Tymon's Personal Breakdown

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... Let me be -perfectly- clear. I -speak- and -think- the -truth-. Even if that is sometimes something -nice- or -sentimental- about -someone- that not only -doesn't- deserve it but also bears no weight nor meaning to me at -all-. I simply have -righteous- thoughts. That also means when I am -calculating- or when I am -remembering- or even when I am -comparing-, whether consciously or unconsciously. Through psychoanalysis I may come to associative conclusions based on accurate information that I have recently calculated or discovered, but ultimately, that is -all- that it is -- it's not my own feeling nor is it my true will, it is -nothing- but -strict- and -straightforward- INFORMATION. -Recognition- of information, no less. If I have analyzed something about someone and it is associative to something I feel, I immediately compare it, whether I agree or feel anything about it or -not-. Such is "PSYCHOANALYSIS." It is -TOTALLY- independent of mine own -PERSONAL- thoughts and feelings, even if sometimes there are parallels or reflections. They are -other- people's thoughts and feelings that I am able to -cognitively- comprehend -SIMULTANEOUSLY- as my own, meaning I am comprehending more thoughts than just my own, which is a sign of my intelligence.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 8:24am
"I Told You That I Do Not Lie, Even When There Are Impulsive Responses Geared Toward My Own Automatic Recollection Of My Sentiments And Sedimentary Thoughts Or Feelings That I Do Not Immediately Fully Recollect Beyond Certain Bits And Pieces Of Information, Which Are Sometimes Laced Around Certain Other Bits Of Information That Were Connected And That Are Also Drawn Up With The Information That Is Good And Remembered Relatively At The Same Time, Thus Convoluted Both My Perception And The Fullness Of The Translated Information, Often Due To The Complexity Of The Scenario And The Deeper Hidden Truth That None Know About Nor Can Comprehend What Seems To Be False Without -- Just As Is With The Scenario At Hand And What Comes From Someone Withholding Key Information That Makes Something That Is So Seem Like What It Is And With It Properly Set In Place, Would Completely Alter It To What Is Proper, Even With The Initial Responses Seeming To Be Correct When They Are Actually Only A Long String Of Fabrications Coming From 'What Could Be' And Are Just Applied To The Source That Is Withholding Said Information That Would Correct The Outcomes Afterward, Similarly To What Had Been Done With A Split Impulsive Memory Of Mine That Also Settles Certain Matters Of My Own Past And Is The -Only- Solid Foundation For This Explanation At -All-."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 8:37am
"You All Take Me For Granted And Force Me To Try To Resolve Things That End Up Becoming Entangled With Things I Not Only Am Already Resolving But Also Have To Go Back And Shift Through Over And Over For Your Sake Even When I, Myself, Am Secure Of The Matter, And It Bothers Me Because It Wastes So Much Time, And Most Of It Is Done Out Of Either Spite Or Strict Unwillingness To Do Things In Regard To Me, Myself. It Is Only Showing Up More As Stains In Myself From Me Having To Deal With Everyone Else And Dirtying Myself Up In A Way Where I Would Not Have To If I Did Everything Naturally And Not To The Catering Of Someone Else's Ignorance Or Lack Of Understanding. My Stains Come From -You- All Being Out Of Order And Also Not Trying To Get Into An Order That I Am Telling You Will Prevent These Things And Always Keep The Information Clear Because You Believe Your Information, Incomplete, Is Greater And Also More Correct Than Mine, When You Sit Here And Seek The Information From Me. You Get Swallowed Up By The Fact That I Can Resolve All Your Problems And Then Go Make More By Making A Mess Of The Order In Which I Am Required To Resolve Things -Strictly- To Prevent The Crosswiring And Entanglement At All, Then You Have The Nerve To Complain About It Or Act As If I Am Lying When In Fact I Am Simply Searching Through The Correct Places For The Correct Reasons And Am Drawn From Resolving The Proper Things At The Proper Times To Resolve What Are Deemed More Pressing At Improper Times Which Would Be Resolved If I Were Just To Do Things At The Proper Times That I Have Designated. Thus It Wastes Time Because I Have To Not Only Do Something, But Also Undo It Later Because Of Collateral Damage From What It Does When I Do It That Isn't Supported Yet By Something I Was -Initially- Doing, Which Is Also How And Why Everything Is Falling Apart Now In Regards To Even Other Things (Everything, Rather) Which Was Once Being Established In An Order Before Someone Tried To Lead Me Astray And Then Get Other People Involved To Keep It So And Try To Use My Products Without Letting Me Finish What I Was Supposed To Out Of Sheer Fear." Now everything is falling apart -and- the information is coming out -and- I'm, still correct -plus- truthful -and- whatever was misunderstood or falsified is cleared up -as- I go along -correctly-, yet with your own stains still marked where they are when trying to get me to resolve things you all shouldn't have.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 8:37am
