01-20 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Do you even care?
Cuz the way I see it...
You'll like him more and more.
And then find better qualities in him than with me.
And then you'll decide you want to be with him an leave me.
And then when you figure out you don't love him or want him and get over him..
I might be gone.
So I want you to be wise in your decision making. Don't stay with me because of fear, though.
If you feel like it's right, go for him.
Alright?
I love you.

2014-01-20 12:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want to be with anyone right now. And I ever made that decision to be with him it would be long after getting know him more. I don't want to end up this situation again. Especially since I have the baby.
And you say don't stay because of fear but everytime I try to leave you act in your ways and I don't want you to be like that

2014-01-20 01:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, I'm just emotional.
Don't even worry about it.
Sometimes my emotions cloud my better judgement, as you've seen.
But I always pull through for you and the bab.
Every single time.
Don't mind me because I like to complain, because I do it to relieve stress. Complaining relieves stress too.
I need an outlet for my intense emotions.
Sex is really good for me, but I'll have to do without until you're ready.
Or just smoke and stuff. I hope you're taking notes, because this is important stuff about how I work.
Uh, what else...?
Is it sex? Do you like Chris because of sex?

2014-01-20 02:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Does he come over your house?
I only ask cuz I saw Sophie do the same thing to Andrew.
When they broke up, she slept with everybody in the world and never told him a thing.
And part of me was sad.
And I can only hope you aren't like that... Please don't be that way with this boy. Just thoughts on my mind, whether they're true or not.
I like to say what's on my mind, so don't haze me for it, my love.
And also. I like the shirt you got for me. I'd like to let you know I wore it every single day I was at DJ's house.
After Christmas.
Because it's my favorite. Even more than my mother's Jack Skellington shirt. You know, Justus tried to steal that from me, right?

2014-01-20 03:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I knew you would like it

2014-01-20 04:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose

Got my glasses

2014-01-20 08:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You look beautiful baby.
But you never answered my other questions earlier.

2014-01-20 10:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Helloooo?
You know I won't stop until you've answered them.
Also, food for thought, sometimes I just think you're completely unattractive. Don't take it personally, I'm not supposed to always think about you as some meat thing.
If I wanted some worthless bag of meat, I'd go fuck around with some of these weak and easy women. For some reason, it seems like they all are attracted to my intensity. Only goth girls, though. Maybe cuz they only see me for sex.

2014-01-20 10:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No he doesn't come to my house and I haven't had sex with him

2014-01-20 10:44 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Why not? You like him, right?

2014-01-20 10:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea but that doesn't mean I'll just sleep with him out if nowhere

2014-01-20 10:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ohh.
Well, I don't know what to do.
Should I move on?
Or am I waiting for you?

2014-01-20 10:47 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Move on I don't know what I want and I don't want anyone to wait for me to figure it out
And FYI you I knew you don't find me attractive you never treat like it anyway. Only sexy etc... When you want to mess around

2014-01-20 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I enjoy your company.
Beyond messing around. But I like to mess around a lot, too.

2014-01-20 10:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-20 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you're saying you want me to go?
I'm talking to Cindy now.

2014-01-20 10:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Go ahead that wouldn't be something new

2014-01-20 10:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
O
I'm telling her how I'm suffering.

2014-01-20 10:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why so she comfort you as usual

2014-01-20 10:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not like you'll do it.
But no.
It's to inform her that I wanted to kill her.

2014-01-20 10:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh

2014-01-20 10:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I want to be with you.

2014-01-20 10:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I guess
I hope you don't kill her

2014-01-20 10:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If I don't, I'll probably end up saving her as a sex slave.
I think you're probably the only thing keeping me from breaking the hearts of other girls and tearing apart other people's relationships.
Really bad Karma.
Kurai is still quite clearly sexually attracted to me, I see.
Honestly, I wouldn't do those things.
All the bad things I say and feel.
It just helps me relieve my pent up tension. Since there is no sex.

2014-01-20 10:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm trying to contain myself as I figure out what to do.
Do you want me to stay or go?
Are you going to be with Chris or not?
I want you to be truthful and make up your mind.
Because I don't have time to waste.

2014-01-20 11:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then go cause I'm tired of dealing with all men. I don't want anyone. Cause I can't trust anyone. You never treated me like I was beautiful and you always flirted with other girls. Just go fuck with those goth bitches and let me go

2014-01-20 11:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Obviously, you can't understand me.
I'll try to make this clearer.
I LOOOOOOOOVE you.

2014-01-20 11:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know but I refuse to love you ever again

2014-01-20 11:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why? You were coming around before.
Is it because I talked to Cindy?
Or because of what I told you?
Remember, I'm waiting for you.
I wear my loyalty to you at all times.
Waiting for the day my other half comes back to me.

2014-01-20 11:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because you constantly remind me of why I sad in our relationship

2014-01-20 11:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You were sad because of the old me.
Now that me is still there, waiting for someone else if we don't work out.
But the new me is trying to make things work.
You're just taking a god awful long time and are now messing with some other guy.
I'm impatient, you know that.
And if you like him, you'll want to pursue him.
I'm trying to give you a chance.

2014-01-20 11:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then let's break up

2014-01-20 11:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We are
n't together.
Remember?
You said it.

2014-01-20 11:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I'm not read for a relationship right now

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm WAITING.

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I mean move on

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So you want Chris over me?
Are you absolutely sure you want to do this?

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want anyone

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because like I said before.

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And yes I'm sure

2014-01-20 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you decide...
And you make the wrong choice...
There's no guarantee I'll be back.

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know
That's what I said when you chose Cindy

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
UH.
HOLD UP.
I did NOT.

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Since you always find her attractive

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Choose Cindy.
I Chose YOU.

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You did when you cheated

2014-01-20 11:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Time and time again.

2014-01-20 11:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You messed up OUR relationship for her

2014-01-20 11:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Even after I saw all of the girls that were sexually attracted to me.
And I'm also trying to FIX it for YOU.
That doesn't mean for a second I'm not going to be completely honest with you.
Because if I want to show you my commitment to honesty.
I have to be honest at ALL times.
I want a true, pure HONEST relationship with you.

2014-01-20 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And now my feeling for you are dead.

2014-01-20 11:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?
Because I told you the truth?

2014-01-20 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause everytime I think if it it makes me sad

2014-01-20 11:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what kills me.

2014-01-20 11:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And disgusted

2014-01-20 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just didn't want to hear the truth.

2014-01-20 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm sleepy

2014-01-20 11:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't live with a liar.

2014-01-20 11:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did want to hear the truth
You shouldn't have done it in the first place

2014-01-20 11:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You shouldn't have lied to me in the first place.
Don't act like this was all my fault.

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That was in the past I told ou the truth and you forgave me like I forgave you for the 3 times you cheated and all the times puce lied to me

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You see what lies do to people? They hurt.

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Which was a lot

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well, Cindy was in the past.
So what's the fucking difference?
How many times did you lie to me?

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No she's not cause you promised not to do it again before her

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do I repay your lies with cheating?
Well, how many times did you promise you were telling the truth?

2014-01-20 11:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I stop lying you're still cheating n. Lying
But you lied too
You lied to me all the time
I just found out about it faster

2014-01-20 11:15 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So, basically, you're saying it was only not good because you found out?
Now, I'm perfectly capable of not letting you find out things.
And holding on to them for years.
But I've have to be some heartless bitch to do that.
And look you in the face and smile.
And say "Oh yeah baby, I love you. Honest."
And be lying through my teeth.
And I could forgive THAT.
Every single time I asked.
Sometimes, even every day.

2014-01-20 11:16 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No me lying and you lying are bad but I'm forgiving cause I stop when I said I would you lied all the time and cheated so it doesn't repay you cheating and you said you'd change I let it go and you did it all over again

2014-01-20 11:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But when something is up, I'll know it. That's why I couldn't put my finger on it.
So why aren't you accepting it now?
Because you want Chris.
As a sex toy.
If we're collecting sexual favors, I have quite the selection.

2014-01-20 11:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh.. You're not hearing me I'll just hear you since I don't matter

2014-01-20 11:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
None of which I really care for, but it'll get me through my life.
I won't be commited to anyone else.
I can either go through my life with love or lust.
I'd rather be a family with the one I love and chose to have a baby with.
But she's too weak to even be able to endure love's trials.
And it's all because you don't love me enough.
I don't mean to be mean, but that's pathetic.
I can't find a decent, loyal and devoted girl these days.
It's like they don't exist anymore.
I can't live in a world where such love doesn't exist. It was abused in the past by boorish men thinking they could do whatever.
I can't believe I love you.
But I do have faith in us.
And you.
And our family.
So beyond my sexual desires, I extend to you my heart.
Otherwise, I might just go mad and destroy everything.
A downside to having such love.

2014-01-20 11:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you unable to persevere?
This doesn't make any sense to me.
I even said I'd kill her.
WHAT more do you want?
I REALLY TRULY do NOT want to leave forever.
But it's like you don't want to change.
For us.
And instead of trying, you're going to Chris.
And I highly doubt that will last.
Just to be COMPLETELY honest.
You'll be over him in a month at the longest.
Ah, man. I just can't live anymore. You're moving too slow.
What is there to think about, really?
Just be truthful ALL the time.
It's as simple as that.

2014-01-20 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If you're thinking, you're probably trying to come up with a lie.

2014-01-20 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I told you I'm done

2014-01-20 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I'm going to take you off of facebook.

2014-01-20 11:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't take this anymore

2014-01-20 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is this absolutely what you want?

2014-01-20 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I tried working out with u and you still act crazy

2014-01-20 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I'm not.
You aren't TALKING.
You haven't even DONE anything.
All you said was.
"I like Chris."

2014-01-20 11:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't do this you call me weak but you were never able to be patient

2014-01-20 11:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Look, that's how I view it.

2014-01-20 11:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did talk you wouldn't listen

2014-01-20 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're weak because you aren't able to endure the trials of love.
Mabe you're not old enoug yet.
Maybe I'm trying to make you grow up too fast.

2014-01-20 11:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I'm strong cause I'm fine letting you treat me like crap

2014-01-20 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm not treating you like crap.
Just STOP thinking I am.

2014-01-20 11:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes you are

2014-01-20 11:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh. How?
Don't you call me weak when I act it?
What is that but the truth?
Do you want lies?
Or do you want me to be less harsh about it?
I know it hurts sometimes.
But you aren't TELLING me anything.
You don't say "Well Tymon, that hurts my feelings."
No, instead you say...
"I'm done and you treat me like crap and I don't wanna be with you" and yadda yada.

2014-01-20 11:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not weak I dealt with a selfish inconsiderate lying cheating abussive guy who talked down to me our while relationship 4 years I'm weak for staying after the third time you cheated

2014-01-20 11:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Running away from the problem doesn't solve it.
Then what made me weak to a girl that did the same thing?

2014-01-20 11:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm not running I ending it

2014-01-20 11:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You just don't like it when the things you do come back around to get you.
It's fine, I don't either.

2014-01-20 11:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never cheated I didn't accuse you I didn't talk down to you I stop lying

2014-01-20 11:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You talked down to me all the time.
You always accused me of cheating.
And I STILL don't know for sure if you were lying about not cheating, either.

2014-01-20 11:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know my mistakes n Infineon cause I've learned from it but you still doing it

2014-01-20 11:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.
I AM NOT.
SHUT UP.
DON'T SAY ANYTHING ELSE.
BECAUSE I AM LITERALY NOT. DOING. ANYTHING.
YOU JUST WANT TO LEAVE AND ARE MAKING EXCUSES.

2014-01-20 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You bring up stuff from 3 years ago to bash me but can't even face what just happen

2014-01-20 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Instead of telling me the truth.

2014-01-20 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Like that didn't tear me down

2014-01-20 11:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm trying to build you up.
But you aren't trying to do anything.
You're trying to destroy us.

2014-01-20 11:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Like k be anywhere but with you if you didn't act bad

2014-01-20 11:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What?
That didn't even make sense.
Make me understand that sentence.
I don't understand how you could be so in love one moment, then not be the next.
What is wrong with you, you psycho?
You already had the baby to rope me in.
Then used her to keep me here.
Then when I finally come around, you're already looking for a new man.
You want space so you can fuck him.
And so I won't ask about it.
You don't even think before you do or say things.
And you aren't truthful about your emotions. You don't try and you barely meet me halfway.
I thought you looked really cute in your glasses.
Kinda nerdy, but still cute. Because that's what I like about you.
You just think everything I say is offensive, when it isn't.
And how many TIMES have I told you NOT to take everything OFFENSIVELY and be DEFENSIVE about it?
Do you know how much we've SUFFERED just because of THAT ALONE.
Maybe I am just not saying it delicately enough for you.

2014-01-20 11:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can be a little harsh and sharp tongued.
But you need to tell me these things when they happen.
Like you say "That was mean" or "That hurt my feelings."
So I can readily adjust my tone and my approach to something gentler.
And more comforting.
I don't know what you want. You have to tell me some things, at least.
Especially if you're always trying to act tough.
... Do you want to try to tell me what I say that hurts your feelings?
Or first, tell me that I do hurt your feelings?
Because as it stands, you still haven't even done that. So I don't even know if what I say or do DID hurt your feelings.
So how can I change something that there isn't an issue with?
Communication is important.
And so is communication the correct way. Because if we communicate the wrong way, we send the wrong message to each other.
Which is why I keep TELLING you to stop being so defensive all the time.
Do you want to try to talk now? I've vented a lot and I'm a bit calmer and more rational.

2014-01-20 11:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I really don't want to lose you. I will cut you off, even though it hurts.
Please... Don't make me do it.
... You aren't even talking.
You aren't even TRYING.
Do you not want to even ATTEMPT?
Are you so scared and stuck in your own ways that you can't even be remotely open to trying things out this way?
... Ugh, will you hurry uuup...
You still aren't saying ANYTHING.
And aren't even TRYING to.

2014-01-20 11:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz you damn sure are not trying to tell me the truth.
Even to this very day.
How much more TRUTHFUL do I have to be to you?
When you can't even BEGIN to tell ME the truth.
I believe I'm the only truthful one here.

2014-01-20 11:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No cause I've told you nothing but the truth you just won't accept it

2014-01-20 11:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You decided on something.
And you didn't try.
You suck at relationships.
You know that? You only have it half right.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:40 pm

2014 (Jan. 21)

2014-01-21 12:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well it's a good thing I don't want one

2014-01-21 12:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm trying to help you.
... Look. Why don't you want to be with me?
You can't even match your weight in this relationship.
Not once have you tried to work out our problems.
Not. A. Once.
You know how many times you called me out on my faults and flaws?
And what did I do?
I went to work on them.
Now, reverse the situation.

