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Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · July 7 at 9:51pm ·
... Even after clearing my name out on this account and on this page, I feel expressly discontent about something because of the events of others in the background. The trust barrier is layered. It irritates my very soul and disturbs my mind that no one is trustworthy to me and to take care of themselves. It bothers me so much, I feel like lashing out because of their iniquities. I think they think it's enough that I, myself, do not sin and do not consider themselves nor their treatment toward me or beyond me. Now that I can use my Notation System on the 'Hand Of Fate' instead of fight for its rights because of some filthy ugly lie and brood of liars, I'm able to use it for its other intended purposes beyond jotting down Names, Laws, Rules and important Secret or Social matters. Still, I don't see how anyone even claimed it in the first place, if at all, really. It's so annoying that these uncouth heathens literally have no manners and think it's good not to. Then dress themselves up all nice like little filthy animals in bright clothes after they've done such. Completely deplorable. It's a shame that I even had to fight for something I made at all. The residue is what makes me upset, even though my name is all over my work, apparently people just think it doesn't matter.

"That Is Why Their Names And Lives Will Be Blotted Out And Won't Matter, As Well."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 12:50am ·
... Just to be clear about how -NOT- playing and -COMPLETELY- serious I am about you -REALLY- expressing to me that you not only comprehend but also don't feel some type of way, especially because it stimulates you in the wrong way initially and then you come trying to challenge me and fight me because of how you feel about yourself, usually in a sense of -necessity- to prove something to me out of -sheer- inferiority. "Which Is -Why- I Make The Check, So -You- Don't Stay Around Even Though You -Attempt- To Give Me Reasons To -Make- You -Because- You Want To Be Treated Harshly -By- Me -For- Pleasure, Regardless Of If I've Told You Why That Is -Bad- For -You- To Do -Strictly- Because Of How -You- Get After I Deal With You And You -Like- It." I still have to do that to others -and- also because -I- like it -personally- whether you also do or not. Even if -you- like it, -you- are not the one that is supposed to be -exposing- yourself to it.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 12:55am ·
"I'm Treating It Like You Do Not Understand On Purpose Whether You Do Or Do Not Until A Full Complete And Comprehensive Understanding Notwithstanding To The Fullest Extent Of The Information Is Clarified To The Fullest Extent Of The -Actual- Logic And Information." And yes, I know you leave things out on purpose in order to gain more for it and also that you pretend not to understand on purpose -just- to attempt to get me to do it. "Which Is Why I Am -Telling- You That I'm -Monitoring- You -At All- Instead Of Reprimanding You. Instead, You Should -Not- Be Alerting Me That You Are Present Even If You Are Being Stimulated In That Fashion -Because- I Am Doing This To And For Myself, Which Should Not Involve You In Any Way, Even If You -Really- Want To Participate Because Of Your Own Stimulation To It Or Because Of It." That is what I am monitoring and using myself as the bait for.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:03am ·
"Still Doing Something At All. Not Comprehensive Of The Personal Space. That Means It Is Still Envy And A Means Of A Desperate Attempt To Restrain What I Am Doing To Prevent My Own Personal Leisure And Simultaneously Failing The 'Do Not Respond Nor Copy Me' Test."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:12am ·
Opening: "Still Thinking -I- Don't Understand Something About The Information -I- Translated With -Background- Knowledge Because Of A -Foreground- Image That I'm Paying Attention To -Only- To Isolate, Or About The Information Transmitted And How I Know It's Only A Means Of Provocation Specifically Because Of The -Exact- Stimulation That I Am -Expressing- Is -Not- Supposed To Be Felt -Whenever- I Am Doing This, And That I'm Only Using It To Measure The Level Of Interaction After Receiving All Of The Feelings In The First Place (Linking Into Something Different That Drew Her To Me In The First Place After I -Literally- Manually -Removed- Her With -Neutralization-." It means she really didn't learn and feels some type of way because of what I did and what she had to think about that I don't yet she is trying to express -BECAUSE- she feels stimulated by it -AND- returned for the -EXACT- reasoning why I -ALREADY- wrote down -WEEKS- ago would occur by extracting the original data in the first place.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:22am ·
"Conclusion: Is Incapable Of Learning And Incompatible -- Will Always Act Out Based On The Damnation And Seek To Cover It With Something Using Inverted Or Perverted Judgment That -Only- Translates Into Something -Personal- That Goes -Far- Beyond Whatever -Image- Is Portrayed. The Feelings Are Set, As Is The Damnation And The Stimulation For It, Which Is Sexual And Inspired Because Of My Actual Potency. Will Continue To Attempt To Calculate More Ways Of Expressing Intense Feelings That Shouldn't Be Being Felt At All Because Of It And Always Seek Out More Of It Whilst Attempting To Cover Up The Methods And Steps For The Sake Of Those That Are Witnessing. Eventually Runs Out Of Ammunition And Become As Impotent As They Are When They Begin, No Longer Able To Utilize Anything They Have Because Of The Release. Further Stimulation Afterward Means It Was Both Self-Sustained And Afflicted From The Outside Source. Also Able To Be Contaminated Again By Self-Stimulation Through Even Conceiving The Stimulation For Self-Satisfaction Or In An Unwarranted Manner Of Self-Satisfaction, Especially Self-Motivation To -Return- (As Has Been -Continually- Documented)."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:30am ·
"Wants Me To Follow." *yawn* Boring. "Already Knew That." *sigh* "Not Comprehending -That's- Why I Continue To Return And -Check- At All. There Should Be -No- Desire For Me To Follow At -All- Or -Else- It Means That There Is Something -Sexual- About The -Desire- For -Me- To Follow."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:36am ·
"Even Picking -One- Warrants A -Full- Check. This Is -Why- I Am Doing This -And- Why It Is -Not Good- To -Incur- It No Matter -How- You Feel, Good Or Bad Or Both -Because- It Will -Only- End Painfully And Badly For You Ultimately Overall After I Deal With How Much Time And Effort You Put Into Your Little Pea-Brained Thought And Feeling You Cannot Control, Then Show You I'm Only Reacting To And Picking Apart Your -Own- Intricate Little Plot And -Destroying- It Before You As I Go Along With You By Your -Own- Judgments." There's no escape and it's unblockable, even if you decide to try to use something else I not only didn't know or was vague about, because it is a repression or regression -- when you release it also tells a lot about you and the feelings intended. Which is why this is also done both systematically and with clear comprehensive expression all the way through, even though you -JUST- want some attention -AND- to be proven to have -SOME- sort of influence or involvement, even if it's based upon flawed or fabricated images and behavior that returns to the original damnation before perverted, no matter what sort of image it provides for you. You failed trying to cover it and acting tough. - Threat