"You All Take Me For Granted And Force Me To Try To Resolve Things That End Up Becoming Entangled With Things I Not Only Am Already Resolving But Also Have To Go Back And Shift Through Over And Over For Your Sake Even When I, Myself, Am Secure Of The Matter, And It Bothers Me Because It Wastes So Much Time, And Most Of It Is Done Out Of Either Spite Or Strict Unwillingness To Do Things In Regard To Me, Myself. It Is Only Showing Up More As Stains In Myself From Me Having To Deal With Everyone Else And Dirtying Myself Up In A Way Where I Would Not Have To If I Did Everything Naturally And Not To The Catering Of Someone Else's Ignorance Or Lack Of Understanding. My Stains Come From -You- All Being Out Of Order And Also Not Trying To Get Into An Order That I Am Telling You Will Prevent These Things And Always Keep The Information Clear Because You Believe Your Information, Incomplete, Is Greater And Also More Correct Than Mine, When You Sit Here And Seek The Information From Me. You Get Swallowed Up By The Fact That I Can Resolve All Your Problems And Then Go Make More By Making A Mess Of The Order In Which I Am Required To Resolve Things -Strictly- To Prevent The Crosswiring And Entanglement At All, Then You Have The Nerve To Complain About It Or Act As If I Am Lying When In Fact I Am Simply Searching Through The Correct Places For The Correct Reasons And Am Drawn From Resolving The Proper Things At The Proper Times To Resolve What Are Deemed More Pressing At Improper Times Which Would Be Resolved If I Were Just To Do Things At The Proper Times That I Have Designated. Thus It Wastes Time Because I Have To Not Only Do Something, But Also Undo It Later Because Of Collateral Damage From What It Does When I Do It That Isn't Supported Yet By Something I Was -Initially- Doing, Which Is Also How And Why Everything Is Falling Apart Now In Regards To Even Other Things (Everything, Rather) Which Was Once Being Established In An Order Before Someone Tried To Lead Me Astray And Then Get Other People Involved To Keep It So And Try To Use My Products Without Letting Me Finish What I Was Supposed To Out Of Sheer Fear." Now everything is falling apart -and- the information is coming out -and- I'm, still correct -plus- truthful -and- whatever was misunderstood or falsified is cleared up -as- I go along -correctly-, yet with your own stains still marked where they are when trying to get me to resolve things you all shouldn't have.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 8:56am
"The 'Order Of Operations' Is -SO- Important In This Matter, Honestly The Only Accurate Information That Anyone Can Get From Me Is The Information That I Get From Going In The Already Proper Order That I Had Originally Scheduled For Myself, Which Is Why I End Up Always Returning To That Point, No Matter How Much I Resolve Or Figure Out And Why We Cannot Move Forward Even If We Go Around Searching For Information On A Wild Goose Chase And Things Are Left Out To Support Certain Details Because Those Are Only Gathered As We Go Forward. I Will Never Simply Tolerate Nor Remain With Incomplete Information, No Matter How Much It Is Insisted Upon Nor How Much The -Incomplete- Information Is Sought To Be Held Over Me -Because- It Is Incomplete, As Very Much -Every- Weak, Exposed, Vulnerable And Definitely Powerless Person Has Decided To Do To Me -Every- Time I -Actually- Formulate -Correct- Responses. They Simply Tell Me I Am Incorrect Or Leave Out Key Information So I Will Judge Incorrectly And Then Say What I Have Judged Is Correct Only Because It Is Supportive Of What They've Left Out And Yet I Continue To Piece Things Together Later On That Overwrite And Usurp The Former Judgment, Completely Crushing And Nullifying It, Whilst I Go About And Check Behind Myself Multiple Times Specifically To Gather The Tiniest Bits Of Information To -Ensure- My Judgment Is Proper And That The Judgment Of Others Is Proven To Be Incorrect -Because- They Are Holding Fast To The -Obsolete- Information -After- I Handle It Properly In Accord With The Order Of Operations (Hence Why Calculations Takes So Long Sometimes And Why I Don't Always Remember Certain Details Off Hand Nor Readily; It Is All Based On 'Order Of Operations' And Something Being Out Of Order In Said Operation)."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 9:06am ·
