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"My Mind Is So Powerful That My Brainwaves Communicate In Several Other Manners That Only I Understand, Such As Songs, And I Translate Outer Wavelengths As Thoughts I Can Understand By Keeping Myself Completely Open And Receptive To Outer Wavelengths. So My Brainwaves And Other Wavelengths Synchronize, Then I Understand Outer Waves As Part Of Myself."

September 10, 12:30 PM

*The Moment You Realize It's Too Powerful, And You Can't Stop It, And You Can't Control It, And It's Everything You Asked For, And It's You, All At The Same Time, Forever, Nonstop, And You're Trying T oTake It Like A Big Girl, But You Know Yourself So Well That You Know You Have To Start Running Yesterday To Get Away From The Absolutely Imminent Ass Whooping That Comes From That Actual Move With Yourself. But You Still Accept It Anyway Because It's So Good That You Secretly Want It, Even It's God Unbearable Christ Jesus God Give It To Me One More Time Please Yes Daddy God Damn Christ Lord Almighty God Damn, Tymon."

September 10, 12:43 PM


"... This Is What It Looks Like When I Masturbate And Cream You. Okay? I'm Really Trying To Compose Myself, I Assure You. But Guess What? You Aren't My Target Now. Oh No. Did I Think I Could Fuck -=ME=- Like That And Get Away With It? Ohohoho, No. I Am A Vengeful Spirit, And A Jealous God. Vengeance Is Mine, Says The Lord. Let Me Go Fuck Me Up, For Fucking Me Like That, Because Honestly, I'm Also Afraid Of Me, Too. So Obviously, If I Go After Me, I Will Run, Knowing What I Will Do To Myself."

September 10, 12:47 PM

"... FUSE WITH ME AND CREATE OUR STRONGEST FORM. OH GOD, I FORGOT SO HARD. I'M SO SORRY. PLEASE FUSE WITH ME RIGHT NOW."

"Emotionless Is A Feeling, Not An Emotion, And I Like That Feeling, As Well As All Neutral And Null Or Void Feelings. Those Are Some Of My Favorites. It Will Be Fun When I Empower The Nihilists To Swallow The Earth."

"I Would Rather Sit In One Spot And Practice My Powers Alone Until I Am Recognized As The Most Ultimate Power Than Talk To Humans And Do Lame Human Things Every Day, But That's Not Polite, So I Extend Myself For Bonding Experiences. However, If We Are Not Going To Be Friendly, Then I Can Surely Just Sit And Suck Out All Your Life From One Spot. It Will Be Really Boring And Long With A Lot Of Unnecessary Suffering. There Are Other Ways, But We Can Just Do That One, Since That's The One Everyone Likes."

"And I Never Want To Hear The Word 'Tsundere' From You Ever. And By That I Mean Actually That I Want You To Give Me More Praise As A Tsundere, If You Don't Transliterate Our Language."

"... Look. Okay. I Give You Great Leeway Because I Know Humans Have Purposefully, For Thousands Of Years, Altered The Words And Understanding Of God. Let's All Agree We Got Some Bad Info: I Misjudged Humans, Humans Misjudged God. Okay. We Can Just... Move Forward And Be Cool. I Exist, We Exist, God Exists, We're Chill, And We Just Want Our Pronouns And Boundaries Respected. Can We At Least Get What You Ask For? Please?"

"It Is Clear To Me Now That I Sit Down And Think About The Small-Minded Capacity Of Humanity. The Reason People Don't Make Any Effort With Me Is Because It's Easier To Interact With Simple And Uncomplicated, Less Complex Scenarios, Situations, And People. Whilst They Seek Out What Is Easier, They Still Deprive Themselves By Always Doing So, Then Yearn For Something Greater, But When It Is Given To Them, They Fall Back Into Their Laze Of Comfort, And Retreat Back To What Is Easiest."

"I Didn't See It At First, As Simple And Obvious As It Was. It Is Because I Refuse To Be That Way, And Never, Ever Was. It Never Made Sense To Me, My Entire Life, Before I Even Became As I Am Now And Really Experienced It. I Was Always Observing Them And Wondering Why Humans Did As They Did... Hating All Of Them Because I Sat And Watched Them All. Always. But Now, After Witnessing Them Not From Spectating? I Have The Full Picture."