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:46am ·
"Subject Picked A Maggot That I Was Going To Check To See If It Would Pick At." >>; "Then Came To Show Me That It Was Picked." *sigh* "That Is The -Exact- Failure. You Weren't Supposed To Pick The -Initial- Maggot. Doesn't -Really- Understand The -Actual- Concept. Cannot Conceive. Barren."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:51am ·
"Subject Still Not Desiring To Express -Myself- As -Myself- Without Doing So -Toward- Her, And -Believes- I Am Using It To -Draw- Her Near Instead Of Not Only -Repel- But Establish A -Boundary- With -Through- The Utility." I see. Complete -PERSONAL- miscommunication because of the -PERSONAL- attachment which was expressed through -each- of the points in the dream. Basically wants me to not be sexual to anything or anyone ever, which means trying to take my own member and keep it, which is a sign of fear and desperation as well as blatant thirst and hunger for it with intent not to share; thus, -ENVY-. Like I said. >>;

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 1:59am ·
"Subject Still Attempting -- Didn't Realize That The Messages Make It Seem Like -I- Am Attempting Instead Of -Only- Registering. Even So, The Subject Does Not Understand When To Remove Self. This IS A Major Point."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 2:19am ·
Behemoth: "Got It; -Still- Attempting To Do -Other- Things For -Other- Reasons That Are -Still- Stimulated By The -Same- Source Yet -Expressed- Upon In A -Different- Manner." - Isolation