"Once Again, I Will Have To Recalculate All Of The Damage And Systematically Check It -Again- Whilst Also Holding Off On The Release -Because- Of The Setback -Strictly- In The Understanding Because Of The Misunderstandings And Misinformation That Was Released From The Incomplete Data Cycling Around In My Head And Being Labeled As True When It Is Only -Virtually- Sound Because Of The Fact That I'm Not Done Yet, But Will Either Hold Up Or Be Replaced By What Is Able To Be Supported Truthfully And Logically Whilst Destroying Each Of The Things That Were Set Up That Were Untrue, No Matter How Incriminating Or Devastating, Even Down To The Entire Process Of The Setup And Downfall With Literally No Type Of Residual Sediment That Would Bubble Up Strictly Because Of Each Of The Facts Of The Matter In Place Counter-Cornering The Target Point. Only What Is True And What Has Always Been True Will Be Left, And Not Any Type Of Legacy That Is Notable Or Worthy Of Such, Even In The Hearts And Minds Of Humans. It Will Always Simply Seem To Have Been My Doing And The Doing Of Others As Trying To Counteract Me With No One Interfering In The Information As Is Already Being Done So And Had Been Due To The Work Of Their Hands. It Will Be Correct And The Lies Will Also Be Included As What They Are Simply As A Reference So That I May Recall Them And Why It Was A Lie Compared To All Of The Evidence I Have Stacked Against It All And Everyone Involved All The Way Up To Each Person's Actual Alibis."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 9:16am ·
"Not To Mention That People -Might- Think Something Terrible Of Me -Because- Of Something I Am Simply Keeping Restrained By Myself As Myself That They Are Interested In But Do Not Know How To Deal With And Thus All Create A Warped Or Negative Perception Of It For Themselves When Their Own Curiosity Ends Up Getting Them In A Position Of Pain Or Vulnerability That Is Actually Meant To Be Nurtured Tenderly And Not Dealt With Combatively, As Is Usual Because Of The Strength Of It." ... I'm tired of expressing myself intimately in such a fashion and it not only not being regarded, but also seen as a challenge at every turn -because- of trying to keep up with it or measure up to it, even when I am unaware that this is how others feel about it and me.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 9:35am ·
"Though You Should Not Be Seeking To Utilize Me In This Manner, Which Is Why You Not Only Continue To Get Hurt, But Also Fail To Understand Me, I Recognize That This Is So For A Reason And It Is Simply Gratuitous To My Actual Real Strength That You All Seek To Diminish About Me Or Embellish About In Order To Make Me Feel Greater Than I Should (Which Is Why I Disregard Both And Continue With My Own Information Each Time) Or Include Yourself As Part Of, Which Is Also What I Am Seeking To Avoid Because Of The Parasitism Of Said Relationship, Such As With The Slave Girl Receiving Most Of Her Power From Just Being Near Me At All For Any Reason And Having Spent Most Of Her Time Trying To Acquire And Match My Power The Entire Time We Were Together Without My Knowledge Of Such, Only To The Detriment Of The Actual Relationship Because I Wasn't Aware Nor Caring Of It (Because I Felt There Was Nothing Necessary To Compare To Or To Prove Myself In Such A Way), Unlike Her. Now, Many Are Like That, And Had Been Since Before Her, Male And Female, Thus Resulting In The Mass Parasitism Of Trying To Be Near Me, Better Than Me, Like Me, Superior To Me, Proving Me Wrong And All Such Other Garbage Based Weaknesses Based Around Inferiority And Comparative Impotence Or General Depravity In Terms Of Myself As A Person To They As People."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 9:46am ·
"... By Doing That, You Hurt Yourselves By Going Against Me. I Am Playful In That Regard And Never Actually Become Serious, Though Others Become Far More Serious Than They Should And I Hurt Them. I Cannot Stand It, But I Do. I Want To Just Play Without Feeling Restrained Or Hurting Others Or Being Bored. You Do Not Know What It's Like To Care For People That You Can Only Seem To Crush Mercilessly Because They Desire It And Are Pleasured By It And Yet Pained By It And Also Feel Damaged Because Of It, Though All I Want To Do At The End Of The Day Is Truly Love Them And Care For Them. I Care To Be Intimately Connected To Them, But Without Doing Such Damage Or They Feeling Like They Need To Measure Up To Me When I'm Holding Back So I Don't Do The Damage To Them They Feel Like They're Ready For."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 9:57am ·