2014-01-21 12:02 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because I'm tired of all of this foolishness. I'm tired of always forgiving you for it to happen again I'm tired of arguing with you about everything just for you to not listen and just bitch about what you want being better instead if considering my feeling. I'm tired of you expecting to look like those goth bitches and be like them I'm tired of you undermining what I've done in this relationship and my outside world

2014-01-21 12:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What did you do when I tried to do the same to you?
Tried to end the relationship.
Number two.
I don't care about them.
I care about you.
I love the way you look.
That doesn't mean I have to always be sexually attracted to you 24/7.
Because loving the way you look also involves me loving your company.
And how can I have conversations with you if I'm always thinking about sex?
How can we bond in other ways if I'm always thinking about sex?
I AM physically attracted to you, don't get me wrong.
I love you in more ways, that's all.
Now, instead of getting offended.
You should have asked me.
I've been telling you that for lord knows how long.
BE. HONEST. WITH. ME.

2014-01-21 12:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I've was a great girlfriend to you I was loyal honest I stuck with you inspire of all my fears I forgave you for stuff most people would have been gone if it gappen I even changed a became more understanding and romantic I'm wasn't bad to you I've never betrayed you

2014-01-21 12:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO YOU THINK THAT BECAUSE I DID THAT LATER.
THAT MEANS YOU COULDN'T WAIT?
So. We're ignoring all the shit you did.
Because you changed faster.
That's totally fair.

2014-01-21 12:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You can't Eve wait now. I've waited 4 years

2014-01-21 12:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You expected 3 years of lies to go away instantly?
I've been coping for an entire year.

2014-01-21 12:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm talking what you did now recently. I haven't mentioned anything past Cindy

2014-01-21 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL.

2014-01-21 12:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause that's what I'm mad about what I've done recently

2014-01-21 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I STAYED WITH YOU WHILE YOU GREW U AND CHANGED.

2014-01-21 12:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I forgave everything else
N I stayed with you

2014-01-21 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
You didn't.
You were the one who tried to leave.
Every single time.
Men mature slower than women naturally.
And now that I'm READY.
You couldn't be patient.
Or forgiving.
How do I even know you loved me to begin with?
Was it the sex?
Were you just in it for the sex?
You know, sometimes I think you're pretty lame.
And I smile because I like it.
It's cute and makes me want to kiss you and have fun with you.
And nuzzle your cheeks.
I love to hear what you have to say.
I always did.
But you stopped doing it.
And that's when things became bad.
I loved talking to you.
About everything.

2014-01-21 12:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was one of my favorite things to do...
It still is.
Which is why I am BEGGING you to be truthful.
Stop being a cowar.
d.
Fine. Since you can't handle it over the internet...
We'll just do this in person.
Because apparently, I have to still MAKE you open up.
I'll see you in the morning. We have a loooong day aheadd of us.

2014-01-21 12:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Goodnight, my love.
Maybe tomorrow I can help you understand.
By the way, I made Cindy never want to talk to me again.
You may not understand me or my method (granted, you don't have an open-enough mind to ask), but I do think about you.
And me being truthful is my way of showing you I changed.
What I want you to do is be truthful to me.
And say that you just want Chris.
Which is why you aren't even trying.
Stop lying to me for once.

2014-01-21 12:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You aren't even giving me a chance to be the good guy...
And thats what makesme the most ad...
You won't even give me a chance.
Why won't you give the new me a chance?
The loyal me. The dcevoted me.
Why won't you give our love a chance,,,?

2014-01-21 12:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Please. One more time.
I want you to give me a chance to show you.
But you're going to have to trust me in spite on your past emotions.
If you really love me...
... You'll be able to trust me.
And take the risk, like I was for you.

2014-01-21 12:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
At least try,
If I make any mistake, we can be done forever.
Swear.
But at least try to give me a chance.
If you really love me.
Because I really love you.
And I believe we can work.

2014-01-21 01:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you reeeaaaaally need to try harder,

2014-01-21 01:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
One last time.
Judge me for who I am now. Not who I was last year.
See that I wanted to make a change for you and get your mind out of the pat.
past.
See that and know I want to be a one woman man.
PLEASE TRUST AND BELIEVE ME!!

2014-01-21 03:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Thank you
For watching her

2014-01-21 06:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're welcome. Now please listen to me more about what I say, okay?

2014-01-21 06:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Especially about how to raise Trinity. If you don't want to raise her by yourself, quit acting like it and listen to what I say. Okay?
You taught me things, now I have to teach you things, too. It isn't bad to learn things you don't know. About anything.

2014-01-21 11:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:40 pm

2014 (Jan. 22)

2014-01-22 12:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm home.

2014-01-22 07:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You still coming

2014-01-22 07:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, I wanted to shower first.
I should be there by like 8:00 or 8:30.

2014-01-22 07:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-22 02:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You should watch Mulan 2.

2014-01-22 10:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You still like Chris?
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:41 pm

2014 (Jan. 23)

2014-01-23 04:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You used me, didn't you...?
I bet as soon as I left, you called him and texted him...
That's why you didn't want to kiss me. Sigh... I'm so fucking stupid.

2014-01-23 04:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm wasting my time with you, aren't I?

2014-01-23 08:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why do you think that.
How am I using you?

2014-01-23 08:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And that's not why I didn't want to kiss you.

2014-01-23 08:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I feel sick

2014-01-23 08:34 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

Sorry.
You didn't answer my question, though...
And honestly, it might be the house.

2014-01-23 08:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't use you and I honestly don't know how I could. How are you waisting your time if I'm trying. N I didn't call him when you left. I did call later on that night to wish him happy birthday. Then I had a break down about everything I was feeling that day.
But I think I'm feeling crappy because of tomorrow

2014-01-23 09:05 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What breakdown?
And I meant wasting my time with our love.
Because even though you are trying, you like him too much.
Why did you have a breakdown?
And don't worry, I'll be there with you. Unless you already asked him... Which I know you did...

2014-01-23 09:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I was trying to tell you but you were making me more upset.
No I didn't ask him.
I saw Darius yesterday
He was coming from the clinic

2014-01-23 09:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well one thing at a time... What about this breakdown? When was this?
Tatiauna, you're all over the place.

2014-01-23 09:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Listen then n it'll make sense

2014-01-23 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2014-01-23 09:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I saw Darius and he said he was coming from the clinic. He said he thought he had something, but didn't. And on the train all i could think about was how bad sex is it caused a lot of problems. Makes things more complicated. And about tomorrow. It made me really sad and when I got home trying to feel better you kinda made it worse. N I had breakdown crying and all I could think was sex was evil and I never wanted it again cause it causes too many problems n bring hardships

2014-01-23 09:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Girl, why didn't you tell me this yesterday? I would have been less harsh with you... This is why I say to always tell me everything!
If I don't have all the information, I don't know how to accurately react or how to handle a situation or a problem.
Do you not enjoy sex with me anymore because of it? Sex isn't evil, but it is something greater than most people understand.
It is supposed to be a connection between two people's bodies and souls. It's a deep and emotional thing. The pleasure is supposed to be intensified by your feelings.

2014-01-23 09:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why I usually opt to have sex when we're emotional. It also helps to reveal true feelings. It has different intensities for different moods. That's why I also like to talk about things during sex, too. It helps us to be true to our emotions and strengthen our bond with each other.

2014-01-23 09:21 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But beyond that, is there anything else?

2014-01-23 09:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-23 09:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Okay.
Well what do you think of what I said? And what else did you and Chris talk about? And finally, what else are you feeling, and why didn't you tell me yesterday when I was there?

2014-01-23 09:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Nothing really just about his birthday and him not wanting to go to school. Cause you being a jack ass. I was feeling like you always act like that then apologize n do it again

2014-01-23 09:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How am I acting like a jackass?
You didn't even TELL me anything.

2014-01-23 09:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I said were
About trinity

2014-01-23 09:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well in all honesty, the matter of fact about this is that you don't tell me anything.
And by anything, I mean everything.
I can't act accordingly with the wrong information.
Now, do you think if I knew you were feeling so emotional that I would have started something?
Or if I knew how things actually went around the house that I'd comment on what I thought I knew?
Then you get mad at me and go to someone else telling them all the things you SHOULD have told me which would have resulted in me acting differently.
And that's been an underlying problem. Just tell me everything from the beginning. I'm not evil and heartless.
For example, I wasn't mad when I found out how much you liked Chris, but I was mad BEFORE that when I knew you were talking to him and not trying to work things out with me.
Why? Because I can process things very well with all the information, so I know how to react to a situation correctly. I have very good judgement.

2014-01-23 09:38 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-23 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I mean, do you really get it? Because I say this all the time...

2014-01-23 09:39 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I get it

2014-01-23 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I feel like you never really do it... And then we go right back to where we are.
Alright... If you say so.
Do you feel better today?

2014-01-23 09:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-23 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why not? Did the sex thing really get to you that badly?

2014-01-23 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea n I'm sleepy

2014-01-23 09:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well go to sleep. Do you not want to have sex for a while?

2014-01-23 09:49 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea

2014-01-23 09:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.
... Are you sure this isn't so you can have sex with someone else, like Chris?

2014-01-23 09:51 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes I'm sure

2014-01-23 09:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay... Then I'll hold out for you.

2014-01-23 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ok

2014-01-23 09:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What time are you going tomorrow? And what's the location?

2014-01-23 10:05 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I gotta be there at 940 and it's 18 s Michigan ave 6 th floor
You need your id

2014-01-23 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.

2014-01-23 10:20 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I love you.

2014-01-23 10:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I love you too

2014-01-23 06:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you still need space from me?

2014-01-23 06:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
When did I say I did?

2014-01-23 06:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't know. You never said you didn't.

2014-01-23 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never said anything about it

2014-01-23 08:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well clearly I'm confused. Do you still need space from me or not?

2014-01-23 08:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-23 08:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

Why not?

2014-01-23 09:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk
Can you meet at Monroe redline at 9 ish

2014-01-23 09:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay. Where is Trinity going to be?
And you have to know why you don't want space anymore.

2014-01-23 09:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Daycare
Idk y
I never said I needed space today

2014-01-23 09:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I meant in general.
Like overall.

2014-01-23 09:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh does it mean anything? I've asked for it and you've been unable to give it.

2014-01-23 10:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I gave you space all day.
I was just wondering now if that was what you wanted.

2014-01-23 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I'm fine

2014-01-23 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But what changed? Just the other day you were complaining about it.

2014-01-23 10:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I got used to not getting it.

2014-01-23 10:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
...
Well I'm just going to give it to you.
Since you apparently still want it so badly.

2014-01-23 10:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't

2014-01-23 10:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well you said you were used to not getting it.
So why would I not give it to you?
If it's something you need? Regardless of if you're 'used to not having it' or not.
Do you still think you need space from me?

2014-01-23 11:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well yea but I'll be fine

2014-01-23 11:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think if you need it so badly then I should give it to you.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:43 pm

2014 (Jan. 24-25)

2014-01-24 06:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh I guess

2014-01-24 07:28 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I shouldn't talk to you or see you anymore, right? And Chris can be the person who does everything I'm supposed to do for you?

2014-01-24 02:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You home

2014-01-24 11:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I am now. I got trapped at Stefanos' house by Rob and he kept making me stay longer and longer.
How was your love affair with Chris today?

2014-01-25 03:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet you didn't even wait till I fully got off the train to start texting him again, let alone probably called him. Right?

2014-01-25 08:57 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Bet you stayed up all night talking to him. I wish you'd stop leading me on like you actually still love me.
Unlike you, I actually want to be with someone who cares about me on Valentine's day. So stop wasting my time and just go to the one you really love.
It saves us both some time.
Instead of me waiting for you to play around and beat around the bush because you're afraid of just telling me.
I bet you'll do exactly to me what you did to Sa'Von. Now I'm just waiting for you to destroy us.

2014-01-25 09:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not like you care about me or us. You care the most about Chris. Your new boytoy. I wish you'd stop messing with me if you're going to mess with him.
After how nice I am now for you, I don't want to waste any of my goodness on you if you're going to try to juggle two guys.

2014-01-25 09:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Maybe I have to fear for a relationship with you I don't even know if you're trying to have or not.

2014-01-25 10:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're just waiting for the day for me to give up on us and leave you to go jump into his arms. That's what you're waiting for.

2014-01-25 10:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok whatever Tymon I barely talked to him yesterday. I didn't call him I watched attack on Titan till I fell asleep and I barely texted him. I messaged you as soon as I got home not him to see if you made it so stfu with all this stuff

2014-01-25 10:36 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I can't help it if I feel like you love him so much more than me.
I enjoyed our day together.
Until I remembered how much you liked him.
You probably talked about having sex.
And making out. And other naughty things.

2014-01-25 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I told I can't talk to him anymore

2014-01-25 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can talk to him.
I'm just jealous.
So I'm expressing that to you and what goes on in my head.

2014-01-25 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Obviously I can't

2014-01-25 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You were all flirty with him.
You never flirt with me.
What's so wrong with me, huh?
You must just want a new relationship.
Isn't that right?

2014-01-25 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-25 11:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why were you acting like it with him?
Ugh, it'll be impossible to get over this...

2014-01-25 11:22 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You know what I'm sick if this. You're really annoying me.

2014-01-25 11:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't even want to get back together. I wanted to work things out and move on. But instead I tried again to be with you. But all you do is put me down and get on my nerves. I stop talking to him for you. And you can't even appreciate that. I wasn't ready to be in a relationship but you threw a fit till I was willing to try.

2014-01-25 11:28 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But all I get is your annoying in using you n bla bla bla. Or say I used the baby to get what I want. Like if were not together then you can be nothing for her
And if tell you should help cause I didn't make her alone that's wrong

2014-01-25 12:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You weren't trying with me. You were trying with Chris.
So maybe you should do a little more trying to be with me and a little less trying to be with me before you tell me your sob stories. 'Oh, I'm trying Tymon! Honest' But you talk to him every day about everything and you can't even talk to me about him. How fucked up is that?
Not that you were thinking about it. You probably suck his dick behind my back...
Where the hell does he live and go to school, so I can deal with him, since YOU can't?
Like you would with any guy that gives you the time of day. Just like CJ. Just like Gale. You aren't trying at all you fucking liar. You're being with him behind my back.

2014-01-25 12:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You never try for me.
You said you'd be less defensive.
But you were still the same when I tried to talk to you about. Chris.
Which is suspicious beyond reason.
You did the SAME thing with CJ.
And you'd risk our relationship AGAIN. For the new CJ.
Ugh.
you don't to work out anything. Fucking chris loving liar.

2014-01-25 01:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Gale and cj were my fucking friends
That you drove away

2014-01-25 01:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I can't believe I trusted you to try to work things out with me.

2014-01-25 01:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I had no feeling for gale

2014-01-25 01:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO SLEEP WITH THEM.
Just like every other guy you make friends with.