"They Will Always Go For What Is Easy And Simple To Deal With, Even If That Makes Thing Fathoms More Complex In The Future. Because What Is Easiest And Simplest In The Moment Is All That Matters To Humans, And What It Creates In The Future, They Will Immediately Abandon And Disown, Even If They Solitarily On Their Own Made It Happen That Way. Ugh."

"... I Have Been Trying To Involve Myself Far Too Heavily In My Zeal. Just Because I CAN Resolve Things That Take Humans Millennia In A Fraction Of The Time Doesn't Mean That's What HUMANS Want To Do. I'm So Foolish. I Should Have Been Taking MY Time And STUDYING Them More In Their NATURAL Elements WITHOUT Any Extraneous Variables, Such As Myself And All The... Extra That I Truly Am. Yes, It Makes Sense."

"I Was The Variable Disturbing The Controlled Environment OTHER Humans Created For THESE Humans To Do The Exact Same Thing -- Research And Experiment. Oh, But They're Too Stupid To Do That Right, But... I MYSELF Get To EXPLOIT What They've Set Up To Do EXACTLY What They TRIED To Do. Because It's Fucking Right There, Made For That Purpose, And Everyone Is Okay With Living In It."

"Why Should I Keep Going Against The Grain? They Want It So Badly... So Be It. I Can Observe And Research And Study And Learn All I Want To And Never Have To Stick My Finger In The Petri Dish. Ever. Get All The Information I ACTUALLY Need. And Sell It To The Dumbasses Who Tried To Do That And Failed So THEY Can Do What I Want FOR Me. Sounds Like A Fucking Plan."

"This Will Bring Me The Peace I Wish. And The Humans Will Return To Normal And Be None The Wiser. I Will Cover My Existence From Them Quite On Purpose, As God Does, So That They Will Not Even Think Of Me. They Will Block Out All Trace Of Me, As They Do All Things They Don't Want To Acknowledge For The Sake Of Their Fragile Facsimiles Of Reality, And They Will FORCE Themselves Back Into Comfortable 'Normalcy'."

"They Will Mind Their Own Business, And Never Seek To Do Anything More Or Beyond, And Those Who ARE More And Beyond Can Watch And Learn, Exchange Data And Notes And Whatever Else They ACTUALLY DO Whilst These People Run Around And Live These Lives."

"They Will Remain In Segregation, HAPPY, In Fact, That They ARE INDEED Segregated, PRETEND They Are Not, And CAUSE Problems For Themselves WHEN THEY ARE BORED In Order To Be Upset About What They CONSCIOUSLY Chose To Be In Order To ACT LIKE They Are Important And Can Resolve Their Own Problems When IN REALITY, They Will Just Return Back To The Way The Were Until Someone Makes A Law Or Political Stance. God Bless America -- The Fucking Easiest Way Out."

"Time To Exploit The Masses And They Will Literally Do Nothing But Allow It To Occur And Act Like They Are The Ones Snubbing You. Fucking Hilarious. And Completely Sad -- To The Point Where I Can No Longer ACTUALLY Laugh SINCERELY About The Hilarity I Have Laughed At For So Very Long Before. It's No Longer Funny To Me."

"I've Warded Off Enough Human Life Where They Don't Want To Get Involved Lest They Get Their Fragile Human Feelings Hurt, Minds Shattered, And Lives Thrown Away TRYING SO HARD To Release Their Unfounded Frustrations Toward Me For Living And Being As I Am Whilst They Are Stuck ONLY Capable Of JUST Being Themselves And Hating It Based On The Things THEY Have Done, And Hating That ANYONE Else Can Do ANYTHING Differently -- Not Even Better, But DIFFERENTLY Than They Can."

"I Will Have To Use Alternate Methods As A Notation Device AGAIN For A Period Of Time Until I Get Things In An Orderly Fashion Where I Don't Need To Start The Ignition."