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 2:36am ·
Glimpse: Instead of taking the notes -ABOUT- you I am making a -DISTINCTION- about when I am speaking -TO- you in order to -ALERT- you whilst I am also =STILL= taking the notes. There is a -DIFFERENCE- between the two interactions that is -WHAT- I have been trying to clarify.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 9:38am ·
Behemoth: "So, -THAT- Is Why They Continue To Try To Cling And Force Me To Do So -- They Put -WAY- Too Much Faith In Something Garbage And Now They Are Going Down The Drain And Want Me To Come With Them And Leave Me A Memory About It Because I Am Doing Better Things. They Don't Understand That I'd Been Doing Things That Were Better -Before- Them And That Those Have -Nothing- To Do With The Fact That We Had -All- Done Something -Together-. They Die By -That- Perversion- And It Also Ties Into The Dream I Had Of Envy Being Snatched From And Mine Own Things Returning Under Me -Completely- Whilst Envy Sat Next To Me And Watched, Then Got Its Ass Whooped For Continuing To Prolong Something That I'm -TOTALLY- About To -SERIOUSLY- Get Critically Involved In Just To Express And Stab At The Critical Vulnerability Of -Why- The Attempts Are Even Still -Attempting- To Be Made At All." Now it's just sad and I get to sit here and watch how sad it is and expose the sadness just like I did with the other one.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 9:44am ·
"Doesn't Understand That I -Continually- Repeat Myself And My Calculative Processes -Because- Of People Like Him And The Fact That He Both Clings Like A Bitch And Perpetuates The Paradoxes To Prolong What He -Believes- Is An Outcome Proper When In Actuality It's -Just- Destroying Him More And I'm Helping It To Do That By Sealing Up And Resolving Everything That He Was Trying To Keep Me From Doing." That's why this takes like 5 days and I keep doing the same thing for that long until I gather enough information over the course of time to make a different judgment, even if it means the same punishment for another 5 days or more, regardless of how it may effect me. - Treat

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 9:48am ·
Behemoth: "When Envy Is -This- Weak, You Hurt It Until It Dies. It's -Just- That Weak, Which Is -Why- It Starts Using The Maggots And Trying To Be More Intricately Hurtful And Picky About Minuscule Things, Which Is Also How The Perpetual Repeating Process Cycles Them Out By Stomping On Them Many Many Many Many Times -- Hence Why I Continue In This Fashion."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 9:58am ·
Bitch: Using the -Sinskin- is still detrimental by the means of it, which are its weaknesses and vulnerabilities, many of which were definitely sexual, which is why this is -ALWAYS- the checking process, like it was in my dream during the inspection after I had absorbed the repressed feelings that were actually a compliment though it was hidden with malice for the sake of an image. I go through that process of comprehension because it hurts others to know about its actualization and also that it is truly what I said it is regardless of appearance, and instill it repetitively to crush the damnation. It also kinda pleasures me, too, but I didn't really want it to, but it does only so I'm not bored like I was when I went through several processes just to get to this point of dealing with the more intense malice that is backed by the hidden sexual feelings about me and for me both independently from one source and collectively from others who feel similarly yet also dislike me because they harbor the similar feelings at all. Thus, I speak to them as if they are the whore whether it is she or not.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 10:05am ·
Due to the inverted feelings, I must -CONSTANTLY- check in an -INVERTED- manner due to the hidden double meaning and intent behind the surface meaning, which is usually only done for the sake of defaming me or making me look bad when it shouldn't or actually doesn't due to the true actuality of the fact, yet because it is an image that potentially does so, I still have to critically crush it and everyone involved with it. They end up not being able to stand up against it and also having to think about something else, yet they are also becoming more impotent by the day and end up being crushed and fruitless as they attempted to make me -seem- because of their -own- inferiority toward me that they are trying to express by -attempting- to project it toward me -instead- of simply confessing it or dealing with it responsibly. So it's just a systematic "Why Did You Do That?" and "I'm Gonna Beat Your Ass" that doesn't stop until they have either learned or are too hurt to respond and/or dead. Because of -WHAT- they use as the weapon, that is also -WHAT- I use because of the -REASONING- as to -WHY- it was used at all. It means they are showing me their own weaknesses by trying to tell me it was mine in a malicious way, meaning it causes them malicious pain secretly inside of themselves that I can easily exploit because they attempt to exploit it in me when it's actually not there, just like in the dream. - Conquest