2014-01-25 01:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I had little to no feelings for cj.

2014-01-25 01:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You end up having feelings for them.
That interfere with our relationship.
And you talked about me all the time, but look at you!

2014-01-25 01:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
They were both my friends. I talks to them about anime writing trinity. And sometimes
You
You're an annoying brat
I didn't even want to get back together
But you threw all he fits in the world
This is exactly why

2014-01-25 01:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
You don't want to get back together because you had plans with Chris.
You did this just to make me upset so I would act this way.
So you'd have an excuse to go to him without having to actually leave me.
Making me look like the bad guy was part of the secret plan.
And then when I did it, you took that as the chance to hop on your dumb old boyfriend who you probably kissed at prom.
I had a dream about that.
You fucking kissed him, didn't you?
When you said that night was a special night just for us...
I always look at that picture we took...
And that champagne glass...
I even keep the credit card in my wallet...
And all of that means nothing to you because you fucking kissed him!!
You wanted to be with him that night, but you settled with me!!
LIAR!!
ALL THIS TIME YOU STILL CAN'T GIVE UP YOUR LYING WAYS.
IF YOU'LL LIE ABOUT THINGS SO LITTLE, TRYING TO KEEP SECRETS AND GET DEFENSIVE AND ACT SUSPICIOUS, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST YOU ON BIGGER THINGS YOU SAY?
Bet you tell Chris everything...
Leaving me in the dark.
Where does he live and go to school so I can deal with him myself, since you can't?!

2014-01-25 01:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i dont know where he lives. I've never been tomhis house. And i stoped talking to himfor you
`so shut up
and i havent did anything sexual with him or anyone else but you
plus i was with you all of prom

2014-01-25 01:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You were not.
There was one instance you left for at least 20 minutes.
Also, why do you always do this?
Every time we have issues.

2014-01-25 01:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yes i was only tie i wasnt was with velisha n nana

2014-01-25 01:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You find someone as a potential new boyfriend.
Every single time.
Someone you like.
And then I just get like this.

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt find a poential boyfriend i found a friend

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can't make friends without having feelings for them.

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i never saw cj s a potential boyfrien

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's the problem here.
WELL YOU SAW HIM AS A FUCK BUDDY.

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
n i never saw gale as one either

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO LET ME REPHRASE THAT.

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dint
i idnt want to

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU SEE THEM AS POTENTIAL PEOPLE TO FUCK.
LIAR!!

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
do anything with cj

2014-01-25 01:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LIE?!

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
noones lying

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU TOLD ME YOURSELF YOU DID!!
YOUR STORY ALWAYS CHANGES!!
JUST TELL THE TRUTH FOR FUCKING ONCE.

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i sawno i said i thought abut

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND STOP LYING ABOUT EVERYTHING.

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
it
but id never do t

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR DAMN MOTHER!!

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
just like you did with sophia

2014-01-25 01:51 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't give a fuck about sleeping with Sophia.

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you did
say that

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet you want to sleep with Chris, too.

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
o i dont
i dont ant to have sex with anyone

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Anyone who pays attention to you and is nice to you.
You suddenly have feelings for them.
Then think about having sex with them.

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thats not true

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Eeeeevery time.

2014-01-25 01:52 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cj was a friend
gale was a friend

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did it with CJ. Gale. And Chris.

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i talk to them like i talk to my femae frends

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEY WERE FRIENDS SO YOU COULD DO IT.
YOU CAN'T HAVE GUY FRIENDS WITHOUT FALLING FOR THEM

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i hate when you ge like this

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EVERY TIME!!

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you never fucking isten
just talk
and talk

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL I HATE BEING LIKE THIS.

2014-01-25 01:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
an d
talk
nd talk
never
ever
isten
to anything
but what
in you on
dumb'asss
head
die

2014-01-25 01:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But it's annoying when you're always trying to find someone else.

2014-01-25 01:54 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no
i didnt
want'anone
cause im soo trmatized
from f\dating
yu
i told
chris
i dont want to date anyone till
a long tme
if it didnt work'out with you
i told him
i didnt want to sleep with anyone for even long mayybe not till im married
so i would be stuck
again
like i am now
i dont want anyone
you never listen
i dont want to date anyone
i dont mention relationships to him
i dont allow love talk from him
i only allow talk about you and anime and trinity

2014-01-25 01:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well you don't date the one who actually loves you.

2014-01-25 01:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause abslutly
positively
hate relationships

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't talk to me as frequently as you do him.

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause you dont ave a phone

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't want to work things out.

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i essage you on facebook
all the time
you just get soo fuckin emotional yu dont listen

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT'S YOUR FAULT FOR FUCKING UP THE RELATIONSHIP WITH ME WHEN I WAS MAKING IIT BETTER.

2014-01-25 01:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
pn jx.jvs,RJLKS >SFzrs
you the fucking
liar
youre the fucking cheater
i ddidnt want to be with ever since that

2014-01-25 01:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you had to go find someone to mess us up with.
WELL YOU AREN'T EVEN TRYING TO GIVE ME A CHANCE.
YOU HAEN'T SINCE I STARTED.
YOU ALWAYS SAY YOU ARE.
THEN YOU GO OFF AND DO SOMETHING STUPID. LIKE LIE. OR FIND OTHER GUYS.
THEN YOU TRY TO LEAVE.

2014-01-25 01:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
o because i wans
eventhough i didnt want too

2014-01-25 01:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IT'S LIKE YOU CAN'T BE FINE WITH ME BEING A NICE, GOOD BOYFRIENDD.

2014-01-25 01:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i gave up feeling finially at piece
to be with you
for her
so she can have a family
so you wont
kill youself

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL IF BEING WITH ME IS SO DIFFICULT.

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i even gave m only friend
up

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN I WON'T STAY HERE ANY LONGER.

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause hes my onl fied
i tried being frien with nana

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm QUITTING MY JOB RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-25 01:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and alisha
but alisha is hard
to talk too
and nana doesnt repy after a while
i gave it up to fix things with you
i tell you hat i told him
and all you do
is get bitchy

2014-01-25 02:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei


2014-01-25 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
u could at least appreciate
that i did tha

2014-01-25 02:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE GIRL FRIENDS.
APPARENTLY.
WELL WHY AREN'T YOU APPRECIATING WHAT I DO?
WHEN HAVE YOU EVER?!
YOU DON'T EVEN APPRECIATE ME BEING A GOOD BOYFRIEND.

2014-01-25 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
die

2014-01-25 02:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
CUZ YOU'RE ALWAYS TOO BUSY PAYING ATTENTION TO SOMEONE ELSE.

2014-01-25 02:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause i did
apreciate
you

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OR COMPLAINING ABOUT BEING UHAPPY.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i tried talking to you
but you dont change

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN TRYING.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everytime
i beliee
it
you dont
you dont listen

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I HAVE CHANGED.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you put me down
even in front of the baby'

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU PUT ME DOWN.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i dont

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i talk to you like normal till you start acting like this

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ALWAYS TELL ME I'm WRONG ABOUT EVERYTHING.

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i try to listen till

2014-01-25 02:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
TRY TO BE WITH OTHER GUYS.

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you get like this
i dont try to be wth other guys

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHO CAN MORE READILY GIVE YOU ATTENTION.

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
cause i told him i was working this out with you
he was just being my firend

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU'LL BE WITH ANYONE NICE WHO WILL PAY ATTENTION TO YOU.
THEN WHY WAS IT I CAN'T BE YOUR FRIEND?

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and we left it at that

2014-01-25 02:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU TREAT HIM MORE LIKE A BOYFRIEND THAN ME.

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
\ause unlike you with all te other girl you cheated with i set boundries that im quick to get mad about if crossed
you push them to overstep boundries

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU FUCKING CALL HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND FALL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE WITH HIM.

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
then look shitty when you cheated all vera again

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
LIKE YOU USED TO DO WITH ME.

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
youre the one that wanders when pl are nice to you

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT CAN'T FIND THE TIME TO DO SO WITH ME ANYMORE.
YOU'RE ALWYS TOO TIRED.

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ii have igh self asteem so i dont need their love

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OR TOO BUSY.

2014-01-25 02:04 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i need their friendship
becuse i haev no friends

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT NOT FOR CHRIS, RIGHT?

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i have no ife

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU CAN DO ANYTHING FOR CHRIS.

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
caause im doing everyhting by myself
but you dont look at that
what you look is your paranoia

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL YOU ACT LIKE YOU RAISE HER BY YOURSELF.
SO DO IT.

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and whayt you want
and when i give it to you

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IF YOU WANNA ACT THAT WAY.
AND NOT LISTEN.

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you still ucking complain

2014-01-25 02:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And always be RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING.

2014-01-25 02:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
like im the one who is selfish or im the one who didnt just give up a firned
smething you tell me all the time you could never do
something you called me a manipulative bitch for when it bothered me

2014-01-25 02:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I MADE CINDY STOP TALKING TO ME FOREVER.
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!

2014-01-25 02:07 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
thatwasnher choice not yous

2014-01-25 02:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU JUST DON'T EVER SEE WHAT I DO.
SHE HAD TO BE THE ONE TO CHOOSE NOT TO DO IT.
BECAUSE SHE IS THE ONE THAT LIKES ME.

2014-01-25 02:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no that isnt ture

2014-01-25 02:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO SHE HAS TO BE THE ONE TO DECIDE TO LEAVE US ALONE.
WELL THAT'S HOW I SEE IT.

2014-01-25 02:08 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
yo could have just stoped talking to her like did everyone else

2014-01-25 02:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL THAT DOESN'T SETTLE ANYTHING.
THAT JUST MEANS WHEN WE'RE DONE.
SHE CAN BE A POTENTIAL GIRL I TALK TO AGAIN.
BUT SHE IS GONE FOREVER.
BECAUSE SHE WON'T TALK TO ME.
EVEN AFTER WE'RE DONE WITH.
AS YOU TRY SO HARD TO MAKE US BE.
I DID THE SAME THING WITH DIERRA, TOO.
SO IT'S JUST FUCKING YOU.
I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HAVING GIRL FRIENDS THAT HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME.

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i did with the last message

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT GUY FRIENDS.
WHO ARE ONLY AROUND YOU TO FALL ALL OVER YOU.

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no i want femal friend and guy friends

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EVERY LAST. ONE.

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
gale doesnt love me
cj doesnt love me
thye both ahve someone that they care fir

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THE ONLY GUY FRIENDS YOU CAN KEEP ARE THE ONES WHO HAVE OR HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU.
OR YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR.

2014-01-25 02:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
everyone dont love me

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why we always have problems.

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
theyre firends

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN TELL THEM ALL TO FUCK OFF.
IF THEY DON'T LOVE YOU.

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i want feale firend ad guy friends

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EVERY SINGLE GUY.
HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU, OR YOU FOR HIM.
CJ. GALE. ANTONIO. CHRIS.

2014-01-25 02:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but its harder with the female friend cuz theyre harder to contact.
gale didnt like me when we became real friends
cj didnt like me

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IN ALL HONESTY, BEYOND THEM FALLING ALL OVER YOU, YOU ALSO HAD FEELINGS FOR THEM.

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
antonio got over it

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO FUCKING WHAT?!

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
we could have been close friends and moved on

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THE POINT IS THAT YOU KEEP DOING IT.
AND THEN GETTING MAD WHEN I DON'T LIKE THEM BEING SO CLOSE.
JUST LIKE YOU DID ME.

2014-01-25 02:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
its what growing up is about realizing that girlds and boys can be friends and get iver the past. the same thing you forced me to see

2014-01-25 02:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
DROVE OFF EVERYONE.
OOOOOOH.

2014-01-25 02:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt rive them off

2014-01-25 02:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
IS THAT RIGHT?!

2014-01-25 02:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you did
i told jade she talk to you
n she did
why she isntt is her
i didnt drive cindy off you did

2014-01-25 02:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T CARE ABOUT JADE NOR CINDY.
THEY AREN'T IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
who then cause i didnt drive off anyone i never talked to you friends

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS THAT YOU CAN'T KEEP YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS IN CHECK AROUND A NEW GUY.

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you drove me from everyone

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND ALWAYS FALL FOR A NEW ONE.
THEN STOP DRIVING ME OFF FROM EVERYONE.

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
the only way i could talk to my female friends was in lunch or if i went out with them and you didnt help me when i wanted to go out

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
EVEN THOUGH I've GROWN OUT OF THAT PETTY PHASE.

2014-01-25 02:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
so they drifted from me
now every time i try to talk to them we cant keep an conversation
cause its wierd

2014-01-25 02:17 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why do you keep liking these guys?
Why do you only make friends with guys you have feelings for?
And why can't you EVER treat me like you treat them?
I'm always treated terribly compared to them.
EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
I get ignored and neglected.
And you never listen to me.
You always get consumed in them that you stop trying for me and with me.

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i didnt like gale and i didnt really like cj.it was crush that i grew up figure it was just a mutul feelng of true friendship like brother sister love.

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And willingly let our relationship be destroyed to be their friends.

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and i always tried to talk to you so stop it

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just because you have feelings.
When?

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
i talked to you more than them

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not now.

2014-01-25 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
and when im messaging you i stop talking to chris
he be only hold for a longtime while im messaging you
oh and i almost fell asleep n alisha last nihgt we were talking int he middle of night
i guess i neglected you for her too
the only reason i didnt fall asleepp on her was cause she said she had to go

2014-01-25 02:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't have feelings for her, do you?

2014-01-25 02:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no, but i treat her exactly like i treat chris

2014-01-25 02:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, why do you let other guys mess us up when you got so upset when I did it with other girls?

2014-01-25 02:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
if i could talk to her all the time i would
he wasnt messing us up

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you now seeing what I was saying back then?
HE WAS IF I WAS UPSET.

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
what i treat him like you treat jade
and i stop taling to him

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, DID SHE?

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
neither did he

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT SHE WAS MESSING US UP BECAUSE YOU HAD A PROBLEM WITH HER.

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
he let it go when i asked himto

2014-01-25 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO WHY DOES THAT MATTER?
SO DID SHE.
SO WHAT?!
IT'S US WHO ARE THE PROBLEM.

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
but you threw a fit
you dint let her go

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT WE KEEP DRAGGING PEOPLE IN.

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you just ated depressed all the time
till I SAID

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DIDN'T LET HIM GO UNTIL NOW.

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
IT WAS OK
BECAUSE LEARNED TO GET OVER IT FOR YOU
AUSE YOU ASKED ME TO TRUST YOU

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO DID I.

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
no you didnt

2014-01-25 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And there is no reason for you not to trust me.

