Ty-sama's Memento; Crystal Tears For Passing Years

Elder Tymon, who could also be called Future Tymon, oversaw all of the events of his youth with reflection until time caught up to him and he was no longer considered the 'Future' version of Tymon as an Elder. His purposes were many in terms of the Veritas, often involving the role of a Primordial over even other Primordials, but the truth of the matter was that he was very much as present as the Tymons of the actual present day. It was not Tymon's actual age that dictated who or what Ty-sama was, but the maturity of Tymon as a person presently and what he foresaw, as well as what he would grow into.

In those regards, Ty-sama tended to spend his time in 'Pulchritude; The Beautiful Afterlife', which was a land made specifically for entities such as himself. He rested in peace in this land, observing more or less silently, but always in tranquility and in paradise.

Yet, tranquility did not always mean pleasantry, as even the serene Ty-sama had bouts of emotion, just as Tymon did in his youth and present. To that extent, it was under the terms of reflection that brought a certain catharsis unto him earlier in the day -- something that made him realize that time had passed to the point of finality. Tymon had observed and critiqued yet another piece of art -- an immaculate movie, which was a term that he'd literally never given to any piece of cinema in his entire life. For him to have witnessed such a film brought so many emotions to him that it actually gave him a sliver of hope for the world that he'd long since condemned. It was like the sprout of a seed in what was otherwise desolation, and it moved him to tears.

As such, Ty-sama reflected on his own life as soon as the beautiful piece of art was ended. How his friends and numerous peoples that he loved were gone. Their negativity towards him, though he'd already long come to peace with it, suddenly hit him in that moment, as, for something so beautiful that he witnessed, he had none to share it with. This had not happened in such a long time, if ever, so he certainly was lost for a period of time, wanting to share the love and beauty with one who was beloved by him, those whom were many, though they either did not know or did not wish to receive it.

None of that mattered, however, after he felt his feelings in their entirety and reflected deeply on the matters. Yes, it was tragic that those he loved so deeply were gone from him, possibly even hated him, and that he could no longer share things with the ones that he cared about most... But that was simply an effect of the change and passage of time. It made him further deepen his bonds and understanding with God, who was always with him, no matter who else was not. The strength that came from God allowed him to know that, like God, the ones whom he loved so dearly either did not want any part of him or hated him, or even did not know him. Abandoned him. Rejected him. Forsook him. And it drove Tymon closer to God after understanding such a thing through experience. What might have driven others away from God due to not understanding and desiring earthly things brought Tymon closer to him because of higher intellectualism and greater range of emotional understanding.

Once that occurred, it was only a matter of reconciling with the fact of the matter that, if it happened with God and he continued on, then so should Tymon. He figured that, just as God did, he would remain patient and vigilant, and he would hold on to the things he cherished and wished to share with his beloved people until new people who appreciated and loved him in ways that he did them came along. It may take a while, but it would certainly be worth it to be able to share the love of himself with others who would receive it with love as well. And that was his decision.

So, mourning for the past in finality, Ty-sama shed Crystal Tears into the pools of reflection, letting the life-bearing properties of the Crystal Tears cleanse the waves of the universe and wash away what was past in its ripples, clearing the way for what would become the new future. This was very important to him, and so it was documented for the sake of a personal account. He would press on, letting go of the past in finality with the drops of his Crystal Tears.