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 10:23am ·
"The Fact That Any Of The Messages Were Unclear Initially And Were Layered To Begin With Only To Be Uncovered As Something Yet Also Retained A Deeper Value And Sedimentary Feeling Completely Unsupportive Of The Actual Layered Images Meant That It Was Not Meant To Be Dug Into Deeper Than The Intended Expression, And Anything Further Was Indeed Just The Weakness Being Exposed And Made Clear In A Similar Fashion As The Initial Surface Value And First Layers, Yet Also To The Detriment Of The One Who Had Deeper Layers That Were Similarly Fashioned And Also Not Consistent, Which Is How Both The Message And Image Get Crushed And Replaced With Something Deeper That Is Inverted And Perverted, Hence Why The Feelings Could Not Come Out Correctly And Instead Were An Attempt As An Attack -- This Is Also Caused By Embarrassment And Seeking To Hide The Embarrassment Through Harassment." - Tap

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 11:17am ·
"It IS Because Of Everyone Else's Insecurities And Inferiority As Well As Their Vulnerabilities And Weaknesses Which Have Secured Another Entity Where It Does Not Belong That I Have To -Not Only- Continually Maintain The Consciousness Of Potential That It May Still Be Present -And Also- Treat It As Such Whether It Is Or It Isn't -As Well As- Continually Systematically Cycle Through Information That Is Meant To Support The Image That Covers Up All The Weakness -Whilst Also- Projecting The Weakness And Vulnerability Unto Me Through The Inverted And Perverted Image -Instead Of- Where And As It Is Supposed To Be Without The Projection, -Of Which- I Still Have To Decipher Using The Image -As If It Is- Both What It Is And Attached To All The Previous Information Even Though It -May Not- Be And Definitely Isn't Based On The -Actual- Real Data -Beyond- The Convoluted Image And Projection At All." It's just a last ditch effort to make me look bad for something that actually just also boosts what I am and what I have done and the reluctance to want to do so being found in the spitefulness of the image's projection, though it inverts into being pretty much decisively complimentary to me and detrimental to the one that even expressed the feelings at all, which is what the image was -supposed- to help hide or support (regardless of if the background actually doesn't hold it up for said person).

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 11:39am ·
"Whilst I Am Deciphering The Displacements That Are Already In Order, Others Seek To Take Advantage By Inserting Other Displacements That Often Times Are Reflections Of Themselves And Their Own Weaknesses That They Seek To Strike At When The Opportunity Arises. They Also Believe The Weakness Is To The Target They Attempt To Strike At And Don't Realize That It Is Because They Had An Impulse To Take An Opportunity -At All- That It Is What Makes Them The Weak One By The -Stimulation- That Is Normally The Exact Same As The Thought That They Had To Strike At Using Whatever Means They Did; A General Reflection."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 6:06pm ·
"It Is The Wound That I Left Inside The Subject Based On The Context Of The Dream That Fully Expresses The Damage, The Appearance At All, The Malice, The Sexual Desire, The Intent To Participate, The Intent To Defame And The Intent To Leave As Swiftly As Possible. It Is Because Of The Vulnerability And The Feelings That Were Felt At All And Drew Her Back To Me After Everything Was Settled With Intent To Make Me Look And Feel As Badly As She Does That Reveal The Hidden Deeper Desires And Also The Actual Attraction Beyond Just The Outer Expression, Which -Is- The Inversion -And- The Inverted Mentality At -All-. My Own Lack Of Desire Is What Is Harmful To The Subject And In Fact Also Why I Only Treat It As A Test And Experiment Whenever Dealing With It Even In That Fashion, As I Had Done. The Desire To Wound Me And To Put Emphasis On Something That Attempted To Wound Me Is What Reveals The Wound In The Same Area For The Same Reason As The Intention To Harm At All, Even Though It Didn't And Also Was Only Something Withheld In Order To Take An Opportunity To Do That Based Off Of The Belief That It Would Do Damage And That There Was A Vulnerability There Instead Of The Acknowledgement That There Was Not. This Is Why The Intention Only Revealed Better Things To Me Than Everything That Was Intended (Such As The Other People That Were Of Similar Caliber That I Dealt With In My Past Emotionally And Mentally) That Snuffed Out The Initial Intention Of Malice And Simmered It To A Neutrality, Then Nullified It Using The Same Hidden Private Matters As The Private Matter That Was Brought To My Face For Others To Witness, Thus Only Causing The Private Matter To Reveal The Private Vulnerability Of The One That Brought It And Not The One That Was The Target."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 7 at 6:11pm ·
"If It Comes Back Again, That Means That There Is A Problem Still With That One And It Wants Me To Figure Out More Shit I Not Only Don't Have Time For But Also Don't Care About And Are -WASTEFUL- For Me To Not Only Have To Sit And Think About But Also Deal With, Decipher And Translate From An Inversion And Perversion That I -ALSO- Not Only Do Not Care About But Are -CLEARLY- Permanent And Should Have Been Dealt With By -KILLING- The Subject And Not Allowing Continuation." You just want it to make problems for me so that I don't continue with what I'm doing, but I'm -TELLING- you that it -REALLY- just is going to be a problem -ONLY- for -YOU- by even -DOING- that, especially when -I'M- the one -REJECTING- you on -PURPOSE- for -ALLOWING- it and -TRYING- to do damage to me that is -STRICTLY- just your own weakness and envy that I don't feel equally upset about or have any vulnerability to at all unless I'm trying to gather information or draw someone in.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 13 at 6:02am ·
"They Think That Erasing Some Of My Work And Leaving Misinformation Can Help Them Cover Their Own Tracks And Flaws. They Are Getting Even More Desperate, One For Time And Two To Save Their Sorry Faces. They Don't Understand Why I Put The Information Down That I Do Nor Why I Do So In The First Place. This Is Good Information -- Whatever Is Touched Is What Can Be Used Against Them, And The Fact That It Is Touched At All Is What Makes It Useful. There Is Still Fear. Strangely, It Seems To Be Involved With What I Use As Clutter Or Sedimentary Feelings. Mostly Being My Interactions With The Whore. They Seem To Understand That It's Dangerous For Me To Engage With Her Because I Can Force Her To Expose Flaws And Then Use Them To Strike Them All Down. That Means They Are Getting More Critical Of My Own Writing. My Notes."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 13 at 6:11am ·
... I get it now. You all fear me getting too powerful, and now you've sent someone to try to make sure I don't believe myself to be too powerful, as well, like you all are not very powerful. Well, the joke's on you. I don't actually take heed from you all anymore since that's all you ever do and it's all out of inferiority, alone. Instead...