2014-01-25 02:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
ye sit is

2014-01-25 02:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WHY AM I NOT TALKING TO ANYNE?
AND WHAT IS THE REASON?
PLEASE, TELL ME.
UNLIKE YOU, I DON'T LIE ANYMORE.

2014-01-25 02:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you cheted on me multiple time and say the same thing everytime

2014-01-25 02:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ABOUT ANYTHING.
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT NOW.
AFTER I SAID I CHANGED THIS TIME.
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THE ME BEFORE THEN.

2014-01-25 02:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you sy you changed but youre not trusting me like youve changed

2014-01-25 02:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
CUZ EVER SINCE THEN, I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING AT ALL.
I CAN'T TRUST YOU CUZ YOU KEEP TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT.
LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO HAVE GUYS ON THE SIDE JUST BECAUSE I TRUST YOU.

2014-01-25 02:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
you keep throwing my past in my fe ike youve hange and you knw what because of all of tht i dont want a relationship anymore and i cant eve fuly trust anyone
thats why i dont want to date
but im learning to trust you
all over again
when we broke up i wanted to be free from all this bs i wasnt gonna get in antoher relationship for a loong looong time
i told him that
i tolld him i didn twant date againt ill i was 30
and get married till iwas 50
so he shouldnt waiste his time with mr
then when i work thing out with you i let it i told him to drop it

2014-01-25 02:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

So then why don't you try to work things out with me without having another guy around?
Am I really so unbearable that you can't be with me unless there's another guy?
I thought you loved me for me..
And wanted to be with me...
But it's always a lie.
You always lie to keep me from being mad or emotional or to keep me from killing myself or for Trinity. But you never just tell me the truth and be truthful to me. You get defensive too easily, which you said you'd fix LAST year and still haven't done.
But because I have more willpower than you, I can wait.
Wait for you to change.
You just give up on everything super quick.
Without even really giving it your full effort. And I hate that about you. We could work perfectly if you just trusted me and gave ME your all. Not everyone else. We could be perfect, but you continue to refuse...
And I have no idea why you keep trying to drive a wedge between us. Do you just hate being with me by myself?
Do you not want to be with me by myself?

2014-01-25 02:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do we need to have two partners? And we just go find another guy and another girl to be our extra partners, since you can't be satisfied with just me?
Why don't you want to be with me and try hard for me?
WHY WON'T YOU REALLY TRY FOR ME FOR REAL, DAMMIT?!
BE TRUSTWORTHY AND HAPPY.
NOT LYING AND SNEAKY.
And NOT involved in our relationship.
You're so scared you won't even give us a real try, even though you are guaranteed to win this time.
And that's what really blows me.
If it isn't me, then it's always you fucking up. One of us is just always messing up the relationship.
JUST STOP.
AND TRY.
FOR REAL.

2014-01-25 02:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Like, WHY?
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS FUCK UP WHEN I'm READY TO DO RIGHT?
DO YOU JUST HAVE A SENSOR?
'Man, Tymon's being too good. I'm gonna have to cause trouble in our relationship even though I know I don't want that.'
Is that what you do?
Do you just have to mess us up when I'm not?
I'm TRYING MY DAMNEDEST TO MAKE US WORK, SO WHY AREN'T YOU TRYING AS HARD?!

2014-01-25 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU AREN'T EVEN TRYING TO WANT TO BE WITH ME!! YOU'VE GIVEN UP!!
LIKE ALWAYS!!
You give up on us too easily... Do you just not love me?
Is that what this is really about?

2014-01-25 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I am trying

2014-01-25 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How? You don't even WANT to be with me.
And you won't be truthful.
You try leave at every turn when we have a problem instead of try to work it out.

2014-01-25 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I am being truthful you won't believe

2014-01-25 02:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you try to pay more attention to other guys.

2014-01-25 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Me
And you refuse to listen

2014-01-25 02:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't listen to me.
You're always defensive.
Stop being so defensive and maybe I can listen.
Cuz then I won't think of it as a fight.

2014-01-25 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If I wanted to lied you wouldn't even know about him. I told you about him on my own free will

2014-01-25 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll think of it as a conversation.
So why are you always defensive?
About everything I say?
That's not listening.

2014-01-25 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No one gets defensive till you start calling me a liar like you always do

2014-01-25 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So you don't take advantage of me trusting you and do whatever you want?

2014-01-25 03:05 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-25 03:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Also, STOP GETTING MAD AT ME ALL THE TIME THEN.
When I talk to you about stuff.
Stop being mad. Then stop being defensive.

2014-01-25 03:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wouldn't if you didn't get on my nerves in the same way everytime

2014-01-25 03:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well I don't tyry to.
But I never feel like you're opening up.
Or that you listen.
So every time I feel that way I fell like I have to do it that.

2014-01-25 03:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So why don't you just open up to me?
Instead of every other guy that seems appealing to you?
Which also I hate

2014-01-25 03:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hm?

2014-01-25 03:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I talk to all my friends the same
Girls or guys
Also I'm tired from the last pill so I might be n and out of texting you

2014-01-25 04:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It's okay baby.
Just rest.

2014-01-25 04:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-25 04:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm sorry I got on your nerves and bothering you...

2014-01-25 05:46 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It feels like slugs are dropping out my vagina

2014-01-25 07:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ew. What? Why?

2014-01-25 07:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Are you trying to get rid of me by doing and saying unattractive things to turn me away from you?
I'm sure you didn't say anything like this to Chris, did you?
In fact, I bet you don't talk like that to anyone you like, do you?

2014-01-25 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
... I told cause I wanted to share what I was going through... But I won't again...
Don't worry...

2014-01-25 10:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I wanted to know.
I just thought that you were still trying to get rid of me.
... I really do think you don't care aboout me, you know.
So I act a certain way...

2014-01-25 10:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh...

2014-01-25 10:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I like how open you are with me. I always have.

2014-01-25 10:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's good

2014-01-25 10:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Ever since the beginning when I told you.
So I don't know why you act like I don't.

2014-01-25 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So why don't you act like I want you to be open?

2014-01-25 11:49 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Idk
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:44 pm

2014 (Jan. 26)

2014-01-26 01:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You don't care, is why.
You aren't satisfied until there's another guy in our relationship.
Fine...
I'll just get another girl, then.
Then we can drift apart to the other people.
Since I know you aren't interested in being with me anymore.

2014-01-26 08:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Is that what you want?

2014-01-26 09:02 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Great. Now you're ignoring me.

2014-01-26 09:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm thinking

2014-01-26 09:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet there wasn't a single moment you ignored Chris.

2014-01-26 09:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
A looking at pictures

2014-01-26 09:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I bet every time he spoke, you just jumped up to answer him.
Couldn't wait for his text or calls.
But last I checked, you didn't even like texting. You never texted me like that.
Just goes to show where your so called 'loyalty' and 'love' lies...
Not in me. Couldn't even text me like you did him.
It was all an excuse.

2014-01-26 09:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I texted you anyway only time was when I was busy. N I texted you a hella lot more when I got my new phone I texted you all the time till you stopped paying your bill.

2014-01-26 09:06 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did not...

2014-01-26 09:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Remember thTs how our fights started all over again

2014-01-26 09:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You texted Chris more because you just couldn't wait to text and talk to him.

2014-01-26 09:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause texted you all the time and you were too busy

2014-01-26 09:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
He was your real boyfriend.

2014-01-26 09:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh...

2014-01-26 09:07 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What?

2014-01-26 09:08 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're doing it again
Not listening

2014-01-26 09:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't expect me to get over it in a day, did you?
The damage has been done, even if you aren't talking.

2014-01-26 09:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No but you can't call me a liar. When I'm trying. And you expected me to get over you cheating in a day

2014-01-26 09:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll just get over it faster because it didn't take as long as with CJ.
Well, that didn't happen, did it?
You didn't get over it in a day, did you?

2014-01-26 09:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You always act worse when it comes to these things but I'm expected to hurry and get over stuff just cause you're ready

2014-01-26 09:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I had to sit there and suffer through it.
And I still am, technically.
Because you can't have feelings for me apparently...

2014-01-26 09:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never got over it you rushed me and threw tantrums

2014-01-26 09:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you're looking for new guys...
Well why aren't you over it?!

2014-01-26 09:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I found a friend. No because he was there for me because I discovered something I never knew about him

2014-01-26 09:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. What?
That you love him?
That he is your dream guy?
That he is the one for you?
Just like the others?

2014-01-26 09:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I've forgiven you, but part me feels like it can't be the same.

2014-01-26 09:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What did you discover about him?
And no, it can't be the same. Because if it was the same, I'd be cheating and you'd be lying.
That's the difference.

2014-01-26 09:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I never thought the others were the one for me. N it's not about what I think about him. I never knew he cared for me for so long cause he always cowered away from his feelings.

2014-01-26 09:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well go after him, then.
Here, I'll let you go.
I'll even block you on facebook so I won't bother you.
He can have you, since he cares sooo much more than me, apparently.

2014-01-26 09:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I stop lying to you so I'll never be the same. I'm talking about our feelings. N I'm not trying to go after him.

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's not how it looks to me. My feelings are fine as long as you don't start having feelings for other people, as usual.

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You still can't even keep your emotions in check enough to realize that.

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well if he loves you so much more than me, then why don't you want him?
He's better than me, isn't he?

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Stop saying usual I didn't like gale and I didn't like cj. He's a brother

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's why you liked him, right?

2014-01-26 09:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Gales a friend whom I shared my art with

2014-01-26 09:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
The PROBLEM is that you had feelings for them at some point.
And I don't know if they have feelings now.

2014-01-26 09:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You just keep pushing buttons. I'm tired of repeating myself to someone who only accept what he wants and his truths.

2014-01-26 09:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Maybe I just shouldn't care.
Now why don't you want Chris if he's so much better than me, hm?

2014-01-26 09:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's not cause gale was my ex before you and when we became friends.
Cause I'm so tired of dating people and being in a relationship when all ppl do is try to control and throw fits and talk down to you. I don't want that anything to do with a relationship but you don't get it. You just call me weak. And won't let me go.

2014-01-26 09:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because you aren't trying for real.
You're giving up and staying with me, but aren't putting forth an effort.
You expected me to change and I did. Now it's your turn.
I'll let you go if you really feel that way, but it makes me mad most when I know you are just tagging along for the ride.
Waiting for me to mess up so you can leave.
Instead of trying to actually do something to help see us through. That's why I'm so emotional.
It's like I'm not important enough for you to try for anymore.

2014-01-26 09:30 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No o expected you to change long gasp and the only way you've done so is become a monogamist. Now I'm gone you want to change and' me back when I just wanted to say to late.

2014-01-26 09:30 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And when you say "I am trying" but you say "my feelings aren't there" then you really ARE NOT trying.
Because trying means giving it your all and really putting some feeling into what you do.
You put your feelings in other people, like Chris.

2014-01-26 09:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes I am cause I'm working past my feeling to talk to you

2014-01-26 09:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Which is why we are where we are. You are not trying.
Then where are your feelings?

2014-01-26 09:31 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You get emotional but I treat like I treat everyone else.

2014-01-26 09:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, where are your feelings?
Your actions are meaningless without feelings.

2014-01-26 09:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
In the free world where there's air

2014-01-26 09:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Otherwise you're just a drone, going through the motions of our relationship.
... you aren't actually here, then.

2014-01-26 09:32 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
So I told you I'll try

2014-01-26 09:32 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... There is no hope for you.
No.
You can't try.
You're hopeless. A lost cause.

2014-01-26 09:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I am trying

2014-01-26 09:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
Your feelings aren't there.
So you are not.
Until your feelings are back, you are not trying. Do you understand me?

2014-01-26 09:33 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I talk to you I try telling you what I feel I try communicating without getting mad

2014-01-26 09:33 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're just going through the motions.
Because your feelings are for other people.
Not for me. Not with me.
Even if you pretend in my face.
Your feelings are with other people. Like Chris.
And they will ALWAYS be apparent in your actions.
And I will ALWAYS be able to see that.
You can deny it if you like.
But actions speak louder than words.
And feelings speak stronger than actions.

2014-01-26 09:36 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't force them back... I think that's what my horoscopes means by adventure. This is my year of self exploration.
I was scared of leaving you cause you're all that I know. But I can't just stay because of fear or trinity or you.

2014-01-26 09:39 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Exactly.
That's what I've been trying to tell you.
Even through my emotions.
So what are you going to do?
Can you even say you can try?
Or is it over for you?

2014-01-26 09:40 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't think I can
I'm sorry

2014-01-26 09:40 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Okay.
Well I'll cut you off
Have a nice life.

2014-01-26 09:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Just don't cut off trinity
She's still your daughter

2014-01-26 09:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
She reminds me of you.

2014-01-26 09:41 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And she loves you

2014-01-26 09:41 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You should have thought about that.
But you didn't think that far ahead before you made that bond with me.
You didn't understand what that meant.

2014-01-26 09:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I wish I never did cause you're only about you

2014-01-26 09:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You made a mistake. She may not have been.

2014-01-26 09:42 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
In the end

2014-01-26 09:42 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It was going to be about the family.
But you aren't trying to keep it together.

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm still glad I have her and if you refuse to be her father than shame on you

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You have no family values.

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You can't even take responsibility

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Neither can you.

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you don't family values goes past forcing your love onto someone

2014-01-26 09:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You made being a family a responsibility.
And now, you can't do it.
So why am I?
Why should I?

2014-01-26 09:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You kept me here because of trinity and run raged and now I can't forgive it it you

2014-01-26 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then you have no family values.
You have personal values.

2014-01-26 09:44 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You give up on your child I could never do that. No madder what happened with us I'd never stop loving or caring for her

2014-01-26 09:44 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You have no control over your emotions.
But you can destroy her family.
Just like all the other women.

2014-01-26 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause it's not just my way or the highway

2014-01-26 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You've fallen into the stereotype.

2014-01-26 09:45 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I know life happens

2014-01-26 09:45 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's what people who aren't willing to try say.
'Nothing I can do.'
When in actuality, it's all them.
Maybe you need to reassess some things within you.

2014-01-26 09:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok fine the ill force my self for her

2014-01-26 09:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
You don't force yourself.

2014-01-26 09:46 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I've given up my happiness for you why not my child

2014-01-26 09:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... If I could make myself want to be with you.
Then you should be able to do the same for me.

2014-01-26 09:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Since can't force yourself to be father.

2014-01-26 09:47 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But you aren't that strong yet.
I could have left you for any number of girls.

2014-01-26 09:47 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I am strong but I don't want to be with

2014-01-26 09:48 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who were prettier, more spiritual, more fun, more interesting.
Even those I knew I had a better connection with.
I could have been like you and given up on us.
Every time I got tired of you.
But, unlike you, I didn't. Because I could see past the moment of my feelings.
Even when I stopped feeling for you, I could look beyond.
Because I know the girl I fell in love with could make me see.
So I waited.
And I was right.
But now, you...