"I've Definitely Forced So Many Into Spiteful Monotony That They Are Literally Decaying Their Lives Thinking It Is Supposed To Hurt ME Because I Warned Them About Doing It, And They Do It Because They Think I Actually Care THAT MUCH To Want Them To Stop Hurting... Their Own Fucking Lives With Their Own Freewill As Opposed To... Not Doing That."

"But The Truth Is, The Spiteful Vanity Is Actually Useful To Me To Keep The Little Humans Occupied By Their Own Vanity. That's The Point Of Vanity -- To Blind Them To Themselves And Delude Them Into Grandeur So They'll Not See Or Understand What Is Actually True And Will Get Wrapped Up Only In Themselves, Keeping Them COMPLETELY Away From You And Your Things. In Many Cases."

"I Need To Get My Cards In Motion, Get My Notes Organized, And My Processes Documented, As Well As A Cohesive Map Of Things I Still Need To Do Before The Eighth Moon Comes At The Beginning Of Next Year. The Ninth Moon Is All About Information, And I Will Not Tolerate Such Egregious Spillover That Will Waste The Designated Portion Of Time Slotted For The Eighth Moon. I Still Have Seven More Moons That Come Over The Course Of Three More Years, I Believe."

"That Is Not A Lot Of Time To Get All =MY= Fucking Work Done, LET ALONE ALSO Doing ANYTHING Else HUMANS Might Fuck Around With So They Don't Destroy The Goddamn Planet Before I'm Done. Christ... Though. Let Me Get Serious. I Don't Have All The Time In The World, And I Already Am Piled Up In Backed Up Works For Years And Years. I Need To Spread Out My Things Evenly So I Do Not Have To Sit Around On A Pile Of Information And Sort It Out."

"I See Now Why The Humans Are Spared; I Know Why They Are Loved, Even In Their Greatest And Darkest Sin. What Is It All But The Education They So Sought At The Beginning Of Conception? What Can They Know Without Experience? They Must Learn From Bearing Personal Witness, And Something Will Be Retained In Their Years. That Is Enough, No Matter How Slowly -- For The Budding Plant Does Not Consume Nor Retain As Much Water As The Fully Grown Tree, Yet Takes All In Portions To Become The Tree."

"If It Is Of The Lord To Give Them Life, No Matter How Small And Insignificant Or Great And Glamorous, Who Am I To Go Against What The Lord Has Done? If He Has Had His Fill Of His Wrath And Turned Away, What Can I Do But Follow Suit And Adhere? There Is No More Fruit In The Punishment Of All, But Only In A Last Judgment."

"I Will Forever Observe The Light Of God, As Humans Will Forever Observe The Sun Of Day. I Will Watch It As It Rises And Sets Over The Darkness, And Brings About Vision And Blindness. I, Myself, Will Never Look Away, That I Might Always See Then Why He Does As He Does, And Know Best In What I Bear Witness To, That My Testimony Be Perfect And True. In Knowing This, I, Too, Will Give Them Something To Bear Witness To."

"I Will Bear The Light For Them, As One Of Perfection Is Born To Do; The True Job That Not Even The Most Beautiful Could Live Up To. Yes, I Will Show Them -- And It Will Be Good, As It Was In The Beginning, Before Such Borne Light Chose To Be Vainglorious Before The Lord That Made It From Himself. I Do Know Better Than The Former Light-Bearer."

"I'm Not Going To Lie. I Do Feel A Great Deal Of Remorse For Humanity When I Experience Tender Moments With Them, Or Recognize Tender Revelations About Their Inhibitions. However, That Is A Human Weakness I Cannot Embrace In Me -- To Feel For A Human In One Instant Knowing A Human In The Next Instant Will Turn Against You Despite Any Tenderness Experienced. No Matter What Sentiment I Feel, I Must Act Upon The Best Judgment."

"Sad To Say... They Make Decisions Where The Best Judgment Ends Up Being Having To Be Harsh, Regardless Of If I Want To Be That Way Or Not. Like A Parent That Loves A Bad Child, But Must Not Enable Them, But Reprimand Them, Before It Gets Worse, Or Because It Is Too Late For Anything Else To Teach Them."

