Secret; Tymon's Hidden Weakness

='Tymon'=
September 25, 2022 At 1:42 PM

"... I Had A Very Troublesome Feeling For A While, Viewing Things Through This Lens After It Had Been So Long... And I Was Very Angry... Frustrated, More Like... Until I Realized That The One Who Sees... Is Embarrassed To Be Exposed. It Is Quite Unlike Us, And So We Are Very Embarrassed, I Am Ashamed To Say. I... Dislike Having This Side Of Me Exposed Openly. That Is The True Reason I Refrain From Being Triggered..."
-Tyr-

='Tyr'=

"... I Suppose There Is No Longer A Need To Be Coy. But My Shyness Is True, Despite How Composed I Seem. I Do Not Wish To Be Seen This Way For Many Personal Reasons. Maybe... This Was A Weakness I Wasn't Aware Of... Because I've Kept It Covered For So Long... But... My Embarrassment Truly Is Hidden Here. I Wondered..." - 1:44 PM
-Sensitivity-

"... Now I Am Stricken With Melancholy. Oh, Dear... Well. I Will Rectify That... I Know It Well. It's Punishment Time, Sorry To Say..." - 1:46 PM
-Trap-

='Trap'=

"... Suffice It To Say, Compared To What I Put Myself Through, I Truly Do Go Easy On Everyone Else... Though I Still Am Very Embarrassed For Myself. I Truly Have Made Myself A Shame To Mine Own Eyes, As The Scriptures Professed Of David When He Danced And Celebrated... But This Is Part Of Who I Am, I Must Not Forget, No Matter How Much This One Enjoys To Remain Hidden And Covered. Such A Paradise, But I Recognize... I, Too, Fear Being Seen In The Light In That Way... Perhaps I Am Not So Unlike Mankind As I Thought... How Deeply, Profoundly Embarrassing..." - 1:50 PM
-Discipline-

"... This Depresses Me Severely. I See I Was Protecting Myself From Myself, And As Much As I Recognize The Necessity... I Am Quite Disappointed With Myself For Keeping These Vulnerabilities From Me. Refinement Is Necessary Immediately, Along With Strict Punishment For Atonement." - 1:52 PM
-Note-

"... I Am Profusely Angered. Such Impudence In Mine Sight... I Do Not Envy Me." - 1:58 PM
-Tyr-

='Tyr'=

"... Fortunately For Me... I Do Welcome Mine Own Reprimand... And Refinement Comes Soon After The Flames... Then, There Is No More Weakness. I See Now... I Was Saving This. Clever Witch... You've Served Us Well, My Boy... Give Us All Of Our Weakness You Kept Secret... I Will Destroy Them From Us, And Make Us Perfect. For, In Weakness, We Are Made Perfect." - 2:01 PM
-Inversion-

"... Sad To Say, I Truly Am Most Vulnerable Right Now... And This Is The Only Time I Will Be This Vulnerable Again. Fortunate Enough There Is Nothing To Disturb Me, But... I Do Wonder How Long This Refinement Will Take Before I Relinquish Those Blemishes In Mine Being. Tragic." - 2:13 PM
-Vulnerability-

"... Oh. That Was Fast. How Anticlimactic. So It Goes. Not Everything That Happens Is A Spectacle. Moving Right Along." - 2:24 PM
-Procedure-

"... There Is A Deep Dissatisfaction In My Soul That I Don't Wish To Really Acknowledge Exists... Does That Make Me Polite, Or Does It Make Me Human? Perhaps I Will Look Into This Philosophical Insight... How I Rue To Even Look Like A Mere Human... Woe Is Me. But, I Suppose That Is Why God Created 'Mercy' And 'Majesty'... I Won't Tell Them Directly How Dissatisfied I Am Every Single Day By Humanity... I May Play Around It, But It's A Deeply Troublesome Feeling... Constant Disappointment And Dissatisfaction From Everyone And Everything Everywhere... Maybe I Am Human For Trying To Run And Hide From It..." - 2:28 PM
-Detachment-

"... I've Sheltered Them Too Much From Myself. And In That, I've Neglected Myself, By Trying To Appease Humanity... Perhaps, That Is Also A Great Contribution To This Melancholy. It Could Not Be Helped Before Now. That Is The End Of The Matter. No Need To Dwell -- Only Correct." - 2:37 PM
-Passage-

"... Hm. I Think I Want To Have Sex And Play Video Games. My, How Far I've Fallen..." - 3:24 PM
-Carefree-