2014-01-26 09:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not about feeling it's about finially being free

2014-01-26 09:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... So. After holding me back for so long...
You want to talk about freedom?
Yeah, I see.

2014-01-26 09:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't hold you back

2014-01-26 09:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did the same things I did.
Every last thing.
To keep me there.
And I figured "Well if she's so devoted, let's keep on going."
I told you that you'd be the one to give up first.

2014-01-26 09:52 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You held me back kept me waiting for someone who does nothing but put me down all the time treat my thoughts like they didn't matter cheat lie and never gave me time to heal just one pain after the other that I was never allowed to get over

2014-01-26 09:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I know there is no one who has my perseverance.
You did the same thing.
So shut up and stop acting like you're so innocent.
You need to remember our relationship in the beginning.
Before Trinity.
Because that's when you were at your worst.
And I pulled through.

2014-01-26 09:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never cheated and I never put you down

2014-01-26 09:53 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You did put me down.
Just like I don't think I put you down.
You didn't think you did.
Don't say you aren't doing something just because it doesn't seem that way to you.

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You didn't pull me through anything I pulled myself up from my determination cause we argued all the time because of you n your friends
So I had to get use to the loneliness

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because to the other person, it may be something entirely different.

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And doing nothing all the time

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You didn't do anything.

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Only allowed your friends

2014-01-26 09:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
now shut up.

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And not of my own

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And go think about what you did.
Stop talking to me.

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
While you got high and liked other girls

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because the problem with us now is you.
Don't talk to me until you can tell me.

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it's not I tried to find a middle ground

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... And still, you deny.
Goodbye.

2014-01-26 09:55 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You just won't accept that

2014-01-26 09:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Goodbye.
Talk to me when you figure it out.
Until then, be by yourself.

2014-01-26 09:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
So I have to force myself to feel for you and give up my whole life all over again.

2014-01-26 09:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you certainly aren't ready.
No.
You don't force it.
And you won't understand that.

2014-01-26 09:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You just said you forced it

2014-01-26 09:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Until you remember.
No, I didn't FORCE myself.
I CONTROLLED myself.
I waited.
Patiently.
And tried.
Patiently.
To see if it was worth it.
Many times, I thought being with you wasn't worth it at all.
And lost my feelings.
Especially when we fought.
I've already been where you're at right now.

2014-01-26 09:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose

You did say it

2014-01-26 09:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Making myself is not forcing myself.
You just don't get it.
And you won't, because you never listen to me.
So be quiet.

2014-01-26 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You didn't wait or controlled yourself it was whore after whore physically and through flirtatious talk. The. You dog me about stuff I never did
But it's your way

2014-01-26 09:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But who did I come back to?

2014-01-26 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Always your way

2014-01-26 09:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Who did I love?

2014-01-26 09:59 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
What Tymon wants
You love justice
You loved jade

2014-01-26 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
If it was what I wanted back then.
I would have gone for them.
And left you.

2014-01-26 10:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You did

2014-01-26 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now think about how strongly I feel now.

2014-01-26 10:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You weren't there for me at all

2014-01-26 10:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
How could I lose my feelings for you completely.

2014-01-26 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You were gone for the longest

2014-01-26 10:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And then somehow feel stronger now?
Think about that.
Goodbye.

2014-01-26 10:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You just do what you want until you're ready to go home

2014-01-26 10:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You're making me waste my hot water.
Goodbye.
Think about this all day.
Because you need to sit and think about what I said.
More deeply than you are trying to.
You never think as deeply as you need to about what I say.

2014-01-26 10:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did and you won't listen just judge and control just like nothing else matters except what they think

2014-01-26 10:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Just think about it.
And talk to me later.
I love you.
Now go be by yourself and figure out why I do and how I can after all you've done, everyone I've met and all we've been through.

2014-01-26 10:09 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No
You're not hearing me
I made few mistakes that I've learned from
You made many and act like you walk on water
When I try to talk to you my words don't matter

2014-01-26 10:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That's just it.

2014-01-26 10:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Unless they're in the lines of what you want

2014-01-26 10:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I already learned all my mistakes.

2014-01-26 10:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're controlling

2014-01-26 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I learned my lessons. Because I made more mistakes than you.
Or, that we agreed on.

2014-01-26 10:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You still haven't changed your biggest flaw

2014-01-26 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I went and fixed them.
So now it's your turn.

2014-01-26 10:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I fixed mines and still is

2014-01-26 10:11 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Since we're done fixing all of my mistakes.
No, I mean I'm legitimately done.

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you're not

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You still have stuff you haven't listened to for many years.

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Noones ever done working on themselves

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz you always immediately accused me of doing something wrong.

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're not even fixing the main one

2014-01-26 10:12 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And in the end, if it was my fault, then I'd fix them.
So the only way for me to never have a mistake for you to point out.
Is for me to never make a mistake.

2014-01-26 10:13 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You can't realize that fixing who you are doesn't always fix the relationship

2014-01-26 10:13 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So as long as I'm not doing anything at all, I'm fine.
And anything that happens with us.
Is absolutely.

2014-01-26 10:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Especially when it's been broken so many tines

2014-01-26 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
100 percent.
Your fault.

2014-01-26 10:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's a childish way of thinking.

2014-01-26 10:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I'm not doing anything wrong anymore.
So why would things be going wrong otherwise?
Your fault.

2014-01-26 10:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-26 10:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So maybe you should just go do the things I've been telling you for years.
That you never wanted to fix about yourself, because you probably didn't even believe they were there.
Now think about everything I've said.
And tell me.
Why would I want to be with you?
How did I get feelings stronger now after I lost them?
And why am I still here now.
Because I certainly remember doing all of that when asking why I wanted to be with you.
I love you.
Goodbye.

2014-01-26 10:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh, and also.
You were anemic?

2014-01-26 10:24 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yea I get cold easily
Why

2014-01-26 10:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not anemic. Anorexic?
But anemia is a sign that you have an ass disease.
Or something. IBD. I guess I might have suddenly got it. I've been sick lately.

2014-01-26 10:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I tried being bulimic it didn't work out
No I'm anemic cause I can't hold heat I don't have an ass disease

2014-01-26 10:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then why did you tell me you were anorexic back then?

2014-01-26 10:26 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's the same thing
Or concept

2014-01-26 10:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well why were you?

2014-01-26 10:27 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't know I felt fat and then I started working out cause it wasn't working

2014-01-26 10:27 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. That should have been your first choice. XD
Oh well.
I'm glad we cleared that up.
I thought you might have been lying about it.
But look up IBD. I think I might have it and I don't know where it came from.

2014-01-26 10:29 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Just go to a doctor self diagnosis isn't good

2014-01-26 10:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Wait, nevermind.
It says right here.
Concentrated milk fats.
I've been drinking too much chocolate milk and eating sweets. XD
It says anemia is a side effect of it. I think I have anemia too.
I've been unusually cold in my feet recently.
It also says it can be caused by oral medications.
So I thought maybe I got it when we did anal.

2014-01-26 10:58 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh..

2014-01-26 10:59 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wonder. You done anal with anyone else?

2014-01-26 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-26 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh. Not ever?

2014-01-26 11:00 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-26 11:00 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah, okay.

2014-01-26 11:01 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I really don't care what you believe

2014-01-26 11:01 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Of course.
I wonder how I'm gonna explain that to my coworker.
Maybe that's why he was acting so friendly...
... That place is filled with gay guys. Hmm...
Does he think that you might be cheating on me, which is why he came to consolidate me?
Maybe everyone knows everything... I do text you all the time at work...
And I said to Chris I thought you may be cheating on me... Maybe he told other people...
That would suck.
I don't think he'd do that, though. I told him I was trying to trust you.

2014-01-26 11:07 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
In all honesty I don't think you friends care if I cheat or not cause they know how you act

2014-01-26 11:08 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yeah. But my coworkers don't.
I wonder if he thinks I'm dirty, too...?
He tried to console me. I think he thinks you're cheating too and trying to make me feel better in advance.

2014-01-26 11:10 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh Orwell

2014-01-26 11:10 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What?

2014-01-26 11:11 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't care what your coworkers. I know I've been a good person and I haven't cheated. I haven't even had human contact. Unlike you
But gays don't care statistically speaking open relationships is a big part of the lifestyle not for all but for a lot

2014-01-26 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
For them? Or for you?

2014-01-26 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Then

2014-01-26 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz last I remembered.

2014-01-26 11:14 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I live like a nun

2014-01-26 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You and open relationships didn't mix.
Are you saying you want one now?

2014-01-26 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I hate open relationships it's too messy

2014-01-26 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why? Well, how?

2014-01-26 11:15 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm saying gays try it a lot especially with strait ppl

2014-01-26 11:15 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Try what?

2014-01-26 11:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
To turn strait ppl

2014-01-26 11:16 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Oh. Well that's never worked all my life.
They have always been around me. People I wouldn't even expect.
And then I realized, they've all tried to turn me gay, too. Every last one.

2014-01-26 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
They like the challenge.

2014-01-26 11:17 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Of me?

2014-01-26 11:18 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Of turning a strait men gay. But it's kinda stupid cause it's like they get mad if ppl try to turn then strait. So why try turn someone gay.

2014-01-26 11:19 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because the men they like don't love them back.
Also. If you say that you didn't have anal sex with anyone but me, it must be the milk I've been drinking.
And all the sweets I eat.

2014-01-26 11:21 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never had human contact with anyone but you

2014-01-26 11:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I know.
That's what you said.
So I said.

2014-01-26 11:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you used to have moment of anemia before we had anal

2014-01-26 11:23 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It has to be the sweets and milk.

2014-01-26 11:23 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Plus anemia is seen I a lot of stuff. Also I've had it my whole life.

2014-01-26 11:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well look up Anemia and its causes, then. Trinity might have it.

2014-01-26 11:29 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And think about what I said earlier.
And everything I've told you before.
And everything you've told me before, too.

2014-01-26 12:06 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
She doesn't have it.

2014-01-26 04:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I think I'm about to lose my job.
Steven Gale pissed me off yesterday being an asshole.
I told him I would destroy my life.
You didn't help make it any better.
I'm almost certain today is my last day.

2014-01-26 05:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why?

2014-01-26 07:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I was mean and angry at everyone and broke a lot of glasses.
Came in late.
Did a terrible job.
Yelled at everyone.
As opposed to last week, when everyone and everything in my life was fine.
And I came in on time and worked 28 hours.
Drastic difference, as you can see.
Now I'm unsure if I'll keep my job.

2014-01-26 09:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh..

2014-01-26 09:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Yep. Oh well, doesn't matter now, right?
Did you think about it?
What I said earlier?
Or did you just talk to other people.

2014-01-26 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I did
I thought about earlier

2014-01-26 10:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh, I bet.
What did you think about, then?

2014-01-26 10:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hm?

2014-01-26 11:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.
This may be my last call out to you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0R0p4AIzCfs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SauyzsnhbDM

2014-01-26 11:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So that you can learn to trust me and listen to me.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:47 pm

2014 (Jan. 27)

2014-01-27 01:16 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why did you send me those songs

2014-01-27 01:52 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You should have figured that out already.
When you were thinking all day.
Which I doubt you did.

2014-01-27 07:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You must not remember when I used to send you Amvs to show you how I was feeling. Because lord knows you never listened to me.

2014-01-27 08:54 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do remember that's how I know about the panty stocking song

2014-01-27 09:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Uh huh. So did you even think about what I said or did you blow me off, again?

2014-01-27 10:43 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If you're gonna treat everything like ima just stop talking to you...

2014-01-27 10:43 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Sigh... Alright, alright.
It's just hard to believe you when you never do the things I ask and never listen.
So what am I supposed to expect? That you magically just started listening to me one day?

2014-01-27 10:50 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I do try listening to you. And you know that. You just say I'm not cause I disagree

2014-01-27 10:51 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So even now, you don't believe me?

2014-01-27 10:53 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Believe you about what.

2014-01-27 10:54 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That I've changed and stopped cheating and lying.
That's the only reason you were leaving.

2014-01-27 10:56 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's not the only reason. It's beyond that.
You just weren't hearing me

2014-01-27 10:58 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what is it?

2014-01-27 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're controlling

2014-01-27 11:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because you don't listen.

2014-01-27 11:03 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That just proves what I said

2014-01-27 11:03 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Stop being defiant and defensive, that goes away.
Next.
?
I told you, all of the issues are you.
I can't do anything about that until you start to fix it.
You are just too lazy to change.
And think you're perfect and don't have to.
So you always try to make me do it.
Which is what I said yesterday.
Fix your own problems first, and the issues you have with me will go away.

2014-01-27 11:06 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never thought I was perfect and I'm always trying to imorove myself you can't accept that I don't agree with you

2014-01-27 11:09 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't care about you not agreeing.
I care that you are halfassing it.
And telling ME that I'm the problem.
And that I should ALWAYS listen to you.
But you can't do the same for me.
So take your controlling, I think I'm perfect ass out of here and fix your issues.
Stop getting so defensive about everything all the time.
Listen.
So we can actually have conversations about how to do things correctly.
Because with you, it's always a fight.
And if you want to have a fight, then I guarantee you, we can fight on everything.
But if you want to have a conversation and communicate, we can do that, too.
Now go learn how to interact without fighting and then we'll see how things go between us.
Until you show some improvement, you are classified as 'not trying.'
So don't tell me ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT ME until you go fix what I said about you.
If you don't want me to be controlling, you don't do it to me. Are we clear?

2014-01-27 11:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now go learn how to disagree with someone the correct way. Without getting mad and getting defensive and not listening. Like you ALWAYS do.

2014-01-27 01:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon do not give me that shit because I don't act like you're the only one who make mistakes and like I don't make mistakes but you do not listen if my opinion differ from yours an you keep accusing me of not listening cause I don't feel the same and when you don't like what I say you throw tantrums. I told you how I felt and you got an attitude and gave me an ultimatum you're a spoiled brat an only want what you want when you want but life does not work tht way. I listen I told you I'll try to have a conversation with you an if you listened to me you would of known the whole reason I don't want an relationship.

2014-01-27 01:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I try to talk to you calmly I listen to what you say all the time and cause I don't agree I'm not listen or you're far too complex to get when it's not hard to get you tell me what I know but I just don't agree with it

2014-01-27 02:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You don't want a relationship because of your hurt feelings. But I already know that and know you aren't trying hard enough. You're quitting, just like you do with everything.
I get everything you say.
But you don't listen to me.
Remember when I said someone has to be the one that listens?
That's always me.
Now. I'm going to sit here and MAKE you listen.
Because that's the only way to get you to shut up and just fucking do it.
I'll do everything in my power to make you listen. I don't give a damn what it is or who I have to go through. You will listen to me for once, or you will suffer.
I cannot and will not make it any clearer than that.
Your way has gotten us only so far.
Now you listen to me so we can get the rest of the way
Or you can do everything by yourself.
Your choice.
I don't have time for your incooperative attitude just because you want to call the shots. We do not have TIME for that.

