Commemoration To Shane: Rest In Peace

"I Will Preface This With Some Prior Information On Shane, Who Hanged Himself And Took His Life In A Facility I Was In After I Blessed Him The Day Before With My Purest, Holiest Blessing On His Life From My Heart. He Was A Close Friend, Like A Brother, Whom I Met In 2018. He Was A Very Kind, Loving, Beautiful Soul, Who Enjoyed Many Ventures, Despite How Limited Our Situation Was. He Was Very Skilled In Games, And Very Intelligent, But He Was Also Quite Spiritual And Philosophical, Though Also A Luciferian Satanist. He Told Me And Showed Me These Parts Of Him Intimately, And I Accepted Them, And I Showed Him The Veritas, And I Presume He Found Out My... Connections To God. That Is What Finally Made Sense To Me Just Now, And I Never Realized This Until Just Today, Watching His Favorite Anime, HunterXHunter, Which I Had Never Seen But Wanted To Watch."

"It Is Just Like Him, Too. Starts Of Sweet And Cool And Cute To Begin With, But There Are Lots Of Other, Deeper Things After You Get Invested. I Recognized That About Him Quickly... And I Am Starting To See He Recognized Me, Too. That Makes Me Very Happy... And Very Sad."

"... He Told Me Of A Dream He Had A Short Time Before His... Departure. That He Saw Jesus And He Was With Him On A Beach, Standing On Water. But When He Looked On The Sand, There Was A Black Cobra. I Didn't Fully Understand It At The Time, But I... Know Now What It Means. So I Am... Very Emotional Now."

"I Have Come To Realize That He Was My Lazarus, And No Matter What, There Was No Way To Save Him. And So I Wept."

"With My Blessing, However, Which I See That He Asked For After He Came To His Own Personal Spiritual Realization That I Had No Understanding Of After Meeting Me And Learning I Am The Son Of God And Made Decisions That Were Probably Only Known To Him As To Why He Was Luciferian Satanist Before, I Believe That His Soul Will Rest In Peace, And That His Sins Will Be Put To Rest And Made White As Snow Before The Lord. Heaven Knows That I Will Vouch For Him For As Much As It's Worth For The Good Things I Know, Though I Will Not Excuse Nor Defend What Was Bad, Because I Do Remember Him Confessing Some Sins To Me, As Well. I Just... Wish I Realized... That I Made Him Believe, And That Was Why. There Was No Way I Could Have Known Until After He Did It, Either... How Much It Impacted Him In His Spirit. In My Heart Of Hearts, I Believe That He Believed In Jesus Before He Left, And That Was Why He Decided In His Own Heart To Free Himself Before He Could Invite Any Negativity Back In. If That Is The Case, And He Was Saved Before He Took His Life, Then He Is For Sure The Beloved One, Lazarus, And Not The Betrayer, Judas. Jesus Did Not Weep For Judas."