Oh Baby! Mastermindfuck...

='Behemoth'=
September 17, 2017

... "I Need Them To Be Away From Me And Not Trying To Get Any Deeper. It Only Corrupts Them. They Are Not Ready. They Probably Won't Be For A While. Most Will Die In The Process Of Ascent Because Of What They've Experienced And How They Will See Themselves Possibly Go Through It And Remember What I Was Doing, Only To Figure Out Why And How And Then Either Grow Or Wither And Die. Being Exposed To Me, Especially For Too Long, Seems To Do Nothing But Make Everyone Worse. I Believe This Has Been My Whole Entire Life, Including With My Wife."
-Judgment-

"As With The Rest Of The Empty And The Hollow Or Shallow, It Seems That Only The Material Possessions Mean Something To Others And Not The Creator Nor The Substance Of Any. I See Why Greed Is So Heavy On Withholding, But I Also Know That There Is A Level Of Exposure Necessary On Both Accounts That Will Help Others To Develop. It Is Certainly Just Not Time Right Now. I, Myself, Am Too Much, As I Always Have Been, And The Process Should Have Been For Me To Pick And Feed Them Drops Of Honey At A Time, Not Expose Them All At Once. Someone Truly Wanted Them To Die -- I Suppose This Is The Only Way To Get Rid Of Envy? Perhaps."
-Think-

"Others Do Not Care About Me In A Fashion That Is Proper For Me To Be Reciprocal To The Fact That They Also Need Me To Care About Them, Which Ends Up In Me Wasting My Time, Energy, Effort And Value By Pouring Anything Into Them, Relationships With Them, Feelings, Thoughts And Wisdom Or Even Labor At All For Such Beings. This Means I Should Pretty Much Keep To Myself And Do What I Do By Myself."
-Bleak-