2014-01-27 02:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'll undo everything, if you want to be so selfish and stubborn.
There are some things I just can't allow you to continue doing.
And trust me, I will make sure that you do not.
By ANY AND ALL MEANS NECESSARY.
Now will you listen, or do I have to show you that I mean what I say?
Try me. I dare you. I've had enough of you.
And when I've had enough, that means that it stops.
I can be the most perfect person, or I can be the worst person in the world. Right now, that decision is up to the people who make such choices in their lives.

2014-01-27 02:16 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Now which do you want me to be?

2014-01-27 02:17 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon do whatever I give up
Cause obviously aren't listening to what I'm saying

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... BECAUSE I LISTENED ALREADY.
IT'S YOUR TURN.

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You say you hear me but your answer bout me are so incorrect

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND NOW I'm GOING TO MAKE YOU.

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you didn't
Listen

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO, YOU LISTEN.

2014-01-27 02:18 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I took the time to read all if what you did
Said

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE.

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I am listening

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHO EVER LISTENS.

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're not the only one

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN WHY AREN'T YOU DOING IT?!

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're the one who never shut up

2014-01-27 02:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I CAN LISTEN ALL I FUCKING WANT.
AND STILL NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.
AND NEVER CHANGE A THING.
DOES THAT MEAN I REALLY LISTENED?
NO.

2014-01-27 02:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I know I had that problem but I'm aware of it now so I try to practice stop n finish before I repond

2014-01-27 02:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO NOW BEFORE YOU SAY 'I am listening!' THINK ABOUT IF YOU'RE ACTUALLY DOING ANYTHING, AS WELL.

2014-01-27 02:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No cause I am

2014-01-27 02:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

2014-01-27 02:20 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm taking the time to hear why you have to say
I just don't agree

2014-01-27 02:21 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... SO WHAT?!
HOW MANY TIMES.
DID I NOT AGREE WITH YOU.
AND WE DID IT ANYWAY?!
BECAUSE THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT.
SO THIS IS WHAT I CAN DO.
THIS IS WHAT I WILL DO.
UNTIL YOU START DOING THINGS LIKE YOU MADE ME DO.

2014-01-27 02:21 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you didn't you were so set on it being bad that you were negative the while time till it was bad and you didn't have too

2014-01-27 02:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU LEARN FROM WATCHING ME?!

2014-01-27 02:22 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
We usually do things your way in this entire relationship
Cause you were always forceful

2014-01-27 02:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT THE PERSON ON THE OTHER END CAN SAY SOME THINGS.
THAT YOU DON'T AGREE WITH.
BUT STILL BE RIGHT ABOUT.
SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND ACTUALLY DO IT.
BEFORE YOU END UP DOING EVERY DUMB THING I DID BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO LISTEN.
WE DO NOT USUALLY DO THINGS MY WAY.

2014-01-27 02:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause if tried to work with me truly it would be a middle ground instead of a your way my way.

2014-01-27 02:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T BE MAD.
NO

2014-01-27 02:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never ask you to do anything but help

2014-01-27 02:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THE MIDDLE GROUND IS MY WAY RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-27 02:23 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You asked way more of me and got more

2014-01-27 02:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE WE'VE DONE IT YOUR WAY FOR TOO LONG.

2014-01-27 02:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You were in control mostly

2014-01-27 02:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO.

2014-01-27 02:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No we didn't
It was your way always except on the little things

2014-01-27 02:24 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO. IT WASN'T.
STOP TRYING TO TELL ME.
OTHERWISE, I WOULDN'T BE MAD RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-27 02:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes it was I only got my way in little things and even those were compromises

2014-01-27 02:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE THERE WOULD BE NO REASON FOR ME TO BE MAD ABOUT IT.

2014-01-27 02:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
The begening of our relationship was what you wanted or what we agree on

2014-01-27 02:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE I WON'T BE MAD FOR NO REASON.

2014-01-27 02:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes it is
Cause we have this conversations millions of times I give you examples

2014-01-27 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN DO IT NOW.
DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU DID DO.
GIVE ME PROOF. GIVE ME FACTS.
IF YOU CAN'T, SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO WHAT I SAY!!

2014-01-27 02:26 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok movies m show you always say it was my way but we took turns in picking stuff. You said
I got my way
Cause I seen the movies

2014-01-27 02:26 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SO FJUCKING WHAT?!

2014-01-27 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But you didn't watch them cause I've seen them
Not the other way around

2014-01-27 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
MAYBE YOUR DUMBASS COULD HAVE FIGURED OUT THAT SOMETIMES I JUST WANTED TO SEE THEM WITH YOU.
TO HAVE THE FUCKING EXPERIENCE WITH YOU.

2014-01-27 02:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You assumed I wouldn't like it cause I didn't like watching rerun anime with the anime club and assumed I wouldn't do it

2014-01-27 02:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THE FUCKING MOVIE DOESN'T MATTER, THE FACT THAT I WATCHED IT WITH YOU DOES.
OR COULD YOU NEVER, EVER FIGURE THAT OUT?!
I'll WATCH THE SAME MOVIE A BILLION TIMES WITH YOU.
IN A HEARTBEAT.
BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN MANAGE TO DO IT ONCE IF YOU'VE ALREADY SEEN IT.

2014-01-27 02:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But I would I always said why not and you say cause you've seen and I want to watch new movies with you
You said that that's how the whole new shows together started

2014-01-27 02:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAT WAS BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS FUCKING COMPLAINED.

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I didn't

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
ABOUT EVERYTHING.

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I liked watching movies
Maven reruns
Even reins

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
'I saw this, I'm bored, I can't watch this.'

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You got mad cause of my attention span
And sometimes of zone out

2014-01-27 02:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL ALRIGHT WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN APPRECIATE THE MOMENT?
BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY DEEPER FEELINGS.
THAT'S WHY YOU CAN'T SEEM TO GRASP THIS.

2014-01-27 02:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Every moment doesn't have to be special life doesn't work that way

2014-01-27 02:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DIDN'T WANT EVERY MOMENT TO BE SPECIAL.

2014-01-27 02:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Love doesn't mean you have to enjoy everything together sometimes you don't like it sometimes you do

2014-01-27 02:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BUT SOME THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO ME.
ARE NOT IMPORTANT TO YOU.
SO YOU TREAT THEM THAT WAY. ALL THE TIME.

2014-01-27 02:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I zone out you get mad and you don't wants too but you fell asleep on my movies

2014-01-27 02:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU CAN'T EVEN GO OUT OF YOUR WAY FOR ME.

2014-01-27 02:31 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And I got over it

2014-01-27 02:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I WISH YOU COULD JUST UNDERSTAND THAT SOME THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO ME ARE RELEVANT.

2014-01-27 02:32 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's a lie I got you a bunch gifts. I even went out my way to see you sometimes and couldn't
That doesn't mean I have to every time

2014-01-27 02:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THAN JUST TELLING ME IT ISN'T THAT BIG A DEAL BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY.
I DIDN'T WANT TO EVERY TIME.
BUT IF YOU DID IT AT LEAST SOME OF THE TIME.
MAYBE I WOULDN'T HAVE TO MAKE YOU DO EVERYTHING.

2014-01-27 02:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes you did cause most times watching movies were fun but as soon I don't like something you get on my nerves about it

2014-01-27 02:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL AND DON'T EVER MAKE THE EFFORT TO TRY.

2014-01-27 02:33 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Yes I do

2014-01-27 02:33 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU ALWAYS MADE ME DO THINGS I DIDN'T WANT TO.
AND I DID THEM FOR YOU.

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I listen and try to see it from you point of view especially recently

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHICH IS WHY WE ARE HERE RIGHT NOW.

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
So do not give that bs

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
HAVING THIS CONVERSATION.
BECAUSE I DO THINGS I DON'T WANT TO FOR YOU CONSTANTLY.

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You know damn well I've been trying since Agustin last year

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND YOU CAN'T EVEN MANAGE TO DO ANY.
FOR ME.

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you did nothing about it

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL NOW YOU STOPPED.

2014-01-27 02:34 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But flirt with other girls

2014-01-27 02:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU ARE A QUITTER.

2014-01-27 02:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I don't want to be with you

2014-01-27 02:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THREE YEARS, I've TRIED TO GET YOU TO SEE.

2014-01-27 02:35 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No I just know when to let stuff go

2014-01-27 02:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN SUDDENLY WHEN YOU TRY FOR NOT EVEN HALF A YEAR.
YOU GIVE UP.
LIKE A LITTLE BITCH.
YOU COULDN'T LAST EVEN A YEAR DOING WHAT I DO FOR YOU.

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I've been changing for years and I became good you treat be like rap and cheat again

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
AND NOW YOU KNOW JUST HOW FUCKING UNBEARABLE IT IS.
SHUT UP.

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You're the bitch flirting with every girl

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I CHANGED AND YOU DON'T CARE.
SO SHUT UP.
UNTIL YOU CARE THAT I CHANGED.

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Everytime I say something you don't like

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
SHUT UP ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU DID.

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I care but I don't care care to be with you

2014-01-27 02:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU ARE MOTHER THERESA.
ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT I DID AND HOW I CHANGED.

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't think i am
I did acknowledge it

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BEFORE YOU START TRYING TO MAKE ME DO IT TO YOU.

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I told you

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
NO.

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
But I also said that doesn't change how I feel

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
BECAUSE YOUR WEAK, SHALLOW EMOTIONS...
BECAUSE YOU HAVE WEAK AND SHALLOW EMOTIONS.

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
My emotions aren't weak or shallow

2014-01-27 02:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
YOU CANNOT GRASP A DEEPER FEELING.
WHICH IS WHY YOU CAN GET NOWHERE WITH ME.

2014-01-27 02:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
If you continue to put me down you don't have to speak to me

2014-01-27 02:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WELL TRUTH IS TRUTH.

2014-01-27 02:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I didn't call yours bad names
It's not the truth

2014-01-27 02:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
REGARDLESS IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.
THEN WHY ARE YOU NOT TRYING?
WHY ARE YOU NOT ABLE TO FEEL?
BECAUSE THEY ARE SHALLOW.
AND YOU HAVE NO DEEP CONNECTION TO ME.

2014-01-27 02:39 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause I don't want a relationship with you I want to be with myself and be free and figure me out again so I can heal and grow

2014-01-27 02:39 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS A DEEP CONNECTION WAS A LIE.
AND IT'S BECAUSE YOU WON'T GO THE DISTANCE.
YOU WON'T GO AS FAR AS I WILL.
BECAUSE YOUR LOVE IS SHALLOW.
IF YOU AREN'T THE ONE CALLING THE SHOTS.

2014-01-27 02:40 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't need to be the one calling the shots that's not the relationship that I want

2014-01-27 02:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
THEN STOP ACTING LIKE IT.
Have the relationship you want.
Just act that way.
And be okay.
Don't you think I'd let you be free?
Don't you trust me?

2014-01-27 02:41 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No

2014-01-27 02:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Or was that another of your famous lies?
Of course.
You won't even take the chance.
Shallow love.

2014-01-27 02:42 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Cause you have proven to me time after time that what I want doesn't matter
All you do is put me down and insult my thoughts.

2014-01-27 02:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You're wrong.
I just explained how what you want matters.
You just need to stop trying to get what you want all the time.
And making me do things.
And trust that I'll do them.
Because of my love.
But you don't quite grasp that concept yet.
Because I can't expect the same from you.
When it comes to you doing what I want just because of love.
You don't have the power to create a bond that deep.
And if you can't, then your emotions are just shallow. They aren't deep, they lie at the surface.
And it's because you're scared.
But I was scared, too.
To trust you.
But I did it anyway.
Because that's what trust is. And that's how deep love can go.
If you allow it to.
Now, as I always say. Every time for almost four years in February...
I love you.

2014-01-27 02:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I know I'm the only one who is able to continue saying and acting on it no matter what.
Now maybe you should try to figure out how and why I'm able to say that, why I have no matter what, and why I still do to this day.
Goodbye.

2014-01-27 02:51 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
We didn't go together in February It was April
Sigh... My words will never matter .

2014-01-27 02:53 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Stupid.
The first time I said I love you.

2014-01-27 02:53 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No it wasn't
You told me later on in march
You didn't tell me before your birthday

2014-01-27 02:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I thought it was earlier than that.
Well. Still. I said it and I meant it.
Unlike you.
Because unlike you, I'm still able to show it to this day.
No matter what you've done.
Right?
Or even what I thought.
Or believed.
Or felt.

2014-01-27 02:55 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ima tell you what you told me just because your feelings change don't mean you didn't mean it at the time

2014-01-27 02:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But my feelings changed for a while.
And I still loved you when I didn't even feel it.
Because loving someone is something you know.

2014-01-27 02:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-27 02:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Beyond what you think and feel.
Because those things change.
At the drop of a hat, sometimes.
The truly strong can push through because they KNOW..

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well maybe I don't know

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then figure it out.

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
And you won't accept that

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No, I accept it.

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you don't

2014-01-27 02:57 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wanted you to stop lying about it.
Now go figure it out.

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Because you wouldn't let me go

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
While I wait in suffering.
The longer you take to figure it out, the more I suffer.

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want you to wait for me

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Not that you care.
Stop.

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It was a metaphor

2014-01-27 02:58 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I wait because I love.
So don't even tell me.
Figure it out.

2014-01-27 02:59 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I can't picture a future with you

2014-01-27 02:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why?
And you can take your stupid necklace back, then.

2014-01-27 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No madder how mad or hurt I used to push passed it but now looking it back it was loyalty

2014-01-27 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
It means absolutely nothing anymore.

2014-01-27 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't want it

2014-01-27 03:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't give a fuck what you want.
We don't have a future.
So you mean jack shit now.

2014-01-27 03:00 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Of course
I don't think that about you

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Take all your worthless emotions.
Don't even lie to me.

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You mean something to me just not like that anymore
It's not a lie

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't mean anything to you.
So don't pretend.

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Just because it's not what you want doesn't make it a lie

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Don't talk to me.

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I still care

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I don't want to see your face.

2014-01-27 03:01 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok

2014-01-27 03:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You can care from the sidelines.
I hope we never meet again.

2014-01-27 03:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Your feelings are hurt so ima leave you alone

2014-01-27 03:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Finally. You understand something about me.
Too late, though.
I'm blocking you from facebook.
So when you finally figure it out...
It can hurt to know I'm gone forever.

