Tymon's Dangerous Sex Drive (WARNING)

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... This is what I keep hidden from people about my own personal sex drive when I'm actually fired up. I don't like it because I feel like if I get too intense, I might end up severely harming or killing people, but I also like it because it makes sex hotter. There's a balance of my own restraint and the passion or fury when I'm invested in it. If I get too rough, it proves to be dangerous because I don't like to hold back nor to stop, which can be problematic. I usually keep myself restrained because of this and don't actually let it out or reveal it at all. I've only shown glimpses of it because I'm afraid of hurting people and then I get self-conscious and somewhat sad... It's because it's actually who I am as a person and I've been this way since I was younger. I like lots of really messed up things that stimulate me sexually, and I know it's both terrifying and sometimes threatening, but all of it is geared toward my own sexual stimulation and potential and attraction and ventilation and tension and frustration.

I. "I've Been Keeping What -Attracts- And -Damns- Them -Private- And -Secret- Because It Has To Do With My -Privates- And -Personal- Relationships, All Of Which -Cannot- Be Understood To The Same Depth By One Who Simply Is Not In It." - Mindfuck (Mindrape)

II. "I've Been Doing That Because I -Like- People And Have My Own Feelings, But It Ends Up As Me -Accidentally- Preying On Them And Stimulating Them To Do The Same To Me, And I Have To Understand Not Only That It's Learned But It's Also Done Out Of Affection Or Love."

III. "Because I Am The One That Does This -And- I Can Tell, -I- Am The One That Checks, No Matter How Bad It Is, And The First One That Attempts To Neutralize Or Nullify It If At All Possible."

IV. "-Failure- Of -Inspection- Means -Death-" Is what I've been -TRYING- to tell you for a -REASON-. >>;

Mmmm... Where is that little weakling so I can throw it around some more...?

A chew toy for me. I don't even want it.

Maybe make it suffer some more just for being alive.

"Step Right Up -- Get An Ass Whooping." Please don't tell me you sent the weak ass at me. Oh, man. I needed something to beat up, too. Hahahahahahaha.

"Did It Run Away From Me Again? Like A Pussy? Here Pussy Pussy Pussy... Seems Like You Forgot Your Place Before Me." Awwww. That's all she's got. I'm already bored, like I have been for a long, long, long time. No competition. Just a rag doll for me to throw around like yesterday's trash into the bin.

Ahhhh, might as well fuck it up for fun, right? Teach it a lesson about even showing -up- before me at -all-. Am I right?

Please don't make me snatch you by your leg and turn you upside down. I will give you the beating of a lifetime with your face planted in the floor, not even worrying if it gets scraped up. I won't even look at you; I'll be thinking about something else, like I usually do when I'm bored with something or someone. "Like Those Other Times." Oops, did that slip out? Hahahaha.

... "I'm Bored."

I mean, yeah, I -COULD- definitely bend her over and give her a spanking until she messes herself, stroke her back real nice and tender, clawing it up along the way as I hold her hips real tight with my other hand and pound her to oblivion, BUT. What will that solve? I'll just... drift off and wonder how long it'll take... Not even pay her any mind... "Worthless Slave Girl." Might as well just throw it in the garbage bin where it goes.

I -could- certainly twist her hips sideways on the ground and snatch up her legs and curl them up so that her knees are in her belly and her pussy is nice and raw, then go to work until her head hits the wall (similarly to a different time we shared together), but... Will that cure my boredom? Will that make her any better, or will she still be a worthless little Slave Girl that's the butt of -everything-?

Or maybe lift her up real high like I used to and curl her legs around my arms and grip her little ass for leverage and smash her down on my dick a little bit, maybe even ram her into a wall and sorta press her legs up into it until she's about to break, but... I dunno, that seems pretty easy. Been there, done that. Yawn. I'd much rather be doing that to my Wife, Jade, and not some filthy bust down Slave Girl still trying to live up to my dick. Running through others -trying- to get back to mine and to me. "Poor Girl, Right?" Don't make -me- sick.

Maybe snatch her by the pussy, as she may remember me doing every now and then and drag her around by it, like I've been doing. Just because, no real rhyme nor reason to it. I remember telling her I called it 'The Hook,' and for very good reason. Dragged her around to the bathroom so we could fuck. Hahahaha. Ohhh. Ew.

Coulda sworn I heard someone... "Beg."

If I catch you being a bitch like that again, it's gonna be worse when I get to you, and I'm not gonna forget -and- it's gonna -definitely- hurt, without question.