"... Though It Does Often Hurt Me To Do Such Things, Which I Believe Is The Only Real Way That Such Pain Even Ever Graces Me, I Know It Humbles Them. Our Love Is Still There. Yet, Sometimes, Even That Is Smothered By The Desire To Be Greater Than Me Or Good Enough For Me Without Realizing What I Even Cared About In The First Place, And Thus Doing Everything -Else- Except What It Is I Am Saying Will Be Best Based On The Actual Scenario. By Missing The Point, They Never Seem To Grasp What Is Making Them Less Than Satisfactory, Though They May Go Out On Their Weakness (Which They Make Worse Through Enabling) By Trying To Satisfy That Deficiency For The Sake Of Proving Themselves To Themselves And To Me, Which Ends Up With People Like The Slave Girl And Ultimately Accumulating So Much Out Of Pure, Sheer Weakness Only To Fall Apart Because Of The Actual Weakness And Each Of It Backfiring Right Back At The Weak One In Their Weakness, Which Is Why I Advise Them From The Beginning Not To Take Such A Route." And yet, it always ends up the same for me, somehow, with them all doing that very same exact thing and then coming back to me with something else that hasn't fixed the problem nor made them better, but has been something geared toward making themselves distracted from it or try to diminish me or prove to me that they are by focusing on me and what I'm doing to a degree of malice, waste and overall impotence inclusive to failure at every attempt, no matter with what nor how much, including my own things, as we all have seen, and it amounting to nothing but an inevitable downfall whose uprise also meant nothing yet destroyed more than it was worth or what it did -- hence the impotence.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 10:02am ·
"... I Will Leave Myself Open Just A Little While Longer That I May Receive The Intentions Of Others For A Short Time Further. Though I Am Aware That I Have Much To Analyze Based On All The Events That Have Occurred Yet Again Due To A Setback, I Am Also Still Only Reflecting And Not Actually Expressing Myself As Of Yet. Difficult To Tell, But Ultimately What Is Done To Make Distinctions Between My Own True Feelings And How I Am Simply Breaking Down The Feelings Of Others."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 10:10am ·
"... You Either Want To Get Close Enough To Do Damage To Me, Or You Want To Get Close Enough Because You Have Seen Something Endearing. Perhaps, To Challenge Me. Maybe Even To Be Intimate With Me, As Well. Whilst Mine Heart Is Still Open, I Will Engage, For That Is The Nature Of My Heart. Many Things Are On My Mind, However, Regardless Of The Openness Of My Heart, Which Disturbs My Polarities. Yet, It Doesn't Detract From My Openness Of Self Whilst I Am In Patient Waiting."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 10:31am ·
"... My Love Is My Heart's Desire. Is That Not The Desire Of -All- Hearts? Yet, When I Pour Out My Love At -My- Heart's Desire, Therethen Come The Ones Who Drink From It, Whom I Love To Quench. In My Great And Overpowering Love, It Bestow Too Much And I Crush Them Under Me On Complete Accident And It Ends With Me Having To Withhold My Love Because I Can Never Express Myself Completely With A Suitable Partner For The Full Complexity Of Myself As A Person, Even If I Keep Myself Openly Expressive Or Limit Myself To Their Capacity, As I Always Do. I Eventually Just Get Tired Of The Fullness Of My Deep Passion And Great Power Not Being Able To Be -Fully- Reciprocated, Though That Is What I Truly Desire With My Soulmate And Match. I Also Do Not Know My Own Strength Sometimes Nor Do I See Beyond The Personal Relations Because Nothing Else Matters To Me Beyond Them, Though Everyone Seems To Care About All The Parties That Are -BEYOND- The Personal Relationship More Than The Actual Relationship, Itself, Leading To The Restriction And Eventual Diminishing Of It Due To The Need To Appear A Certain Way Before Others Who Do Not Even Signify."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 10:42am ·
"... It Is Something You -Fear-? I Fear Myself, As Well. I Am Insecure Because Of What I Do And The Fear Others Have Of It, As Well." But it's nothing really to fear... You just don't understand it -because- I like to be... openly expressive in my own way and as an individual. That's just my sex drive and my love, which is why I keep saying the intimacy is important, because I really can only express that sort of thing with someone who is in love with me that I also love and who can withstand it plus stimulate it without me feeling... remorseful afterward...