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 13 at 7:11pm ·
... It's... Attractive. To say the -very- least. Heehee. "But. Irresponsible. Too Much Consequence. Yet, Somehow Ends Up Beneficial In Consequence To The One -Making- The Consequences Along The Way. Therefore, The Accumulated Consequence Becomes -Most- Fatal, -Especially- When It's Time For Comeuppance In The End. Naturally, One May -Believe- It To Be Satisfactory, And Yet, It Is Only Something Incomplete, And More Work Is To Be Done Because -Something- Hasn't Ended Properly. -That- Is -Exactly- Why All Of It Ends Up Backfiring All At Once And Leading To A -Horrible- Ass Whooping And -Terrible- Downfall That Must Be Nurtured And Comforted, Yet Also Still Struck At And Dissected As It Goes Down -And- Completely Destroyed -As- It Reaches Both Critical Mass And Absolute Zero." Basically, it's gonna fuck you up because that's not only exactly what -you- wanted, but also -because- that's what you -tried- to use it to do -and- also tried to make it do -to- something else. Which is a cool little snapback effect -- a little recoil, like a quick snap of a whip. Teehee.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 13 at 9:55pm ·
... There are tons of cycles and sequences and people and things involved that end up not being accounted for, especially the major fluctuations that will occur naturally as it's all in motion... And quite honestly, I'm -more- than tired of talking about it and explaining it. As well as coming to have to snatch people -specifically- for even -attempting- to even -play- like that. Doing that sort of thing is not good for the economy and also makes a game out of people's lives as well as poor, unfortunate souls that are touched prematurely and then get trapped by it without having any means of getting any better nor seeing the top and what that actually is. It's very damaging to them and everyone involved... Especially for it to damn near be able to be solved with one good ass whooping. It's not just a "You're Sexy, Okay, You Apologized And Everything Is Fixed Now, Plus You Get To Get Fucked Up." Sad, but true, despite how I'd -LOVE- for it to be that right now and certainly tried to even treat you to that as an -addition- to what is -inevitably- going to collapse -just- because I feel -deeply- for you -personally- due to the actual foundation of our -personal- account. "But You Are Not To Damage It Any Farther, And It Is Also Time To Actually Clean Things Up For The Sake Of The Best Of Others. I'm Waiting On -You- And -Others- For A -Reason-. I, Myself, Have No Reason To Continue To Hold Things Back."