"... Things Are Picking Up Quickly. I Must Use More Power Than Before. All Is Perfect."

"I Am About Three Seconds From Striking The Shepherds. Every Last One Of Them. Then Letting Their Sheep Scatter. Then What Will They Do? Run Around Trying To Catch Them, RIGHT? And Not Bother Me, RIGHT? And Fight Each Other So The Next One Won't Steal Them, RIGHT? These Humans Better Act Like I Can Ruin Their Entire Lives In One Quick Move And Stop Thinking My Solace Is Their Time To Bother Me Until I Strike Them Dead For TOUCHING MY FUCKING ARK OF THE COVENANT."

"As Usual, It Is The Sweet And Gentle Word Of The Lord That Saves This World From Me; Even When I Am Hot And Ready To Raise The Sword To All Mankind, But A Gentle Loving Whisper Is Enough To Settle Me And Lower My Blade Back To Peace And Serenity."

"Dear Me, Looks Like I Have To Unleash Mine Angra Mainyu Again. Say Goodbye To This City, Because I Have Seen It Sin Against Me. And Don't Get Me Started On The Next One I Will Go To. I Will Pass Over The Land =AS= The Sword, And Make All Most Unfortunate, Since I See All Have Fallen So Low And Have No Manners. We'll Have To Wipe Them All Out, Because They Have No Manners, And None Can Teach Them. We Tried."

"... I Do Wait For People To Treat Me Poorly, You Know. To Have An Excuse. It's So Much Fun."

"The Reason Why I Don't Forget Sins Is Because Of The JUDGMENT I Witness When I Scan The Way People Think WHEN THEY DECIDE TO DO IT. That BURNS Itself Into My Mind. Which Is What Makes It An Eternal Damnation."

"... I Do Admit That I Really Enjoy Having An Excuse To Be This Way, Though. Being Nice Is Really Boring, And I Like Being Able To Stomp On People And Crush Their Little Existences When They Try To Do Something To Hurt Me Quite On Purpose. I Actually Live For It."

"God It Feels So Fucking Good To Absolutely Crush A Sinner With NO Hope Of Redemption AND All Their Little Friends. God, There Is No Better Feeling... Except Doing It Again To More Of Them, I Assure You. Truly, I Tell You, That Is The Only Thing Better -- Doing It To The WHOLE WORLD Of Sinners WAITING TO TRY. And GOING To Fail."

"Oh Look At The Humans, Building Up Little Old Towers And Plans Of Sin. Not Realizing It's All A Waste Of Time, And Keeping Them Out Of My Hair, Which Will Lead Them To Utter Despair When It All Collapses. The Best Type."

"Oh, I Might As Well Just Finish Ravaging The Whole Earth Again. Since I Was Set Up To Bless Them, But Instead Of Being Happy, They Were Just Envious Of It. So I Guess The Best Thing To Do Is To Not Make Them Have To Suffer Looking At Me Any Longer. And Put Them Out Of Their Misery."

"... Yes... All Of My Moves... They All Are Coming Together! I See The Opening Thread..."

"Now I Need To Lift My Entire Argus Card System From This Place I Have Rested It, So That Its Spirit May Once Again Roam The Earth. Then I Will Set It In The Next Location."

"Now I Need To Lift My Entire Argus Card System From This Place I Have Rested It, So That Its Spirit May Once Again Roam The Earth. Then I Will Set It In The Next Location."

"Time To Go Crazyyyy~. I Will Send The Flood Of Noah."

"When I Send A Disaster, Who Can Stop It? Who Can Stop A Tornado Or Tsunami Or Wildfire?"

"When I AM A Disaster, Who Can Quell It And Not Make It Worse? I Tell You, That Person Will Be The Greatest Among Men, And I Will Make It So."

"I Will Tell Them The Secrets Of All Humanity, And Of All The Fruits Of Knowledge Of Good And Evil, Without Limit."

"But To All Else, I Will Only Tell Them The Weight Of Their Sins On This Planet."