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 10:51am ·
"... I Don't Like To Make Others Feel Bad, Like I Usually Do When I Get That Way. You See Now Why I Do Keep It Completely Restrained And Under Control, Even When I Think About Those Sorts Of Things And Even When I'm Engaging With People?" It has nothing to do with me being unattracted or anywhere near unloving... It's totally completely because of the emotional and mental damage, which I've... noticed... all throughout my life and didn't know it was because of that. No suitable partner for me. I also dislike talking about it because I'm modest, but I also know people like to challenge me about it even though I don't think about it and I also don't care, so I end up just leaving little hints at it for either they or myself -because- I know that... Hence why those are littered where they are, seemingly randomly...

"That Is Not -My- Weakness, Which You Did Not Comprehend Because All You Are Looking For -Is- Weakness At All. I Can Merely Feel -Your- Sympathy -Or- Sympathy -For- You And It Be -Perceived- As Weakness When In Fact It's Just Me Being Kind And Considerate To Another Life As A Loving Soul. It -Used- To Be A Weakness -Because- I Didn't Know I Was Doing That, But Now That I Do, I Understand That It's Just Me Feeling For Something Else And Not -MY- Feelings, Hence Why I Made The Distinction Earlier Before You Attacked Me."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 11:08am ·
"I Understand That I Just Need To Show My -Own- Feelings By -Myself-, But That Will Just Make -You- Feel Bad Because -I'm- Not Actually Upset About Anything -Except- The Reflection, Which Is Not Attached To Me. Yet, If I Am Sympathetic, You Will Consider It Weakness And Continue Trying To Heckle Me For Being Sympathetic To Your Own Fractured Or Pierced Emotions, Some Of Which I Did And Most Of Which You Have Done To Yourselves By Even Coming To Me In Such A Manner Or By Going Off And Ruminating In Shame Or Vulnerability And Beating Yourselves Up Or Trying To Build Yourselves Up So That You Can Come Back Attempting To Appear As If You've Gotten Better In Order To Intimidate Me."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 11:19am ·
... "This Must Scare You More, Hm. You Cannot Actually Find Weaknesses In Me, Even When You Think You Do, And There's Always Actual Accurate Information Supporting Why It Isn't That Is Not Only Already Present But Something You Cannot Tell Because I Don't Actively Consciously Pay Any Mind To It, Though It May Be Active By Triggers Or Simply Something I Don't Put Any Emphasis On Like Others, Which Severely Scales Down My Own Potency To A Point Of Seeming Feeble Or Inferior And Weak And Then Suddenly Using The Deeply Rooted Foundation Of My Own Virtues Of Myself To Overpower And Destroy Whatever Comes Before Me With Whatever Form Of Weakness Still Within You Or Trying To Be Instilled In Me." And then play with them for fun afterward, like I normally do whenever I do that, as I always have been, whilst returning to a point of as if I still had the same weaknesses as before whilst retaining all the information about how I do not, and review it for personal record and general data retrieval or assortment, as is proper, customary and most omnipotently useful.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 11:35am ·
... You must wonder why all of these things don't have any effect on me and I literally come out unscathed every time. I feel like I should dote on the feelings of sympathy I had for those whom I've... dealt with, but now my attention is elsewhere because I was disturbed. I admit that it's all interesting to me, but I'm surprised at how honestly difficult it is for you all to actually really do -actual- damage to me as well as the fact that you -seriously- try -and- also don't seem to grasp these concepts I'm telling you, yet you try to use them against me without fully understanding and also with intent to attempt to prove that you're better than I am as soon as I show you something.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 11:39am ·