2014-01-27 03:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I love you. You have all day to change my mind from leaving forever.
Time and time, you continue to fail me...
By the way, I'm going out into the cold.
I don't know if I'm coming back. It's 30 below.
Goodbye.
Even if I never come back.
Goodbye.

2014-01-27 04:56 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I hope you come back safely
And I hope you realize I do really care about you.
And I believe in you

2014-01-27 05:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I believe you will become a better person and that you will gain true success. I don't think you dreams are stupid. Even if they are over the top sometimes. They are worth while. I hope you learn that just because things don't go as you plan that you can move forward and be a great person. Instead of letting it consume you. And your dream about the owl wasn't crazy. That would be cool if it was made. Maybe you can invent a robotic owl.

2014-01-27 05:07 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Thank you for telling me that. It was nice to hear.
Owls make me think of you.
Also.
... I want to make a compromise, since I've calmed down.
... You think you'd want to?

2014-01-27 05:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Want to what?

2014-01-27 05:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei

I want to show you, even now.
We can work if you give it a chance.
You don't have to be with me.
But I still want you to be faithful to me.
I'll continue to be loyal to you.
We don't have to kiss or have sex.
We can talk to whomever.

2014-01-27 05:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Thats a platonic relationship

2014-01-27 05:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
What do you mean?

2014-01-27 05:12 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Some people don't kiss and have sex till they're married. It's a platonic relationship

2014-01-27 05:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Well.
I'd like to try it out.

2014-01-27 05:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Why?

2014-01-27 05:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Because I'm trying to show you that everything I'm saying is real.

2014-01-27 05:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I never said it wasn't

2014-01-27 05:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm also trying to show you that you can have feelings for me.
And they won't be hurt.
I can see from how you acted today that you're working on your issues.
So I wanted to see if your feelings were really gone or not.
But you won't wait for me and see.
That's what I don't get. Why not?

2014-01-27 05:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why are you in such a hurry to move on from me without even trying?

2014-01-27 05:59 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hm?

2014-01-27 07:05 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh...
I wish we could be how we used to.
I feel like we could be if we were only together.
I'm so passionate about you, me and Trinity being a family because I know it'll work out...
I mean, maybe I'm just going about it all the wrong way... I have no idea...
And I don't understand why you won't give our family a chance...
What, in all honesty, could be more important than all three of us being together forever, happy?
Do you want to mess around? Is that it?
Is it guys?

2014-01-27 07:12 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you want the freedom to be with whomever you want to be with beyond me?
I think that's it. So I've smothered you to death.
That's why we aren't working... I just smothered you trying to make us work...
But I really feel like you aren't trying.
I mean, I told you to the end of this day.
And if this day ends and we haven't talked...
I'm not going to talk to you again.
EVER.

2014-01-27 07:22 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Were you busy?
If you were busy, you didn't have to come.

2014-01-27 07:24 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's a childish way to to handle it. And I do want freedom to whatever I want. But what I want the most is time to heal and get know myself. Without worry about anyone except trinity. It's too stressful I rather just be friends.
And I had to reply cause you were getting impatient

2014-01-27 07:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
We can be friends.
But I want you to work towards us.
So you want to move on.
You want to mess with other guys while you're young.
And I'm apparently keeping you from doing that by stringing you with the baby.
So basically, Mama was right.
We aren't married.
So basically, we are both free to do whatever the fuck we want to do, am I right?

2014-01-27 07:36 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You can do whatever you want. And I don't agree with her telling you that while in a relationship. I would never cheat that's fucked up. But that's prolly why you dad couldn't be faithfully
And it's not about guys for me. It's about freedom to breath

2014-01-27 07:37 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well.
You're free to poke your nose in with other dudes.
I reached the point of no return.
I want you to be happy and have a family with me.
So you have to be happy.
Or else it doesn't work.
Family doesn't work without happy and love. And I love, but I can't be happy without you.
I can't be happy without friends or without family.
I can't be happy without Trinity.
It is PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE.
For ME TO BE HAPPY.
Without YOU TWO.

2014-01-27 07:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So PLEASE, explain to me how YOU can be happy.
And then I will also explain how I can be happy.

2014-01-27 07:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't expect you to be happy without trinity. You should still be in her life

2014-01-27 07:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Sigh.
You are part of this, too.
What don't you get about this?
Do you not think that you can be happy?
Just tell me what makes you happy.
I've listened to you talk. I've heard your stories.
I see what you go through.
I know you're fine with it, and that's why you always act so pushy around me.
And that's why I let you for so long.
But I really wanted to make you happy.
I did ALLLLL of this with you because I love you.
SO WHY DON'T YOU GET THAT WE CAN ALL BE HAPPY TOGETHER?
You included.

2014-01-27 08:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... You have this issue.
Where you don't think you can be happy because of others.
I know, because I have the same thing. I know you know it.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
It's not about that.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You think that no matter what you can never be happy.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I need to explore myself.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Right?
That's perfectly fine, love.
I'm just asking you.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I need to learn to complete myself before I pesue someone else.

2014-01-27 08:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Why can I not be in the picture?
Oh, I don't need anyone else.
I couldn't give a damn about anyone else as a partner for me.
Shit, I can be happy all by my damn self. I've proved that many times over in my lifetime. Simple things.
But what I long for is a family.
Family makes me happy.
Having fun and talking.
Playing with toys and video games.
Going outside and all that foolery. Hahaha.
I'm a family man. Because I want to make everyone around me happy.
Including you.
I just want to be together with you and Trinity.
I wanted her to be named Trinity as a symbol of our unity as three people...
None of us gets left behind or forgotten.
The union of our families...
The union of us...
But maybe it didn't mean as much to you as it did me.
Maybe all of the things I ever have felt never meant as much to you...

2014-01-27 08:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Do you just not share the same passion
?
Do these things not have a deeper meaning to you like they do me?
Are you completely disconnected from your feelings entirely...?
If so, I can't have this.
Not if I'm the one that did it.
Perhaps I've just never said it to you before in a way you got. I dunno.
But just because I was figuring out myself did not mean that what I said wasn't true.
I made key decisions in my life for the future of us and for the baby.
I could have easily just given up and broken just because we were going through tough times.
Like these other weak niggas out here.
Now I understand why they sleep around.

2014-01-27 08:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I've had my moments of weakness, but now in our final night, my eyes are cleared.
I will not be so weak again, and I can't stand anyone else who can be!!
But if I've really hurt you so much...
Then let me say with all truth that I am deeply sorry.
And it has always hurt me to know I hurt you. Even whilst in the act.
It felt like I was hurting myself. Perhaps because part of me didn't love me.
Because I didn't think anyone could love someone like me.
But I didn't think about what type of damage that could do to you along the way.
I rarely think about others when I need to discover things for myself.
But if I don't ever figure them out, then I can't come back to say that I didn't fucking learn from the goddamn experience.
And that I've learned my lesson.
You kinda let me trample all over you.
And perhaps it was to repay me for all the trampling I let you do of me.

2014-01-27 08:18 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
But that doesn't matter. Because I love you.
I am very harsh and strict, I can see, but I'm also very kind and generous. Open. Warm and understanding to anything and everything, if you can get me to listen in the proper manner.
Appoach is very key to me.
If you approach me in the wrong way, I may take it offensively or defensively and instinctively act accordingly.
But even I have to catch myself.
But all that aside...
If you can't even feel...
And I've taken that away from you...
It's almost like you're dead inside.
And you can't be dead inside. I'm the one that did that to you...
So I feel like I must be, in your place...
I want to make you feel better.
I just don't know how.
I think about giving you more moral support.
And motivating you when I can.
But it always seems like you're fighting me.

2014-01-27 08:23 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I forget and get lost in my own anger trying to keep you from always fighting me.
Then I lose sight of what I was doing and it just ends up worse between us.
Then I have to come along and fix it.
By the way, this is how girls know it's the end with me.
When I tell them eeeeeeverything.
So I've been trying to fix us for all this time... Knowing I had to get myself in order first before we were ready to do anything as a family...
And now, it's just not gonna happen.
All lost, all gone.
And this night was to be our last...
I told you earlier.
If we don't work things out, then I have to go.
I am trying to be a man of my word.

2014-01-27 08:27 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh how can I reply to all this damn

2014-01-27 08:27 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because from a man's word comes so much more.
So I have to be completely.
Utterly.
Truthful.
So that the words I speak can be nothing but.
Absolutely.
Completely.

2014-01-27 08:28 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That not what I meant

2014-01-27 08:28 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Truthful.
What?

2014-01-27 08:29 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You talk to much always going off on an tangent
Then I'm expected to respond to everything

2014-01-27 08:29 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... pff.
No.
That was called listening.
Did you get everything?
Did you like, completely read it all?
And know what I was saying?

2014-01-27 08:30 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm trying clean and talk at the same time and you keep messaging me and it's not allowing to read

2014-01-27 08:31 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... No rush.
I told you if you're busy, it's fine.
You get me when you're ready.
Look over what I said.
And let me know how you feel. Okay?
Tonight is the night.
Do or die between us.
I'm not holding back anything. So I'm not expecting any less from you.
Even look at everything I said earlier today, and the last couple of days.
All leading up to this point.
Look at us.
Reeeaaally look at us.
And realize that I was very serious about what I said.
This being our last night. If things don't work out...

2014-01-27 08:36 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And you won't know what'll become of me. I may go crazy, I may kill people. I may get depressed and kill myself.
I may become a better person.
I may cheer myself up and find someone better.
It's all unpredictable.
You legitimately have no idea what's going to happen because I am so unpredictable.
So you have to be truthful.
And trust that I will understand... From what I've just poured out to you.
Trust beyond what you know or what you've seen.
If it may be your only, your last time...
No regrets.
You have all night. Until midnight.
I've told you all I feel. You know what my truth is.

2014-01-27 08:41 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm trying to leave you with nothing weighing me down... so please, if you're trying to end it, do so knowing that.
Anything can happen as long as you are open and honest. We could even get back together.
I'd sure like that.
But it isn't just about me. So that's why I'm getting all of mine out now.
So that when it's your turn to talk and my turn to listen... you can do it uninterrupted.
Then you'll have to tell me when you're done, though.
But you'd better hurry. Cuz I'll only be here until the stroke of 12.

2014-01-27 08:44 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Don't rush me shit

2014-01-27 09:06 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No rush, we've got all night I said.
You're so cute.
Something I've always loved about you.

2014-01-27 09:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Well I do want you to have closure. Cause I want us to be friends and I want you to be in trinity life. I guess you don't understand but. I lost myself in you. I was always trying to be what you wanted me to be I lost my friends and I stopped doing the things I love. I barely know myself and what I like. I don't want to sound cold but it's likevi couldn't breath and you did walk over me you controlled me you put me down you bossed me around and cheated on me countless of times. That destroyed me, but in that destruction I was reborn and. I knew it was time for me to start over with myself. Breath do what I love make friends and not stress about what I do or when I do with or who with. I don't want to be tied down right now. Also I got my emotions back. After I finially started healing. I can honestly say I forgive but I don't want to be with you. I'm sorry. My hearts not in it. I want to be your family but not your lover. I'm want to be her father and one if my dearest friends.

2014-01-27 09:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't think our relationship was all bad. We had some really good times too and it help me improve myself as a person and you as well. I have no regrets because it helped us grow.

2014-01-27 10:00 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I just wish you could give us another chance.
That's what I really want.
Both of us starting over fresh and new.
I don't mind if you don't want to be with me now.
But it seems to me that you aren't even trying to conceive the thoughts of "What if I do feel differently in the future?"
I wanted to be with you just in case you changed your mind.
And I swear, I won't do anything with anyone else.
... Maybe I'm just stupid.

2014-01-27 10:03 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I'm just trying to move forward with no worries about the future. Ima let date decide

2014-01-27 10:03 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Cuz I know it doesn't mean much to you.
But this is a promise I intend to keep.
From this day forward.
After midnight tonight.
As long as I wear this necklace, shall I never be for anyone else.
Except for you.

2014-01-27 10:09 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't think you should. What if I don't come back to you.

2014-01-27 10:09 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then I'll be lonely forever.
And suffer eternal loneliness.

2014-01-27 10:10 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Or you can move on and just grow

2014-01-27 10:10 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
Family.
I don't grow unless the family is growing as a whole.
Otherwise, it's all meaningless.
You, the baby, me.
All of us, all of it.
Meaningless, worthless.
No purpose in Trinity.

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh..

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No purpose in her name.
No purpose in what it all meant.
That girl's life will have NO PURPOSE.
And you'd risk that.
Her NAME.

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I didn't trinity the name

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
That which DEFINES HER.

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
For us

2014-01-27 10:11 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No purpose.
Why do you think I agreed on Trinity?
You, me and baby makes three.
All with nice little T's.
The Trini-T.
It's perfect.
We all have to be there.

2014-01-27 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
No you said about platinum the trinity

2014-01-27 10:13 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Hahaha.

2014-01-27 10:13 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
You didn't think if that till later on

2014-01-27 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because that's who I wanted my little girl to play with.
When we played Blazblue together.
Not like YOU are gonna play with me.

2014-01-27 10:14 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Plus if we had more kid it wouldn't of been that

2014-01-27 10:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So then let's stick to one.
And be a happy family.
Just us three?
Like I've been trying to be?
You know three has always been our favorite number.
Together!
Everything is perfect.
It's just missing you.
... Here. I know what'll get you.
Cuz I listen to this song every single time.
And I sing along...
And all I can think about is...
"We're almost there..."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woP1GRsvfjg
I watch that movie so much. Sometimes two or three times a week.
And all I can think about is.
"We're almost there."

2014-01-27 10:20 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
This movie is us.
I don't care what anyone says.
Cuz that boy is me and that girl is you.
And one day.
I'll make all your dreams come true!!
Cuz I know you better than anyone in this world ever could!
And I'm the only person who can really make you happy... I think so.
The only person who would even keep trying at this point. xD
Because I know where you come from. I know your story. I know your family. I know you.
And I did all of that.
JUST to be the one to say.
I love you more than anyone and everyone!
And I'll be damned if you tell me that I told you any different!
I'd swear that today on this day was the day I said it.
And you broke up with Sa'Von.
Because all of February, he was upset.
And all that month I was helping YOU with THAT situation.

2014-01-27 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I don't maybe I forgot

2014-01-27 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Today was the day.
That's why.

2014-01-27 10:25 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
I thought it was after your birthday

2014-01-27 10:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
No.
I knew I wasn't wrong.
Because I remember being on that couch.
Cuz it was too cold to be in my room.
And I was watching Samurai Champloo.
When I discovered...
Watching one episode...
I forget which...
But all I know is that I realized I had to tell you.
No matter what.
Because I knew it was true.
And I was willing to risk my relationship with my best friend.
Yes, Sa'Von was my best friend BEFORE CJ was.
And for you.
It was erased.
On the night I chose you over him.
And I swear, I listen to that song...
Just last week...
And I cried...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sccg1CZzi4
Cuz I remember I told you at the very end.
It wasn't the episode that mattered to me!!
It was the song that did it!

2014-01-27 10:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... One night at Nana's.
When I had Trinity overnight...
We watched that movie.
And she fell asleep on top of me.
She was SO interested in it, too.
Like she was jumping up and dancing. Then she sat down and watched with me.
And next thing I know, she had drifted off to sleep waiting for the next song.
Just like how I used to do when I was little.
She's just like me, you know.
I tell you things about her I know are true because of me, too.
She inherited a lot of things from me.
That's why I talk about the sweets. And the tantrums.

2014-01-27 10:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
She's her own person with both our qualities. She's actually more like my sister

2014-01-27 10:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And being hyper.
... Because she's been impressioned by her.
She's still a baby.
And babies are highly impressionable.
To ANY and EVERYTHING.

2014-01-27 10:38 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Spoiled sassy sweet bacon etc... My sister is both of us combined

2014-01-27 10:38 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Around them.
So if you want her to grow up a certain way.
You have to carry YOURSELF in a certain way.
So the baby can act accordingly.
But if you act like a slouch and let others act that way, she will grow up to be the same.
I heard stories that I used to sit in my father's lap in the care.
While he smoked.
With weed.
In my diaper. XDD
And what was he?
Player pimp master weed smoking gangster king.
And though I inherited all of it, I don't have to be like him.
He's his own person.
Even if we have the same name, same genese.
I can change them if I want and make it to be just for you.

2014-01-27 10:43 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh..
I'm sleepy

2014-01-27 10:46 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Then go to sleep.
... It's almost time.
If you're going, then goodnight.
I love you, but...
I don't know if I'll be here tomorrow.
Remember whose spawn I am.
And just as strongly as I can be here...
I can be gone.
Because I'm not just my father's child.
But my mother's.

2014-01-27 10:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh ok

2014-01-27 10:48 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And her genes will have be gone quick and in a heartbeat. No questions.
And that will simply be it. The be al end all.
Of all things.

2014-01-27 10:48 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Oh I hope it ends well..

2014-01-27 10:49 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... That's up to you.
You're the only one.
Who doesn't want to be.
With me and Trinity.
Together as a happy family.
And you only have until midnight tonight.
Three years from the day I first said I love you.
The same day I will leave.
Remember I said that my professor said that people don't reach the 3 year mark?
It takes you 3 years to fully know someone.
Let this be the final day for you to know everything about me.
Like clockwork.

2014-01-27 10:54 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Three has always been our favorite number.
Man, just coincidences all around.
Spectacular, even.
And how could it all happen on just one night?
Well, midnight is a coming.
And at the stroke... Ill be gone forever.

2014-01-27 10:58 PM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Ok
I'm not making you staying
I don't want you to wait for me
All I want all I ever wanted was for you too be a father to her and we work as a team even if it doesn't go your way
And we don't be a family

2014-01-27 11:02 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Nope.
Family.
Or nothing.
Don't make the same mistake your mother did.
Her genes run deep in you.
You must remember these things.
The mistakes of your mother and of your father..
They can and have been your own, too.
I had to accept it.
I'm like them both, I was made from them.
Everything they are, all of it is what made up me.
Every last bit.
But it also takes part of myself to fix that.
So I don't become like either one of them.
Now you have to know and understand how you and your genes resonate with you.
Understand yourself and your family.
Deep, deep into the roots.
... Oooh, the root...
They say it's a curse of my family.
And it'll kill me.
You know you have some voodoo in you, too.
Just the same as me.
And it come from the root.
The same root of the same tree.
Is what makes up you and me.

2014-01-27 11:08 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Think about the choices the women in your family are KNOWN for making...
And then think about how I KNOW THAT ALREADY.
And yet I am STILL here to stay.
... And I know you didn't tell me EEEVERTHING.
Andd I bet they didn't tell you, either.
The whole story of where their men are.
Not to pry or get personal, but.
That's important if you want to learn from their mistakes.
And not make the same choices, and figure out which ones to make.
Can't be so hush hush in the family.
Because you want the family to be better.
All around.
Everyone.
ESPECIALLY your children.
So you must tell them everything.
Now, if it turns out I'm not here, you tell Trinity EVERYTHING.
Don't be like either of our parents.
And not tell her the whole story.
Because I bet they didn't tell me.
That this is exactly how it happened to all of them.
And they all made the wrong choice.
And they never told a soul.
About that magical night.
That they only WISH they could get back...
Gone forever.
And I swear they never will.
Locked up tight in their hearts and souls.
Festering.
Turning into something ugly...
As it does with age.
And time.
You'd be surprised how ugly it can become.

2014-01-27 11:14 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Careful, time is short.
... Well, I guess you're asleep.

2014-01-27 11:19 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So I guess that's it then.
Shame, too. The girl I wanted to marry.
Guess it'll start all over again for some other poor girl.
Start over from the very beginning... Getting me to open up... Then I've gotta trust her...
Gotta find me a nice girl, too... Not like any DECENT women still exist here...
Since you don't want me to wait up, right?
Guess I'll just live a sleazy life.
Drugs, money, women and trouble. Everywhere I go.

2014-01-27 11:25 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I dunno, I'd rather just live alone, if I can't be with my family.
Or not live at all.
Can't choose. Don't know.
Feelings come, feelings go.
Everywhich way.
All the time.
But somehow, I know.
You're the one.
Don't you know...?
How can I keep trying even so far...?
Because I know this is the end.
And I'm known for deadlines.
And when I call for a deadline... It's dead.
Midnight.
... Part of me thinks that you think I'll be here.
I want to, but I can't give you anymore time.
Believe me...
... No matter how much I love you. I have to cut you off.
If you won't grow.

2014-01-27 11:30 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
You and all that comes from you.
Trinity too.
I'm sorry.
I accepted you fully. One hundred percent.
I accept you for who you are, Tatiauna Phenique Williamson.
I know all three of your names and the story behind them.
I accepted all your good habits and your bad ones, even if I try to help you kick the bad nes. Just like you do me.
I wanted you as part of me.
And I worked hard to do it.
For myself and for you.
And for Trinity too.
Because I see us as a set. A unit.
And if we are not all complete, we won't all fit. There will always be something missing in the picture.
And I won't have any part of anything missing.
So. I hope you know. I'd plan and save for the most glorious wedding.
Crystal everywhere.

2014-01-27 11:35 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Because I only dream and think big.
And I enjoy fancy occassions...
Besides. I wanted to learn to waltz an ballroom dance.
But without you, there is no reason.
You don't seem to understand that you fit in a whole lot of places where you didn't even think.
And the places where you fit are waiting for you to fill...
... You know that scene at the end of Gurren Lagann...
When everyone figures out their purpose and escapes the Multiverse Labyrinth...
I looked at Viral.
And when he saw that girl and that child.
And he looked so happy.
And when he said those words...
"Even I had naive dreams..."
I realized. And I told everyone that day.
I was going to have to leave you.
And I cried.
Ask Zeik.
Ask Stefanos.

2014-01-27 11:40 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hell, even ask CJ at this point.
I told them all that was gonna be me.
And I tried hard to stop it from happening.
I really... Gave it my all...
But you just won't budge.
Knowing that I'm gonna leave.
You must really want me to.
I'll never be complete without you.
You're my other half.
Because now I see...
None of this matters to you.
And later on...
When your teen years are done...
You'll wish I was still here...
When no one is...
But, hey. Maybe that's the curse of your family.
Is to take little girls.
My family curse is something different.
... I bet I just sound crazy and stupid to you.
And now...
Our lives will be ruined...
All three of us...
Because if the pieces don't fit...

2014-01-27 11:45 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then it'll all fall apart and crumble to bits...
Ah, I think that's my familys curse...
If the pieces don't all fit...
We'll fall apart...
... Don't make me do it.
I don't want all three of us to suffer.
Then again...
It may just be me.
I think what happens is.
I end up taking all of the pain.
In order for you two to be happy.
And I end up living miserably for the rest of my days.
Alone.
That runs deep in this family.
And it comes from the root... downstairs. And she knows it's in me.
I guess I'm just destined to be taken..
Trapped in this house...
Like those three before me...
I bet my mother did the same thing with my father.
She gave him the deadline.
And he didn't take it.
And from there, their lives fell apart.
And I suffered.
BECAUSE OF THEM!?
Now I'm pissed.

2014-01-27 11:50 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
When he gets out of jail.
I'm going to fucking kill his dumbass.
I don't care when or how.
I just can't believe that dumbass was such a fucking... DUMBASS.
And he'd let ME suffer.
But then again, my mother's the one who set the deadline in the first place.
So they were both stupid.
But I've made the same mistake.
Setting the same deadline for you.
And I bet it happened the exact same way.
I can almost see it flash before my eyes, like we're the spitting image of em.
Living out their lives.
Because until they find peace.
It'll never.
Ever.
Ever.
Stop.
It's been the same story since Adam and Eve.
And now I know.
... Eve was tempted by the serpent...
And because of it...
She suffered the curse...
You didn't love me. You loved sex.
And now that I know...
You're just moving by the sex...
The lust...
The snake...
... It looks like the curse will continue.
And I hope that Trinity can fix it.

2014-01-27 11:55 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Without her father to give her the secrets.
Cuz she'll reach this point in her life, too.
Just like my parents did.
Because my genes are very strong.
And she'll act just like us.
And you won't know what to do...
And you'll try...
And end up raising her the same way my mother raised me...
And she'll hate you...
And the worst part is.
I can't do anything to stop it.
She'll end up just like me...
... I can't let my baby girl end up like me...
Because of one stupid parent...
Who doesn't want to be a family...
But time is almost up...
And the curse is almost set to continue...
Another generation...
... Fine.
I love you.
Goodbye.
Tell Trinity I love her too.
Forever and always.
You two.
And me.
Are the Trini-T.
I love you... so much.
With all my heart.
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PostSubject: Re: Evidence Against Tatiauna P. Williamson: History (3)   Fri Jun 01, 2018 4:47 pm

2014 (Jan. 28)

2014-01-28 02:18 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I found it. The episode. The girl who was going to work in a brothel and Jin fell in love with her. I had to tell you it was that episode that made me do it in the first place. Take the chance with you. Episode 11.

2014-01-28 02:22 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
And I stayed up all night watching Samurai Champloo until I found it. This is it. It's what made me risk it all. Despite everything I knew about you... How I hated you... And how you were with my best friend. You always took all of my friends and toyed with them. It was cute. And you know what? I think I'd do it all again. Only, I'd do it right this time. As you can see, I'm dumb enough to do it once, I'm dumb enough to do it again. To fall in love.

2014-01-28 02:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I almost forgot what it was like to love you. Now I remember everything. Thank you. I don't mind starting over. And no one's gonna get in my way, you know. No one ever has in the past. I always make sure to take out the competition. Just like you. Wink

2014-01-28 02:46 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... Wait, I remember. It took us 3 months to get together. Because even after I said I loved you, you had Sa'Von and I was messing with Justus still. You didn't know how to let Sa'Von down and I didn't know how to let Justus down. So it took us 3 months to get together because of that. Hahaha, actually, what's funny is, every time you were going to leave, I finally make my decisions! It shouldn't be like that, but I totally remember now. I was indecisive about leaving Justus because I didn't know if you were going to be committed to me. That, and I didn't know what you were doing with other people behind my back... Still, I didn't care though. Man. I was stupid, huh?

2014-01-28 02:50 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Every time, when I decided on something, I always felt like I made the right choice. At least when it came to you. Other people, it was different. Like it didn't matter whether they were there or not... But I remember distinctly that it was you who made such an impression on me, it was like I could suddenly make decisions when it came to you because when it came to you... It always felt right. Everything we did. Us in general.

2014-01-28 02:55 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I told you midnight was the deadline, but when I saw that episode I had to tell you everything I remembered. Part of me couldn't remember before I was with you. But now I do, and I can't forget why I fell in love in the first place. And I'd do it all again... But only if you'll have me. And if you won't, I'll just have to stick around until you will! Besides... I wanna be there for all the special moments. Whether you remember them or not, I will. Whether they mean anything to you or not, they will to me. So don't fake it,

2014-01-28 02:56 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Be real to me always, and I will always be real to you, too. No more lies. No more secrets. No more cheating. Kay?

2014-01-28 03:04 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Since you say you've been reborn... And I've been reborn... And we kinda wiped the slate clean... Wanna start over by being friends? I think you're pretty cute and I'd like to talk to you more. Wink Answer my question by accepting my friend request, hm~? So we can do this right. From the bottom up. You're the only person I'd ever do this for. Starting over. I wouldn't waste my time. Not if I didn't truly believe it was worth it. I've never fought so hard for any girl. Not even Jade.

2014-01-28 09:14 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Well? I went through all this trouble. Wanna try again from the very beginning?

2014-01-28 09:24 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Thanks. I love you. Now allow me to show you the right way this time. You're the apple of my eye.

2014-01-28 09:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Were friends

2014-01-28 09:25 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtqoMUzY_YE

2014-01-28 09:25 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
That's it

2014-01-28 09:26 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
So what? I just know what I want.
I knew when we were just friends before, too.
Cuz we were 'just friends' for three months after the first time I told you I loved you.
There's just nothing and no one clouding my sights this time.
I'm serious. I'm gonna try my damnedest for you.

2014-01-28 09:31 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Hey. Are you busy right now? There's something I want to show you.

2014-01-28 09:34 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Sigh...
I'm cooking

2014-01-28 09:35 AM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Then I'll show you when I get there. Wink
But I have one last, final song for you to top it all off. If you have or haven't noticed, I've played every song that I played for you in the past except this one...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECznBueZq3w
If you even remember when I sent it to you all those years ago.

2014-01-28 11:17 AM
Tatiauna IgnoretheSilence Rose
Tymon you're being pushy
You're not hearing me
And what do you mean when you get here?

2014-01-28 05:32 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I'm sorry... I love you. I hope you don't forget about me while you're distracted by Chris... And I hope you don't sleep with anyone... I won't be.
Also, I think I left my charger. It's okay, keep it. I'll just get a new one.

2014-01-28 08:43 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
... I know you're probably getting so caught up in him you refuse to pay me any attention... All I can think about is you sleeping with him... I don't think I can live with the thoughts.
But I have to leave you alone. I'm already doing a terrible job at it.
The depression is finally setting in...

2014-01-28 11:01 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
Some friend you are...

2014-01-28 11:56 PM
Tymon Trini-t Tensei
I also meant to tell you that last night I had a dream where I killed you for destroying my life and you were in school. It was weird, like you had a jersey on and everything and there was some... eerie class...
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