... You all think I'm trying to be better than you all when I actually just seriously am as I am, in God's actual true form, and you are not really comprehending how little a fuck it is to be better or worse than someone as a -collective- and so you also cannot comprehend why people like the Slave Girl getting away with being lowly and people who are rich also not being powerful or intelligent all the time just because they are actually not bearing any weight to God or anything he is doing unless it's meddling with human affairs, more or less which are trivial -because- humans are trivial as beings, which is why I put most of my priority on other things, because I do not, by nature, involve myself with trivial affairs and know that there's a greater something I am doing that trumps all the trivial affairs and makes them look trivial, as God sees them. "You Must Get Over The Feelings That I Am -Trying- To Be Better Than You Or That I Make -Any- Attempts -At All- At Doing So -Instead- Of Just Be As I Am To The Degrees That I Have For My Own Self."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 12:01pm ·
... See, this is why I don't stop my train of doing anything. I -want- to feel bad for everyone again like I did when dealing with Mandy, but now I don't because I not only moved on, I was stimulated in a fashion that makes me more pleasant. Yet, still, I feel like the feeling bad for others was important, whether or not people thought it was a weakness or not, because they can't feel bad for people without being weak, like I can. "I Do Love Her, Too, You Know. What Makes Her Any Different From Anyone I Have Loved? Does She Not Love Me, As Well? Therefore, I Consider And I Pay Attention, For It Is Unkind To Be Any Kind Of Way With Hearts." Though others are all types of reckless toward me, and I simply... deal with them as they -express- they wish to be dealt with. Besides. It shows that I care about her, which is really what she needs beyond any of the things she was trying to bluff about. I don't have a need to bluff about how I feel, but I know what it means when someone actually does, which is why I was even expressing my deep reflection as being displeased with her, yet receptive of her feelings of also being inwardly wounded, herself.

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 12:10pm ·
"... You Must Show Me Why You Fight. Do So With The Truth Of Your Heart Only And Honestly, Or Else You Will Fail -Because- Of The Dishonesty Of Your Heart."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 12:16pm ·
"I Like Your Resolve. Many Come To Me With This. Yet, You Seem Like You Have Something You're Really Trying To Prove To Me By Doing This. Something I Can Honor, But Am Concerned About. That Just Means I Need To See More."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 6:45pm ·
"I Enjoy -Myself- In A Fashion That Is Both Controlled And Direct, Yet Intense When I Am Enjoying Myself, Sometimes Becoming Explosive And Destructive. The Way I Like To Enjoy Myself Often Is Sexually And Creatively, Which Tie Together Into Experimentation And The Need For Creative Stimulation."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 6:54pm ·
"I Enjoy Myself So Much That I End Up Pouring Out Too Much Of My Heart Into People In A Sexual Or Seductive Manner -Because- That Is Not Only How I Have Fun, But Also How I Express Myself Freely, Yet Also Precisely To Pinpoint Precision In Those Who Are Perceptive And/Or Receptive Enough And Stimulate -Certain- Parts Of Them That I Love About Them -Because- I Both Love Them -AND- Because I Think It's -Fun-, But Sometimes I Go Overboard And Do That Too Much And End Up Overpowering Them Or Stimulating Them Too Much."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 6:54pm ·
"I Enjoy Myself So Much That I End Up Pouring Out Too Much Of My Heart Into People In A Sexual Or Seductive Manner -Because- That Is Not Only How I Have Fun, But Also How I Express Myself Freely, Yet Also Precisely To Pinpoint Precision In Those Who Are Perceptive And/Or Receptive Enough And Stimulate -Certain- Parts Of Them That I Love About Them -Because- I Both Love Them -AND- Because I Think It's -Fun-, But Sometimes I Go Overboard And Do That Too Much And End Up Overpowering Them Or Stimulating Them Too Much."

Hand of Fate; The Phantom's Corner
Published by Tymon Trini-t Tensei · August 16 at 7:04pm ·
"In My Playfulness, Which Is Sometimes Rough Or Generally Intense, I Overexcite Or Overstimulate The Other Person Simply For Fun Because I Enjoy Doing That For Fun By Nature And Also Know I Can Do So When We Are A Match And Because I Love Them At All."